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00:05Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here
00:11There's a spot marked on a map
00:13I know the spot
00:15I can't remember his face
00:17If I were you, I wouldn't listen
00:20Plank
00:22Jesus fuck
00:24Hold on
00:24Right
00:26Stay, stay
00:27Oh my god
00:30I'm gonna die
00:33As much as I like sitting here
00:34It hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you
00:38I feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby, if I were you
00:42I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one
00:45They're not making any more men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happy this room became
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow, we bury them
01:02Cause I could breathe here
01:15Just like you know
01:17Let him feel free
01:18I don't know
01:18Maybe I'm worried about you
01:23That one
01:27Did you know
01:28If you know
01:28If you know
01:28I'll never make that
01:29You know
01:30You know
01:31You like
02:32That's an elk trap right there.
02:34Oh.
02:35Oh.
02:36Look, there's another one.
02:38No, that's a moose.
02:41How can you tell the difference?
02:43If you spend enough time tracking, you just know.
02:47Oh.
02:50So, do you have any questions about today?
02:55Like what?
02:57I don't know.
02:58Asking you.
03:00Well, you're going to bury them.
03:02We are.
03:03Then what happens?
03:07Then they return to the land.
03:11And their bodies become a part of it.
03:15And their souls, too, I guess.
03:19They don't go to heaven?
03:22I think this is their heaven.
03:27Heaven is...
03:29Oh, how do I explain this?
03:31Our teacher says there is no heaven.
03:33I don't know if you've already figured this out, but do not believe everything your teacher says.
03:36Heaven is your perfect place.
03:43For some, it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains.
03:49And others, it's these mountains.
03:54Does that make sense?
03:57And Grandpa's heaven is here?
04:00I think so.
04:02But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
04:07Well, his heaven isn't mine.
04:11And I can't see him.
04:13And I can't talk to him.
04:16And I can't hug him.
04:17And he can't hug me.
04:18And I miss that.
04:21Yeah.
04:21I miss it, too.
04:24But that's why we have memories.
04:27We can revisit all those times that we did have.
04:32All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs.
04:36And, you know, it's like a movie.
04:38We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
04:48You know what I mean?
04:49I do.
04:52Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but I'm not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinstead still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48You call, I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
05:55Yeah.
06:15I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factoring how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fuck.
06:34It's cool.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38This is going to have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us.
06:47Okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
06:57Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:19Hey.
07:20Hey.
07:28Where'd you find cream?
07:29Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I got to say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39Found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
07:52Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54He said to walk over at noon.
07:56How are they going to get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
08:01I just said it was handled.
08:05About two hours.
08:07Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the son's position.
08:13It's alarmingly accurate.
08:18The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:22When?
08:24Tonight.
08:25Oh.
08:26Okay.
08:27They need closure, honey.
08:29They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives, and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:41He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorer's Club.
08:46Okay, just...
08:48How about the apartment?
08:50Have Corbon.
08:52Cater.
08:53He loved that place.
08:55I already called.
08:57You fine back, too.
09:02I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber is going to abduct me
09:08and hold me in his basement for ransom.
09:11Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking?
09:25No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some lead in that coffee.
09:49Ah, well, now you're talking.
10:04I'm going to go get some more.
10:16Not bad.
10:17Okay.
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:18Okay, girls?
11:23And Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08I'm coming.
12:12It's all right.
12:15It's all right.
12:18It's all right, Miss.
12:19It's all right.
12:19It's all right.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin.
12:28You'll never know.
12:30Yeah, so you're at my right.
12:34I am.
12:46It's all right.
13:11Hey, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:50Watch your hand.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot.
14:33I didn't.
14:34Uh, this one will be San's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:46We, um, this is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:55Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:41They are no longer men, they are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and
15:51nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17I'll be in.
16:20If anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:50I guess that's it, then.
16:53Um.
16:56So, what happens now?
16:58We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it? That's it? That's it?
17:07He has no silence say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say. What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's her point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29God damn you for taking it from us.
17:45But I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:10I don't know who can blame them.
18:25I don't know who can blame them.
19:12Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
19:15Oh, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, rough in the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:52Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these cabins they built next
19:59door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move.
20:05What do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them and asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile, too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:35I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:41Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:49How about some of those cookies?
20:52Ah, good choice.
20:54I was thinking like three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat them.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York is if it seceded from the Union and I was
21:52drafted
21:52into the Army to take it back.
21:54Okay, you gotta go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:05Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:20I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load them in a trailer and drag them all over Montana
22:32trying to win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39Look, I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings, ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls to the same parts for Christmas, Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48So can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until we can?
23:55Yeah, you city girls, you spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yeah, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify.
24:25That you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:29We aren't together.
24:30No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Don't fucking abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:47Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:49When did your father die?
25:50When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
26:00The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but he never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:15Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um...
26:40My father had a rather warped sense of humor.
26:44At this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Mm-hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:54Um...
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no.
27:05That's...
27:05I'm getting...
27:06Sorry, this is all just the setup.
27:07Yeah, I got it.
27:08Yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates.
27:11And St. Peter looks them over.
27:13And he says to the first nun,
27:15This is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it.
27:24And she says,
27:25Well...
27:26I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says,
27:30Well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say,
27:34Five Hail Mary.
27:35She does.
27:37Sends her off to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun and asks her the same thing.
27:41She says,
27:41Well, on occasion, I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head.
27:49Tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water.
27:52Say, ten Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does.
27:54Let's her into heaven.
27:55Now, the third nun steps up.
27:57And the fourth nun grabs her,
27:59throws her to the ground,
28:00and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says,
28:03What on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says,
28:06I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl
28:08before that bitch puts her ass in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19That was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I...
28:25It's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem
28:28seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Vodka soda.
28:35Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine,
28:41if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise.
28:44It's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
28:59I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life
29:08to gaining the attention of one person,
29:13what is your purpose when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You are my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:39Speaking to someone who can look at the situation
29:41with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:44What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says,
29:48I'll buy the fucking book.
30:19I don't know what the book on death says,
30:20I don't know what the book on death says.
30:21I don't know what the book on death says.
30:21I don't know what the book on death says.
30:22I don't know what the book on death says.
30:22I don't know what the book on death says.
30:23I don't know what the book on death says.
30:25I don't know what the book on death says.
30:25I don't know what the book on death says.
30:26I don't know what the book on death says.
30:27I don't know what the book on death says.
30:27I don't know what the book on death says.
30:32I don't know what the book on death says.
30:34I don't know what the book on death says.
32:05Oh, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face, pulling out those nasty boots as an 11-year-old pulling
32:12out his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh, love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves
32:31me money.
32:32I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:37That almost makes sense.
32:39It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:46Okay.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:52Is your little mountain mistress the jealous type?
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know.
33:00I really want to know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh, boy.
33:21Do you ever, baby.
33:42There's no actual realm.
33:43There's no agent.
33:43I don't know.
33:51I don't know.
33:51I don't know.
33:51You know, I don't know.
34:14oh madison avenue how did they get the name do you think
34:22i always assumed james madison oh the president yeah of course that would make sense
34:29i suppose they named the madison river after him as well where's the madison river montana
34:39where your husband spent time
34:45is that where he died no he died on another river actually
34:51no he died on a mountain no no river involved at all
35:03how do you feel when you tell me that how do you think i feel
35:08i don't presume to know that's why i asked
35:11isn't that your job
35:14like tell me how i feel
35:17my job is to help you understand how you feel
35:21more so my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit
35:33and how would you describe my present behavior
35:39hostile
35:42hostile
35:43mistrusting
35:45which i understand
35:48you don't know me
35:51and yet here you are in theory willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings
36:01trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors
36:08to guide your decision making in the future
36:11my decision making what what decisions are we questioning
36:15i'm not questioning anything
36:16no you are the one who said it
36:18my husband died
36:19the love of my life
36:22the father of my children
36:24my center
36:25my soul
36:26is gone
36:29if you by chance
36:30have happened upon
36:32any information
36:33that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my eyes out with a fucking spoon
36:40to get rid of the pain i sure would appreciate that
36:46but i do not need you staring at me like i'm some bored housewife
36:50trying to justify her affair with her fucking tennis coach
36:54i know those women
36:55plenty of them
36:56i am not one of them
36:59i
37:01am hurting
37:03and i would like some help
37:06with that
37:08if you can
37:09if you can't
37:13then i'll leave early
37:16and you can keep the fucking change
37:25you care for a drink
37:29i would love one
37:38don't normally do this
37:40spend most of my time
37:42convincing my clients
37:43not to self-medicate
37:47don't mind whiskey
37:48i don't give a shit
37:49what it is
38:11what you need is this
38:12a lot of this
38:15a lot of this
38:16not this
38:17a lot of talking
38:19and yelling
38:20and crying
38:21a lot of it
38:22and often
38:25and in time
38:28those memories will become fond again
38:31they won't hurt to recall them
38:35and you'll
38:38laugh
38:41will you love again
38:43maybe
38:45i don't have any idea if that's something you want
38:50will you ever be whole again
38:51will you feel
38:53like you did before you died
38:58no
39:01but you know that
39:03but you will
39:04heal
39:05if you let yourself
39:07you will have as much life
39:08to live
39:10as you allow yourself
39:15or you'll have none
39:20you'll have no life
39:26does that make sense
39:30yeah
39:33okay
39:38why don't you finish your drink
39:39and let me have it
39:42seriously
39:43come on
39:43give it your best shot
39:50you're a terrible therapist
39:52you know that
39:52yeah
39:53with that
39:54smug fucking sweater
39:58you really like saying fuck don't you
40:00i know
40:02i find it quite
40:05liberating at the moment
40:08good
40:08say it again
40:11fuck you
40:12are we gonna do trust falls next
40:13you fucking quack
40:17it's a really good place to start
40:19come on
40:19keep it coming
40:20let's go
40:21i'm serious
40:27i'm
40:28thinking about it
40:29i'm considering it
40:32i know
40:32i know
40:33i know
40:33i'm running away
40:34running away from my problems
40:37this problem goes with me
40:38so i'm not
40:39running from anything
40:43would i miss my daughters
40:46honestly i don't
40:48i don't know
40:49and part of me thinks it would be better
40:51for them
40:52you know
40:52live their own lives
40:54maybe they could move with you
40:57i mean it doesn't sound like
40:58either of them are bound to the city
40:59that's what i said
41:01my oldest daughter needs it
41:03i
41:05actually threatened to cut her off
41:07if she didn't
41:08that's not very nice
41:10oh what do they teach
41:13sarcasm
41:13and therapy school
41:14these days
41:16well if by therapist school
41:18you mean dartmouth
41:19then yeah
41:19they kind of invented it there
41:26you think i should
41:30not my place to say
41:31but
41:35i think you should consider it
41:37and i'll tell you why
41:39because you are actively weighing your future
41:42and the consequences are your choices in that future
41:44and that's healthy
41:45that's good for your soul
41:46so whether you actually do it
41:47is irrelevant
41:49but you should seriously consider it
41:51you should consider
41:54moving to europe
41:55spend a year traveling
41:57you got the financial means
41:59no responsibilities here preventing it
42:01you should consider
42:03everything
42:06wish i could have met him
42:08must have been a hell of a man
42:10because you are a hell of a woman
42:12you know who you are
42:13and you're not ashamed of it
42:14and this
42:16yelling and crying and pondering
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing
42:20this is grieving
42:22this is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it
42:29and you will
42:34thank you phil
42:38wow this has been
42:41pleasantly cathartic
42:43i took one look at that sweater
42:45and i had very little faith in you
42:46but you
42:48you overcame it
42:49turns out you don't suck at your job
42:53well that
42:55is wildly offensive
42:57thank you
42:59same time tomorrow
43:00i'm thinking afternoon
43:02i still got five clients
43:04and i'm pretty drunk
43:05i think you are a client to end the day with
43:07not begin one
43:08fine
43:09see you at happy hour
43:10thank you
43:37thank you
43:40who's your realtor yeah no matter what I do I can't stay here Lily I can smell
43:47him hold on hold on is everything okay so um pages is is in bed and she won't
43:58talk and she can't stop crying and she's well she's hyperventilating and I feel
44:02like I should call an ambulance but I don't like I feel like that might make
44:06her worse you're right you're right it would I'll be there in 15 minutes call
44:09Abby okay calling her now
44:38is she in the bedroom yeah
44:46do you have any sweets sweets okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate chips
44:53put three scoops in a glass of milk put the chocolate chips on top in and then just bring
44:58it to me with a spoon that sounds disgusting I wasn't asking your opinion of it Russell
45:09I got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures grab chocolate chips
45:14shitty ones like she likes well looks like all we need from you is a cup Russell give
45:19it to her she knows how to make it got it okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay
45:29you know what this is how much you love them and your body just doesn't know where to put all
45:36that love now okay but you don't have to put it anywhere and you don't have to stop loving someone
45:41when they're gone in fact one could argue that you should love them more and here's the sad fact of
45:49life
45:51you will feel this way again yeah when I die when your husband dies and your friends and and someday
45:59your children will feel this way about you
46:03thanks mom I feel so much better I come bearing gifts I'm not hungry it's not food it is a
46:11drug it is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only your metabolism can process in a way that doesn't
46:17end up on your hips and I hate you for it
46:23I used to eat this when I was like five no I used to lack five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots no she's back I don't understand it it's the crunch with the cold and
46:40a mushy of the ice cream
46:41the explanation doesn't sell it page no you got her I got her but I cannot stay the night I
46:51can stay the night
47:02it was my favorite thing ever I know
47:17she okay
47:20yeah she will be
47:24is there a decent bar near here
47:27um there's a there's a dive bar around the corner
47:33well Soho's version of a dive bar
47:37hmm
47:51what's this place called
47:54um I don't know I'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place
48:12name uh people just call it the bar or the bar down the street something like that
48:17no name
48:18not that I'm aware of no
48:20what does your paycheck say
48:21uh XT Enterprises LLC or some shit
48:28okay so bar just doesn't have a name
48:33no name
48:33what can I get you
48:34oh god I'm uh I am not in the mood to make any decisions
48:40martini
48:41uh that is a cocktail and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar so
48:45true that uh how about an Irish car bomb
48:48I have no idea what that is
48:50trust me
48:51okay
48:52what about you
48:53what kind of amber ales do you
48:55that'll be two Irish car bombs
48:56yeah make your style
48:57two Irish car bombs
48:58I have to work in the morning
49:00it's one drink Russell
49:07oh I didn't see that coming
49:09oh gosh apologies
49:12Russell
49:14this is gonna hurt
49:19great
49:21you gotta
49:22yeah
49:23yeah
49:32it went down the wrong pipe
49:35I have a bad gag reflex
49:38no no I'm not I'm I'm not laughing at that
49:41what then
49:44what then
49:44oh life
49:47choices people make
49:49don't get me wrong
49:51she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams
50:00or aspirations
50:03might be a better word
50:04for your life
50:06for my daughter
50:08I mean what
50:09uh you know
50:09we we just got the townhouse
50:11so
50:11yeah well that's a purchase
50:13not a dream
50:16have you two
50:18talked about starting a family
50:21you know page
50:22she just got down to a size zero
50:24and she worked really hard for it
50:26Russell Russell
50:26independent thoughts
50:27do you have any
50:31yeah I mean I guess I want
50:32I want to have kids
50:34mm-hmm
50:35okay
50:35I don't want to raise them
50:36and I want to
50:38I want to move out of town
50:39you know where they can have a normal
50:41you know trick-or-treat
50:43and and
50:43and
50:44play baseball
50:45and run out on the street
50:46you know
50:47no I don't know
50:48no I don't know
50:49I raised mine here
50:51all right
50:52well that would be my dream
50:55what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then
50:59I don't know
51:01I don't know
51:02I haven't gotten that far
51:03yeah well
51:04then you need a new dream
51:08honestly I always thought of you
51:09and Creston as the dream
51:15so did I Russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well I guess we both need a new one
51:28yeah
51:30yeah
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