00:00What?
00:01Are you going to get married?
00:03Are you sure?
00:04Do you know your husband who killed you?
00:08You know what I realized?
00:10I haven't been here for a long time.
00:12When you were five,
00:13when you were lost,
00:14you mentioned something about
00:1620 years old.
00:18I know that you're going to remember
00:19your son!
00:20You're going to be one!
00:22You're going to be one!
00:30Mama!
00:32They're here for a long time.
00:36What?
00:45Oh, my God.
00:46Maybe you'll see us later.
00:49I'm so scared.
00:50Hey!
00:50What are you doing?
00:51I'm sorry for you.
00:53Don't be afraid.
00:57Who will see us here?
01:01You're going to be the same thing.
01:02Do you not miss me?
01:07Huh?
01:08You're going to be here?
01:10What is that?
01:11Look over here.
01:12I have to go!
01:14I have to go!
01:15Mom!
01:16What?
01:20What is that?
01:20Mom!
01:21What?
01:25What?
01:27Mommy!
01:28Mommy!
01:29Oh no!
01:30She's a young man!
01:33She's a young man!
01:34No, she's a young man!
01:37Stop it!
01:38You're a young man!
01:41A young man!
01:46She's a young man!
01:47Are you okay?
01:49She's good!
01:51She's a young man!
01:57Come on, come with me now.
02:04I love my mom …
02:08Dad!
02:18Dad!
02:22Dad!
02:25Mama!
02:29Yes.
02:31Are you okay?
02:39Don't forget to leave the secret.
02:40I'm great.
02:51Maybe I'll be okay.
02:54I don't want it.
02:56I'm sorry.
03:00This is your tweet.
03:02Daddy!
03:05I'm sorry, didn't you?
03:07I think you have to be in the world.
03:09I don't know.
03:41I don't know.
04:08Lizelle, may sugat ka.
04:11Huwag kang magpanggap na kakampi kita.
04:14Yan talaga tingin mo sa akin pagkatapos kumakipagsabunutan para sa'yo?
04:19Inakusahan mo yung asawa ko sa pagkawala ng estudyante ko.
04:23Ibang klase ka din talaga, Beth, no?
04:26Simula noong maging magkaibigan tayo, nakita ko kung gaano kadali sa'yo ang manghusga ng tao.
04:32Pero hindi ko alam na pati kami ni Angelo mabibiktima mo.
04:37Yan pa talaga tingin mo sa akin?
04:40Ano ba tingin mo?
04:42Napagtripan ko lang na pagbintangan si Angelo na walang dahilan?
04:46Gusto mo malaman kung bakit ko sinasabi yun?
04:51Nakita ni Erica si Louisa na gumagawa ng sulat noon.
04:55Para sa secret boyfriend niya.
04:57Tapos nakita ko yung sulat na yun na nakaipit sa scrapbook mo.
05:01Paano napunta doon yung sulat na yun?
05:04Siyempre, naiisip ko, baka si Angelo yung secret boyfriend ni Louisa.
05:09Tapos, narealize ko na nagsinungaling kayo pareho sa akin.
05:14Ang sabi mo noon, hindi kayo naging close kay Louisa.
05:17Tapos yung pala, dalawa kayong naging malapit sa kanya noong nagtabaho kayo sa Coral and Coffee.
05:22Ano? I-deny mo pare?
05:29So does, does this mean I've been trauma-responding to what happened to me when I was five years old?
05:39Pero bakit sa event na yun?
05:43Yes, nawala ako.
05:46Pero that was only for a few hours.
05:49Nahanap na Manila ko agad. It wasn't even the whole day.
05:52Even the police said na, I just wandered off.
05:57Nawala.
05:59So why?
06:01Wala naman lahat to connection, please, Scott.
06:04Sabi mo, wala kang maalala from that day.
06:10Your mind might not remember, but your body could.
06:15Like I told you before, sometimes the body holds the memory.
06:21Even when the story is missing.
06:25Pwede natin i-explore yun, Alice.
06:33Ano bang dapat ko isipin, Lizelle, ha?
06:36Hindi rin nakatulong na nung kakausapin ni Ryan si Angelo.
06:40Nakita namin siya nung umuwi na duguan yung kamay niya.
06:43Tapos may kinuha siya sa bag niya na kutsili yung duguan at sa kadamit na duguan.
06:48Tapos nakita namin na parang naguhuga siya ng katawan niya na parang may ginawa siyang mali.
06:53Eh yun yung gabi na nawala si Bianca.
06:57Kaya pwede.
06:58Tanungin mo muna yung asawa mo bago mo kuhusgahan.
07:03Nag-hike siya nung araw na yun.
07:07Pwedeng na-injure lang siya.
07:10So ngayon pati yung nangyari kay Louisa, isisisi mo sa kanya?
07:14Nasisiraan ka na ba, Beth?
07:25Nakaalala lang naman ako parang sa'yo, Lizelle.
07:28Pati kay Joshua.
07:30Ayoko lang naman na madamay kayo at masampan eh.
07:34Kayo, Lizelle, kung may alam ka...
07:54Bro, I'm sure misunderstanding lang yun.
07:58Hindi naman yung gagawin ni Nanaki kay Ms. Lizelle.
08:02Nag-dun ako.
08:03Nakita ko.
08:05Ginawa niya.
08:08Ba't niya pinahiya si Mama ng ganun?
08:10Kung galit siya, hindi sana nag-usap na lang sila.
08:14So kung nag-away ang mga nanay natin,
08:17dapat tayo din mag-aaway?
08:21Friends lang ba tayo dahil friends ang mga nanay natin?
08:24O gusto natin maging friends?
08:28Kasi ako, yung pangalawa.
08:32Kahit mag-efo pa yung mga parents natin,
08:34pra-pa rin kita.
08:39Pero, siguro,
08:41ikaw,
08:42hindi.
08:52Let's go back to what you saw during your nightmare.
08:58Ano ang nakita mo,
08:59at ano ang naramdaman mo?
09:08It's the same thing.
09:11I was in the dark.
09:15Umiiak ako.
09:18My hands were tied.
09:21Yun lang yung nakikita ko.
09:23Let's explore that space.
09:26Yung dilim kung nasan ka.
09:29Malamig ba o mainit ang hangin?
09:34It was hot.
09:38Masikip.
09:40Where was your head?
09:42Nakayga ka ba?
09:43Nakaluhod?
09:45Nakayuko?
09:47Before,
09:48I used to think I was
09:50seated inside a dark space.
09:52But now,
09:55I think I was,
09:57I was crouched.
10:01Yung tuhod ko nakadikit sa dibdib ko.
10:04Ganyan siya kasikip.
10:08Can you still fold your body
10:10like that now?
10:14What do you mean?
10:16Can you still fold your body that way?
10:20Oh.
10:24I can.
10:27I mean,
10:29I mean,
10:29not like that,
10:31but,
10:34I mean,
10:35hindi na sa ganang kasikip,
10:36pero,
10:37I guess if,
10:40if I was a kid,
10:41kaya ko.
10:47Did you say anything?
10:51May narinig ka ba?
10:54Was there another voice?
11:02Ako ko magising.
11:04Nawala yung,
11:06nawala sa pandinig ko yung,
11:08yung iyak ko.
11:11Instead,
11:12narinig ko yung,
11:14iyak ng bata.
11:22What,
11:22what does this mean?
11:25Yung iyak ba ng bata ko ba yun?
11:30Nothing's matching.
11:31Nothing's making sense.
11:33We're closer than you think, Alice.
11:36Be kind to yourself.
11:38We're getting there.
11:39I promise.
12:05I'm not here to cause any trouble.
12:07I just want to get my things
12:09and explain to Seth
12:10why I won't be staying here anymore.
12:14You're leaving?
12:15I'll be at a hotel.
12:17I'm going to wait.
12:19Wait for what?
12:21Alice is not going with you.
12:23And we're not letting you near her.
12:24I would have already reported you to the police.
12:27At dapat may restraining order ka na ngayon, no?
12:30Remember when we first met?
12:33I was panicking.
12:36But you calmed me down.
12:38I tried to hide it,
12:40but you saw through me.
12:43You saved me.
12:45You said that one day,
12:47it'll be my turn to save you.
12:50So if saving you now means stepping back
12:53and letting you figure things out,
12:56then I wait, Alice.
12:59And I'll keep waiting
13:01until you realize
13:02that I'm still me
13:04and we're still us.
13:12Alice.
13:35I'll keep waiting.
13:37You're not going to hurt your girl.
13:39That's not going to happen.
13:41I'm not going to do that.
13:43I'm going to protect you.
13:46I'm okay.
13:47If you don't know anything,
13:49I'm not going to help Ryan talk to me.
13:59We saw him on his hand,
14:01and his hand was cut off.
14:02Then he took his cut off his cut off
14:05and his cut off.
14:06Then we saw him on his face
14:09and his face was wrong.
14:11That's the night that Bianca lost.
14:13That's why you can ask your husband
14:16before you take care of me.
14:24What did we do
14:27when Bianca lost?
14:31Why?
14:32Do you have to ask?
14:33Do you need to tell
14:35that you didn't get close to her
14:36when she was in the morning?
14:39I just want to ask you
14:41if you have to ask me.
14:44We were in the house, Mama.
14:46We were watching the ML Championship
14:49on TV, right?
14:51Yes.
14:53Then you, Pax,
14:55you were outside.
14:57You were hiking.
14:58You were leaving.
15:04You were around.
15:08Really good.
15:09You were doing nothing.
15:11You were running.
15:13I was working on the auching
15:16in terms of taking care of you.
15:17I was looking for you for good time.
15:19I was going to be on vacation
15:20for the day.
15:21I didn't like you to go
15:22to beêuers
15:27because I was going to have to happen?
15:42Scott's gone. He wanted me to tell you that he's staying at La Casa de Ella.
15:48And if he can, he's going to set up with Seth. Since you don't want him around.
16:01I don't know. I don't know.
16:05I don't know.
16:09I don't know anything anymore, Beth.
16:13You know, when I was young, I thought it was a simple event.
16:24I don't know. I don't know.
16:29I don't know.
16:30I don't know.
16:31I don't know.
16:33But it doesn't mean that you're wrong with Scott.
16:35It can be more people than your husband.
16:38Beth.
16:41I don't know.
16:42It's a lot of pain.
16:43Why are we women who have abused us?
16:48We're trying to kill ourselves.
16:49We're trying to kill ourselves.
16:50We're calling ourselves.
16:52We're calling ourselves.
16:55And you, Alice.
16:56Why did you say to us?
16:58How do we protect you if you have all of us?
17:12And why would I tell you anything?
17:14Hmm?
17:15Look.
17:16You know, you know what you're doing.
17:20You're trying to kill yourself.
17:20You're trying to kill yourself.
17:21So tell me, Beth, why in the world would I tell you anything?
17:42I don't need this.
17:44I don't need this.
17:44We sit.
17:52When you were five?
17:53Yes, Ma.
17:54Yes, Ma.
17:55I have no idea.
17:55If I'm not gone.
18:00I'm in the middle of it.
18:03We could just live 100 people.
18:05We are 100 people.
18:07Just a moment, kid.
18:09What, gee?
18:23Get out of the way!
18:23Alice!
18:24Alice, no!
18:26We've been looking for a few hours until I saw you cry from a lot of people.
18:32Alice!
18:34That was it?
18:36Did you know the other people?
18:38Like, was I injured?
18:41Were there any signs that I could get to me?
18:45No, can you ask that?
18:48Ma, please.
18:50Please.
18:57I don't remember anything, Ma.
18:58You didn't say anything.
19:00You saw a little pain and you were dead.
19:04Maybe you were dead while you were dead.
19:09The police said,
19:11you were close to me until you saw me in the lottery.
19:16That's all.
19:17Why can't I remember?
19:19I don't remember anything, Ma.
19:22You didn't find that weird at all?
19:25Of course we did.
19:26We were worried about that.
19:36You were dead.
19:38But...
19:38I don't know.
19:39I can't wait.
19:44I can't wait.
19:45I can't wait.
19:49I can't wait.
19:52But I can't wait.
19:53I can't wait.
19:55I can't wait.
20:03I don't want to go back to the clinic, but you didn't want to go back to the doctor.
20:08You don't want to see your dad, you're going to be hard.
20:13So eventually, we decided to go back to the doctor.
20:20Especially if you're okay, you're going to stay in your bedroom.
20:24You don't want to go back to the doctor if you don't see us.
20:29You've already returned.
20:34Why did you bring this up?
20:38Do you have a problem, Alice?
20:42Nothing. There's no problem.
20:47I just remembered.
20:53That's so good.
20:56Don't even think about that, okay?
20:58Just focus on your family.
21:00I saw Scott's photos of your family.
21:04You all look so good together.
21:05What does that mean?
21:08You're trying to get better, right?
21:10You all look so good.
21:22So, I asked him if he was a child.
21:26They said, it's just a runaway case.
21:32But I asked him about the family.
21:34They said,
21:36they're not going to have a relationship with Bianca.
21:39I'm married again.
21:42So, there's no similarity to Luisa's case?
22:10You're not that I'm thinking about this.
22:13What I mean by Alice.
22:15You're right, aren't you?
22:18That's not that I'm thinking about your father.
22:18You're not that you're thinking about?
22:19I mean, you're no doubt about your father.
22:19That's not sure how you feel about Louisa's mind.
22:19I'm going to sleep.
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