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00:02If anyone is receiving this, my name is Xavier Collins.
00:05I'm flying to Atlanta to find my wife, Dr. Terry Rogers Collins,
00:08who sent a radio transmission from somewhere near the city center.
00:14Everyone said time would help.
00:16Not helping.
00:17Time is actually making it worse,
00:19because it's taking me further away from when he was here.
00:25Annie, I really, really want you to come with me.
00:28I can't.
00:29Annie, come on.
00:30Lane, come on. Let her go.
00:32You're the one who's been going on and on about this bunker and the fate of the world.
00:36This is not the time to be catching feelings.
00:47I'm okay. I'm okay.
00:52Where are you taking me?
00:54I need to find her.
00:56Who?
00:57Terry.
01:05I need to get to Atlanta, so if you could please just listen to me.
01:09No, you listen to me.
01:11You're not going to Atlanta.
01:15You're taking us to Colorado.
01:17Wait.
01:18Wait.
01:19Come on.
01:28All right.
01:29All right.
01:30All right.
01:31All right.
01:32All right.
01:32All right.
01:32All right.
01:32All right.
01:33All right.
01:34All right.
01:36All right.
01:37All right.
01:38All right.
01:38All right.
01:56cinderella time to wake up snow white
02:01she was a sleeping one sleeping beauty was a sleeping one dipshits
02:07bad news we just came in train is still too late
02:11oh how long who knows what to wait
02:19no nothing right here let's go find this fucking bunker
02:23fuck yeah let's do it
02:31hey we're moving now
02:43oh
02:43oh
02:44oh
02:44oh
02:44oh
02:44oh
02:45oh
02:47oh
02:49oh
02:50oh
02:50oh
02:54oh
02:56oh
03:03oh
03:04oh
03:04oh
03:06oh
03:10oh
03:12oh
03:14oh
03:14oh
03:26you need to start moving a little
03:32oh
03:34come on
03:34come here
03:52where am i
03:53where am i
03:55it's not obvious
04:01seriously
04:07how far along are you
04:09you know it's rude to assume that a woman is pregnant
04:13haven't you ever seen a sitcom
04:16jesus can you stop staring
04:18it's the last time you saw a pregnant lady
04:31what
04:32we got the call
04:34it's happening
04:35luisa moreno
04:37the pregnant lady
04:39she's gonna be the first woman to give birth down here
04:41i know where she is
04:43i'm wondering why you think it's a reason to burst into my office on the nose
04:46that wasn't really a burst it's more of an amble
04:49but look this is a big moment we've been down here for five months this is my first chance
04:53to give people a reason to smile a chance for everybody to see that we have a future here
04:57this is hope
04:59should i ask her to name the baby hope
05:01it's a big heavy hand
05:02it's a long nose sir
05:04i have a meeting this afternoon about the reactors
05:07and you know mr president it wouldn't kill you to learn what keeps this place running
05:11right the aquifer
05:12and the 3d printers and the modular nuclear reactors yeah
05:21sorry look sam
05:25i realize why this might be difficult for you
05:27i said i have work to do sir
05:33okay i just thought it was a good opportunity to bring the community together and celebrate something positive
05:41they're gonna wipe the baby off a little right before i guess
05:43i'm sure i will see it's a pre-wiped baby
05:51thing is i have to get to it atlanta yes i know i've heard about 10 000 times various states
05:57of consciousness
05:58your wife is there she sent a radio transmission 33.7 blah blah latitude blah blah longitude
06:06i know thing is you're not going anywhere anytime soon i had to put six stitches in your spleen
06:13you're a doctor or something closest thing you got
06:17why were you coming from colorado if your wife is in atlanta
06:22that's where she was when everything happened atlanta i was already on my way to colorado to the bunker
06:31oh come on the rumors were everywhere and you had to get that plane somehow
06:36wow wow so it's real he was right who was right no one yeah it's real
06:46what's it like it's like before only creepier
06:58i'm gonna need at least two weeks for those to heal
07:05even a stitch abscess could get infected and then you're looking at sepsis
07:10listen i know that you have been inside snug as a bug but out here the little things will kill
07:16you
07:18a good rule of thumb is if it hurts when you touch it it means it's not healed
07:24once you do heal you're taking me to colorado
07:29i'm going to atlanta
07:34the toilet is there i will bring you water i hope you enjoy rat for breakfast
07:41you got two weeks to get stronger i'm annie by the way
07:46xavier
08:18You ain't never caught a rabbit, you ain't no friend of mine You ain't never caught a rabbit, you ain't
08:29no friend of mine You ain't nothing but a hounder Crying all the time
08:41Be gentle.
09:01You ain't never caught a rabbit, you ain't no friend of mine
09:18Shouldn't be on your feet all the time like that
09:20When my wife was pregnant she had this terrible nausea
09:23Yeah, I get it, you knew a pregnant woman once
09:26Hey, now that you're getting stronger I could really use some help around here
09:29Yeah, sure. What do you need?
09:31Tea
09:33Coming right up
09:43It's warm
09:45Thank you
09:46Yeah
10:00I haven't seen the real sunset in years
10:04What did you use for lights down there?
10:07Uh, fake sky
10:08Fake mechanical sun
10:12It looked so real at first
10:15But the longer we were down there, the more the
10:19I don't know, the more the scenes began to show
10:29Strong enough to travel now
10:32I know
10:36I appreciate you saving my life
10:40And I do owe you for the care that you've given me
10:44But I cannot take you to Colorado until I find my wife
10:48To Mount Stardom
11:01The, the, he that I, that I told you about
11:06In Colorado is the baby's daddy
11:10He was heading there and
11:13Yeah, he asked me to go with him
11:15And I said no
11:16I decided to lock myself in a theme park
11:18Because I was scared
11:21Which I guess isn't exactly new for me
11:27It's normal to be scared
11:30Hell, I was scared shitless when I had a baby
11:32And that was when the world was still intact
11:35I was scared of every damn thing
11:39Fevers, strangers
11:41Rental cars, car seats
11:45When the older those babies get, the fears never really go away
11:47They just change
11:51But it's the highs that make it worth it
11:54You'll be more tired than you've ever been
11:57You'll still be scared shitless
12:00But you will not believe the joy
12:05You'll be playing with your kid
12:06Watching them splash around in the bath
12:09Or play soccer for the first time
12:13And sometimes, Annie
12:16I swear it feels like your heart might fucking explode
12:22There's no soccer anymore
12:25There will be
12:26Yeah, sure, they'll be using animal heads as soccer balls
12:34You'll still feel the joy when they score
12:50I've been alone for a very, very long time
12:56I get that
12:58I didn't trust people before the world ended
13:05We go find your wife in Atlanta
13:08And then you'll take me to him in Colorado
13:16Yeah
13:52I'll see you next time
14:05You good?
14:28You good?
14:30Doctors.
14:30Hello.
14:31How are you?
14:32Hi, everyone.
14:34Lovely smiles today.
14:36Hi.
14:38CBC looks good.
14:39She'll be outside.
14:40Knock, knock.
14:41Hey, the woman of the hour.
14:43How are you, doctor?
14:45Mr. President.
14:46Oh, cow, please.
14:47How are we feeling?
14:48Feeling good?
14:49Excited?
14:50Any nerves?
14:51Any regrets about the cost of college education in 2043?
14:56Sorry, sometimes I just can't turn it off.
14:58No, I think this baby's ready.
15:00Listen, I know this has been an incredibly difficult time for you.
15:04It's okay, Mr. President.
15:05We don't need to do all that right now.
15:07I want you to know I'm here for you.
15:08Anything you need, okay?
15:14Luisa, your boy is gonna be the first child born down here.
15:17Do you believe that shit?
15:19Think about it.
15:20The rest of us.
15:21All of us.
15:21All our memories.
15:22All our stories are from out there.
15:24He will be the first person whose entire story will take place here.
15:29He's the first.
15:30The first of this world.
15:32How fucking wild is that?
15:35I'm not naming him Hope.
15:38Ah, they told you.
15:40All right.
15:41I'll be outside if you need anything.
15:43Yeah.
15:44Or if you change your mind.
15:46Thank you, sir.
15:51You know what I'm craving right now?
15:53Mmm.
15:54Waffles.
15:56What I would give.
16:11Is that him?
16:14Yep.
16:15That's him.
16:19What?
16:21Nothing.
16:23Who was he?
16:28Uh...
16:29Someone passed me through.
16:37I've been having these dreams.
16:40Maybe not dreams.
16:42Um, almost like memories of things.
16:47But the things that haven't...
16:49Happened.
16:51You almost certainly had a concussion.
16:54I imagine you're gonna have sleeping troubles for a while.
17:01Here.
17:02You should take this.
17:03You're still recovering.
17:03I'm good, darling.
17:09No arguments.
17:13No arguments.
17:34No arguments.
17:35If Xavier's off the table, what about Daniel for a boy?
17:39Daniel?
17:40Where'd that come from?
17:41This kid I met after the crash.
17:44Xavier.
17:44Here.
17:47Should we go back?
17:48Take another road?
17:49You lose the time?
17:51No, ma'am.
17:52Come on.
17:53Just keep moving.
17:56There's nothing wrong with having a little trust.
17:58Especially in times like these.
18:03Don't make eye contact.
18:05Don't say anything.
18:06Just keep going.
18:15Xavier, they're not your friends.
18:17Don't say anything.
18:18Howdy.
18:19How y'all doing?
18:45Xavier.
18:45When your kids were born, what'd you do to celebrate?
18:47You don't strike me as a cigar guy.
18:49I fed, I burped, I swaddled, I got right to work.
18:52Oh.
18:52Not even a quick trip to the strip club, huh?
18:54That's the problem with hospitals, sir.
18:56There's no place to get seniors.
18:57Oh, it's okay.
18:58This is fun.
18:59Babies are fun.
19:00All right, let's try Pro-R2.
19:04What's going on?
19:05The baby's heart rate dropped.
19:06There's been a pro-R2.
19:07Pro-Long D-Cell.
19:08Preparing Mrs. Browner for the O.R.
19:09Need to do an emergency C-section.
19:18Stay with me.
19:19My dear.
19:21Where's your father?
19:22He was a staffer on a plane carrying Congress.
19:28I'm gonna go in there with her.
19:29Doctors have got this.
19:30Let them do their jobs.
19:31Sir, I can't allow you to go in there unscorted.
19:33Okay, well then scrub the fuck up, Xavier.
19:35Yeah.
19:35Stay here.
19:49Why don't we take a break?
19:51No, no, it's okay.
19:52We can keep going.
19:53No, no, no.
19:55That's enough for today.
19:56Come on.
19:59Hey.
20:01Said you want a waffle.
20:02Come on.
20:05Come on.
20:09Come on.
20:18Oh.
20:42Still mad I said hey to those folks?
20:45I was never mad.
20:46I told you I'm just not good at...
20:48trusting people, yeah I heard.
20:51But I think you're great with people, Annie.
20:53You almost told that joke that one time.
20:56Don't be lame.
20:58Well now you sound like my daughter.
21:01And you roll your eyes like her too.
21:04Hey, has anybody ever talked to you about swaddling the baby?
21:08Swaddling?
21:09Hell yeah, swaddling.
21:10First time you swaddled a baby you think you're gonna break him.
21:13But you gotta pack that sucker in tight like a burrito.
21:20The trick is you always make it tighter than you think you should.
21:27Huh?
21:35It's gonna turn up.
21:41Fold and tuck.
21:44I think I'm gonna break his little flower body.
21:47Just remember the rules.
21:48It's always tighter than you think.
21:50Yeah?
21:52Bottom up.
21:53There you go.
21:58You said you were scared when your daughter was born.
22:02If anybody tells you they're not scared then they're straight up lying.
22:06When you leave the hospital everybody thinks the same thing.
22:09I can't believe they let me walk out of here with a brand new baby.
22:13No tests or nothing.
22:15You feel like you just robbed a bank full of babies.
22:18Yeah.
22:20Okay.
22:22We're getting there.
22:26My dad used to say, if you were lucky you got a few moments where you got to experience life
22:33at full volume.
22:35That's how he put it.
22:37Life at full volume.
22:39Those moments when you're completely present.
22:44And everything slows down.
22:46And all the textures and colors and sounds they all go like high def.
22:57And when they lay your baby on your chest for the first time.
23:01And you know that they're safe, that they've made it to the world.
23:05That'll always be one of those moments.
23:14You know, like six months ago, I woke up in the middle of the night because there was a sound.
23:21So I went up to the roof to see what it was.
23:23And then the lightning hit.
23:28It's a tornado the size of a city.
23:30I mean I'd seen crazy weather but this was so big that the lightning was inside of it.
23:37I saw that uncontrolled power.
23:41The destruction.
23:46That's the world my baby is coming into.
23:52No life at full volume.
23:54Just pain and loss and death and all of the storms to come.
23:59But the joy will come too.
24:02It will come I promise you.
24:04Yeah.
24:05It just may be surrounded by the storms.
24:08That's what I mean by believing in people, Annie.
24:11And it's not naive.
24:14You can guard against the worst of people while still believing in their best.
24:19Just remembering that we're all capable of great change.
24:23Great love.
24:24Great promise.
24:27That's a holy charge.
24:32A holy charge.
24:35Kinda like that.
24:36It's good, right?
24:38It's okay.
24:50We should get going.
25:04Good morning.
25:15Fuck.
25:18No.
25:20No.
25:35Come on.
25:38Hey, come on.
25:40Are you okay?
25:41Let's just get you back inside.
25:42No, it's not okay.
25:43It's not okay.
25:43What?
25:45My blood pressure is too high.
25:49I have swollen ankles and blurred vision and it's called preeclampsia.
25:55It's very threatening to me and the baby.
25:58It's gonna be okay.
26:00Come on.
26:01I'm sorry.
26:01I thought if I told you you wouldn't take me.
26:04It's just the little things, you know?
26:06Yeah.
26:06It's the little things out here that will kill you.
26:09All right, look at me.
26:09Let's just go back inside and we'll figure it out, okay?
26:13Come on.
26:14One step at a time.
26:15Here we go.
26:15Come on.
26:16Come on.
26:17There you go.
26:30What are we gonna need, Doc, to deliver this baby here now?
26:33What do we need?
26:36Clean towels.
26:37Okay.
26:39We need to suction the baby's mouth, so maybe like a liquid dropper or something.
26:44Liquid dropper?
26:44We need something to tie off the umbilical cord.
26:47Oh, shit.
26:47Oh, goodness.
26:56Hey.
27:00How we doing?
27:02I'm here, okay?
27:04Oh, girl.
27:19Hey, Annie.
27:20Yeah?
27:21I gotta go get help.
27:22If not help, then at least a few supplies to help you deliver.
27:25No.
27:25You're not gonna have this baby anytime soon, right?
27:27Your contractions are still very far apart.
27:30They only come rocketing out in the movies.
27:31I can't.
27:32I can't.
27:33Look at me.
27:34I will not allow you to have this baby alone.
27:36Just...
27:36I'll be so quick, Doc.
27:38No, Xavier.
27:39The people that we saw are just over the hill.
27:41All right?
27:42They'll have what we need, but they'll know where to get it.
27:44No, we do not know those people.
27:46We don't know what they're capable of.
27:47They're just people, Annie.
27:49And we're not gonna be scared of them.
27:50Right?
27:51So you just keep walking.
27:52Keep breathing through your contractions.
27:54I'll be back in 15 minutes.
27:56Okay, here.
27:56Take this.
27:57No.
27:58Please.
27:59Please, don't.
28:00Xavier.
28:01I'll be right back.
28:01Xavier.
28:02Xavier, please don't come.
28:04Xavier.
28:32What are you doing?gili
28:34do you Kind of? We
28:34can do this. We
28:34can do this.ل
29:11Hello? Hello, anyone? I'm approaching on the arms. I got a situation. My friend, she needs help.
29:22Hey, I got a pregnant young woman that's having a baby, and I need help. Please, anyone. Hello? Hey. Hello?
29:37Hello?
29:52What the? Don't you fucking move.
30:08What? I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry. My friend, she's in labor. She's pregnant. I just need supplies.
30:23Hey!
30:24Please.
30:26Get the fuck away from my boy.
30:28Sweet, sweet.
30:31Who are all these people?
30:32They're all specialists, okay? It's a good thing. We couldn't be more covered.
30:41You know, right after my son Jeremy was born, the day my wife and I were driving home from
30:46the hospital, we got rear-ended badly. And Jeremy was in that car seat just shrieking. So
30:53we turned the car around, headed right back to the hospital. Of course, the doctor didn't
30:58blink an eye. He took one look at Jeremy, and he said, I want you to remember one thing.
31:03Babies are built to survive. They are resilient. They've been found in the rubble of earthquakes
31:11three days after the fact, alive and low. I promise you, the first time that little boy
31:18smiles, it's not just going to change you, it's going to change our entire world. For
31:24good. Okay?
31:33God.
31:41Please, please, I'm home. I don't have anything. I don't have anything. No.
31:55You okay? You're all right.
31:58I'm okay.
32:01I'm okay.
32:10That's right again.
32:12I'm gonna push, there we go. Their body's just getting ready.
32:17That's good. That's good. Okay. I'm impressed.
32:22You okay? Hang in. Hang in. It's getting close.
32:27You'll be just fine, okay?
32:29Yeah?
32:30Mm-hmm.
32:31Yeah, yeah, yeah.
32:32Move the catheter over to her right side, please.
32:34Operatosis, doctor.
32:38Let's get her measurement.
32:40You're okay.
32:41It's gonna be fine.
32:45Scalpel.
32:51Can I help?
32:52Yes, prop this table up on me.
32:54Sure.
32:55Watch your fingers.
32:56Good.
32:59I saw a rollout over there.
33:05You ordered some?
33:06Yeah.
33:13I'm making my first incision just above the pubic symphysis.
33:20Bogey, I'm pushing through the subcutaneous tissue to the fascia.
33:24What's up, my fascia?
33:25Retractor.
33:33That's right.
33:34There you go.
33:35That's good.
33:37You're doing great.
33:38Yeah.
33:39I've located the bladder.
33:41Gently shifting now.
33:44Almost there.
33:46Okay.
33:51There's the uterus.
33:53It's up here in the fetal cortex.
33:56Scalpel.
33:56Deep breath.
33:57Deep breath, Amy.
33:58Deep breath.
34:02I can see the head.
34:03Okay.
34:04Come on, Amy.
34:05You got this.
34:06Yeah.
34:06Come on.
34:07Yeah.
34:08I can't.
34:09Amy, out of sight.
34:10He's already ruptured.
34:13Retract.
34:13Suction.
34:15I'm out of pressure.
34:17God.
34:17One last push.
34:18Oh, no.
34:19No.
34:22One last push.
34:23Okay.
34:25Here we go.
34:28Touch me.
34:30Come on, if I'm going to push you, please.
34:38There we go.
34:45There we go.
34:50You did it.
34:58Is he okay?
35:03It's a girl.
35:04Doc.
35:24She's beautiful.
35:26She's perfect.
35:32Hey!
35:35Hey.
35:36Hi.
35:38Hi.
35:40Hi.
35:58Hey, you see this?
36:00They're leaving because there's nothing else to do in here.
36:03Baby's okay.
36:05Everything's okay.
36:09Don't just survive.
36:11Baby, you're okay?
36:26You're okay?
36:29You're okay?
36:31You're okay?
36:36What is it? What's happening?
36:38Baby, the placenta won't come out and the bleeding won't stop.
36:42So what do we do?
36:45What do we do?
36:46What can we do?
36:49Now, goodness.
36:50There's nothing we can do.
36:53There's nothing we can do.
36:55No!
36:56Okay.
36:57Stop, please.
36:59I can't.
37:00Stop, please, stop, please, stop, please, stop, please, stop.
37:03What are you doing?
37:04Just stop.
37:06Please, please, stop.
37:18It's okay.
37:22Hey, Doc.
37:22Oh, no, I knew.
37:25I knew, I knew.
37:27I knew.
37:31It's okay.
37:33You all right?
37:40It's for her.
37:48You all right?
37:49Yeah.
37:57Give it to her.
37:58What?
37:59She's old enough.
38:00I mean, what are you doing?
38:02Hey, can you come back over here, please?
38:03Can you keep going?
38:04Leave her.
38:04Yes.
38:07Find her.
38:09You.
38:15It has to be you.
38:20And her father, he was leading a group to the bunker to start the world.
38:29You will not let her be afraid of people.
38:33Yeah.
38:35Promise me that you're...
38:45You're a holy church.
38:53Okay?
38:54Okay.
39:06I'm not scared anymore.
39:25It's okay, darling.
39:28It's okay.
39:43It's okay.
39:44It's okay.
39:44It's okay.
39:47It's okay.
39:49Falling in love, in love with you.
40:23I'm okay, dog.
40:41Do you know anything else about her?
40:43Last name, the year she was born?
40:45We didn't know each other that long.
41:01I tried to give everyone we found out there some dignity, some grace.
41:23Mom!
41:26Mom!
42:31What did you do before all this?
42:36Chemistry teacher.
42:37High school.
42:40But, uh...
42:41Then the world went ass over tea kettle
42:43and I realized
42:45there was a real deficit of people
42:47willing to get their hands dirty.
42:52We could take the baby.
42:54We don't have much, but we could find a way.
43:04It's a promise I can't break.
43:06The babies are built to survive.
43:08They're resilient.
43:10They've been found in the rubble of earthquakes
43:12three days after the fact,
43:13alive and well.
43:19The night before Annie died,
43:22she was telling me about this storm she saw.
43:26In the last few nights,
43:29I can't stop thinking about it.
43:34She said she was afraid
43:35of what storms will come.
43:39That's how she put it.
43:40What storms will come.
43:47I've been doing a lot of reading
43:48these past few years.
43:52I read this one book where
43:5572,000 years ago
43:56there was this
43:58volcano that went off in Sumatra.
44:00It drove the human population
44:02of the entire planet down
44:03to just a thousand people.
44:07So you, me, everyone
44:08we have ever met,
44:10we are all descended
44:12from that same thousand people
44:14who just happened to survive.
44:17I think my wife and I
44:18had about a quarter of that number
44:20at our wedding alone.
44:24Well, I had to think about how.
44:28At least that time
44:30it wasn't our own fucking fault.
44:35Yeah, I look at Tony sometimes
44:38and I think
44:40I cannot goddamn believe
44:41I'm his grandma.
44:43It seems like
44:45just yesterday I was sneaking off
44:47under the bleachers
44:48at the football games
44:49trying to get laid
44:50with my first boyfriend.
44:54Now
44:56here I am
44:58an old woman
45:00looking after a snotty little boy
45:04with my same eyes
45:08wondering what he'll have
45:09to live through.
45:11And it all happened
45:13just like
45:16we all forget
45:17how close we are in time.
45:20How quickly our sins
45:21become our children's burdens.
45:26You should give that thing
45:28a test drive.
45:39That's okay.
45:40No, no.
45:47How hard
45:48am I going to do this?
45:49Come on.
45:54Come on.
45:55Come on.
45:56Come on.
45:57Come on.
45:57Come on.
45:58Come on.
45:58Come on.
46:01Come on.
46:02Oh, my God.
46:34Hi.
46:36Hi.
46:37My name...
46:39I'm Samantha Redmond.
46:40Of course.
46:41I mean, I know who you are.
46:44How can I help you?
46:45Oh, eyebrows.
46:47Oh, thank you.
46:49I know it's just a choking hazard now, but trust me, when he gets a little older, he's gonna love
46:55them.
46:57Everybody's been so kind.
46:58Of course.
46:59Of course.
47:02I just wanted to come by and say congratulations.
47:05And if you ever need anything at all, please don't hesitate to reach out.
47:14What did you end up naming him?
47:16Oh, this is Calvin.
47:22Hi, Calvin.
47:24Is he sleeping well?
47:25My son Dylan was a terrible sleeper.
47:28Oh, he sleeps like a dream.
47:29I, however, have not slept since he was born.
47:33Yeah.
47:35You wouldn't by any chance mind.
47:38Does he need to be fed?
47:39Yeah.
47:40And burped and changed.
47:43Yes, I would...
47:45Yes.
47:45Why don't you lie down?
47:46I'd be happy to take him for an hour or two.
47:48Yeah?
47:48Yes.
47:51Hi.
47:52Here we go.
47:53Hi, Calvin.
47:54Hi, baby.
47:55Oh, I bet.
47:57I bet.
47:58Who is this?
48:04Boy, you really are gorgeous.
48:18Can I tell you a secret, gorgeous boy?
48:21Something no one else knows down here.
48:27Someday you're gonna see the real sky.
48:32You'll feel how warm the sun can be on your skin.
48:40You'll know what the moon looks like in all its faces.
48:45You'll see how the constellations travel across the sky at night.
48:54I swear, Calvin, I have a plan.
49:00For you.
49:02For all of us.
49:10Someday you'll see real stars.
49:27Hello, darling.
49:29If you're reading this, I'm sorry that we never got the chance to meet.
49:38I don't know how old you'll be or who you'll be with.
49:43All I know is that you were born into a hard world.
49:48And I hope you can feel the love that I have for you, especially in your darkest moments and the
49:54longest nights.
49:58There are good people in this world.
50:03There always have been.
50:05And there always will be.
50:10I trust that love travels across death, across time.
50:21That it bridges impossible distances and binds people who've never known each other.
50:27sometimes and Arlington people who've never known each other.
50:44I never think... Don't...
50:44And here's
50:50the love. And here...
50:52? Had
50:52May God.. Utif.
50:52? put a
51:00i will always imagine you grown and brave and beautiful i love you so much my beautiful baby
51:08love your mama you must be xavier hey who are you i'm a friend of your wife's i'm a friend
51:19of terry's where is she easy is she here she sent a radio broadcast from here so where the hell
51:26is
51:26she how the fuck do you know my wife how do i know your wife
51:34for the last three years terry has been my best friend my partner the closest thing i have to a
51:41sister she's my favorite person left in this god forsaken world and she's been taken from me
51:55so that's how i know your wife
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