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Summer House - Season 10 - Episode 12: Boys of Summer
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00:18Previously on Summer House.
00:19TJ, God damn it, can't get it.
00:21You know who we haven't seen in hours?
00:23Ben's bitch ass.
00:25His girlfriend's going to come today.
00:28He went from being, like, single guy to being like, my girlfriend's coming.
00:33Oh, wait, what?
00:35Thank you so much.
00:36Are you two showing up places together now?
00:39Oh, you know.
00:40Are you guys going to make it a fish?
00:41I don't like to rush into making things a fish.
00:44I do feel like he'll ask to be a boyfriend and girlfriend soon.
00:48Come on, man.
00:51You're a rookie? Are you kidding me, mate?
00:53Okay, who's this girl that Wes is about to f***?
00:57Like, he can't be a friend to me.
00:59He doesn't see me.
01:01How can you be a friend to someone you don't see?
01:03Yeah.
01:09You are seen.
01:11I see you.
01:14Yeah.
01:16You are so loved.
01:18You are so important.
01:20And you deserve so much more respect than what you get.
01:23You truly do.
01:27I'm sorry, Sphere.
01:28Yeah.
01:34I know.
01:39Okay, I'm going to go get in the shower.
01:45Okay.
01:49I feel so sad for him.
01:51I know.
01:53F***ing idiot.
01:56Why are you looking at your butt?
02:02You coming out?
02:03Of course.
02:03Put some clothes on then.
02:06Best night ever.
02:07Woo!
02:08Kyle's DJing Common Ground.
02:10My upper lip is already sweating.
02:13Like, I don't deserve this.
02:14Spring up.
02:16Please do me a favor and get ready.
02:18God forbid we haven't f***ing our children
02:20when trying to get into school.
02:22Do I look like a stripper?
02:23A hot stripper.
02:24What a stripper.
02:26Sierra, I would never be able to wear that dress.
02:27My whole ass would literally be out.
02:31Come on, Ian.
02:33Yeah, life without a full length mirror can't do it.
02:35No, there's nothing in here.
02:36We always have to come in here or go downstairs.
02:42You guys, who wasn't here?
02:44Woo!
02:45I'm the girl you see on the street.
02:47I'm the touch of a bean tree, bean tree.
02:50I'm the touch of a...
02:52Who's behind that?
02:53Who's behind that?
02:55I'm the touch of a...
02:57Where do I eat?
03:04Come on.
03:06Hey.
03:07There you go...
03:07I love you guys.
03:08I love you guys.
03:10Thanks, Zahe.
03:14Black is so wonderful.
03:17It's so wonderful.
03:18We're so lefty.
03:21We're so proud of us.
03:23F gl** we made it.
03:25We did it.
03:27Does baby need more ?
03:28Wow, we really can't have sex.
03:33I'm going downstairs.
03:35Good night.
03:36This is very much giving to animal eating.
03:39This should be on Discovery Channel.
03:42I'm on a national geographic.
03:44Yes.
03:46You could be so drunk, and you are never not.
03:51See you guys tomorrow. Great night.
04:04There he is.
04:08Thank you for coming to 10 minutes.
04:12Clients.
04:15Yeah, I love you.
04:18Me too.
04:26It's hot as hell in here.
04:27It is, right? I'm sweating.
04:36It's interesting. In the last few weeks, I've started to dream about my parents a lot more.
04:41And it's been hard.
04:44I had a dream that both of my parents were alive, and I was, like, begging for my mom to
04:48come and visit me.
04:51I wake up and it feels so real, and then I realize it's not real.
04:55Since my mom passed away, the last year or so has been me putting my head down and just doing
05:02what I have to do to survive.
05:04With friendships, relationships, work.
05:06And that's the last thing my mom would want me to be doing.
05:09She wants me to live. She wants me to have fun. She wants me to experience life.
05:14She doesn't want me to just cry on TV. Like, that's not my vibe.
05:18Good morning. Sorry.
05:21I have breakfast coming.
05:22Thank God.
05:23Okay, just getting the countertops cleaned off and laid down.
05:26You know, that's what I'm hoping for.
05:28You look very nice.
05:30Because I'm not wearing makeup?
05:32Mm-hmm.
05:34Good morning.
05:36Good morning.
05:38All right. That fly.
05:40He's huge.
05:41He's gotta go.
05:41He looks like he's gonna join us for breakfast.
05:43Actually, I'm a really good fly killer.
05:45Oh, really?
05:45Yeah.
05:46That's a great quality in a man.
05:47Another day, another breakfast.
05:53It's gonna be okay.
05:56Got him.
05:57Yesterday was fun. Did you have fun?
05:59I had a lot of fun. I feel like that was the best party yet.
06:02The girls have been great, and they were like,
06:03oh, like, shout out to KJ and Dara for, like, forming a relationship
06:08and not making it everyone's problem.
06:11Yeah, because we're not like that.
06:13I know.
06:13We're not, like, trying to just, like, make people feel uncomfortable.
06:16No.
06:16We're just, like, doing our thing.
06:17Yeah.
06:18I'm toast, Johnson.
06:20I wasn't searching for anything, and all of a sudden, like, you popped into my life.
06:24Yeah.
06:25Yeah, so.
06:26I've never liked a girl this much.
06:28This is different.
06:31I'm someone who needs to protect himself because I've been hurt very badly in the past, both in relationships and
06:40friendships.
06:41So I do have a wall up in the back of my mind.
06:45But when someone comes along who may be that person for you and you have that wall up, then you
06:51ruin it unintentionally.
06:54And I don't want to do that with Dara.
06:56I feel like we make a good team.
06:59Oh, my God.
07:00This bagel is so good.
07:01You're going to be such a good father.
07:04Thanks.
07:04And husband, man.
07:06I hope so.
07:06Like, what?
07:06Of course.
07:07I take pride in taking care of my family.
07:10Yeah.
07:11Makes my heart flutter.
07:14Hi, bubs.
07:15Good morning.
07:16How was the rest of the night when you guys got home?
07:17We just got home and went to bed.
07:20Yeah, it's for the West.
07:21Nothing happened?
07:23Um, hmm.
07:26What happened?
07:27West got obliterated.
07:29I'm going downstairs.
07:32He actually couldn't talk about anything else.
07:35Like, you were the only thing on his mind.
07:38I don't know.
07:39It's like, I think my true self wants to just dive headfirst into the pool and say, let's be friends
07:45again.
07:46Let's just pick up where we left off.
07:47Let's giggle until 2am and be us.
07:51But I, like, can't.
07:53Like, I am scared to.
07:55Because I know how much I, like, put myself out there beforehand that, like, I don't want, even just in
08:01a friendship, I don't want to feel like I've been bamboozled again, you know?
08:07West is in the doghouse.
08:09No, I'm, like, really mad at him.
08:10Yeah.
08:11100%.
08:12Tighten it up.
08:13I'm going to put some pants on.
08:15Okay.
08:16I'll see you guys down there.
08:17Okay.
08:18I appreciate the whole house coming out.
08:19Yeah.
08:21It wasn't my best.
08:22No, you played great.
08:23Like, I was really happy to be there.
08:25Pull up.
08:25Kyle stopped on transitioning a few times, and he would just look at me and go, oopsies.
08:31Yeah.
08:33Good morning.
08:34Wow, good morning.
08:34I see.
08:35Good morning.
08:37Wow.
08:38Pick your poison.
08:39I feel, yeah, of course I feel bad.
08:41My main objective still every day is, like, don't upset Sierra.
08:45Like, don't hurt her feelings.
08:47And we were kind of on a good track.
08:49I think it's just that all the slow progress we've made, even if it's just flirting after midnight, like, still
08:55helped me feel comfortable in this house.
08:58And to think I, like, ruined it by making out with someone I'd never met before just kind of, like,
09:02sucks.
09:03Well, I just wanted to say thank you guys for making my first full weekend.
09:07So easy and breezy and fun.
09:09Give it up for Dara.
09:11First weekend.
09:12Hell yeah.
09:14I'm gonna get packed up.
09:16Get it off!
09:18Sabrina, come and, uh, pack up your stuff.
09:21Whew!
09:22I should shower.
09:26You stink.
09:28Come in.
09:30Um...
09:34I just want to tell you I apologize for being a sh**ty friend.
09:40Yeah, I don't feel good at all.
09:42I'm, like, personally bummed because I feel, like, on a friendship level, like, things were, like, pretty okay.
09:52I hope that I didn't, like, f**k up whatever was built the rest of the summer.
09:58I mean, this is why I didn't want to be friends to begin with.
10:01Like, this doesn't make any sense.
10:04I want you to be able to live your life and be free and whatever.
10:07So, I think that, like, let's just keep it at that.
10:11Like, it's best if we're, like, not friends.
10:15Okay.
10:17Yeah, it's a lot harder for me, I guess.
10:19I've been closer to you than anyone here, and I really f**king jeopardize that, and I apologize.
10:24It hurts me.
10:25I'm sorry.
10:27And I would take it back if I f**king could.
10:31I'm, like, not great at articulating myself a lot, but, like, I've put so much effort into, like, just trying
10:38to prove to you that I, like, do care.
10:42Like, it just sounds like it, like, none of it mattered.
10:46You said you're okay with the awkwardness.
10:48I'm, like, not.
10:49It, like, bugs me horribly.
10:56I'm not good at pretending to, like, not know each other.
10:59I don't know how to do that.
11:01It takes a lot out of me.
11:03But I just, like, don't have much to offer you right now.
11:08Um...
11:13Coming up, you've been such a good friend to me all summer long.
11:18And now to watch you disrespect Sierra in that way, it just, like, puts this weird, like, dynamic.
11:30Let's go home.
11:31Jesus.
11:32Get on a shizzle.
11:34All righty, room.
11:36It's been a good run.
11:38Let the record show I am packed and ready.
11:40The room is clean, and KJ had nothing to do with it.
11:43Is that a bale of hay?
11:45I'm not loving that nickname.
11:46I think we could come up with a cuter one.
11:48Is that big ol' bale of hay?
11:50No, not big ol'.
11:52The bag's so high, it blocks my window.
11:54Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
11:56I just need leg room.
11:57You can put your legs on me.
11:59Some recipe, dog.
12:00Love ya.
12:01Love ya, too.
12:02Drive safe.
12:03Let's go home.
12:04Let's go home.
12:06Let's go home.
12:06Let's go home.
12:08Yeah.
12:09My leg.
12:11Me and my leg.
12:11Me and my leg.
12:12The whole flick is showing up for a good night.
12:15But looking so good, it should be a crime.
12:17Drip killer, buddy, no alibi.
12:20Yeah, good girl.
12:21Oh.
12:22Are your feet sweet?
12:23Can you see your face?
12:38She's so cute.
12:40Look at Ciara.
12:41Cheesing.
12:42If y'all weren't brother and sister, I'd be like, damn, y'all are a cute-ass couple.
12:47I don't know what to say about that.
12:49Nick's like, no.
12:50Nick is like, ew.
12:51I know.
12:52That's not what I thought of me.
12:53He's like, please.
12:54How are you?
12:55My honey.
12:55How are you?
12:57Hello, Nicholas.
12:58How are you?
12:58Good, how are you guys?
12:59Good.
13:00The greatest thing my parents could have ever given me is Nick.
13:04He's my everything.
13:05We live four blocks away from each other.
13:07I'm trying to get him to move into my building.
13:09Him and his girlfriend's lease is up in April, and I'm like, chop, chop.
13:13That's how close I want him to be.
13:15How are you feeling about the medium?
13:17I feel nervous.
13:18I'm nervous.
13:19I'm excited.
13:20Yeah.
13:20Definitely wanna, like, you know, hopefully open some doors up for you mentally.
13:26Yeah.
13:27Ciara met this medium when she was in Costa Rica, right after her grandmother had passed away.
13:32And it really helped Ciara.
13:35Hi.
13:35Tiffany.
13:36How are you?
13:37This is Nia and Nick.
13:39My mom died so suddenly.
13:41She had pneumonia, but she had an autoimmune disease that affected her lungs and her heart.
13:48So that made the pneumonia obviously that much worse.
13:51And I never got to say a proper goodbye to her.
13:55So I'm looking for closure with her.
14:00I need to know that she's okay.
14:01And maybe that will help me to move on, you know?
14:06So before we begin, I just want you guys to know I am a spirit medium.
14:09So that means I communicate with people that have passed.
14:12Past loved ones, friends, family, pets come through too.
14:16I have no control of who comes through or for how long, so I just ask that you keep an
14:20open mind.
14:21Okay.
14:22You didn't know this is what you got when you were friends with me.
14:25Yeah.
14:26Sorry.
14:27All right.
14:28All right.
14:28So right away, I get a strong female energy coming through.
14:31And she just says, I'm here.
14:32Hey, I'm here.
14:33I'm here.
14:33All right.
14:34And she's like sitting right in the middle of you guys.
14:36And she's calling you her baby boy.
14:38Okay.
14:38She's also acknowledging a necklace.
14:41You have one of her necklaces with like a little emblem or she gave it to you.
14:45Do you understand that?
14:46Yeah.
14:46That's our grandmother.
14:47That's your grandma?
14:48Okay.
14:49And is she also there with another female?
14:51Because I have two.
14:53Okay.
14:53And she just said, she goes, you need to know that I'm okay.
14:57I'm working on coming through to you in your dreams.
14:59I know you keep on asking me.
15:01I don't know if you've had a snippet of a dream of her yet, but you will.
15:06And she says, I just want you to know that I can breathe okay.
15:10And I'm happy.
15:11I'm so happy.
15:14My mom had sarcoidosis and she always had a really hard time breathing.
15:18And it always scared me.
15:20She went into like respiratory attack because she couldn't breathe.
15:25Okay.
15:26And she's calling you her beautiful girl.
15:28And she says, you know how proud I am of you.
15:31Yeah.
15:32And she just said, she goes, oh, I don't know why you took a picture of my hands.
15:40It's because I didn't want to forget what they looked like.
15:42Yeah.
15:43Because we have the same fingers.
15:45Yeah.
15:45I would always say like we have the same hands and I didn't want to forget what they looked like.
15:50Do you feel like there's anything you want to ask her?
15:54I know my mom and my dad are watching me.
15:58Do they think that I'm on the right track with life?
16:01Like, do they think that I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing?
16:06Mom just said, I want you to have a little bit more confidence in yourself.
16:11She goes, I know you've been feeling stagnant.
16:13Do you understand why she's saying that?
16:16Yeah.
16:16I mean, I feel like I've felt stuck for the last year and a half.
16:20Because we were, I was a little upset with her that she died.
16:23We had a plan, her and I.
16:25I was going to get married.
16:27She was going to move to New York.
16:29She was going to live with me.
16:30I was going to have a baby.
16:31It was going to be us.
16:33Yeah.
16:34And that was always our plan.
16:35So I'm like, you did not follow the plan.
16:38We had a, we were supposed to do this together, Mom.
16:41She goes, don't worry.
16:42You're going to have a baby girl.
16:47All right.
16:48So she's going to be sending you a baby when the time is right.
16:52Because I know you're worried.
16:55It's like, will this ever happen?
16:56It's like, I know you mentioned the change of plans.
16:59She goes, the plans are still on.
17:01We just haven't arrived at the station yet.
17:06Wow.
17:07I need a cocktail.
17:13Hello.
17:18What's up?
17:19Hello, hello.
17:20Thank you so much for coming.
17:22Of course.
17:22Shall we do it?
17:23Yeah, let's do it.
17:24Oh, it's so cute.
17:25Isn't it?
17:26How many dogs do we have today?
17:27I think there should be five or six.
17:29Got it.
17:30Most of the ones that are coming tonight were saved from the euthanasia list.
17:33So at risk for no reason other than lack of space at the shelter.
17:37That's horrible.
17:38Yeah.
17:38I'm from a family with a lot of dogs that like live and play on the farm every day.
17:43And so I don't think I could own a dog in a small New York apartment.
17:46I feel like the best way to like still be a part of a dog family is to obviously volunteer.
17:52All right.
17:53Operation, we can't have a third dog.
17:55Wes is going to help you set up the step and repeat.
17:57We're going to put it outside.
17:59Oh.
17:59Oh, boy.
18:01Hi.
18:02Hi.
18:03How are you?
18:16Can you get me an Aperol Spritz or something?
18:19Yes.
18:21I'd love to start a tap.
18:23Yeah, man.
18:24Wifey would like an Aperol Spritz and I'll do a Guinness and he'll do a Guinness.
18:29Thanks for coming.
18:30How's your week been?
18:32Uh, fine.
18:34Have you had time to reflect?
18:36I've had the scaries, if that's what you're asking.
18:38Pretty horribly.
18:39Yeah?
18:40Do you remember me getting upset with you?
18:42Yeah.
18:42What like upset me the most is that you've been such a good friend to me all summer long.
18:50Like it bothers you when you see Kyle disrespect me and someone who's been so supportive of me and like
18:55looking up for me and standing up for me and then to watch you disrespect Sierra in that way.
19:01It just like puts this weird like dynamic in place.
19:04No, that's why I've been trying to protect everything for the last.
19:10Oh, thank you.
19:11Is that for me?
19:11Yeah.
19:12Oh, thanks Kyle.
19:12Thanks Kyle.
19:13Well, it's actually for the dogs.
19:14Yeah.
19:15They would like this.
19:16Cheers.
19:18But do you know what I'm saying?
19:19Like...
19:20I'm not an idiot.
19:21I understand why I was disrespectful and hurtful.
19:25But now I'm like, what did I just jeopardize?
19:28Like, was it friendship?
19:29Was it like rekindling?
19:31Was it just her tolerating me for eight weeks during the summer?
19:34Like, I don't know.
19:35There's a lot of moving pieces and a lot of layers to it.
19:38And I get what you're saying.
19:38But yeah, because if you hated each other, like, yeah, go ahead, do whatever you want.
19:43But you guys are also like, rumor has it, super flirty when you go out at night.
19:48That is true.
19:51Now the friendship's .
19:52Yeah.
19:54Any advice?
19:56Just stay in my room.
19:58Don't go silent.
20:00Take accountability.
20:01Like, apologize.
20:02And then there's no, like, ands, ifs, or buts.
20:10Coming up...
20:11Dara, how was your week?
20:13Our good friend KJ did ask me to be his girlfriend.
20:16When was this?
20:17This past Sunday.
20:18You don't feel like you moved too fast, did you?
20:23Yeah.
20:32Welcome to the Hampton, Scott.
20:34Scott's big first weekend.
20:35I haven't been here all year.
20:36You're for the girls.
20:37This weekend?
20:38I am a guy's guy, so I'll be...
20:40Ew!
20:41Come on, I'm like, I'm a girl's guy as well.
20:44No, maybe...
20:45I want to throw the pigskin around.
20:47I want to have some cocktails.
20:48The pigskin?
20:50What is that?
20:50Football.
20:51Oh.
20:52Scott.
20:52Come on now.
20:53Like, what's going on?
20:57Guys, uh...
20:58Bit of a boo-boo last weekend.
21:00Tough one.
21:01Dropped catch.
21:02Oh, .
21:03There's only two things you can control now.
21:05It's your attitude and your effort.
21:06And so, regardless of the up,
21:10we're gonna have a good weekend.
21:11I had a good week.
21:12Amanda told me to apologize again today.
21:16I mean, you can only apologize so much.
21:18So then are you saying don't apologize?
21:20It's like your actions speak louder than your words.
21:23What do you mean?
21:23Like, get her sandwiches and or, like,
21:26just not make out with any girls in front of her?
21:28That, but, like, also just, like, move accordingly.
21:32I've been doing it for two years until Saturday.
21:34I know.
21:34I know.
21:35How do we work out the mornings?
21:37Because Mia usually comes and gets in my bed.
21:39Oh, wow.
21:40Well, Scott's only gonna be here for the night
21:43because he has to go back to the city.
21:45Got some work to do tomorrow, unfortunately.
21:47How is the Miami location?
21:49Honestly, it's been just a blessing.
21:51It's been great.
21:52Great feedback.
21:54Looking forward to being back there in a couple weeks.
21:56I know Mia's not too happy about that one, but...
21:59How long are you gonna stay?
22:02TBD.
22:04Dara, how was your week?
22:06Wonderful.
22:06Our good friend KJ did ask him to be his girlfriend.
22:10When was this?
22:11This past Sunday.
22:12And you guys are exclusive now.
22:14Yeah, we're exclusive.
22:16Bitch, I have a clarifying question.
22:17Put your hands on the wheel.
22:19You don't feel like you move too fast, did you?
22:22I think at this point we're both, like, you know,
22:25we kind of know what we want.
22:26I think it feels right to full send it,
22:28and let's just hope I don't eat my words one day.
22:35Home again, home again.
22:37Thanks for driving, Carl.
22:39You're welcome.
22:41Oh, yeah, no, don't worry about that.
22:42Yeah, no.
22:42Thanks, West. Yeah, I'm good.
22:43I'm sorry.
22:45The first weekend I brought my skateboard.
22:48Sorry, mate.
22:50Can I take Bailey's room?
22:52Probably.
22:53Hello!
22:55Kyle's on the phone outside.
22:56Damn, he's soaking up the sun.
22:59No Sheryl Crow.
23:00Oh.
23:00I'm trying to soak up some sun.
23:03All right.
23:04Hang in there.
23:04You will be missed.
23:05Okay, bye.
23:06Bye.
23:07Oh, there he is.
23:08The one thing I ask, you can control the AC, Wes.
23:15All right, kids.
23:16We made it.
23:18Thank you, God.
23:18We made it.
23:19Bless.
23:21I adopted a dog last night.
23:23No, you did.
23:24Oh, my God.
23:24I was like, dear God, that poor dog.
23:26What if it was just the boys this weekend, no girls?
23:28Well, that just might happen.
23:30Where's Amanda?
23:31Yeah, where is she?
23:32Well, I just got off the phone with her.
23:34I thought she was just gonna come out later tonight,
23:35and I don't know if she's gonna make it at all.
23:38She's not coming?
23:40It is what it is.
23:41I don't know.
23:41I was just like, come on.
23:43Like, second to last weekend.
23:44I'm so happy you're here.
23:45Oh, my God, thank you so much, Scott.
23:47Well, let's go say hi to everyone.
23:49JJ, do you mind grabbing me a non-alp?
23:51Yeah, yeah.
23:54Oh, look at that service.
23:56Bro.
23:56Hello!
23:58Hello!
23:59Whoa, what up, y'all?
24:01Wow, there's a lot of testosterone flowing.
24:04We're adding more.
24:05I brought a plus one.
24:07Guys, you remember Scott?
24:09Hey.
24:10What's going on?
24:11My girlfriend.
24:13Is she Italian?
24:15No.
24:16She kind of bailed.
24:19Why?
24:20I don't really have a good answer.
24:21She's kind of on the struggle bus.
24:22Hi, baby.
24:27What?
24:28Good to meet you, brother.
24:29Welcome, Buzz Buzz.
24:30Heard you got a girlfriend.
24:32Heard you got a girlfriend.
24:34Heard you got a girlfriend.
24:34Heard you got a girlfriend.
24:35Heard you got a girlfriend.
24:35Heard you got a girlfriend.
24:37How you feel?
24:37How you feel?
24:39Feels like the same.
24:41It's been a whole week.
24:41I didn't get a text message a whole week.
24:44I was waiting to see you face to face.
24:46I was never too busy for tea.
24:48Ever.
24:48Let's go.
24:49Come on over here.
24:50Coming to the corner.
24:50Big news.
24:52Scott, where are you from?
24:53Originally Brooklyn.
24:54She's a New York guy.
24:55New York guy, yeah.
24:56Any questions, comments, concerns?
25:00Look, all I say is I think it's a little fast.
25:02I want you to brace yourself.
25:04I want you to walk cautiously.
25:05That's the thing, though.
25:06Everyone has, like, okay.
25:08But I'm telling you from someone who's done multiple share houses.
25:12Obviously, I'm speaking from bad experience, but, like, ain't nothing good.
25:15No one's going anywhere.
25:16So, like, no need to, like, rush the process.
25:19I understand.
25:19This is how you feel.
25:21There doesn't need to be a proposal anytime soon is what we're saying.
25:24I know.
25:24You're smart.
25:25You're emotionally intelligent.
25:26You know what you need.
25:27You know what's important to you.
25:29We're just checking in because obviously I care about you and, you know, you're a little
25:34younger than her and I just want to make sure you guys are in line with what you want,
25:38what she wants and being aware of the realities.
25:42You know?
25:51Who the hell was that?
25:56Hey!
25:57Oh, yes, I'm getting in the pool.
25:58All right.
25:59I got to call Amanda because where the is she?
26:01I know.
26:01Should we play?
26:08You better be, you better be asleep.
26:12I was napping.
26:15There's seven boys here.
26:18There's three guys.
26:20I'm gonna kill you.
26:21I'm sorry.
26:25This is not the ratio I ever wanted in my life.
26:29It's a boy summer!
26:31Oh!
26:33How'd that go in?
26:34I just can't do it.
26:38You're not coming at all.
26:39The idea of, like, going out there is overwhelming me so much.
26:42I was like, I just need to, like, not go.
26:46Obviously, this summer for Kyle and I has been rough so far and I feel like it's sort
26:51of catching up to me at this point.
26:53I've been showing up with a smile on my face every weekend and being, like, the joyful,
27:00bubbly Amanda and trying to power through it all.
27:02And it's to a point where, like, I can't take it anymore.
27:07And I just need to be alone right now.
27:10Shiver me timbers.
27:12You seem to, like, give myself some time.
27:15No, I get it.
27:22No.
27:27Who is that?
27:29Me.
27:32This will take 30 seconds.
27:34Um.
27:35Oh, .
27:35We're gonna FaceTime?
27:36Mm-hmm.
27:38I can come back.
27:40No, you can go ahead and do it.
27:41Um.
27:43Don't feel any better.
27:45You don't have to reply.
27:45I just want you to know that after a week, uh, I'm pretty bummed out about it.
27:53And I apologize.
27:56That's it.
27:57Okay.
27:58Tell her where that is.
28:00What's up?
28:11Oh, my God, Sierra.
28:14Wow.
28:15All that build-up.
28:17I'm so sorry.
28:20Oh, my God.
28:22Oh, my God.
28:25All right, bye.
28:26Love you.
28:26Bye.
28:32I wouldn't even be in this situation if it wasn't Bruce.
28:36Dumbass.
28:40Here's the thing.
28:41I don't hate him.
28:42But it is really hard to keep up the front that I do.
28:46And it's just getting exhausting at this point.
28:49I just feel like I've built up stories in my head about who he is and the things that he's
28:54done.
28:54And I'm sure he's built up stories in his head.
28:58And we should just talk and just put it all out there.
29:11I'm gonna jump in the shower for a second.
29:13Is that good?
29:13Yeah.
29:13Yeah.
29:15Are you by yourself?
29:16Jesse's hair, but...
29:18I'm gonna be coffee in the morning.
29:20Yeah.
29:21Thanks.
29:23All right.
29:23RSVPing, yes.
29:25Got it.
29:28She said we can get coffee tomorrow.
29:31All right.
29:33I honestly might just leave my hair in braids.
29:35I don't have it in me to do anything.
29:36I like the braids the best.
29:38I think it's pretty.
29:42I got my booty for my grandma.
29:44Sabrina Bell.
29:46I'm pretty good.
29:47How are you going?
29:49Get comfy.
29:51Let's go, guys.
29:53Our car's here.
29:54Nero, we're leaving.
29:56Yo, strong arm that girl.
30:06The boy's come on.
30:17Wes just sprinted into the chain.
30:20Yeah, well, that's a little bit weird.
30:23I want that horn.
30:26Get me out.
30:27Love you all.
30:28See you guys in the morning.
30:29That's not happening.
30:29Bye, Carl.
30:30Good morning.
30:31Bye, Angel.
30:37Where's Ben hugging?
30:38Who the ?
30:39Where's Ben having me?
30:48Here I am, for the first time in a long time, having fun,
30:52feeling a little more lighthearted,
30:53feeling a little like myself.
30:55And it's because my wife's nowhere to be seen.
30:57Oh, my God.
30:59And that is a rude awakening.
31:02And it makes me realize just how effed we really are.
31:06Whoa.
31:06Whoa.
31:06Whoa.
31:08We need to be out in a fucking like three hours, and no one wants.
31:14I ate so much.
31:16Oh, .
31:16You think for today that I've seen you leave in all of the things that we've never felt?
31:21You know, real talk.
31:23I'm not allowed with you.
31:24Here you go.
31:25I basically, like, really felt bad the first couple of weeks, because I felt like you saw
31:29me at my worst.
31:31Like, whoa, whoa, whoa.
31:32I don't think this is your worst.
31:34And I've seen what we've gone through.
31:35Like, I don't think that, like, I'm judging you about anything.
31:38If I go through travels and business and relationships, I'm not looking at that going,
31:42that's who you are.
31:44Like, I don't know exactly who you are.
31:47This little Korea guy is crazy.
31:49Baby.
31:50That was sick.
31:52Oh, wait.
31:53The doors brought up.
31:54What are you doing?
31:54Bar.
31:56That was so big.
31:58Okay.
31:59Love you, mate.
32:00Good luck.
32:00See you in the morning.
32:22Gently relax your attention.
32:25Time to wake you.
32:30Good morning.
32:31Good morning.
32:36Is anybody up?
32:39Amen.
32:42Boat day, boat day.
32:46Oh, where's the lint brush?
32:48Damn.
32:49Damn.
32:51I'm excited you're leaving.
32:52Yeah.
32:53I wish you were staying for the boat.
32:56I wish I was too.
32:58Yeah.
32:59I wish I had a full weekend with you.
33:02I know.
33:05Grief is paralyzing at times.
33:07And I know this is heavy.
33:09And I know you didn't sign up to listen to this.
33:11I get it.
33:12But my mom speaking to me with this medium
33:17made me feel like,
33:18okay, Mia, you need to start moving on.
33:20You need to start making decisions in your life.
33:22I needed to hear that.
33:24And now I'm looking at my relationship like,
33:26okay, this is probably where I'm stagnant.
33:29And I need to make a change.
33:35Coming up.
33:37I'm almost, like, scared to be nice to you
33:39or, like, scared to, like, be myself around you
33:42because I'm afraid of being, like, embarrassed.
33:49One bun turned out perfect.
33:51The other bun is, like, the stepsister.
33:53Everyone that need me know I'm a winner.
33:56Give me the trophy now.
33:57You know I kill it.
34:01What are you doing?
34:03Oh, hey.
34:04Didn't see you there.
34:05Are you ready?
34:06You look lovely.
34:07Thanks.
34:08You're giving boat chic.
34:10She came to get you.
34:12Sick.
34:13Holy smokes.
34:15You look amazing.
34:16Yeah, I'm going early.
34:18Who are you going with?
34:19West.
34:19Oh, wow.
34:21Coming.
34:23Oh, my God.
34:24That's crazy.
34:26You had a dream that someone gave me an angel in the house.
34:31See?
34:33Sierra's not here.
34:34Where are they?
34:35Um...
34:36They went on a private boat tour.
34:38Oh, cool.
34:39Wait, her and my?
34:40Yeah.
34:41Oh, wow.
34:46Where's West?
34:47He was having a chat with Sierra today.
34:49Wait, they already left?
34:50Yeah, yeah.
34:51Oh, my goodness.
34:52I woke up before my alarm went off.
34:54Hi.
34:56I didn't see you.
35:00Um...
35:00Yeah, I think it's just been, like, two years of...
35:05nothing really being said.
35:08I'm almost, like, scared to be nice to you.
35:10Or, like, scared to, like, be myself around you.
35:13Because I'm afraid of being, like, embarrassed.
35:16And, like, last weekend was, like, so weird.
35:20Because it's, like, the very thing that I was afraid of happened.
35:24And, like, you sat right next to me and, like, didn't see me.
35:30Really?
35:30A rookie?
35:32Are you kidding me, mate?
35:35I feel like all of that's just, like, very triggering in this whole cycle of...
35:42whatever the our relationship is.
35:46Yeah, like, subjecting you to that is up.
35:49And I...
35:50I am apologizing.
35:52I was just, like, trying to think things over this week.
35:55And, like, I don't, like, mean to bring it up to, like, rehash.
35:59But in terms of, like, talking to the press and talking to media,
36:02like, that was almost, like, the nail in the coffin.
36:05It felt like you really downplayed our entire relationship.
36:08And, like, honestly, the wording exactly is, like,
36:11we're not each other's people.
36:13I did really consider you, like, my best friend.
36:18I feel like we had such a great friendship and...
36:21Yeah.
36:22I think that's the part that was, like, so hurtful about it,
36:25because I'm, like, I don't call people my best friend lightly.
36:28And, like, I don't have, like, the type of relationships
36:31that I had with you, with everyone.
36:33And, like...
36:34Yeah.
36:34It really felt like I didn't know you,
36:35because I just wouldn't... didn't expect that from you.
36:39Yeah.
36:40And I think hearing you say the words back to me kind of...
36:43Yeah, that makes me really sad.
36:44There's no way to, like, make it, like, hurt less.
36:47But in that moment, I was under such an attack,
36:50and you and I weren't communicating that, like...
36:53Yeah.
36:55Naturally, I...
36:56Mm-hmm.
36:57...tried to defend myself.
37:00I'm sorry that I didn't text you,
37:03and I wasn't there for you.
37:04That's okay.
37:06I...
37:08can take accountability for...
37:11not being there for you when you probably needed it.
37:14I feel like this wouldn't be the situation
37:16if we didn't have all of the cameras,
37:18or the fans, or anything.
37:20Like, it would be a lot simpler,
37:21but it just hasn't been.
37:24Yeah.
37:26And the other hard part of this is, like,
37:28I...
37:30know what my phone looks like,
37:33and it's...
37:34it's so many people talking about
37:37you and I,
37:38comparing us,
37:39or talking s*** on...
37:41Mm-hmm.
37:42Like, whatever it is,
37:43it's, like, super nasty,
37:44and it...
37:46your natural instinct is to, like,
37:50resent the person who everyone is
37:53s***ing on you about, you know?
37:56When in reality, you and I aren't, like,
38:00doing any of it, and it's just, like...
38:02Yeah, no.
38:03It's such a weird...
38:04You know, I feel like it muddies the water
38:06of how we actually feel about each other,
38:08because, like...
38:08Hopefully.
38:09They do miss you as, like, my friend.
38:13I mean, yeah, me too.
38:14It's really hard.
38:16How could I not?
38:34I do miss you as, like, my friend.
38:38I mean, yeah, me too.
38:40It's really hard.
38:41How could I not?
38:45And I don't want people talking s***
38:47or bad about you,
38:48or, like, saying mean things to you,
38:49because you're not a bad person,
38:51and I've never thought you were a bad person.
38:54Yeah, last year I don't think I was ready to be in this space,
38:59and then this year I'm just, like, a little tired
39:01of, like, having to carry it and act a certain way.
39:06Like, I want to be able to let my guard down,
39:08and I want to be able to, like, be normal around you,
39:11but I just...
39:12It's hard, because I'm like,
39:13I don't know what that even looks like, so...
39:16I obviously can still feel that you do have, like,
39:21clearly, like, a lot of walls up,
39:22and I hate that because I would love to...
39:26Like, when you told me about the f***ing house
39:28in North Carolina...
39:31Like, I know that story more than f***ing anyone at the table,
39:34and I wanted to, like, talk to you about it
39:36and tell you how f***ing, like, proud of you I was
39:38and how cool that was.
39:41And I knew we weren't going to talk about it, like, you and I.
39:44And those moments are, like, really hard.
39:52Even if we never talk again, I want you to know that, like,
39:54one, I'm sorry for anything, everything that, like, obviously,
39:58like, really hurt.
40:00Now that it's been a long time,
40:02I have had a lot of time to reflect on...
40:08the family stuff.
40:09Like, I don't want to, like, have to say sorry to you
40:12for, like...
40:13No.
40:14...bringing you home and, like, doing all that
40:15because that meant a lot to me and it was fun,
40:17but I wasn't really, like, thinking about how impactful
40:20things like that could be, and, like,
40:21I know that that probably was, like, such a mind...
40:24and I...
40:26I just want you to know that I've thought about that a lot,
40:29and...
40:30I understand a lot of things better than I did.
40:33I...
40:35I see you more.
40:39I feel like that's...
40:44all I wanted.
40:49I'm happier...
40:51when you and I communicate, I feel like.
40:57Me too.
40:59You smile.
41:02It's good.
41:08We should move forward to whatever...
41:10according to whatever boundaries you...
41:12Like, I could be your best friend tomorrow.
41:15I don't know.
41:15Can we just be best friends...
41:17again?
41:31Okay, just...
41:59I knew you weren't going to make it with Jessie also.
42:05I'm pissed that you said that you didn't care.
42:07Are you kidding?
42:08What's he going to do?
42:10Stop it.
42:12Save me.
42:15That's true.
42:21Welcome to Soft Bar.
42:24Next time on Summer House.
42:26I didn't realize that you and Lindsay weren't really.
42:28Was there like a falling out?
42:30Is she here?
42:31I don't think they've had sex in maybe years.
42:34Do you ever wonder if like you guys took time apart?
42:38He would never go for it.
42:41Can't believe summer's almost over.
42:42Mine just begun, brother.
42:44Now they're like back to being friends, I guess.
42:47Okay, but like that's not friends.
42:49How did we go from zero to a hundred?
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42:53I'm gonna do it.
42:53I'm gonna do it.
42:53I'm gonna do it.
42:54I'm gonna do it.
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