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00:24:30I really tried, I tried to give you everything, but I don't, I, I can't, you're not giving
00:24:43me what I need, and I am ready, I'm ready to move on, so, I'm, this is me breaking up
00:24:56with you, so, I just, I don't want to see you when you get home, I, I just want you
00:25:08to leave
00:25:09me alone, okay, and we'll figure it out, we'll figure out logistics this week, but I just
00:25:17don't want you to talk to me, it's, it's over, I don't want you to argue with me,
00:25:28just, just, just leave me in the bedroom, I will stay there, um, while you're in the
00:25:35house, okay?
00:25:40When was the last time we drank like this?
00:25:44Penland.
00:25:45Penland dorms, yeah, yeah, yeah, remember you used to always try and duck me back in the
00:25:50day?
00:25:51I don't remember shit from that, but what you mean, though, for real?
00:25:55Like, you'd always make some excuse not to kick it.
00:25:59Bro, I was just busy, don't take it personal.
00:26:03Not so busy now, huh?
00:26:06I'm as busy as you.
00:26:09No, I can't believe I booked that shit.
00:26:13That, uh, that Hellaride commercial?
00:26:16Yeah, man.
00:26:18It's fucking huge, dude.
00:26:19It's just what I needed.
00:26:22Caso would really be on some divine intervention shit, you know?
00:26:29Aren't you happy for me?
00:26:33Yeah, of course I'm happy for you, bro.
00:26:36Caso would be making it happen.
00:26:38Working his magic.
00:26:43It's Caso, right?
00:26:48Whatever, man.
00:26:52I just feel so alone right now.
00:26:58Everybody that I had in my corner, I'm fucking it up.
00:27:06I mean, with Caso, as much as he fucking sucks, I shouldn't have trashed him.
00:27:15I mean, he does shit.
00:27:16He makes shit happen.
00:27:16Look what he, he got Edgar a job.
00:27:19You know.
00:27:24And then with Sasha, it's like, at one point, I mean, we wrote everything together.
00:27:32I mean, she felt like my muse at some points, you know?
00:27:36Even though she was way more than that.
00:27:39How are things going with you and Sasha?
00:27:42It's fucked.
00:27:45I think about her all the time.
00:27:49But I hate that we still live together.
00:27:53You have total control over that situation.
00:27:57And could change it now, if you wanted.
00:28:00Yeah, I know.
00:28:01I know.
00:28:04But, me and her, we used to just...
00:28:09We used to have so many inside jokes together that...
00:28:12It was like we had our own language with each other.
00:28:19You know, it was like...
00:28:22It was undeniable, our chemistry.
00:28:27But now, I mean, so much of that was me, you know?
00:28:32It's very common to feel like you've lost a part of yourself after a serious relationship.
00:28:41It's how it feels sometimes, for sure.
00:28:48Maybe that's why I'm fucking crazy, huh?
00:28:58How do you feel?
00:28:59How do you feel?
00:29:14Yes.
00:29:15I'm almost ready for my next client.
00:29:18Send them up in about five minutes.
00:29:42Oh, my God.
00:29:43What the fuck?
00:29:51Hey.
00:29:53Hey.
00:29:54Come on in.
00:29:56Okay.
00:30:06So, this is a new spot, huh?
00:30:07Yep.
00:30:08Just finishing some details up, but...
00:30:11This is it.
00:30:14What do you got there?
00:30:17Oh, uh...
00:30:18A little Prosecco.
00:30:19Want to open it?
00:30:21No.
00:30:22I thought you wanted to save it for dinner.
00:30:24Yeah, honestly, I don't think I'm going to have time for dinner.
00:30:49You really went all out, huh?
00:30:51All out where?
00:30:54Literally, like, everything.
00:31:02What's on your head?
00:31:05What is that behind me?
00:31:09I mean, look at you.
00:31:11You're completely different.
00:31:15Gabe.
00:31:18Gabe.
00:31:22Gabe.
00:31:22What?
00:31:24I've always been like this.
00:31:28Oh!
00:31:29There's my date.
00:31:31I'm going to have to kick you out.
00:31:58Let's start working on a Pornnex, actually.
00:32:01Hey, Casso's buddy got us a job, started doing some web series in his garage and shooting
00:32:08the stuff himself.
00:32:09Oh, how was that?
00:32:11Well, honestly, I did all the work, Casso just fucking jerked off to you.
00:32:15How was the money?
00:32:18I can tell you.
00:32:19He screwed me out of that, too.
00:32:21You know, let's talk about your new movie.
00:32:24Which movie?
00:32:25Uh, O.G.E.O.G.
00:32:27That's my title.
00:32:28Yeah, the, uh, maybe what, talk about it, tell us anything about it?
00:32:35Fuck!
00:32:36Hi, Sasha-jaan.
00:32:37Hope everything is good.
00:32:39I wanted to see what was with Pasha's name.
00:32:42Wine class.
00:32:44I love to hear from you.
00:32:46Bye.
00:33:01Did you pack up my slate?
00:33:04No.
00:33:12Okay.
00:33:13Sure.
00:33:32Yep, that's wine.
00:33:37My first class is next week.
00:33:40What?
00:33:42I'm training to be a sommelier. It's my new thing.
00:33:46So what, you're going to be like a professional alcoholic?
00:33:51I'm just kidding.
00:33:52But I'm definitely interested in hearing your Paul Giamatti monologue on how you're so fragile and you're so delicate like
00:33:57a piano noir great.
00:34:04Why do you like that movie so much?
00:34:10Why do you like that movie so much?
00:34:15You know, because it's sad. Like me.
00:34:20Hey, Kosto.
00:34:21I am not calling you, Gabe, to yell at you for what you did on that show again.
00:34:28But I am calling you to yell at what you did at that show again.
00:34:34And this will be the last time we talk about this, okay?
00:34:37I usually don't overreact to shit, but you gave it your special to me.
00:34:41We came up together.
00:34:42And it hurts me to think that you don't realize that.
00:34:46I feel so disrespected, even if it's this minor thing.
00:34:52Now, I am helping you in this fucking hopeless, shithole, nepotistic, rich kid industry.
00:34:57You know it. I know it.
00:34:58And you're beyond lucky to even think of having a fucking chance.
00:35:03You know how many people we know that gave up and now work as fucking real estate agents.
00:35:07You want that? No.
00:35:09No.
00:35:10You know, and Edgar, Edgar would never do this to me.
00:35:14No.
00:35:14No, he is going places that he gets what I'm doing for him.
00:35:16He would never do that.
00:35:18Maybe he should be more like Edgar.
00:35:19He would never fucking get drunk and clown on me.
00:35:22No, it doesn't matter how small or insignificant that platform was.
00:35:29Just be more like Edgar.
00:35:35What's up, son, Rick?
00:35:37What's up, fool?
00:35:39What the fuck are you here, dude?
00:35:42Get me the fuck out of here.
00:35:45You all right, bro? What happened back there?
00:35:48Why are you doing that?
00:35:50Dude, that app always fucks people up.
00:36:00Fucks people up.
00:36:02Why?
00:36:07Well, remember that podcast you set me up with?
00:36:10Yeah.
00:36:11I may or may not have gotten a little too drunk and trashed and all that.
00:36:18But, like, look, he has a right to be mad for sure, but...
00:36:22He's just, like, holding that shit over my head.
00:36:25It's not cool, bro, it's toxic.
00:36:27I mean, bro, was that maybe an opportunity you had?
00:36:30To talk him up and put him in a positive light, the way he does see you all the time?
00:36:34Man, if you could even call it that.
00:36:36Okay.
00:36:37King?
00:36:38The way I see it, there are two kinds of people in this world.
00:36:43Kings.
00:36:44Mm-hmm.
00:36:45And kingmakers.
00:36:46Mm-hmm.
00:36:47You just gotta play your position.
00:36:50Thanks for calling me a king, okay?
00:36:53But isn't that shit, like, inherited?
00:36:57It's made too full.
00:36:58Caso's making it.
00:37:00He's making you.
00:37:04Man, what if I don't want to be a king?
00:37:06You ain't got no choice, man.
00:37:17It feels like I'm stuck in this, like, purgatorial career, whatever way you want to call that shit.
00:37:23It feels like more of a curse than a career to me.
00:37:25Okay, being cursed with something like that, like that, is not a curse.
00:37:31It's a gift, man.
00:37:33Your mindset is everything.
00:37:36Mindset is grindset.
00:37:42Teach the fuck.
00:37:43That was dope.
00:37:44That was dope.
00:37:45All right.
00:37:49Oh.
00:37:51You ready?
00:37:52Yep.
00:37:53Good.
00:37:56Always approach from the right, then work your way clockwise when taking orders.
00:38:03All right.
00:38:09That's for you.
00:38:22Now, quiz time.
00:38:25What can you tell from the forward notes?
00:38:28Um, pH level of the soil.
00:38:33Lower suggests fruitier forward notes.
00:38:38Good girl.
00:38:43I hate that our names rhyme.
00:38:47It's cute.
00:38:48It's like we're kind of twinning, no?
00:38:51No, it's more like we sound like we're related.
00:38:54Wouldn't have a surprise.
00:38:55I mean, our parents go way back, right?
00:38:58Yeah, something like that, like before they came here.
00:39:02Huh.
00:39:03Diaspora twinning?
00:39:04Yeah.
00:39:05Let me get that over here.
00:39:08Oh, did they teach you that in wine class also?
00:39:11They teach a lot of things.
00:39:13Like this.
00:39:14Well, we just met, so, no.
00:39:17No, thank you.
00:39:19Fuck.
00:39:22Fuck.
00:39:39He's sure.
00:39:46Fuck.
00:39:51Half whiplin.
00:39:53Get.
00:39:59Baby.
00:40:09We're good.
00:40:09I'm still a good boy.
00:40:10We're good.
00:40:10Hope.
00:40:10Remember, David?
00:40:20Hey.
00:40:46Remember you used to chew on these cups when you were a kid?
00:40:48They all had teeth marks on them.
00:40:50Yeah, I remember I used to burn my mouth on the coffee because your coffee pot was way too hot.
00:40:56Better hot coffee than cold.
00:40:58Like all this new shit people are drinking these days.
00:41:01Iced coffee.
00:41:02Coffee's supposed to be hot, man, like your woman.
00:41:06So when's your next movie coming out?
00:41:09Oh, I'm working on it.
00:41:13I'll let you know when I have something I can show you.
00:41:15I'll send a link to the family like last time.
00:41:17Nah, I want the DVD, mijo.
00:41:20Put it on my shelf next to your other ones and your karate trophy.
00:41:24Everything's streaming online these days, you know?
00:41:27Like Netflix and shit.
00:41:29I hate that shit.
00:41:30I don't even watch half that stuff they got on there.
00:41:33It's just too much stuff.
00:41:38I don't know if you'll like my next movie, honestly.
00:41:42It's kind of weird.
00:41:43I like weird.
00:41:45Is your hiney going to be in there like usual too or no?
00:41:49Not sure at this point.
00:41:52Yeah, I'm probably going to delete a writing credit.
00:41:54Ooh, that's cold, man.
00:41:56But, you know, I raised you.
00:41:58Eye for an eye.
00:42:02It just sucks because it feels like everyone I tracked in my life just wants to come and go.
00:42:12But I end up treating them like they're permanent to me.
00:42:15Come on, bro.
00:42:16I don't think it's like that.
00:42:17You're overthinking it.
00:42:19I hope so.
00:42:20Look, like if you don't find a new spot in time, you know you're always welcome back at the house,
00:42:25right?
00:42:26Your room hasn't changed.
00:42:28All your old video games and Pokemon and shit is all there, man.
00:42:33I don't know.
00:42:35I don't think I can do that.
00:42:38You should at least come and visit, all right?
00:42:40You never do.
00:42:41It's fucked up you only come around during the holidays.
00:42:44Hey, I don't want to be one of those dads whose kid only comes around during the holidays.
00:42:48That's not a good look, you know what I'm saying?
00:42:51I mean, we don't want to say I'll try to come over more.
00:42:54Like, I will, but I'm just fucking a lot right now.
00:42:59Living at your dad's isn't that bad, dude.
00:43:01Come on.
00:43:03They keep saying on the news that the economy is so fucked up all the kids are doing it.
00:43:10Okay.
00:43:11Look, it's on the table.
00:43:13I hear you.
00:43:15Now think about it.
00:43:16And if your movie business is kind of slow, you should come work at the shop, too.
00:43:21Hey, hey, I need help setting up that square cash register shit they're making me use.
00:43:26You know me, I can't figure that shit out.
00:43:28I really need your help, man.
00:43:31Last time I came to work at the shop, it did not pan out well.
00:43:34You were young and stupid.
00:43:37I'm gonna head out, all right?
00:43:40You sure you don't want another cup?
00:43:41Positive.
00:43:42I had tons of coffee today.
00:43:46I'm serious, though, okay?
00:43:47The house, the shop, it's all open to you.
00:43:50Escape that toxica bitch and come kick it with your pops for a minute, man.
00:43:54It'll be fun.
00:43:57All right.
00:44:02Hey!
00:44:03You're gonna miss me when I'm dead, Ese!
00:44:12This motherfucker.
00:44:20We're gonna do something a little different today.
00:44:26What, are we gonna play telephones or something?
00:44:28I'll tell you in a minute.
00:44:30How've you been?
00:44:34Pretty good.
00:44:36Haven't been getting much sleep, but other than that, I'm all right.
00:44:41So, my dad today.
00:44:43Oh.
00:44:44That's great.
00:44:45I don't think we've talked about him very much.
00:44:51It's not much to talk about.
00:44:53He's, uh, pretty normal.
00:44:56Pretty uneventful childhood.
00:44:58So, what you have with him in general, though, is positive, yes?
00:45:02Yeah.
00:45:03Mostly, yeah.
00:45:05Do you see him very much?
00:45:07Not as much as he would like.
00:45:09Like, you know, just, with everything going on, I honestly don't feel like it.
00:45:21That's good he wants to see you.
00:45:24You should consider yourself lucky.
00:45:28It's the opposite story for a lot of people.
00:45:30Yeah.
00:45:32True.
00:45:37So, what are we gonna do with these?
00:45:40Yes.
00:45:41Like I said, we're gonna try something a little different today, regarding what we talked about last time.
00:45:47Yeah.
00:45:48We spoke about your ongoing breakup in our last session, and how you're struggling to move on.
00:45:55And it's weighing on you, perhaps affecting your career, your sense of self, the way you see and interact in
00:46:04the world.
00:46:05And all these things are clouding up in that brain of yours, and causing you to have those episodes.
00:46:13So, what I'd like to try with you today is a little improv, where we visualize and manifest you, 10
00:46:20years from now.
00:46:21You're in an amazing place, you know, both mentally and materially.
00:46:26And I'm going to pretend like I'm Sasha, and I'm calling you.
00:46:31And you're going to talk to me as a changed man.
00:46:34I want you to feel and be and manifest where you're going to be in 10 years, and how much
00:46:40stronger you are,
00:46:42and how you're going to be sincere with Sasha, and make her know that you moved on.
00:46:49Is that something you think you can do with me today?
00:46:56Yeah, sure.
00:47:09Hi, is this Gabe?
00:47:15Hi, yeah.
00:47:17Um, who's this?
00:47:19Sasha.
00:47:21Oh, hey, Sasha.
00:47:24How'd you get my, uh, number?
00:47:27From your dad.
00:47:28I told him it was an emergency.
00:47:31That's a little weird.
00:47:33Okay, so what's up?
00:47:35Oh, nothing.
00:47:36Just thought I'd call to see how you're doing.
00:47:39And I hope you're doing well.
00:47:42I just saw something the other day that inspired me to call.
00:47:46Yeah?
00:47:47What was that?
00:47:48A billboard for one of your movies.
00:47:55Those are all over, aren't they?
00:47:57Yeah.
00:47:58It's crazy how your career's turned out.
00:48:00I'm really happy for you.
00:48:05Thanks.
00:48:07Um...
00:48:08So...
00:48:09How are you?
00:48:11Good.
00:48:12Good.
00:48:13Just started my new job last week.
00:48:24Um...
00:48:24Nice, what is it?
00:48:27Digital marketing for a real estate company.
00:48:31Seems right up your alley.
00:48:34So...
00:48:36Is that what you wanted to call me about?
00:48:40Maybe I miss you a little?
00:48:43Too bad.
00:48:44Why?
00:48:46It's Husser.
00:48:48It's been ten years.
00:48:51We didn't exactly break up on good terms.
00:48:54Doesn't mean I can't just call to check on you.
00:49:00It's just unnatural at all.
00:49:03Well...
00:49:04Better to be unnatural than awkward.
00:49:07No?
00:49:12Listen.
00:49:15I think we could have sorted it out.
00:49:17I would have done that with you.
00:49:21Coulda woulda shoulda.
00:49:24Just saying.
00:49:26So you really don't miss me at all?
00:49:34I mean, I guess...
00:49:37The only thing that's sad is...
00:49:39One day we'll...
00:49:41Wake up and...
00:49:43We won't know each other at all.
00:49:46It's like...
00:49:48We've become total strangers.
00:49:52You sure?
00:49:57What?
00:49:58Do you want me to humor you and take that back?
00:50:04It's the least you can do after the way you left me.
00:50:09How's that song go?
00:50:11Tell me lies.
00:50:13Tell me sweet little lies.
00:50:26Louie Quill, I'm that paper picker rubber.
00:50:28Model bitch.
00:50:29Yeah, fuck her with no rubber.
00:50:31Stackin' chips.
00:50:32Can't think of ways like no other.
00:50:33Yeah.
00:50:34Stackin' chips.
00:50:35Oh, she's that bitch.
00:50:37Can I hit?
00:50:38Dime as wet like a clique.
00:50:39Yeah.
00:50:40Like that bitchy black and knees.
00:50:41Fucked it when it's 63.
00:50:43Ain't no Chevy.
00:50:44It's an AMG.
00:50:45Yeah.
00:51:06You suck.
00:51:09I'm being a dream killer, bro.
00:51:13No.
00:51:22No.
00:51:22No.
00:51:43I can't do this anymore.
00:51:47Do what?
00:51:52This.
00:51:56Whatever this is.
00:52:01Well, then I guess I can't either.
00:52:06That's it?
00:52:08You're not gonna try and gaslight me and to keep on fucking you?
00:52:12I'm impressed.
00:52:14Wow.
00:52:15That's how they do you, huh?
00:52:17I'm not like that.
00:52:22Besides, you're a homie hopper.
00:52:50What does that make you?
00:53:07Hey, Gabe.
00:53:09I had a really great time meeting you tonight.
00:53:14I actually wasn't sure if you were gonna show up, so I'm really glad that you did.
00:53:20Next time, I'd love to get together when I'm not cramming for a test.
00:53:25I really wanna see you again.
00:53:27Okay, um, I'll talk to you later.
00:53:30Hopefully.
00:53:31Okay, bye.
00:53:39Bye-bye.
00:53:40Okay.
00:53:48Let's get together.
00:53:49Bye-bye.
00:53:51Bye-bye.
00:53:52Bye-bye.
00:53:54Bye-bye.
00:54:00Okay, let's get started.
00:54:17What's up, Baba?
00:54:19Hello, my brother. How are you?
00:54:22Good, good.
00:54:25Very good, Sasha.
00:54:26Look, I can't believe we can go to the house.
00:54:32Really?
00:54:35I've never been in the mood.
00:54:36What do you think?
00:54:43Yeah, that or the smog.
00:54:49Who?
00:54:56Who?
00:54:57Who?
00:55:01Yeah, we only went on one date.
00:55:05Why only one date?
00:55:08Because we didn't get along.
00:55:11Who?
00:55:20I think I know enough not to go out with him again.
00:55:24Oh, and then you just judge the book by their cover?
00:55:29This isn't a book. Listen, he made me really uncomfortable.
00:55:34Uncomfortable.
00:55:35What's this?
00:55:36What's this?
00:55:51What's this?
00:55:53Is that a rhetorical question?
00:55:55Is that a rhetorical question?
00:56:07Why?
00:56:13Why?
00:56:13What's this?
00:56:14How about you?
00:56:16How about you?
00:56:27How about you?
00:56:47Are you done?
00:57:18It's actually a really good one, Mrs. K. I won't lie.
00:57:21We can also open the bottle I brought too, if you want.
00:57:24I saved that for a good occasion between you two.
00:57:27Lord Sterling, I appreciate it, but really it's not a big deal at all.
00:57:31I can get you any bottle you want from my job after all.
00:57:35I love it.
00:57:36What kind of wine is it?
00:57:38Elder Brook, one of my favorite Pinots out of Paso Robles right now.
00:57:42You don't really seem like a Pinot Noir type of guy.
00:57:45Seems kind of introverted.
00:57:50He is a multi-talented guy.
00:57:53He is very intelligent, just like yourself.
00:57:55You two have a lot in common.
00:57:58I want you guys to be together.
00:58:01Yeah, definitely.
00:58:05Sasha-chan, why don't you make some Fesnjoon for Paso?
00:58:14I don't really like Fesnjoon, it's a little sweet.
00:58:29You don't have to do that.
00:58:31We can just go out to dinner.
00:58:36I invited you here to be together, to get to know you, to Sasha to know you, to with help
00:58:44of God, you two can get married.
00:58:47Can you feel good?
00:58:48She makes me happy.
00:58:49Yes, man.
00:58:51Cheers.
00:58:51Cheers, sir.
00:58:55god.
00:58:56Oh my god.
00:58:59God?
00:59:00I didn't know anything.
00:59:03Oh my god.
00:59:04I did know anything.
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00:59:37tonight's tough question is describe your sex life with a movie title got it describe your sex life
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00:59:50107
00:59:52hi my name is sasha from eagle rock and a movie title that describes my sex life is girl interrupted
01:00:20let's see what the spirits want to tell you today
01:00:27we'll start with this one okay
01:00:33you're lost but you also know where you're going at the same time
01:00:40usually happens after a breakup or during a breakup
01:00:46during i guess he's moving out next week
01:00:51so you're in a purgatory let's see the next card quick
01:00:57wow yeah
01:01:01yeah you're stuck between two worlds what you're actually doing and what you want to be doing
01:01:10who you actually are and who you want to be where you're from and where you want to be from
01:01:17who you loved and who you want to love
01:01:21in this purgatory you don't actually move in either direction
01:01:27i see
01:01:30what are you your eyes are so pretty
01:01:35my parents are persian
01:01:38so you're persian
01:01:41yeah
01:01:43let's flip the last card
01:01:50if you don't make a choice about this soon
01:01:54it's probably going to kill you
01:01:58like i'm going to die
01:01:59if you don't act
01:02:02if you don't
01:02:04swim
01:02:05you will sink
01:02:25sorry i had to move my car
01:02:27oh no
01:02:27they're repainting the garage
01:02:30no it's true
01:02:32yeah i saw that
01:02:33sometimes you just have to think
01:02:35why can't they do the stove overnight
01:02:37like the caltrans people
01:02:39i mean landlords work in mysterious ways
01:02:42indeed
01:02:44i digress
01:02:47i'd like to start by thanking you for showing up
01:02:51for listening to my voicemail
01:02:52clearly
01:02:53yeah no problem
01:02:55i understand today might be
01:02:57a bit awkward given what happened at our last session
01:03:02that's never happened in my ten plus years of working
01:03:04yeah i hope not
01:03:05yeah
01:03:06what kind of operation you're running
01:03:08no
01:03:08no totally
01:03:11to be frank gabe
01:03:13i just saw a certain
01:03:15openness
01:03:16a certain vulnerability
01:03:18from both of us
01:03:20i believe that
01:03:20i decided to act on
01:03:23i'm still wondering if that was a mistake
01:03:27if acting on that was or wasn't the most professional thing to do
01:03:33or perhaps
01:03:36it's a path we should go down more
01:03:38outside of a professional setting
01:03:42maybe that's what you really need
01:03:46you like me
01:03:52i see something in you yes
01:03:59i guess i
01:04:01think you're hot too
01:04:03you think i'm hot too huh
01:04:05well that's good i suppose
01:04:09at this point
01:04:10you're going to have to make a choice
01:04:15i don't want to shit where i eat frankly
01:04:18yeah
01:04:18well me me either
01:04:21do you think it'd be more beneficial for your progress
01:04:25you know your journey of self-actualization
01:04:28if you were to see me outside of this setting
01:04:32or
01:04:33would you like to keep me as just your therapist
01:04:41i'm here for you
01:04:45by the way
01:04:47i went to the farmer's market
01:04:51all the fake plants are real now
01:04:55let's go
01:04:56come on
01:04:59there we go
01:05:00come on
01:05:00come on twist it
01:05:01get the torque in
01:05:02yeah get that torque
01:05:04one more
01:05:04there we go
01:05:05come on
01:05:06come on hit it man
01:05:07pretend like it's awesome
01:05:08there we go
01:05:09now we know what to say huh
01:05:12dude
01:05:14what the fuck man
01:05:19there we go
01:05:20now we know what to say huh
01:05:23there you go
01:05:24yeah
01:05:25come on
01:05:27all right
01:05:27come on
01:05:28champ is in the building
01:05:29come on
01:05:29champ is here
01:05:30there we go
01:05:31one more
01:05:36this is definitely one of your better ideas
01:05:38bro i have a lot of good ideas man
01:05:40you just never fucking listen
01:05:43you also have a lot of shitty ideas
01:05:46name five shitty ideas
01:05:47easy
01:05:48one
01:05:48the time that you told me to
01:05:49split the bill with the american apparel model
01:05:52you should never call me back
01:05:53yeah yeah yeah
01:05:54but you dodged a bullet on that one
01:05:56you're welcome
01:05:56plus why do you remember that
01:05:58that's oddly specific
01:05:59like let that shit go
01:06:01bro you're like down bad
01:06:03we need to
01:06:04evolve you from down bad gabe
01:06:06to fucking
01:06:06gabe ham and ali
01:06:08give me that shit
01:06:10you know where i got these from
01:06:11i don't know
01:06:13sasha's closet
01:06:14remember her boxing face
01:06:17she had a boxing face
01:06:18yeah
01:06:20equinox
01:06:23yeah that's true
01:06:25beat me to the punchline
01:06:28it's just like therapeutic
01:06:30you know
01:06:30just fucking punching shit
01:06:32plus it's free
01:06:34is it uh
01:06:34better than therapy
01:06:35oh hell yeah
01:06:37that lady you go talk to
01:06:39that shit ain't worth it bro
01:06:40and it's not king shit
01:06:41so stick with me now
01:06:43this is an intervention
01:06:44we're gonna rebuild you
01:06:46another couple months from now
01:06:48shh
01:06:49you'll be on a whole nother level
01:06:51king
01:06:51king maker
01:06:54you just gotta move out bro
01:06:57get the fuck out of here
01:06:58go chill with your pops
01:07:01you know he actually asked me
01:07:02to go move in with him
01:07:03and was like
01:07:03oh gabe we got your room
01:07:04exactly as you left
01:07:05you know
01:07:06come work at the shop
01:07:08yeah go
01:07:09oh wait my dad never
01:07:10fucking gave me a job
01:07:12i mean honestly
01:07:13i could use the money
01:07:14i don't have any gigs
01:07:14lined up for a while
01:07:15and with the moving
01:07:16and everything like
01:07:18that works
01:07:26what
01:07:28today is only today
01:07:29but i won't stop looking
01:07:31it's a mantra you used
01:07:32to try to keep me from
01:07:34i don't know
01:07:35come on dude
01:07:35come on
01:07:36it'll help
01:07:37no that's good
01:07:38a mantra man
01:07:39yeah that's what you need
01:07:41that's what i'm talking about man
01:07:49it's not what it looks like man
01:07:50what the fuck is it then
01:07:52she's a friend
01:07:54a friend
01:07:55bro she fucking sucks
01:07:57why would you want to be
01:07:57friends with her
01:07:58bro you suck
01:07:59fucking friends with you
01:08:04everyone knows you're hurting
01:08:05gabe
01:08:05you wear that shit
01:08:06on your sleeve
01:08:16you wear that shit
01:08:47you wear that shit
01:09:26you didn't answer the phone buddy
01:09:27i called you like six times
01:09:30and you disappeared for like
01:09:33almost two days
01:09:36you missed it
01:09:37the big news
01:09:38we had something big lined up
01:09:41and you fucked up buddy
01:09:43oh you fucked up
01:09:45and you know what happens to people
01:09:46that fuck up
01:09:47they get fucked
01:09:48people who fuck up
01:09:50get fucked
01:10:02i'm not calling you dr martha anymore
01:10:07i don't know
01:10:08things are just weird
01:10:14i don't know if it's a good weird
01:10:16why are you asking me that
01:10:35yeah for gabe
01:10:36yeah gabe
01:10:48all right
01:10:52so did you uh
01:10:53you fuck him up or what
01:10:55what
01:10:56your eye man
01:11:00yeah it's a long story
01:11:04pretty sure we have enough time
01:11:10uh
01:11:11so i
01:11:13you know most mornings i hit up the airport
01:11:16you know a few hours
01:11:17here and there
01:11:19it's uh
01:11:22one of the trips
01:11:23i was
01:11:24it's coming back
01:11:26i found my buddy's car parked out front
01:11:33came inside
01:11:34and
01:11:37found him
01:11:38making out with my chick
01:11:41so i had to fuck him up
01:11:42no shit
01:11:45no shit
01:11:47i mean he got me
01:11:49but
01:11:49i think i won
01:11:58what about your girl
01:12:00i haven't really talked about it
01:12:03we should
01:12:04but
01:12:07she's going through a lot right now
01:12:12but you know
01:12:14something like that
01:12:17maybe it's a point of no return
01:12:34this one's good
01:12:37how do you know
01:12:38well i know because it's my daily drink
01:12:40it has good viscosity
01:12:42really
01:12:43that's interesting
01:12:44where did you learn to analyze wines like that
01:12:53you know
01:12:55you never really did tell me about
01:12:57how you got started with what you do
01:12:59what movies
01:13:01yes
01:13:05actually there was this girl
01:13:07that was into photography in high school
01:13:12i uh
01:13:13thought i'd get into it
01:13:15and get her attention
01:13:16impressor you know
01:13:18but
01:13:20i ended up falling in love with that instead of her
01:13:23silly
01:13:26shot weddings for money
01:13:28sucked
01:13:29ruined weddings for me
01:13:32thank college
01:13:35made a bunch of short films
01:13:37my friends
01:13:40cast that produced them actually
01:13:43i met him
01:13:44well i used to hustle craiglist ads
01:13:48editing porn
01:13:50no joke
01:13:52now fast forward to 10 years later
01:13:55here i am
01:13:57wherever
01:13:58here is
01:13:59you know
01:14:00shooting fucking
01:14:02dog food ads for instagram
01:14:05wow
01:14:08well
01:14:10do you like here
01:14:18well if your sessions are any indicator
01:14:21i would say it's one aspect of your life that you're relatively satisfied with
01:14:36i told you this before but
01:14:40everyone around me is blowing up
01:14:42casso edgar
01:14:44i'm just fucking sitting here
01:14:45stagnating
01:14:50i just need some fucking space
01:14:54to be still
01:14:55to feel something
01:15:00maybe then i'll be able to move on
01:15:03maybe then i'll get some
01:15:05closure
01:15:12i want to help you feel something
01:15:18just kiss me game
01:15:20i'm tired of waiting
01:15:25oh my god
01:15:37gabe
01:15:41gabe
01:15:42can you just get away from me i'm fucking begging
01:15:44listen
01:15:45whatever you're going through right now
01:15:47i am more than qualified to help you
01:15:49no you're fucking not
01:15:52are you delusional
01:15:55the shit's all tainted because you're mixing up your feelings with me
01:16:00you're not supposed to shit where you eat
01:16:01it's your fucking words
01:16:02i'm here for you
01:16:04i'm genuinely here for you
01:16:06who else is doing that for you right now
01:16:08who else
01:16:11listen
01:16:12can i at least give you a ride home
01:16:23i'm having the worst week of my life
01:16:25it's just all starting to feel like a fucking simulation
01:16:27no no it's not a simulation
01:16:30this is real life
01:16:31gabe this is real life
01:16:33this is how i know i
01:16:35get the fuck off of me stop
01:16:37why is everybody in this town so fucked up
01:16:47she's as good as new mijo
01:16:49thanks
01:16:52um
01:16:52what do i owe you
01:16:54owe me
01:16:55what's wrong with you
01:16:56you're my fucking kid dude
01:16:57it's her in the house
01:17:00alright
01:17:05what's the matter
01:17:06you see a scratch or something
01:17:13what's the deal with that van out there
01:17:16can i use it
01:17:18yeah
01:17:19you moving out finally
01:17:22you got a place lined up
01:17:25yeah on the west side
01:17:28all the white people and their dogs
01:17:31i didn't know that was your style
01:17:32but hey alright
01:17:33i'm happy for you
01:17:35leave the car here a little longer
01:17:37i'm gonna go get the key to the van
01:17:38alright
01:17:39i'll be right back
01:17:40i'll be right back
01:17:48okay
01:17:50your book
01:17:59i can uh come back for that nook table if you want
01:18:02or you can keep it
01:18:05this doesn't really go with my style
01:18:08very well thanks for being so pleasant throughout this whole thing or i guess as pleasant as you can be
01:18:20hey why don't we go to that bar we used to go down the road and grab a drink
01:18:25we can talk through some things get some closure
01:18:29i kind of
01:18:31have plans
01:18:33it really won't take that long
01:18:38we don't really have anything left to talk about
01:18:41well we can drink in silence
01:18:51uh...
01:18:52okay
01:19:04well
01:19:05yeah
01:19:06yeah
01:19:06yeah
01:19:07yeah
01:19:07yeah
01:19:09yeah
01:19:22Sergeant, can I show you something?
01:19:30Hang on, show me.
01:19:37I know this wasn't easy.
01:19:44I know I didn't let you in or show you really who I am.
01:19:54And I'm sorry for that.
01:20:02But with everything that we went through, I really don't want to leave this where we are.
01:20:10I want to show you something that can maybe help you understand who I am.
01:20:20Even just a little bit.
01:20:29Come on.
01:20:59Let's go.
01:21:17It's fucking cold.
01:21:19What are you trying to show me?
01:21:21I don't want to show you.
01:21:22Whoa.
01:21:24Can you help me?
01:21:25No.
01:21:26I don't know if you got this.
01:21:27I'm wearing fucking heels.
01:21:31What are you trying to show me?
01:21:35What are you trying to show me?
01:21:36What are you doing here?
01:21:45What did you want to show me?
01:21:47It's fucking cold.
01:21:52Why the fuck are we in the middle of the desert?
01:21:55I'm telling you, it is the most beautiful thing that you've ever seen.
01:21:59I...
01:22:01I know you don't want to be here.
01:22:04I know you're in the middle of the desert.
01:22:04But just if you open your mind a little bit in your heart, I promise it will give us both
01:22:10some closure.
01:22:22No, no, no!
01:22:26No!
01:22:27What the fuck?
01:22:28No!
01:22:30What the fuck?
01:22:33No!
01:22:35No!
01:22:37No!
01:22:38No!
01:22:39No!
01:22:41No!
01:22:43No!
01:22:44No!
01:22:45No!
01:22:45No!
01:22:46No!
01:22:54No!
01:22:57No!
01:22:59No!
01:23:06No!
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