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00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
00:17If I were you I wouldn't listen
00:20like
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00:24Right
00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow we bury them
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04:52Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river,
05:29but not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48Nah, you call, I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
05:55Yeah.
06:15I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factored in how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fucking school.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38This is going to have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us.
06:47Okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
06:57Hey.
06:59Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:28Where'd you find cream?
07:30Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39Found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
07:52Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54They said to walk over at noon.
07:56How are they going to get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
08:01They just said it was handled.
08:05About two hours, Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the son's position.
08:13It's alarmingly accurate.
08:18The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:23When?
08:24Tonight.
08:25Oh.
08:27Okay.
08:27They need closure, honey.
08:29They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives, and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:40He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorers Club.
08:46Okay.
08:46Just have at the apartment.
08:49Have Corbon.
08:52Cater.
08:53They love that place.
08:55I already called.
08:56You find back, too.
09:02I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber is going to abduct me and hold me in his basement for
09:09ransom.
09:11Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking.
09:25No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some blood in that coffee.
09:49Oh.
09:49Well, now you're talking.
10:13I'll give you some more.
10:16Have a breath.
10:17Okay.
10:46I'll give you some more.
11:04Of course, you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:27Bye.
11:32Bye.
11:39Bye.
11:41Bye.
11:43Bye.
11:43Bye.
11:46Bye.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Ah, Carmen.
12:12Sorry.
12:15Sorry.
12:18Sorry, but it's not.
12:19That's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin.
12:28You'll never know.
13:11Okay, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:51Watch your hand.
14:18Watch your hand.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot.
14:33I didn't know.
14:36This one will be Sam's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:46We, um...
14:49This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:55Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:02I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:32Remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed bask
15:40in the glow of your grace.
15:41They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones.
16:11And know only joy forever.
16:17I'm in.
16:20Uh, if anyone would like a word.
16:23Stacy.
16:25It's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33Do you care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:49I guess that's it then.
16:53Um, so what happens now?
16:59We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:06That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07That's it?
17:07If he has nothing to say, then say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's her point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29Goddamn you for taking it from us.
17:45I love you.
17:47I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet anyway.
18:11Who can blame them?
18:14Who can blame them?
18:37Who can blame them?
18:42Who's going to blame him?
18:46Who can blame them?
18:55I'm so sorry.
18:57Who can blame them?
18:58I quite can't blame them.
18:59I'm not sorry for believing that you all donated.
19:01I want them dancing nicely now.
19:03I want them playing that
19:09But why don't they all make them grow up?
19:09After every night they don't have responded.
19:11pretty sneaky trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody oh i i i didn't know anyone
19:19would care i we let you have the funeral we will not be denied our feast
19:27when they decided to build these cabins they wanted to do it all themselves
19:30mill the wood frame it roughing the electric the whole deal look at the bottom of them there
19:37they're sitting on railroad ties and i could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would
19:42serve and i told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter and every skunk and raccoon
19:47and god knows what else going to set up shop underneath them well preston just looked at me
19:51and nodded didn't say a word about six months later tax assessor comes by my place and says have you
19:58seen these cabins they built next door i said i had and he asked me if i'd ever seen him
20:03move
20:04i said move what do you what do you mean move tax assessor says when he tried to put a
20:10value on them
20:10your husband said they was mobile homes you pick them up with a forklift and move them and ask me
20:17if i'd ever seen them be mobile well i told them yeah they haul them all over the place and
20:23if you
20:23look at the back of that outhouse your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said that
20:29son of a bitch was mobile too he did not want to pay any taxes i wondered what those were
20:35for
20:36preston always had issues with authority wheels on outhouse never seen anything like it no
20:45indian tacos good stuff want some how about some of those cookies oh good choice i was thinking like
20:55three what's your mom gonna say about that my mom's not gonna say anything because she's not gonna see
21:02you eat him let's keep this between us i think that's a good idea
21:20thank you for today means more than you know someone had to do it for me i know what it
21:26means
21:28i'm sorry it had to be done
21:32we're flying out tonight girls have missed enough school and i have exhausted my wardrobe
21:37but
21:41i'd like to come back
21:44or dare i invite you to new york well the only way you get me to new york is if
21:50it seceded from the union
21:51and i was drafted into the army to take it back okay you gotta go a little easier on my
21:56city
21:56buddy i'm not knocking it i'm just not going there fair enough
22:02then i'll come visit
22:04sure
22:06i mean it
22:10okay
22:12i mean it
22:20i'm a sheriff's deputy
22:21who makes fifty two thousand dollars a year
22:23i have twelve thousand dollars in the bank and i'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average
22:28rope
22:28worse three nights a week i'm gonna load him in a trailer and drag him all over montana trying to
22:33win back what i spent on him in october i'm gonna take my boys in the mountains for a month
22:37and fill
22:37our freezer with elk i ain't never land on no beach i'm never going to europe or san francisco or
22:44any
22:44city bigger than billings ever
22:48what part of that sounds good to you
22:50none of it
22:51no walk me through your life what won't you change i don't have those kind of absolutes
22:55just walk me through it
23:00macy has gymnastics every morning
23:03from there i go to pilates
23:06from pilates i go to my therapist
23:07from my therapist i go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me
23:12then i pick up macy and i get bridget and we go to ballet
23:15we have recitals every friday night saturday morning we have competitions
23:19i take the girls the same parts for christmas
23:21italy for the month of july which
23:23you would love
23:24i will point out
23:30who feeds the horses
23:33isn't there a service for that
23:35you have to do it every day
23:38okay
23:39okay there is no future in this but
23:41you are tall and kind
23:43and fucking beautiful
23:46you are tall and kind and beautiful
23:47okay so can we just agree
23:48to fuck this up together
23:50and have as much sex as possible
23:53until
23:54until we can
23:55god you city girls do spell it out don't ya
23:57yeah we we we get to the point
23:59yep we do
24:00you go from wondering when we're gonna see each other to wondering when you're gonna leave
24:06i think i'd rather just miss ya
24:10i'm not gone yet
24:11you know what i mean
24:13so is this goodbye
24:17i think it's best
24:18oh wow
24:22let me just clarify
24:25that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral
24:28no we aren't together
24:29no no no we seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me
24:33abby don't fucking abby me now
24:34you want to miss me
24:36is that what you want
24:38here's your fucking chance
24:39yes
24:53so
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:53Uh, it'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58Uh, my mother had him cremated.
26:00You know, the plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but he never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um, my father had a rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:54Um.
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, that's, I'm getting, sorry, this is all just the setup.
27:07Yeah, I got, I got it, yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates and St. Peter looks them over and he says to the
27:14first nun, this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it and she says, well, I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley
27:28in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five Hail Mary.
27:35She does, sends her off to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says, well, on occasion I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
27:52say ten Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does, lets her into heaven.
27:56Now, the third nun steps up and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground and
28:00steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her
28:09ass in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I, it's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34It's vodka soda, easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's tough in at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh yeah.
28:44Exercise, it's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
28:59I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person,
29:13what is your purpose when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You're my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:44What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
30:41Late session volatility underscoring.
30:45Unsettled tone on Wall Street, following a new round of warning that's in your day.
30:50The Dow managed a modestly.
30:53As well as a hundred finished little chiefs after wavering.
30:57I think that the tension is exactly where we are now.
31:00I'm bringing inflation data.
31:01I'm bringing inflation data.
31:02I'm bringing it decisively.
31:04So, is this just a cause or does somebody want to be hateful?
31:08Why don't you think this is healthy?
31:09I'm bringing inflation data.
31:11I'm bringing inflation data.
31:25I'm bringing inflation data.
31:28I'm bringing inflation data.
31:28I'm bringing inflation data.
31:29I'm bringing inflation data.
31:33I'm bringing inflation data.
31:36I'm bringing inflation data.
31:37I'm bringing inflation data.
31:40I'm bringing inflation data.
31:41I'm bringing inflation data.
31:43I'm bringing inflation data.
31:43I'm bringing inflation data.
31:44I'm bringing inflation data.
31:46And we're doing a charcuterie board from Ely.
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:54Pizzas are for Paul.
31:55It's the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face,
32:10pulling out those nasty boots
32:11as an 11-year-old pulling out his baseball cleats.
32:14This is the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction
32:22between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life,
32:26all the ways how when you buy something on sale,
32:30it saves me money.
32:32I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39It makes perfect sense
32:41once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:52It's your little mountain mistress,
32:54the jealous type.
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know.
33:00I really want to know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there,
33:10I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy, do you ever, baby.
33:22I'm ready.
33:23I'll give up for it.
33:32See you later.
33:46Bye-bye.
34:13Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison, the president.
34:25Yeah, of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No, he died on another river.
34:50Actually, no.
34:52He died on a mountain.
34:55No, no river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like, tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Hmm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet, here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making in the future.
36:11My decision-making?
36:13What...
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:17No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center, my soul, is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon
36:40to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:00I...
37:01am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:07If you can.
37:09If you can't...
37:13Then I'll leave early.
37:16And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:13I don't give a shit what it is.
38:18A lot of talking.
38:19A lot of talking.
38:20And yelling.
38:21And crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:22And often.
38:25And in time.
38:28Those memories will become fond again.
38:31They won't hurt to recall them.
38:35And you'll laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:50Will you ever be whole again?
38:52Will you ever be whole again?
38:53Will you feel like you did before he died?
38:58No.
39:00But you know that.
39:03But you will heal if you let yourself.
39:06You will have as much life to live as you allow yourself.
39:15Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:25Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:38Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
39:42Seriously.
39:43Come on.
39:43Give it your best shot.
39:50You're a terrible therapist.
39:52You know that.
39:53Yeah.
39:54With that smug fucking sweater.
39:58You really like saying fuck, don't you?
40:00I know.
40:02I find it quite...
40:06liberating at the moment.
40:08Good.
40:09Say it again.
40:11Fuck you.
40:12Are we gonna do trust falls next, you fucking quack?
40:17It's a really good place to start.
40:19Come on.
40:19Keep it coming.
40:20Let's go.
40:21I'm serious.
40:27I'm thinking about it.
40:29I'm considering it.
40:32I know, I know, I know.
40:34I'm running away, running away from my problems.
40:37This problem goes with me, so I'm not running from anything.
40:43Would I miss my daughters?
40:46Honestly, I don't...
40:48I don't know.
40:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
40:52You know, live their own lives.
40:55Maybe they could move with you.
40:57I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
41:00That's what I said.
41:01My oldest daughter needs it.
41:04I...
41:05actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
41:08That's not very nice.
41:10Oh, what do they teach?
41:13Sarcasm in therapy school these days?
41:16Well, if by therapy school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah, they kind of invented it there.
41:26You think I should?
41:30Not my place to say.
41:33But...
41:35I think you should consider it.
41:37And I'll tell you why.
41:39Because you are actively weighing your future.
41:42And the consequences are your choices in that future.
41:44And that's healthy.
41:45That's good for your soul.
41:46So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
41:49But you should seriously consider it.
41:52You should consider moving to Europe.
41:56Spend a year traveling.
41:57You got the financial means.
41:59No responsibilities here preventing it.
42:01You should consider everything.
42:06Wish I could have met him.
42:08Must have been a hell of a man.
42:10Because you are a hell of a woman.
42:12You know who you are and you're not ashamed of it.
42:14And this.
42:16Yelling and crying and pondering.
42:18This is what you're supposed to be doing.
42:20This is grieving.
42:22This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life.
42:25And racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it.
42:30And you will.
42:34Thank you, Phil.
42:36Thank you, Phil.
42:38Oh, this has been pleasantly cathartic.
42:43I took one look at that sweater and I had very little faith in you.
42:46But you, you overcame it.
42:50Turns out you don't suck at your job.
42:53Well, that is wildly offensive.
42:59Same time tomorrow.
43:00I'm thinking afternoon.
43:02I still got five clients and I'm pretty drunk.
43:05I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
43:08Fine.
43:09See you at happy hour.
43:21Time tomorrow.
43:24Time tomorrow.
43:40who's your realtor yeah no matter what I do I can't stay here Lily I can smell him
43:48hold on hold on is everything okay so um Paige is is is in bed and she won't talk and
43:59she can't
43:59stop crying and she's well she's hyperventilating and I feel like I should call an ambulance but I
44:04don't like I feel like that might make her worse you're right you're right it would
44:08I'll be there in 15 minutes call Abby okay calling her name
44:38is she in the bedroom yeah
44:45uh do you have any sweets sweets okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate chips
44:54put three scoops in a glass of milk put the chocolate chips on top and
44:57and then just bring it to me with a spoon that sounds uh disgusting to start I wasn't asking
45:02your opinion of it Russell
45:09I got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures grab chocolate chips the shitty ones like
45:15she likes well looks like all we need from you is a cup Russell give it to her she knows
45:20how to make
45:21it got it okay hey hey hey hey hey hey it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay
45:30it's okay
45:30it's okay you know what this is this is how much you love them and your body just doesn't know
45:35where
45:35to put all that love now okay but you don't have to put it anywhere and you don't have to
45:40stop
45:40loving someone when they're gone in fact one could argue that you should love them more
45:46and here's a sad fact of life you will feel this way again yeah when I die when your husband
45:56dies and
45:57your friends and and someday your children will feel this way about you thanks mom I feel so much
46:05better I come bearing gifts I'm not hungry it's not food it is a drug it is sugar and chocolate
46:14in a
46:14make sure that only your metabolism process in a way that doesn't end up on your hips
46:18and I hate you for it I used to eat this when I was like five no you still act
46:26five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots no she's back I don't understand it it's the crunch with the cold
46:40and a mushy of the ice cream wait the explanation doesn't sell it page well you got her I got
46:49her but
46:50I cannot stay the night I can stay the night
47:02this is my favorite thing ever I know
47:17is she okay
47:20yeah she will be
47:24is there a decent bar near here
47:27uh there's a there's a dive bar around the corner
47:32well Soho's version of a dive bar
47:37hmm
47:41hmm
47:51what's this place called
47:54um I don't know I'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place
48:12name uh people just call it the bar or the bar down the street something like that
48:17no name
48:18not that I'm aware of no
48:20what does your paycheck say
48:21uh XT Enterprises LLC or some shit
48:29okay so
48:30bar just
48:32doesn't have a name
48:33no name
48:33what can I get you
48:34oh god
48:35I'm uh
48:36I am not in the mood to make any decisions
48:40martini
48:41oh that is a cocktail and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar
48:45so true that uh how about an Irish car bomb
48:48I have no idea what that is
48:50trust me
48:51okay
48:52what about you
48:53what kind of amber ales do you
48:55that'll be two Irish car bombs
48:56yeah like your style
48:57two Irish car bombs
48:58I have to work in the morning
49:00it's one drink
49:01Russell
49:07oh I didn't see that coming
49:09oh gosh apologies
49:12Russell
49:13this is gonna hurt
49:19great
49:21you gotta
49:22yeah
49:23yeah
49:32it went down the wrong pipe
49:35I have a bad gag reflex
49:38no no I'm not I'm I'm not laughing at that
49:41what then
49:44oh life
49:47choices people make
49:49don't get me wrong
49:51she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams
50:00or aspirations
50:03might be a better word
50:04for your life
50:06for my daughter
50:08I mean what
50:09uh you know
50:09we we just got the townhouse
50:11so
50:11yeah well that's a purchase
50:13not a dream
50:16have you two
50:18talked about starting a family
50:21you know Paige
50:22she just got down to a size zero
50:24and she worked really hard for it
50:26Russell
50:26Russell
50:26independent thoughts
50:27do you have any
50:31yeah
50:32I mean I guess I want
50:32I want to have kids
50:34mm-hmm
50:34okay
50:35I don't want to raise them
50:36and I want to
50:38I want to move out of town
50:39you know
50:40where they can have a normal
50:41you know trick-or-treat
50:43and
50:43and
50:44play baseball
50:45and run out on the street
50:46you know
50:47no I don't know
50:48no I don't know
50:49I raised mine here
50:52well that would be my dream
50:54what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then
50:59I don't know
51:01I don't know
51:02I haven't gotten that far
51:03yeah
51:03well then you need a new dream
51:08honestly I always thought of you
51:09and Creston as the dream
51:15so did I Russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well I guess we both need a new one
51:29yeah
51:30yeah
51:31but that dream is over
51:59yeah
51:59yeah
52:28To be continued...
52:38To be continued...
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