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00:16It feels cheap to call it a friendship.
00:21It was something else, like a kinship from deep in our souls.
00:29We could face anything that life would throw in our path as long as we had each other to
00:34come back to.
00:37We were supposed to grow old together.
00:41What we had was powerful and essential, and it was supposed to last forever.
00:57But that's not what happened.
00:58What happened?
01:26God, we could face a new world to come back to the creation of the world.
01:27We could face a new world to have the world.
01:27We could face a new world to be a new world to come back to the creation of the world
01:33and
01:35the future of our own lives.
01:55When was the last time you saw the deceased?
01:57Um, we had dinner last night.
02:00You don't seem sure about that.
02:02No, I am. I'm sorry. I am. I just, um, it doesn't seem possible that that was yesterday.
02:10You know, everything feels just so different now.
02:19Can I ask how?
02:23What happened? Was she robbed? Was she raped?
02:30Oh, that's not information we can share just now.
02:34We're hoping you can help us.
02:35Yes, however I can. What, what can I do?
02:39You may have been the last person to talk to your friend before the assailant,
02:43so you can tell us anything that you remember from last night.
02:56Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay. Here we go.
03:05Let's go!
03:06Thank you, thank you, thank you.
03:09I would like to thank my co-workers on the South Asian team for letting me win.
03:16And I have to thank our fearless leader, Eleanor, for the two most rewarding, challenging years of my life.
03:22May I say something?
03:23Of course.
03:24So, these somewhat ridiculous cornhole contests do serve a purpose.
03:32And it's not just to bring some joy and levity to the really difficult but crucial work that all of
03:39you are doing all over the world.
03:40These moments also mark passageways.
03:44So, Kumal, we raise our compostable cups to you today because we are so proud of everything that you have
03:52accomplished at Rescue and Relief.
03:53And we are even more proud of all the work on your horizon.
03:59To Kumal!
04:00Everyone, please eat! I don't want to waste any food!
04:12Good speech, boss.
04:13What?
04:14I was just, you know, giving you a compliment.
04:16Well, don't do that.
04:19What's up?
04:20Do you have a second to talk?
04:21I don't. I'm so sorry. I don't. But maybe we can find some time later?
04:25Yeah.
04:27Yeah? I'll see you later.
04:28Mm-hmm.
04:28Okay.
04:34I'm waiting for you now.
04:35Aw.
04:35I'm watching.
04:36Aw.
04:37Wait, do I have to do this?
04:40It's just your tradition.
04:42Yeah.
04:42Yeah.
04:42From college.
04:44When we were young, we had that taste.
04:46Elle, help me.
04:46I do not make the rules.
04:49Happy birthday!
05:11Happy birthday!
05:12Pull them.
05:13That is so nice.
05:14I know.
05:14It's kind of cheap.
05:15It's personal.
05:17Oh, Nancy.
05:17She deserves to be showered with gifts.
05:20Excuse me.
05:21Oh.
05:21Potato mini galettes with a tomato confin paired with champagne. Compliments of the chef.
05:26Oh, thank you. Please thank Pornfield for me.
05:28Will do, Miss Puscia.
05:31Amazing.
05:31Yeah, they look very nice.
05:33I mean, they're tater tots, right?
05:34No, they are very fancy, artisanal tater tots.
05:39Okay.
05:40Rude.
05:40I love it when you sleep with chefs.
05:42Oh, how's it going with the co-workers? That's still...
05:45Yes, we are still connecting here and there. You know? It's very casual, though.
05:52Did you know that?
05:53Yes.
05:54Nancy.
05:54You good?
05:56What?
05:57Is everything okay?
05:58Yes.
06:00Ladies, I wanted to say...
06:02This is going to be long because I have to pee.
06:04No.
06:05No, I'm just joking.
06:05I just wanted to say that I'm so happy to be here with the two people that I love most,
06:10who I feel most loved by in all the world.
06:13We do love you.
06:13There's an Irish saying.
06:15Oh, God.
06:16Please, though.
06:16I'm just kidding.
06:17There you go.
06:18Happy birthday, beauty.
06:22All right.
06:22I'll be right back.
06:25We have your table ready, Miss Richer.
06:27Oh, fantastic.
06:28We don't have to grab that.
06:31Nancy, what is going on?
06:33Are you okay?
06:34Yeah.
06:35No.
06:36Um...
06:37What's happening?
06:38That guy...
06:39It's still happening.
06:41I...
06:41What?
06:42I thought you were breaking it off.
06:44I tried.
06:44I know.
06:45It's complicated.
06:46What does that mean?
06:48Mary doesn't know.
06:49Can you not say anything?
06:50I...
06:51I don't want to make her upset.
06:54But it's okay for me to be upset.
06:57Well, it's not like you're monogamous.
07:00Nancy, if you were being honest with Robert about what you were doing, that would be fine.
07:07I mean, open marriages are like open kitchens these days.
07:09Everybody's putting them in.
07:10It's not exactly Robert's style.
07:12But this thing that you were doing, it's not liberating you.
07:17It's just making you miserable.
07:19I know.
07:19I know.
07:20I...
07:23It's just when I'm with him, I feel powerless.
07:29Do you remember what you said to me about the difference between love and infatuation?
07:36What did I say?
07:38You said that love fills you up and infatuation depletes you.
07:43Are you sure I said that?
07:44Yes.
07:44That sounds more like Mary.
07:46No, you said it to me about Robert the day that he proposed.
07:52Sometimes I think you see my life more clearly than I do.
07:55No.
07:56I just...
07:57Hi.
07:58Hi.
07:59It's beautiful.
08:00Right?
08:01What are we talking about?
08:04Just Eleanor's entanglements.
08:07Well...
08:08Oh!
08:08I was offered cocaine in the bathroom.
08:10What?
08:11I didn't take it, but you know, it's nice to be asked.
08:13You still got it.
08:34Hey.
08:35Eleanor.
08:36It's Robert.
08:37Sorry to bother you so late or so early.
08:40It's okay.
08:41What's up?
08:41Well, Nessie didn't come home last night.
08:43She's not answering her phone.
08:45She didn't go home with you after dinner by any chance.
08:49Are you there?
08:51You okay?
08:52Yeah.
08:53Yeah.
08:53I'm sorry.
08:54Are you not alone?
08:55No, no.
08:56Um...
08:57Can you just give me a second?
09:08Okay, so...
09:11Nancy has a pneumonia?
09:12No.
09:13And I've left half a dozen messages and texts.
09:15There's no response.
09:16Um...
09:16Very concerning.
09:18Yeah, I don't...
09:19I don't know, Robert.
09:21I mean, we ate and then she left.
09:24And she told you she was coming home?
09:28I mean, she didn't say that exactly, but I assumed...
09:34That's it.
09:35I'm calling the police.
09:36No, Robert.
09:37Just don't.
09:37Don't do that.
09:38Okay.
09:40So...
09:40What?
09:41You do know where she is?
09:43Not exactly.
09:45Eleanor, what the hell's going on?
09:49Um...
09:50I'm gonna throw some clothes on and come to you.
09:52That's not necessary.
09:53If you could just tell me...
09:54Robert, stop.
09:55Stop.
09:56Do not call the police until we talk, okay?
09:58Please.
10:00Okay.
10:00Okay.
10:01Okay.
10:02Okay.
10:02I'm on my way.
10:03Shit.
10:07Hey, Jordan.
10:10Can I take these jeans?
10:12Yeah.
10:13Hi.
10:14You are?
10:16We didn't already?
10:17Yeah.
10:18But...
10:19It's fine.
10:20Because I was never here, remember?
10:52No, no.
11:12I won't!
11:12No, no.
11:14No, no, no.
11:15No, no.
11:22Hey, so she's done with me, she's leaving, is that what this is?
11:28I don't know what she's thinking and she hasn't said that, but-
11:33What Jesus said?
11:34Come on, you came all the way over here, you might as well just tell me, is she seeing
11:37someone else?
11:40I'm so sorry.
11:48Well, there it is.
11:49I really don't want to be in the middle of all this.
11:54So who is he?
11:56She told me it was over, but you know how Nancy is, right?
11:59Sometimes she's very clear and then another-
12:01I need a name.
12:04David.
12:05David who?
12:06I don't know.
12:07She says that she met him through work.
12:09The museum, the ballet, hospital, where did she find this guy?
12:14She hasn't told me.
12:18So this dinner with you and Mary last night, that's what, her alibi?
12:24No, we had dinner, we were celebrating Mary's birthday.
12:27Don't lie to me, I've been lied to enough.
12:30Not by me, I have never lied to you, not once.
12:34We all had dinner, and then she left.
12:40Would you like a drink?
12:43I quit.
12:44What?
12:46When?
12:47Two weeks ago, it was like a year, I did it for her.
12:57Is this new?
12:59No.
13:00She's always moving the art around, says it keeps things fresh.
13:03Is she really that unhappy with me?
13:06I know she shares everything with you and Mary, but-
13:09Don't do that, Robert.
13:11It's not you, she is unhappy with herself.
13:20Thanks for coming, but I need to get myself together.
13:37Can we ask you to sit, sir?
13:41I'd rather stand.
13:44A body was found early this morning that we have reason to believe is your wife's, Nancy's.
13:53How do you know it was her?
13:56A wallet containing her identification was found with the body.
14:00Yeah, well, that-
14:04Where?
14:06In Roseco Park, sir.
14:08Under the Colorado Street Bridge.
14:09There's a lot right there.
14:11I-I know the Arroyo I've been messing in my life.
14:14What happened to her?
14:16The evidence suggests there was an assault that killed her.
14:21And unfortunately, those are all the details we can tell you right now.
14:28We will need someone from the family to identify the body.
14:35I'm sorry, I'm s-I'm sorry.
14:38What did you just say?
14:41We need someone to identify the body.
14:43Um.
15:04We've seen.
15:05Oh.
15:08She is a woman.
15:10It was a mother.
15:11It's...
15:15That's Nancy.
15:22Miss Boucher.
15:25Miss Boucher.
15:27I asked how long you and the deceased had known one another.
15:31We've been best friends for 25 years with Mary.
15:36I have to call Mary because she can't read about this.
15:40You told Mr. Hennessy that she was seeing another man.
15:45Yes.
15:46What do you know about him?
15:48Not a lot. His name is David.
15:53They met at work?
15:54At work?
15:55Yes.
15:57Mr. Hennessy tells us she was a homemaker.
15:59Yes. She does a lot of philanthropic work.
16:02She sits on the board of several different organizations.
16:05I'm sure that Robert could give you a complete list.
16:08We're talking to you right now.
16:11Is there anything more that you can tell us about her lover?
16:15Hair color?
16:17Age?
16:18Race?
16:19Height?
16:20Weight?
16:20No. I'm sorry. I wish there were.
16:23My wife has a best friend from college.
16:26Can't get them off the phone with each other.
16:30Is that a question?
16:33It just seems she might have told you more than a first name.
16:38Well, she didn't.
16:40As it happens.
16:47Am I being held?
16:49Or am I free to go?
16:52Somewhere else you need to be?
16:53You are free to go.
16:55Just do us a favor and stay in town.
16:59Of course.
17:38I got a cat on my toe. It's infected. Whoa, you just started feeding a cat. It's not hers. No,
17:45it's not.
17:46Stop lying. You lie. Mom, tell her it's not her cat. This is a nice surprise.
17:49You okay? No, it's not. No, you don't. Yes, I do. You don't. Yes, I do.
17:54Come on, girls. Who wants some iPad? It's not yours.
17:58Ellie and Mommy need some grown-up time. What is it?
18:08It's Nancy. What? Oh, Mary. What?
18:17She's gone. What do you mean she's gone? Mary, she's dead.
18:25What do you mean she's good? What do you mean?
18:30When you saw her body, what was it?
18:35What did they do to her?
18:38The wound is on the back of her head.
18:42So, her face was still perfect.
18:50What the fuck was she doing in the arroyo?
18:53I don't know for sure.
18:56What? What do you mean for sure? Do you know anything else?
19:01She was meeting someone.
19:03What? What do you mean she was meeting someone?
19:06A guy. Somebody that she was seeing.
19:07Oh, my God.
19:11Oh, my God.
19:15Is this what you two were talking about last night when I came back from the bathroom?
19:19Yes.
19:20But, Mary, she didn't...
19:22She barely told me anything.
19:24But you knew.
19:27Who was he?
19:28I don't know.
19:29I don't know much.
19:30I just know that he was texting her and she was upset.
19:33And so, they must have still been seeing each other and...
19:37Still?
19:38Yes.
19:38Still seeing each other?
19:39Yes.
19:41How long have you known about this?
19:44I don't know. Maybe a couple of weeks?
19:47My God. Jesus, Ellie.
19:49It wasn't my business to tell you.
19:51And I thought that she was going to end it.
19:53I did not think it was going to be a big deal.
19:54I did not think she...
19:59Okay.
20:00Okay.
20:02Did she tell you anything else about him?
20:05She told me that his name is David and that they met at work.
20:10Did you tell the police?
20:12Yes, of course. I told them everything.
20:14Well, yeah, but neither have you told me, so...
20:18What did you think? I was going to be judgmental.
20:21Is that what she thought?
20:22No, Mary, I think she...
20:24You know, you can be more judgmental than me sometimes.
20:27Okay?
20:28You know?
20:28Yes. Fine.
20:29Maybe that's why she told me, Mary.
20:31Because she knew that I would be harder on her.
20:33And I was.
20:34I am the one who told her that she had to break it off with him.
20:37And so she went to see him.
20:38And now she's dead.
20:40Are you blaming yourself?
20:41I don't...
20:42You cannot do that.
20:43What happened?
20:45Hey, Marcus.
20:47Hi, sweetheart.
20:48Hey.
20:48How was it with your caseworker this morning?
20:50Mom, I'm an actual person now.
20:52You can talk to me.
20:55What's going on?
21:02Um...
21:03Okay.
21:04Hey.
21:07Um...
21:07Your...
21:09Your...
21:10Nancy was killed last night.
21:13They found her.
21:15Honey.
21:16Oh, my God.
21:16I'm sorry.
21:19Mom.
21:20Oh, my God.
21:20Mom.
21:21I'm so sorry.
21:23It's okay, sweetie.
21:25It's okay.
21:26I'm sorry.
21:31Okay, sweetheart.
21:31I'm okay.
21:59I'm okay.
22:04Please, but don't let you stay well.
22:05Hey, look out for me too.
22:12Oh, could I...
22:18How could I...
22:22Ever forget about you...
22:26Oh, it's too hard to put you in.
22:36Do they really think this will help?
22:52It might.
22:53It might make people care about her.
22:56Oh, come on.
22:57Be honest.
22:58If all you saw was this highlight reel of her life,
23:02don't you think you would hate her?
23:04Well, hate's an ugly word.
23:10Envy, maybe.
23:11That's all I saw.
23:13This wasn't even the real her.
23:16Yeah, it was, Ellie.
23:18It just wasn't the whole her.
23:26Have you seen Cora?
23:29No.
23:30Not yet.
23:54I don't even know my mom owned any black clothes.
23:57She used to have this gorgeous black leather jumpsuit that she wore when we went to the club.
24:04I can't picture that at all.
24:06She always wanted to take me shopping.
24:09I never let her.
24:10I get that.
24:12Mothers and daughters.
24:14It's very complicated.
24:16No, but I wouldn't roast her for all the shopping she did.
24:19Now I'm like, digging through her clothes, trying to find something to wear to her funeral.
24:27Cora, if this feels like too much, we don't have to do this right now.
24:34I can't feel anything, Ellie.
24:37I think you might be in shock.
24:39Is that what it is? Because I feel like something's wrong with me?
24:42Nothing is wrong with you, okay?
24:47I remember being in this room with your mom when you were just an infant.
24:53And she was holding you in her arms.
24:55And she was so in love with you.
25:00Nothing made her happier than being your mom.
25:05And all I did was push her away.
25:09And it's too late now.
25:14It's okay.
25:16Oh, I'm here.
25:22Would you stay with us?
25:25Really?
25:26I don't want to be alone with my dad.
25:30Oh, Cora, I...
25:33Okay.
25:35I know that he struggles with his emotions.
25:38But trust me, I have known him since I was barely older than you.
25:42It's not just the emotions.
25:45I don't feel safe with him right now.
25:55I don't need a publicist.
25:57I need them to find out who killed my wife.
26:00It's a crisis firm, Robert.
26:04And...
26:04Daddy just wants to make the introduction. That's it.
26:08Ultimately, it's your choice.
26:11Have you given me more thought to the idea of reward?
26:15Oh, I hate the idea of a bounty hunt.
26:18I know. No one wants to put any pressure on you.
26:20But at this point, it's just about controlling the narrative.
26:23Hey.
26:23I mean, we're in...
26:25Oh, Eleanor.
26:26Didn't know you were here.
26:28Sorry to interrupt.
26:29No, come on in.
26:30Come on in.
26:31You've been such a good friend to be here with the family.
26:35Do this long.
26:39I was just headed to the kitchen.
26:41Does anyone else need a drink?
26:43No, thank you.
26:49Is it cold in here?
26:51My sister's just trying to help finish all the alcohol in the house.
26:55Yes, I think she's doing that.
26:59Cora asked me if I would stay with you guys for a while.
27:03Okay.
27:05So, how do you feel about that?
27:07It's not about how I feel.
27:10It's about figuring out what's best for Cora.
27:14If I would thank you for everything that you're doing.
27:16Don't do that, please, Robert.
27:18No, it's something I forget to do.
27:22Or I can be a real asshole like that sometimes.
27:24Just taking everyone around me for granted.
27:28How did Cora seem to you?
27:33Is she scared of me?
27:34She didn't use the word scared exactly.
27:40It can't be easy.
27:43Losing her mother.
27:45Seeing them treat me like a suspect.
27:47They're not calling you a suspect, are they?
27:49That's where this is headed.
27:51You know, I have no alibi.
27:53I was home alone that night until I spoke to you.
27:56Sorry.
27:56I can understand having you around.
28:00Like, make her a little more comfortable right now.
28:04I'm gonna come by as often as I can.
28:07But I...
28:08I don't think it's a good idea for me to stay here.
28:11Yeah.
28:12Okay.
28:13Okay.
28:26Good afternoon.
28:27Hey, Mr. Shea.
28:28Oh, Sam, you changed your hair.
28:30I like it.
28:32Hey.
28:33Hi.
28:33We didn't think you'd be coming in yet.
28:35We would have gotten more prepared.
28:36Uh, I'm just coming in to grab a few things.
28:38I didn't want to disrupt the flow.
28:40Hi.
28:41You're the boss.
28:41You can do whatever you want.
28:43I just thought you might need some more time.
28:44Yeah, I don't want to make a big deal of it here at the office.
28:47I am so deeply, deeply sorry for your loss.
28:50I can't even imagine.
28:52There are no words.
28:53No words.
28:54Okay.
28:55You've said it, Olivia.
28:59Thank you for that.
29:03Some detectives were here earlier,
29:04asking a few questions about the timing of that night.
29:08I told them I was already gone by then,
29:10so I couldn't help them.
29:12Yeah, they're just ticking boxes,
29:13trying to establish their timeline.
29:16Right.
29:17We will have to postpone the Middle East trip.
29:19Of course.
29:20There's too much going on right now for you to worry about that.
29:22They don't want me to leave town.
29:28If there's anything I need to know,
29:30you would tell me, right?
29:33Yes.
29:43Hey.
29:45Hey.
29:47We're trying to reach you.
29:48Yeah.
29:48It's not a great time.
29:52You going somewhere?
29:53You're not, like, leaving, right?
29:56No.
29:57I'm just grabbing stuff in case I have to work from home.
29:59I'm, like, maybe going to my friends to help.
30:02Who's helping you?
30:05What?
30:05I said, who's helping you?
30:10This is your loss, too.
30:13Okay.
30:15Jordan, I think what would be most helpful right now
30:18is your discretion.
30:23Okay?
30:23Yeah, sure.
30:25Okay, thank you.
31:25Oh, ma'am.
31:26Ma'am.
31:29Ma'am.
31:29Are you smoking again?
31:30What?
31:31Yes.
31:32It's not a cigarette.
31:33It's an emotional crutch.
31:36I don't understand why we had to have this memorial so quickly.
31:40Because Robert wanted to get it over with, I think.
31:44Oh, shh, shh, shh.
31:44Here they come.
31:45Um, will you just hold this one?
31:46What?
31:47Please, please, please.
31:47Hold it.
31:48Hey, guys.
31:50Aunt Ellie, you're smoking?
31:54It's, uh, it's a bad habit, but it doesn't make her a bad person.
31:57Oh, thank you, Howard.
31:59Well, uh, we'll save two seats for you.
32:08Now they think I smoke.
32:09Oh, I'm sorry, but I don't think we should have brought them.
32:12Howard said we shouldn't shield them from grief.
32:14Oh, well, Robert's family planned this,
32:16so there's not gonna be a lot of grief.
32:18We'll get elegance and waspy denial.
32:35When does the bride come out?
32:37It's not a wedding.
32:38It's a funeral.
32:39Actually, it's a memorial.
32:41Because there's no body.
32:43We don't believe in shielding them from grief.
32:46Yes, I heard.
32:49Isn't that crazy?
32:50Does this smell like something?
32:53It's rose pulp.
32:55We had the, uh, paper made from linen and rose petals from Nancy's garden.
33:00That's so lovely.
33:02You just smashed up her roses and...
33:05Yes.
33:06Of course.
33:07You are so kind to come.
33:09Oh, no, please.
33:15Of course.
33:16I'm sorry for your child care on such short notice.
33:47No.
33:50No.
33:51You're up.
33:53Oh, no.
34:16No.
34:25She walks in beauty.
34:30Like the night of cloudless climbs and starry skies.
34:34and all that's best of dark and bright meet in her aspect and her eyes thus
34:43mellowed to that tender light which heaven to gaudy day denies one shade the
34:54more one ray the less
35:06it was lovely don't get me wrong it just wasn't her yeah yeah well kit runs a tight
35:14ship mm-hmm you know she made me send her that Byron poem for approval and then she
35:20told me no jokes no tears yeah did you see that guy in the denim jacket at the
35:27church yesterday no I don't think I saw him why you don't think anybody from
35:35Nancy's family would have come right no Ellie they wouldn't have dared right
35:45hey so um well Howard had this thought was a favor really to ask okay we wanted
35:54to know if it was possible maybe Marcus could volunteer with you because we
35:58thought if he saw some real suffering in the world he could maybe get some
36:02perspective and then yeah yeah more yes I will find something for him if he's
36:07willing thank you so much Ellie that is very Mary they found him breaking footage of
36:15David Haji Boyette also known as D.H. Boyette there he is we can confirm has been
36:21officially no fucking way that's the guy murder of Nancy yeah that's what they're
36:26saying do you know him how would I know him why did you ask me that
36:35I'm sorry I shouldn't have assumed no I have never met this person mom's listed
36:40on his website as one of his patrons you know she supported artists he is a
36:46painter D.H. Boyette also known as David there's Kit right on cue do you think this
36:54is the guy I think we need to be very careful to not rush to judgment let's let
37:00them talk to him oh my god oh shit oh D.H. Boyette she just put this one up
37:20didn't she right before she died that's him is that mom
37:30hey hey Robert dad what are you doing
37:33dad what are you doing
37:36dad what are you doing
37:37dad stop
37:38please Robert you're going Robert
37:41dad you're something
37:42Robert
37:43Robert
37:43Robert where are you going
37:45dad stop
37:45dad dad
37:46stay here please stop it Robert
37:48Robert you have to stop you have to take a seat
37:54Robert
37:55Robert what are you doing
37:58can't we talk about this inside I just want you to take a beat I want you to take a
38:02breath
38:06Robert please please stop it
38:08she never belonged to me
38:09I always wanted to be all mine but she never was there was always a piece of her that wouldn't
38:14be
38:14and I always fucking knew it
38:16Robert I think that they have people watching you
38:18I don't give a fuck
38:19I understand that you're angry you need to calm down
38:22hey don't tell me how I should feel
38:27Jesus Christ Elanon you don't know everything all right she's my fucking wife
38:47does he have an alibi? David? yeah the guy she was sleeping with
38:52kind of he was maybe at this art event of some sort but he left early honestly they don't have
38:58a lot of information I just I don't think it's him
39:01she only told you his first name we have nothing to go on it could absolutely be him
39:06she would have told me if he was black
39:08she hardly told you anything about it
39:10I know but I am her best and only black friend this would have come up
39:14okay
39:19I gave the police the name David what if it's not the stubby person
39:23and we still don't know who killed our best friend
39:29I've never seen Robert that angry
39:31oh he he has a temper especially when he drinks
39:37or when he's jealous
39:39no he you know he loved her more than anything
39:43anger isn't the opposite of love
39:45sometimes it's the truest expression of it
39:49you can't see it
39:51because Robert is your
39:53my what?
39:55my friend? he's your friend
39:57you and Robert have
39:58a
40:00connection
40:01yes her name is Nancy
40:03outside of Nancy
40:05and Nancy knew it too
40:10what are you saying?
40:14you're not the only person she confided in
40:19that's all
40:40I'm sorry I'm gonna frighten you
40:43how did you get in here?
40:46someone propped up the door I should have texted
40:48yes
40:50I'm sorry I'm gonna frighten you
40:50so give me
41:08look I um
41:14I owe you an apology
41:16the way that I was behaving
41:17and what I said was
41:19cruel
41:22she was
41:23my wife
41:24but uh
41:26I know you guys were everything to each other
41:31I'm sorry
41:35thank you
41:40I don't think I realized how much I needed to hear that from you
41:45are you gonna tell me why you're so dressed up?
41:48this is dressed up to you?
41:50this is how I leave the house after sundown
41:55where are you going?
41:57you know how
41:59Nancy loves
42:00the ballet
42:01and how I
42:02don't you hate it
42:04I don't hate it?
42:05I just I find it
42:06what's that French
42:07expression
42:08it's fucking boring
42:10and
42:10that's not French
42:11my legs don't fit in the seats
42:13what?
42:17anyways
42:18we're supposed to go to the opening tonight
42:21and
42:23I don't know what to do
42:24I'm just banging around the big empty house
42:27alone
42:27I can't sleep
42:28I'm just
42:29walking around
42:31looking for her
42:32but
42:33she's not there
42:34so I was thinking that
42:36I don't know
42:37maybe
42:38at the ballet
42:38I could
42:39you could feel her
42:41with you
42:42yeah
42:46yeah
42:48exactly
42:49do you think
42:50that's possible?
42:52I don't
42:53know
42:54what's possible
42:55anymore
42:57okay
42:59she's just here
43:02you know
43:03you know
43:03we were all
43:04just
43:04here
43:05playing stupid
43:06fucking
43:07card games
43:08and now she's just
43:09gone forever
43:10it's like
43:11I can't
43:13it doesn't make any sense
43:15so what
43:17why shouldn't I be able to go to a place that she loved
43:19so much
43:20and
43:20and feel her
43:24I think you have to try
43:27but
43:29will
43:30will you try with me?
43:34you want me to go?
43:37yeah
43:38no
43:39why not?
43:43I can't
43:44I just can't
43:45I mean the optics
43:46fuck the optics
43:48who cares about the optics?
43:50I do
43:50you should
43:51we can't just
43:52get dressed up
43:53and have a night out on the town together
43:55I'm sorry
43:59I'm sorry
44:01it was
44:03it was a stupid idea
44:05I'm sorry
44:27we can't
44:30I meant that
45:16My mother has this expression she loves.
45:21Have more than you show, say less than you know.
45:27It was advice I took to heart, guarding not only what we had, but how I felt.
45:36Sometimes I hid it so well, I couldn't even see it myself.
45:49Miss Boucher.
45:51I thought you were worried about the optics.
45:54I was, but then I remembered that French expression, fuck the optics.
46:00Yes.
46:01Right.
46:03Shall we?
46:30I hope this isn't inappropriate, but...
46:33The boss's daughter cleans up real nice.
46:37Just try to give me a usable shot this time, okay?
46:58I'm sorry.
47:01I'm sorry.
47:17I'm sorry.
47:29But I'm not feeling too bad.
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