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00:18:32Oh, I'm featured right now, am I?
00:18:34That's actually pretty cool.
00:18:40Welcome, everyone who's watching from the front page.
00:18:51Damn, really?
00:18:53Is there really 1600?
00:18:55Alright, welcome, everyone.
00:19:00I've been doing a lot of soul searching over the last several years.
00:19:05And it led me back to the point where I wanted to sink my life into Breath of the Wild
00:19:10and stream it.
00:19:17Nataran, thank you very much.
00:19:233000, that's insane, thank you.
00:19:29Thank you very much, Tigreal.
00:19:36What do you do for a living?
00:19:38And feel free to not answer any of this, obviously.
00:19:48Oh, golly gosh, I don't even know your name is Alex.
00:19:54Now I know.
00:19:59I'm from another galaxy.
00:20:02Oh, no, I live alone.
00:20:04I kind of like to have my own space, but also, if I'm alone, then it's lonely.
00:20:15Well, I should probably go to sleep.
00:20:18Oh, you just got home.
00:20:19I'm sorry.
00:20:20I'm sorry.
00:20:21I gotta go to bed.
00:20:23I have to.
00:20:26I guess I kind of stream so that sometimes I am part of people's daily routine.
00:20:30It's kind of cool to have people tuning in regularly and kind of coming along the journey with me.
00:20:39Uh, peace out.
00:20:40Goodbye.
00:20:43I bet you can bowspin to do that.
00:20:45But bowspinning also doesn't get as many hits, so you need more stamina, so...
00:20:50Narcy, what's up?
00:20:52Sitting stable at, like, 10-plus viewers, it's just, like, it's fucking amazing.
00:20:57Like, seriously, like...
00:20:59It means, it really means so much to me that you guys fucking, like...
00:21:04Come around to watch me be bad at games.
00:21:06If I could have any pet, it would be either a skunk or a bat.
00:21:15Katarina says...
00:21:18I'm D-girl.
00:21:19I like your username.
00:21:22D stands for dick and to death to your foes.
00:21:24D-girl, have you ever had soylent?
00:21:27It tastes really good.
00:21:29I'll go to bed for not seeing a lot of things, but not for that fucking soylent shit.
00:21:35What was that on the ground?
00:21:36Was that, like, a nut or something?
00:21:41Or should I say nut?
00:21:42Nut.
00:21:43Nut.
00:21:44This is the way I am to people I like.
00:21:46So if I'm giving you shit, it's probably because I like you.
00:22:03I really love the people here, honestly.
00:22:07Not to get all, like, soppy and shit.
00:22:08I'm getting a little emotional.
00:22:11This is magical.
00:22:13Oh my god, there's a star.
00:22:20They're gobstoppers.
00:22:27D-girl, will you be my D-girlfriend?
00:22:39I think I'm dating Narcissori?
00:22:41I don't know.
00:22:47D-girl, I've been thinking about you being gay.
00:22:50D-girl.
00:23:07D-girls.
00:23:10I like the view up here.
00:23:13I feel like I'm in a high point of my life suddenly.
00:23:15And I think this game is partially to thank for that.
00:23:23Someone chopped down a tree and, like, launched it super far.
00:23:27But then Link pulls the paraglider
00:23:30and it actually maintains the momentum from the ragdoll physics.
00:23:34And I'm like, oh my god.
00:23:44Okay, like, look at this tree, right?
00:23:50This looks bad, actually.
00:23:52This one right here.
00:23:53This one.
00:24:11Ah, dammit.
00:24:12I guess we want to go more this way.
00:24:22Hey, your sister.
00:24:23She's calling up to say hi.
00:24:25Give you a call sometime.
00:24:27Alright, I love you.
00:24:29Five new voicemail from mom.
00:24:30Hi, my darling.
00:24:32She's here, boy.
00:24:33Alright, sweetheart.
00:24:35Hang in there.
00:24:36I love ya.
00:24:37Call me when you're free.
00:24:39Bye.
00:24:42Oh.
00:24:48Oh.
00:24:50Wait, why?
00:24:54Alright, this is doable, I think.
00:24:56We can do this.
00:24:58Let's fucking go.
00:25:01Now that's what I call speedrunning.
00:25:05She just started her run, let's go.
00:25:09I'm disrupting speedrunning much like I did in 2011.
00:25:12I want to be the single greatest player of this game.
00:25:15Nine hours and 38 minutes.
00:25:17Five, oh, four, eleven.
00:25:18Three, fifty, one, fifty, nine.
00:25:20There's a whole journey to it.
00:25:22There's the magic to it.
00:25:23The streams.
00:25:24Learning and improving.
00:25:26Keeping people company during lonely nights.
00:25:46I can't get up this.
00:25:47It's too high up.
00:25:48But I think I can jump it with this.
00:25:49You take a bomb.
00:25:51You place the bomb.
00:25:52Then it's like shield.
00:25:55Backflip and detonate.
00:25:56Forward air jump.
00:25:58Shield surf.
00:25:59Paraglider.
00:26:01And then you climb up the wall.
00:26:03I need to do it all really fast and accurately.
00:26:05So let me try.
00:26:06It's like...
00:26:09Wait.
00:26:10It's hard to do.
00:26:16Oh my god.
00:26:17Come on.
00:26:21Come on.
00:26:22Why didn't that work though?
00:26:23What the fuck?
00:26:25I started today feeling very adequate.
00:26:27And now I feel like kind of inadequate.
00:26:34It's okay.
00:26:35It's okay for me to be a mess on stream.
00:26:37Sometimes it's okay.
00:26:38I have self-image issues like a lot.
00:26:41It's okay.
00:26:43Being trans, you walk this fine line between being like a goddess and a monster.
00:26:55It's hard for me to explain this, but sometimes it feels like I am really not enough or I'm not
00:27:07enough or I'm not like where I want to be with myself.
00:27:10I don't want to feel like I'm like this.
00:27:42Maybe you'll be the best guy who wants to find things in the background.
00:27:44How are you these are?
00:27:46We need more to find things right now.
00:28:02I know that some of the best people have done thinking about it.
00:28:07It's on stream right now.
00:28:10And then I said, I'm not Jake.
00:28:11And then I said, well, what's your name?
00:28:14And then I was like, if you don't know my name, then go away.
00:28:19And then they're like, okay, but can we leave a card?
00:28:22And I'm like, okay, fine.
00:28:27Mental health crisis services.
00:28:32I wish I asked them more questions.
00:28:33Like, how the fuck, like, why are you here?
00:28:52I need a fucking cloud.
00:29:37I need a fucking cloud.
00:29:39I need a fucking cloud.
00:30:30I think I've been very desperate for any attention and thus the people who show me
00:30:36negative attention I seek it out I've read more hate than you can imagine I've read
00:30:44thousands and thousands of hate messages towards me no trans people kill
00:30:51these freaks Cosmos not my name my name isn't Cosmo my name isn't Cosmo my name
00:30:57is Narcissus all this transphobic shit I feel like I started to internalize some of
00:31:03that shit watching this stream right now people reacted really negatively to
00:31:19anything that was apparently some sort of weakness so I fucking blew up the
00:31:23weaknesses I pressed myself up against the wall and did some crazy shit please
00:31:28support me please flush all your credibility dignity down the toilet maybe
00:31:35I've caused a little damage certainly other people have caused some damage to
00:31:39me it's like I want to respond to all their comments what's going on in your
00:31:43life on the other side of the screen another fucking coward goodbye you are
00:31:47coming into random people's chats being a bigot being a total piece of shit
00:31:55I complain about people being negative towards me you talking shit about me on
00:32:03YouTube not even a week ago
00:32:13then it causes another whole group of negativity to spawn off of that
00:32:20I can almost beat these people into spreading my image all over the place even though it's really
00:32:31I'm sooo lost how do I navigate this fucking online experience
00:32:54how are you I've been a bit emotional lately it's great to be emotional and it's great to be deep
00:33:02and aware of what you are of the world and everything but
00:33:06mostly you shouldn't be crying a lot
00:33:10I know I know
00:33:11yeah
00:33:16I haven't seen you in three years
00:33:19no
00:33:20I know
00:33:27I should probably be calling more often
00:33:31yeah I know
00:33:32yeah I know
00:33:33that's all I do is think about you every day
00:33:36bye bye
00:33:37bye bye
00:33:38bye bye
00:33:39let's just drink all of our sorrows away
00:33:58let's just drink all of our sorrows away
00:34:00yeah
00:34:01I know
00:34:01I'm gonna have to drink all of my sorrows away
00:34:03no
00:34:06no
00:34:06no
00:34:06no
00:34:06no
00:34:10no
00:34:11no
00:34:11no
00:34:11no
00:34:11no
00:34:12no
00:34:15no
00:34:30no
00:34:31no
00:34:31no
00:34:32no
00:34:33no
00:34:33no
00:34:41no
00:34:42no
00:34:42no
00:34:43I feel isolated
00:34:43i feel it
00:34:47i feel really lonely i don't feel like i have friends
00:34:53I think that i don't know how to be friends with people
00:34:56Me interacting with people IRL is like me being really shy and closed
00:35:02and then like
00:35:04Having trouble connecting. That's my experience
00:35:13I have this queen-size bed. It's like all I want to do is like roll around with someone
00:35:23I just don't
00:35:27I'm just alone
00:35:44All right
00:35:56Oh my god and oh my god, why
00:36:02Jesus too much is happening right now
00:36:08Okay
00:36:09Voice chat with me right now
00:36:15It's ringing, it's ringing
00:36:17Hi
00:36:18I don't know like where do you feel we are right now?
00:36:21I feel not alone right now
00:36:23Yeah
00:36:23I feel like I'm sharing my time and space with you
00:36:26Yeah, but I don't get to like wake up next to you and shit
00:36:29That's almost not even dis- okay like look there's like physical into this
00:36:33It is absolutely dis- okay it is, it is, it is
00:36:37It bums me out man
00:36:38Let's go with my guitar
00:36:47It bums me out
00:36:52It bums me out
00:36:55Yeah, this is beautiful
00:36:58It bums me out
00:37:03Your voice is so beautiful
00:37:05Your voice is so beautiful
00:37:05It bums me out
00:37:10And if I could be in your apartment
00:37:16And you could be in Southern California
00:37:22All the time
00:37:28All the time
00:37:43I vlog
00:37:45It's me
00:37:46It's the girl
00:37:47A feature of it
00:37:47A question
00:37:49This is only our first date
00:37:50Come on
00:37:51We gotta fucking take it slowices
00:37:54opened up Narcee's fridge It
00:37:57Is
00:37:58Only
00:37:59Soylent
00:37:59And then A
00:38:00fucking A
00:38:01fucking
00:38:02Peanut butter. I- I died the moment I opened it.
00:38:07It's- it tastes like fucking mulch.
00:38:10So, she keeps her room dark.
00:38:14Fucking garbage bags in the window.
00:38:17It's kind of a nightmare.
00:38:19I'm- I'm gonna be nesting so fucking hard.
00:38:23Nesting. We're gonna upgrade so much shit in your apartment.
00:38:26That's okay.
00:38:27I'll fucking upgrade it.
00:38:29Yes!
00:38:30Damn!
00:38:32Alright, if you want me like, one minute straight.
00:38:34Yeah. For sure.
00:38:36Thank you for tuning in. I'll see you... later.
00:38:49We've been improving my place, basically.
00:38:51Yeah, I- I'm trying to make her have a- a performance like an adult.
00:38:55I'm actually like, super hungry suddenly.
00:38:57I want some pizza now.
00:38:59We can just get it.
00:39:01But-
00:39:01We have to like, end this stream.
00:39:03No, do more- do another time.
00:39:07Okay.
00:39:08These are here.
00:39:09I'll be right back when I get pizza.
00:39:14It's been good.
00:39:15There's this person there with me and like, I'm not being like, harshly judged and like, we're like, doing cool
00:39:22shit and like, improving things and it just felt really like- I felt like this bond and it was
00:39:27really fucking good and I just started like, crying really hard and it was like, incredibly fucking like- it
00:39:32felt almost like therapeutic. It felt like, extremely good.
00:39:36I think she's back.
00:39:38Cool.
00:39:42Hey.
00:39:43Hey.
00:39:44Cool.
00:39:46How are you just going?
00:39:48Um, I still haven't left the plateau.
00:39:52I'm about to start another one, I guess.
00:39:54Although I could use a slice.
00:39:56I could use a slice.
00:39:59Okay.
00:40:00We're going back to IRL.
00:40:28What is this place?
00:40:30I'm going back to you.
00:40:31I'm going back to you.
00:40:31Hey.
00:40:34Hey.
00:40:39Like, what are you doing?
00:40:45Hey.
00:40:46Hey.
00:40:48Hey.
00:40:50Hey.
00:40:51Hey.
00:40:56Hey.
00:41:02Oh, my God.
00:41:27Right back in it. Let's go.
00:41:29Run. Come on. This is the run.
00:41:37Yes, first try.
00:41:42We're heading to the airport later tonight.
00:41:44And that'll be the end of our five-day vacation.
00:41:49I'm squeezing every last possible second out of the day, Narcy.
00:41:54Yes, this is world record pace.
00:41:57Adrenaline pumping through my veins.
00:42:00Holy shit.
00:42:11Oh, my fucking God, no.
00:42:16I think I just lost one minute.
00:42:21I've failed the tree launches every fucking run lately.
00:42:23I don't understand why.
00:42:25Still a minute ahead.
00:42:38I staced this at two, really.
00:42:40So it didn't go.
00:42:42It wasn't disconnected from the bottom yet.
00:42:45I'm so bummed.
00:42:47Like, what the fuck?
00:42:48Okay, it's over.
00:42:49It's actually over.
00:42:50I'm so fucking sad.
00:42:51That's it.
00:42:51Like, there's no more.
00:42:52There's no more.
00:42:53I could have had it and I didn't get it.
00:42:55It's over.
00:42:57The run's over.
00:43:03It's time to go.
00:43:04It's time to go.
00:43:09It's time to go.
00:44:18Okay, I'll use those to play games or something.
00:44:20I don't know.
00:44:21How's life for everybody?
00:44:24I missed you too.
00:44:27But it's been replaced by missing Narcy even more.
00:44:30Like, I really like her.
00:44:33So nice.
00:44:36The line is it was a gaycation, but we just haven't gotten, we haven't, like, hammered out shit.
00:45:06What I miss is feeling like the universe loves me and that everything is good.
00:45:15A lot of my ego is built out of the impact I had before, and I feel like I don't
00:45:23have
00:45:23that impact anymore, and it really hurts me.
00:45:27It feels like I've failed if I can't reach that.
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:33Hello?
00:45:34Let's hatch out everything we are to each other right now.
00:45:36I'm going to start a new run while we're chatting.
00:45:40So you're saying that, like, you would kind of want to develop something with me?
00:45:46I mean, I'd like to think I'm building a relationship.
00:45:51I've kind of designed my life in a way where I can just focus in on a few things that
00:45:57I really
00:45:58want to work towards.
00:46:00I want to be idolized by my viewers.
00:46:0520,000 viewers, or bust.
00:46:1720,000 viewers, or bust.
00:46:25If this is the record, then we must post a reddit thread called Absolutely Disgusting
00:46:30Record by Narcissa.
00:46:33Do I still think I can get over 10,000 viewers in Breath of the Wild?
00:46:36Yes, I do.
00:46:37I certainly do.
00:46:43Clear your minds for this jump.
00:46:49We're actually on pace for fucking sub 340.
00:46:53It's unbelievable.
00:46:57I want this to run.
00:46:59I want to finish this run.
00:47:01I want this to be the run.
00:47:09Oh, oh my god.
00:47:11That was fucking miraculous.
00:47:15Oh my fucking god.
00:47:30Free 3831.
00:47:32This beats the record by minutes.
00:47:36May I ask?
00:47:39Do you really remember me?
00:47:41Peace and love.
00:47:43Peace and love.
00:47:44And remember,
00:47:46trans girls rule Breath of the Wild.
00:48:03The current world record holder on Zelda Ocarina of Time.
00:48:09You immediately have an audience, right?
00:48:11Oh, absolutely.
00:48:12Several thousand usually tune in for Zelda.
00:48:20I was at the precipice.
00:48:23And now, I'm like a fallen star.
00:48:28I want to feel like I'm on top of the world.
00:48:33I feel like I'm being swallowed by it.
00:48:52No one in the world gives a fuck.
00:48:54No one in the world gives a fuck.
00:48:56It turns out life is not a fairy tale after all.
00:49:03turns out everyone abandons the fuck out of you
00:49:05i will never succeed in the way i succeeded in the past
00:49:20this stream will ever fucking be big again and it'll never fucking happen i'm not relatable
00:49:24anymore it doesn't matter if i'm the best fucking player in the world at this time no one fucking
00:49:28cares i've gone from being the superstar to the fallen star plummeted into earth like a fucking
00:49:35comet slamming down creating a shockwave and burying in my fucking chasm so deep as everyone
00:49:41piles on and pushes me down into the caverns of darkness where i'm crowned the queen of hell
00:49:50i think i'm a deranged freak who's delusional and should kill myself
00:49:56they only fucking watch me if i'm raving so the only solution is just to fucking go nuclear
00:50:09i am the monster that you all created
00:50:15these fucking people watching and observing me as i sit here and fucking literally struggle
00:50:21i fucking hate this game i hate people who watch a video that fucking twitch and viewership
00:50:25you're so fucking beyond such fucking poor tastes i fucking hate you
00:50:53so what happens if i call that phone number
00:50:56you get to talk to your counselor and my phone is right here
00:51:05suicide prevention lifeline
00:51:07um well i cut off all my hair and
00:51:12i guess it was like an active self-harm
00:51:17and
00:51:19feeling kind of hopeless
00:51:23it's like
00:51:25people want to see me fail
00:51:29and anytime there's any sort of sign of weakness they pinpoint it and like harass me and like
00:51:33pick out of like a scab until i'm squeezed and i'm bleeding
00:51:38i mean i guess i just have like a certain level of visibility so they're like jealous or something
00:51:42i don't know but like there's a lot of like sick twisted feelings i get out of it and it
00:51:46just makes me like
00:51:47feel like humanity in general is kind of evil and that like every single entity on this planet is just
00:51:53like self-interested
00:51:55and that friendship is an illusion and that love is an illusion and that like i'm just incredibly fucking alone
00:52:00i'm just like a fucking alien on this planet
00:52:04it just feels easier to like damage a social connection than it does to grow it
00:52:11yeah i'll get through tonight definitely
00:52:16all right bye
00:52:25well that was okay i guess
00:52:36why weren't you all watching
00:52:38when i broke the breath of the wild record i could have really used your support
00:52:49i think i'm an attention addict
00:52:52all right
00:52:56and...
00:53:18all right
00:53:20all right
00:53:52Oh my god.
00:53:57You did it live on stream?
00:54:02I don't know. I just hope she's going to be okay.
00:54:09Hello?
00:54:10Hey.
00:54:12What do you feel?
00:54:13I like ruined myself by cutting my hair off.
00:54:18You didn't ruin yourself.
00:54:20You just fucking cut your hair off.
00:54:25I don't know how to just be calm and quiet during the hard moments
00:54:30because I feel like I really, really want and need connection.
00:54:37I feel like crying because...
00:54:42I'm, like, grateful that you're talking to me right now.
00:54:46Happy cries are good cries.
00:54:52Can I ask you something?
00:54:54When would you be free if I was too calm?
00:54:58Whenever.
00:54:58Or whenever.
00:55:14We did it.
00:55:16It's like we're parting the birds.
00:55:26I like this big opening here.
00:55:28Let's just, like, move in here.
00:55:32This is the ocean.
00:55:38How is all this even real?
00:55:40What is reality?
00:55:42I see all this and I'm like, I'm alive.
00:55:44Like, this is a thing.
00:55:45It's happening.
00:55:46It's like...
00:55:48I can't help myself.
00:55:48This is happening as fuck.
00:55:57Do you think your life is too filled with things?
00:56:00You have your band, so then you're streaming.
00:56:02Yeah.
00:56:03And you're cooking.
00:56:04I mean, that's just kind of the thing I like to do.
00:56:06Yeah.
00:56:07That's why I like having people around, because I can cook for them.
00:56:13Try to change your perspective so that you see the sky as, like, a giant lake.
00:56:18Okay.
00:56:19And you're, like, you're above it looking down at it.
00:56:28Do you ever want to go to outer space?
00:56:30For some reason, I feel like the view is better down here.
00:56:33Earth is beautiful, I think, from here and elsewhere.
00:57:03Who went, coming like a bully with a bite?
00:57:11Skin to stone, crack to bone, guilty and polite
00:57:17It'll get out of the clothes, glue, that I'll be seeing your lips for glue
00:57:22It'll get out of the skin from fire, the testimony's out of you
00:57:27It's got you by the fifth talent, it's got you by the tone of it
00:57:40It's got you by the fifth talent, it's got you by the fifth talent
00:58:07Thank you, we're man-eaters
00:58:16I started fucking crying because you were so inspirational
00:58:21You looked fucking beautiful
00:58:22Just shut up and hug me
00:58:37I lose my center of balance
00:58:41I was still like falling backwards and confused
00:58:45Wait, what did he say?
00:58:47Did he say you lose your center of balance in general?
00:58:49Or like?
00:58:50No, just when we're doing this
00:58:53But why?
00:58:55I don't care
00:58:56It's like I...
00:58:57Wait, let's try again
00:59:04There we go, yeah, there we go
00:59:14God, this is really cool
00:59:16This reminds me of Coventry Cove from Beetle Adventure Racing
00:59:19Well that's, that's your, um
00:59:21That's your proper zone
00:59:22This is my, this is my room, right here
00:59:25I always just book it when I'm on a trail
00:59:28Kinda hard to get your hand
00:59:29When I'm behind you and the path is so thin
00:59:40I feel sick, oh fuck
00:59:43Wanna sit on this?
00:59:44I guess so
00:59:56I wish I got more sleep
00:59:58I don't have a pillow on me but I've got a bag full of shit
01:00:01Which could work
01:00:01I feel, I feel bad
01:00:02I'm like, it's all
01:00:03I think I'm ready to go
01:00:09See what I'm doing
01:00:15Okay
01:00:16Okay
01:00:21There we go, it wasn't so bad
01:00:50Oh, I might puke
01:00:52Try to lunge it over the edge
01:00:59Oh, I am really feeling queasy
01:01:05Fuck
01:01:06Such bad timing
01:01:08Yeah
01:01:10Ugh
01:01:14Okayonstgrundge
01:01:15Tennant Jahrh
01:01:15наз Jahrh
01:01:37ORGAN PLAYS
01:01:59All in all, I'm doing better now than I was before the trip.
01:02:08The time I spent there felt like it kind of healed me somewhat.
01:02:12Like I really needed that.
01:02:19Being able to share some affection and like...
01:02:26Just be around people, I guess, without being so isolated.
01:02:35Just felt...
01:02:38Really good.
01:02:46I don't know.
01:02:47It's like a breath of...
01:02:49A breath of...
01:02:50What is it?
01:02:51A breath...
01:02:53Of fresh air.
01:03:08I was little and she used to help me play Soda when I was like, I don't know, six, seven
01:03:14years old.
01:03:15And that's a really fun...
01:03:17Okay, I just wanted to crop like one pixel in.
01:03:21I don't know.
01:04:00I got banned on purpose.
01:04:03Because it wasn't making me happy.
01:04:07And maybe that's because my brain got hooked on the dopamine.
01:04:11So now my Twitch account is gone.
01:04:28It might be nice to receive some kind of unconditional love.
01:04:34Seeing my parents.
01:04:53This is not a healthy environment for me to be in.
01:04:57Therefore, I must leave this place.
01:05:02But do not grieve for my disappearance.
01:05:07Bye.
01:05:11For I will find what I'm looking for in this life.
01:05:17I will just do it alone.
01:05:24It's like level one where you grew up.
01:05:27Green fields, grass, trees.
01:05:39You are my most beautiful flower.
01:05:42Baby, mommy's gonna catch a fish to fry tonight.
01:05:49You are the best of your generation.
01:05:52Brilliant, talented, sweet, honest.
01:05:58Hi!
01:06:00Hi!
01:06:01Hi!
01:06:02You are special, different from other children.
01:06:08That is why I quit my job and became a stay-at-home mother.
01:06:14I couldn't possibly trust anyone else to give you the love, attention, and freedom that your mind needed to explore
01:06:21life.
01:06:22Bye-bye!
01:07:06Bye-bye!
01:07:09It was fine.
01:07:11Oh, baby.
01:07:13Oh, baby.
01:07:16I'm sorry it's been so long.
01:07:20Oh.
01:07:22Oh.
01:07:24Oh, it feels so good to hug you.
01:07:27I mean, look at you.
01:07:30You're just beautiful.
01:07:32I've been waiting for that moment for one time.
01:07:34Yeah.
01:07:35Oh, you've been wonderful.
01:07:39Oh, yeah.
01:07:41Oh, yeah.
01:07:46Oh, yeah.
01:07:57Oh, yeah.
01:07:59Oh, yeah.
01:08:00Margaret screams, sing a talent,
01:08:02The love seems that you dare not harm
01:08:09Soft like a rain and unwelcome tarrying on
01:08:18Margaret sees that she bet them leave as the day's fight
01:08:28Each get named to be thrown out and die
01:08:33She looks like a body's god kiss
01:08:40Perfect in their resemblance
01:08:45Without a care, I promise you this
01:08:50Even if you don't believe me
01:09:12Margaret weaves from the world of teeth
01:09:16It's a sea beast home
01:09:21Angry heart like a spilled flame
01:09:25Tired and alone
01:09:31Margaret I'm to believe I've tried
01:09:35But I'm not so sure
01:09:38If I can have one thing you can pity me for
01:09:44She can't keep holding on
01:09:50This can't be all that alive and lonely
01:09:57Margaret don't dare
01:09:59I promise you this
01:10:02Even if you don't believe me
01:10:23But Margaret I'm sorry, I have no excuse
01:10:28You deserve so much more than this world would afford you
01:10:33Bed in your belly
01:10:35Like a panic attack
01:10:38It's you, you see
01:10:40I'll leave it for you
01:10:43Margaret I'm sorry
01:10:45You must understand
01:11:21Katerina says
01:11:25I've been on this roof too long
01:11:31Sleek October rain
01:11:36Railing with my ears
01:11:39At the bitter eyes like fire
01:11:44Raking me up and down
01:11:46And spinning out
01:11:47You damn deep down there
01:11:52But Katarine
01:11:55If you feel light too
01:11:58I'd like you to know
01:12:03Here's a song for when you get lonely
01:12:07And oh, you count it as holy
01:12:11Falls aside
01:12:13Sends you up shivering in the cold
01:12:20But Katarine, honey, it's not fair
01:12:26And up there when you
01:12:29Can't decide if it is worth it at all
01:12:35When everything hounds you
01:12:39I'll be round
01:12:40To carry you home
01:12:42To forget about
01:12:45All that you told me
01:12:47Last night and those
01:12:49And everything times like
01:12:51When you were laid on the ground
01:12:53Picking lilies and boxes and stones
01:12:56Oh, you congratulations on us
01:12:57Go on, You're never
01:12:57Go on, You're never
01:12:57Oh, you're never
01:13:03Go on, You're never
01:13:15No, you're never
01:13:16Go on, You're never
01:13:22This a great way
01:13:22Can't decide if you
01:13:23Get snow on your feet
01:13:23I'm just opening it as night
01:13:25And while you're
01:13:26I'll be in love
01:13:26Pig 못 Takmak
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