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00:20You
00:36I don't know.
01:23I still dream about that night sometimes.
01:27I still dream about them.
01:30Because they were there.
01:34We did everything together back then.
01:38The four of us.
01:40Separate.
01:43But inseparable.
01:51I suppose it's a bit of a shock.
01:53I mean, you get a message like that, and I really must think about, well, life, I suppose, the choices
01:58you've made, the things you've done, or, you know, not done.
02:00And I don't could be wrong looking after Mommy.
02:02Well, it's a privilege in many ways.
02:03I'm lucky I can focus on it without any other.
02:05Well, distractions, for want of a better word.
02:07And it's very rewarding in its own way.
02:09I mean, I know I won't regret it.
02:10I mean, nobody lies under death, but I think I wish I'd spent the last time with me, Mother, do
02:13they?
02:13Okay, there's probably some exceptions.
02:15Like, if your mother was, I don't know, Rose West, you'd probably want to keep a fair bit of distance
02:18there.
02:19I'd say I'd be advisable, if anything.
02:21But my mother, well, she's great.
02:21She's nothing like Rose West.
02:24She does have sort of similar glasses.
02:26But that's as far as it goes, really.
02:27I suppose, what I'm trying to say is, even though I feel no bitterness or resentment or anything like that,
02:31the fact that you only get to do this once and this pop, which I sort of find myself on,
02:34which is, as I say, no, without its blessings, it's at the same time the reason why certain things just
02:38aren't going to happen for me.
02:38And I should be allowed to acknowledge that, you know, we should be able to mourn the life we couldn't
02:41have without feeling guilty.
02:44Right.
02:46So is it just the wee flat white, then?
02:47Or I wonder if the others know.
02:51Mommy, Mommy, Mommy!
02:52Stop trying!
02:53Is that a shellac manicure?
02:54Um, yeah, and can I, can I put that with the makeup?
02:57Wee wedding!
02:58Get staring at me, Mommy!
02:59Sorry, one second.
03:00Stop staring at me, Mommy!
03:01But he's doing breathing!
03:02Stop breathing!
03:03Hello?
03:04I'm sorry, uh, what were you saying?
03:05Because it's a wee wedding, you might want to go for a more natural date.
03:08Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.
03:09Mommy!
03:09I basically want you to erase my current features and draw new features, different features, better features.
03:15Give me it!
03:16Like, I want, like, a totally different face.
03:18Stop it!
03:19I am sorry, love, I'm going to have to call you back.
03:21No worries.
03:21Stop it!
03:22No, stop it!
03:24What the hell is going on back there?
03:25He was staring.
03:26I wasn't staring at you.
03:28He wasn't even blinking for me.
03:29Then you grabbed my tablet.
03:31It's not yours.
03:32It is mine!
03:33Up, shut up, shut up, shut up!
03:35What the hell is going on back there?
03:36Will you please don't shut up?
03:39Will you please don't shut up?
03:47Will you please don't shut up?
03:53Mommy?
03:55What?
03:57Your phone's running.
04:00My phone's running.
04:06So, Selisha, thank you so much for this.
04:09We wanted to get you two together rather than...
04:14I'm so sorry.
04:16Marnie didn't want things to, you know, get lost in translation.
04:20So the fact is...
04:22You hit the scripts.
04:23No.
04:24Oh, God, no. No, of course not. It's just a focus thing.
04:27A focus thing?
04:28I love playing Emma. You know, she's a huge part of my life.
04:32Yeah, mine too.
04:33But isn't it time that we pushed the boundaries of the show?
04:36Isn't it time we did something truly groundbreaking?
04:40Right, like...
04:41What if this series, there's no murder?
04:46No murder.
04:47No murder.
04:48No murder.
04:49No murder.
04:51Okay, I just, um...
04:53I mean, just so we're on the same page here,
04:55the show is called Murder Code.
04:58It's a detective show.
04:59Emma is a homicide detective.
05:00Well, that's not all she is.
05:02It's the main bit.
05:03What if we shine a light on the personal cost of Emma's career?
05:07You know, what it's done to her family,
05:09her relationships, her sex life.
05:11Her sex life.
05:12I want to see Emma have an orgasm.
05:16I'm going to need a beer as well.
05:18Okay.
05:19I mean, it's good, isn't it?
05:20Is it?
05:20Yes, it is, Harry.
05:21So she stops solving murders and what just goes about writing people?
05:24It's feminist.
05:25It's a journey of self-discovery.
05:27It's mad.
05:27It's a detective show.
05:28That's why people watch.
05:30Tisha, no one knows better than you
05:32how entwined this show and this character have become.
05:35They are one and the same.
05:37So in order to move forward,
05:39you're going to have to listen.
05:41Okay?
05:44Yep.
05:46Emma is the show.
05:49I wouldn't even want to write the show without Emma.
05:52Oh, thank you.
05:53There we go.
05:54So maybe I won't.
05:56What?
05:56What?
05:57What?
05:57Maybe I won't write the show.
05:59I don't have to say fucking childish.
06:00Putting a gun to someone's head is only a threat
06:02if you're absolutely sure they don't want you to pull the trigger.
06:06Harry, that is no way for a client to behave.
06:08Why are all actors completely insane?
06:10Writers aren't exactly a doddle either, let me tell you.
06:13Piss off, Robin.
06:14I am so annoyed.
06:16I can tell.
06:17You didn't even wait for your food.
06:18That's unprecedented.
06:19No, she's done me a favour.
06:20The show's run its course.
06:21The show's huge.
06:22Why? What even is it?
06:24It's just all, oh look, someone's got themselves murdered again.
06:26Is that, is that what I do?
06:27Is that what, I contribute to society?
06:29You entertain a lot of people, Saoirse.
06:31So do fucking clients, Harry.
06:37You know, when I started it was theatre.
06:40I wanted to write plays.
06:42What happened?
06:43You realised you'd need to buy stuff.
06:46One second.
06:47My friend, my friend, my friend is dead.
06:53My friend is dead.
06:54You're dead.
06:57You're dead.
06:59I don't know.
07:30I don't know.
08:15I don't know.
08:27I don't know.
08:46I don't know.
08:51I don't know.
08:53Jimmy, this is important.
08:54Mammy's very fragile.
08:55I'm vexing.
08:56Christ, is she not away yet?
08:58Just hadn't now, Mammy.
08:59Well, on you go.
09:00Out the buck.
09:01You've my head fried.
09:03Okay, then.
09:04If there's anything you don't understand, just call me.
09:07We'll be round.
09:08Just go.
09:10Enjoy yourself.
09:11Well, that's my friend's week.
09:13Happy days.
09:18Oh, and if...
09:21We're dying now.
09:22That's it, is it?
09:23That's the latest.
09:24Apparently.
09:25We should not be dying.
09:27We're 34 years of age, for Christ's sake.
09:30We're 38.
09:34Did you manage to find a hotel?
09:35Indeed I did.
09:36It has a spa and everything.
09:37I don't think I'm in the mood for a spa.
09:39I mean, is it even appropriate, considering?
09:41Well, excuse me for trying to make this experience a little less horrific, Dara.
09:44I didn't mean.
09:45Do you think I'm not devastated?
09:46I didn't say that.
09:47Because I am, Dara.
09:48I am devastated.
09:50I've been in bits since you called me.
09:51I just...
09:53I'll give you a highlight, then.
09:56Yeah?
09:57When?
09:57Uh, I don't know.
09:58Recently.
09:59Like, how recently?
10:00What do we say?
10:01Like, since we heard about our dead friend recently.
10:03Look, Dara.
10:04You can be in bits and have your highlights done.
10:06The two things aren't mutually exclusive.
10:07Fine.
10:08Barely keeping it together here.
10:09Okay?
10:10Oh, I'm sorry.
10:11Oh, my God.
10:12Listen.
10:13What?
10:15That's her song.
10:16They're playing Greta's song.
10:17Jesus Christ, don't play.
10:21How freaky is that?
10:22Do you think it's a sign?
10:25Like, she's telling us not to worry?
10:27Like, that she's okay?
10:29Yeah.
10:30Yeah.
10:30Do you think it's a sign?
10:45Do you think it's a sign?
10:53Do you think it's a sign?
11:12Do you think it's a sign?
11:23Do you think it's a sign?
11:29Why does she live for everything?
11:34Look, she's probably collapsed from exhaustion.
11:36It's not that far.
11:37We're in a different fucking time zone, Dara.
11:38I'm sorry, but that airport car park was extortioned.
11:41I'd have paid.
11:42It's not the point.
11:43It's a matter of principle, Robin.
11:45Oh, here she is.
11:49What an undercarousel is she wearing.
11:52I'm not sure.
11:56We're dying now.
11:58Nightmare, isn't it?
11:58The whole thing's just awful.
12:01She was so young.
12:02I was talking about your outfit.
12:03Are they pajamas?
12:04They're treasures.
12:05They look like pajamas.
12:06Well, they're not.
12:07I just can't believe she's dead.
12:08I mean, I think a part of me always hoped would, you know, reconnect.
12:13Yeah.
12:13Yeah.
12:14Look, I know I was in two minds about all this,
12:16but I am so glad we're doing this now.
12:18Like, paying our respects properly.
12:19It's only right.
12:20And also, I could be down with a bit of a break myself, to be honest.
12:24Robin.
12:25But things between me and Patrick have been quite difficult lately.
12:30He's become very controlling, very possessive.
12:34Lots of mind games.
12:37Gaslighting, that sort of thing.
12:39Is he not like one?
12:40He's one and a half, there she.
12:41And he knows what he's doing.
12:45People always talk about all the things they're all about.
12:54Write it on a piece of paper.
12:59He's got a feeling I'll see you later.
13:02There's something about me that keep it...
13:05Shit.
13:06I hate these big cars.
13:08It's just weird.
13:10I think it's this one.
13:11You'd think she would have told us what happened.
13:13Thanks.
13:14The sister-in-law, I mean.
13:16Do you have to do that here?
13:17Oh, I got Nutella on it.
13:19Like, in the email, she didn't say if Greta was...
13:23...Ell or anything.
13:25She'll not be thinking straight.
13:26Cash only.
13:27I've got to buy my Euro purse.
13:29I didn't have any sympathy cards, so I had to just grab a blank one.
13:31It has like a watercolour effect.
13:33It'll do the job here.
13:34Look, careful.
13:35It'll burn the mouth off you.
13:36It's all so mad.
13:37What's so mad?
13:38Did you fill her up?
13:39Don't do that.
13:40Don't call your car her.
13:41You know, it creeps me out.
13:44My contact isn't the first place.
13:46It's been 20 years.
13:4820 years.
13:49And we never once reached out to her.
13:50Not once.
13:51Well, she moved away.
13:52We lost contact.
13:53That suited us, didn't it?
13:55I put a deposit down in those dresses I told you about.
13:58What?
13:58Oh, I'm not having bridesmaids.
13:59I don't want bridesmaids, Robin.
14:01I don't want bridesmaids, Saoirse.
14:03What kind of weirdo doesn't have bridesmaids?
14:06I just want a simple, straightforward, low-key...
14:09Shite wedding.
14:10Is this not supposed to be my day?
14:12No.
14:13No?
14:13Let me get one thing clear, okay?
14:16Myself and Dara here are going to be walking down the aisle behind you wearing matching frocks,
14:20with or without your consent.
14:23What was that?
14:24I don't know.
14:25They filled a tank up.
14:27I want diesel or anything.
14:30Diesel.
14:36I am so sorry, Robin.
14:39I thought you said petrol.
14:40I could have sworn you said petrol.
14:41Why would I have said petrol when the thing runs on diesel?
14:44It's an easy mistake to me.
14:45How would you know you've never so much as had a driving lesson?
14:48I live in London.
14:48You don't live in London.
14:50He's no.
14:50I do live in London.
14:51You work in Belfast.
14:52Your TV film is made in Belfast.
14:55You're in Belfast about eight months of the year.
14:57Six, seven, and a bunch.
14:58Why can't you just admit to the fact that you live in Belfast?
15:00Because then I'd be somebody who lives in Belfast.
15:02Not that there's anything wrong with that.
15:05Oh, Christ.
15:05Where is this guy?
15:07He's getting late.
15:08What if he doesn't come?
15:09What if nobody comes?
15:11What if we die out here?
15:12We're not going to die out here.
15:13Well, I hope for your sake that we don't.
15:15Because when they discover the bodies,
15:16they're going to have to record the fact that you're wearing pyjamas,
15:18and that's fucking mortifying.
15:20They're not pyj...
15:24Oh, thank God.
15:26About time.
15:41Good evening, ladies.
15:43No, not really.
15:44What's happened here, then?
15:46Right, well, what happened here is Dara.
15:48This is Dara.
15:49She was supposed to put diesel in the wee hole thing,
15:52but she accidentally put petrol in the wee hole thing in the car.
15:55I didn't enjoy that.
15:56No.
15:57Well, it wasn't.
15:58Christ, it's Jim.
15:59It's all I need.
16:00Hello, love.
16:01Yeah, all good here.
16:02I'm going to sit in the car.
16:04Let's have a look, then.
16:07You girls from Belfast?
16:10It's been a long time since we were girls.
16:12Oh, come on now.
16:13But we were from Belfast, yes.
16:15Right.
16:18What?
16:18Well, it's not like you lot to waste petrol.
16:21Oh, I see.
16:22A rioting joke.
16:23Very good.
16:25Very retro interesting, considering you're, what, 12?
16:29I'm 26.
16:30Right.
16:31It's such a great accent.
16:34Are you serious?
16:36No one's ever said that before.
16:37No one's ever thought that before.
16:39I love it.
16:40Sounds hard to dangerous.
16:42It's a good thing.
16:44Can be.
16:45No.
16:46And look, there's a pile of stuff at the foot of the stairs.
16:49I haven't left it there for decoration purposes.
16:51You know, it's not like a piece of modern art I'm working on.
16:54It's a pile of everyone's shit that I won't put away.
16:56Okay?
16:57Bye.
16:58Bye-bye-bye.
16:59Love you.
17:00Will?
17:01You started the engine, so it's been contaminated.
17:03The entire fuel system needs changed.
17:05How long will that take?
17:06Hard to say.
17:07Oh, God, I'm so sorry.
17:08I'll pay for it.
17:09You're not paying for it, Dara.
17:11I am.
17:11You're not?
17:12I am.
17:13You're not.
17:13It's fine.
17:14It's not.
17:14It is.
17:15It's not.
17:16Oh, Christ.
17:18Fucking freezing.
17:20Uh, I take it, you'll be needing a lift.
17:23Yeah.
17:24Yeah.
17:52There's something sort of creepy about this place, isn't there?
17:55Not when you live here.
17:57Oh, no.
17:57I didn't mean, like, bad creepy.
17:59Ah, you meant the other creepy.
18:01Like, the good creepy.
18:02Atmospheric creepy.
18:04You know, like, sort of spooky, but not necessarily.
18:06Stop talking.
18:07You might know her friend.
18:08She lives in Oktara.
18:09I actually moved here quite recently.
18:11Well, she lived in Oktara prior to her becoming dead, which she now is, unfortunately.
18:16Greta Heaney.
18:18Not Greta, her own name.
18:19Uh-huh.
18:19Yeah.
18:20Heaney with her maiden name.
18:22We're here for her week.
18:23Her husband only's me boss.
18:26God, I am so sorry.
18:30Jesus, it was terrible.
18:32What happened?
18:34What did happen?
18:36You don't know.
18:37Oh, God, I fell down the stairs, the poor thing.
18:41God rest her soul.
18:42There was drink taken, I do believe.
18:44Perhaps she had a problem on that front.
18:46Who knows?
18:47Manny's a devil does.
18:48Oh, it's no wage to die.
18:50No wage to die at all.
18:52Newspaper?
18:53Um, their house.
18:55Is it walking distance?
18:56It's a couple of miles outside the village.
18:58Turn right at the end of this road.
19:00Straight on until you reach the bookies.
19:02Take a left, a right.
19:03A left that sort of feels like a right.
19:05Directly opposite you, there's a field.
19:07Look for a scarecrow with one arm.
19:09Dressed a bit like...
19:10Could you maybe just call us a cab?
19:12I can see how Pat's fixed.
19:15But I'll make no promises.
19:17For he's normally flat out on a Friday night.
19:19Pat?
19:19He'd be the taxi driver here in Oktara.
19:21Taxi driver?
19:22Singular?
19:23That's right.
19:23Fantastic.
19:24Would you not head in the morning, girls?
19:26Settle yourselves here.
19:27Have a bite to eat.
19:28Good night's sleep.
19:29The car might be fixed.
19:31What do you think?
19:32It makes sense.
19:33Right stuff.
19:35You ticker the spa's closed?
19:36It is indeed.
19:37Since 2016, if I remember rightly.
19:39What?
19:40Turned it into a soft play area.
19:42A soft play area?
19:43The mommies need somewhere to dump the kids
19:45while they're getting themselves pampered.
19:46Not if there's no spa they don't.
19:48Oh, sure isn't it only desperate.
19:50We didn't think it through at all.
19:52Come here to me.
19:53It's a bit of entertainment, you're out there.
19:57We do a different theme every month.
19:59The young ones come from Letter, Kenny and Donegal,
20:01town by the busload.
20:02Mad crack all together.
20:04Great.
20:06Nothing like throwing a few shapes
20:07while reminiscing about your dead friend.
20:09Good woman yourself.
20:12I'm not being unromantic.
20:13We're working together, baby.
20:15They're breathing down my neck for the new drafts.
20:17Babe, I think, considering what's happened...
20:20What do you mean, what's happened?
20:21Did you not read my mess?
20:23I, yeah, didn't actually send it.
20:25What's going on?
20:27Oh, it's grand.
20:28My friend died.
20:29Christ.
20:30Who?
20:30Not Robin?
20:31No.
20:31Dara?
20:32No.
20:33They're both here and very much alive.
20:35A girl we went to school with.
20:38Oh, okay.
20:38I hadn't seen her in any age.
20:40Thought we should pay her respects or whatever.
20:42I'm going to be in Donegal for a few days.
20:44Donegal?
20:45I could have come with you.
20:47You don't like dead bodies, Seb.
20:48Who likes dead bodies?
20:50Yeah, but the scripts, they're coming.
20:53And, okay, you spoke to Marnie.
20:54How was she?
20:55She fell down the stairs.
20:56Marnie did?
20:57Oh, no.
20:57What?
20:58No.
20:58I wish.
20:59My friend, that's how she died.
21:00Oh.
21:01That's awful.
21:02Yeah.
21:02Even if you weren't close, that's rough.
21:04He said we weren't close.
21:06We were very close.
21:08Once.
21:41Hello?
21:46Hello?
21:48Hello?
22:25I'll tell you a secret.
22:31Oh, my God.
22:32I remember when this was taken.
22:34It was sports day, wasn't it?
22:38Well, we haven't even looked at it.
22:39We'll let you know when we've decided.
22:41I'll be right over there.
22:42On the edge of my seat.
22:44No, wait.
22:45We should order drinks at least.
22:47Oh, Christ.
22:48I'm doing this one-year-no-beer thing.
22:50So boring.
22:51You're not drinking?
22:52For a year?
22:53I'm not drinking beer.
22:54I'll have wine or whatever.
22:57I'll have a bottle of this one.
22:59Fine.
23:01Aren't any gall people supposed to be friendly?
23:03Is that not their thing?
23:04Have you seen this?
23:08Oh, God.
23:09Maybe we could put it in the coffin.
23:11That's a lovely idea.
23:12Is it?
23:13Just to let her know we're thinking about her.
23:14She's dead.
23:16I mean, let's be honest.
23:17Regretta, we knew you died back then.
23:19All these girls did.
23:20What are you on about?
23:21Those 20 years, they happened.
23:23And they changed us.
23:26Close enough.
23:27Who would like to try?
23:32That'll be grand.
23:34But this, Regretta?
23:36She became a whole different person.
23:38A person we know fuck all about.
23:41Saoirse, are you all right?
23:42Hmm.
23:43Who falls down a flight of stairs?
23:46Dither death.
23:46Who does that?
23:47What do you mean?
23:48It just seems so fucking avoidable.
23:50Well, there's no good way to die at 38.
23:52I feel like there's bad ways, though.
23:54And falling down the stairs might be in the top three.
23:57Well, that's not in my top three.
23:58Right.
23:59Don't even think it's in my top ten.
24:01Good to know.
24:01What are you saying?
24:02I just keep thinking about the paths we take in life and the shifts in our direction of travel.
24:06Because those shifts, they happen so subtly, so gradually.
24:08What percentage is that?
24:09What if what happened hadn't happened and we hadn't fallen out?
24:12If we were still friends, would that have influenced our life, our choices?
24:16Would it have changed her direction of travel ever so slightly?
24:18So she didn't die.
24:20Yes.
24:20No.
24:21That's not how it works.
24:23Exactly.
24:24We have no control over God's plans.
24:26Well, I wouldn't go that far, Sister Mary Clarence.
24:30Yeah, maybe you're right.
24:31Maybe it wouldn't have made a difference.
24:33And maybe putting a photo in her dead hands will make us feel better about everything.
24:37It was just an idea.
24:38I know, smoke.
24:50Hey.
24:53I see you were a mechanic earlier, now you're a cop.
24:56And do you do the rest of the village people?
24:58It's the family business, the garage.
25:00My uncle owns it.
25:01He doesn't keep well, so I help him out a bit.
25:03That's why I moved here, actually.
25:05See you.
25:10So, it's all sorted.
25:11Oh, thanks.
25:12You, thank you.
25:13How was the week?
25:14We are going to go first thing instead.
25:16Right.
25:17I should probably have myself at some point.
25:19When you said your boss was Greta's husband, I take it that means he's a guard rather than a mechanic?
25:24That you never met him?
25:24No, uh, Greta and us, we were sort of, um, we were estranged.
25:31I see.
25:32What's he like?
25:33Oh, and he seems well liked.
25:35He's quiet.
25:36Private.
25:38Did you know Greta?
25:40Yeah, I met her once.
25:47You're not too bothered by the odd awkward silences, are you?
25:50Is that one of your interrogation techniques?
25:52There's not much call for interrogation around these parts, and I don't think it's awkward.
25:55It is.
25:56Really?
25:56Absolutely.
25:57Should I say something else?
25:58Please.
25:58Why aren't you wearing your ring?
26:00Oh, shit.
26:04I'm forever doing that.
26:07The, I, I, uh, not really a big jewelry person.
26:11It takes a bit of getting used to.
26:17Where'd she go?
26:19Yep.
26:27Baby, you're all that I want, when you're lying here in my arms.
26:34I'm finding it hard to believe, we're in heaven.
26:48What's this?
26:50The bill.
26:53Not letting us off the hook there, then?
26:56Your accent's not that sexy.
26:58We're in heaven.
27:07We're in heaven.
27:14I have that top, and those jeans, and that bandana.
27:18I still wear that hoodie.
27:20Have it with me.
27:21Well, you could be right back there.
27:25I think about that party sometimes.
27:28There was a party that night.
27:31Here, remember those, uh, 70s nights at the limelight?
27:34Try not to.
27:35A one-time me, her, and Grata.
27:36I don't know where you were.
27:37Choir practice, probably.
27:39No way.
27:39I was always at choir practice.
27:41We go to the 70s disco anyway, and I'm wearing these tight purple flares with massive turnips.
27:47Remember this?
27:47Yep, yep.
27:48And David Ryan was there, who obviously is right in Belfast.
27:50Not anymore.
27:51God bless him.
27:52Anyway, so I'm on the dance floor smoking a cigarette.
27:54Inside.
27:55Good day.
27:55And I see David looking over at me.
27:57Now, by this stage, I've had a couple of O'Gartney breezers, so I am feeling fly.
28:01And I flick my cigarette away, old Germanic, and walk straight up to him and say,
28:05like, all right, David, and he goes, you're smoking.
28:08So I'm like, excellent.
28:09And he goes, no, you're smoking.
28:11Like, there's smoke coming off you.
28:13And I look down, and sure enough, my leg is all fine.
28:16Come on.
28:31Christ, but we were aged.
28:32Yeah.
28:33Shit.
28:34Where's that wee bitch?
28:36I'll just go over.
28:39Excuse me.
28:40I can't believe I've never heard that before.
28:42Excuse me.
28:43Well, she's definitely told it before more than once.
28:45I mean, it's not what happened.
28:48I did the thing with the cigarette.
28:50I almost set fire to a pair of jeans.
28:52Robin was there.
28:53David Ryan wasn't.
28:53And it wasn't a 70s disco.
28:55That was a different night.
28:55A different story.
28:56She's, uh, she's got mixed up somewhere down the line.
29:00And you haven't said anything.
29:01Oh, it's funny the way she tells it.
29:03Here's no fucking mad the way we edit our memories like that.
29:05I mean, we don't even know we're doing it, but we're building these versions of events
29:09that suit us that don't challenge who we think we are.
29:13Well, that's all a bit over my head.
29:16I don't think that's true.
29:18Saoirse, it happened.
29:19It's not the time.
29:20It did happen.
29:21And it's the real reason we're here.
29:24When I got that email, my first thought was, after all these years, she's still talking
29:31about us, and I was worried.
29:32Dara, I was worried about what she might have said.
29:35You are too.
29:36So's Robin.
29:37No, we haven't come to pay our respects.
29:40We've come to make sure she didn't tell anyone.
29:43So we can all keep pretending.
29:46But it did happen.
29:48You!
29:49Right.
29:50This is the last.
29:51We've got to go to a wake, first thing.
29:54We cannot, under any circumstances, get hammered the night.
30:14We cannot, under any circumstances, get hammered the night.
30:26Oh, hey, oh.
30:28We want to hate on us.
30:30We can be envious.
30:31I know why they hate on us.
30:32I can't stop so fabulous.
30:34I'm going to be real on us.
30:36Nobody got nothing on us.
30:37Because we all on us from London back down to the US.
30:40We rocking in the campaign.
30:42It's not even in our way.
30:44It's just the best.
30:45It's the real.
30:45It's the real.
30:46It's the real.
30:52It's the real.
30:58All that time won't take you anywhere
31:06It just goes through you like a ghost
31:14And only half of this is everything
31:21Everything you are
31:23And all you love the most
31:30So even if I showed you everything
31:38Every fear and every scar
31:47Maybe try to outrun all of them
31:52We're still out here on foot
31:57So we won't get far
32:03Fuck me. My skin hurts. This is bad. This is bad.
32:09I can't do this. You have to. Can't be good.
32:11I mean did I drive here because I can't fully remember
32:13Let's just focus one thing at a time
32:16One thing at a time. This size of this place
32:18How much do guards earn these days?
32:20What? The husband of the dead
32:22One of her dead friend of the dead friend
32:23A greta? He's a guard. Who told you that?
32:26The man from the village people
32:28Jesus Christ I'm going to be sick
32:31No it's gran
32:31It's gran. I'm gran
32:40Is anybody coming?
32:42How would I know?
32:45It's open
32:50Hello?
33:05Wow, this place is really creepy
33:16Hello?
33:21Is anyone home?
33:25Hello?
33:26Excuse me
33:34What's going on?
33:35Where is everyone?
33:37I don't know
33:37What shall we do?
33:39But don't look at me
33:56We could come back
33:57Come on, Mike
33:59This place is freaking me the fuck out
34:02I'm very sorry to hear that, Robin
34:07Jesus
34:08Mrs Heaney
34:09Long time, girls
34:16Well, you three haven't changed a bit, have the man?
34:20That's a good thing, is it?
34:21Change is essential
34:23That's very true, Mrs Margo
34:25Mrs Ma'am
34:25Mrs Heaney
34:26Always getting your mother in the trouble this lot
34:28Yeah
34:29You were always grassing her up
34:31Sure, what are we brothers for?
34:32I'm just so very, very sorry
34:35This is awful
34:36Thank you
34:37You were close then?
34:40You and my wife?
34:41When we were younger
34:42Yes
34:42We lost touch when we left school
34:45I think Greta simply outgrew them
34:47Okie dokie
34:48I don't remember her ever
34:51Mentioning you
34:52Oh
34:54Well, it was just
34:55Well, it was Gay that reached out to us
34:59Gay?
35:00Your sister
35:06My sister reached out to you?
35:08Mm-hmm
35:09Yeah, she, um, she emailed us
35:13I see
35:17So
35:18We thought we'd come and
35:20Pay our respects
35:24And say how incredibly sorry
35:34Bon voyage
35:43What a lovely sentiment
35:48We had to have a closed casket
35:51I'm not sure if you heard what happened
35:53But, um
35:56How did it happen?
35:57That's what I don't understand
35:58Well, she'd been sleepwalking
36:01At least that seems the most likely explanation
36:05You remember how bad she was?
36:07I'm sure
36:17And then, uh, I'll leave you to it
36:24You both okay?
36:25No
36:26Obviously not
36:27Right
36:27I forgot how intense her mum was
36:29Her brother's not exactly a walk in the park either
36:31Why is there nobody else here?
36:33You never get a crowd for a closed casket
36:35This is all very weird
36:36This feels weird
36:37Is it weird?
36:38I mean, I can't tell what's weird and what's hangover
36:40I don't understand
36:41We were fine when we woke up
36:43We were still drunk
36:44We were still drunk
36:50What do we do now, eh?
36:52Should we say a wee prayer?
36:53Why's up?
36:54Can I get you a cup of tea?
36:58Sure did
37:01Oh, Jesus
37:02Well, I am gonna throw this down
37:05Don't do it in here
37:08I'm sorry, excuse me
37:10It was wrong
37:12What Daddy said
37:14Sorry?
37:16She did talk about you
37:18At least to me she did
37:20She talked about you all the time
37:23The four of you, the friendship
37:26She said it was the best time of her life
37:55See you all the time
38:19Oh, it's fine.
38:21Upground.
38:22Upground.
38:26Oh, Christ.
38:33Can I tell you a secret?
38:35A secret?
38:55My father doesn't have a sister.
38:58What?
39:01I don't have an aunt, kid.
39:04Christ.
39:08Shitballs.
39:10Oh, shit.
39:11Fuck.
39:12Fuck.
39:24What the hell are you doing?
39:28Let's get you out of here.
39:29But, Granny...
39:30Come on, now.
39:31I'm so sorry.
39:32I was just trying to put a photograph into...
39:34Help me with this.
39:36I just...
39:37I just prized it open just a little bit.
39:39Just a crack.
39:40Just enough so I could...
39:42A photograph?
39:44We should leave.
39:46No.
39:48Wait.
39:49Wait!
39:53What's going on?
39:54I don't know.
39:56I was just on a steak.
40:01It's fine.
40:02You don't have to leave.
40:03Oh, thanks.
40:04But it's a long drive, so...
40:06And I have a cat.
40:08Is she having to manage her tea yet?
40:11I made a lemon drizzle cake.
40:13Well, we don't like lemon drizzle cake, so...
40:15Stay.
40:18Please.
40:19I won't take no for an answer.
40:22Sorry.
40:23No!
40:30It's open!
40:31It's open!
40:32It's open!
40:32It's open!
40:41What is it?
40:43Just go.
40:43Just go.
40:44Just start the car.
40:46Jesus Christ!
40:47What are you doing?
40:48What's going on?
40:50Just drive.
40:51Go!
40:51Go!
40:52Go!
40:52Go!
40:52Go!
40:53Go!
40:53This is metal.
40:54You don't even have a car.
40:55That's true.
40:56You like lemon drizzle cake.
40:59I have seen you eating lemon drizzle cake.
41:01That is not my favorite.
41:02It will be right now.
41:05What's up here?
41:06Let's take that down.
41:07Let's take that down.
41:07Don't stop.
41:08Don't stop the beat.
41:09I can't stop it.
41:10I can't stop the beat.
41:31Fucking hell.
41:32Why is he following us?
41:38It's not her.
41:38What?
41:39In the coffin, it's not Greta.
41:41What do you mean it's not Greta?
41:42What do you mean?
41:42What do I mean?
41:43It's not her.
41:45Then who is it?
41:46I don't know.
41:50Why did she learn to drink like this?
41:51She's going to run.
41:54The woman who sent us the email, she doesn't exist.
41:57What?
41:57That's what the girl said.
42:09I still dream about that night sometimes.
42:14I still dream about them.
42:17Because they were there.
42:21We did everything together back then.
42:24The four of us.
42:27Separate.
42:27But inseparable.
42:30But inseparable.
42:31Nicely come back then.
42:34I cannot do that.
42:36I don't know.
42:36I think it's not just that.
42:42I don't know.
42:46I can't wait.
42:47I don't know.
42:50I can't wait.
42:52I don't know.
42:53I don't know.
42:56I don't know.
43:25Let's go.
43:27Let's go.
43:57Separate, but inseparable.
44:31Let's go.
44:58Let's go.
45:27Let's go.
45:57Let's go.
46:27Let's go.
46:31Let's go.
46:32Let's go.
46:34Let's go.
46:35Let's go.
46:35Let's go.
46:36Let's go.
46:36Let's go.
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