00:00but then it turned into like no no no you're not diapering him right no no no you're not putting
00:04enough ointment on him you're not you have to do it like this like what what school did you go
00:08to
00:08because i raised two children over time he had convinced me that i didn't know what i was doing
00:15i needed to go to him for basic things that i know but like it's like he he took over
00:21my mind
00:22and and just and gaslit me and had me convinced that i wasn't a good mother and that i had
00:27to
00:27ask him these secondary questions that i can answer on my own he was able to work from his car
00:32with his little laptop he would spend that time while working smoking all day long two to three
00:42packs of a day in the car that we put our son in it's around that time when things started
00:49getting
00:49more physical like he had pushed me in the past i couldn't tell you like a specific date or reason
00:55but like he would chase me out of the house like i'm gonna i'm gonna you know what we would
00:59argue
00:59but i never thought it was anything but work
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