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Ordinary Souls, Bright Horizons
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00:00When I was 10 years old, my family had gone days without food.
00:02It seemed we were all about to starve.
00:03Father went to town to find a job.
00:04I took four tails of silver from the child broker and sold myself.
00:06On the day I left home, the snow was thick and heavy.
00:08Mother wept as she gave me her only dowry, a velvet flower.
00:10In front of my family, I took two tails of silver and quietly slipped the other two to mother.
00:13I begged her to keep my brother and sister alive.
00:15Father had gone to town to work.
00:16He hadn't returned yet.
00:17Mother stood in the snow with my siblings, bidding me farewell.
00:19It was so cold.
00:20Mother didn't even have a proper coat to wear.
00:21The mule cart carried me farther and farther away.
00:22The storm soon blinded my eyes.
00:24There were 12 girls alongside me, all from our village and neighboring ones.
00:26They were about my age, though we had been bought by the child broker.
00:28At least we had food each day.
00:30Anyone who was willing to sell their daughters would naturally be poor.
00:32The girls would chat every day.
00:34I only listened quietly, not knowing where we'd be sold.
00:36The road wasn't smooth, and the journey lasted over a month.
00:38When we arrived in Rivermore, it was already spring.
00:39The broker locked us in a small courtyard.
00:41He picked out the five prettiest girls first.
00:43A few days later, he took the rest.
00:45I was sold to the Wynn family.
00:46Wynn Manor had two courtyards.
00:47I heard the patriarch was a seventh-ranked official.
00:48I was assigned to Miss Gemma doing chores.
00:51I would do chores like sweeping the courtyard.
00:52The Wynn family wasn't a big family.
00:54Besides Mrs. Wynn, there was only one concubine.
00:55She was Mrs. Wynn's maid, who was part of her dowry.
00:56Mrs. Wynn gave birth to three sons.
00:57It's said they were sent to Westmount's famous academy to study.
00:59They rarely saw them.
01:00All three sons were handsome, but the eldest son was the most handsome.
01:03He was like an angel.
01:04The eldest daughter was also born to Mrs. Wynn.
01:06She was 13 that year.
01:06She appeared gentle, but had quite a temper.
01:07The second daughter was born to the concubine.
01:09She was only seven that year.
01:10She was plump and fair, like a little doll.
01:11She also loved to laugh, was the youngest in the family,
01:13and has a cognitive disorder, so everyone doted on her.
01:14The Wynn family did not mistreat their retainers.
01:16After being there for a year, I had put on quite some weight.
01:17Mrs. Wynn gave us 200 coins every month as our pay,
01:19and we would get extra during festivals.
01:20I saved all this money, hoping I could send it home someday.
01:24I enjoyed such a life.
01:26The work was nothing compared to back home.
01:27In my spare time, I learned to knot cords, sewing, and chatted with other maids.
01:30The eldest daughter, Julia Wynn, loved poetry.
01:32Her head maid, Shannon, was kind, never stingy,
01:34and taught us to read whenever she had time.
01:36One day, I heard that one of the girls sold to Rivermore with me was beaten to death.
01:39Only then did I realize I was really lucky to work for such a kind family.
01:41Life here was like in a haven, but misfortune came swiftly.
01:43When I was 14, the patriarch was accused of some unknown crime.
01:46The Wynn family was ruined.
01:47All males and females over 15 were thrown into the death row.
01:48Those married were spared.
01:49The night before the confiscation, Mrs. Wynn returned all the indenture contracts
01:51and gave each servant 10 tails of silver, setting us free with a chance at life.
01:53Most of the Wynn family's servants had been newly bought,
01:55so most of them left in one night.
01:57I held my savings from these years and was about to head home.
01:59But when I looked at Miss Gemma, who was only 9 and was innocent,
02:02my heart softened.
02:03The Wynn Manor had been seized.
02:04The Gemma and I had nowhere to live.
02:05She now needed a new name.
02:07So I gave her a new one.
02:08Grace.
02:09She was my sister.
02:10My name was Macy.
02:11Macy Chase.
02:11The Wynn family was held in prison.
02:12Even if I spent all my money, I still wouldn't be able to see them.
02:15I had to survive with Grace.
02:16To live, we needed food and shelter.
02:18I was strong and didn't fear hardship.
02:19I had learned to read in the past couple of years and could keep accounts.
02:21I rented a small boat and started selling wine on the riverside.
02:23To sell wine, one had to offer food.
02:25In summer and autumn, I sold shrimp and crab.
02:26In winter, I made warm snacks.
02:28The first year, after paying the rent, I earned 37 tails of silver.
02:30The Wynn family's case had been a great scandal.
02:31It seemed that they were about to be executed.
02:33But after a year, nothing happened.
02:34I sewed cotton coats and pants and took wine and food with Grace to visit them.
02:36My parents, my brother, and the concubine.
02:38Grace was delighted to wear the new clothes I made for her.
02:40She held my hand and shook it happily.
02:41The prison was not as strict as last year.
02:43I paid two tails of silver, and the warden let Grace and me inside.
02:45The cell was dark and smelled foul.
02:47Grace was timid and clung to my hand, her eyes darting about like a lost little rabbit.
02:50I patted her hand and told her not to worry, and that I was there for her.
02:52She smiled.
02:53She had dimples on both cheeks.
02:54The whole family was locked together.
02:55I could hardly recognize them anymore.
02:57They were thin and dirty beyond recognition.
02:59Of the three sons, only two remained.
03:00The eldest, Jonathan Wynn, was missing.
03:02I had only seen them three or four times.
03:03They were about the same age.
03:03Now, I could no longer tell who was who.
03:05No one knew where Jonathan was.
03:08Opened the door and gave us an hour.
03:09Straw was spread in the corner, which seemed like where they had slept.
03:12Grace looked at her parents, who she longed for, but couldn't recognize them.
03:14But her family knew her.
03:15Seeing her peeking out from behind me, afraid.
03:16Mr. Wynn called Gemma's name after a long pause.
03:18She remembered her old name and stared at her father for a long time.
03:20She seemed to have recognized him.
03:21She then called out, Father.
03:22Her pale cheeks streaked with tears.
03:23She hesitated, then rushed into her father's arms.
03:24The whole family looked at her and couldn't stop crying.
03:26Mr. Wynn did not know me.
03:27There had been over ten maids in the manor.
03:29He would be out most of the day.
03:29He had no time to remember us.
03:31Mrs. Wynn was only 40, but her hair had already turned gray.
03:33She looked like someone in her 60s, but she still recognized me.
03:35You're Macy, the maid.
03:36Her eyes were gray and found it difficult to speak.
03:38Mother, she's my sister, Grace said, clutching my hand.
03:40Mr. and Mrs. Wynn, please forgive me.
03:41I didn't dare let Miss Grace use her old name, though I gave her a new name.
03:44She's now called Grace Chase.
03:45Why are you apologizing?
03:46The Wynn family is now ruined.
03:47She's the only one left.
03:48Everything happened too suddenly.
03:49I had no time to find a place for her.
03:50I am very grateful.
03:51None of them expected that the only person who came to visit them was not their daughter, but a mere
03:55maid.
03:55Mrs. Wynn returned your indenture long ago.
03:57You are no longer a maid of the manor.
03:58There is no harm in you being Grace's sister.
03:59If the Wynn manor ever sees the light again, Macy shall be a member of the family.
04:02If the Wynn manor ever sees the light again, Macy shall be one of the heiresses of the family.
04:05When I saw Mr. Wynn, he still had his integrity.
04:06Things could still be turned around.
04:08I felt happy for Grace.
04:09I had no wish to become a young lady of the manor.
04:10I only wanted to return to my family.
04:12Running my own business on the river was also good.
04:13Mr. and Mrs. Wynn, please don't blame Miss Julia.
04:15I did go to the Bennett manor with Grace before, but I didn't see her.
04:17I heard she had just given birth and was still in confinement.
04:18Few days later, the Bennett family moved to Eastboro.
04:20Even if Miss Julia wished to see you, she's too far away.
04:22And she has a child to care for.
04:22How could she possibly return?
04:23There were some things I didn't say.
04:24When Miss Julia heard what happened, she fainted twice.
04:26Her husband took advantage of that and carried her onto the boat.
04:28We were all ordinary folks.
04:29At a time like this, what was wrong with choosing to protect oneself?
04:31Soon, the time was up.
04:32I had to leave with Grace.
04:33She cried and wanted to bring her family along.
04:34It took quite a lot of effort to convince her to leave.
04:36Yet she sobbed and asked where her brother was.
04:37Throughout the manor, tales of Jonathan abound.
04:39He was not only exceptionally handsome, but had also earned top imperial exam honors by 20.
04:41He was seen to be the future grand chancellor.
04:43I didn't know about his talent, but I had to admit that he was really handsome.
04:45After all, his mother was an extraordinary beauty.
04:46Such a man was now nowhere to be found.
04:48Mr. Nguyen remained silent.
04:49I knew I shouldn't ask any more questions.
04:51I took Grace home.
04:51We rented a courtyard on East Street with others.
04:53Grace and I had arrived first, so we took the two East rooms.
04:55One as a bedroom, and the other as the kitchen.
04:56On the west side, three rooms housed a family of four.
04:58The man was a peddler, traveling the streets.
04:59His wife stayed home with the children.
05:00The peddler's surname was Hilton.
05:01He was six feet tall.
05:02Janet Monroe, his wife, wasn't a talker, but she was kind.
05:04In her spare time, she would embroider handkerchiefs and sachets,
05:05which the peddler would carry out to sell.
05:06I could manage sewing clothes and making shoes, but embroidery was beyond me.
05:08So I told Grace to learn embroidery from Janet.
05:10She was actually doing quite well.
05:11The fish and shrimp I had left unsold each day
05:12mostly ended up in the bellies of Grace and Janet's two children.
05:14This day was no different from any other, except Riverside had frozen over.
05:16Had to stop my business, so I changed to doing deliveries instead.
05:18After returning home and eating dinner, Grace was already drowsy.
05:20Once she fell asleep, I lit a lamp and started making shoes.
05:22The brazier burned wood.
05:23The smoke was thick.
05:24I left a small gap in the window.
05:25When it was bedtime, I would put the fire out and let in some fresh air before closing the window.
05:28I was 15.
05:28I wasn't a young girl anymore.
05:29Business by the river wasn't easy.
05:31There would be trouble from time to time, especially for a girl like me with a sister.
05:34But the river had its own code.
05:35Paying for protection means someone was always watching out for you.
05:37I didn't fear hardship, but I did fear trouble.
05:38When the knock sounded at the door, I was startled.
05:40After all, in Rivermore, Grace and I depended on each other.
05:42Who would come find us at night?
05:43Who is it?
05:43I called out loudly.
05:44I'm a win.
05:45The voice outside was low.
05:46It was a deep, pleasant male voice.
05:47You're a win?
05:48The man outside slipped through the door.
05:49I quickly shut it behind him.
05:50He stood with his back to me at the bedside, looking at Grace.
05:52The house was small.
05:53Only a curtain separated the bed from the rest.
05:54Inside was the bedroom.
05:55Outside served as the living room.
05:56Now that he had drawn the curtain aside, everything could be seen clearly.
05:58He was very tall and wore a dark cloak.
05:59His hair was bound tightly with a band.
06:01I had a faint suspicion of who he might be, but I didn't dare ask.
06:02I simply waited for him to finish.
06:03Now that he had drawn the curtain aside, everything could be seen clearly.
06:06He was very tall and wore a dark cloak.
06:07His hair was bound tightly with a band.
06:09I had a faint suspicion of who he might be, but I didn't dare ask.
06:10I simply waited for him to finish.
06:12I added wood to the brazier, set a kettle to boil, and poured him a cup of tea.
06:14The tea was what we would serve to travelers on the riverboat.
06:16It wasn't the best tea, but it wasn't bad either.
06:17When he drew the curtain and stepped out, the oil lamp cast a dim golden glow
06:19Yet I saw him clearly
06:20People in the manor said that he was noble and had an outstanding figure
06:22All my life, I had wondered what that meant
06:23But after seeing him again tonight, I felt I had an answer
06:25He bore a striking resemblance to Mrs. Wynn
06:27Except that his brows were thicker and longer
06:28He had beautiful, captivating eyes
06:29He was charming even when he wasn't smiling
06:30His nose was well-defined, but he had a cold aura
06:32He was icy yet sensual
06:32Words like handsome were far too shallow to describe such a man
06:34Most importantly, his skin was very fair
06:36He didn't even take off his cloak when he sat down and picked up the cup of tea
06:38Even his hands were fashioned with such grace
06:40There was not a single flaw to be found in his looks
06:41His eyes were dark, and when he looked at someone, they gave nothing away
06:43It could make others panic
06:44I looked at how he was dressed
06:45He didn't seem down and out
06:46That was because the clothes under his cloak were made from cloud-pattern brocade
06:49They were very expensive
06:50Since he wasn't down and out, then why did he not help his family?
06:52The court affairs were complicated
06:53I didn't dare ask, nor did I want to
06:54I simply stood aside and waited for him to talk
06:55I remained calm
06:56He was quite brave
06:57His voice was low and cold
06:58I didn't dare look at him
06:59I just kept my head down
07:00I'll leave this with you
07:01Give this to Abbott Leonard Sinclair at Morning Bell Abbey
07:03This matter is of great importance
07:04You must act with utmost care
07:05I didn't want to take it
07:06But hearing the urgency and helplessness in his words, I gritted my teeth and took the bag
07:09I'll leave this with you
07:10Give this to Abbott Leonard Sinclair at Morning Bell Abbey
07:11This matter is of great importance
07:12You must act with utmost care
07:13I didn't want to take it
07:14But hearing his helpless urgency as he said, I have no choice
07:16I gritted my teeth and took the bag
07:17The object was wrapped in cloth
07:18It appeared to be a book
07:19It wasn't very thick
07:19When he handed it to me, it still bore the warmth of his touch
07:21Young master, the Wynn family is still waiting for you in prison
07:23In the end, I chose to say this for the Wynn family's and Grace's sake
07:26He nodded
07:27Suddenly he smiled
07:28His smile was as dazzling as the blazing sun
07:29Are you not afraid that the Wynn family and I might be criminals?
07:31I only know the Wynn family has treated me kindly, and that's enough
07:32If it weren't for the Wynn family, I wouldn't be the person I am today
07:34He nodded again, and slipped out the door
07:36Morning Bell Abbey was not an ordinary temple
07:38It opened only on the 1st and 15th of each month
07:39Just getting inside was an extremely difficult task
07:41At dawn the next day, I entrusted Grace to Janet and ascended Roost Hill
07:43Though called a hill, Roost Hill was not steep or dangerous
07:45I am used to hard labor
07:46The walk wasn't long, so it didn't take a lot of effort for me
07:48When I reached the abbey gates, the doors were tightly shut
07:49From within came the sound of chanting and the striking of wooden fish
07:51I knocked several times before a young novice emerged
07:53He was about 5 or 6
07:54He was quite adorable
07:55He looked well cared for and fair-skinned
07:56Upon seeing me, he greeted me formally
08:06I found him so adorable, I could not help but wish to pat his head
08:11Yet I feared it might be forbidden
08:12So I took two pieces of candy from my pouch for him
08:14The same kind I would usually use to coax Grace
08:15He pressed his lips together, and was hesitant
08:16I took his hand and placed the candy in his palm
08:18I said, I am not here to offer incense, nor to fulfill a vow
08:20Go and tell your abbot that his daughter from his secular life is here to see him
08:22I knew I shouldn't have lied
08:23But what else could I do?
08:24Had I not overheard some idle talk aboard the boat?
08:25I would never have thought of such a plan
08:27Abbot Sinclair used to be the previous emperor's son
08:29Even the present emperor must address him as royal uncle
08:30During a rebellion
08:31Abbot Sinclair was sent to quell the rebellion
08:32The rebel prince Wyatt kidnapped his family
08:34And threatened him to withdraw his troops
08:35The princess consort feared he would be held back
08:37So she and her children set fire to the manor
08:39I heard one of the wet nurse escaped with a princess
08:40But no one knew where they had gone
08:42Disheartened, Abbot Sinclair chose to become a monk
08:44If that princess was still alive
08:45She would be about 15 or 16 years old
08:46I heard one of the wet nurse escaped with a princess
08:48But no one knew where they had gone
08:49Disheartened, Abbot Sinclair chose to become a monk
08:51If that princess was still alive
08:53She would be about my age
08:54The young novice was just a child
08:55And naturally knew nothing of the Abbot's past
08:56Yet he went inside to seek someone
08:57Having mustered the courage to come
08:58I wasn't so afraid now
08:59As for pretending to be a commandery princess
09:00I heard that in those days
09:01Many families brought their children to the prince's estate
09:03To claim kinship
09:03Though none were truly related
09:04I never heard of any losing their heads for it
09:05The prince has become the Abbot now
09:06And hardly take a life over this
09:07Before long, a rotund monk emerged
09:09His belly was round and full
09:10With a large nose
09:10The tip of which was red
09:11And two plump cheeks
09:12On another, such flesh might seem brutish
09:13But on him
09:14It only made him appear kindly and endearing
09:15He looked me up and down
09:16And with a beaming smile he asked
09:18Madam, what makes you so certain
09:19You are the Abbot's daughter?
09:19As I was not, I dared not claim so
09:21I guess
09:21If the rumors among the folks proved true
09:22I would match every detail
09:23But whether it is true or not
09:24Only meeting the Abbot can we be sure
09:25After all, whether I am truly his daughter
09:27Only he himself can know for certain
09:28I would match every detail
09:29But whether it is true or not
09:30Only meeting the Abbot can we be sure
09:31After all, whether I am truly his daughter
09:32Only he himself can know for certain
09:34Either way, meeting him was all that mattered
09:35When false seems true, true becomes false
09:36Brother Fred tilted his head
09:37Watching the little novice puff out his cheeks
09:38He told him to hold out his hand
09:39The little novice was clearly too naive
09:41And obediently opened his palm
09:42Brother Fred's plump fingers pinched up the last piece of candy
09:43And popped it into his own mouth
09:44He turned back, belly leading the way
09:50His face fell
09:51He was on the verge of tears
09:52Owen, listen to me
09:53Every time your master falls asleep
09:55Go and scratch at his door
09:56If he steals your food
09:57Then disturb his dreams
09:57And if that fails
09:58Before you eat
09:59Spit twice on your food
10:00Let's see if he still wants it then
10:01Let him have his way this time
10:02But when I return
10:03I'll be sure to bring you more candy
10:04I crouched before him
10:05Coaxing him gently
10:06Owen had likely never heard such wicked advice
10:07For a moment he was dazed
10:08He stared at me with those wide round eyes
10:10Owen had likely never heard such wicked advice
10:12For a moment he was dazed
10:13He stared at me with those wide round eyes
10:14His master arrived soon after
10:16He led me inside
10:16Owen followed by my side
10:17Looking as though he wished to speak
10:18But dared not
10:19I grinned at him with pride
10:20Perhaps he thought I was rather formidable
10:21Abbott Sinclair had just finished his sermon
10:22He awaited me beneath the Bodhi tree in the rear courtyard
10:23Though it was winter and bitter cold
10:24That tree alone remained lush and green as ever
10:25Were it not for his shaven head and monk's robe
10:27Who would imagine him to be a monk?
10:28He was, after all, far too handsome and refined
10:29He had once been in battle
10:30Yet there was not a trace of a soldier's harshness upon him
10:31He appeared dignified and wise
10:33His age was difficult to discern
10:34All others had withdrawn
10:35He stood beneath the tree
10:35Turning prayer beads in his hand
10:36Seen from afar
10:37He resembled a painting
10:37This humble girl has offended
10:38I beg for your forgiveness, Abbott
10:39The falsehood spoken today was out of necessity
10:41I bowed low, offering my apology
10:42Perhaps he was used to disappointment
10:43Or his expression did not change in the least
10:44I removed the bundle from my shoulder
10:45And handed it to him
10:45He opened it
10:46Glanced inside
10:46Then closed it again
10:47What crime have you committed?
10:48A young woman with such courage and wit
10:49Is a rare sight indeed
10:50Did Ross entrust you with any message?
10:51His voice was clear and pleasant
10:52Measured and calm
10:53A sound that brought joy to the heart
10:54No
10:55Did Jonathan entrust you with any message?
10:56His voice was clear and pleasant
10:57Measured and calm
10:58A sound that brought joy to the heart
10:59No
11:00Ross must be Young Master Wind's courtesy name
11:02Since you have come seeking me
11:02You must truly be in some trouble
11:04If he ever finds himself in difficulty
11:05You may come to me at any time
11:06May I ask
11:06What is your name?
11:07And what do you do for a living?
11:12It had already been several months
11:12Since the last time I met Abbott Sinclair
11:13The riverside was no longer frozen
11:14Yet my business had only gotten better
11:15On 3rd of March
11:16I heard the eldest princess was touring the river
11:17Grace insisted on going to watch
11:18So naturally the business had to rest for a day
11:19I took Grace early to see the spectacle
11:20The princess was the elder sister of his majesty
11:22Her father, the late emperor, loved her dearly
11:23He married her to the prosperous city of Mukai
11:24He even bestowed Rivermore upon her as her own domain
11:25There were many tales about the princess
11:26It was said her consort kept a mistress
11:28So she sent men to have him made a eunuch
11:29Afterwards she herself kept many handsome favorites
11:31She lived each day in pleasure and freedom
11:32Anyone who caught her eye would not be able to escape
11:34Thus in Rivermore
11:35Rarely did one hear of any family's son being handsome
11:42They would rarely come home either
11:42And wished to present their son themselves
11:42Thus in Rivermore
11:43Rarely did one hear of any family's son being handsome
11:45They would send the boys away
11:46Once they could start going to school
11:47They would rarely come home either
11:48Unless their family sought favor
11:50And wished to present their son themselves
11:51There were countless rumors about the princess
11:52No one knew if they were real or not
11:53But it was said that even his majesty yielded to her
11:54Her power was plain for all to see
11:56We arrived early
11:56So naturally we claimed the best spot on the bridge
11:58Whenever the princess traveled
11:58The spectacle was grand indeed
11:59There were three luxurious boats
12:00Each one built three stories high
12:01The princess was especially fond of white gauze
12:03The boat that was covered in white gauze
12:04Had to be the princess's
12:05It was the one in the middle
12:05Grace stared intently
12:06Chattering away loud as a flock of birds
12:07On board, aside from the palace maids in attendance
12:09Most were young men
12:10Handsome and fair
12:10There were all sorts and kinds among them
12:11It seemed the tales of the princess harboring male consorts
12:13Weren't mere idle gossip
12:14Yet the princess herself was nowhere to be seen
12:15As the boat drew nearer
12:16A gust of wind blew in
12:17Lifting up that white gauze
12:18Jonathan! It's my brother!
12:19Grace pointed straight at that boat
12:20I was so startled
12:21I quickly covered her mouth with my hand
12:22When I turned back
12:23The floating gauze was already settling down
12:24But some faces were simply unforgettable
12:25Even if it was only a glimpse
12:26You could still recognize them
12:27At a glance amongst a crowd
12:28But some faces were simply unforgettable
12:29Even if it was only a glimpse
12:30You could still see them
12:31At a glance amongst a crowd
12:32The princess was clad in a white gauze gown
12:33Her long legs half revealed
12:34Upon her brow a delicate flower was painted
12:36The red at the corners of her eyes
12:37And her slightly parted red lips were as clear as day
12:38And he was lying just beneath the princess
12:40His fair chest exposed to the lamplight
12:41I could even see his knitted brows
12:42And the trembling sweep of his long lashes
12:43The princess reached to touch his lips
12:45He turned his head aside to evade her
12:46In that single instant
12:46He opened his eyes
12:47And we locked gazes
12:48Time seemed to stretch on endlessly
12:49Yet slip away in a breath
12:50It was long enough for me to see the shame and fury in his eyes
12:51Yet too brief for me to find the small mole at the corner of his mouth
12:53A true scholar laureate
12:54And yet forced to submit himself to the princess
12:55Such humiliation must have wounded him more deeply than any blade
12:57There was a saying
12:58A scholar's integrity would rather break than bend
12:59The man I beheld today was nothing like the one I saw that night
13:01He endured disgrace and burden
13:02There was something dearer to him than his own life that he must protect
13:04I had faith in him
13:04To me the days repeated themselves
13:06That fleeting glimpse of the princess upon the river on 3rd March
13:08Had taken root in my heart
13:09The shame and forbearance in Jonathan's eyes
13:10Was something I couldn't forget
13:11To me the days repeated themselves
13:12That fleeting glimpse of the princess upon the river on 3rd March
13:14Had taken root in my heart
13:15The shame and forbearance in Jonathan's eyes
13:17Was something I couldn't forget
13:18Grace was growing up
13:19Most of the words she learned in her early years had faded from memory
13:21I once thought to send her to Morning Bell Abbey for her studies
13:22But feared it would expose Jonathan's whereabouts
13:23That was when the princess opened a ladies' academy
13:25So I sent her and Janet's youngest daughter together
13:26Though Grace was simple-minded
13:27Her memory was remarkable
13:28She could recite what she learned word for word
13:30Borrowing her textbooks
13:31I too have slowly learned to read
13:32Only then did I understand
13:33That the treasures within books were no idle fancy
13:34On the 15th during the Dragon Boat Festival
13:36I brought Grace to visit our family in the prison
13:37We prepared rice dumplings, mugwort, and colored cords
13:38And even painted a fan and stitched new garments
13:40The conditions were much better than before
13:41Mrs. Wynn no longer spoke with a feeble breath
13:42Her two sons used the ground for paper and sticks for brushes
13:44To study in the prison
13:45Aunt no longer spent her days in tears
13:46I told Grace again and again
13:47Never to mention having met Jonathan
13:49Otherwise her parents would be consumed by grief and anger
13:50Since the princess could keep Jonathan by her side
13:52She had to know his true heritage
13:53Such humiliation
13:53Was nothing but revenge or a means to keep him in check
13:55I told Grace again and again
13:56Never to mention having met Jonathan
13:57Otherwise her parents would be consumed by grief and anger
13:59Since the princess could keep Jonathan by her side
14:00She had to know his true heritage
14:01Such humiliation
14:02Was nothing but revenge or a means to keep him in check
14:03Grace clung to Mr. Wynn's arm, acting coy
14:05Showing off the fan she had written upon
14:06As though presenting a treasure
14:07Mr. Wynn stroked his beard and showered her with praise
14:08Grace replied
14:09It's all thanks to my sister
14:09She pulled out the undergarments sewn from fine cotton
14:11She said
14:12Macy washed it, dried it, and softened the cloth
14:13Now I can help with the sewing too
14:14I entrusted Sally Kent
14:14Who came to Rivermore with me in those years
14:15To send 30 tails of silver and clothes back to our hometown
14:17Not long after I received a letter from my father
14:18Back when the family split up
14:19They only gave him 600 coins
14:20Out of the two tails of silver from my indenture
14:21My parents brought my younger siblings into the county town
14:22Father and my brother now worked as clerks at the grain shop
14:24Mother and my sister washed and mended clothes
14:25Life had finally found some peace
14:26Now with this sum of silver
14:27They could return to the village, buy land, and build a house
14:28They could finally arrange a marriage for my younger brother
14:29When the Wynn family fell into hardship
14:30Kin and friends avoided us at all costs
14:31Only I remained to care for them throughout
14:32Mrs. Wynn stroked my head and said to Mr. Wynn
14:33If we are fortunate enough to survive
14:34Let Jonathan marry Macy
14:35Where else can you find such a loyal and true-hearted woman?
14:37Mrs. Wynn stroked my head and said to Mr. Wynn
14:39If we are fortunate enough to survive
14:40Let Jonathan marry Macy
14:41Where else can you find such a loyal and true-hearted woman?
14:43I hurriedly declined
14:43Mr. and Mrs. Wynn
14:44You've returned my indenture to me
14:45That alone is the kindness of giving me a second life
14:46All that I have done springs from my own heart
14:47The young masters are destined for government service in the future
14:49And not to marry a lady of equal standing
14:50I ask only to remain in the Wynn family with grace
14:51Mr. Wynn sighed
14:52We can only wait and see what the future holds
14:53For now, I fear we are holding you back
14:54May was a cursed month
14:55At night, one wouldn't go out unless there was urgent business
14:57I shut the door early
14:57Soothed Grace to sleep
14:58And opened my chest counting again the silver and copper I had saved
15:00If the Wynn family was released
15:01It would be best if Mr. Wynn could regain his post
15:03But if he couldn't, where would they live once released?
15:05What would they eat?
15:06Could the two masters continue their studies?
15:07What would become of the eldest son?
15:09I found myself unable to dwell on any of these thoughts
15:10Buying a house was out of the question
15:11We could only afford to rent a larger place
15:12Yet the silver I had wasn't enough
15:14I had to find another way to earn a living
15:15The little income from the boat alone
15:16Would never be enough to support the studies of the two masters
15:18The silver I had wasn't enough
15:20I had to find another way to earn a living
15:21The little income from the boat alone
15:22Would never be enough to support the studies of the two masters
15:24I cradled my head
15:25And lying atop the table, I fell asleep
15:26When I woke up, I did not know when he had come
15:28But he sat right across from me
15:29My arm was numb beneath me
15:30And when I moved, it was as though ants burrowed into my very bones
15:31Aching and itching all at once
15:32I grimaced and bared my teeth, needing a good while to recover
15:34He simply watched me in silence, not uttering a single word
15:35There was the smell of whiskey on him
15:37He wore only a white robe with wide sleeves and flowing coat
15:39If the collar slipped an inch further, his entire chest would be laid bare
15:41His hair was loose and wild, his attire in disarray
15:42Most likely from drinking too much
15:43The corners of his eyes were tinged with red
15:44His gaze shimmering with unshed tears
15:45No wonder the princess set her sights on him
15:46He was just like a lustful demon
15:48I was 16
15:48Just the right age for marriage
15:50Yet I had never truly known any man
15:51My first real encounter was with a man of such extraordinary caliber
15:53A flushed face and a pounding heart were normal signs
15:55Truth be told, over the years I had become thick-skinned
15:56While I worked, I met all kinds of people
15:57Some liked dirty jokes
15:58I went from blushing to tuning them out completely
16:00But that all went down the drain
16:01In front of this guy
16:02Truth be told, over the years I had become thick-skinned
16:04While I worked, I met all kinds of people
16:05Some liked dirty jokes
16:06I went from blushing to have gotten used to them
16:08But that all went down the drain in front of this guy
16:10Mr. Jonathan, what brought you over?
16:11I wetted my lips and offered an awkward smile
16:13Are there any colored cords left? Please give me one
16:15He massaged his temples
16:16As if he was half drunk
16:17I knew I should reason with a drunken man
16:18So I didn't say something like
16:20Look at the time
16:20Or the dragon boat festival had long passed
16:22I searched the sewing basket and found a length of cord
16:23I watched as he reached out his fair arm
16:25I then tied the colored cord on him
16:26He lifted his arm to inspect it
16:26But his sleeve was so wide that half his arm was revealed
16:28Upon that pale, well-shaped arm
16:30Were wounds
16:30Startling to behold
16:31Some fresh, some old
16:32The new ones were still bleeding
16:33The old ones were faint scars
16:34I was so shocked that I covered my mouth
16:36To prevent myself from calling out
16:37He saw my reaction
16:38Yet only smiled, unconcerned
16:39What? Scared?
16:40As he spoke, he reached to his collar and tugged
16:42Letting his white shirt gather around his waist and belly
16:43Revealing a body full of scars
16:44What? Scared?
16:45As he spoke, he reached to his collar and tugged
16:47Letting his white shirt gather around his waist and belly
16:48Revealing a body full of scars
16:49I stared with wide eyes
16:50Gazing at the countless wounds that marred his pale body
16:52A sudden shock and pain struck me
16:53Back then I was young
16:54And did not yet understand what it was that so startled and pained me
16:56Do you know what I do each day?
16:57Do you know what it means to be a kept man?
16:58Each day after drinking the medicine
16:59I lie prostrate beneath that woman
17:00Seeking her favor
17:00No matter what she did
17:01I couldn't even feel the pain
17:02Well, what use is it to be a laureate?
17:04What use is it to be a scholar?
17:05I lost my dignity long ago
17:05I'm just a corpse that even I myself despise
17:07If not for
17:08He must truly be drunk
17:09That was why he was troubled by what me and Grace saw that day
17:11If it were anyone else, it would matter little
17:13But Grace was his closest kin
17:13To her, he was the elder brother who was smart and talented
17:15How could he face Grace in the future after she saw him in such an embarrassing state?
17:18I rummaged through trunks and drawers to find the healing salves
17:19And prepared a basin of warm water
17:20The wounds upon his body, some from pinching, some from biting, some were from whips
17:22And some I couldn't tell the cause of
17:23My heart raced with fright and sorrow as I looked at them
17:25I rummaged through trunks and drawers to find the healing salves
17:27And prepared a basin of warm water
17:27The wounds upon his body, some from pinching, some from biting, some were from whips
17:30And some I couldn't tell the cause of
17:31My heart raced with fright and sorrow as I looked at them
17:32My hands dared not use much force
17:33Afraid that I would hurt him
17:34I could only bite my lip and tend to him with utmost care
17:36He was not as frail as he appeared
17:37His muscles were well-defined, taut and handsome
17:39Perhaps it was the pain
17:39His muscles were tensed
17:40Gradually, I found myself growing calm and unhurried
17:42I told him all that had happened in the prison today
17:44You're destined for great deeds
17:45Since you have saved the lives of our family
17:46You can leave the rest to me
17:47I shall see to it that everyone is cared for
17:49Death was the simplest thing in this world
17:51A length of rope, a sharp knife
17:52Even biting one's own tongue would do the trick
17:53But to live requires greater courage
17:55Mr. Jonathan
17:55You're upright and unyielding
17:56Generous and open-hearted
17:57The harsher the frost and wind
17:58The more your metal shines through
17:59Under heavy burden
17:59In every choice and sacrifice
18:00Your spirit endures
18:01Now that you have made your choice
18:01Why torment yourself?
18:02Those who know and love you will never forsake you
18:04This was probably the power of knowledge
18:05Now I knew what to say at different times
18:08Now that you have made your choice
18:09Why torment yourself?
18:10Those who know and love you will never forsake you
18:11This was probably the power of knowledge
18:13Now I knew what to say at different times
18:14He closed his eyes and leaned back
18:16He seemed to be asleep
18:17The wound on his abdomen was worse than the others
18:18His waist was remarkably slender
18:20For some reason
18:20I suddenly remembered what my mother once told me
18:21A man ought to be sturdy and strong
18:22If his waist was too thin
18:23He wouldn't even be able to lift his wife
18:24How could he then possibly support his family?
18:26Such a thought made me want to laugh
18:27Though his waist was slim
18:28He still seemed to be strong
18:29I've applied some medicine
18:29It's not necessary
18:30Soon it will split open again in a few days
18:31It's a waste
18:32He sat up straight
18:32I helped him dress
18:33You must protect yourself
18:34No matter what you ought to protect yourself
18:36How am I supposed to protect myself?
18:37This is already the most I can do
18:38If I am to grovel and beg for favor like the rest
18:40I would rather be dead
18:41His voice was bitter
18:42For a moment I was at a loss for words
18:43It was easier said than done
18:45I wondered how he was able to convince himself
18:47To become the princess's kept man back then
18:48And how he had kept going until now
18:49How did he ever talk himself into
18:51Becoming the princess's kept man?
18:52And how did he endure until this day?
18:53He would rather bear the pain in his flesh
18:55Than surrender the last shred of his pride
18:56I am hungry
18:57Could you make something for me?
18:58Is it alright to return so late?
18:59She gave the go ahead today
19:00Told me to come home and check
19:01But where's my home now?
19:02There's only this place left for me
19:03I visited the prison today
19:04And I won't go out on the boat tomorrow
19:04There was not much food
19:05There were only two fishes left in the water tank
19:07I caught one of them
19:07Cleaned it up and steamed it fresh
19:08He found the little stool Grace usually sits on
19:10When stoking the fire
19:10And sat at the kitchen watching me cook
19:11I reheated the leftover bowl of plain porridge
19:13Ready to eat
19:14Steamed fish is quick to make
19:14I scooped him half a plate of drunken shrimp
19:16And sliced a few pieces of cured meat to fry
19:17He was not picky with his meals
19:18I didn't make much of anything
19:19He ate every bite leaving nothing behind
19:20While I was scrubbing the bowls
19:21He stood by the stove watching
19:22He was tall
19:22Under the lamplight his shadow stretched long across the wall
19:24I wanted to find another way to make a living
19:26When Mr. and Mrs. Wynn were released from prison
19:27If their official rank couldn't be restored
19:28I hoped to rent a larger house
19:29If the young masters could get an education
19:30They certainly should when they returned
19:31I wanted to find another way to make a living
19:33When Mr. and Mrs. Wynn were released from prison
19:34If their official rank couldn't be restored
19:36I hoped to rent a larger house
19:36If the young masters could get an education
19:37They certainly should when they returned
19:39Though business upon the riverboat was great
19:40The earnings were truly meager
19:41At that time
19:41It may be difficult even to make ends meet
19:42Let alone hope for anything more
19:44I shared my thoughts with him
19:45He lowered his gaze
19:45A deep shadow cast beneath his eyes
19:47Have you ever thought of me?
19:48He suddenly asked
19:48Of course I have thought of you
19:49I don't know what you're doing
19:50But I think it must be entwined with the princess
19:52Affairs of the royal kin are ever shrouded in secrecy
19:54Who could know how things will unfold?
19:55I only pray you may escape unscathed
19:57That alone would be a blessing
19:57As for more, I dare not hope
19:59He curled his lips
20:00As though he smiled
20:00Yet he didn't
20:01So, what do you want to do?
20:02Business was good this year
20:03Besides the 30 tales of silver I sent to my parents
20:04And what I spent to ease daily needs in the prison
20:06I still had
20:0760 tales of silver and 57 large coins
20:08Such a sum would not suffice to rent even the most remote shop in Rivermore
20:11I had yet to decide what I would do
20:12These few days I would not go out on the boat
20:13I would scout around first for a better line of work
20:15I had yet to decide what I would do
20:16These few days I would not go out on the boat
20:17I would scout around first for a better line of work
20:19Money got things done
20:20It was easy to earn money with money
20:22But to earn money off folk
20:23That's not something to be done by sheer effort
20:24I'll find a way to handle the money
20:25No, don't!
20:26If you had money in hand
20:26You'd have brought it back long ago
20:27Why would you have waited till now?
20:28Just mind your own well-being
20:29Allow me some time
20:30There's bound to be a way
20:31He looked at me with a half smile, half frown
20:32I found his gaze rather baffling
20:33I frowned right back at him
20:34He tapped me on the forehead
20:35With one pale finger
20:36Nearly sending me toppling over backward
20:37I clutched my reddening forehead
20:38And glared at him in irritation
20:39He only laughed
20:40His lips were rosy, his teeth white
20:41So strikingly handsome
20:42I borrowed 100 tails of silver from Sally
20:43And agreed I'd repay her
20:44130 tails of silver in half a year
20:45Then I asked one of the boatmen
20:46To pretend I was a young lady seeking kin
20:47And sailed with him to East Shore to gather pearls
20:49That could bring tenfold returns
20:50Only the waves at sea were ever fickle
20:51It all depended on luck
20:52Two months later I returned
20:53The sea sun had tanned me deeply
20:54But I'd cleared over 600 tails of silver
21:01I rented a storefront on East Street
21:07After cleaning it up
21:08I opened a dumpling shop
21:08I replaced the door curtain with a bamboo one
21:09Put out a few pots of chrysanthemums
21:10The four tables were small
21:11But business was booming
21:12After school Grace would come help out
21:14I even hired Janet to work in the kitchen
21:15A few days before opening
21:15Jonathan came by late at night
21:16He wore a black robe with a jade green belt
21:18Which made his waist look even slimmer
21:19You've got some nerve
21:20Actually daring to go out to sea
21:21He frowned, clearly annoyed
21:22You were never much to look at
21:22And now you're dark as coal
21:23Who'd ever marry you now?
21:24No need to worry about me
21:25My father arranged a childhood betrothal for me
21:26Once the Wynn family settles down
21:27I'll head home and get married
21:28I said it just to get under his skin
21:29He raised an eyebrow
21:29But didn't say anything more
21:30He gave a silver note and turned to leave
21:31I grabbed his sleeve
21:32Try my seafood dumplings
21:33So good you might just swallow your tongue
21:35He sat down
21:35I took the chance to ask him to write the shop sign
21:36Already picked the name?
21:37He picked up the brush
21:38Let's call it seafood dumplings
21:39Simple and clear for everyone
21:40He rolled up his sleeves and started writing
21:41His strokes bold and elegant
21:42Let's call it seafood dumplings
21:43Simple and clear for everyone
21:44He rolled up his sleeves and started writing
21:45His strokes bold and elegant
21:46Under the dim lantern light
21:47His quiet profile was lovelier than his writings
21:48I was entranced
21:49He turned smiling and asked
21:50Will this do?
21:51In his eyes shimmered the stars themselves
21:52He ate two bowls of dumplings
21:53I returned the silver note to him and said
21:54Once money gets involved
21:55Feelings lose their purity
21:55He accepted the silver note
21:56With a sigh he said
21:57If you were a man, you'd really be something
21:58Day after day, when I turned 19
21:59The princess returned to the capital
22:01It was said she'd be staying a while
22:02And would not be leaving soon
22:03When the princess departed
22:04She took him with her as well
22:04In fact, he seldom came
22:05Perhaps once a month or even less
22:07And when he did, it was in the dead of night
22:08Staying no longer than it took to have a meal
22:09We barely exchanged a few words
22:10Yet I longed for him, thought of him
22:11They said beauty led nations to ruin
22:12And beauty could ruin me
22:13But he was never aware of his own charm
22:14In the twelfth month, his majesty made a vow
22:15Though I knew not what vow he uttered
22:16His majesty was a Taoist believer
22:17Each day refining elixirs
22:18Seeking everlasting life
22:19It was known to all under heaven
22:20Yet this vow was the finest he'd ever made
22:21An imperial amnesty was forthcoming
22:22And the Wynne family was to be released
22:23In December, his majesty made a vow
22:25None knew the words he spoke
22:25Yet was known to all that he was devoted to
22:28The quest for eternal life
22:29Yet the vow was truly grand
22:30For he granted amnesty to all
22:31Including the Wynne family
22:32Only my aunt caught a winter chill
22:34And did not survive it
22:35I rented another small estate
22:36With six rooms
22:37All tidied and made ready
22:38We held a joyous new year feast
22:39Though he was absent
22:40Gemma had blossomed into a young lady of 14
22:41Graceful as a willow
22:42Standing tall and fair
22:43Her affliction seemed to have faded
22:44She spoke and acted with clarity
22:45Yet rather earnest at times
22:46When I asked her to move back home
22:47She refused firmly
22:48No matter how hard I tried
22:49I was now but an old maid
22:50Yet she had grown up
22:51And could not spend her days in the shop
22:53She was so fair
22:53And ought to stay at home
22:54To cultivate her temperament
22:55Learn the arts of music and chess
22:56From her parents
22:57When her brother returned one day
22:58He would arrange a fine marriage for her
23:00Unpersuaded
23:00I brought her home with me
23:01I gave the rear courtyard to Monroe's
23:03Letting them dwell free
23:04So they could watch over the shop
23:06A plan that served us both
23:07I gave the rear courtyard to Monroe's
23:08Letting them dwell free
23:09So they could watch over the shop
23:10A plan that served us both
23:12I was then a free woman
23:13And had long been unconnected to the winds
23:14Living with Gemma was still pleasant
23:16But at home
23:16I always felt somewhat uneasy
23:17Yet they treated me as if
23:18I were their own daughter
23:19No different from how they treated Gemma
23:20Both gentlemen had shown me
23:21The utmost courtesy
23:22I too had become accustomed
23:23To calling them uncle, aunt, and brother
23:26He had been gone half a year without a word
23:27Uncle seemed to have found a new interest
23:29He taught at the school for half the day
23:30And spent the rest to tutor my brothers at home
23:32He was truly a scholar by imperial exams
23:33Gemma no longer went to school
23:34Practicing letters and needlework with her mother
23:36She tried to keep the house in order
23:38And she was capable in every regard
23:39If I were to prepare for her a generous dowry
23:41She would surely find a suitable gentleman
23:42A grand household might be hard
23:43But a respectable family was within reach
23:45I only wished that she might wed a man who would cherish her
23:47And her life be free of worry
23:56One evening I returned home late
23:58The air was tense and somber
23:59No one could tell me what had happened
24:01They only said uncle had locked himself in his chamber upon returning
24:04From the school
24:04He had eaten nothing all day
24:05In my heart I vaguely understood
24:07He must have learned about Jonathan
24:08It was only a matter of time
24:10I cooked some dumplings from the shop
24:11Let the others eat first
24:13Then carried a bowl to find him
24:14The room to the east had been set aside as a study
24:15And there he was within it
24:16I called his name several times before he answered
24:18Entering the room I found there was no light
24:19The moonlight streaming through the window cast a faint outline
24:21I set the food upon the table
24:22Then found a tinder stick and lit the lamp
24:24Once it was lit
24:24I saw uncle seem to have aged many years all at once
24:26His hair already streaked with grey
24:27Appeared whiter than ever
24:28He was hunched
24:28Unable to straighten his back any longer
24:30Once it was lit
24:30I saw uncle seem to have aged many years all at once
24:32His hair already streaked with grey
24:33Appeared whiter than ever
24:34He was hunched
24:34Unable to straighten his back any longer
24:35Uncle
24:36Have you heard of Jonathan's affairs?
24:37I set the bowl before him
24:38And handed him the chopsticks
24:39His hands trembled so violently
24:40He could not hold them
24:41Do you grieve his tarnished name?
24:42Or ache for him?
24:43He has suffered too much
24:43It was I who erred
24:44His tears fell unchecked
24:45He cared more for his son than his reputation
24:47Uncle
24:47Since you ache for him
24:48Speak no more of bringing him harm
24:50He bore much sorrow
24:50He hid the truth
24:52Fearing you might blame him
24:53Or grieve in guilt
24:54He has borne so much hardship
24:56We should live as we always have
24:57Just as before
24:58We should live our life well
24:59We are family
24:59We cannot keep such accounts
25:00We should treat him as before
25:02So he feels at ease
25:03I sought out a kerchief and wiped his tears
25:05But with such a reputation
25:06How will he marry and raise a family?
25:07Uncle
25:08He is a fine man
25:09A worthy wife shall be his in time
25:10You need not worry
25:11All you must do is keep your health and spirit well
25:13And wait for your grandson
25:14All you must do is keep your health and spirit well
25:15And wait for your grandson
25:16He was such a good man
25:17Like the bright moon
25:18With starlight twinkling in his eyes
25:19Surely there would be a worthy lady for him
25:21He had endured too much hardship
25:22If the heavens would show him mercy
25:23They will grant him a wife
25:24Who loves and protects him
25:25In July I entrusted the shop to Janet Monroe and aunt
25:27Then rode back to my hometown Sally's supplies
25:29I left home at 12
25:30Seven years had passed
25:31My hometown had changed as well
25:32With the silver I sent back
25:33My family bought fields and built a house
25:35My sister was married
25:35My brother took a wife
25:36My grandparents had passed
25:37Even the three uncles had married
25:38Yet between us only unfamiliarity remained
25:40My sister-in-law pried into my monthly allowance
25:41But called me auntie behind my back
25:42Father had been the family patriarch
25:44He never asked how I had been faring
25:45Only urged me to send more
25:46Silver for his grandson
25:47My sister asked for more silver too
25:48And complained about father's partiality
25:49But what broke my heart most was that
25:50Mother had passed away years ago
25:52And no one had told me
25:52I found the red shoes she made for me
25:54And remembered she
25:55Promised a red jacket for my wedding
25:56Inside the chest were the red shoes made for me
25:58She promised me a red wedding coat
25:59I stayed only three days
26:00Left behind ten silver tails
26:01Wept at mother's grave
26:02And then left without looking back
26:04I didn't want to stay there anymore
26:05In August I returned to Rivermore
26:06The chrysanthemums were in full bloom
26:07Autumn gave way to winter
26:08Heavy snow fell over the south
26:09The emperor didn't provide relief but held parties
26:10Which led to disasters
26:11On New Year's Eve the princess plotted rebellion
26:12The next day the emperor died
26:14After the princess ended the throne
26:14He focused on refugees and relief
26:16The kingdom gradually stabilized
26:17In April when I was sorting fish and shrimp
26:19Grace came running in tears to bring news
26:20She said someone from the palace had come
26:21When I returned home it was Dean Foster
26:22Who had helped us escape
26:23He said he had heard about my unrivaled dumplings
26:25Actually he came to tell us about Jonathan
26:27He and the new emperor were like brothers
26:28The Wynns suffered to support the new emperor
26:29He wanted to marry me
26:30The loyal servant who cared for his sister
26:32And honored his parents
26:32The emperor wanted to know my thoughts
26:34I frankly said I only wanted a lifelong dedicated relationship
26:35The Wynne family owed me nothing
26:36But mother mentioned the proposal again
26:37She wanted me to go with her to the capital
26:38And the very next day
26:39The gate was crowded with relatives seeking favor
26:41I frankly said I only wanted a lifelong dedicated relationship
26:43The Wynne family owed me nothing
26:43But mother mentioned the proposal again
26:45She wanted me to go with her to the capital
26:46But the very next day
26:46The gate was crowded with relatives seeking favor
26:48On the fifth day
26:49My brother rushed in with urgent news
26:50Saying mother fainted from arguing with uncle's family
26:52And Julia Wynne
26:52Father strained his back while driving them out
26:53I hurried home
26:54Julia was changing her kids swaddling on my bed
26:56I lost my temper at once
26:57Driving out all those who came to curry favor
26:58Julia wailed nonstop
26:59Mr. Wynne sighed and spoke of the past
27:00She was proud and willful
27:01Insisting on marrying out
27:02During the hard times she never showed up
27:03Now she wished to reap the harvest
27:04I slapped her across the face
27:06Declaring she had no right to enjoy the fruit
27:08At dawn the next day
27:09Julia left with her child
27:10Half a month later
27:11The whole family was going to the capital
27:12Grace wept
27:12Refusing to board the carrot
27:13I promised to fetch her after my wedding
27:14Watching the carriage depart
27:15A sudden weakness overcame me
27:16Two days later
27:17I entrusted the shop to Janet
27:18And left Rivermore alone
27:19Two years passed in the blink of an eye
27:20I went to collect pearls in East Shore Village
27:21Life was simple
27:22But I could never truly forget Jonathan
27:23Watching the carriage depart
27:24A sudden weakness overcame me
27:25Two days later
27:26I entrusted the shop to Janet
27:27And left Rivermore alone
27:28Two years passed in the blink of an eye
27:29I went to collect pearls in East Shore Village
27:31Life was simple
27:31But I could never truly forget Jonathan
27:32Snow fell thick in the depths of winter
27:33With my silver notes I returned to the capital
27:34Jonathan was leading the treasury department
27:36His power unrivaled throughout the land
27:37Yet he was never married
27:38Rumors swirled throughout the city
27:39Wind Manor was easy to find
27:40The gatekeepers saw me
27:40Checked the portrait and announced my arrival
27:42I walked through the winding corridors
27:42And ran straight into Jonathan
27:43He was still as dignified and graceful as ever
27:44The mole beside his eye was still captivating
27:46He asked about that rascal husband of mine
27:47I made up an excuse without thinking
27:48When he asked if I was well
27:49I said everywhere was fine
27:51Except without you
27:52In the back courtyard
27:52Mother pulled me into her arms
27:53Father's eyes grew red as well
27:55Second brother placed in the top three
27:56Third brother worked in the ministry of works
27:57Her wife was a forthright woman
27:59She told me grace was an expectant consort
28:00Her marriage was won by Jonathan's persistence
28:01Not long after
28:02Grace, belly round, threw herself at me
28:04Crying as she exposed my lie about my husband
28:05After supper
28:06Jonathan called me to the study
28:07Snowflakes settled upon my hair
28:08As if we'd grown old together
28:09After supper
28:09Jonathan called me to the study
28:11Snowflakes settled upon my hair
28:11As if we'd grown old together
28:12He asked why I didn't want to marry him
28:13And if I thought he was unclean
28:14In a rare moment of courage
28:15I kissed him
28:16Then flustered I fled in haste
28:17And hid myself within Dalehurst estate
28:18On the eleventh day
28:19Dean arrived to escort me to the palace
28:20Within the royal study
28:20The emperor smiled as he exposed my falsehood
28:22He then gathered all the court officials
28:23And bade them accuse Jonathan
28:24Of immoral conduct in the palace
28:25Magistrate George made the first challenge
28:27I stepped forward and declared
28:28Jonathan bore disgrace for the sake of his family
28:30He concealed himself to aid your majesty
28:31He endured humiliation and hardship
28:32How could that be disloyal?
28:33The treasury of Grandcrest overflows
28:35It's his achievement
28:35My words left Magistrate George speechless
28:37The emperor applauded and praised me
28:38He forbade anyone to mention Jonathan's past
28:39On the road leaving the palace
28:40For the first time I called his name
28:42I confessed I was not worthy of him
28:43Yet he turned and replied
28:44Who is worthy of him
28:44Is for him to decide
28:45In the wind manner
28:46I no longer hid from him
28:47A few days later
28:47Jonathan returned late
28:48He fainted in the icy bathhouse
28:49The pageboy said he would see only me
28:50Gazing upon the old scars crisscrossing his body
28:52I recalled all his past suffering
28:53I couldn't hold back my feelings anymore
28:54So I bent down and kissed him
28:55Gazing upon the old scars crisscrossing his body
28:56I recalled all his past suffering
28:57I couldn't hold back my feelings anymore
28:58So I bent down and kissed him
28:59At dawn the next morning
29:00Mother was standing at my bedside
29:01Jonathan knelt upon the floor
29:02His face beaming with joy
29:03Mother decided to set a date for our wedding
29:04The emperor bestowed the marriage
29:05It would be on the 8th day of December
29:06I awaited my marriage at Dalehurst Estate
29:07Grace kept me company every day
29:08Jonathan came twice
29:09But each time Grace sent him away
29:11He left me some notes
29:12Saying that he'd fallen for me long ago
29:13But I never knew
29:14And that he was really happy to marry me soon
29:15On the 8th day of December
29:16An auspicious day
29:17I departed from Dalehurst Estate
29:18Jonathan came for me in festive attire
29:19His gaze was so tender as he said
29:21Macy Wynn
29:21I've come to marry you
29:22I set down my round fan
29:23Looking upon his handsome brow and eyes
29:24I remember the farewell in the blizzard
29:26It felt as though a lifetime had passed
29:27After our wedding
29:27He cherished me a lot
29:28He accompanied me
29:29Ate my dumplings
29:29And listened to my tales of East Shore
29:31At last I understood
29:31The finest love was not found in matching status
29:33After weathering every storm together
29:34He still held my hand
29:35And said for the rest of my life
29:36I will be with you
29:36I was lucky enough
29:37In this tumultuous world
29:38To find my true love for life
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