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00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
00:17If I were you I wouldn't listen
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00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow we bury them
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04:23But that's why we have memories
04:26We can revisit all those times that we did have
04:32All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs, and, you know, it's like a movie.
04:38We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
04:48You know what I mean?
04:49I do.
04:52Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but...
05:31Not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:35Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You going to call or run for shovels?
05:48No, you call, I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
05:55Yep.
06:16I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factoring how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fucking school.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38It's going to have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us, okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
06:57Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:28Where'd you find cream?
07:29Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39Found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
07:52Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54They said to walk over at noon.
07:56How were they going to get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
08:01They just said it was handled.
08:04About two hours.
08:07Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the sun's position.
08:13It's alarmingly accurate.
08:18The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:23When?
08:24Tonight.
08:26Okay.
08:28They need closure, honey.
08:29They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives, and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:41He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorer's Club.
08:46Okay.
08:46Just have at the apartment.
08:50Have Corbon.
08:52Cater.
08:53They love that place.
08:54I already called.
08:56You find back, too.
09:01I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber's going to abduct me and hold me in his basement for ransom.
09:11Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking?
09:25No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some lead in that coffee.
09:49Oh, well, now you're talking.
10:13I'll give you a little more.
10:16Have a nice day.
10:17Okay.
10:34I'll give you a little bit.
11:04Of course, you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:43I'll give you a little bit.
11:46I'll give you a little bit.
11:50Okay.
11:50I'll give you a little bit.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Uh, Carmen.
12:12Sorry.
12:15Sorry, Miss.
12:18Sorry, Miss.
12:19No, it's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin, you'll ever know.
13:11Okay, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:28Watch it.
14:06Oh, my God.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot.
14:33I didn't.
14:34Uh, this one will be San's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:46We, um, this is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:55Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59And we lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us
16:07where we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17I'll be in.
16:20Uh, if anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33Do you care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:49I guess that's it then.
16:53Um, so what happens now?
16:59He'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:05That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07He has nothing to say, then say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's her point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29God damn you for taking it from us.
17:45I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11Who can blame them?
18:25I don't think they're dealing with it.
18:28I love you.
18:29I love you.
19:12Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
19:15Oh, I, I, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, roughing the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them there.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:52Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these cabins they built next
19:59door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move.
20:05What do you, what do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says, when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them.
20:17And asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:35I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:50How about some of those cookies?
20:51Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking like three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat them.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my warden.
21:37But.
21:41I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you'd get me to New York is if it seceded from the union and I was
21:52drafted into the army to take it back.
21:54Okay.
21:54You got to go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:05Sure.
22:07I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:13I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load them in a trailer and drag them all over Montana trying to
22:33win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until...
23:54Until we can.
23:55Yeah, you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify.
24:25That you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:29No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking abbey me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
25:09Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:14I'll tell you...
25:26Spend time, honey.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
26:00The plan was to spread his ashes.
26:02He was at our place in Montauk, but he never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34Do you still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um, my father had a rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:56Okay.
26:58So there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, that's, I'm, I'm getting, sorry, this is all just a setup.
27:07Yeah, I got, I got it, yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So they're standing at the pearly gates and St. Peter looks them over and he says to the
27:14first nun, this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:18And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:21So the first nun thinks about it and she says, well, I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley
27:28in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five Hail Marys.
27:35She does.
27:37Sends her out to heaven.
27:38So he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says, well, on occasion I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
27:51say ten Hail Marys.
27:53So she does, lets her into heaven.
27:55Now the third nun steps up and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground and
28:00steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her
28:09ass in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I, it's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34It's vodka soda.
28:35Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's tough in at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh yeah.
28:44Exercise.
28:44It's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
28:59I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person, what is your purpose
29:14when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacey.
29:31You're my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:44What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
30:19I'll buy the fucking book.
30:44I'll buy the fucking book.
30:49But I don't know.
30:50The house managed a modesty as well.
30:54And to move a hundred sentence to a little change which factor wavering my language.
30:57The tension is exactly where we are.
31:00Place information data that's clear to us about.
31:02Is this just a cause?
31:06Or does somebody want to be.
31:07Lovely.
31:08Glad you think this is healthy.
31:11Bye.
31:12Bye.
31:46And we're doing a charcuterie board from Ely.
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:54Pizzas are for Paul. It's the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are. You have the same look on your face,
32:10pulling out those nasty boots as an 11-year-old pulling out his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different. That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life,
32:26all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves me money.
32:31I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:52It's your little mountain mistress, the jealous type.
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know. I really want to know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there,
33:10I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy, do you ever, baby.
33:46Oh boy, I didn't know.
33:55Oh boy, I didn't know.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh. The president.
34:25Yeah. Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No. He died on another river.
34:50Actually, no. He died on a mountain.
34:55No. No river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know. That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like, tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Hmm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile?
35:42Hostile.
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet, here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making in the future.
36:12My decision-making? What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:16No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:19The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center, my soul, is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't.
37:13Then I'll leave early.
37:15And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11What you need is this.
38:13A lot of this.
38:15Not this.
38:17A lot of talking.
38:19And yelling and crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:23And often.
38:25And in time.
38:28Those memories will become fond again.
38:31They won't hurt to recall them.
38:35And you'll.
38:38Laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Will you love again?
38:44Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:50Will you ever be whole again?
38:52Will you feel like you did before you died?
38:58No.
39:00But you know that.
39:03But you will heal.
39:05If you let yourself.
39:07You will have as much life.
39:09To live.
39:10As you allow yourself.
39:16Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:26Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:38Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
39:42Seriously.
39:43Come on.
39:43Give it your best shot.
39:50You're a terrible therapist.
39:52You know that.
39:53Yeah.
39:54With that smug fucking sweater.
39:58You really like saying fuck, don't you?
40:00I know.
40:02I find it quite.
40:06Liberating at the moment.
40:08Good.
40:09Say it again.
40:11Fuck you.
40:12Are we going to do trust falls next?
40:13You fucking quack.
40:17It's a really good place to start.
40:19Come on.
40:19Keep it coming.
40:20Let's go.
40:21I'm serious.
40:27I'm thinking about it.
40:29I'm considering it.
40:32I know.
40:33I know.
40:33I know.
40:34I'm running away.
40:35Running away from my problems.
40:37This problem goes with me.
40:38So I'm not running from anything.
40:43Would I miss my daughters?
40:45Would I miss my daughters?
40:46Honestly, I don't.
40:48I don't know.
40:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
40:52You know.
40:52Live their own lives.
40:55Maybe they could move with you.
40:57I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
40:59That's what I said.
41:01My oldest daughter needs it.
41:03I actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
41:08That's not very nice.
41:10Oh, what do they teach?
41:13Sarcasm in therapy school these days?
41:16Well, if by therapy school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah.
41:19They kind of invented it there.
41:26You think I should?
41:30Not my place to say.
41:33But...
41:35I think you should consider it.
41:37And I'll tell you why.
41:39Because you are actively weighing your future.
41:42And the consequences are your choices in that future.
41:44And that's healthy.
41:45That's good for your soul.
41:46So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
41:49But you should seriously consider it.
41:52You should consider moving to Europe.
41:56Spend a year traveling.
41:57You got the financial means.
41:59No responsibilities here preventing it.
42:01You should consider everything.
42:06Wish I could have met him.
42:08Must have been a hell of a man.
42:10Because you are a hell of a woman.
42:12You know who you are and you're not ashamed of it.
42:15And this, the yelling and crying and pondering.
42:18This is what you're supposed to be doing.
42:20This is grieving.
42:22This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life.
42:25And racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it.
42:30And you will.
42:34Thank you, Phil.
42:38Oh, this has been pleasantly cathartic.
42:43I took one look at that sweater and I had very little faith in you.
42:46But you, you overcame it.
42:50Turns out, you don't suck at your job.
42:53Well, that is wildly offensive.
42:59Same time tomorrow?
43:00I'm thinking afternoon.
43:02I still got five clients and I'm pretty drunk.
43:05I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
43:08Fine.
43:09See you at happy hour.
43:41Who's your realtor?
43:42Yeah.
43:43No matter what I do, I can't stay here.
43:46Lily, I can smell him.
43:48Hold on, hold on.
43:52Is everything okay?
43:53So, um, Paige is, is, is in bed.
43:57And she won't talk and she can't stop crying and she's...
44:01Well, she's hyperventilating and I feel like I should call an ambulance, but I don't, like, I feel like that
44:05might make her worse.
44:06No, you're right. You're right. It would. I'll be there in 15 minutes. Call Abby.
44:10Okay. Okay. Calling her name.
44:38Is she in the bedroom?
44:40Yeah.
44:46Uh, do you have any sweets?
44:48Sweets?
44:49Okay, get some ice cream, Rocky Road, and buy some chocolate chips.
44:54Put three scoops in a glass of milk, put the chocolate chips on top and then just bring it to
44:59me with a spoon.
44:59That sounds, uh, disgusting to start.
45:02I wasn't asking your opinion of it, Russell.
45:09I got Rocky Road.
45:11Desperate times call for desperate measures.
45:13Grab chocolate chips, the shitty ones, like she likes.
45:16Well, looks like all we need from you is a cup, Russell. Give it to her. She knows how to
45:20make it.
45:21Got it. Okay.
45:25Hey, hey, hey, hey.
45:26Hey, it's okay, it's okay.
45:28It's okay, it's okay.
45:30It's okay, it's okay.
45:30It's okay, it's okay.
45:30Do you know what this is?
45:32This is how much you love them.
45:34And your body just doesn't know where to put all that love now.
45:37Okay, but you don't have to put it anywhere.
45:39And you don't have to stop loving someone when they're gardening.
45:42In fact, one could argue that you should love them more.
45:46And here's the sad fact of life.
45:51You will feel this way again.
45:53Yeah, when I die, when your husband dies, and your friends, and...
45:58And someday, your children will feel this way about you.
46:03Thanks, Mom. I feel so much better.
46:06I come bearing gifts.
46:08I'm not hungry.
46:09It's not food.
46:11It is a drug.
46:12It is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only your metabolism can process in a way that doesn't end
46:17up on your hips.
46:18And I hate you for it.
46:23I used to eat this when I was, like, five.
46:25No, you still act five, so...
46:31Fuck you and your bad roots.
46:33No, she's back.
46:34I don't understand it.
46:37It's the crunch with the cold and the mushy of the ice cream.
46:41Wait.
46:43The explanation doesn't sell it, Paige.
46:46No.
46:47You got her.
46:49I got her, but I cannot stay the night.
46:51I can stay the night.
47:02It was my favorite thing ever.
47:04I know.
47:06It was my favorite thing ever.
47:17Is she okay?
47:20Yeah, she will be.
47:24Is there a decent bar near here?
47:28There's a dive bar around the corner.
47:32Well, it's Soho's version of a dive bar.
47:37Hmm.
47:51What's this place called?
47:53Um, I don't know.
47:55I'm not sure it has a name.
48:10What's the name of this place?
48:12Name?
48:13Uh, people just call it the bar.
48:15Or the bar down the street, something like that.
48:18No name?
48:18Not that I'm aware of, no?
48:20What does your paycheck say?
48:22Uh, XT Enterprises LLC or some shit.
48:28Okay.
48:29So, this bar just doesn't have a name.
48:33No name.
48:34What can I get you?
48:34Oh God, I'm uh, I am not in the mood to make any decisions.
48:39Mmm.
48:40Martini?
48:41Oh, that is a cocktail and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar, so.
48:45True that.
48:46Um, how about an Irish car bomb?
48:48I have no idea what that is.
48:51Trust me.
48:51Okay.
48:52What about you?
48:53What kind of amber ales do you-
48:55That'll be two Irish car bombs.
48:57Yeah, like your style.
48:58Two Irish car bombs.
48:59I have to work in the morning.
49:00It's one drink, Russell.
49:07Oh, I didn't see that coming.
49:09Oh, gosh.
49:10Apologies, Russell.
49:13This is gonna hurt.
49:17I-
49:19Great.
49:21You gotta-
49:23Mm-hmm.
49:23Yeah, yeah.
49:32You went down the wrong pipe.
49:36I have a bad gag reflex.
49:38No, no.
49:39I'm not- I'm- I'm not laughing at that.
49:42What then?
49:44Oh, life.
49:47Uh, choices people make.
49:49Don't get me wrong.
49:51She made a good one with you.
49:55What are your dreams?
49:59Dreams?
50:00Or, you know, aspirations, might be a better word, for your life.
50:06For my daughter.
50:08I mean, what-
50:09Uh, you know, we- we just got the townhouse, so-
50:12Yeah, well, that's a purchase.
50:13Not a dream.
50:16Have you two talked about starting a family?
50:21We know Paige.
50:23She just got down to a size zero, and she worked really hard for it, so-
50:26Okay, Russell, Russell.
50:27Independent thoughts.
50:28Do you have any?
50:31Yeah, I mean, I guess I want- I want to have kids.
50:34Mm-hmm.
50:35Okay.
50:35I don't want to raise them, and I want to- I want to move out of town, you know,
50:40where
50:40they can have a normal, you know, trick-or-treat, and-and-and-and play baseball, and run out on
50:46the street, you know?
50:47Mm-hmm.
50:47No, I don't know.
50:48No, I don't know.
50:49I raised mine here.
50:51All right.
50:52Well, that would be my dream.
50:55What about when they're grown?
50:58What's the dream then?
51:00I don't know.
51:01I don't know.
51:02I-I haven't gotten that far.
51:03Yeah.
51:04Well, then you need a new dream.
51:08Honestly, I always thought of you and Creston as the dream.
51:15So did I, Russell.
51:20But that dream is over.
51:24Well, I guess we both need a new one.
51:28Yeah.
51:30Yeah.
52:06I don't know.
52:08Oh, my goodness.
52:15What about me?
52:16I'm a traitor.
52:18I'm a traitor.
52:21I'm a traitor.
52:21I'm a traitor.
52:25I'm a traitor.
52:28I tell her.
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