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00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
00:17If I were you I wouldn't listen
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00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow we bury them
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04:21Yeah, I miss it too.
04:24But that's why we have memories.
04:27We can revisit all those times that we did have.
04:32All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs, and, you know, it's like a movie.
04:38We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
04:48You know what I mean?
04:49I do.
04:52Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but I'm not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48Nah, you call, I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
06:15I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factored in how this affects anyone else even a little.
06:33Fucking school.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38This is going to have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us, okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:54It's okay.
06:56Hey.
07:01It's okay.
07:04It's okay.
07:19Hey.
07:20Hey.
07:21Hey.
07:21Hey.
07:21Hey.
07:28where'd you find cream same shopping center where i found the dress
07:33i gotta say boseman impressed me i wasn't expecting to find donna karen in the mountains
07:39found a little something for you too yeah preston would prefer me in jeans i think he would find a
07:46certain victory in that he deserves a little black dress and that's exactly what i got you
07:52did the boys say when they would be ready they said to walk over at noon how are they going
07:57to
07:57get them out there i didn't ask and they didn't say they just said it was handled
08:05about two hours preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the sun's position it's
08:14alarmingly accurate
08:18the girls asked me to arrange a plane
08:23when tonight
08:27okay they need closure honey they won't get it here they have lives and they need to go live them
08:34i would very much like to plan a memorial service he has a lot of friends that deserve a way
08:39to say
08:39goodbye does he he does and you know that we could do it at the explorers club okay just
08:47have at the apartment have corbonne cater they love that place i already called you find back too
09:01i have a very worried husband he's convinced some distant cousin of the unabomber is going to
09:07abduct me and hold me in his basement for ransom depending on the cousin i'm not completely opposed
09:13of course that's my warped romance novel version of abduction i doubt that's how it would play
09:19out lily that is how it play out my mind after two percocets
09:23you think i'm joking no
09:31i love you
09:37there is nowhere i would rather be than with you when you need me
09:40i know
09:46i have a little bottle of kalua if you would like some lead in that coffee
09:49oh well now you're talking
10:13i'll get some more
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11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:23And Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Come.
12:09I'm coming.
12:12Sorry.
12:15Sorry.
12:18Sorry, Miss.
12:19Sorry, Miss.
12:19That's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin.
12:28You'll never know.
12:30Let's go.
12:42Come on.
12:45Yes.
12:47Yes.
13:10Okay, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:28Watch it.
13:46Watch it.
13:58Watch it.
14:02Watch it.
14:10Watch it.
14:12Watch it.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot.
14:33I forgot.
14:34Uh...
14:36This one will be Sans Preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:47We, um...
14:49This is my first funeral here, so...
14:51We're sort of...
14:53winging it.
14:55Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if...
14:59I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss.
15:28And we look to you for comfort.
15:32Remind us that it is a selfish pain.
15:35Because you have promised a place called heaven.
15:38Where our departed bask in the glow of your grace.
15:42They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels.
15:45Who guide us through darkness.
15:48Lift us when we are weak.
15:51And nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We...
16:00Lean on our faith that it exists.
16:03And on your mercy.
16:05That it holds a place for us.
16:08Where we may sit in your light beside our loved ones.
16:11And know only joy.
16:14Forever.
16:17Amen.
16:19Uh, if anyone would like a word.
16:23Stacy.
16:25It's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:49I guess that's it then.
16:54Um...
16:56So, what happens now?
16:59We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:06That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07That's it?
17:07If he has a new say, then say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's her point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29God damn you for taking it from us.
17:45I love you.
17:47I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet anyway.
18:11Who can blame them?
18:38Who can blame them?
18:39I do not believe they're dealing with it.
18:51I don't think they're dealing with it.
18:55I'm sorry.
18:57I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
19:00I'm sorry.
19:02I love you.
19:05I'm sorry.
19:07I can't be out of here.
19:08I'm sorry.
19:09I'm sorry.
19:12Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
19:15Oh, I, I, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, rough in the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:52Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says,
19:58have you seen these cabins they built next door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move, what do you, what do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them and ask me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:34I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos, good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:50How about some of those cookies?
20:52Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking like three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat them.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41But I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York is if it seceded from the union and I was
21:52drafted into the army to take it back.
21:54Okay, you gotta go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:05Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:09Okay.
22:12I mean it.
22:20I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load him in a trailer and drag him all over Montana trying to
22:33win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:16We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:31Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay, okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until we
23:54can?
23:55God, you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:29No, no, no, we seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking Abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:42Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:18Spend time, honey.
25:20Spend time, honey.
25:24Spend time, honey.
25:32Spend time, honey.
25:35Spend time, honey.
25:36Spend time, honey.
25:37Spend time, honey.
25:39Spend time, honey.
25:42Spend time, honey.
25:43Spend time, honey.
25:43Spend time, honey.
25:49when did your father die russell
25:53um it'll be uh six years in april where is he buried uh my mother had him cremated
25:59you know the plan was to spread his ashes at our place in montauk but
26:06he never did it i don't know why so he's sitting in a jar on our mantle which is an
26:12odd custom
26:16putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes what do you miss most about him
26:27he used to call me every monday and uh tell me a joke really
26:34you still remember them oh yeah tell me one oh no no no yeah they um
26:40yeah my father had a uh rather warped sense of humor
26:44yeah well at this point i'm pretty hard to offend
26:52okay
26:53um
26:57okay so there are four nuns driving in a van and the van goes off a cliff and they all
27:02die
27:03funny no no no that's i'm getting sorry this is all just a setup yeah i got i got it
27:08yeah okay
27:09so they're standing at the pearly gates and saint peter looks them over and he says to the first nun
27:14this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven
27:19and your conscience must be cleansed before you enter so the first nun thinks about it and she says
27:24well i used to sneak peeks at father riley in the shower saint peter says well you're a naughty one
27:31sister wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five hail mary she does sends her out
27:37to
27:38heaven so he looks at the second nun asks her the same thing she says well on occasion i would
27:43stroke
27:44father riley's member with my hand saint peter just shakes his head tells her to wash her hand in the
27:50bowl of holy water say ten hail mary's so she does lets her into heaven now the third nun steps
27:57up
27:57but the fourth nun grabs her throws her to the ground and steps up to the bowl of holy water
28:02saint peter says what on earth are you doing sister and the nun says i'm gonna wash my mouth out
28:07in this
28:07bowl before that bitch puts her ass in it
28:14i stand corrected russell i can still be offended
28:19i was very poorly chosen i'm sorry it was the first one that came to my mind i am so
28:22sorry i
28:24it's terrible common denominator where their problem seems to be father riley yeah he uh did get around
28:32ah what's in it vodka soda easy on the soda god bless you the meeting's stuffing at the gym at
28:40nine
28:41if you're up for it oh yeah exercise it's exactly what i need
28:49i see things didn't end well with a cowboy
28:54how's that look about it
28:58page has been quiet i think this is going to be hardest on her
29:03i'm afraid
29:05how so
29:06when you've dedicated your entire life
29:08to gaining the attention of one person
29:13what is your purpose when that person is gone
29:16the girls are handling it well at least
29:18yeah well they're too young to know the difference
29:21just one less present at christmas
29:27i know an excellent therapist stacy
29:31you're my therapist
29:34you're my best friend
29:36i'm incapable of being impartial
29:38speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity
29:42and with zero opinion
29:43what i need is opinion
29:46if i want to know what the book on death says i'll buy the fucking book
30:15my book
30:18I don't know.
30:50I don't know.
31:28I don't know.
31:36I don't know.
31:46And we're doing a charcuterie board from Ely.
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:54Pizzas are for Paul.
31:55It's the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face, pulling out those nasty boots, as an 11-year-old pulling
32:12out his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19Oh, you see now.
32:20This is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves
32:31me money.
32:32I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:40It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:46Okay.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:51It's your little mountain mistress, the jealous type.
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know.
33:00I really want to know.
33:01Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy, do you ever, baby.
33:36It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:37Yeah.
33:51Oh boy.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison, the president.
34:25Yeah, of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No, he died on another river.
34:50Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
34:55No, no river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know. That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like, tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Hmm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision making in the future.
36:12My decision making?
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:16No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center, my soul, is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't, then I'll leave early.
37:16And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:13I don't give a shit what it is.
38:18A lot of talking.
38:19And yelling and crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:22And often.
38:25And in time, those memories will become fond again.
38:31They won't hurt to recall them.
38:35And you'll laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:50Will you ever be whole again?
38:52Will you feel like you did before he died?
38:58No.
39:00But you know that.
39:03But you will heal.
39:05If you let yourself.
39:07You will have as much life to live as you allow yourself.
39:15Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:25Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:38Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
39:42Seriously.
39:43Come on.
39:43Give it your best shot.
39:50You're a terrible therapist, you know that.
39:53Yeah.
39:54With that smug fucking sweater.
39:58You really like saying fuck, don't you?
40:00I know.
40:02I find it quite liberating at the moment.
40:08Good.
40:09Say it again.
40:11Fuck you.
40:12Are we gonna do trust falls next, you fucking quack?
40:17It's a really good place to start.
40:19Come on.
40:19Keep it coming.
40:20Let's go.
40:21I'm serious.
40:27I'm thinking about it.
40:29I'm considering it.
40:32I know, I know, I know.
40:34I'm running away.
40:35Running away from my problems.
40:37This problem goes with me, so I'm not running from anything.
40:43Would I miss my daughters?
40:46Honestly, I don't...
40:48I don't know.
40:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
40:52You know, live their own lives.
40:55Maybe they could move with you.
40:57I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
40:59That's what I said.
41:01My oldest daughter needs it.
41:03I...
41:05actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
41:08That's not very nice.
41:10Oh, what do they teach?
41:13Sarcasm in therapy school these days?
41:16Well, if by therapy school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah, they kind of invented it there.
41:26Do you think I should?
41:30Not my place to say, but...
41:35I think you should consider it.
41:37And I'll tell you why.
41:39Because you are actively weighing your future.
41:42And the consequences are your choices in that future, and that's healthy.
41:45That's good for your soul.
41:46So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
41:49But you should seriously consider it.
41:52You should consider moving to Europe.
41:56Spend a year traveling.
41:57You got the financial means.
41:59No responsibilities here preventing it.
42:01You should consider everything.
42:06Wish I could have met him.
42:08Must have been a hell of a man.
42:10Because you are a hell of a woman.
42:12You know who you are, and you're not ashamed of it.
42:14And this, yelling and crying and pondering.
42:18This is what you're supposed to be doing.
42:20This is grieving.
42:22This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life.
42:25And racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it.
42:30And you will.
42:34Thank you, Phil.
42:36Thank you, Phil.
42:38Oh, this has been...
42:42pleasantly cathartic.
42:43I took one look at that sweater, and I had very little faith in you.
42:46But you...
42:48you overcame it.
42:50Turns out, you don't suck at your job.
42:53Well, that...
42:55is wildly offensive.
42:59Same time tomorrow.
43:00I'm thinking afternoon.
43:02I still got five clients, and I'm pretty drunk.
43:05I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
43:08Fine.
43:09See you at happy hour.
43:10I have to sit back in the air.
43:24I'll go there.
43:25Go for it.
43:28I'll get it.
43:29the upper midwest. A colder air mass is settling in.
43:33Gathers no showers with low average temperatures.
43:40Who's your realtor?
43:43Yeah. No matter what I do, I can't stay here.
43:46Lily, I can smell him.
43:48Hold on. Hold on.
43:52Is everything okay?
43:53So, um, Paige is in bed.
43:57And she won't talk, and she can't stop crying, and she's...
44:01Well, she's hyperventilating, and I feel like I should call an ambulance, but I don't...
44:04Like, I feel like that might make her worse.
44:06You're right. You're right. It would. I'll be there in 15 minutes. Call Abby.
44:10Okay. Okay. Calling her now.
44:38Is she in the bedroom?
44:40Yeah.
44:45Do you have any sweets?
44:48Sweets?
44:49Okay. Get some ice cream, Rocky Road, and buy some chocolate chips. Put three scoops
44:55in a glass of milk, put the chocolate chips on top, and then just bring it to me with
44:59a spoon.
44:59That sounds, uh, disgusting to start.
45:02I wasn't asking your opinion of it, Russell.
45:09I got Rocky Road. Desperate times? Call for desperate measures.
45:13Grab chocolate chips?
45:14The shitty ones, like she likes.
45:16Well, looks like all we need from you is a cup, Russell. Give it to her. She knows how
45:20to make it.
45:21Got it.
45:21Okay.
45:25Hey, hey, hey, hey.
45:26Hey, it's okay. It's okay.
45:28It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. You know what this is?
45:32It's how much you love them. And your body just doesn't know where to put all that love
45:37now. Okay, but you don't have to put it anywhere. And you don't have to stop loving someone when
45:41they're gardening. In fact, one could argue that you should love them more. And here's
45:48the sad fact of life. You will feel this way again. Yeah, when I die, when your husband
45:56dies, and your friends, and someday your children will feel this way about you.
46:03Thanks, Mom. I feel so much better.
46:06I come bearing gifts.
46:08I'm not hungry.
46:09It's not food. It is a drug. It is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only your metabolism
46:16can process in a way that doesn't end up on your hips. And I hate you for it.
46:23I used to eat this when I was, like, five.
46:25No, you still act five, so...
46:31Fuck you and your bad roots.
46:33No, she's back. I don't understand it.
46:37It's the crunch with the cold and the mushy of the ice cream.
46:42Wait.
46:43The explanation doesn't sell it, Paige.
46:46Well, you got her.
46:49I got her, but I cannot stay the night.
46:51I can stay the night.
47:02This is my favorite thing ever.
47:04I know.
47:05I know.
47:17Is she okay?
47:20Yeah, she will be.
47:24Is there a decent bar near here?
47:27Uh, there's a...
47:29There's a dive bar around the corner.
47:32Well, Soho's version of a dive bar.
47:37Hmm.
47:51What's this place called?
47:53Um, I don't know.
47:55I'm not sure it has a name.
48:10What's the name of this place?
48:12Name?
48:13Uh, people just call it the bar.
48:15Or the bar down the street.
48:17Something like that.
48:18No name?
48:18Not that I'm aware of, no?
48:20What does your paycheck say?
48:22Uh, XT Enterprises LLC or some shit.
48:28Okay, so, this bar just doesn't have a name.
48:33No name.
48:34What can I get you?
48:35Oh, God.
48:35I'm, uh, I am not in the mood to make any decisions.
48:39Mm-hmm.
48:40Martini?
48:41Uh, that is a cocktail, and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar, so...
48:45True that.
48:46Uh, how about an Irish car bomb?
48:48I have no idea what that is.
48:51Trust me.
48:51Okay.
48:52What about you?
48:53What kind of amber ales do you...
48:55That'll be two Irish car bombs.
48:57Yeah, like your style.
48:58Two Irish car bombs.
48:59I have to work in the morning.
49:00It's one drink, Russell.
49:07Oh, I didn't see that coming.
49:09Oh, gosh.
49:10Apologies, Russell.
49:14This is gonna hurt.
49:17I have a bad gag reflex.
49:38No, no, no, I'm not, I'm, I'm not laughing at that.
49:42What then?
49:44Oh, life.
49:46Uh, choices people make.
49:49Don't get me wrong.
49:51She made a good one with you.
49:55What are your dreams?
49:59Dreams?
50:00Or, you know, aspirations, might be a better word, for your life, for my daughter.
50:08I mean, what, uh, you know, we, we just got the townhouse, so...
50:12Yeah, well, that's a purchase, not a dream.
50:16Have you two talked about starting a family?
50:21You know, Paige, she just got down to a size zero and she worked really hard for it, so...
50:26Russell, Russell, independent thoughts.
50:28Do you have any?
50:31Yeah, I mean, I guess I want, I want to have kids.
50:34Mm-hmm.
50:35Okay.
50:35I don't want to raise them, and I want to, I want to move out of town, you know, where
50:40they can have a normal, you know, trick-or-treat and, and, and play baseball and run out on
50:46the street, you know?
50:47No, I don't know.
50:48No, I don't know.
50:49I raised mine here.
50:51All right.
50:52Well, that would be my dream.
50:55What about when they're grown?
50:58What's the dream, then?
51:00I don't know.
51:01I don't know.
51:02I, I haven't gotten that far.
51:03Yeah, well, then you need a new dream.
51:08Honestly, I always thought of you and Creston as the dream.
51:15So did I, Russell.
51:20But that dream is over.
51:24Well, I guess we both need a new one.
51:28Yeah.
51:30Yeah.
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