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00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
00:17If I were you I wouldn't listen
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00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow we bury them
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04:24but that's why we have memories we can revisit all those times that we did have
04:32all the talks all the laughs all the hugs and you know it's like a movie we can we can
04:41play it over
04:42and over as many times as we want in in our minds you know what I mean I do not
04:52the same
04:53though as a real hug no it's not the same
05:19right here huh she marked it on a map
05:23all right well we ain't getting a backhoe down here might be able to get a tractor up from the
05:29river but not sure what good that'll do us no these holes are getting dug the old Irish way
05:38yep how the hell are we gonna get the caskets here
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon don't they it's a good idea
05:46you want to call or run for shovels
05:47you call I'll run my gelding is just gonna follow you yank off that bridle
06:16I am aware yes I am aware we have had a death in the family
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls volleyball will survive the week without her
06:27yes you are correct I am not factored in how this affects anyone else even a little
06:33fucking school
06:35is this gonna be okay
06:38it's gonna have to do honey it's all you got
06:44hey it's just us okay there's nobody to be offended
06:48what did school say you're missing a volleyball tournament
06:53it's okay it's okay
06:57hey
07:18hey
07:20hey
07:28where'd you find cream
07:29same shopping center where I found the dress
07:32I gotta say Bozeman impressed me
07:35I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karen in the mountains
07:39found a little something for you too
07:41yeah
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that
07:48he deserves a little black dress and that's exactly what I got you
07:52did the boys say when they would be ready
07:54he said to walk over at noon
07:56how are they gonna get them out there
07:58I didn't ask and they didn't say
08:01he just said it was handled
08:05about two hours
08:07Preston wrote a chapter on
08:09telling time
08:12from the son's position
08:13it's alarmingly accurate
08:18the girls asked me to arrange a plane
08:23when
08:24tonight
08:24oh
08:27okay
08:27they need closure honey
08:29they won't get it here
08:31they have lives
08:32and they need to go live them
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service
08:37he has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye
08:40does he
08:40he does
08:42and you know that
08:44we could do it at the explorers club
08:46okay
08:46just
08:48have at the apartment
08:49have Corbon
08:51cater
08:53they love that place
08:55I already called
08:56you find back too
09:02I have a very worried husband
09:03he's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber is going to abduct me
09:08and hold me in his basement for ransom
09:11depending on the cousin
09:12I'm not completely opposed
09:13of course that's my
09:15warped romance novel version of abduction
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out Lily
09:19that is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets
09:23you think I'm joking
09:24no
09:31I love you
09:37there is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me
09:40I know
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some blood in that coffee
09:49oh
09:49well now you're talking
10:13I'll get some blood
10:16have a breath
10:18okay
10:19okay
10:19okay
10:24so
10:24okay
10:24okay
10:24okay
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
12:05Where are they?
12:08Come.
12:12Sorry.
12:15Sorry, Miss.
12:18I'm sorry, Miss.
12:19That's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin.
12:28You'll never know.
12:30But I'm sorry.
12:40Yeah.
12:46Yeah.
12:48Yeah.
13:11Okay, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:51Okay, boy.
14:21Mrs. Clapper, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot.
14:33I didn't.
14:34I...
14:36This one will be San's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:46We, um...
14:49This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:55Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:02I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:09I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where
15:38our departed bask in the glow of your grace.
15:41They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls
15:52and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place heaven.
15:58We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us
16:08where we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17Amen.
16:18Yea, if anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacey, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30That's a good one.
16:33Do you care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say but I won't be saying it today.
16:49I guess that's it then, um, so what happens now?
16:59We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:05That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07He has me say it and say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's our point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29Goddamn you for taking it from us.
17:45I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:27I love you.
18:29I love you.
19:12Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
19:15Oh, I, I, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, roughing the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them there.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:52Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these cabins they built next
19:59door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move.
20:05What do you, what do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says, when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them.
20:17And asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:35I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:50How about some of those cookies?
20:51Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking like three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat them.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my warden.
21:37But.
21:41I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you'd get me to New York is if it seceded from the union and I was
21:52drafted into the army to take it back.
21:54Okay.
21:54You got to go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:05Sure.
22:07I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:13I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load them in a trailer and drag them all over Montana trying to
22:33win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until...
23:54Until we can.
23:55Yeah, you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify.
24:25That you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:29No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking abbey me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
25:09Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:14That was me.
25:16Yeah.
25:20Yeah.
25:22Yeah.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:53Uh, it'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58Uh, my mother had him cremated.
26:00You know, the plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but...
26:06He never did it. I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um...
26:40My father had a rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:53Um.
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff, and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, that's...
27:05I'm getting...
27:06Sorry, this is all just the setup.
27:07Yeah, I got it, yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates, and St. Peter looks them over, and he says to
27:13the first nun, this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it, and she says, well...
27:26I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say, five Hail Mary.
27:35She does, sends her off to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says, well, on occasion, I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
27:52say, ten Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does, lets her into heaven.
27:56Now, the third nun steps up, and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground,
28:00and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass
28:09in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen, I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I, it's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Vodka soda, easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise, it's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
28:59I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person, what is your purpose when that person
29:14is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You are my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:39Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:44What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
30:07What?
30:20What?
30:21How are you?
30:21What?
30:22What?
30:24What?
30:25What?
30:26What?
30:41Late session volatility underscoring an unsettled tone on Wall Street, following a new round of warnings that have neared to
30:49come on.
30:51The Dow managed a modest name for the close as well, and a hundred finished little change after wavering.
30:57I think that the tension is exactly where we are now.
31:00The inflation data is good, and the rest of the time is going to be decisive.
31:04So, is this just a cause, or does that mean you want to be meaningful?
31:08Why don't you think this is healthy to go up to this point?
31:11All right, let's turn on the point for a minute.
31:24Yes, I should turn on the point.
31:25There are some highlights there for a later on, and there.
31:46And we're doing a charcuterie board from Ealy.
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:54Pizzas are for Paul.
31:55It's the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face,
32:10pulling out those nasty boots
32:11as an 11-year-old pulling out his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction
32:22between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life,
32:26all the ways how when you buy something on sale,
32:30it saves me money.
32:32I'm gonna buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:40Makes perfect sense once you accept
32:41the inevitability of the purchase.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:52It's your little mountain mistress,
32:54the jealous type.
32:57You wanna know?
32:58I do wanna know.
33:00I really wanna know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there,
33:10I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy, do you ever, baby.
33:23Bye, love you.
33:25Bye, bye.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:21I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh.
34:24The president.
34:25Yeah.
34:25Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No.
34:49He died on another river.
34:50Actually, no.
34:52He died on a mountain.
34:55No, no river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Hmm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making in the future.
36:12My decision-making?
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:16No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center.
36:26My soul.
36:26Is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
36:59I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:07If you can.
37:09If you can't.
37:12Then I'll leave early.
37:15And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25Do you care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:09I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11What you need is this.
38:12A lot of this.
38:15Not this.
38:17A lot of talking.
38:19And yelling and crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:22And often.
38:25And in time.
38:28Those memories will become fond again.
38:31They won't hurt to recall them.
38:33And you'll laugh.
38:38And you'll laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:50Will you ever be whole again?
38:52Will you feel like you did before you died?
38:58No.
39:00But you know that.
39:03But you will heal.
39:05If you let yourself.
39:07You will have as much life to live.
39:10As you allow yourself.
39:16Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:26Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:38Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
39:42Seriously.
39:42Come on.
39:43Give it your best shot.
39:50You're a terrible therapist.
39:52You know that.
39:53Yeah.
39:54With that smug fucking sweater.
39:58You really like saying fuck, don't you?
40:00I know.
40:02I find it quite liberating at the moment.
40:08Good.
40:09Say it again.
40:11Fuck you.
40:12Are we going to do trust falls next, you fucking quack?
40:17It's a really good place to start.
40:19Come on.
40:19Keep it coming.
40:20Let's go.
40:21I'm serious.
40:27I'm thinking about it.
40:29I'm considering it.
40:32I know.
40:33I know.
40:33I know.
40:34I'm running away.
40:35Running away from my problems.
40:37This problem goes with me.
40:38So I'm not running from anything.
40:43When I miss my daughters, honestly, I don't, I don't know.
40:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them, you know, live their own lives.
40:55Maybe they could move with you.
40:57I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
40:59That's what I said.
41:01My oldest daughter needs it.
41:03I actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
41:08That's not very nice.
41:10Oh, what do they teach sarcasm in therapy school these days?
41:16Well, if by therapy school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah, they kind of invented it there.
41:26You think I should?
41:29It's not my place to say, but I think you should consider it, and I'll tell you why.
41:39Because you are actively weighing your future and the consequences of your choices in that future, and that's healthy.
41:45That's good for your soul.
41:46So whether you actually do it is irrelevant, but you should seriously consider it.
41:52You should consider moving to Europe.
41:56Spend a year traveling.
41:57You've got the financial means, no responsibilities here preventing it.
42:01You should consider everything.
42:06I wish I could have met him.
42:08Must have been a hell of a man.
42:10Because you are a hell of a woman.
42:12You know who you are, and you're not ashamed of it.
42:15And this, yelling and crying and pondering, this is what you're supposed to be doing.
42:20This is grieving.
42:22This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life and racking your brain to try to find a way to
42:27survive it.
42:30And you will.
42:35Thank you, Phil.
42:38Oh, this has been pleasantly cathartic.
42:43I took one look at that sweater, and I had very little faith in you.
42:46But you, you overcame it.
42:50Turns out, you don't suck at your job.
42:53Well, that is wildly offensive.
42:59Same time tomorrow?
43:00I'm thinking afternoon.
43:02I still got five clients, and I'm pretty drunk.
43:05I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
43:08Fine.
43:09See you at happy hour.
43:20See you at happy hour.
43:41Who's your realtor?
43:42Yeah.
43:44No matter what I do, I can't stay here.
43:46Lily, I can smell him.
43:48Hold on.
43:49Hold on.
43:52Is everything okay?
43:53So, um, Paige is in bed, and she won't talk, and she can't stop crying, and she's...
44:01Well, she's hyperventilating, and I feel like I should call an ambulance, but I don't...
44:04I feel like that might make her worse.
44:06You're right.
44:07You're right.
44:07It would.
44:08I'll be there in 15 minutes.
44:09Call Abby.
44:10Okay.
44:10Okay.
44:11Calling her name.
44:18Okay.
44:21Okay.
44:22Okay.
44:22Okay.
44:25Okay.
44:33Okay.
44:35Okay.
44:38Okay.
44:59I wasn't asking your opinion of it, Russell.
45:09I got Rocky Road.
45:11I got Rocky Road.
45:11Desperate times call for desperate measures.
45:13Grab chocolate chips.
45:14Shitty ones, like she likes.
45:16Well, looks like all we need from you is a cup, Russell.
45:19Give it to her.
45:20She knows how to make it.
45:21Got it.
45:21Okay.
45:25Hey, hey, hey, hey.
45:26Hey, it's okay.
45:27It's okay.
45:28It's okay.
45:29It's okay.
45:32It's okay.
45:33You know how much you love them.
45:34And your body just doesn't know where to put all that love now.
45:37Okay.
45:37But you don't have to put it anywhere.
45:39And you don't have to stop loving someone when they're gone.
45:42In fact, one could argue that you should love them more.
45:46And here's the sad fact of life.
45:51You will feel this way again.
45:53Yeah.
45:54Yeah.
45:54When I die, when your husband dies, and your friends, and, and someday your children will
46:01feel this way about you.
46:03Thanks, Mom.
46:04I feel so much better.
46:06I come bearing gifts.
46:08I'm not hungry.
46:09It's not food.
46:11It is a drug.
46:12It is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only your metabolism can process in a way
46:17that doesn't end up on your hips.
46:18And I hate you for it.
46:23I used to eat this when I was, like, five.
46:25No, you still act five, so...
46:31Fuck you and your bad roots.
46:33No, she's back.
46:34I don't understand it.
46:37It's the crunch with the cold and the mushy
46:40of the ice cream.
46:41Wait.
46:43The explanation doesn't sell it, Paige.
46:46Well...
46:47You got her.
46:49I got her, but I cannot stay the night.
46:51I can stay the night.
46:52I can stay the night.
47:02I can stay the night.
47:03It was my favorite thing ever.
47:04I know.
47:29I don't know.
47:34version of a dive bar.
47:37Hmm.
47:51Hmm. What's this place called?
47:53Um, I don't know. I'm not sure it has a name.
48:10What's the name of this place?
48:12Name? Uh, people just call it the bar.
48:15Or the bar down the street, something like that.
48:18No name?
48:18Not that I'm aware of, no?
48:20What does your paycheck say?
48:22Uh, XT Enterprises LLC or some shit.
48:28Okay. So, the bar just doesn't have a name.
48:33No name. What can I get you?
48:35Oh, God. I'm, uh...
48:37I am not in the mood to make any decisions.
48:39Mmm. Martini?
48:41Uh, that is a cocktail, and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar, so...
48:45True that. Uh, how about an Irish car bomb?
48:48I have no idea what that is. Trust me.
48:51Okay. What about you?
48:53What kind of amber ales do you...
48:55That'll be two Irish car bombs.
48:57Yeah, like your style. Two Irish car bombs.
48:59I have to work in the morning.
49:00It's one drink, Russell.
49:07Ooh, I didn't see that coming.
49:09Oh, gosh. Apologies, Russell.
49:13This is gonna hurt.
49:17I...
49:19Great.
49:22You gotta...
49:23Mm-hmm.
49:23Yeah. Yeah.
49:32It went down the wrong pipe.
49:36I have a bad gag reflex.
49:38No, no. I'm not... I'm not laughing at that.
49:41What, then?
49:44Oh, life.
49:46Uh, choices people make.
49:49Don't get me wrong.
49:51She made a good one with you.
49:55What are your dreams?
49:59Dreams?
50:00Or, you know, aspirations...
50:03Might be a better word.
50:05For your life.
50:06For my daughter.
50:08I mean, what...
50:09Uh, you know, we...
50:10We just got the townhouse, so...
50:12Yeah, well, that's a purchase.
50:13Not a dream.
50:16Have you two talked about starting a family?
50:20I...
50:21You know Paige.
50:23She just got down to a size zero, and she worked really hard for it, so...
50:26Okay, Russell.
50:26Russell.
50:27Independent thoughts.
50:28Do you have any?
50:31Yeah.
50:32I mean, I guess I want... I want to have kids.
50:34Mm-hmm.
50:35Okay.
50:35I don't want to raise them, and I want to...
50:38I want to move out of town, you know, where they can have a normal...
50:41You know, trick-or-treat, and... and... and...
50:44play baseball, and run out on the street, you know?
50:47Mm-hmm.
50:47No, I don't know.
50:48No.
50:49I don't know.
50:49I raised mine here.
50:51Okay.
50:52Well, that would be my dream.
50:55What about when they're grown?
50:58What's the dream then?
51:00I don't know.
51:01I don't know.
51:02I-I haven't gotten that far.
51:03Yeah.
51:04Well, then you need a new dream.
51:08Honestly, I always thought of you and Creston as the dream.
51:15So did I, Russell.
51:20But that dream is over.
51:24Well, I guess we both need a new one.
51:29Yeah.
51:30No, I totally gone.
51:31No.
51:39Yeah.
51:46Wow.
51:48Yeah.
51:49Yeah.
51:50Oh, yeah, yeah.
51:54Yeah.
51:54Oh, yeah.
51:57Yeah.
52:00Say, uh...
52:28To be continued...
52:38To be continued...
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