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00:01:11Rito, open that up!
00:01:12Come on!
00:01:13Get it open!
00:01:16I totally knew it!
00:01:18I totally knew it!
00:01:21What is it?
00:01:22It's a rope!
00:01:24Yay!
00:01:25Get rid of that box!
00:01:26Another 12-year-old would love a rope
00:01:28for Christmas.
00:01:30Yeah, yeah! Come on, Em!
00:01:33Yeah!
00:01:34Woo!
00:01:35Yeah!
00:01:37Yeah!
00:01:45Emily! Emily!
00:01:47Emily, where are we?
00:01:49I don't know.
00:01:51We're at...
00:01:52El Capitan.
00:01:57From Colorado, Emily Harrington.
00:02:02She's certainly a force to be reckoned with.
00:02:06Emily, I'm making it look easy.
00:02:12Five-time national champion.
00:02:22But Emily is certainly one of the most well-rounded American female climbers.
00:02:27Part of your brain knows that this is slightly illogical.
00:02:31It is dangerous.
00:02:33But life's boring if you don't have that little element of spice, right?
00:02:38We should try to get a little bit more comfortable with being afraid.
00:02:46I love exploring my perceived limit and trying to push past it.
00:02:53Well, what do you think?
00:03:19I love to see the boys.
00:03:23I love both.
00:03:44I think this is my pee bottle
00:03:51Nope, it's just a normal water bottle
00:03:59A little flare in the van
00:04:15I'm really proud of my career so far
00:04:18But if you want to call yourself
00:04:20A successful all-around climber
00:04:23You've got to be up on El Cap
00:04:26There it is
00:04:28In all its glory
00:04:31El Capitan
00:04:47It's always surprising how big it is
00:04:50I never think, oh, like, it doesn't look
00:04:52It doesn't look that bad
00:04:53Or it doesn't look that big
00:04:54It's always fucking so big
00:04:58I don't know why no one talks about how scary it is
00:05:04I wish I could not feel afraid anymore
00:05:11El Capitan is a 3,200 foot granite face
00:05:18It doesn't get much bigger
00:05:20It doesn't get much more difficult
00:05:22It doesn't get much more high quality than El Cap
00:05:28It's just the most impressive, most beautiful stone in the world
00:05:32And it's so hard to free climb
00:05:38When you look at El Cap, it looks impossible
00:05:41It looks smooth
00:05:42And you can't imagine what there would be to climb it
00:05:44It always attracted people that are curious to push themselves to the highest level
00:05:52For decades, climbers have been testing themselves up there
00:05:58Climbing El Capitan is the most badass thing that you can do as a human
00:06:04With the exception of Lynn Hill and a few other women
00:06:07It's very much like a boys club
00:06:09Come on! Go fast! Stop!
00:06:13When I started climbing, the first person I learned about was Lynn Hill
00:06:18She was the first to free climb a route on El Capitan called the Nose
00:06:23And then the following year, she went back and free climbed it in a day
00:06:28Which was the most groundbreaking, astonishing achievement
00:06:34I didn't feel like I needed to prove anything after that
00:06:38Because I was at the age where I wanted to have a kid
00:06:40I wanted to have a family
00:06:41And having the freedom to just go rock climbing
00:06:45Climbing was not going to happen forever
00:06:47At a certain point, you have to be happy with what you've done
00:06:56What's your ring?
00:06:57You want to hear my alarm?
00:06:58Yeah!
00:06:59This is mine
00:07:00What's yours?
00:07:01Mine's more the other end of the spectrum
00:07:02I was in Yosemite looking for a project
00:07:06Some sort of inspiration
00:07:08I was working on my personal quest to free solo El Cap on the Freerider
00:07:12And she was willing to go up the wall to support me for a day of climbing
00:07:15I got really excited because climbing with Alex on El Cap is like playing basketball with Michael Jordan
00:07:21It's like you're with the best of the best
00:07:25First time I met Emily was at a cliff called Jailhouse
00:07:28She was already a very established, very successful climber
00:07:32She was a lot better than me
00:07:34And the thing that really made an impression
00:07:35Was that she was all kind of done up
00:07:37And she had earrings and things
00:07:38And I was like, man, how can someone climb that hard with earrings?
00:07:42She was just so well put together
00:07:44And going to college and doing the hardest thing at the cliff
00:07:46You know, everything about it was just different than what I was living
00:07:49I was like, whoa
00:07:51That's a different level
00:07:53You could tell he just didn't really care about anything but climbing
00:07:56And he is very famous for free soloing
00:08:00Which is rock climbing without a rope
00:08:03No person does what he does at his level
00:08:10I was incredibly inspired by the way he moved
00:08:16He was so perfect
00:08:19He seemed so at ease
00:08:21And I've always envied that
00:08:23With the green ground, you can climb up to the spire
00:08:25And reflake the rope and manage
00:08:28I'm just trying to nurture you into a simul climbing machine
00:08:35Good work
00:08:37Thank you
00:08:37Good work
00:08:38Good work
00:08:39That was good
00:08:40There's no way I would have done any of that without you
00:08:44Isn't that pretty rad?
00:08:45That was pretty rad
00:08:46That was a life experience
00:08:47Yeah
00:08:49I think you can do that in a day
00:08:51You do?
00:08:52Yeah
00:08:53I don't think it'd be that bad for you
00:08:54Because you just have the base fitness that you need
00:08:56You know?
00:08:56Yeah
00:08:57It'd definitely be a dream
00:08:59Yeah, it'd be sick
00:09:00Just gotta start somewhere
00:09:01Yeah
00:09:03I mean, you know
00:09:05That's when I first thought of trying to free climb El Cap
00:09:07In less than 24 hours
00:09:12Climbing it in a day is the epitome of hard rock climbing
00:09:16And there's a desire to prove myself
00:09:18Like, I do deserve to be here
00:09:20I do deserve to be climbing with all of these people that I've looked up to and idolized for a
00:09:26long time
00:09:27That's awesome
00:09:28That's pretty good
00:09:29I like a dagger too
00:09:31It's the sense of belonging that I want
00:09:47I see some big wet streaks, but I also see dry rock, so it's kind of a mixed bag up
00:09:55there
00:09:58It is not going to change a single thing
00:10:03Most people free climb El Cap over five days or so
00:10:06It's so much harder to free climb El Cap in a day
00:10:10The difference between doing a multi-day ascent and doing a one-day ascent is huge
00:10:16To climb that thing in a day, it's outrageous
00:10:19It's an audacious undertaking
00:10:23I'm left wondering whether she can pull it off
00:10:28Most people who free climb El Cap in a day have done it via the free rider because it's the
00:10:33easiest route
00:10:34I wanted to do a more challenging route and that's why I chose Golden Gate
00:10:41There are very few climbers who have free climbed any route on El Cap in a day other than the
00:10:46free rider
00:10:47Golden Gate is quite a bit harder
00:10:50Golden Gate has only been free climbed in a day by three people
00:10:52Three of the best El Cap climbers in the world
00:11:00These guys are heroes of mine
00:11:03And I want to be a part of that group
00:11:11Golden Gate has 34 pitches
00:11:14My goal is to climb from the beginning of each pitch to the end without falling
00:11:19That will be a free ascent
00:11:21If I fall, I have to go back to the beginning of that pitch and try again
00:11:26And I need to do this in under 24 hours
00:11:36That's going to be really hard for her
00:11:38I give her a 20% chance of sending, honestly
00:11:42She just hasn't paid her dues like Honnold has
00:11:53It's hard to put yourself out there and say you're going to try to do the hardest thing you've ever
00:11:57done
00:11:58Just because I'm trying to protect myself from people finding out that I'm afraid or that I fail
00:12:04Or that I'm just like everyone else
00:12:08I mean I don't want to say it's mansplaining
00:12:10But primarily there's men that have accomplished this goal
00:12:12And so it's like, I get a lot of advice
00:12:16And it's a lot of like, oh you need to be committed to this
00:12:19And you need to go here for this amount of time
00:12:20And you need to do it this way
00:12:21And you should be doing this
00:12:22And you should be doing that
00:12:24I've been climbing for 22 years
00:12:27Like I know how to approach a goal
00:12:31I don't need someone to tell me how to do it
00:12:35But obviously that's a hard
00:12:37That's a hard thing to convince yourself of as well
00:12:40It's hard for me to convince myself
00:12:42That I know what I'm doing
00:12:44Do you think I need more than one three?
00:12:45I wouldn't even take the three
00:12:46Oh my god
00:12:47Maybe I don't need this and two purples
00:12:51I always had it in my mind ever since he asked me to support him
00:12:55That he would probably be willing to support me on Golden Gate
00:12:59I'd like to think I may be the best supporter in the world for El Cap
00:13:02Just because I know the roots really well
00:13:04I've worked on them a long time
00:13:06I don't think anyone has climbed any of those parts of the wall faster
00:13:09Are you climbing the monster with just one six?
00:13:11Yeah
00:13:11Awesome
00:13:12And I wanted to help Emily achieve this big dream of hers
00:13:16Alex is very comfortable
00:13:17Very confident
00:13:18But I also trust him
00:13:20Having someone up there who you can tell is right at home
00:13:23Makes me feel that much more comfortable
00:13:28Go up and try your best
00:13:30That's all I'm doing
00:13:30I'm just going to go try
00:13:31Move by move
00:13:33You just do your best and see how it plays out
00:13:34I'm allowed to fall
00:13:36Yeah, I mean that's the beautiful
00:13:37Then you have a rope
00:13:38It's like a good shit
00:13:40I'm really happy that I have a rope
00:13:46I'm just going to take your time
00:14:12I'm just going to take your time, enjoy
00:14:16Remember, climbing the mountain is fun.
00:14:35The way that I climb the bottom 2,000 feet of the route with Alex is something called simul climbing.
00:14:40So, I'm leading, placing gear, and Alex is following, climbing at the same time as me.
00:14:46So, we're moving up the wall together, and it enables you to move a lot faster, but it
00:14:53cuts some corners because you're placing less safety equipment between yourself and
00:14:57your partner.
00:14:58So, if either of us falls, we can get severely injured or we could die.
00:15:03But this is really the only way to climb it in a day.
00:15:08I was kind of proud of myself, honestly.
00:15:10Yeah, that was good.
00:15:11Thank you.
00:15:11I just hand-over-handed the rope.
00:15:13I was like, what's that?
00:15:34That was the easiest that the monster has ever felt, but it's still really hard.
00:15:40That was way faster than ever before.
00:15:43Oh, yeah?
00:15:43Yeah, like 45 minutes.
00:15:48You've found 2,000 feet already.
00:15:50You may as well climb one more picture.
00:15:51I'm going to try.
00:15:52I don't know if I can, though.
00:15:53Yeah, of course you can.
00:15:54Just get in there and engage.
00:15:58All right, you need someone to, like, punch in the nuts.
00:16:01I don't have nuts.
00:16:02Ovarice.
00:16:03Ovarice.
00:16:15You're doing great.
00:16:16Thank you.
00:16:16I really appreciate it.
00:16:17I'm really digging deep here.
00:16:18I mean, this is...
00:16:18You know.
00:16:19This is, uh...
00:16:20This is my first effort.
00:16:21Yeah.
00:16:22Do you think it's worth giving it one to the death effort?
00:16:25I mean, I've been trying to give it to the death.
00:16:27Yeah, what is that to the death?
00:16:28It seems a little, like, worky.
00:16:31If we decide to go down, let's fully debrief.
00:16:34Like, what are you going to do differently?
00:16:35What are you going to do better?
00:16:36Where can you save energy?
00:16:38Yeah.
00:16:39Because, I mean, obviously there's a ton of room for improvement today.
00:16:41A lot of room for improvement.
00:16:47Yeah, that's crazy.
00:16:53It just went from perfectly okay to perfectly not okay.
00:16:58Oh!
00:16:59Oh my god, it hurts so bad.
00:17:07Hey, give me a hug.
00:17:08Oh, you needed a hug from you all day.
00:17:10Thank you.
00:17:11These bruises are just all from one pitch.
00:17:15I was secretly happy that we got rained off,
00:17:18because everything just felt so hard.
00:17:24I don't really foresee me trying again this spring.
00:17:27I'm kind of worked over from the season.
00:17:31I didn't feel ready.
00:17:34And I haven't put in the work in order to be successful.
00:17:54Oh, that was her first wetsuit.
00:17:58Look at how tiny that little thing is.
00:18:01Here you go.
00:18:02Here's a bunch of trophies.
00:18:05Climbing stuff, first place.
00:18:10Junior nationals.
00:18:12Oh, when she was 12 years old.
00:18:15I don't remember what that one was.
00:18:19What's that one from?
00:18:22Cirrus shovel.
00:18:23Oh, yeah.
00:18:24This is the World Cup she won.
00:18:28Oh, there's the little mohawk.
00:18:30Look at that mohawk.
00:18:35I would say I had like a very normal childhood.
00:18:40My dad was really into any activity that was in the mountains.
00:18:45Ski.
00:18:50Turn.
00:18:51Growing up, I had this idea that girls were inferior in some way.
00:18:58I desperately wanted to prove that I wasn't like that.
00:19:05I grew up with my two cousins who were boys.
00:19:08And we were super competitive with each other.
00:19:11All I wanted to do was be better than them.
00:19:15I wanted to do well in everything.
00:19:18And I tried really hard.
00:19:23When I found climbing, this switch went off.
00:19:29It was like instantly that's what I wanted to do.
00:19:35The feeling of lightness and strength and invincibility was pretty profound.
00:19:46I liked the feeling of success.
00:19:52And if I didn't measure up to that, I was so upset and disappointed.
00:20:05Competitions, being the best, winning.
00:20:08To me, that was what climbing was.
00:20:15I definitely started putting more pressure on myself.
00:20:19My self-worth was so tied to my success in climbing.
00:20:24And then my success in climbing was tied to my weight.
00:20:29The less mass you have, the easier it's going to be to stay on the wall.
00:20:35It just became this cycle of punishment.
00:20:38I remember being completely exhausted all the time.
00:20:43She was so thin.
00:20:46And I didn't know what to do.
00:20:48And I remember her hands were orange.
00:20:51Because all she was eating was carrots.
00:20:53And I wasn't sleeping well.
00:20:56And I was dizzy sometimes.
00:21:00And then climbing wasn't very fun.
00:21:04I feel like I barely laughed.
00:21:08I started realizing that this isn't how I want to live my life.
00:21:13And is climbing going to be a positive force in my life?
00:21:18Or is it always going to be this negative thing?
00:21:24I guess now is the best time and here is the best place to say this.
00:21:28I have an eating disorder.
00:21:30I can't admit it to anybody else.
00:21:32But at least I can admit it to myself.
00:21:35I feel out of control when I indulge in food.
00:21:38And my all-or-nothing behavior makes me depressed and unhappy.
00:21:42I don't ever give myself a break.
00:21:45I want to be perfect all the time.
00:21:48I must run fast, climb strong, and eat as little as possible.
00:22:01Eventually my body and my brain just couldn't really handle all the stress and the pressures.
00:22:07I realized that competing wasn't something that I really wanted to do anymore.
00:22:16The pivotal thing that happened was I joined the North Face athlete team.
00:22:22And got invited on an expedition to Mount Everest.
00:22:28I had no idea what it would do for me in my life.
00:22:34She was keen to try out mountain climbing.
00:22:38So I was like, oh, first mountain climbing trip? How about Everest?
00:22:42A little bit crazy, but why not?
00:22:45It's the tallest and most precipitous mountain range on our planet.
00:22:50If you want to test your mettle, that's where you go.
00:22:53I remember just saying, Emily, no. I do not want you going to Everest.
00:22:59Tim said to her, you're not going. And she said, Dad, I'm not 16.
00:23:04And that was the end of that.
00:23:08Emily at 25, barely coming out of the gym as a gym climber.
00:23:13And then being on Everest? I mean, that's a huge leap to make.
00:23:17I was a little, like, dark in those days.
00:23:21So I might have just totally written her off as a first impression, you know, just kind of like, whatever.
00:23:36It wasn't until I got there and realized that Conrad was, like, completely hands-off with Emily.
00:23:41And he was like, well, you step in.
00:23:43And I'm like, I don't even know her. I don't want to do this. I'm not a mentor.
00:23:47I was not very helpful. I definitely am not an incredibly sympathetic person.
00:23:58I'm ready to go up tomorrow. I'm a little nervous and scared to go through the icefall.
00:24:06That's knowledge.
00:24:08Happens, like, five times a day.
00:24:11It's really unnerving.
00:24:17I want to get through the icefall and then I'll feel okay.
00:24:28Conrad saw something in her and he was right.
00:24:35She just didn't give in.
00:24:42Emory, what's up?
00:24:44Nice job, Em.
00:24:48I came to care immensely for Emily over the time of that trip.
00:24:54We talked about my relationship. We talked about my climbing.
00:24:57We talked about her kids and how much she missed her kids and just life.
00:25:01And it gave me a peek into what my life could be like in the future.
00:25:28She passed me and she was by herself. And I was like, Emily, why are you by yourself? Where's the
00:25:32Sherpa that you were climbing with?
00:25:34She was like, oh, God, I feel so bad. I, he was slow. So I left him behind. Was that
00:25:39really bad? Should I go back and get him?
00:25:47She crushed it.
00:25:51It was so out of her main sport that it just was all the more of a huge achievement.
00:26:00As a climber, you're the sum total of all your ascents and expeditions. And each experience that you have builds
00:26:07into who you are as a climber. And Emily got that.
00:26:11I was a lot stronger than I thought I would be. Climbing on Everest has made me appreciate the style
00:26:18of climbing that I do. I do want to continue to be in the mountains and to learn from them.
00:26:25Good morning.
00:26:44Good morning.
00:26:45Here's your coffee.
00:26:50I stayed up late last night and get all these emails and like texts with China and Nepal and Tibet.
00:26:55And I'm like scared to put on their phone and see what everyone wrote.
00:26:59Come back to bed.
00:27:01No.
00:27:03I have an interview in 15 minutes.
00:27:06Okay, I'll make breakfast.
00:27:09Hi, this is Adrian.
00:27:12Doing some final prep for a big trip I'm leaving on early next week.
00:27:16You know, the average Everest expedition is two months long.
00:27:20And I'm probably away, you know, seven to eight months a year still traveling and climbing around the world.
00:27:28Adrian is a high altitude climber and a mountain guide who spends a lot of time in the Himalaya.
00:27:35We met at Camp 2 on Mount Everest.
00:27:41I just remember this charismatic guy.
00:27:44He was super nice and fun to talk to.
00:27:48The sad fact of high altitude climbing is there's just not many women.
00:27:53I certainly noticed Emily as an anomaly.
00:27:57But 21,000 feet is really miserable.
00:28:00So you kind of like have a crushing headache at the same time that you're trying to be like social
00:28:04and funny and interesting.
00:28:05It's not like a great flooding opportunity.
00:28:08It was this really powerful connection that we had.
00:28:11I'd never felt like that with anyone before.
00:28:14And we knew that we wanted to stay connected.
00:28:19Adrian is gone most of the year guiding in the Himalaya.
00:28:23And because I have this big project I'm working on, we are going to spend the next four months apart.
00:28:30I don't really look forward to this time of year as it is.
00:28:34Because Adrian is going to be gone for a really long time.
00:28:37And I have a lot of, like I put a lot of pressure on myself for my own projects.
00:28:43No.
00:28:46I've spent a lot of time with people who have lost their partner in the mountains.
00:28:51And every time he leaves I have this part of me that is afraid he won't come back.
00:29:02The secret stash.
00:29:05Okay I'm overwhelmed again.
00:29:07I'm going to go eat some toast.
00:29:08I'm really overwhelmed right now.
00:29:10Good luck.
00:29:11Here we go.
00:29:15It kind of sucks.
00:29:20Cat stuff.
00:29:21Food.
00:29:23Coffee stuff.
00:29:25Music.
00:29:27Bed.
00:29:30Mhm.
00:29:38And she's off.
00:29:44It's always hard.
00:29:47This one especially.
00:29:48Hasta luego.
00:29:58I'm going to Moab
00:30:00because I want to prepare
00:30:02for the upcoming Yosemite season.
00:30:04And Moab is a great place to do that.
00:30:09Last spring, I just wasn't ready.
00:30:11I hadn't put in the work.
00:30:18Look at these nails, too.
00:30:20These are the gel nail.
00:30:21Gel nail magic.
00:30:23It's supposed to last for like three months.
00:30:28I did not grow up
00:30:30learning how to crack climb.
00:30:32And for climbing in Yosemite,
00:30:34it's a required skill.
00:30:46I wouldn't consider myself
00:30:47a super confident person
00:30:49when I'm standing on the ground.
00:30:51It's more when I'm like
00:30:52climbing that my confidence
00:30:54shines through.
00:31:04I think I did get better technique.
00:31:07It's nice to feel
00:31:08a little more confidence.
00:31:12I'm excited to go do something.
00:31:45I've been in Yosemite now
00:31:47for a few weeks
00:31:47training on Golden Gate.
00:31:49It's been long days
00:31:50hiking in
00:31:51and practicing
00:31:52the harder pitches.
00:31:54It's really the only way
00:31:56to know every pitch
00:31:58for that in-a-day attempt.
00:32:03There's five hard sections
00:32:04of the route for me.
00:32:07The first one that comes up
00:32:08is the monster.
00:32:10You have to kind of wedge your body
00:32:12into this crack.
00:32:14And this pitch is almost
00:32:15200 feet long.
00:32:17The monster off-width
00:32:18is harder if your foot
00:32:19can't bridge the crack.
00:32:20My foot can span
00:32:22between one side of the crack
00:32:23and the other side
00:32:23so I can easily wedge one foot
00:32:25and push upward.
00:32:26If you have a smaller foot,
00:32:27it's harder to make
00:32:28upward progress.
00:32:32I'm sort of going to die right now.
00:32:36The next pitch that's really hard
00:32:38for me is called the down climb.
00:32:41There's essentially no hold.
00:32:43You're kind of standing
00:32:45on a less than vertical,
00:32:47smooth surface,
00:32:49just pasting your feet
00:32:50on the wall
00:32:51and using the friction
00:32:52in order to stick.
00:32:54Come on.
00:32:55Your balance has to be
00:32:56pretty perfect
00:32:58in order to not
00:32:59get spit off.
00:33:01Oh, that was it.
00:33:05The next hard pitch
00:33:06is called the move.
00:33:08At the end of the pitch,
00:33:10there's a really hard
00:33:11boulder problem,
00:33:12so a series of really hard moves.
00:33:18For me,
00:33:19it's the most powerful
00:33:20section of the route.
00:33:21It has the hardest
00:33:22single moves.
00:33:26The next section
00:33:27is called the golden desert.
00:33:30It is a really long crack climb
00:33:34mixed with some funky
00:33:37traversing under a roof.
00:33:40And then the very next pitch
00:33:42after that
00:33:42is called the A5 Traverse.
00:33:45And that's kind of the pitch
00:33:46that guards you
00:33:47from success.
00:33:50Imagine traversing
00:33:51this steep,
00:33:52sloping rail
00:33:53and trying to stand
00:33:54on feet
00:33:55that are the width
00:33:56of dimes.
00:33:58The A5 Traverse
00:34:00is the spot
00:34:00where most people fail.
00:34:02By the time you've climbed
00:34:02almost 3,000 feet
00:34:03to get there,
00:34:04your arms are just
00:34:05incredibly tired
00:34:05and it's really hard
00:34:06to hang on them.
00:34:10I'm still a little nervous
00:34:11about the A5 Traverse.
00:34:13The A5 Traverse
00:34:42thankfully Adrian
00:34:43came home
00:34:44from Everest
00:34:44and everything was fine
00:34:46but there was
00:34:47weeks there
00:34:48where I thought
00:34:49he might not.
00:34:51It's not really that safe
00:34:52even if you make
00:34:53good decisions.
00:34:54Is it true?
00:34:56That I thought
00:34:56you might die?
00:34:57I thought I was going to die.
00:34:57Yeah.
00:34:59I thought you might die.
00:35:00And I was trying to be...
00:35:01So you figured
00:35:01you'd stop moving on
00:35:02right away?
00:35:03Yeah.
00:35:04I'm just going to be
00:35:04a bachelorette
00:35:05and like be
00:35:06just in my little world
00:35:08independent.
00:35:10It could happen.
00:35:11It could be the other
00:35:12way around.
00:35:13Yeah.
00:35:13I think I think about it
00:35:14less but I think about it
00:35:15sometimes as you start
00:35:16speed climbing more and
00:35:17more, cutting corners,
00:35:20rock fall.
00:35:22There's plenty of things
00:35:22that can kill you.
00:35:23It's a little bit of a
00:35:24stretch but I'm not going
00:35:25to die.
00:35:26I'm not going to die
00:35:27rock climbing.
00:35:28But you've got to think
00:35:28about it and acknowledge
00:35:29it's a possibility.
00:35:30It's true.
00:35:31I just think that
00:35:32I've finally like
00:35:35come to a place
00:35:36where I'm okay.
00:35:37Not okay but
00:35:40more okay.
00:35:41More okay is good.
00:35:43Yeah.
00:35:50Okay questions.
00:35:52Okay get married already
00:35:53when you're getting married.
00:35:54Are you going to have
00:35:55babies?
00:35:55Babies.
00:35:56Get married already.
00:35:58Do you plan on having
00:35:59kids soon?
00:36:01Okay.
00:36:04I do plan on having
00:36:05kids eventually I think.
00:36:07I want one kid so I'm
00:36:09not really in like a
00:36:10huge rush.
00:36:12I say we.
00:36:13We.
00:36:13Right?
00:36:15I think I've come
00:36:16around.
00:36:17We kind of settled on
00:36:17one because Adrian
00:36:18wanted like three.
00:36:20He wanted three.
00:36:22But I just want one so
00:36:24I'm not in a rush and
00:36:25I have like we both have
00:36:26things we want to do
00:36:27first.
00:36:27I've got a couple about
00:36:29asking me about LCAP
00:36:30and what happened and
00:36:31if I'm going back
00:36:32basically I failed and
00:36:35I also had terrible
00:36:36weather but that's like
00:36:37a second part of it
00:36:39that prevented me from
00:36:41succeeding and yes I'm
00:36:42going back in the fall.
00:37:00So we got two liters of water.
00:37:01Okay.
00:37:02I have extra chalk.
00:37:04Okay.
00:37:05Cool.
00:37:05I'm going to take the air
00:37:06on it.
00:37:06Are you taking that much
00:37:07extra chalk?
00:37:08I'm very concerned about
00:37:09the heat.
00:37:09For a little capper?
00:37:10It weighs nothing.
00:37:12I guess.
00:37:12It just seems like a lot
00:37:14of chalk for.
00:37:15Yeah.
00:37:15We don't have to bring it.
00:37:16No no.
00:37:17No but I actually
00:37:17really want it.
00:37:18If you think it'll make
00:37:18you feel better it's
00:37:19definitely for a little bit.
00:37:20Okay extra chalk.
00:37:21I'm bringing these.
00:37:22It's really hot.
00:37:23What are those?
00:37:25They're breakable ice packs
00:37:26for my hands and feet.
00:37:28Seems totally absurd.
00:37:30So if we want to climb
00:37:31by three what time should
00:37:31we meet in the meadow?
00:37:32Well like 2.30.
00:37:342.30.
00:37:35That's like pretty early
00:37:36though.
00:37:37Pretty early.
00:38:06Nice chalk up.
00:38:08Nice.
00:38:35Nice chalk up.
00:38:56¡Suscríbete al canal!
00:39:02¡Suscríbete al canal!
00:39:06¡Suscríbete al canal!
00:39:08¡Suscríbete al canal!
00:39:08Si te lo hagan hoy en este estilo, como ya te hiciste,
00:39:13¡suscríbete al canal!
00:39:16¡Suscríbete al canal!
00:39:17¡Suscríbete al canal!
00:39:17¡No puedo ya, tengo que terminar el resto de la canal!
00:39:28Ya, ya we started eleven and a half hours ago,
00:39:30so
00:39:32¡Esっぱ 1 time actually!
00:39:34That is when you rely on your world cup fitness
00:39:45I am pretty sure you can just climb one more pitch
00:39:54Pretty sure there's like five more pitches.
00:40:13I'm falling. No, no, you're okay. Come on. Come on. No, it's too much.
00:40:17Stay with it. It just fucked everything up.
00:40:21It's all been like...
00:40:23That's all right.
00:40:24Oh my God.
00:40:25It's just like...
00:40:31Really good. Yeah, really good.
00:40:40Ellen.
00:40:42Ellen.
00:40:43Come on. There you go.
00:40:46Oh, fuck.
00:40:47I don't have it, you guys. I don't have it.
00:40:51I'm just too tired.
00:40:54I'm giving it everything I have.
00:40:56I just...
00:40:58I just couldn't do it.
00:41:00I couldn't keep climbing.
00:41:03I'm like super bummed, but it's like everything I could possibly do.
00:41:09I failed on the last hard pitch.
00:41:13Pretty heartbroken.
00:41:28I think you have to try things that you're afraid of, that you might suck at, that you're going to
00:41:35most likely fail at in order to actually really get to know yourself and know what you're capable of.
00:41:49When I was trying to figure out how to make a team to go on this seven week, totally unknown,
00:41:57jungle bashing, crazy Alpine, Myanmar expedition, I wanted Emily to go.
00:42:04Like, I wanted her to go more than anyone. Like, I wouldn't go if Emily didn't go.
00:42:11This is like an anti-Everest trip.
00:42:18Think of Everest from the minute you get off the plane to the summit of Everest, every step of the
00:42:23way is mapped out.
00:42:25Pakakoborazi was exactly the opposite.
00:42:29Wanting her on the team was met with a lot of resistance, but I put my foot down and she
00:42:35was stoked to do it.
00:42:45It was a month before we even got to base camp.
00:42:49We had to cut our gear by two thirds.
00:42:53Ran out of food.
00:43:04A lot of the things that I did today, I've never done before.
00:43:22It's scary, that heavy pack peel off that ones a little.
00:43:26Good job, ma'am.
00:43:27Thank you.
00:43:31Way more rad, way more gnarly than Everest.
00:43:38My favorite day on that whole climb was Emily and I were stuck on this ridge for 48 hours.
00:43:49Winds blowing 60 miles an hour non-stop.
00:43:53And at one point Emily looks at me and she's like, what do you think?
00:43:57You think we're going to be okay?
00:43:58I looked at her and I was like, I don't, I don't know.
00:44:01I hope so.
00:44:03And she was like, all right, cool, okay.
00:44:10And five minutes later we're laughing and like doing what we can to like stay alive.
00:44:19Emily and I have talked a lot about how crazy it was and how strung out we were and how
00:44:23close to just like laying down on the trail and giving up we were.
00:44:28And we just didn't.
00:44:31She was everything I expected her to be on that trip.
00:44:35She was gritty.
00:44:36She was funny.
00:44:37She helped me when I was low.
00:44:39She tackled massive scary things.
00:44:583.30 in the morning, November 20 something.
00:45:09Dragged everyone into helping me climb El Cap in a day.
00:45:16Massive snowstorm is approaching, like tomorrow, so.
00:45:20Day after tomorrow.
00:45:21Last day of the season basically.
00:45:23Dragging everyone up here to support me one more time.
00:45:26One more character building day on the mountain.
00:45:28One more character building day on the mountain.
00:45:31It's like 4 a.m.
00:45:33It's way colder than it was last time, so that's good.
00:45:36If you were really pro, you'd be racked onto the harness already.
00:45:38Pack your harness that way.
00:45:41Oh yeah, I didn't do that.
00:45:43You basically did it last time.
00:45:45Ten more feet today, okay?
00:45:47Yeah, exactly, exactly.
00:45:49Ten more feet today.
00:45:50There.
00:45:53Go Em, go.
00:45:54Here we go.
00:45:55You're gonna crush it.
00:45:56Thanks, Sonny.
00:46:03Hi, Sam.
00:46:07You're crushing.
00:46:09It's such a still day up on the captain.
00:46:30Creaky old grandpa, I'll sit down and tighten the shoes up.
00:46:36Nice, Em.
00:46:42Oh my God.
00:46:44Are you okay, Em?
00:46:46Emily, are you okay?
00:46:49Em?
00:46:50Holy shit.
00:46:52Oh my God, Em.
00:46:56Should I lower you to the ledge?
00:46:57Emily, you're okay.
00:46:58No you, I'm not right.
00:47:02Laura.
00:47:03Em.
00:47:05Talk to us.
00:47:07Talk to us, Em.
00:47:08Are you okay?
00:47:09Are you right side up?
00:47:13She's not right side up.
00:47:16¿Puedo confirmar tu número 404?
00:47:19Correcto.
00:47:19I'm going to be on hold while I try to get a razor, ok?
00:47:22Ok, thank you.
00:47:23¿Está bien?
00:47:30¿Está bien?
00:47:30¿Está bien?
00:47:35You know, I can tell that it's terrible.
00:47:37It's all terrible.
00:47:38Like, you can tell it's a giant fall.
00:47:41The only thing I was thinking about was whether or not she'll walk again.
00:48:12¿Está bien?
00:48:13¿Está bien?
00:48:13¿Está bien?
00:48:14¿Está bien?
00:48:15¿Está bien?
00:48:17¿Está bien?
00:48:18¿Está bien?
00:48:20¿Está bien?
00:48:21I've found this pitch so many times.
00:48:23I know it's slippery, but I've never fallen.
00:48:25I know my feet are cold, but I need to be confident.
00:48:31I wasn't scared, I just...
00:48:35Now it's scary, though.
00:48:37Think about it.
00:48:49Oh, I'm sorry, guys.
00:49:00Yeah, I still have some stuff to learn, I guess.
00:49:03Just gonna miss.
00:49:07Gracias.
00:49:33World-class climber Emily Harrington trying to make history falling from Yosemite's El Capitan,
00:49:38rescued by one of the most famous climbers in the world.
00:49:41Falls are a peril of the sport, no matter your skill level. Thank goodness she was with people like Alex
00:49:47Hunnell.
00:49:48The climber at the center of that Oscar-winning documentary Free Solo.
00:49:51I was blank, so I'm holding the rope. But then when she fell, so much rope fell into the system,
00:49:55like so much rope pooled at my feet, basically, that I wound up actually grabbing the rope with my hands
00:50:01in an effort to catch her sooner.
00:50:02I don't know if you guys had a chance to watch Free Solo.
00:50:05Oh, he was...
00:50:06I mean, it's amazing what they do, and boy, you're gonna have some nerves of steel.
00:50:10Yes, you do.
00:50:11You sure do.
00:50:11Hope you have a full recovery.
00:50:15How are you feeling about it all?
00:50:18Shitty.
00:50:19Shitty?
00:50:19Shitty about it.
00:50:20Like sad?
00:50:22Yeah.
00:50:24Everyone is interested in El Cap, and everyone is interested in the fact that I was climbing with Alex Hunnell,
00:50:30so they want to write a story about the damsel in distress who was rescued by the Free Solo star.
00:50:37Oh, adrenaline junkies, like, risking their lives and falling off of sheer cliffs and gets rescued.
00:50:44Like, it's just stupid and not true, and it's misunderstood.
00:50:48I had a bad fall climbing because rock climbing is inherently dangerous, but...
00:50:53And Alex did exactly what any good partner would do.
00:50:57Yeah.
00:50:57And that's the end of the story.
00:50:59Don't look that close to me, I know.
00:51:02We were choosing to take a certain level of risk that day.
00:51:07It was 100% not his fault what happened.
00:51:16The End of the World
00:51:43I was afraid of not being good enough, and now the entire world thinks that as well.
00:51:56She is no Alex Honnold.
00:51:58Do this without the security of a rope, and then you can pretend to have accomplished something.
00:52:05Woman, go back to kitchen, please.
00:52:07Let man's doing this stuff.
00:52:10She's too fat.
00:52:27I'm bruised and have a rope burn on my neck and a pretty intense concussion.
00:52:33I'm slowly recovering, but mentally I'm struggling.
00:52:41I just spiral into the negativity of, oh, I'm never going to be able to get anywhere with
00:52:47this.
00:52:50Lots of doubt and lots of questioning of, why am I doing this?
00:52:54Why am I even, like, trying so hard and just feel like giving up?
00:53:00There's just this really big fear, and it's all circling around, like, the whole kid thing
00:53:04and the clock is ticking idea, and I really do want to have fun and enjoy climbing.
00:53:12I do.
00:53:12I just don't know how right now.
00:53:15Yeah.
00:53:16It's hard to trust myself, I guess.
00:53:34It's Passover.
00:53:35Happy Passover, guys.
00:53:36Hog some mayak, John.
00:53:38Hog some mayak to you.
00:53:39And, uh, we can tell that it's Passover because we are in our houses, hiding from a plague,
00:53:44and because in our recent...
00:53:46Breakfast, podcast, very loud podcast.
00:53:48Very loud podcast.
00:53:49Blood on your door will stop coronavirus.
00:53:52Tell me that.
00:53:54We are one day short of a month since we've been home.
00:53:58April 12th, Easter Sunday, and it's Sunday, but it doesn't really matter that it's Sunday.
00:54:08Every day is pretty much very similar.
00:54:15Adrian and I have been physically together for longer than we have ever been.
00:54:21It's felt like this period of deep connection.
00:54:26What's your favorite color?
00:54:28This is like a rapid-fire question.
00:54:31Oh, really?
00:54:31I actually...
00:54:33What's your favorite color?
00:54:35Gray.
00:54:36Gray?
00:54:38That's a terrible favorite color.
00:54:40It's supposed to be a game of mine.
00:54:41My favorite color is green.
00:54:44Really?
00:54:45Yeah.
00:54:45I never knew that.
00:54:46Well, you learn something new every day, don't you?
00:54:48I don't think I've ever bought you anything green.
00:54:50Better start now.
00:54:55We've discussed starting a family in more serious ways,
00:54:59but I really have to finish this project
00:55:02before I can start thinking about taking that stuff.
00:55:06I don't want to take eight years to free climb LLKAP in a day.
00:55:09Then I'll be 40, and then, you know, it might be too late.
00:55:25If I let something like fear, something like an accident stop me from doing something,
00:55:32then I'll never go back.
00:55:34I'll never try something hard again.
00:55:36This is no longer just a way to prove myself.
00:55:40It's a way for me to gain back trust and confidence in myself.
00:55:48I need to go back.
00:55:58I've been really gentle with myself,
00:56:01just accepting that I'm probably going to be a little more conservative this year.
00:56:05I think I need to talk to Alex about adjusting my method
00:56:08and just be like, dude, I don't want to, like, go so fast.
00:56:12I want to be able to stop and take a breather,
00:56:14and I want to be able to place more gear
00:56:15and feel way more safe.
00:56:34So it begins.
00:56:37Emily's Yosemite season.
00:57:05I'm back in Yosemite for the first time since the accident,
00:57:08and Adrian's been helping me train on the hard pitches
00:57:11and build back that trust.
00:57:14Down to the move pitch.
00:57:18Yes.
00:57:19Dun-dun-dun!
00:57:21Oh.
00:57:24Yes.
00:57:25There was no, like, massive screaming whippers out of the move today.
00:57:30You just hit it every time.
00:57:32You're stronger.
00:57:33Big support today.
00:57:35Thank you.
00:57:36Thank you.
00:57:40Physically, I feel better than I have probably ever in my life.
00:57:45I'm trying to figure out the best tactics for climbing the monster.
00:57:50And so I'm going to try putting on my climbing shoe,
00:57:53and then I'm going to try putting on a size 42 TC Pro
00:57:57over top of it to make my foot bigger.
00:58:08I'm so excited about this.
00:58:15So what time are we thinking about starting?
00:58:17Let's say starting the monster at 6 a.m.,
00:58:19which means starting climbing at 1 a.m.
00:58:23That's what I was hoping to do tonight, you know?
00:58:25I know.
00:58:25Get some.
00:58:26You signed up for it.
00:58:27Yeah, no, no.
00:58:28I'm into it.
00:58:29We got knee pads and duct tape and elbow pads.
00:58:31At this point, you're going to get to the top more fresh than when you left the ground.
00:58:35I think it would be tough to make this more comfortable.
00:58:37Yeah, that's the whole point.
00:58:39I think it's, yeah, exactly.
00:58:39We're ready for the long haul right now.
00:58:43I'm planning to have two partners.
00:58:45It is really valuable to have Alex as a partner because he is so fast.
00:58:50But up higher when the climbing gets slower, I really like having Adrian there.
00:58:55He's really good emotional support for me.
00:59:04Are we good?
00:59:05Are we good?
00:59:06Go get her.
00:59:07Go get her.
00:59:07Move slowly and then, like, see how I feel when I get to it.
00:59:11Yeah, cool.
00:59:12It's the same time tomorrow as today, basically.
00:59:14I do feel ready.
00:59:15I don't think I'm going to be any more ready than I am right now.
00:59:19If I achieve this, I'll never not be a climber, but I can, like, move on from being, like, solely
00:59:26focused on climbing.
00:59:27Like, I can move forward with my life.
00:59:29I can have a family.
00:59:30Like, I can do all these things I've wanted to do that might not require so much, like, pinpointed focus.
00:59:37It's that meaningful.
01:00:02It's that meaningful.
01:00:08Nice, Em.
01:00:17At some point in here, I'm going to have to tie my shoes and put them on.
01:00:20I'm sort of like, oh, I've got flashbacks of last year.
01:00:23PTSD.
01:00:25Oh, my God, geez.
01:00:41I'm going to run around to the top and hopefully get to meet them, like, two-thirds of the way
01:00:45up.
01:00:48Nice, Em.
01:00:49Really smooth.
01:00:53That was Em.
01:00:54She's done for three last.
01:00:57Yes.
01:00:58Great job, Deidre.
01:00:59Thank you.
01:01:00How do you feel?
01:01:00Okay.
01:01:12I heard a call from the film team that Em might be starting the monster, but you should be right
01:01:21on track.
01:01:27So funny that you're wearing two pairs of shoes.
01:02:05Oh, so glad to have that bitch over with.
01:02:08I'm taking off all of my shoes, all four pairs of them that I was wearing.
01:02:15I was wearing Alex's shoes over my shoes so I could climb the monster easier and faster, and it works.
01:02:25I'll say it's not often that I encounter a completely new rock climbing technique on a big wall.
01:02:29This is one of those times.
01:02:31You've styled the hard stuff.
01:02:34Next, Em is going to lead us to the summit of the mighty El Capitan.
01:02:38That's what's happening next.
01:02:51Good, Em.
01:02:52Really nice.
01:03:02Nice and relaxed.
01:03:10Trust the beat.
01:03:12Perfect.
01:03:13Perfect.
01:03:14That's the one.
01:03:16Perfect.
01:03:17Really good.
01:03:24Good, Em.
01:03:28Really good.
01:03:30Nice work.
01:03:31I'm not coming down off the mountain until I set this route.
01:03:36I'm never climbing that pitch again.
01:03:42Nice, Em, really smooth.
01:03:44Nice, Em, really smooth.
01:03:50I gotta say, you look really fit right now.
01:03:53Like, your arms are, like, muscular.
01:03:58Thanks, Alex.
01:04:00Like, have you been, like, working out more?
01:04:03Yeah.
01:04:05I've been putting some effort in.
01:04:07Like, have you really?
01:04:08Because you look like freaking kind of jacks.
01:04:11Yeah.
01:04:11Yeah, dude.
01:04:12I have.
01:04:15Nice.
01:04:17Come on.
01:04:19Really good.
01:04:19Come on.
01:04:20So strong.
01:04:22Come on.
01:04:23Come on.
01:04:30Come on.
01:04:31Nice, Em.
01:04:37That's it.
01:04:38Come on.
01:04:39Really good.
01:04:53I did dig really deep for that one.
01:04:57I set the move pitch on my first try.
01:05:00Everything's going well.
01:05:03Waiting for the other shoe to drop.
01:05:13Come on.
01:05:22Come on.
01:05:23Let's open.
01:05:27So exciting.
01:05:28What's up here?
01:05:29It's so fresh.
01:05:31Can't do it all over your face, but otherwise, looking good.
01:05:34Yeah.
01:05:36It feels good.
01:05:37You're excited.
01:05:37It's definitely better than last time.
01:06:03Música
01:06:15Música
01:06:16Música
01:06:17Oh no
01:06:22Oh no
01:06:24It's bleeding
01:06:25Yeah I see just a little
01:06:28Want me to bring you down?
01:06:29Yeah
01:06:30Okay
01:06:31A little
01:06:32You're okay
01:06:38Fuck
01:06:43See how bad it is
01:06:51Like I just don't know anymore
01:06:53About this whole hole
01:06:55It just feels too hard for me
01:07:00Stupid shit just keeps happening
01:07:02No
01:07:04You're getting better and better every time
01:07:06I know
01:07:14I just don't feel good enough right now
01:07:18I wanted it so badly
01:07:20Maybe I just wanted it too much
01:07:30This worked really hard
01:07:32Yeah
01:07:33You're not done M
01:07:36You're not done
01:07:40You're not done
01:07:53You're fine
01:07:55You're fine
01:07:56You don't break anything
01:07:57I know
01:08:00Something I'll do it
01:08:02You're going to do it today
01:08:10It's not hopeless
01:08:11Promise
01:08:12Okay
01:08:13I'm trying
01:08:14I keep trying
01:08:15I don't have that much confidence anymore
01:08:20I think you've got more try on you
01:08:23You know I'd tell you if I didn't
01:08:25I don't
01:08:26I don't
01:08:26I don't
01:08:26I think you can do it
01:08:28You can try
01:08:54I don't
01:08:55I don't
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01:12:22Buenas noches.
01:12:25Buenas noches.
01:12:27You know what to do.
01:12:31Buenas noches.
01:12:53Come on.
01:13:04No!
01:13:09Oh, my God!
01:13:11Woo-hoo!
01:13:15Oh, my God!
01:13:23Woo-hoo!
01:13:25Holy shit, Evelyn!
01:13:34I can't believe I did that.
01:13:36Okay, I've got to keep it together.
01:13:38We've got five more pitches.
01:13:41Oh, my God.
01:13:47I've always dreamed of being able to do this.
01:13:49And now it's happening, and it's just crazy how it's happening.
01:13:54It was so close so many times to falling just now.
01:13:57So close.
01:13:59But I just didn't fucking let go.
01:14:01I know.
01:14:12Oh, my God.
01:14:21Oh, my God.
01:14:38¡Ah!
01:14:41¡Fuck ya!
01:15:01I'm really, really happy and exhausted.
01:15:05My head kind of hurts.
01:15:07I'm thirsty.
01:15:09And everything is perfect.
01:15:16I love you so much.
01:15:19¡Fuck ya!
01:15:22¡Fuck ya!
01:15:22¡Fuck ya!
01:15:25¡Fuck ya!
01:15:27I'm so proud of you.
01:15:28You worked so hard.
01:15:34And you believed.
01:15:35Yeah.
01:15:3821-12, 21-13.
01:16:05You heard that.
01:16:08Mm-hmm.
01:16:09You heard that.
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