00:01my name is demeter and i gave my first night to my boyfriend i lost my virginity before marriage
00:08and suffered from my in-laws disdain my husband paris went to athens to be an archon i've had a
00:14lifetime of hardship living apart with my husband when i turned 60 i found a name paris carved on
00:20the family stone tablet it showed a thriving family but i couldn't find my name or our
00:25children's he had two wives all along the one in the city was the real wife my children and i
00:30were
00:30just mistresses and bastards they say a dying person's words are kind but i was filled with
00:35rage i lay on the bed with my eyes closed unable to move a finger i could hear my children
00:40crying
00:40softly mom hold on a little longer father will be back soon don't you want to say your last words
00:46to
00:47him i struggled to open my eyes and stared straight out the window
00:54i do want to i want to ask paris myself how dare he treat me like this memories before i
01:05fainted came
01:05back the solemn ancestral hall the yellowed family stone tablet names i didn't know i was married
01:11to paris for 40 years he was ambitious he went to athens to be an archon serving the people but
01:17paris's mother the princess of troy was moody and picky she insisted on staying at the estate she was
01:25sick and had chased away dozens of maids paris was worried he begged me to care for her i had
01:31to stay
01:31to care for his parents raise the children and then help with the grandkids i stayed for 40 years
01:37i am 60 years old now i saw paris's father pass away and cared for his mother at my age
01:44being
01:44mistreated by my mother-in-law was rare thankfully six months ago my mother-in-law finally passed i
01:51finally had some peace i thought i could leave the estate and go to the city to be with paris
01:54but while cleaning the hall i found the family stone tablet next to paris's name the spot for his wife
02:00had another name a woman i didn't know my name wasn't there neither were my sons or daughter's names
02:05not my grandkids names when i left the hall i couldn't handle it i suddenly passed out when i
02:10woke up i was already dying i wasn't scared of death i just felt regret i felt my body grow
02:15light
02:15a sharp cry from my daughter ended my ridiculous life i floated in the air my anger and resentment
02:22grew i looked toward the city a sudden urge rose in me since paris wouldn't come i want to see
02:27for
02:27myself not knowing how long when i reached paris's home in athens i saw him holding my death notice
02:32a beautiful old woman walked to him go back and see her after all you were married see her off
02:39you can still make it to the funeral you are my real wife on the tablet how could she be
02:45my wife
02:46she had it hard she served your parents for 40 years and gave you children she worked her whole
02:53life without status died a mistress how pitiful i know what i'm doing everyone has their fate
03:00it was hers the estate is far you haven't been well i can't leave you the old woman smiled sweetly
03:10and
03:10didn't urge him anymore i watched them cling to each other my ears were ringing paris really had
03:15another wife in the city before i could recover couples came with young people to pay respects i floated
03:20nearby watching their happy family it was a shock my soul trembled it was all true these were his
03:25wife and kids what about me what were my children and i hidden mistresses and bastards i was abused for
03:3040 years cared for her till the end i lived a lie paris made anger and sadness filled me resentment
03:36surged i lost my mind paris lied to me my whole life my eyes turned red rage consumed me why
03:42did i work
03:42so hard why don't good people get good things my soul roared i screamed and charged at them
03:51a chain wrapped around me dead soul go to the underworld trying to hurt the living
03:55you want to be destroyed you will be judged i can't accept this i was lied to this isn't fair
04:04thanatos glared at me the god sighed and took me to a judge he saw my bloody tears and my
04:13raging spirit
04:14he closed his eyes i see your life i'll give you another chance golden rain fell in the dark
04:23underworld it fell on me i faded away in the light i woke up holding someone feeling close
04:32the room was a mess with a heavy scent in the air i touched the smooth skin and woke up
04:37fully
04:38wine perfume bodies intertwined the one sleeping beside me was paris i held my breath it felt
04:45absurd the anger from my past life remained scenes flashed in my mind i knew it wasn't a dream i
04:51had
04:51lived a life and died pain filled my heart i covered my eyes crying silently if i get a second
04:56chance why
04:57not before this happened why after i lost my virginity to paris my past life felt like a
05:01dark cloud emotions overwhelmed me i beat my chest feeling deep sorrow because of that night
05:06i lost my virginity before marriage i could never hold my head high in that house a woman without
05:11virtue she should be stoned if paris didn't insist i'd never let you in
05:20mother agreed to let me marry you but the ceremony will be simple
05:27i don't care
05:31as long as you love me all my efforts didn't earn her respect i smiled coldly in my past life
05:38i only
05:38felt shy after that night but now it seems strange that i lost control with paris now i know paris
05:45gave me that drug i got dressed and went back to my room my room was in the farthest corner
05:50it was so
05:51quiet and cold i felt a deep sadness once a rich doctor's daughter now i was treated like this
05:59years ago my father was accused of stealing executed by being thrown off a cliff when news came my mother
06:06killed herself i was left alone the princess of troy had a deal with my family so my mom sent
06:13me here
06:14in my past life i thought i was lucky to have a good husband and a kind mother-in-law
06:19now i see the
06:20cracks an orphan with a fortune
06:24they didn't want me they wanted my money thinking of my past life i felt so pathetic i couldn't stop
06:31crying why was that my fate i have a second chance i will change it why was that my fate
06:36i have a second
06:37chance i will change it i took a deep breath and cleaned myself they must not know what happened
06:44between us if they knew they'd have power over me i'd be forced to marry or my reputation ruined
06:51but i felt sad and touched my belly in my past life i got pregnant here thinking of my kids
07:01my heart ached they were good my mother-in-law wouldn't let me go but they stayed with me they
07:06were always respectful but even they were called bastards remembering what i saw i wiped my tears
07:12and made up my mind they are my children no ties to troy day was breaking stars still in the
07:19sky
07:20i took my mother's fortune and left the estate i registered it all with the court it was evening
07:25when i finished before i reached the gate i saw a maid waiting miss demister you're back prince
07:34parse and his mother waited all day leaving without a word it's so rude i paused at her words a
07:41maid
07:41telling me about manners i was so blind before to not see my place i walked through the halls to
07:47the
07:47garden that trapped me before paris came demeter where were you my parents waited all day
07:53i stood straight something wrong his father scowled where are your manners bow to your elders
08:01so rude no wonder you're shameful your parents are gone no one taught you but you shame us too
08:09what shame i looked at them calmly what did i do i live here but i pay for everything
08:17the gifts i give cover any rent
08:24they insult me why do you
08:31i stared at the marks
08:34paris we're to marry you were with someone demister no it was you last night
08:42that's a lie i went to bed early how could it be me don't ruin my name paris stumbled no
08:51no
08:54it can't be
08:58you're a liar and a coward i took out a necklace paris you know the deal i'll let you go
09:05everyone's here let's make this clear paris broke his promise so the deal is off from now on we are
09:14nothing i spoke with anger what thinking of what was to come i wasn't lying demitra what are you
09:20saying you deny last night paris was shocked and now you want to break up he couldn't believe it
09:25i told you i wasn't with you paris you're a liar my son is a liar we accept you and
09:33you blame us i was so
09:35angry why do you say that you're killing me you're so sure i stepped closer did you do this to
09:44me
10:00what will you do what will you do she stepped back will you hit me i got closer hit you
10:09i'll take
10:10you to court you'll go to jail no no no court yes court meant jail for all i have nothing
10:19to lose
10:19and she looked guilty they couldn't handle an investigation they cared about their image paris
10:24wanted a clean record i bet they'd avoid court fine no court we break up i looked at them calmly
10:33i'm done
10:35we're over demestra is this needed paris looks sad i made a mistake it was an accident i promised it
10:42won't happen again i'll only love you i looked at him feeling nothing but contempt he'd forget me once
10:48he was in the city thinking of my past life i sneered at him i don't trust you you make
10:53me sick
10:55you look down on my son who are you a criminal's daughter you're not good enough let me tell you
11:04paris will marry a noble you're not even worthy as a mistress you're only fit to be a mistress
11:11you're not even worthy as a mistress you're only fit to be a mistress night had fallen i turned to
11:18paris
11:18paris this is why your family are monsters i took the necklace and threw it down it broke paris was
11:30shocked his eyes red demita tears in my eyes you're just as bad i slapped him hard
11:39the cruelest thing is a liar how could he enjoy my care and lie to me so easily the cruelest
11:46thing is a
11:47liar how could he enjoy my care and lie to me so easily stop pretending and we break up i
11:54want my
11:54dowry back it's filed with the court everything's recorded princess of troy prepare it for tomorrow
11:59that's a lie we both know the cost her voice was sharp you have no money what of about three
12:07years of
12:08rent i didn't back down i know what my mother gave me i had thought it over i figured them
12:15out
12:15they thought i was beneath him not good for his future but they wanted my money yes the court took
12:20some but i still had plenty my mother left me a lot they wanted the money without my name they
12:25made a
12:25plan so i'd accept it a small wedding take my money but not put my name on the tablet i
12:30paid for their
12:30life gave them comfort while paris was clean marrying a noble in the city what a plan i'm not
12:37a child anymore i'm not stupid i laughed and walked out early next day i checked my things domina where
12:47will you go how will you live i'll live better without you paris you thought i had nowhere to go
12:57you thought i'd stay but i have hands and money i can live anywhere i laughed i finished checking put
13:07the
13:07list away i'll open a shop carry on my father's work
13:20impossible paris was shocked you don't know medicine how can you i can't i cut him off who
13:27says i don't it's why his parents live so long i gave them my heart this time i won't waste
13:32my money
13:32on them let's see how long they live i'll open it in the city i packed my bags i'll clear
13:37my father's name
13:38and laughed paris let's see what my life will be away from this place life in the city is hard
13:46but it's wide and free i sold what i could turned it into gold i trust no one but myself
13:55money is safer in my hands i prepared and went to the city i never made it here before they
14:02said i
14:04fate but i came myself i rode into the city i need to fix a house buy herbs so much
14:11to do
14:11i counted in my head clearing my father's name is hardest but i have hope clearing my father's name
14:19is hardest but i have hope i know he was innocent before prince hephaistus died he reopened old cases
14:27my father's was one the old king wanted eternal life he bought rare herbs it was a secret
14:35but he spent too much he owed money corrupt officials took advantage they killed merchants
14:41took their wealth when they cleared his name i was middle-aged caring for the estate old and young
14:46i couldn't help my family my in-laws wouldn't let me a married woman working you'd shame your family
14:55one line stopped me i smiled bitterly calling myself a fool i looked down again then heard a
15:00shout horses and people mr mitre someone's here i rushed out it was dark i was going to a village
15:07then i found someone in the grass i looked closer it was prince hephaistus a powerful man in my past
15:13life now bloody and pale i had him put in the carriage i'm a healer and he helped my father
15:17he
15:18cleared our name he was my benefactor i'd need him again how could i ignore him i reached for his
15:22clothes
15:23he woke up fast who sent you i was scared and tore his shirt the door opened we both turned
15:32found a place to stay you two are close
15:37yes we're married my husband's hurt can we get hot water i'll treat him hephaistus looked mad he tried to
15:45speak but i pressed a spot he fell staring at me in shock before he passed out thank you saving
15:51me he
15:52woke up a day later the carriage moved toward the city he looked at me i saw him watching me
15:56and smiled
15:57inside don't worry about rumors it was an emergency forgive me he looked sharp how do you know me i
16:06i pointed to his ring he felt awkward sorry it's strange he thought for a bit why did you save
16:16me
16:17no one saved me before of course not i wasn't here i answered without thinking we looked at each other
16:25one sitting one lying down our eyes grew wide we were both reborn in my past life i was found
16:34the next
16:35day i was so stupid lied to my whole life died in that place no point hiding it i told
16:42him everything
16:42you're a just man you cleared my father's name and now i saved you he looked at me you don't
16:48want me
16:49to be your baby's father do you what i stared at him why would he think that i know my
16:54place i was
16:55embarrassed i'd never claim that that's crazy even if i needed a father i wouldn't pick a prince
16:59that's royal blood i want you to clear his name i knelt i want my family back
17:05his name is important he was quiet then nodded it's not the best time but you saved me
17:13i'll do it i smiled thank you thank you but he glanced at me twins you said you'll show soon
17:20my heart sank i shook my head one step at a time
17:26my injury needs care i'll need your help he looked relaxed if you ask
17:36i can help you help me how could he help i was confused but didn't ask we reached the city
17:42my
17:42father's shop was okay i cleaned it and moved in he kept his word he gathered proof to clear my
17:49father
17:49father but from his words i saw the danger the old king made mistakes many were wronged these cases hurt
17:57his name
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