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00:01I was a slave. Yet every night, I had to take Luna's place and sleep with the Alpha.
00:06On the bed, I begged him to mark me and make me one of his mates.
00:09Please, make me your wife.
00:12What are you thinking? You're nothing but a slave.
00:17I close my eyes. Every wolf in the pack knows,
00:21Kaylin doesn't just love Lady Vivian, he worships her.
00:24So the next morning, I walked straight to the pack matriarch and kneeled before her.
00:28I volunteered to marry her eldest son, Kaylin's dying brother.
00:32Firstly shocked, then the pack matriarch's eyes filled with tears.
00:37After the ghost marriage is done, you'll have to keep Widowsville for your mate forever.
00:42My good child, have you truly thought this through?
00:47I will have no regrets.
00:48Alpha Kaylin and Lady Vivian had gone deathly pale.
00:51On the full moon night, Kaylin came to Vivian's room again.
00:54I watched them through the crack in the door, his voice low and honeyed, her laugh like silver.
01:00Vivian left to wash up, cheeks ruined with wanting.
01:03Before she went, she killed every candle, as always.
01:07An hour later, I stepped into the dark.
01:09His scent hit me first, and my traitorous body answered.
01:13Heart slamming, skin tight.
01:15Why are you so cold?
01:17I was outside, watching the snow.
01:20Truth is, I'd been shivering at the threshold in a thin slip for an hour, waiting for her signal like
01:26a good little ghost.
01:29You smelled.
01:30A pause.
01:31My heart stopped.
01:32The tincture.
01:33So nice.
01:35His mouth found mine in the dark.
01:37His hardness reached my soul.
01:46Before dawn, I knelt at Vivian's feet and recited him.
01:50Every whisper.
01:51Every mark blooming purple on my throat.
01:53Her expression curdled.
01:55Then she walked back into his arms.
01:57Kaylin caught her hair around one lazy finger.
02:00You've been sneaking out to find yourself another wolf.
02:02She swatted him, pouting prettily, as if she were the one.
02:06Vivian was beautiful, and chronically, devastatingly fragile.
02:10Kaylin saw her at the spring hunt gathering.
02:12He fell instantly.
02:14Offered her the first mate rank before the night was over.
02:17Perfect together.
02:18Everyone said so.
02:19As her bonded handmaid, I was genuinely happy for them.
02:22Until their bonding night.
02:27Three nights in a row.
02:28No completed bond.
02:30No mating mark.
02:31Overnight, Vivian became the pack's favorite joke.
02:34Desperate, Vivian invented the switch.
02:37Every night, candles out, handmade substitutes.
02:40Masking tinctures rubbed into my skin until I smelled like her ghost.
02:44Of all her handmaids, only I was a viable double.
02:47Vivian and I were built from the same blueprint.
02:50The same narrow waist.
02:51The same pale slope of shoulder and throat.
02:54Side by side in daylight, the resemblance was unsettling.
02:57In total darkness, with the masking tinctures working through my skin,
03:01his wolf couldn't tell the difference.
03:03What Vivian hadn't accounted for, I was not fragile.
03:07She broke under Kaylin's hands.
03:09I did not.
03:10What she couldn't endure, I simply survived.
03:13Body learning the architecture of his need.
03:16Learning to anticipate it.
03:18Relax.
03:19Only three years.
03:20My body will recover.
03:22Then I will give you enough gold to live well outside the mansion.
03:25Think about it.
03:26My whole family's safety rested in her hands.
03:29I had no choice.
03:31One hour later, Vivian and Kaylin finally rose.
03:33I returned to my quarters briefly, then went in to lay out the morning meal.
03:41Why are you dressed like that?
03:42I didn't know how to answer.
03:44I pressed my lips together.
03:46Kaylin bit.
03:47Hard.
03:48Darling, you've forgotten Selena is mute.
03:50I nodded quickly.
03:52Serving Vivian meant constant proximity to Kaylin,
03:55and she was terrified of exposure.
03:57So she declared me mute.
03:59The entire pack believed it.
04:02Your little mute is striking.
04:03Sad, almost, how pretty she is.
04:05And what exactly does my alpha mean by that?
04:08Has she caught your eye?
04:09I haven't blamed you for anything yet, and you're already turning on me.
04:14Kaylin had pushed too far last night.
04:16I'd wept myself hoarse, then bitten him.
04:19Hard.
04:20He'd walked through silver and hellfire to earn his title.
04:23Scars mapping him from throat to hip.
04:27He wouldn't care about a few teeth marks.
04:29This whole performance was foreplay.
04:32I don't know how much time passed.
04:34You insolent thing!
04:36You dared bite him?
04:37Are you challenging me?
04:38I had no time to defend myself.
04:40Vivian had me bound.
04:42Dragged to the supply outbuilding.
04:44No food.
04:45No water.
04:46Kaylin had left for the border territories.
04:48However long he was gone, I stayed locked up.
04:51I was barely breathing when my sister found a way through.
04:54Briar had bribed the guard, slipped a bowl of broth under the door.
04:58She was my younger sister.
05:00Sister, what did you do to make the lady so angry?
05:03Briar, when will Kaylin be back?
05:05The guard said it tonight, and he's going straight to the lady's room.
05:09What else was happening in the mansion?
05:11The alpha-haired, his wolf spirit, is fading again.
05:13The pack healers say there's nothing left to do.
05:15They're preparing the rates.
05:16Lucian, the elder brother, cursed since birth, fading, never anchored to this world.
05:21He's never taken a mate.
05:23The matriarch doesn't want him to cross alone.
05:25She's looking for someone willing to complete a spirit bond.
05:28A spirit bond with a dying alpha heir meant grieving him forever.
05:32No high-ranking female would consent.
05:35Not even the lower-ranked handmaids.
05:37At dusk, they released me.
05:38I'd be needed that night.
05:40Selina, I was impulsive.
05:42I meant to release you hours ago, but things got away from me.
05:45Don't hold it against me.
05:47Of course not, my lady.
05:48My lady, it has been three years.
05:51When will I leave the pack mansion?
05:52You want to leave?
05:53Yes.
05:54My body hasn't healed.
05:55Kaylin still needs you.
05:56If you insist on leave, I'll simply use Briar instead.
05:59Your sisters.
06:00The voice, the build.
06:01Close enough.
06:02How old is she?
06:02Thirteen or fourteen?
06:05Then, could Kaylin at least give me a rank?
06:08Reaching for status now?
06:10If I wanted Kaylin to take a new mate, I have a hundred candidates.
06:15You would never make that list.
06:17Don't bother trying to go through Kaylin directly.
06:19You're a convenience to him.
06:23Even if you ended up in his quarters permanently,
06:26I could have you removed with a single word.
06:30But every un-mated female is supposed to be matched eventually.
06:34Eventually?
06:35Was I supposed to be her substitute?
06:37In bed?
06:39For the rest of my life?
06:40The gatekeeper's son is your age?
06:42When you turn sixteen next year, I'll arrange the match.
06:45The gatekeeper's son.
06:46A man with a child's mind.
06:49And fists like hammers.
06:51Hitting because it was the only thing he knew.
06:53Only by being bound to someone that broken would I remain useful.
06:57And too far gone to threaten her.
07:00Kaylin returned.
07:01To find me kneeling.
07:03You're home!
07:04You must be exhausted!
07:06This girl broke the crystal chalice from the Western Alliance.
07:08I've had her kneeling.
07:10Kaylin stepped over me, without a glance.
07:13What's the status on my brother?
07:16I've asked every un-mated female in the pack.
07:18A spirit bond sounds like a curse to them.
07:20None of the young wolves will agree.
07:22What's there to agree about?
07:23Find a female, threaten someone she loves, and it's done.
07:26That kind of coercion would be hard to hide from your mother.
07:29Enough gold and fear will find a willing body.
07:33And, if you handle this well, my mother might finally look at you differently.
07:41And...
07:41Every time Kaylin came back from the border, he spent the whole night making up for lost time.
07:46He was an alpha who'd spent weeks at war.
07:49He came home hungry.
07:51And he made that hunger my problem.
07:54That night, I gave him everything.
07:57Pushed past my own limits to match him.
07:59Why so eager tonight? Did you miss me?
08:02I rarely initiated.
08:04He noticed.
08:05Good girl.
08:06Near dawn.
08:08I came back to myself in pieces.
08:12Trying to run again?
08:16My wolf has always been scent sensitive.
08:22I've known about your lady's little switch since the beginning.
08:25No wonder.
08:26He grew bolder every time.
08:28Which meant he never held back.
08:30It was all for me.
08:32Then why won't you give me a rank?
08:35A rank?
08:36She's the one who brought you here.
08:37I'm not going to be the one to claim her handmaid.
08:40That would fracture our bond.
08:42She was right.
08:43A she-wolf.
08:44Taken for free.
08:45Why give her a title?
08:46What grows in the dark, stays small.
08:50Speechless with joy?
08:52Thank you for your generosities, Alpha.
08:53I'm afraid I don't have the kind of luck to deserve it.
08:56You've shared my bed for years.
08:58Don't get ideas above your station.
09:00He didn't like greedy she-wolves.
09:02He had others.
09:03Bonded females.
09:05All with bloodlines.
09:06Gifts from allied packs.
09:08And yet, since Vivian came, he never touched them.
09:12The pack praised him for devotion.
09:14And he wore that praise like armor.
09:17A handmaid, born to serve, was never meant to stand beside him.
09:22The colder I became, I was born low.
09:26I don't deserve a rank.
09:27And I don't belong in your quarters.
09:29I only hope you and the lady are devoted to each other until the end.
09:32The next morning, Briar heard of Vivian's plan to marry me off to the gatekeeper's son.
09:36We served her faithfully.
09:37How can she be this cruel?
09:40That brute would be a slow death.
09:42The thought lingered, then twisted, into something darker.
09:46If I couldn't escape fate, I would choose it.
09:49I will take the spirit bond with Lucian.
09:52The matriarch stared, then broke into astonished relief.
09:55She asked my name, my birthdate, my bloodline.
09:58The pack shaman consulted the moon charts and looked up, nodding.
10:01This female spirit signature aligns with the heirs in a way I have not seen in decades.
10:07She was born into hardship, which means she carries the kind of resilience that could anchor him.
10:12The bond will serve him well in the next life.
10:15Caelan and Vivian arrived quickly once word spread.
10:17They walked in together to find me sitting at the matriarch's feet, working the tension from her ankles.
10:22Caelan's voice came first, amused, sharp.
10:25This is the female who agreed to bond with my brother?
10:28Whoever's handmaid she is, she has a rare heart.
10:31Mother, you must reward her well.
10:32I turned and faced them.
10:34Caelan went very still.
10:35It's me, Alpha Caelan.
10:37Lady Vivian's.
10:41You're supposed to be mute.
10:42I can speak.
10:43My lady simply prefers I don't.
10:46Vivian's face turned to chalk.
10:48I didn't know your household contained such a loyal soul.
10:51But once this bond is sealed, you'll carry his grief for the rest of your days.
10:55Are you certain?
10:56I will never regret it.
10:57The hand hanging at Caelan's side curled into a fist.
11:00He stared at me like I had become something he didn't recognize.
11:03Child, tell me what you want.
11:06Silver, land, titles, anything I can grant is yours.
11:10I turned and looked at Vivian.
11:12She held her smile together.
11:13But she took half a step back.
11:15After a long pause, I dropped my eyes.
11:18I have a younger sister.
11:19Briar, I ask that she be transferred to your personal household matriarch.
11:22She's already part of this pack.
11:24I'll see to her for the rest of her life.
11:27Vivian's smile pulled thin.
11:29Mother, Briar came with my dowie pack.
11:32She's my bonded household.
11:33I'd hate to be ungenerous, but-
11:35She's a handmaid.
11:36Mother wants her.
11:37Give her over.
11:38Caelan's voice cut across hers, flat and final.
11:41The matriarch's expression had gone stone cold.
11:43Bring the bond papers.
11:47I will find Briar a secure place before I pass.
11:51You don't have to worry about her ever again.
11:54I hadn't expected the matriarch to think about her entire future.
11:57Moved beyond words.
11:59Thank you, matriarch.
12:01I promise to care for Lucian with everything I have.
12:04When the matriarch spoke of her eldest son, she couldn't stop the break in her voice.
12:08I was pregnant with Lucian during the Dark Coven War.
12:13The fear marked him at birth.
12:16He came into the world without breath.
12:18Without a wolf spirit.
12:20His father had returned victorious that same night, and brought someone with him from the
12:25deep forest.
12:25A shaman.
12:27The shaman's methods were outside anything the pack had seen.
12:30He brought Lucian back from the edge of nothing.
12:32It should have been a miracle.
12:34But the shaman warned them.
12:35Pulling a spirit back across that threshold was a transgression against the laws of wolf
12:40and moon.
12:41Lucian could live, but only for 30 years.
12:43No more.
12:44And so it had been.
12:45Lucian had grown up slight.
12:46Unable to shift into warrior form, but razor sharp in mind.
12:51A natural strategist.
12:52A scholar.
12:53He'd won council honors young.
12:55But the older he got, the weaker his body became.
12:58Eventually, he stopped leaving his territory altogether, retreating to a lakeside cabin at
13:03the edge of the pack mansion.
13:04Since I had agreed to the spirit bond, I was to remain at his side.
13:08Word was that he didn't allow anyone to serve him.
13:11Just the shaman, who had stayed all these years.
13:14The shaman brought me into the cabin while Lucian was asleep.
13:16I looked at his face.
13:18His lashes trembled faintly with each shallow breath.
13:21He was two years older than Kaelin.
13:2327.
13:23The brothers looked nothing alike.
13:25Kaelin was bronze and hard-edged from years of combat training.
13:29Lucian was fine-boned, pale as snow.
13:32Almost startlingly beautiful in a way that made you forget to breathe.
13:35I spent the afternoon learning his preferences.
13:38When the sun touched the horizon, Lucian finally woke.
13:41It was time for his medicine.
13:42I'd spent the afternoon learning to brew it from the shaman.
13:45So you're the female who plans to bond with my corpse?
13:48Yes.
13:49Get up.
13:50He picked up the bowl calmly.
13:55I don't want it.
13:57What are you going to do about it?
13:58Lucian looked up, a thread of provocation in his gaze.
14:01The shaman had told me Lucian was a person of pure instinct, all feeling, no armor.
14:06Earned honors at 15, and had the makings of something extraordinary ahead of him.
14:11Then one evening, a hunting trip with Kaelin ended with Lucian falling off the cliff and
14:17drown in the water, his wolf spirit seizing, and three days of unconsciousness.
14:22The matriarch had broken every servant in his household for failing him, and sold the
14:26rest.
14:27Lucian didn't treat servants like livestock.
14:29He'd read too much and thought too hard to do that.
14:33Alpha hair, I genuinely can't force you, but since we're going to be bonded eventually,
14:41perhaps...
14:42I looked down at the dark liquid.
14:44Perhaps I should start exercising a mate's authority now.
14:47Either you drink this, or...
14:51Or what?
14:52The shaman had told me Lucian had refused medicine for six months.
14:56That was why he was hovering at the edge of nothing.
14:59At this rate, he wouldn't survive to spring.
15:02I can't feel my soul.
15:07I'm a dead man.
15:11I'm a dead man.
15:13I'm a dead man.
15:15When I looked at him again, vivid color had bloomed across his face, like dawn breaking
15:20over frost, those butterfly-winged lashes were trembling.
15:24With outrage, I thought, distantly, of every arrogant she-wolf Kaelin had ever teased into
15:29furious, helpless blushing.
15:31Lucian's expression was painfully similar.
15:34A prick of guilt moved through me.
15:36I forced my own pulse to slow, keeping my voice steady.
15:39If you won't drink, I'll be forced to do that again.
15:59Alpha hair, your color has improved over these past few days.
16:03Your skin isn't as cold as it was.
16:04That's the medicine working.
16:05Medicine is useless.
16:07The shaman works hard to brew it.
16:10If you pour it out every time, he'll be heartbroken.
16:13Watch.
16:15Testing the temperature alone takes constant checking to preserve the potency.
16:19I've only been doing it a few days, and my hands already look like this.
16:23He pressed his lips together, said nothing, and drank the rest of the bowl without being
16:28asked.
16:29After that, he never made me beg him to drink his medicine again.
16:34Half a month later, the shaman gave the matriarch his report.
16:38Lucian had genuinely improved, no longer at death's edge.
16:42Could it be a final surge before the end?
16:46No, it's real healing.
16:48This one is responsible.
16:50I told you before, her wolf spirit signature is a natural compliment to his.
16:54She steadies him.
16:56The matriarch looked satisfied.
16:57When she turned to me, her eyes were almost tender.
17:01How has Selina been caring for you?
17:06She's been taking very good care of me.
17:11Alpha Lucian may not know, but when Selina was serving in my household, her skill at attending
17:17to Kaelin was quite exceptional as well.
17:20Such a good servant.
17:22The air went very still.
17:25Is that how you speak to your future sister-in-law?
17:28Vivian, you are young, but that is no excuse for ignorance of pack law.
17:34Shut up!
17:36Stop embarrassing yourself!
17:39Days later...
17:40Did you hear about it?
17:42Vivian had found another substitute.
17:44She looked for a maid again?
17:45Not from the pack's own hand-aids.
17:47She'd bought a woman from outside, trained and shaped to match her voice and build exactly.
17:51How do you know?
17:52Because Kaelin lit every lantern in the room that night, and when he saw what he saw,
17:55he beat woman half to death and threw her at Vivian's feet.
17:58Vivian had fainted.
17:59And then, he said if she refused to truly share his bed, he would never come to her rooms
18:03again.
18:03They're sleeping in separate dens now.
18:05Separate dens meant every wolf in the pack knew the bond was broken.
18:09No mate's devotion.
18:11No matriarch's approval.
18:12No pups.
18:13No wonder Vivian looked like she hadn't slept in a month.
18:21He looked fragile in the lake wind.
18:24Unsteadying.
18:25I went back to get his cloak.
18:31Is it you?
18:36Was it always you?
18:39Answer me.
18:41You think you can play mute with me again?
18:49Silence won't save you.
18:52I don't need your voice to confirm it.
18:55One night, and I'd know for certain.
18:57Had he lost his mind?
19:00I spent three years with a woman, and she's going to be bonded to my brother.
19:06How dare you make fools of us both?
19:08Especially me!
19:10Would a rank at my side really be worse than grieving a dead man forever?
19:14Do you actually want to bond with a corpse?
19:19I just want to survive!
19:24If I didn't do this, she'd give me to someone who'd break me!
19:28A formal bond, even a broken one, would have made me untouchable!
19:34Useful to no one.
19:36Forced to stay her shadow forever.
19:40Before he could recover, I stomped hard on his foot and ran.
19:43I was still stumbling when I rounded the corner.
19:46What took you so long?
19:50I smiled, walked over, and settled the cloak around his shoulders.
19:54But he simply brushed my hand away.
19:56Somehow he lost balance and fell.
19:57His chest had a severe bruise.
20:00Just leave me.
20:01I am not your burden.
20:05Lucian liked to sit there.
20:07Open a book in the shade.
20:08Why did you really agree to the spirit bond?
20:12I didn't want to be given to the given to the gatekeeper's son.
20:16I thought it would be something like that.
20:19What is it to guess that it would be like this?
20:21The shaman pressed a small wooden box into my hands.
20:25Should I start calling you mate of the alpha?
20:27Please don't.
20:28My future, most likely, was a silent room in a shrine,
20:32grieving him in his name until I followed.
20:34With the shaman gone, I took on more responsibility,
20:37including helping Lucian bathe.
20:42I watched his ears and tried not to smile.
20:45Had no one ever helped him bathe?
20:48Kaelin had always kept half a dozen female attendants for bathing.
20:51A younger version of me would have died of the blush alone.
20:55But I wasn't that innocent girl anymore.
20:57There was a phrase I'd found in one of his books.
20:59A broken moon.
21:00A she-wolf who'd been claimed and discarded.
21:03The text said that's what I was.
21:05What strange things are you reading now?
21:09I tucked it behind my back.
21:11I'd memorized a passage and presented it to him like a prize.
21:15Look at you. Impressive.
21:17You sound like you're humeering a child.
21:21How old are you?
21:22Eighteen.
21:23I have almost a decade on you.
21:26To me, you are a child.
21:29The shaman had introduced new compounds,
21:32performed old rituals at the edge of firelight,
21:34burned offerings, and whispered things I didn't catch.
21:38Speak a wish.
21:40You do it.
21:42I want you to be happy.
21:44What does that look like?
21:45Your body heals.
21:46You find a mate who deserves you.
21:48A pack of your own.
21:50A life that finally goes the way it should have.
21:53Do you mean that?
21:54Our eyes met.
21:56I looked away.
21:56Did I mean it?
21:57It didn't matter.
21:58What mattered was,
21:59the shaman's ritual apparently worked,
22:01because Lucian decided he wanted to leave the cabin.
22:04I asked him where he wanted to go.
22:07He studied me for a long moment.
22:08There's a moon festival gathering tonight.
22:11I've heard the town lights the whole river.
22:13Festival fires were always burning somewhere.
22:15Nothing special.
22:16But since coming into Vivienne's household,
22:18I hadn't been to a single one.
22:20The longing had been sitting quietly in me for years.
22:23That night, a young noblewoman arrived with her escort.
22:25They said, used to getting everything she reached for.
22:28In the river of lantern light and moving bodies,
22:31she found Lucian in seconds.
22:32Loser buys dinner at the finest inn in the city.
22:35What do you say?
22:36And she walked straight up
22:37and challenged him to a game of darts.
22:39I've forgotten who won.
22:40I only remember the brightness in her eyes.
22:43Lucian turned to look at me.
22:45If you'd like to go, I'll wait outside.
22:47I hadn't behaved like a servant in front of him in a long time,
22:50but there were others watching.
22:52She didn't wait.
22:53She stepped around me cheerfully
22:54and reached for Lucian.
22:55I watched them move into the crowd
22:58and I felt something leave me
22:59that I hadn't known was mine to lose.
23:01I stood in the cold for a very long time.
23:04Then I remembered.
23:05Today was my birthday.
23:06She was the regent's only daughter.
23:08Every door in the wolf world was open to her.
23:11When the regent and his mate arrived at the pack mansion
23:13to formally propose the match,
23:15the matriarch looked more shaken than pleased.
23:18Through Briar, I learned the truth.
23:20It wasn't love at first sight.
23:21She'd fallen for Lucian over a decade ago,
23:24back when he was a young scholar with fire in his eyes
23:27and a future everyone could see.
23:29She'd been carrying it ever since,
23:31refusing every other offer.
23:32Lucian's potential mating became the pack's entire focus.
23:36Even the news that Kaylin's quartermate had conceived was forgotten.
23:39If the match succeeded,
23:41the matriarch would have been overjoyed.
23:43But Lucian was already bound by the spirit bond.
23:45To take a living mate,
23:47the bond had to be dissolved.
23:48And so I knew exactly what I had to do.
23:50Just as I'd once knelt before the matriarch and volunteered,
23:54I came before her again.
23:57I'm willing to step aside.
23:59I want Lucian to have this.
24:02I'd had the shaman check their spirit signatures as well.
24:05They aligned perfectly.
24:06She was born to rank,
24:08polished in every art,
24:10and her love for Lucian had outlasted years of silence.
24:13If he died, she would grieve him faithfully.
24:15There was nothing more I could offer that she couldn't match.
24:19So, what do you want in return?
24:22Money?
24:22Is it still about status?
24:24The matriarch squeezed my hands
24:26and asked what I wanted in return.
24:28I pressed the gold I'd saved over two years into her palm.
24:31I asked to be released from the pack's bond records.
24:35I want to be a free wolf.
24:39Child, you could ask me for so much more.
24:42I held the bow and didn't move.
24:44Tears fell, one by one, onto the stone.
24:47Take me with you, okay?
24:50Outside the pack paushin,
24:52life was uncertain and hard.
24:54Inside, with the matriarch's protection,
24:56you would be safe.
24:58Stay, serve well, don't make enemies.
25:01The rest would come.
25:04Briar wept and pressed gold into my hands anyway.
25:07On the morning I left,
25:09many of the other handmaids came to see me off.
25:11The shaman also walked towards me in the crowd.
25:14May your ancestors guide your path.
25:19Patted my shoulder
25:20and then walked towards the crowd.
25:24I turned around and walked towards the door.
25:27But in the crowd, I saw Karen also there.
25:30Kaylin grabbed me to the corner.
25:31He caged me against the wall
25:33and looked at me like he wanted to devour me.
25:36Say the word and I'll take you as a formal mate.
25:41Serve me like you used to
25:43and I'll give you rank above the others.
25:46I stared at him for a long time.
25:53Don't look at me like that.
25:56What?
25:57You think Lucian's gonna come running after you?
25:59You're deluding yourself.
26:03He's probably not even thinking of you.
26:05Once his body improved,
26:06he didn't need you anymore.
26:07You were useful and now you're spare.
26:09And don't expect him to remember you in a year.
26:11He didn't even come to see you off.
26:13That tells you exactly where you rank to him.
26:17Something in my chest seized.
26:19The truth was,
26:20Lucian and I had been in a cold war for weeks.
26:22It had started on the way home from the festival.
26:24If I was happy.
26:28Yes.
26:29The warmth vanished from Lucian's face.
26:32Happy about the fireworks?
26:33No.
26:34Watching you walk with her,
26:35you look like you belong together.
26:36My wish is starting to work.
26:38That made me happy.
26:39You see me with another female
26:39and that's what makes you happy?
26:41She's extraordinary.
26:42She might become the PAX Future First Luna.
26:44Of course I'm happy.
26:45Selena,
26:47I didn't know you could be so heartless.
26:49My parents had died years ago
26:51in the household where I was born into service.
26:53I had no home to return to.
26:55I'd planned to head south,
26:57find a city where no one knew my name.
26:59But the second Kaylin's and Vivian's faces
27:01floated up behind my eyes,
27:03I was on my feet,
27:04booking passage on the first river ferry south
27:07before I'd finished the thought.
27:10Property deeds.
27:12Golds, a house, a plot of land.
27:14Somewhere in the south.
27:16I tried to remember when the shaman had touched my bag.
27:19He'd had his hands on it during the send-off,
27:22but where had he gotten it?
27:23The ferry listed suddenly.
27:25I nearly went over the rail.
27:28I scrambled upright and found boots surrounding me on three sides.
27:32Then I was bound, carried ashore, and pushed into a carriage.
27:37When the blindfold came down,
27:44Vivian, smiling.
27:46I couldn't stop the bitter laugh from escaping.
27:49Briar had been right.
27:50For all the years I'd served her,
27:52and this was still where we ended up,
27:53they brought out women with strong hands to deal with me.
27:56The blows were professional and thorough.
27:59She'd grown thinner since I last saw her.
28:01The delicate elegance that had once made her untouchable
28:04now just made her look breakable.
28:06What it didn't do was protect her inside the pack.
28:10I used your body as a convenience,
28:12and you had the nerve to find your own way out.
28:15Ungrateful.
28:17Traitorous.
28:18Have you forgotten what you swore?
28:20Loyal service.
28:22Always.
28:23Loyal service.
28:24She wasn't wrong.
28:25But loyalty is a two-way bond,
28:27and she had never honored her half.
28:29Waited for the anger to burn out so I could leave.
28:32I overestimated her capacity for mercy.
28:35The first day, only the hitting.
28:37Look at me.
28:39The second day, she used silver-tipped needles on my hand.
28:43The third day, she locked me in the holding den beneath the estate.
28:47I found my parents' remains there.
28:49For a moment, just one,
28:51I genuinely wanted to stop fighting.
28:53The young guard outside pulled me up
28:54before I could follow the thought all the way.
28:56Delina, come back!
28:58Please!
28:58You saved me!
29:00Do I know you?
29:01Years ago,
29:02a bracelet went missing in the ladies' rooms.
29:04They were going to use me as the culprit.
29:06You figured out who really took it,
29:08and you bought me enough time to prove it.
29:10I kept all my fingers because of you.
29:12You're one of the kindest people I've ever known.
29:15Why is she doing this to you?
29:17Because I wasn't loyal enough.
29:20What's happening at the pack mansion?
29:22The alpha-haired?
29:24Is he truly going to bond with the regent's daughter?
29:26The matriarch is frantic.
29:28The whole bonding is off.
29:29The regent's family pulled their daughter out
29:31the night his wolf spirit nearly went dark completely.
29:34She agreed to cancel it?
29:36She's never been this close to real death before,
29:39they say she ran.
29:40Selene, please stop thinking about them.
29:42Think about yourself.
29:43You have to survive long enough to be rescued.
29:45Will you let me help you?
29:47Please help me bury my parents.
29:48Is there anything else I can do for you after that?
29:51I need you to find a small wooden box.
29:53You buried my parents.
29:55I'll carry that gratitude into whatever comes next.
29:58On the fifth evening, Vivian returned.
30:01She examined her nails, as if nothing else mattered.
30:04I could barely hold my head up.
30:06You're still alive.
30:08Heaven must want you to suffer longer.
30:10Begging me to stop?
30:12Don't bother.
30:13I wasn't begging.
30:15I was cursing her.
30:16Quietly.
30:17Steadily.
30:17The rope around my neck tightened.
30:19I let out a slow breath.
30:21Finally.
30:21A clean ending.
30:23It pulled taut.
30:24Tighter.
30:25Until the air was gone.
30:26Then, it went slack.
30:29A second cruelty?
30:30Another method?
30:31Noise poured in from every direction.
30:34Someone was calling my name.
30:35Someone was in the water.
30:36Selina.
30:37Selina.
30:38Selina.
30:38Selina.
30:43I'm sorry.
30:44I'm sorry.
30:45Please don't leave me.
30:48I was lifted.
30:49Carried.
30:50Fast.
30:51Too fast.
30:51And then I hid a cold chest and stayed there.
30:54Whoever held me dropped to their knees.
30:56Their arms locked around me like I might disappear.
31:01Lucian.
31:03Where are you?
31:04I am here.
31:06I am here.
31:06I thought I had lost you.
31:08Selina.
31:09I'm so sorry.
31:12I should have found you sooner.
31:16Lucian brought me back to the lakeside cabin.
31:19The shaman had prepared a medicinal bath.
31:21Something old.
31:22Something meant for deep wounds.
31:23Lucian washed me himself.
31:25Every new injury he found made the skin around his eyes darken.
31:29Deeper.
31:30Redder.
31:31In the blur between waking and sleep, I felt like I was drifting.
31:35Held up by careful hands in warm water.
31:38Rocking.
31:39Gently.
31:40The last thing I remembered was a soft bed rising up to catch me.
31:44And my arms closing around it.
31:47I slept for a very long time.
31:57Where's Lucian?
31:59He kept watch over you for days.
32:01I added something to his tea.
32:02He's out.
32:03Is he having an episode?
32:04His wolf spirit?
32:05He's been destroying himself since you left.
32:08His wolf didn't want to be steady.
32:09I couldn't do much.
32:11You were the only person keeping him anchored.
32:13That was never me.
32:14Don't cry.
32:15He's alive.
32:16And he won't die before 30.
32:18I made sure of that much.
32:20What happens at 30?
32:22Does the bond snap?
32:23He was always going to die early.
32:25You know this.
32:26If he weren't fated for early death, you two would never have found each other.
32:29I sat very still.
32:31Something inside me was splitting apart.
32:35Lucian woke to find me staring into nothing.
32:38What's wrong?
32:38His voice came out rough with sleep.
32:41I wiped my face.
32:42Said nothing.
32:43My fingers rested against his throat.
32:46Feeling his pulse.
32:47I'm going to kiss you.
32:49Say yes or no.
32:52You were a lot less polite the first time.
32:58His mouth was cold and his breath against mine was like a thread of warmth in a blizzard.
33:05Brief and so easy to lose.
33:09Lucian, I love you.
33:15I love you too.
33:22I never expected to fall in love with someone within such short life.
33:28Neither did I.
33:30Then the shaman came back.
33:32He returned three nights later, moving with purpose, and sat across from us.
33:37I've been doing a great deal of thinking.
33:40That's usually ominous.
33:41The curse on you.
33:43The life debt your father made with the witch clan.
33:45It was sealed with sacrifice.
33:47Specifically, the sacrifice of a wolf spirit.
33:50Sacrifice can be answered with sacrifice.
33:52Or with something equal and opposite.
33:55A bond freely chosen.
33:57A mating bond.
33:58A true one.
33:59Not a spirit bond with a corpse.
34:01A living, breathing, voluntary mating bond.
34:04Freely given, both sides willing, under the full moon.
34:07If the bond takes hold,
34:10the original sacrifice is fulfilled differently.
34:13Life for life.
34:15But instead of taking,
34:17it gives.
34:18The curse breaks.
34:20Has this worked before?
34:21I believe it will.
34:25Yes.
34:27The next few days passed in controlled chaos.
34:30The matriarch convened a pack circle.
34:32Vivian's crimes had not gone unnoticed.
34:35The poisoning of Kaylin's quartermate and the unborn pup had been confirmed.
34:39By pack law, that was grounds for exile.
34:41Vivian was removed.
34:43Quietly.
34:44Finally.
34:44The regent's daughter came to the cabin one more time.
34:47He told me at the festival, you know.
34:49The night we went to dinner.
34:50What to say?
34:52He talked about you for three hours straight without realizing it.
34:55I'm sorry I was slow to understand.
34:58Her expression unreadable.
34:59I didn't know what to say.
35:01She stepped forward and squeezed my hand once.
35:04Don't let him die.
35:05Then she was gone.
35:11Kaylin came to the cabin the night before the ritual.
35:13He stood in the doorway, and for the first time in the years I've known him, he looked genuinely lost.
35:20My brother.
35:22He's going to be alright?
35:24The shaman believes so.
35:27I never saw you.
35:29Do you know?
35:30For three years, I've actually never given you a proper look.
35:35For whatever it's worth, I'm sorry.
35:37I thought about everything I could say.
35:40What I said was,
35:43Take care of yourself, Kaylin.
35:46He nodded.
35:47Turned.
35:48Walked away.
35:49It wasn't forgiveness.
35:51Not yet.
35:53But it was a beginning.
35:55The full moon rose over the lake like a white flame.
35:58The shaman built the circle at the water's edge.
36:00Silver dust.
36:01Wolf herbs.
36:02Old fire.
36:03Lucian stood at the center.
36:05He'd refused the chair tonight.
36:07He was standing on his own, in the moonlight.
36:09And the sight of him, pale and slight, and stubbornly, impossibly upright,
36:15hit me somewhere I didn't have words for.
36:17The shaman's voice rose over the water, speaking old words in the witch clan's tongue.
36:22The language of the curse that had been turned, tonight, into something else.
36:26He looked at me with those moth-winged lashes,
36:28and that expression that always meant he'd run out of arguments,
36:31and was trying not to show how much he felt.
36:34Selene.
36:35You don't have to.
36:37I know.
36:39I might still...
36:41I know that too.
36:43Then what are you doing?
36:47The shaman's voice peaked.
36:49The circle ignited.
36:51Not fire, exactly.
36:52Something older.
36:53Silver blue, rising from the water's surface.
36:56I felt the pull of it in my chest.
36:58Not pain.
36:59Not fear.
37:00Something more like...
37:02Recognition.
37:03Lucian's hand tightened on mine.
37:05And I felt the moment it happened.
37:07A snap, deep in the core of me.
37:09Like a lock giving way.
37:10Like something that had been held closed for 30 years, finally opening.
37:15Lucian made a sound I'd never heard from him before.
37:18Not pain.
37:18The opposite of pain.
37:20He dropped to his knees in the silver circle.
37:22And his wolf, his wolf spirit, which I had never seen,
37:26which he had never been able to fully call,
37:28tore out of him with a howl that shook the lake.
37:31White.
37:32Enormous.
37:33Blazing like a comet above the water.
37:35He threw his head back and howled again.
37:37The sound broke over the forest.
37:40Over the pack mansion.
37:41Over every territory for miles.
37:44And from far away, from every direction at once,
37:47his howls began to answer.
37:49The shaman wept.
37:50I didn't realize it until I saw his shoulders shaking.
37:53Lucian's wolf settled around him like a second skin.
37:56The color returned to his face.
37:58Not the brief flush of fever, but real warmth, steady, and permanent.
38:02He touched his own hands like he was checking they were real.
38:05Then he looked at me, and his eyes,
38:08those beautiful, exhausted, fighting-to-stay-open eyes,
38:12were the clearest I'd ever seen them.
38:15Selena.
38:17Just my name.
38:18The way he said it cracked something open in me.
38:21I pressed my face against his chest and stayed there for a long, long time.
38:26His heartbeat was strong, steady, warm.
38:29Not borrowed time.
38:32Just him.
38:33The matriarch came to the lake the next morning.
38:36She took one look at Lucian, standing in the early light.
38:39No chair, no shawl.
38:41Real color in his face.
38:43And she sat down on the nearest bench and didn't move for several minutes.
38:46How?
38:47Thanks to Selena, who sacrificed herself willingly.
38:51She was a good girl.
38:53The shaman explained what had happened.
38:56Then she reached out and drew me to sit beside her, as she'd done before.
39:00What do you want?
39:02I once hoped my sister would be safe and that I could be free.
39:06But now, all I want is for Lucian to return as leader, safe and happy.
39:12It happened at the next full moon.
39:14Briar stood beside me.
39:18It's already more than enough.
39:20You have a thread.
39:21Right there.
39:22Hold.
39:24Briar.
39:25What?
39:33Lucian was waiting at the lake's edge.
39:35He'd learned to stand like he meant it.
39:37May your life together be filled with love, laughter, and happiness.
39:42May your home always be warm and your hearts always full.
39:47I had survived every single thing.
39:49And I was here, free, loved, his mate and mine.
40:00Selena, I'm not going to die.
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