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90 Day Fiance Before The 90 Days S08E19
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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Would you feel better about Michael
00:00:06if I just cut him out of my life?
00:00:09No, I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
00:00:13I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
00:00:17And I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
00:00:20We can still be friends.
00:00:23But not best friend, not that weird friendship.
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:33It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling
00:00:47than he would realize.
00:00:50And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:00:59So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02And I thought you were going to apply for me in the US.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me,
00:01:10I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:01:14One last kiss, ma'am.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing.
00:01:21And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:32Can you find a place we move in together?
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear.
00:01:37But there's no action.
00:01:39Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:01:42I believe that it will work.
00:01:44I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
00:01:47The ball's in your court.
00:01:51At this point, every penny has to go towards getting you to America.
00:01:56America, I cannot send any more money.
00:02:03Chiquette.
00:02:04Hey.
00:02:05This is very hard.
00:02:06I feel like I'm not going to see him again, even though I know I'm going to.
00:02:09I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking, what if they fall through?
00:02:15I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Please.
00:02:22Just please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish you realized that I do love her, and I do want us to be together.
00:02:36Let's get in love.
00:02:57I just feel so gross.
00:02:58I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:31I'm going to stop sharing mine then.
00:03:33Like, he just stopped sharing it.
00:03:34Literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have some tough conversations, and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:03:59I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together in the rental, and I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy, and, like, Josh was, like, disrespecting me, and I went to the bedroom,
00:04:15and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like, why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:04:27And he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room trying to pack up.
00:04:34And this morning, I just woke up, and he walked away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me?
00:04:43And then you bring the girls back and disrespect me and just then walk away.
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:58The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:02Don't f***ing tell me you f***ing love me and f***ing leave.
00:05:07Like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, I've been so apprehensive and so, like, like, my walls are up with him.
00:05:15Because, like, you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm gonna throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:32Have you slept?
00:05:33No.
00:05:34Well, at least your sleeping pattern would be perfect.
00:05:39I just need to be good.
00:05:43I'm feeling some of your hydration salts.
00:05:48How is the vibe in the apartment this morning?
00:05:50Well, it's not good vibes when you can hear Elise crying.
00:05:53Do you know what I mean?
00:05:53Any girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea having girls over on Elise's last night.
00:06:00But I try and stay out of all external problems,
00:06:03especially relationship ones to do with friends.
00:06:05It's not my business.
00:06:06So, I was working on my laptop in my room while they were fighting.
00:06:11But, no, it wasn't a good idea.
00:06:31I'm so sorry.
00:06:32I'm so sorry.
00:06:32Why are you doing this to me?
00:06:33I left the place and turned up your location and left me.
00:06:36I was angry.
00:06:37I'm upset.
00:06:37I just drove off.
00:06:38I was angry.
00:06:39Where did you go?
00:06:40I went to drive off here, up the road.
00:06:43I just had a panic attack.
00:06:44I just thought you didn't care anymore.
00:06:47Look at me.
00:06:48I'm falling apart.
00:06:50I'm sorry.
00:06:52I'm so sorry.
00:06:55All I wanted was a night with you.
00:06:57That's all I wanted.
00:06:57And you had to have those people where you disrespected me.
00:07:00I've asked you.
00:07:01I wanted a night with you.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:05I'm sorry.
00:07:06I don't want to miss a bit.
00:07:07I told you.
00:07:08This is so embarrassing.
00:07:09I told you last night in bed.
00:07:11I'm so sorry.
00:07:11I love you so much.
00:07:13Josh, stop.
00:07:14You up.
00:07:16I'm sorry.
00:07:18I need to go to the airport.
00:07:19I'm sorry.
00:07:23Last night, in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her.
00:07:26But I asked her if they could come over.
00:07:29She said, yes, that's absolutely fine.
00:07:31And then turns around and says, you know, that's not OK.
00:07:34So we just started arguing all night.
00:07:37Like, she can be very nasty.
00:07:39She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:07:41You know, you know, you don't want me anymore.
00:07:43Do you love her?
00:07:44Yeah, I do.
00:07:45And like, I do.
00:07:48I do love her.
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me?
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you.
00:08:01You just left me.
00:08:02Do I feel like I'm making you do something I want to do?
00:08:05Yeah, I walked out because I was angry.
00:08:06But I realized I just needed to calm down.
00:08:12All I want is to be alone with you.
00:08:13You look like you should have said that.
00:08:16Josh, this is crazy.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20This is going to go in circles?
00:08:21Yeah.
00:08:22This is going to go in circles.
00:08:24Let's go.
00:08:25Bye, please.
00:08:26It's been real.
00:08:29What the ?
00:08:30One minute, he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me.
00:08:35And the next minute, he puts all the blame on me.
00:08:37Like, all of it was my fault.
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts.
00:08:44One part of me is like, I'm falling in love with this man.
00:08:48At the same time, I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster of the past 12 hours.
00:08:55And I'm just confused.
00:08:57Like, I can't stay and fix this.
00:08:58I have a flight to catch.
00:09:00I have to go home.
00:09:01Like, what do I do now?
00:09:07Like, what do I do now?
00:09:31And it's the prime 100.
00:09:48Nice lit.
00:09:50It's a beautiful day.
00:09:52I'm excited for some sunshine.
00:10:01yeah but i'm sad we have price actually i have surprise you always have surprises
00:10:09today michael is sightseeing on his own so that beer con and i can spend some quality time
00:10:15together before i have to go back to the state tomorrow i'm glad beer con and i were able to
00:10:21reconcile and i don't have to cut michael out of my life but i'm literally leaving when we just
00:10:28got things back on track and i'm worried that as we go back to being long distance that
00:10:35we're only going to have more drama and more problems
00:10:39we are going somewhere that is really important for me okay you have to play too i have to play
00:10:47yeah you have to i'm sorry what am i playing soccer i'm playing soccer yeah oh really yeah you have
00:10:54to
00:10:56my first love was soccer and my last love was laura so i believe sharing the thing that
00:11:05i loved most with her is important i will play you can impress me first though by doing
00:11:15kick the ball from there to there i can do that okay i've never kicked a soccer ball in my
00:11:21life
00:11:22and it's hot as balls and i'm in jeans for crying out loud this is not at the top of
00:11:28my list of things
00:11:29to do on my last day are you ready yeah you got this i don't feel any pressure though
00:11:38holy balls
00:11:44beer con is so good at soccer it's like panty dropping good i feel like i'm fangirling over
00:11:50here and i should ask for your autograph yeah do you want some yeah actually i mean there is nothing
00:11:55wrong with watching this hot guy kick a ball around jeez oh my god
00:12:02and now you're gonna learn how to play oh my no you do it again i don't know how to
00:12:07play
00:12:08i don't even know what foot to kick the ball with doesn't matter
00:12:12it is instinct your instantly instinct kick the ball see your strong foot is your left no right
00:12:25oh god when it comes to soccer if i give her between one to five oops out the door she's
00:12:36probably
00:12:36zero but even edison tried two thousand times so i think she can score one if she tries two thousand
00:12:46times so yeah you have just one shot just one score from all the oh my god it feels really
00:12:56far
00:12:58go with the ball
00:13:12it was actually a lot of fun
00:13:14and also this has a meaning because you know you thought it was distance right yeah you didn't
00:13:23believe that you're gonna score no i did not you just scored this is what believe is
00:13:29uh if you believe something with your heart it's gonna happen yeah
00:13:36yeah and this is the same thing we have in our future we will have that distance but don't stuck
00:13:48on distance don't stuck on problems you're gonna follow your heart we'll be fine we'll have the goal
00:13:58we will score you're my love do you know what this is no give me a ring finger
00:14:16this one left one right yeah do you know why people call this ring finger no it is the only
00:14:27finger
00:14:27that you have a ring that you have a ring that goes through your heart and this is why people
00:14:37wearing rings on that finger see we have a line that bonds us we don't need rings nope all we
00:14:53need
00:14:54this is why people call this is why people call this ring finger you know this is why people
00:14:58now i'm asking you
00:15:03you wanna bond your heart with mine
00:15:08will you marry me
00:15:14Lady, I haven't been feeling well.
00:15:17I've been luscious.
00:15:21So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
00:15:30Ready for some exercise?
00:15:32No.
00:15:33It helps me cleanse my head and feel airy.
00:15:35Is that why you're blonde now?
00:15:38I was so sure of him, and now I'm just insecure.
00:15:42He's not communicating with her much.
00:15:45I wanted to find a reason why, and I did find things.
00:15:49It's not normal that he has a wife contact.
00:15:53That's not your number.
00:16:03Oh.
00:16:08So, Leky, I haven't been feeling well.
00:16:14I've been luscious.
00:16:19So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
00:16:34I'm just gonna have to wait for a few more minutes, and I guess I'm gonna see all the answers
00:16:42to my questions.
00:16:47It's been a few weeks since our renewal of vows.
00:16:52Jovon's extended his visa to stay with me longer, and she's been amazing.
00:16:58It means a lot to me that he was willing to miss work, so he could travel and make memories
00:17:05for me.
00:17:06He's actually been very helpful in caring, which makes me find him attractive.
00:17:12So, you know, we were very busy.
00:17:15Busy doing what?
00:17:16Oh, my God, like, so many sex.
00:17:20I'm going to church on the Sunday.
00:17:26Jovon.
00:17:28Boo.
00:17:30Jovon.
00:17:31What?
00:17:36Boo.
00:17:38Come here.
00:17:40I'm going to show you something.
00:17:42Thank you, Cara.
00:17:44Who wants to tell you something?
00:17:48Okay.
00:17:48Go ahead.
00:17:49Check this out.
00:17:54Is that is what I think it is?
00:17:58Yeah.
00:17:59Wow.
00:18:02Wow, boo.
00:18:06Are we about to have a baby?
00:18:09Oh, steps.
00:18:11We're pregnant.
00:18:12Hell, yeah.
00:18:14Yeah.
00:18:15Nice, boo.
00:18:16I'm very happy.
00:18:17I'm very happy, too.
00:18:19Yeah.
00:18:23Thanks, boo.
00:18:25I don't even know what to feel right now.
00:18:28Part of me is happy about it, and another part of me is like,
00:18:31holy, I'm about to be a dad.
00:18:34I'm scared as .
00:18:38I'm in shock, but I don't know why, but, you know.
00:18:41I'm not really surprised, but I'm so nervous.
00:18:45Yeah.
00:18:45You, too.
00:18:47I'm happy, though, boo.
00:18:49Oh, me, too.
00:18:50Love you.
00:18:51Love you.
00:19:02Thank you, boo, for packing my bag.
00:19:04Appreciate it.
00:19:05Mm-hmm.
00:19:08I am very happy.
00:19:09I just wasn't expecting this to happen this quickly,
00:19:14but the timing is terrible because Javon is leaving tomorrow,
00:19:20and we haven't really made any decision for the future yet.
00:19:25How do you feel?
00:19:28Bloated.
00:19:29Bloated?
00:19:30Gassy?
00:19:31Yeah.
00:19:31Oh.
00:19:32But I'm very happy.
00:19:34We have a bonus, and I'm really excited.
00:19:39You know, you always question, like, what's the meaning of my life?
00:19:43Mm.
00:19:43And now I feel like...
00:19:46You have a reason.
00:19:47I have a reason why I'm doing what I'm doing.
00:19:50You know what I mean?
00:19:51Oh, there you go.
00:19:52But a part of me feels anxious.
00:19:58Well, me too.
00:19:59Because there's a lot of things that we haven't figured out yet.
00:20:05Right now, the main focus is your health and the baby
00:20:10and getting things in order over here.
00:20:13Then once that's good,
00:20:16we will definitely look more into you coming over there.
00:20:24You know, baby alone is very expensive.
00:20:26Mm-hmm.
00:20:27You know, and then you add the visa on top of that.
00:20:32Yeah.
00:20:34But there's a lot of things you're going to be missing out.
00:20:36Like, the first appointment to the doctor.
00:20:40You got to keep me posted.
00:20:41Monthly, yeah.
00:20:42I'll keep you posted.
00:20:43I know it's not the same, but...
00:20:45I know it's not the same, but...
00:20:45It's all we have for right now, so...
00:20:51Realistically, when do you think you could come back?
00:20:55I can't give you an exact month
00:20:58because I'm not back home yet.
00:21:01But I'll be back before you even get birth.
00:21:04That I can tell you.
00:21:07Now that I'm pregnant,
00:21:09I thought he would want to work harder
00:21:13to live with me in one place together.
00:21:16But I guess I was wrong.
00:21:20I know he loves me so much,
00:21:23but I can't help but feel sad
00:21:26that I'm going through the pregnancy alone.
00:21:29Let's not worry about it too much tonight.
00:21:32We have to finish packing,
00:21:35and we have to get up kind of early.
00:21:38Okay.
00:22:01You ready for this?
00:22:03Ready for some exercise?
00:22:04No.
00:22:05No?
00:22:06It's a beautiful day.
00:22:07Come on.
00:22:08It's hot.
00:22:10This is really good for me.
00:22:12It helps me cleanse my head,
00:22:13and I really want to, you know, feel better
00:22:16and, you know, be airy and light.
00:22:20Is that why you're blonde now?
00:22:22Why, because I'm an airhead?
00:22:24Yeah.
00:22:24No, I'm not an airhead.
00:22:26What does Daniel think of your blonde hair?
00:22:29He wants an African-style braid.
00:22:32He wants braids.
00:22:33He does realize, one,
00:22:36how expensive and time-consuming that is,
00:22:39and two, you're a, um, white American.
00:22:45I know.
00:22:46Why do I have to say and be and act
00:22:49and look exactly as he chooses?
00:22:53It's hard.
00:22:54I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
00:22:58I know.
00:22:59You're working three jobs.
00:23:00You're working your ass off
00:23:02to pay off debt that you also added on for him.
00:23:07Why isn't he going out and getting another job?
00:23:10Where is his effort?
00:23:14I don't know.
00:23:15I'm just feeling different.
00:23:17I was so sure of him
00:23:21and so in love,
00:23:22and now I'm just insecure.
00:23:28When Mom first came back from Nigeria,
00:23:30she was definitely really excited.
00:23:34She was making all of these wild plans.
00:23:36She said she wanted to go back to Nigeria
00:23:38and stay for about a year,
00:23:40and then over the next couple weeks,
00:23:43she just started saying
00:23:45that he's not communicating with her much,
00:23:47and I wasn't liking the situation.
00:23:50I wanted to find if there was another reason
00:23:53why he's not communicating like he was,
00:23:56and I did find things,
00:23:59and none of them were positive things.
00:24:04It's not normal that he has four other phone numbers,
00:24:09and not even that.
00:24:11He also has a wife contact.
00:24:13That's not your number.
00:24:14No, it's weird.
00:24:16Who is this wife?
00:24:18Not you.
00:24:19You wrote her.
00:24:21She didn't deny it.
00:24:22I kept the conversation.
00:24:25Before going to Nigeria
00:24:26to show that I could trust Daniel,
00:24:29he gave me his passwords for his email account.
00:24:32Faith logged into his email
00:24:34and got his contacts.
00:24:36He has me listed as Liz Baby,
00:24:39and then he has another number listed as Wife Chat,
00:24:44and it's a Nigerian phone number.
00:24:47Faith reached out to the number
00:24:50and introduced herself and said,
00:24:52Do you know Daniel?
00:24:54I've got your number from his email,
00:24:56and you are listed as his wife.
00:24:58And the person answered back
00:25:00and said,
00:25:02So, what do you want?
00:25:03Faith pretty much told him,
00:25:05My mom is also married to Daniel.
00:25:08I'm concerned about this.
00:25:09I think we should talk about it,
00:25:11and she said,
00:25:12Lose my number.
00:25:14Who the f***ed his wife?
00:25:16And why won't she talk?
00:25:20Daniel hasn't been giving me
00:25:21the attention that he was.
00:25:24I'm not getting the good morning texts anymore.
00:25:26He hasn't been calling like he used to.
00:25:30Daniel says he loves me
00:25:32and that he's been busy,
00:25:33but I'm suspicious.
00:25:36If there is a wife out there
00:25:38and he put me through all this
00:25:40and he has a wife out there,
00:25:42what does that mean?
00:25:46It's just too much at this point, Mom.
00:25:49What is your game plan now?
00:25:51Are you still going to go there
00:25:52and marry him?
00:25:55I don't know.
00:25:56I'm going to have to confront him,
00:25:57but I'm torn, Faith.
00:25:59I go back and forth every day
00:26:00thinking about this.
00:26:02I mean, he's going to gaslight you.
00:26:04You know that.
00:26:05But you also can't deny
00:26:07physical proof.
00:26:11I know that I need to confront Daniel,
00:26:13but I am afraid that
00:26:15he's going to gaslight me,
00:26:17just like he has in Nigeria.
00:26:22This is her picture.
00:26:24Do you remember her now?
00:26:25I don't know this person.
00:26:26You do know this person.
00:26:28I don't know her.
00:26:28No, no.
00:26:28You remembered last night
00:26:30when I brought it up.
00:26:31Now all of a sudden
00:26:31you're pretending you don't know her?
00:26:33I can't remember.
00:26:37Going through this
00:26:38has been very traumatic
00:26:39and my head space
00:26:41is all over the place.
00:26:42There's proof.
00:26:43She didn't say,
00:26:44I'm not his wife.
00:26:45She didn't say,
00:26:46who are you talking to?
00:26:47That answer is everything I need.
00:26:49He can't come up
00:26:50with an excuse for that.
00:26:52It's time.
00:26:53It's time to tell Daniel
00:26:54what you have found.
00:26:56It's time to ask him
00:26:57about this wife.
00:26:58I love him
00:27:00and I miss him
00:27:02but I just feel betrayed.
00:27:05I'm mentally,
00:27:06physically,
00:27:07totally exhausted.
00:27:12I'm proud of you now.
00:27:14You know I always support you.
00:27:22Off we go.
00:27:24I still don't
00:27:25completely trust Sheena.
00:27:27I love you,
00:27:27purple bear.
00:27:29You don't need to be worried.
00:27:30She still manipulates
00:27:33better than anybody I know.
00:27:37You okay?
00:27:41I don't want you to leave me.
00:27:50I don't want you to leave me.
00:28:08I mean, words can't, you know,
00:28:10express
00:28:11how I feel
00:28:12at this moment.
00:28:15Having to leave Madagascar
00:28:17and not being able
00:28:18to say goodbye to Trish.
00:28:31I mean, it was hard
00:28:33not being able
00:28:34to be with her
00:28:36the last
00:28:37few nights
00:28:38because I still love her.
00:28:43but I know that
00:28:44it's not right or fair
00:28:47for me
00:28:50to
00:28:52not let go of the past.
00:28:56I'm really sad
00:28:58with it being
00:29:00over
00:29:01between Trish and I.
00:29:05But
00:29:06I couldn't help
00:29:08the way that I felt
00:29:09and I couldn't lie
00:29:11and say that
00:29:12I don't have any feelings
00:29:14for my ex.
00:29:19because of that
00:29:20I lost something
00:29:22that could have been
00:29:23really special.
00:29:28There was a lot of times
00:29:30when everything was good
00:29:32between us
00:29:33I was really happy
00:29:34and I see so many
00:29:35good qualities
00:29:36in Trish.
00:29:39I feel like she lights up
00:29:40the room
00:29:41you know
00:29:42when
00:29:43when she's in there
00:29:45good moods
00:29:48I feel like
00:29:49I'm like the luckiest
00:29:50man alive
00:29:51to be
00:29:54standing next to her
00:29:55holding her hand
00:30:03if my ex
00:30:05had never contacted me
00:30:11Trish and I
00:30:12would definitely
00:30:13be in a much
00:30:14much better place
00:30:17looking back
00:30:18at all these
00:30:19beautiful times
00:30:20that
00:30:20Trish and I
00:30:22shared together
00:30:23I had such high hopes
00:30:52this is making me think
00:30:55think about
00:30:55how much
00:30:56I could be missing
00:30:58and how much
00:30:59I'm going to be missing
00:31:00in the future
00:31:01with her
00:31:08mama
00:31:12this isn't how it was supposed
00:31:14to be
00:31:17and this hurts me deeply
00:31:19that it didn't work out
00:31:21cause it's hard
00:31:22I'm leaving
00:31:25with no hope
00:31:26at all
00:31:26I'm leaving with no hope
00:31:27when you're always
00:31:29on the ground
00:31:31and I know
00:31:34I could love you
00:31:38forever and the day
00:31:43it's torture
00:31:49baby
00:31:50baby
00:31:50it's hard
00:31:52harder to fall
00:31:54when you're always
00:31:58on the ground
00:32:00and I know
00:32:03I know
00:32:06I know
00:32:06I know
00:32:07I know
00:32:08I know
00:32:09I know
00:32:11Jane
00:32:11why
00:32:13why
00:32:30this is the one
00:32:31that's got all the
00:32:32stash of stuff in there
00:32:33are you allowed to have
00:32:34big bags of chips
00:32:36they're not going to like
00:32:37pop and explode
00:32:38no
00:32:38I think
00:32:39well
00:32:39the air pressure's going to be different
00:32:41they might have exploded
00:32:41confetti chips
00:32:42no
00:32:43I mean
00:32:44people take their dogs on planes
00:32:45so you don't explode
00:32:47right
00:32:48well we'll find out
00:32:57well I think we're just about there
00:32:58you guys
00:33:00oh man
00:33:01yes mom
00:33:09I can't believe that
00:33:10the time
00:33:12was Sheena's ending
00:33:13we had a lot of back and forths yesterday
00:33:15about why I have to leave today
00:33:18she was hurt
00:33:19she was upset
00:33:20she wanted me to stay
00:33:22all right
00:33:24it was the hardest choice
00:33:25I ever had to make
00:33:26saying that I need to
00:33:27leave the one I love
00:33:32oh
00:33:34okay
00:33:37big ones first
00:33:38mountain of stuff
00:33:40thank you guys
00:33:41thank you
00:33:44waking up
00:33:45this morning
00:33:46next to Forrest
00:33:47I was really sad
00:33:48because
00:33:48it's been hard enough
00:33:50to wait as long
00:33:51as I waited
00:33:52to be with him
00:33:53off we go
00:33:58it's so hard
00:33:59to let him go
00:34:00but
00:34:01his mom
00:34:01meddles too much
00:34:02so
00:34:03I don't have a choice
00:34:07I love you machine
00:34:09I love you
00:34:10papa bear
00:34:12the thing I'm gonna miss
00:34:13the most
00:34:14is waking up
00:34:15in bed beside you
00:34:16and
00:34:16you know
00:34:17having you
00:34:17cuddle the snout out of me
00:34:19on top of
00:34:20your grinding teeth
00:34:23it's a perfect
00:34:24alarm clock
00:34:25every morning
00:34:25to get up
00:34:27what I'm missing
00:34:28is the good old bear
00:34:30who loves me
00:34:31to take care of me
00:34:33who's been farting
00:34:34all night
00:34:34sometimes
00:34:35every day
00:34:35almost 24 7
00:34:37it's too good
00:34:40you're funny
00:34:40you don't need
00:34:43to be worried
00:34:44it may have taken
00:34:45seven years to get here
00:34:46but it's not gonna take
00:34:47seven years to get you
00:34:48back home
00:34:50thank you papa bear
00:34:55overall this trip
00:34:56was a wonderful
00:34:58experience
00:34:59I feel really good
00:35:00that I got to see
00:35:01Forrest happy
00:35:02and to see him
00:35:03so in love
00:35:04but I'm just
00:35:06I'm afraid
00:35:06of what the future
00:35:07is gonna bring
00:35:18truthfully
00:35:18I still don't
00:35:20completely
00:35:21trust Sheena
00:35:23here I thought
00:35:24I was coming
00:35:24to get all these
00:35:25questions answered
00:35:26no I have
00:35:27more questions
00:35:29I still
00:35:30don't have
00:35:30a full understanding
00:35:31of Sheena's
00:35:33financial
00:35:33you know
00:35:34relationship
00:35:35when it comes
00:35:35to her family
00:35:36and all of that
00:35:37she still manipulates
00:35:39better than anybody
00:35:41I know
00:35:41that's why
00:35:42I am so
00:35:43completely relieved
00:35:44that I saved
00:35:45Forrest from making
00:35:46the biggest mistake
00:35:47of his life
00:35:48I mean if he would
00:35:49have stayed here
00:35:50it would have been
00:35:51a nightmare
00:35:55which way is the gate
00:35:57right here
00:36:01well
00:36:03we're gonna go ahead
00:36:04and let you guys
00:36:05have some time
00:36:06to yourselves
00:36:06okay
00:36:09I will see you again
00:36:11it will be alright
00:36:16okay
00:36:27despite Sheena's faults
00:36:29I know that they
00:36:30really truly love
00:36:31each other
00:36:32and it hurts me
00:36:34and breaks my heart
00:36:35to know that they
00:36:36might lose that
00:36:38it's gonna be alright
00:36:39okay
00:36:41that truly is
00:36:42the hardest part
00:36:43of all of this
00:37:03are you okay
00:37:08this is not goodbye forever
00:37:10this is the beginning
00:37:15this is the beginning
00:37:16of our future
00:37:20I love you Sheena
00:37:21I love you Papa Bear
00:37:34I don't want you to leave me
00:37:37I'm sorry baby
00:37:39it's time for me to go
00:37:40but you gotta be strong
00:37:42for me okay
00:37:56I want you to have this
00:37:57until I get back okay
00:37:59little bear
00:38:00it's a guarantee
00:38:01that I'll be back for you
00:38:03okay
00:38:05I know it's not much
00:38:06but
00:38:06I love this hat
00:38:07and I love you
00:38:08and I want you to wear it
00:38:10every day alright
00:38:11I'm gonna wear that word
00:38:12because my dog's my joy
00:38:14I know it's okay
00:38:17alright
00:38:19I love you baby
00:38:20we gotta sneak one more
00:38:26before meeting Forrest
00:38:28I was afraid that
00:38:30I wouldn't find someone
00:38:32who would love me
00:38:34for what I am
00:38:36but Forrest
00:38:37opened my heart
00:38:39back again
00:38:41I just have to trust
00:38:43his promise
00:38:43that he's going
00:38:44to come back for me
00:38:46and that
00:38:47this isn't the end
00:38:48of our story
00:39:08it's heartbreaking
00:39:08saying goodbye to Sheena
00:39:12it's going to be
00:39:12the hardest thing
00:39:13I've ever done
00:39:27being with Sheena
00:39:28has propelled me
00:39:29to stop being stagnant
00:39:32and to grow up
00:39:32and start
00:39:34really making changes
00:39:35that I should have been
00:39:36doing years ago
00:39:37to ensure
00:39:38that Sheena and I
00:39:39have a life together
00:39:42this cannot be the end
00:39:50I must continue
00:39:51moving forward
00:40:03I'm gonna miss
00:40:04everything
00:40:05the good and the bad
00:40:06oh yeah
00:40:07yeah
00:40:08from arguing
00:40:09to make up sex
00:40:13I'm trying to stay
00:40:14emotionally strong
00:40:16obviously we still
00:40:17have a lot
00:40:18to work on
00:40:18but I love her
00:40:20don't cry
00:40:22and I feel like
00:40:23I'm leaving
00:40:24a piece of me behind
00:40:41I'm asking you
00:40:43you want to bond
00:40:44your heart
00:40:45to mine
00:40:51will you marry me
00:40:56of course I will
00:41:07can you believe that?
00:41:09you're getting engaged
00:41:09no it's crazy
00:41:12congratulations
00:41:13you're getting engaged
00:41:14with me
00:41:16I've never had
00:41:17an engagement string
00:41:18so
00:41:20it's very cutesy
00:41:21probably not a lot
00:41:22of people had that
00:41:25probably not
00:41:27I got everything
00:41:28I wanted
00:41:29this is a win
00:41:31here is my trophy
00:41:33oh
00:41:38who needs a ring
00:41:40I'm in my
00:41:40jeans and I
00:41:41played just football
00:41:42and I just
00:41:43got engaged
00:41:45who cares
00:41:46we don't need
00:41:47fancy boat rides
00:41:48we don't need
00:41:50anything
00:41:51only thing matters
00:41:52is I love you
00:41:54I love you too
00:41:57I am blown away
00:41:59by the fact
00:42:00that beercom
00:42:00proposed today
00:42:01it was something
00:42:03I thought was
00:42:04off the table
00:42:04as soon as
00:42:06Michael showed up
00:42:07but I think
00:42:08we've both learned
00:42:09and grown
00:42:10as individuals
00:42:11and as a couple
00:42:13and truthfully
00:42:14if I had to
00:42:16do this over
00:42:19I would have
00:42:19done it
00:42:21the exact
00:42:22same way
00:42:30I've never
00:42:31been this happy
00:42:31in my life
00:42:32that was a long
00:42:34road
00:42:34yeah it's been
00:42:35a pretty crazy
00:42:36path to this
00:42:37moment right now
00:42:38it was
00:42:40but
00:42:41all I want
00:42:42is you
00:42:44I love that
00:42:46I'm glad
00:42:48you are the best
00:42:49thing that ever
00:42:49happened to me
00:42:50you are the best
00:42:50thing that ever
00:42:51happened to me
00:42:55I never thought
00:42:57that I would
00:42:58fall in love
00:42:58again
00:42:59I always thought
00:43:00that I'm gonna
00:43:02die alone
00:43:02so I guess
00:43:05I'm not
00:43:06the distance
00:43:08could mix up
00:43:09her mind
00:43:10but she has
00:43:11red string
00:43:12so she already
00:43:15knows her soul
00:43:16is bonded to mine
00:43:22am I supposed
00:43:22to stay
00:43:23tight
00:43:23to you forever
00:43:24or do I get
00:43:25an actual ring
00:43:26okay I'm going
00:43:27to go
00:43:27about that
00:43:27you'll think
00:43:28about it
00:43:28well
00:43:29yeah
00:43:32yeah
00:43:33yeah
00:43:34yeah
00:43:37yeah
00:43:37yeah
00:43:47yeah
00:43:48yeah
00:43:49yeah
00:43:50yeah
00:43:51yeah
00:43:53yeah
00:43:53yeah
00:43:53yeah
00:43:53yeah
00:43:54yeah
00:43:54yeah
00:43:55yeah
00:43:56yeah
00:43:58yeah
00:43:58yeah
00:43:59yeah
00:43:59yeah
00:44:03Long flight today.
00:44:05Boo, these are your coins in America?
00:44:09Those are pennies.
00:44:13Javon is flying back home today,
00:44:15and I am so grateful that I got to finally spend time
00:44:19with my husband in person,
00:44:21and even more grateful that I'm having a baby.
00:44:26But, you know, like, I imagine that if I would be pregnant,
00:44:30I would be with my partner,
00:44:33that I'm not gonna go through this alone,
00:44:35and that's not what's happening.
00:44:40Boo, how are you feeling today?
00:44:43Mixed emotions. I feel okay, I guess.
00:44:47Still a little worried about leaving you.
00:44:53You know?
00:44:54I know you're coming back,
00:44:56and I'll be okay here with mama,
00:44:58but I wish you could be here.
00:45:01Yeah.
00:45:01While the baby's growing.
00:45:03Yeah.
00:45:06I don't know.
00:45:09I'm trying to stay emotionally strong,
00:45:12not just for us, but for her.
00:45:15But I definitely feel like there's a lot more pressure
00:45:19since she's pregnant,
00:45:21because we have a lot more finances to take care of,
00:45:24and it's all on my shoulders.
00:45:27Hello, mama.
00:45:29Hello.
00:45:32She packed me a lot?
00:45:33This is...
00:45:34Oh, thank you.
00:45:35Chicken adobo.
00:45:36Ah.
00:45:41I miss you.
00:45:43Miss you too.
00:45:44I know you're gonna take care of Anna when I'm gone.
00:45:52I promise her that you're gonna come back soon.
00:45:56Mm-hmm.
00:45:56For us and for the baby.
00:45:59I promise.
00:46:03Hmm.
00:46:03Okay?
00:46:15All right, mama.
00:46:17I'm gonna leave, okay?
00:46:19Aw.
00:46:21Miss you too.
00:46:22I'll let you know when I land, okay?
00:46:25Okay.
00:46:25But it's really sick,
00:46:28I'm just going to lie down the same thing.
00:46:32It's not fair to us, like,
00:46:35like,
00:46:36the broken family
00:46:38because I've been the only one.
00:46:41I've been the only one.
00:46:42Anna's been the only one.
00:46:44So my journey for them is
00:46:46one of my family,
00:46:47one of my family.
00:46:48I hope the promise of Jibon
00:46:52won't do it
00:46:53BB going
00:46:54I know one thing I'm gonna miss the food food definitely gonna miss traveling with you
00:47:23that was really fun yeah I'm gonna miss everything boo the good and the bad oh yeah yeah from arguing
00:47:31to make up sex just how much we always find a way to forgive each other
00:47:40you make all the good things bad a heavy load like that that's just what you do
00:47:55there's no one else I choose all right boo I'm gonna miss you and I love you
00:48:04I'm gonna miss this place keep me posted with the baby okay I'm gonna call you all right don't cry
00:48:20looking back on the trip and what it meant to me I've definitely learned a lot about Anna and our
00:48:28marriage as well as myself obviously we still have a lot to work on but regardless of all the issues
00:48:38I love her and I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind you know
00:48:58I feel like I learned that marriage it's not always about your happiness
00:49:06it's not always fun you have to work not just on the relationship you have to work on yourself
00:49:13individually I definitely need to work on myself a lot because I know I have you know I have some
00:49:22I need to work on my temper but it's really hard
00:49:34no matter what happens I feel totally 100% sure that I made the right decision and I can't wait
00:49:43for
00:49:43for us to be together as a family
00:49:45of all the things we've done
00:49:50from this broken world we live in
00:49:53but we need to stay and share the love we know
00:50:03rolling
00:50:03when you're ready
00:50:06tell me what happened
00:50:08I don't even know where to start
00:50:10like it was crazy
00:50:12super busy
00:50:12you
00:50:13feel
00:50:15you
00:50:18you
00:50:22you
00:50:23you
00:50:25you
00:50:45Rolling, and stick up.
00:50:48He's out.
00:50:52Zero, zero.
00:51:10Sorry.
00:51:15Sorry.
00:51:17It's, like, still so fresh, so.
00:51:21Yeah.
00:51:23All right.
00:51:23So when you're ready, tell me what happened.
00:51:32A week ago, Stig broke off of our engagement.
00:51:41And our relationship is over.
00:51:47There's so much that happened.
00:51:48I don't even know where to start.
00:51:51When I got back from Belize, he did come to see me.
00:51:55We had a great time.
00:51:57We traveled.
00:51:58We went to Vegas.
00:52:00Went to Houston and met more of his family.
00:52:02And then, once he went home, I started to really see a side of him I didn't know.
00:52:25I don't know.
00:52:26Some days he seemed, like, so serious, but then he would go missing on me all night.
00:52:33I'm not sure if he went as far as, you know, having sex with somebody else or, like, physically cheating,
00:52:39but I definitely think he was talking to other women.
00:52:44And, um, I could tell he was pulling away.
00:52:49And so then it went from, like, me basically just saying over and over, I would respect you so much
00:52:55more if you just ended things.
00:52:58Because I already know what you're out there doing.
00:53:01Just, just end things.
00:53:04It took him a while, I would say a few days, but then he finally texted me and was like,
00:53:10I can't do this.
00:53:12He blamed it all on me.
00:53:14He said he just didn't trust me.
00:53:16Like, it was crazy.
00:53:20I think he's projecting.
00:53:23He knows he did me dirty and he just is hiding from it.
00:53:35He didn't even have the decency to call me.
00:53:38Just did it over text.
00:53:45And then seconds later, he posted videos with other girls.
00:53:51I know she got little pretty friends, so more likely you're looking beautiful, so.
00:53:57God damn God!
00:53:58This time was cut.
00:54:01I need to say it's over.
00:54:06I'll try.
00:54:08I'll fight.
00:54:11Anything for closure.
00:54:14Like, I just, like, think, well, if I didn't do that, if I didn't do this, maybe if I handled
00:54:19this differently, like,
00:54:22it would have been a different outcome.
00:54:23But then it's like, I can't just dwell on that.
00:54:32Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?
00:54:44I mean, I definitely have been left with so many unanswered questions.
00:54:54Like, that's just the part that I struggle with.
00:54:58It's like all the unknown, and...
00:55:04Yeah.
00:55:05Do you think you'll ever get the answers?
00:55:09I don't know.
00:55:10Do you agree with me?
00:55:28Baby!
00:55:33You're here.
00:55:35No.
00:55:36Oh!
00:55:36You're there.
00:55:37You're here.
00:55:38Cain, why...?
00:55:52What does this mean?
00:56:01I forgot to give you this.
00:56:04Bye-bye to matching outfits before you come in here.
00:56:09Sweetheart, and we love a cuteness together.
00:56:19Thank you, baby.
00:56:21So is this why you came here?
00:56:27Yeah, and also, I want to say goodbye.
00:56:37We're going to leave, and we'll never see again.
00:56:43I'm not hoping anything from him.
00:56:46I'm not hoping he would make the right decision, like, Trisha,
00:56:50I love you.
00:56:51I'll be with you.
00:56:52I'm going to block my ex.
00:56:53I just wanted to see him.
00:56:58That's it.
00:57:01But when I see Rick at the airport,
00:57:04my heart tells me that I do still love him,
00:57:11but you cannot be with him.
00:57:17It's sad.
00:57:19I don't know what to say.
00:57:23You know I still love him.
00:57:28I still want to see you.
00:57:31What's the point?
00:57:33Do you don't forget about your ex?
00:57:36You'll never change, so why you want to still see this?
00:57:41You know that eventually I'm going to get over that.
00:57:46This is going to take time.
00:57:50I want us to work, but I don't know.
00:57:54We just...
00:57:57We can make it work, baby.
00:57:59We can make it work.
00:58:01We can make it work, baby.
00:58:06We can make it work.
00:58:23This is not easy.
00:58:25It's not.
00:58:28And nothing worth having ever is.
00:58:36We don't have to commit to anything right now,
00:58:39but let's just continue to talk.
00:58:43And see if we can work through it, okay?
00:58:53Okay.
00:58:57Okay.
00:59:02But I'm not promising you that I'm going to get back with you or whatever.
00:59:09I'll take that.
00:59:11I'll take that.
00:59:18I don't want to get hurt again, but I'm hoping that he will change
00:59:26and not having feelings for his ex anymore.
00:59:31I'm going to take the day at a time, talking with him as a friend,
00:59:38and we will see.
00:59:39That's it.
00:59:44I have to go.
00:59:46I just leave it soon.
00:59:52I love you, baby.
00:59:59I know there's many, many things that I have to do to make it up to her,
01:00:05but I'd be willing to do whatever it takes to win her back.
01:00:10Are you willing to block your ex right now?
01:00:16I mean, really, I can't block her because...
01:00:24It would be like on our times that we shared together in the past.
01:00:33But I know that for Trisha and I's relationship, I have to start, you know, making a stronger stand
01:00:42for letting it go.
01:00:45Because I still keep looking back on the feelings that we had after visiting her family and getting their approval.
01:00:54that's the feeling that's given me hope that we can get back to that place again.
01:01:05Oh, love is not lost. I am by your side.
01:01:22I feel sick to myself, man. I think I just feel so ****.
01:01:28I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
01:01:31My heart wants him. My heart cares for him. But, like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:01:39If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:01:44Can we move past that?
01:02:01I feel sick to myself, man. Like, I just feel so ****.
01:02:09It's all right. It's all right.
01:02:23Last night was so eye-opening.
01:02:28Like, I didn't come here to hang out with all your friends.
01:02:30Like, I'm a people pleaser. I try to make you happy.
01:02:34Don't say yes to please me and then have a fight with me.
01:02:36I don't have a choice. I didn't mean to.
01:02:37Don't say yes to please me when I ask you and then have a fight with me after when you
01:02:42said yes.
01:02:43Okay, then we're going to have our differences.
01:02:45But last night, you hurt my feelings. I didn't feel hurt.
01:02:47You made me feel really small and you ruined our last night.
01:02:50That is, like, I didn't, like, was it malicious or disgusting?
01:02:54Did you talk his **** about me when I went in the bedroom?
01:02:56I didn't.
01:02:57Okay. Everything that I say, you're going to type out.
01:03:01I was kind of hoping that things would cool off before, you know, we got to the airport.
01:03:05But the tension was just, you know, palpable.
01:03:09Every time we have an argument, when I try and find a resolution or apologise, you know,
01:03:14it's just, it doesn't go anywhere.
01:03:18I love her, but, like, I don't know what to do.
01:03:35I mean, like, I just can't believe you tell me you're in love with me and we're talking about, like,
01:03:46what's going to happen between us and then it's just, like, all unravelled.
01:03:54Well, look, I don't know how many times I can say I apologise for it.
01:03:57You still won't accept it on a date where we're leaving on a bad note.
01:04:01If, if, if every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:04:07It's not going to work. And I don't want that.
01:04:09You are so hot and cold with, like, how you feel.
01:04:13Yeah.
01:04:13I feel like one minute you want this and one minute you don't and you're so easy to walk away.
01:04:17Like, you just said, I'm out.
01:04:19Yeah.
01:04:19Turned off your location.
01:04:20Turned off my location.
01:04:21But, but you're minimising that. It's very erratic.
01:04:24To me, that's scary because I don't know what's going on in your head.
01:04:27That's fair. I could have handled it better.
01:04:32And I'm sorry.
01:04:34Can we move past that?
01:04:42I'm falling for you. I care about you more than you ever know.
01:04:47I wanted it to work. So mad.
01:04:52You mean everything to me. I'm going to think about you all the time.
01:04:55I'm going to think about the great times, but I don't like feeling uncertain.
01:05:01I think I'm going to be settling and, like, I can't do this.
01:05:05It's not going to work out.
01:05:10I'm sorry.
01:05:12It's fine.
01:05:15Do you understand?
01:05:19Sorry I have mothers.
01:05:32My heart wants him.
01:05:33My heart cares for him.
01:05:35But I know that I would be doing myself a day of service if I stayed with him.
01:05:42His job situation, his son's situation, his living situation.
01:05:45I genuinely feel bad and I want to take care of him.
01:05:47But it's not my job.
01:05:50Let me know you get home time.
01:05:54See ya.
01:06:02I wanted this so bad, but how can you tell me that you're in love with me and then have
01:06:07no
01:06:08reaction when I'm breaking up with you and I'm about to never see you again?
01:06:11If he really loved me and wanted to make this work, he would be fighting, right?
01:06:14Like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:06:16Like, he's just unfortunately not the guy for me.
01:06:20And, like, I came here so excited to fight love and I'm leaving alone.
01:06:33I guess it's too late to say I'm sorry if I meant to let you down.
01:06:39I'm not the type to sort of be like, no, baby, please don't.
01:06:42That's not me.
01:06:43Like, I'm not going to force someone, you know.
01:06:46I did what I could.
01:06:49I didn't do the best, but I did what I could.
01:06:51I said I'm in love with her, and it's not an exaggeration.
01:06:55But she always was hesitant.
01:06:56But I think she played with my feelings a little bit.
01:07:00Well, she was scared that she'd get hurt, so she'd cut it off first.
01:07:04I don't know.
01:07:07But it's devastating, yeah.
01:07:11She goes one way, I'll go the other way.
01:07:16I just want to let you know, I don't want to let you go.
01:07:21Maybe in another life.
01:07:22Every kiss he gave to me is in my memory, like we were meant to be.
01:07:28I can't wait to get back to Miami and see my cats, and I'm going to be okay.
01:07:33But the roots is sad.
01:07:37We did have a great connection, and I did really like him, and I do so really like him.
01:07:42I know I made the right choice, but it hurts.
01:07:48I don't want to let you go.
01:07:54Good morning.
01:07:56Good morning.
01:07:57When it comes to Michael, we have to have better boundaries.
01:08:01But I'm feeling a lot of anxiety that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:08:07You look a little bit emotional.
01:08:10Yeah.
01:08:11Yeah.
01:08:13We got engaged.
01:08:40I don't even know why I bothered putting makeup on.
01:08:42This sucks.
01:08:44It will be fun.
01:08:46I know.
01:08:47I didn't think it was going to be this hard.
01:08:50If you think about it, it's getting harder and harder.
01:08:54I know.
01:08:54I'm trying not to think about it as hard when I'm packing everything up.
01:08:59It's just hard to have spent this much time with you.
01:09:04And now I don't get.
01:09:09Today, I'm going back home.
01:09:12And it sucks to have just gotten engaged yesterday.
01:09:17And now I have to leave.
01:09:26I think it's going to be a long time before that happens.
01:09:29It could be like a year and a half.
01:09:31It's going to be a long time before that happens.
01:09:31I know.
01:09:33Everything has its price.
01:09:34I know.
01:09:36It just feels like a lot can go wrong in that time.
01:09:40But always, if you really want to be with me, if I really want to be with you, we will
01:09:48end up together.
01:09:50What if you change your mind?
01:09:51But if you change your mind, I believe in us.
01:09:58It's going to be a long time before that happens.
01:09:58Yeah, I do too.
01:10:00I don't want you to cry.
01:10:04I don't want you to cry.
01:10:07Too late.
01:10:16It's probably Michael.
01:10:20Yeah, you go get the door.
01:10:22I'll grab my bag.
01:10:23Okay.
01:10:25I know that I'm going to be an absolute emotional wreck today.
01:10:29So I'm glad Michael booked the same flight as me.
01:10:32Good morning, my good man.
01:10:34Good morning.
01:10:35How are you?
01:10:36Doing well.
01:10:37How are you?
01:10:37Yeah.
01:10:39Very good.
01:10:40So you're all packed up and ready?
01:10:42Yep.
01:10:43Good morning.
01:10:44Yeah.
01:10:44And the cab downstairs.
01:10:45Excellent.
01:10:46Excellent.
01:10:47When it comes to Michael, I'm feeling a lot of anxiety about the future of our friendship.
01:10:54There's no way we can continue to watch movies in bed and cuddle on the couch.
01:11:01We have to have better boundaries.
01:11:04It's worth it to make beer kind and feel secure in our relationship.
01:11:09But it's a little bit sad to me that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:11:18You look a little bit emotional.
01:11:20How's your last 24 hours been?
01:11:22It's been pretty good.
01:11:24It's really hard to leave.
01:11:26I can imagine.
01:11:29But yeah, I mean, I don't.
01:11:35It's just, we got engaged.
01:11:46It's funny.
01:11:48I found you engaged and here you are again.
01:11:52It's a fascinating world.
01:11:54It's very interesting.
01:11:55Cool.
01:11:57It was just so sweet and sentimental.
01:12:00Like everything he does has so much meaning, which I love.
01:12:03You know, it was great.
01:12:08Come in.
01:12:10I can't.
01:12:12There's a point.
01:12:13I can't go in.
01:12:17Are you taking too long?
01:12:20It's the best.
01:12:22In the cab?
01:12:23Okay, excellent.
01:12:25Cool.
01:12:30Well, congratulations, both of you.
01:12:32And thank you, man.
01:12:34Thanks.
01:12:34Yeah.
01:12:35I appreciate that.
01:12:36Well, we got to get going.
01:12:37Those planes don't wait.
01:12:38Yep.
01:12:41It takes time to make her mine.
01:12:46She's got all she wants and doesn't.
01:12:49So your con is still a mystery to me.
01:12:51But I mean, it did not take me long
01:12:53to figure out he's a good guy.
01:12:55Is he right for Laura?
01:12:56I mean, he's still young.
01:12:58And they just have such different lives.
01:13:00And long distance relationships are very hard to navigate.
01:13:03A lot of them end up failing.
01:13:06I don't think love is enough.
01:13:07And right now, that's what they got in my eyes.
01:13:10That's just, that's all they got.
01:13:14I know the next nine to 18 months
01:13:16are going to be difficult for you guys.
01:13:20It feels overwhelming.
01:13:24Actually, everything is overwhelming right now.
01:13:28I feel like half of my soul is leaving me.
01:13:36Oh, God, we're here.
01:13:40Our struggle just began.
01:13:43We have distance.
01:13:45We could have problems.
01:13:48But if we both want it, it will work.
01:13:52All right, buddy.
01:13:53This is where our journey ends.
01:13:55Yeah.
01:13:56It is just the beginning.
01:13:58I'll see you in the nine to 18 months, apparently.
01:14:01OK, don't say it out loud.
01:14:02It's just sad.
01:14:03All right.
01:14:04I will give you your last moments here.
01:14:06And see you on the other side, girl.
01:14:08Thanks.
01:14:09OK.
01:14:13Um, mm-mm.
01:14:15Oh, God.
01:14:16No crying.
01:14:17No crying.
01:14:19No crying.
01:14:20No, I hate this.
01:14:33We had our moments.
01:14:35I know.
01:14:37And we will still have our moments.
01:14:41Ultimately, if we are going to get married, I feel like there's so many challenges that
01:14:47BeerCon and I are going to have to face.
01:14:49This visa could take up to 18 months.
01:14:52He could get denied.
01:14:54Long-distance communication is exhausting.
01:14:57But I love him, and he loves me.
01:15:02And it's all worth it.
01:15:06Do you believe us?
01:15:07Yeah.
01:15:09I believe us, too.
01:15:11I would, too.
01:15:13I love you, too.
01:15:17Thank you for loving me.
01:15:24I will always love you.
01:15:27Always.
01:15:30This was truly the experience of a lifetime.
01:15:34And I wouldn't change it.
01:15:36All I can think is that I need more time.
01:15:38I want more time.
01:15:40And I'm out.
01:15:59How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:16:04I don't know what you're talking about.
01:16:06Faith went on your email.
01:16:08I have screenshots.
01:16:09It is true.
01:16:12And you're being real?
01:16:14I'm being real.
01:16:34Begging for your love to save me.
01:16:37You know that these thoughts keep me awake.
01:16:40You did too much damage, baby.
01:16:47Daniel's calling.
01:16:52Hello?
01:16:54Hey.
01:16:57Listen, I'm driving home from work.
01:17:00Let me give you a call right back.
01:17:04All right.
01:17:05Bye.
01:17:09Oh, good God.
01:17:12He hasn't called me.
01:17:13And now he calls me.
01:17:14And now I'm scared.
01:17:15But his voice gives me butterflies in my stomach still.
01:17:20And I'm trying to harden my heart.
01:17:22And I don't know how to do that.
01:17:24I don't know how to do that with him.
01:17:28It has been at least a week since Faith snooped into Daniel's email accounts again.
01:17:35Faith communicated with this woman that he saved in his phone as wife.
01:17:39And she didn't deny knowing Daniel.
01:17:42She didn't deny anything.
01:17:44Does he have a wife?
01:17:46Does he have kids?
01:17:47Does he have somebody else on the side?
01:17:49Was I paying for a whole second family?
01:17:52I've been so scared to talk to Daniel about any of this.
01:17:55Maybe because I don't want to face reality.
01:17:57But I know that I need to talk to him immediately and say, what the hell are you doing?
01:18:04I can't keep doing this.
01:18:06I can't keep busting my ass to get to Nigeria and get to Daniel until I find out what's going
01:18:10on.
01:18:14I can't keep doing this.
01:18:20Hey.
01:18:22Hi, beautiful.
01:18:24How are you?
01:18:27I'm fine.
01:18:28How are you doing?
01:18:29I'm okay.
01:18:31Stressed.
01:18:31It was a stressful day today.
01:18:34Oh, I'm so sorry.
01:18:36You know, I always tell you not to walk so hard.
01:18:41I'm gonna walk around a little bit.
01:18:44Hold on.
01:18:45I'm tired of sitting.
01:18:47Baby, I love your wig.
01:18:53I don't understand.
01:18:54I'm confused.
01:18:56Suddenly, he is being attentive and loving.
01:19:01Where has this been for the last two, two and a half months?
01:19:04Where has this been?
01:19:06It feels like he knows he did something wrong and he's trying to cover it up.
01:19:13So, like, why don't you ever have time to communicate with me?
01:19:19Maybe I do communicate with you, but I don't, yes, I don't communicate with you like before.
01:19:25Because, you know, we spent some weeks in Lagos.
01:19:30So, when I came back to my States, I find out that I'm having a lot of debt.
01:19:39I have a lot of debt, too, but I always make time for you.
01:19:43Yes.
01:19:44And I'm working three jobs and you're not doing anything but going to football and working one job.
01:19:50I'm so sorry.
01:19:50I'm sorry about that.
01:19:51I'm sorry.
01:19:54You're not the same Daniel that I used to talk to.
01:19:58I never changed my mind.
01:20:00I still love you.
01:20:01Nothing will ever make me to denounce the love I have for you.
01:20:05I can't do that.
01:20:08Then I have a question.
01:20:10How come in your contacts, you have me listed as Liz Baby and you have somebody listed as White?
01:20:20I don't think that's true.
01:20:22Faith went on your email.
01:20:24I have screenshots.
01:20:25It is true.
01:20:33Are you being real?
01:20:34I'm being real.
01:20:38Why do you like laying accusations on my head?
01:20:41It's not about accusations.
01:20:43Faith texted that person.
01:20:45And I have the screenshots of what she texted.
01:20:48She said, Daniel has you listed as wife.
01:20:51And she said, so what do you want of it?
01:20:56So, who is this wife?
01:21:00I don't know what you're talking about.
01:21:02Maybe you should come up with the evidence.
01:21:06I do have the evidence.
01:21:08So don't, don't, don't.
01:21:09You're not going to do this to me.
01:21:12He gaslights me all the time.
01:21:15He thinks I'm a fool because I've fallen for everything he's done.
01:21:20But not this time.
01:21:22All right, I'll send you the screenshots.
01:21:24And then I'd like to hear what you have to say.
01:21:31You have a contact that says wife.
01:21:33And you lied.
01:21:34And now you're smiling and smirking and acting like you don't care.
01:21:40I'm not playing these games anymore, Daniel.
01:21:43I loved you with everything I had.
01:21:45I was willing, I worked three jobs to get to you.
01:21:47I already made the effort to be there with you.
01:21:50And you changed.
01:21:52He's not admitting it.
01:21:54But he's not really denying it either.
01:21:57That's why he's ignoring me.
01:21:59It answers all my questions.
01:22:01Everything's answered.
01:22:02What other conclusion can I come to?
01:22:06No matter how much I love Daniel, this is the final straw.
01:22:12You have been laying accusations on my head.
01:22:14You're not even acting like you care.
01:22:16Oh, God.
01:22:18You're not caring.
01:22:19This is a joke to you.
01:22:21But I'm done.
01:22:22Once I hang up, I'm not calling back.
01:22:25And I'd like you to know that I don't want this relationship anymore.
01:22:31I want to call it a quits.
01:22:33Because you think I have a wife.
01:22:36This is so funny.
01:22:39Honestly.
01:22:40It's not funny.
01:22:41And I'm hanging up because it's not funny.
01:22:43Did you find out the number of quits?
01:22:45I'm done calling people.
01:22:46I'm done checking up on you.
01:22:47I'm done.
01:22:48Goodbye, Daniel.
01:22:49Goodbye forever.
01:22:56No, I'm not okay.
01:22:58He tried to gaslight me again.
01:23:00Again, he's trying to gaslight me.
01:23:02And again, he just showed his true self again.
01:23:12He made a fool out of me.
01:23:14And he broke my heart.
01:23:15And he used me.
01:23:20I'm not taking him back.
01:23:23I'm done.
01:23:24I can't do this anymore.
01:23:25I'm tired of being made feeling like I'm crazy.
01:23:30This marriage that I wanted more than anything in the world is over.
01:23:34There is no marriage to Daniel.
01:23:42Next time on 90 Day Fiancé, before the 90 days, the couples tell all.
01:23:48Trisha, you have a big update.
01:23:51Yes.
01:23:52Oh, Trisha.
01:23:53Oh, my God.
01:23:54Oh, my God.
01:23:55Get married.
01:23:58Molly, do you still feel like Sheena lies to you?
01:24:03Yes.
01:24:04All of the money with her family.
01:24:07Sheena changes the story daily.
01:24:09No, no, no, no.
01:24:10Her parents were asking her for money as recently as a week ago.
01:24:14That's the last time.
01:24:15Oh, my.
01:24:16Oh, I started this thinking Molly was the problem.
01:24:19And now I switched to making Sheena's the problem.
01:24:24Aviva and Stig.
01:24:25The engagement is broken off.
01:24:29Aviva got caught talking to other men.
01:24:32Somebody texted me, that guy is never going to love you like I would.
01:24:36Oh.
01:24:38Look at me right now and say that you didn't cheat.
01:24:40Oh, my God.
01:24:43Michael and I have not really seen each other since Turkey.
01:24:47Huh?
01:24:47Oh, wow.
01:24:48Yeah, because you said to me, you're on your own.
01:24:51Oh, my God.
01:24:52I was joking.
01:24:54At no point in time would I say, oh, you are such a condescending man.
01:25:01Lisa and Daniel, you're definitely not back together.
01:25:04We are broken up.
01:25:04No, no, no.
01:25:05Hold on.
01:25:06Listen, the situation now is complicated.
01:25:10She's my wife.
01:25:12What?
01:25:13I am not with you.
01:25:14You tricked me.
01:25:15Oh, no.
01:25:19Is Emma lying when she says that you two had sex?
01:25:23If I did sex with him, I would not say I did this.
01:25:26So you like to participate, but you don't want to talk about it, right?
01:25:28Because that's your religion, right?
01:25:30You're a fake Muslim.
01:25:31Oh.
01:25:33You are a fake father.
01:25:35I'm a real father, fool.
01:25:37I'm more father than you will ever be ever in your life, you piece of .
01:25:44There is something that I've been, like, upset about.
01:25:46Okay.
01:25:47I found out you tried to hook up with him.
01:25:49I really cared about a friendship with you.
01:25:51I feel like I don't know who I can, like, trust.
01:25:53I think it's very weird that you're, like, poor me.
01:25:56I'm the victim when I didn't do anything wrong.
01:25:58What is happening?
01:26:00Don't raise your voice at me.
01:26:01Don't get me mad and attack me.
01:26:02That guy's not your boyfriend.
01:26:04He's able to do whatever the he wants.
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