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00:05Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here
00:11There's a spot marked on a map
00:13I know the spot
00:15I can't remember his face
00:17If I were you, I wouldn't listen
00:20Plank
00:22Jesus fuck
00:24Hold on
00:24Right
00:26Stay, stay
00:27Oh my god
00:30I'm gonna die
00:33As much as I like sitting here
00:34It hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you
00:38I feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby, if I were you
00:42I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one
00:45They're not making any more men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happy this room became
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow, we bury them
01:12All right
01:13Pray, let me tell you
01:14The Seahorора
01:14We understand
01:14We miss you
01:19The Seahorора
01:21We are to stay
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02:50so do you have any questions about today like what no asking you well you're gonna bury them
03:02we are then what happens uh then they return to the land
03:11and their bodies become a part of it um and their souls too i guess they don't go to heaven
03:22i think this is their heaven
03:26heaven is oh how do i explain this our teacher says there is no heaven you know i don't know
03:33if you've already figured this out but do not believe everything your teacher says
03:37heaven is your perfect place for some it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains and
03:49others it's these mountains does that make sense and grandpa's heaven is here
04:00i think so but if you think he's here why is everyone so sad he's gone
04:06well his heaven isn't mine and
04:12well i can't see him and i can't talk to him and i can't hug him and he can't hug
04:18me and
04:19i i miss that yeah i miss it too but that's why we have memories we can revisit all those
04:29times that we did have all the talks all the laughs all the hugs and you know it's like a
04:38movie we can
04:40we can play it over and over as many times as we want in in our minds you know what
04:49i mean i do
04:52not the same though as a real hug no it's not the same
05:19right here huh she marked it on a map all right well we ain't getting a backhoe down here
05:26might be able to get a tractor up from the river but not sure what good that'll do us
05:32no these holes are getting dug the old irish way yep
05:38how the hell are we gonna get the caskets here
05:41swinds just still feed off a wagon don't they that's a good idea
05:46you gonna call or run for shovels no you call i'll run
05:50my gelding's just gonna follow you yank off that bridle
06:16i am aware yes i am aware we have had a death in the family
06:23i'm pretty sure the world of girls volleyball will survive the week without her
06:27yes you are correct i am not factoring how this affects anyone else even a little
06:33fucking school
06:35is this gonna be okay
06:38it's gonna have to do honey it's all you got
06:44hey it's just us okay there's nobody to be offended
06:48what did school say you're missing a volleyball tournament
06:53it's okay it's okay
07:01i'm so good
07:19hey hey
07:28where'd you find cream same shopping center where i found the dress
07:33i gotta say boseman impressed me i wasn't expecting to find donna karen in the mountains
07:39found a little something for you too yeah preston would prefer me in jeans i think he would find a
07:46certain victory in that he deserves a little black dress and that's exactly what i got you
07:52did the boy say when they would be ready he said to walk over at noon
07:56how are they going to get them out there i didn't ask and they didn't say i just said it
08:02was handled
08:05about two hours preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the sun's position it's
08:14alarmingly accurate
08:18the girls asked me to arrange a plane
08:23when tonight
08:27okay they need closure honey they won't get it here they have lives and they need to go live them
08:34i would very much like to plan a memorial service he has a lot of friends that deserve a way
08:39to say
08:39goodbye does he he does and you know that we could do it at the explorers club okay just
08:48how about the apartment have corbonne cater he loved that place i already called you find back too
09:02i have a very worried husband he's convinced some distant cousin of the unabombers going to abduct me
09:08and hold me in his basement for ransom depending on the cousin i'm not completely opposed
09:13of course that's my worked romance novel version of abduction i doubt that's how it would play out
09:19that is how it would play out my mind after two percocets you think i'm joking no
09:31i love you
09:37there is nowhere i would rather be than with you when you need me i know
09:46i have a little bottle of kalua if you would like some lead in that coffee oh well now you're
09:50talking
09:51there is no more
10:16not bad
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:18Okay, girls?
11:23And Russell.
13:10Hey, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:50Watch your hand.
14:17Watch your hand.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot.
14:33I didn't.
14:34I...
14:36This one will be San's preacher.
14:39What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:43Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:47We, um...
14:49This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:54Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:41They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17Oh, man, if anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33Do you care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:49I guess that's it then.
16:53Um, so what happens now?
16:58We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it? That's it? That's it? That's it?
17:07He has no say it and say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say. What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's our point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29Goddamn you for taking it from us.
17:45I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:25I don't know who can blame them.
18:28I do love you.
18:29I love you.
18:30Whatever.
18:34What's this?
18:36How are you supposed to do?
18:38I don't know who can blame them for saying,
18:40I love you.
18:41I love you.
19:12Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
19:15Oh, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, rough in the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties, and I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter,
19:45and every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:52Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says,
19:58have you seen these cabins they built next door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move?
20:05What do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says when he tried to put a value on them,
20:10your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them.
20:17And ask me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse,
20:25your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart
20:28and said that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:35I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:50How about some of those cookies?
20:51Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking, like, three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything
21:01because she's not going to see me eat him.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school,
21:35and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York
21:50is if it seceded from the Union
21:51and I was drafted into the Army to take it back.
21:54Okay, you got to go a little easier
21:55on my city money.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:04Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:12I mean it.
22:20I'm a sheriff's deputy
22:21who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank,
22:25and I'm about to spend six of it
22:27on a pretty average rope horse.
22:29Three nights a week,
22:30I'm going to load him in a trailer
22:31and drag him all over Montana
22:32trying to win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October,
22:35I'm going to take my boys in the mountains
22:36for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe
22:43or San Francisco
22:44or any city bigger than Billings ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates I go to my therapist.
23:08From my therapist I go to coffee
23:09with my girlfriends
23:09to talk about all the bullshit advice
23:10my therapist gave me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy
23:13and I get Bridget
23:14and we go to ballet.
23:16We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July,
23:22which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this,
23:41but you are tall and kind
23:43and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48So can we just agree
23:48to fuck this up together
23:50and have as much sex as possible
23:53until we can?
23:55Yeah, you city girls,
23:56you spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering
24:01when we're going to see each other
24:02to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify
24:25that you are breaking up with me
24:26at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:30No, no, no, we seemed pretty together yesterday
24:31when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Don't fucking abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend some money.
25:14I don't know.
25:15I don't know.
25:17I don't know.
25:19I don't know.
25:49When did your father die?
25:50When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
26:00The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but he never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um, my father had a, uh, rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:54Um.
26:56Okay.
26:58So there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no.
27:04That's, I'm, I'm getting, sorry, this is all just the setup.
27:07Yeah, I got, I got it.
27:08Yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So they're standing at the pearly gates and St. Peter looks them over and he says to the first nun,
27:14this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:22So the first nun thinks about it and she says, well, I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in
27:28the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five Hail Mary.
27:35She does, sends her off to heaven.
27:38So he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says, well, on occasion I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water, say ten
27:52Hail Marys.
27:53She does, lets her into heaven.
27:55Now the third nun steps up and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground and steps up
28:01to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass
28:09in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19That was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I am.
28:25It's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:29Yeah, he, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Bacchus soda.
28:35Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise.
28:44It's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
28:59I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person,
29:12what is your purpose when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You are my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38I'm speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity
29:42and with zero opinion.
29:44What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says,
29:48I'll buy the fucking book.
29:49I don't know what the book.
29:56I don't know.
32:20This is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves me
32:31money.
32:31I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:51It's your little mountain mistress, the jealous type?
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know.
33:00I do want to know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:12I'm just panicked, were you?
33:16I'm terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy, do you ever baby.
33:22Baby.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison, the president.
34:25Yeah, of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No, he died on another river.
34:50Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
34:55No, no river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like, tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Mm.
35:21More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Mm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making in the future.
36:11My decision-making.
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:17No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center.
36:26My soul.
36:26Is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain,
36:42I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:07If you can.
37:09If you can't.
37:13Then I'll leave early.
37:15And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11What you need is this.
38:13A lot of this.
38:15Not this.
38:17A lot of talking.
38:19And yelling and crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:23And often.
38:25And in time.
38:28Those memories will become fond again.
38:31They won't hurt to recall them.
38:36And you'll...
38:38Laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:50Will you ever be whole again?
38:52Will you feel like you did before you died?
38:58I don't have any idea.
39:00But you know that.
39:03But you will heal.
39:05If you let yourself.
39:07You will have as much life to live as you allow yourself.
39:16Or you'll have none.
39:17Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:25Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:38Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
39:43You're a terrible therapist.
39:52You're a terrible therapist, you know that.
39:53Yeah.
39:54With that smug fucking sweater.
39:58You really like saying fuck, don't you?
40:00I know.
40:02I find it quite...
40:06liberating at the moment.
40:08Good.
40:09Say it again.
40:11Fuck you.
40:12Are we going to do trust falls next, you fucking quack?
40:17It's a really good place to start.
40:19Come on.
40:19Keep it coming.
40:20Let's go.
40:21I'm serious.
40:27I'm thinking about it.
40:29I'm considering it.
40:32I know, I know, I know.
40:34I'm running away.
40:35Running away from my problems.
40:37This problem goes with me, so I'm not running from anything.
40:43Would I miss my daughters?
40:45Honestly, I don't...
40:48I don't know.
40:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
40:52You know, live their own lives.
40:55Maybe they could move with you.
40:57I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
41:00That's what I said.
41:01My oldest daughter needs it.
41:03I actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
41:08That's not very nice.
41:10Oh, what do they teach?
41:13Sarcasm and therapy school these days.
41:16Well, if by therapy school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah, they kind of invented it there.
41:26Do you think I should?
41:30Not my place to say, but...
41:35I think you should consider it.
41:37And I'll tell you why.
41:39Because you are actively weighing your future.
41:42And the consequences are your choices in that future, and that's healthy.
41:45That's good for your soul.
41:46So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
41:48But you should seriously consider it.
41:51You should consider moving to Europe.
41:55Spend a year traveling.
41:57You've got the financial means.
41:59No responsibilities here preventing it.
42:01You should consider everything.
42:06I wish I could have met him.
42:08Must have been a hell of a man.
42:10Because you are a hell of a woman.
42:12You know who you are, and you're not ashamed of it.
42:15And this, yelling and crying and pondering, this is what you're supposed to be doing.
42:20This is grieving.
42:22This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life, and racking your brain to try to find a way to
42:27survive it.
42:30And you will.
42:34Thank you, Phil.
42:38Wow, this has been pleasantly cathartic.
42:43I took one look at that sweater, and I had very little faith in you.
42:46But you, you overcame it.
42:50Turns out, you don't suck at your job.
42:53Well, that is wildly offensive.
42:59Same time tomorrow?
43:00I'm thinking afternoon.
43:02I still got five clients, and I'm pretty drunk.
43:05I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
43:08Fine.
43:09See you at happy hour.
43:10Good night.
43:13Good night.
43:40who's your realtor yeah no matter what I do I can't stay here Lily I can smell
43:47him hold on hold on is everything okay so um pages is is in bed and she won't
43:58talk and she can't stop crying and she's well she's hyperventilating and I feel
44:02like I should call an ambulance but I don't like I feel like that might make
44:06her worse you're right you're right it would I'll be there in 15 minutes call
44:09Abby okay calling her now
44:38is she in the bedroom yeah
44:46do you have any sweets sweets okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate chips
44:53put three scoops in a glass of milk put the chocolate chips on top in and then just bring
44:58it to me with a spoon that sounds disgusting I wasn't asking your opinion of it Russell
45:09I got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures grab chocolate chips
45:14shitty ones like she likes well looks like all we need from you is a cup Russell give
45:19it to her she knows how to make it got it okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay
45:29you know what this is how much you love them and your body just doesn't know where to put all
45:36that love now okay but you don't have to put it anywhere and you don't have to stop loving someone
45:41when they're gone in fact one could argue that you should love them more and here's the sad fact of
45:49life
45:51you will feel this way again yeah when I die when your husband dies and your friends and and someday
45:59your children will feel this way about you
46:03thanks mom I feel so much better I come bearing gifts I'm not hungry it's not food it is a
46:11drug it is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only your metabolism can process in a way that doesn't
46:17end up on your hips and I hate you for it
46:23I used to eat this when I was like five no I used to lack five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots no she's back I don't understand it it's the crunch with the cold and
46:40a mushy of the ice cream
46:41the explanation doesn't sell it page no you got her I got her but I cannot stay the night I
46:51can stay the night
47:02it was my favorite thing ever I know
47:17she okay
47:20yeah she will be
47:24is there a decent bar near here
47:27um there's a there's a dive bar around the corner
47:33well Soho's version of a dive bar
47:37hmm
47:51what's this place called
47:54um I don't know I'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place
48:12name uh people just call it the bar or the bar down the street something like that
48:17no name
48:18not that I'm aware of no
48:20what does your paycheck say
48:21uh XT Enterprises LLC or some shit
48:28okay so bar just doesn't have a name
48:33no name
48:33what can I get you
48:34oh god I'm uh I am not in the mood to make any decisions
48:40martini
48:41uh that is a cocktail and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar so
48:45true that uh how about an Irish car bomb
48:48I have no idea what that is
48:50trust me
48:51okay
48:52what about you
48:53what kind of amber ales do you
48:55that'll be two Irish car bombs
48:56yeah make your style
48:57two Irish car bombs
48:58I have to work in the morning
49:00it's one drink Russell
49:07oh I didn't see that coming
49:09oh gosh apologies
49:12Russell
49:14this is gonna hurt
49:19great
49:21you gotta
49:22yeah
49:23yeah
49:32it went down the wrong pipe
49:35I have a bad gag reflex
49:38no no I'm not I'm I'm not laughing at that
49:41what then
49:44what then
49:44oh life
49:47choices people make
49:49don't get me wrong
49:51she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams
50:00or aspirations
50:03might be a better word
50:04for your life
50:06for my daughter
50:08I mean what
50:09uh you know
50:09we we just got the townhouse
50:11so
50:11yeah well that's a purchase
50:13not a dream
50:16have you two
50:18talked about starting a family
50:21you know page
50:22she just got down to a size zero
50:24and she worked really hard for it
50:26Russell Russell
50:26independent thoughts
50:27do you have any
50:31yeah I mean I guess I want
50:32I want to have kids
50:34mm-hmm
50:35okay
50:35I don't want to raise them
50:36and I want to
50:38I want to move out of town
50:39you know where they can have a normal
50:41you know trick-or-treat
50:43and and
50:43and
50:44play baseball
50:45and run out on the street
50:46you know
50:47no I don't know
50:48no I don't know
50:49I raised mine here
50:51all right
50:52well that would be my dream
50:55what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then
50:59I don't know
51:01I don't know
51:02I haven't gotten that far
51:03yeah well
51:04then you need a new dream
51:08honestly I always thought of you
51:09and Creston as the dream
51:15so did I Russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well I guess we both need a new one
51:28yeah
51:30yeah
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