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90 Day Fiance- Before the 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane and I was having sex with him
00:02:57while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:03:00I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:18So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on
00:03:40setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:04So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this.
00:04:10Cause it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Alyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today.
00:04:37And we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:42Woo!
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50Come on.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes!
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step jump in.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on, Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01Yeah.
00:07:01.
00:07:03Oh, .
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10Oh, my God!
00:07:14This is cold!
00:07:22I cannot feel my hands.
00:07:24How am I doing this road?
00:07:27I'm shaking like this is not good oh my god I'm scared I'm freezing you feel my legs here right
00:07:40you're next I can't do this anymore I can't do this I want to get off now
00:07:47like I want to get home I don't want to do this
00:08:02I am scared out of my mind two hours of jumping through rigid cold water I'm starting to get
00:08:12hypothermia and like I exaggerate a lot but this is not an exaggeration I want to get down
00:08:25but the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall
00:08:31I feel like I'm gonna die
00:08:34oh my god
00:08:36I can't do this
00:08:39what do I do
00:08:42oh my god
00:08:47oh my god
00:08:49oh my god
00:08:50oh my god
00:08:52oh my god
00:08:54oh my god
00:09:04I'm sorry I just want to need space
00:09:11Forrest I'm telling you you're making a mistake
00:09:15you know what I love her and I know we can do things here together
00:09:18I know I can live here
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife
00:09:30and you need to trust my decision and trust her
00:09:34stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines
00:09:42you know I'm like in panic mode it's not going to work it won't work
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times and his autism can affect that because he isn't
00:09:56able to focus in on what the realities are
00:10:01my whole point is to protect Forrest to make sure that his needs are met and I don't think Sheena
00:10:09can do it
00:10:09I know full well
00:10:12that if you moved here
00:10:13yes you'd be with Sheena
00:10:15all that
00:10:16and then the whole goal of ever trying to get to the United States
00:10:19would just go out the window
00:10:21and you would have to accept that
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit sorry
00:10:38when Forrest told her our plans Molly was so much explosive I felt that I was kind of a bit
00:10:44scared and I wanted to take a break
00:10:47but I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest
00:10:54have you even factored how much it's going to cost how much the bills are
00:11:00where are you going to live Forrest
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own
00:11:05I will take good care of yourself
00:11:07she can
00:11:08pay with you all your money
00:11:09I am a professional
00:11:10I could look
00:11:11I could you know
00:11:12you could this
00:11:13you could that
00:11:14you could this
00:11:15how much is rent here
00:11:17how much
00:11:18900
00:11:18900 a month
00:11:19no
00:11:19you can get places for 300
00:11:21400
00:11:22cheaper for a month
00:11:23so she makes about $500 a month
00:11:26and that's right
00:11:26yes
00:11:26US dollars
00:11:27yes
00:11:29so she makes 500 a month
00:11:32and you're getting
00:11:33saying that rent is 400
00:11:37that leaves 100 to pay your bills
00:11:40your utilities
00:11:41buy food
00:11:42I have him
00:11:44he had me
00:11:45sheena
00:11:45I will take care of your son
00:11:46you don't have to worry about that
00:11:48sheena
00:11:49you are living on daydreams
00:11:51and living on the thought of love
00:11:53and happy homemaker
00:11:54and being a little
00:11:55little house
00:11:56no
00:11:56no
00:11:56I love your son
00:11:57and I'll do anything my best for him
00:11:59love doesn't pay the bills
00:12:00sheena
00:12:04mom
00:12:05there's going to be lots of hurdles
00:12:07but how the visa works here
00:12:10that allows me to live here in the country
00:12:12and get employment here
00:12:15you've never worked here
00:12:16you've had one job in your life
00:12:19you are on disability
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges
00:12:23disability for a reason
00:12:25you do have autism
00:12:28and I want you to be able
00:12:30I want you to get a job
00:12:31I want you to better yourself
00:12:33but of course
00:12:34you need to plan things out better
00:12:38do the right process
00:12:40where you come back to the United States
00:12:43contact social security
00:12:44and say that you want to start working
00:12:47then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs
00:12:50the government provides
00:12:52see what type of job and money you can make
00:12:54see how you can save it
00:12:56you can't just say
00:12:57oh there is this magical miracle job
00:12:59that you haven't even applied for
00:13:01that you know nothing about
00:13:02that you don't even know what their requirements are
00:13:04you don't know anything
00:13:07you have to go on the assumption
00:13:09that you could not get a job here
00:13:12and even if you do
00:13:14how much do you think that you're going to make
00:13:17working here
00:13:26no
00:13:27I want you to be here my love
00:13:29it's been seven years
00:13:31it's been so hard for me
00:13:32oh god
00:13:32Lucy I'm not sure
00:13:34oh it's so hard for the seven years
00:13:36I'm not even
00:13:37stop
00:13:38you don't know how I feel
00:13:39it's hard for me for the last seven minutes
00:13:41of waiting for him
00:13:44it's so stressful
00:13:53I don't know what to do
00:13:56I love Sheena so much
00:13:58but I can't help thinking
00:14:00that my mom is right
00:14:02that living here in the Philippines
00:14:04is definitely going to be a bigger challenge
00:14:06than what I thought it was going to be
00:14:09what if I can't get a job here successfully
00:14:13I can't
00:14:14I can't be a burden on Sheena
00:14:16especially
00:14:17I just can't
00:14:19can't do that
00:14:25I feel conflicted about everything
00:14:30I don't want to leave you
00:14:32but
00:14:34I think
00:14:35that I might have to go home
00:14:38I'm going to work
00:14:39make some money
00:14:41and then I'm going to apply
00:14:42for the K-1 visa
00:14:46I don't know my love
00:14:48if things doesn't work
00:14:52it's the end of my story
00:14:54it's not the end of the story
00:14:55Sheena
00:14:56I love you
00:14:57that's why I gave you this ring
00:15:00this ring is a promise
00:15:03if the K-1 visa doesn't work out
00:15:05then I'll move back here
00:15:07and I'm going to get married too
00:15:09I will not give up
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today
00:15:28Okay
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:15:33I'm very happy
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time
00:15:37I just
00:15:38I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows
00:15:40I mean
00:15:40I invited my whole family and friends
00:15:42they're going to see you
00:15:43I would really put an effort
00:15:48I brought you something
00:15:50I hope
00:15:51that our time apart
00:15:53would give both of us
00:15:55time to cool down
00:15:56I want to show him
00:15:58that I'm serious about our relationship
00:15:59Why did you mislead me
00:16:01like Michael made the move
00:16:02I was worried
00:16:04you would
00:16:05try to put a stop
00:16:07to my friendship with him
00:16:09Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay
00:16:29Hi
00:16:29Good morning
00:16:30Good morning po
00:16:31Mam Anna and Sir Javon
00:16:32Welcome to Balai Indang
00:16:34Ah
00:16:35Nasa taas na po pala yung hair in me
00:16:37Kaya po
00:16:38Samahan po po kayo sa taas po
00:16:39Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready
00:16:41Thank you
00:16:43This is a nice door
00:16:50Enjoy
00:16:52Hi
00:16:52Good morning
00:16:54Hello
00:16:56Today is the day
00:16:57that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:17:01Good morning
00:17:02Hi Hannah
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you
00:17:04I'm Ray
00:17:04This is my husband Javon
00:17:06Nice meeting you
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today
00:17:09Okay
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:12I'm as rare as I'm ever gonna be
00:17:15We never had a real wedding
00:17:18So today is very important for us
00:17:22I'm very happy
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down
00:17:30When I think about the ring
00:17:31I don't have
00:17:34But I wanna stay positive though
00:17:38It's his first time to have his makeup done
00:17:43I don't think we're gonna take it that far today
00:17:45Oh no
00:17:46No
00:17:47No, I'm good
00:17:51I'm excited
00:17:52But I'm a bit nervous
00:17:54You know
00:17:55I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us
00:17:58I want to show Anna
00:17:59How dedicated I am to make her happy
00:18:03And you know
00:18:04Give her the day that she always wanted
00:18:06But at the same time
00:18:08I just feel
00:18:09A wave of anxiety and nervousness
00:18:12Because
00:18:13Obviously me and Anna
00:18:15Have different ideas
00:18:16On what romance is
00:18:17So
00:18:18I really don't want to disappoint her
00:18:25Okay
00:18:28Wait
00:18:55I think I should ask you that question though
00:18:58I think I should ask you that question though
00:18:59I'm okay
00:19:01You know
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:02Well you don't have to be nervous
00:19:04Like I just don't know what I'm gonna say for my vowels
00:19:08You know I'm not good at
00:19:11You don't have to write a long poem
00:19:15Okay
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that
00:19:17It doesn't have to be
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet
00:19:20You don't have to be
00:19:21Okay
00:19:21It's just gonna be a few things
00:19:23You know what I'm saying
00:19:24Like
00:19:25The basics
00:19:26Basically
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vowels
00:19:32I'm just gonna get straight to the point
00:19:34But
00:19:35You know
00:19:36Anna's the opposite for me
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish
00:19:47One day when it happens
00:19:49Not now
00:19:49God will take me before him
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me
00:19:54And he will say
00:19:55I miss you
00:19:56And your big mouth
00:19:58You know
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart
00:20:05Because
00:20:06You know
00:20:07This is a special day
00:20:08Yeah
00:20:09I mean I invited my whole family and friends
00:20:11To going to see you
00:20:13I would really put an effort
00:20:16I mean
00:20:17Anna I'm here
00:20:18So that's it
00:20:19Yeah but I would
00:20:20Really be the energy there
00:20:23Okay
00:20:27I love you
00:20:29Love you too
00:20:33You know what
00:20:34You're not even supposed to be here
00:20:37Okay
00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look
00:20:41My bridal look
00:20:42Alright
00:20:44I feel like
00:20:45Javon is acting like
00:20:47Today is any other day for him
00:20:50And that's really disappointing
00:21:03queop
00:21:05I love you
00:21:06Bye
00:21:06Bye
00:21:07Bye
00:21:09Bye
00:21:10Bye
00:21:10Bye
00:21:10Bye
00:21:11Bye
00:21:31I know you're born it's not the most romantic guy but I just wanted today to
00:21:40be fun life full of love something that I can always look back on I love him but I
00:21:53can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not
00:22:30how did it feel spending the night here last night
00:22:33it wasn't very fun I really did not enjoy waking up alone
00:22:41yesterday beer con basically told me not to come home so I decided I just should suck it up and
00:22:46get a room at Michael's hotel and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit
00:22:54of
00:22:54time to cool down but staying in a hotel sucked I don't have any of my stuff I'm in the
00:23:02same clothes
00:23:02from yesterday and of course I miss beer con I wish we could have talked it out last night
00:23:13instead of now having to wait and deal with it all today but beer con was pretty mad at me
00:23:19he said
00:23:22things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry I obviously said
00:23:29things to
00:23:30him too that I really didn't mean I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving
00:23:35I hope that that's not what he wants and you've been texting with him this morning what has he been
00:23:40saying um yeah I did I asked him if we could talk and he said sure so I will probably
00:23:50take a little
00:23:51peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face to face
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and
00:24:03me I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him are so
00:24:10much stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me misleading me
00:24:45and she didn't even try to apologize
00:24:50by spending the time in the hotel I wanted her to realize what is it gonna be like without me
00:25:00her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights
00:25:07hey
00:25:09hey
00:25:11I brought you something
00:25:20I know you like that
00:25:23thank you
00:25:35I'm sorry
00:25:39that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner I did not mean for
00:25:45that to hurt
00:25:46you and I'm so sorry that was never my intent
00:25:53thank you
00:25:58so why did you mislead me
00:26:02but Michael made the move I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had
00:26:11feelings at one point that I was the one that hit on him that you would try to put a
00:26:19stop to my friendship with him
00:26:25okay but the missing thing is I think you had feelings for him
00:26:37but I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael
00:26:43and in fact the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and so much more of the
00:26:53type of man I was the type of man I actually want to be with I want you to know
00:26:57that I do love you
00:26:58I do want this relationship to work
00:27:02you and me
00:27:10you can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you but
00:27:15like you said
00:27:18I'm into actions
00:27:28honestly I'm scared to even say this
00:27:36would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life
00:27:50I don't know how to do that
00:27:55when do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:27:59so I can live here in Belize
00:28:01I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06no
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up
00:28:12I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time
00:28:16it's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like is this a red flag?
00:28:24okay
00:28:42Babe
00:28:44Yes?
00:28:45I'm gonna miss you
00:28:46I know I'm gonna miss you too
00:28:48And I'm going to wake up tomorrow by myself.
00:28:52Same.
00:29:02Sorry.
00:29:10Babe, you're my fiancé.
00:29:14Yeah.
00:29:14Realize that?
00:29:15It's crazy.
00:29:16You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:22Going to go home engaged.
00:29:25I'm excited.
00:29:27Me too.
00:29:30You're my fiancé now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32Any thoughts to give you would never get married and settle down.
00:29:35It's crazy.
00:29:36I woke up this morning and I was like, ah!
00:29:40Got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like when I get married?
00:29:45I don't know.
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50Do you like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:57When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa so I can come here and live here in Belize?
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:13What do you mean the whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here with you?
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23And based on everything that he said to me on the phone and since I've been in Belize, I had
00:30:29always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully, move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:40Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to.
00:30:52It's beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:01I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No.
00:31:14I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away, but I'm going to be able to think long term
00:31:23and how that's going to benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:35And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:31:39a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably, you have better health care and all that.
00:31:58Sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:02Jeez.
00:32:03If you don't want to, don't do the trucks.
00:32:08I don't know.
00:32:09I don't know.
00:32:10I just would rather live here, and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole
00:32:15time.
00:32:17So, quite the switch up, my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait, like, two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:28It's just really weird timing, and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44Now, let's take that seriously.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Let's make a plan and execute.
00:32:51Yep.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy.
00:33:01No, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:17Trisha.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:23I gave you a chance when we were in Lucie Bay.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.
00:33:51How excited we both were.
00:33:56How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:01No, no, no.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:34:36She changed her seats on the plane, and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:34:43And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:34:49She trusted me, and I guess I kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that, and I didn't say that
00:35:03in the text messages.
00:35:04But I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:35:13I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because, for a while, she was the only person I could really count
00:35:33on to be there for me.
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Colombia, and my feelings were very strong for her.
00:35:47It was so much chemistry, sexually, and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:35:55The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:01It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish, and she was hurt
00:36:15by it.
00:36:16And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me, and she was contacting me at this time.
00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses, and asked her if we could please get together and talk.
00:36:37But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:36:42I don't know why she put period.
00:36:44I don't know if that means it's final, this is our final talk, or what.
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:37:02to know her family.
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of us getting married and having a family together.
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say, but I have to
00:37:22give it my all.
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:37:45Oh, my God.
00:37:49Trisha?
00:37:52Hello?
00:37:54Sit down.
00:38:01Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:38:05What did you expect?
00:38:07I'm not happy to see you.
00:38:14I just want to apologize.
00:38:17I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:38:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:38:28Four days.
00:38:29You didn't say anything for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:38:39You were with me.
00:38:43Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance when we were in Nocibe, I forgive you what she did in Colombia.
00:38:54You're supposed to earn my trust back, not to break it a single time.
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that.
00:39:07I didn't realize that she would take this and be cheating on you.
00:39:11Yes, it is cheating.
00:39:12This is where the cheating started.
00:39:17If I was in your place, me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good.
00:39:25So you don't know.
00:39:26I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.
00:39:31Why?
00:39:31It's simple, though.
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom if that's what you want.
00:39:39Oh, okay.
00:39:39If you want this relationship, make her understand that I'm with you.
00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't know.
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.
00:39:49She doesn't know.
00:39:50Tell her to understand that.
00:39:54Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:40:01Block her here and tell her.
00:40:10Nothing to say.
00:40:11I'm conflicted.
00:40:15I love you so much, but I can't block her.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:28Why do I not?
00:40:30I'm having the best time of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall and I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:40:36Look at this.
00:40:37I get down to the bottom and I see all these people surrounding Elise.
00:40:42And I start to think, oh, is she okay?
00:40:46Bye.
00:40:48Bye.
00:40:49Bye.
00:40:50Bye.
00:40:50Bye.
00:40:51Bye.
00:40:52Bye.
00:40:53Bye.
00:40:54Bye.
00:40:54Bye.
00:40:55Bye.
00:40:56Bye.
00:40:57Bye.
00:40:59Bye.
00:41:03Bye.
00:41:03Bye.
00:41:06Bye.
00:41:08Welcome, everyone.
00:41:10We are gathered here today to celebrate the enjoying love between Jovon and Anna Lynn.
00:41:15We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter, challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Javon and Annalyn, it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:41:35Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:38Thomas.
00:41:47I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey, and always protect you and be there for you.
00:41:58And also learn to be more patient and put up with your sassiness.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:13Javon delivered his vows, and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry, but when
00:42:23I look at his eyes, I could feel the sincerity.
00:42:29I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person.
00:42:37I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:42:41You can always count on me.
00:42:44You'll never feel alone again.
00:42:47And I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks, even though I keep nagging you.
00:42:55And I don't expect you to be perfect, because no one is.
00:42:59But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:43:03I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too.
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn, today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to
00:43:16one another.
00:43:17It is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:43:22Oh, one second.
00:43:23I do have something to give up.
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:30Is that the one you wanted?
00:43:33Yeah.
00:43:34Yeah.
00:43:38All right, now we can get on with it.
00:43:41All right.
00:43:42You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:43:53You did so good.
00:43:55Oh, great, actually.
00:43:58You were so great.
00:43:59Woo!
00:44:03And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me,
00:44:06but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:44:10Finally have my wedding ring.
00:44:13Aw, thank you.
00:44:16Yeah.
00:44:17Judith!
00:44:19Congratulations.
00:44:19I miss you.
00:44:20I miss you.
00:44:21Nice to meet you.
00:44:22Nice to meet you, finally.
00:44:24Hey, cousin.
00:44:26Thank you for coming and all the efforts.
00:44:29Thank you for coming.
00:44:31Congratulations.
00:44:32Congratulations.
00:44:35Congratulations.
00:44:38Congratulations.
00:44:41Okay, guys.
00:44:43The reception is over the...
00:44:46Go!
00:45:01For me, I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy.
00:45:06Because it's been a long time that they've waited to see each other, to be together.
00:45:10I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their relationship.
00:45:14But I've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other,
00:45:19with how they were going to work out with their relationship.
00:45:22So I'm really happy for seeing that now.
00:45:25Cut that cake! Cut that cake! Cut that cake!
00:45:30Yay!
00:45:32Wow!
00:45:37It's just so overwhelming, boo.
00:45:40I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before.
00:45:45I just feel so loved.
00:45:48Five, four, three, two, one.
00:45:57This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life.
00:46:00It was the best night ever.
00:46:04I'm eternally grateful.
00:46:06Yeah.
00:46:06I love her!
00:46:09Yeah!
00:46:11Ha-ha-ha-ha!
00:46:14Look at this!
00:46:15Look at this!
00:46:23I know.
00:46:24Whoa!
00:46:28Whoa!
00:46:29Whoa!
00:46:31Whoa!
00:46:32Whoa!
00:46:33Whoa!
00:46:34Whoa!
00:46:34Oh, my God!
00:46:45Is she down?
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary.
00:46:53Like, there's a job.
00:46:54But she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know,
00:46:58belay her down and, you know, do it himself.
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life.
00:47:03I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:47:14But, um, I get down to the bottom
00:47:16and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elise.
00:47:28And I start to think, oh, you know, is she OK?
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't, because I couldn't see you.
00:47:41I can hear you.
00:47:47I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold,
00:47:51and just, like, so tired.
00:47:53But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was going to die.
00:48:06You made it.
00:48:08I need to get trying so I can keep you in.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:13Like, his physical touch just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:48:16It's, like, a quality I love about him.
00:48:19That was amazing.
00:48:20My boyfriend believed the day.
00:48:22He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure
00:48:35and becomes a complete and utter disaster for me.
00:48:39Well, I had the best time.
00:48:40I'd do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that,
00:48:46and let's try and, uh...
00:48:48Forget it.
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51Okay.
00:48:52Yeah.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:06What?
00:49:07Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?
00:49:29Elyse really went above and beyond for me today,
00:49:31so I want to do something nice for her
00:49:33and stop by Anchor Point.
00:49:34It's supposed to have these stunning views,
00:49:37but unfortunately I just got a text with some bad news,
00:49:40and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elyse
00:49:43without her freaking out.
00:49:46I, um, yeah, I'm nervous.
00:49:48Stunning.
00:49:49Oh, yeah.
00:49:51Pretty amazing.
00:49:53I'm aware I've never been here.
00:49:56Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:49:58Yeah.
00:50:06Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:50:08Are you okay, baby?
00:50:10Um...
00:50:13We're not going to be able to talk to my son.
00:50:17Why?
00:50:17It's just not possible today.
00:50:21There's other people to consider as well.
00:50:23You know, him, his mother.
00:50:26Sorry.
00:50:32Wow.
00:50:34I let you down.
00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:50:39So I'm sorry.
00:50:41Well, that's really upsetting that we're not going to be able to video chat him.
00:50:45Yeah.
00:50:45It is.
00:50:46I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:50:48I want to see into your world.
00:50:50I'm here.
00:50:52Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:50:55Good at disappointing people.
00:50:56So, maybe that's just me.
00:51:00It's more than just a broken promise.
00:51:03The fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able to meet his son is, like, scary.
00:51:08That is a very important aspect of his life.
00:51:13And you should be pushing harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son.
00:51:19Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:51:21Like, settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us.
00:51:27You just say it so nonchalantly, like, I let you down.
00:51:29Like, what else?
00:51:30I'm disappointed.
00:51:31I'm upset.
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away.
00:51:42So, you're like, okay to walk away?
00:51:46I didn't say that.
00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:51:52I'm so cold.
00:51:54Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:51:56I'll get you my black one.
00:52:07What just happened?
00:52:08He just said to me, basically, I can walk away.
00:52:12And it's just not going to happen.
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son.
00:52:14And, like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:52:16And, like, I do care about him a lot.
00:52:18Like, I do.
00:52:18I f***ing like him.
00:52:20But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away,
00:52:22then what is it going to be on the other side of the world?
00:52:29What's going on?
00:52:31Why do you disrespect me?
00:52:33Why do you disrespect me?
00:52:34You just told me I could walk away.
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:44I'm not perfect.
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball.
00:52:46But I will try and be better for you.
00:52:54You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:52:56You say you dropped the ball.
00:52:58Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like,
00:53:00what do you want me to do?
00:53:01Like, I'm scared.
00:53:02Yeah, I know.
00:53:03I'm really sorry.
00:53:05It means a lot that you're upset about this.
00:53:07Because I'm upset about it.
00:53:08But I don't want you to think
00:53:09that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:53:11It will happen.
00:53:12You guys will play a big, big part in each other's lives.
00:53:19I'm in love with you.
00:53:27That's crazy.
00:53:29Yeah, it is.
00:53:32You mean that?
00:53:34I do.
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:53:41I literally nearly died today.
00:53:42He just told me it's OK if I walk away from him.
00:53:44And now he's telling me he's in love with me.
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before.
00:53:49And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:53:52But, I mean, he's telling me this
00:53:53right after giving me the bad news.
00:53:57It's like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00Please, don't get angry.
00:54:02Let's figure it out.
00:54:03Sorry it didn't happen right now.
00:54:05If I want him as my husband,
00:54:07I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:54:11But I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:54:13And that **** sucks.
00:54:22So, once I leave,
00:54:25we really gotta trust each other.
00:54:26When it comes to stuff like that...
00:54:28Don't be drunk and stupid.
00:54:30I have a fiancé now.
00:54:31What are you talking about?
00:54:32You trust me, babe?
00:54:36Why are you so emotional?
00:54:57Ready?
00:54:57I guess.
00:54:59Not really.
00:55:00But now the path is split in two.
00:55:05And mine is taking me from you.
00:55:09And yours is headed towards the western coast.
00:55:12I can't follow you, hold me close.
00:55:15I feel hollow, I love you most.
00:55:17It's been a beautiful ride.
00:55:21I miss you so much.
00:55:23I miss you too.
00:55:24I plan to visit you soon.
00:55:25Really?
00:55:26Yeah.
00:55:27Like, I mean, well, I don't know how quick
00:55:28we're gonna move on this violent situation.
00:55:31I wanna do some research first.
00:55:35This whole time I was picturing us living in Belize.
00:55:38That's kind of what we talked about.
00:55:41So, now I just feel like it's a sudden change up.
00:55:44But I understand why.
00:55:45I understand why.
00:55:47I'm not saying that I wanna just completely
00:55:49ditch Belize and never come back, you know?
00:55:51Yeah.
00:55:52I could see us living in the States, though,
00:55:55for a little bit.
00:55:56Making some money.
00:55:57Coming back to Belize.
00:55:58Building a nice house.
00:56:00Getting in Belize.
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out.
00:56:06That said, I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08because I believe love is more important
00:56:10than the location.
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other.
00:56:15Our paths crossed for a reason.
00:56:18And I'm completely in love with him.
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him.
00:56:24Here we go.
00:56:31Why are you so emotional?
00:56:32Yeah, so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude.
00:56:41I'm just happy.
00:56:47So, once I leave, we just really gotta trust each other.
00:56:53I got to.
00:56:54When it comes to stuff like that, I got to.
00:56:55You're drunk and stupid.
00:56:56I have a fiancé now.
00:56:57What are you talking about?
00:56:59You trust me, babe?
00:57:01I don't know.
00:57:05Hey, babe.
00:57:07What happened?
00:57:10You gonna miss me?
00:57:13Yes, you too.
00:57:20I hate crying.
00:57:22It's okay.
00:57:41This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles.
00:57:46You know, they say that a plane can't fly without resistance.
00:57:52We had a lot of resistance.
00:57:54And we still made a true time.
00:58:03Hey, this has been a great trip.
00:58:06And I love you too.
00:58:09I'm gonna miss you.
00:58:15Thank you for healing me, coming into my life, saying yes to me.
00:58:22It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.
00:58:26I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.
00:58:31I just see a lot of positives in our future, and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now.
00:58:38Give me just a second now to catch my breath.
00:58:41I better catch my flight.
00:58:43Don't ask us, baby.
00:58:46I love you.
00:58:47I love you.
00:58:59I'm really excited about the future. I'm really excited to get married.
00:59:04In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money, real money.
00:59:10I could network with people. I could network with other big dancehall artists bigger than myself.
00:59:14And I know people. Not in Arizona. I don't know nobody.
00:59:20Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.
00:59:24There's more opportunity for me in Houston.
00:59:26You know, my brothers are in Houston. I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.
00:59:31I'm a man who don't frighten me easily.
00:59:33Who else has to guess you?
00:59:36My ex is in Houston, but they are.
00:59:41We ain't worried about her.
00:59:43I don't have a ring on, but hey.
00:59:50Nah, come on. I'm playing. I'm engaging, you know what I mean?
01:00:02We had our plans.
01:00:05This is the best way for us to be together, faster together.
01:00:09You can't let mom change your mind.
01:00:12I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize.
01:00:18He's been manipulated.
01:00:20Please, I really want you to stay.
01:00:32Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
01:00:39Can you do that?
01:00:55If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me, then yeah, I would
01:01:04do them.
01:01:08Okay.
01:01:11This is exactly what I was worried about.
01:01:14The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.
01:01:22But Birkan truly, genuinely loves me.
01:01:26And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:01:31Hoover.
01:01:38You know what?
01:01:40I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
01:01:44We can still be friends.
01:01:47He's a good guy.
01:01:49He approved.
01:01:50He's worthy of being friends.
01:01:52I'm okay with that.
01:01:54But friends.
01:01:55Not best friend.
01:01:57Not that weird friendship.
01:02:04She's trying to do something to save this relationship.
01:02:08And I appreciate that because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.
01:02:17We're good.
01:02:19We'll be good.
01:02:20But we got to work on.
01:02:22I know.
01:02:26It is always bad to lose people.
01:02:30I lost a lot of people.
01:02:33And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.
01:02:38I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
01:02:43Thanks for talking to me.
01:02:46I'm so trying to make up.
01:02:51I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
01:02:55And she makes me love life.
01:02:58So I want her to be happy.
01:03:23Are you okay, babe?
01:03:26I don't know, babe.
01:03:37We're the last day in this beautiful apartment.
01:03:41I know, honey.
01:03:42Hi.
01:03:51It's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena.
01:03:54And my heart is cracking.
01:03:58The talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind.
01:04:05It's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it.
01:04:10On top of that, it hurts my heart seeing Sheena get so emotional that I'm going to have to leave
01:04:15her.
01:04:16But at the end of the day, if I do everything correctly, I know that Sheena and I will have
01:04:22a bright future.
01:04:22And I hope that she understands.
01:04:30Please.
01:04:31I really want you to stay.
01:04:37You can't let mom change your mind.
01:04:40You have to decide this on your own will.
01:04:44Sheena.
01:04:46Honey, we have overcome mountains.
01:04:50We have overcome problems.
01:04:52We have struggled through so many years, even a pandemic.
01:04:57We had our plans to grow and have a family.
01:05:02I want you here.
01:05:04And I know that this is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:05:10And that's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.
01:05:18Sheena, I can't do that.
01:05:21It's literally tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
01:05:25But I think mom was kind of right.
01:05:29I want to have a bright future together.
01:05:32And getting you to the United States is the best option.
01:05:37And to do that, I need to go and start work and do the process and make sure I have
01:05:45everything stabilized in America.
01:05:52It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.
01:05:56It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.
01:06:00I mean, I understand if he happened to work in the U.S., he could earn much more better money.
01:06:07But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues.
01:06:13I feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the Philippines was impossible.
01:06:20But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out.
01:06:26The faster I get back home, the faster I can start the process.
01:06:31And if I don't get the K1 against 9, then I can come back here and stay here if things
01:06:37don't work out in here.
01:06:39But how about mom?
01:06:43I'm quite worried that she would try her best to make sure to stay in the United States forever.
01:06:50This decision, it's not my mother. It's my own decision.
01:06:57But I see a bright future together.
01:06:59And I'm in your heart and you're in my heart. And you are my true home.
01:07:06I want to put my faith into him as my partner, that he would find a way to be together
01:07:12long term.
01:07:13But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
01:07:21I know that Molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship.
01:07:27And I'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems.
01:07:32She could break us apart.
01:07:34It's just...
01:07:36It's just...
01:07:39It's hard.
01:07:51Holy .
01:07:52Holy .
01:07:53Holy .
01:07:54Why is everything so cold?
01:07:57Surprise, surprise. She's cold.
01:07:59Oh my god, thank you so much.
01:08:02Take that away.
01:08:02She's a pain in the ass, but it's in a cute way, you know.
01:08:06I like that.
01:08:07How do you feel about me?
01:08:10I, I, like I'm falling for you.
01:08:13But not in love.
01:08:29Good morning.
01:08:30Good morning, good morning.
01:08:32It's a little chilly out here today.
01:08:34I thought you were sleeping.
01:08:35I, I was, I just woke up.
01:08:44Time to get back to Bondi?
01:08:45Yeah.
01:08:46It was a good little getaway.
01:08:49Mostly.
01:08:52I feel really sad.
01:08:54This is our last full day together.
01:08:56We're driving back to Bondi in a little bit.
01:08:59And then tomorrow, I fly back to Miami.
01:09:02Hmm.
01:09:04Did you wake up still loving me?
01:09:07I'm asking.
01:09:08Yes, I did.
01:09:10I just have so many mixed emotions right now.
01:09:13Like, he told me he loved me, and that means the world to me.
01:09:17But at the same time, here he is again, not living up to his promise to video chat with
01:09:22his son.
01:09:23I understand there's external factors, but if you're going to see a future with me, and maybe your wife, like,
01:09:30the fact that you didn't try harder, I don't know, it's just, like, scary.
01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow, and I have no idea what the future holds.
01:09:41This is really heavy.
01:09:44Your last night.
01:09:46Hmm.
01:09:48My book does sound nice tonight.
01:09:51In Bondi?
01:09:52Yep.
01:09:53I'm fine.
01:09:54Yep.
01:09:55So, let's go get changed and get home.
01:10:07I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly.
01:10:09This has never happened before.
01:10:12But saying I love you, and then not having it heard back, I am sort of wondering where she's at,
01:10:17you know, is it not as real for her as it is for me?
01:10:20That is a bit concerning.
01:10:26I've been gone for too long, finding my way home.
01:10:32You know where I've been gone for too long.
01:10:36So beautiful, get a beer.
01:10:38It's nice to miss you.
01:10:39You know where I've been gone for too long.
01:10:46All right, guys, this is your table.
01:10:49Bye.
01:10:51I've got a menu for you guys.
01:10:53Thank you so much.
01:10:56It's so cold.
01:10:57You're always cold.
01:10:58Always cold.
01:10:59They did say they have blankets, so I'm going to ask her for a blanket.
01:11:02Okay, good idea.
01:11:03God, it's so cold.
01:11:05Surprise, surprise, she's cold.
01:11:08Holy, holy, holy, holy.
01:11:10Why is everything so cold?
01:11:13As soon as there's, like, the slightest breeze, all the sun's down, she's cold.
01:11:18Thanks for coming, guys.
01:11:19Don't mind me, I just brought some hand warmers.
01:11:22I'm freezing.
01:11:22It's so cold.
01:11:23I'm freezing.
01:11:24Oh, turn on the car.
01:11:27I'm so cold.
01:11:29Holy camoly, I'm cold.
01:11:31You'd think by now that she'd know how to dress, you know, in Sydney.
01:11:34I'll wear something a bit warmer.
01:11:36You okay?
01:11:36Do you want my jacket?
01:11:37Yeah, I do.
01:11:38Yeah, I'm shivering.
01:11:39Oh, God, it's a little nipply out.
01:11:41A little nipply.
01:11:42She's a pain in the arse, but it's in a cute way, you know.
01:11:46I like that.
01:11:48Well, you look stunning, as always, aren't you?
01:11:51All right, here, I've got the blanket for you.
01:11:53Oh, my God, thank you so much.
01:11:55I'll take that away for you.
01:11:57Can we please get two spicy margaritas?
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas?
01:12:01Tahin, if you've got it.
01:12:02Tahin, we do, yeah.
01:12:03Oh, zoo.
01:12:04How lovely.
01:12:05Thanks so much.
01:12:06Thank you, guys.
01:12:10Last night.
01:12:14You're welcome.
01:12:16How do you feel?
01:12:19About what?
01:12:20About me.
01:12:22Like, in general?
01:12:24Yeah.
01:12:26I mean, like, I'm falling for you.
01:12:32But not in love.
01:12:36Not yet.
01:12:40Josh literally tells me everything I want to hear.
01:12:44But I feel like he sometimes kind of just says things to appease me.
01:12:48Like, he'll say he's going to do X, Y, and Z, but there's, like, no action behind that.
01:12:55You know, there's one side of me that sees the future with him, like, getting married and having kids.
01:13:00But then there's this other side of me that's, like, am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
01:13:05And is it just hopeful and wishful thinking?
01:13:09I am falling for you.
01:13:10I cannot imagine going back to Miami without you.
01:13:16But we live in different continents.
01:13:18We're a 16-hour time difference.
01:13:22You have a son here.
01:13:24How do you plan to make this work?
01:13:27Yeah, I think it's a move.
01:13:28Obviously, it's a move for either one of us, whether it be here or there.
01:13:33I guess it's one pretty big con for me to move into Miami.
01:13:37Well, your son?
01:13:38Mm-hmm.
01:13:38Okay, yes.
01:13:40How are...
01:13:40Okay, so if I was to move here, where would we go?
01:13:43Who would pay for it?
01:13:43Find a place.
01:13:44You and I find a place together.
01:13:46We live...
01:13:46We move in together.
01:13:50Okay, but, like, have you gone on a website and looked for places?
01:13:53No.
01:13:55Slowly.
01:13:59Look, I'm confident I can call this off.
01:14:02More than confident.
01:14:07I'm scared.
01:14:08I just don't know if I can...
01:14:09So am I.
01:14:10You just gotta let go sometimes.
01:14:13I'm just...
01:14:14Like, I don't know if you're stable.
01:14:19I want to make it work.
01:14:21I believe you...
01:14:22But why do you do yourself?
01:14:23I believe that it will work in my eyes.
01:14:26I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
01:14:32Why are you hesitant?
01:14:33I've given you a solid game plan, and you're still hesitant.
01:14:36You've had a hard year.
01:14:38Like, financially, I don't know how you're gonna be able to make this work.
01:14:42I don't know.
01:14:43Sorry that I can't, you know, I don't have a big nest egg.
01:14:48You just have to trust.
01:14:50Because you are so...
01:14:50Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like, seriously.
01:14:52Like, you are.
01:14:53Like, yep, Josh.
01:14:54Like, that's your quality.
01:14:55Because you're being a dick to me.
01:14:56I am sticking up for myself.
01:14:58That's all I am doing.
01:15:00I still care about you and love you, and you don't know how you feel.
01:15:05So, that obviously throws doubt in my mind.
01:15:09Feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen, but you don't want to admit it.
01:15:16You think I'm not putting anything into action, but I feel like the ball's in your court.
01:15:31I will just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:15:47I wasted my time.
01:15:57I love you so much, but I can't block her.
01:16:04Why?
01:16:06Why?
01:16:23I don't know what to do, because I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for her,
01:16:33too.
01:16:36Oh.
01:16:39And?
01:16:39No, nothing else to do.
01:16:43Nothing else to say.
01:16:46I love you.
01:16:47No, no, no.
01:16:47You don't love me.
01:16:54I asked her to choose, and you made her choice.
01:17:04When Trish asked me to block my ex, I realized that I can't completely shut the door.
01:17:13And I wanted to be honest about my feelings.
01:17:18So, you chose your ex over her after all you guys have been through.
01:17:23I don't look at it as I chose my ex over her.
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:33I look at it as, um, just not ready to let go, totally.
01:17:41I love Trish, but, um, I mean, love isn't so black and white.
01:17:50It's possible to have feelings for two people at the same time.
01:18:00I wasted my time.
01:18:03I don't get it as a waste.
01:18:06I still, I'm still willing to try to make it that I...
01:18:10It's nothing to do anymore.
01:18:12I cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex.
01:18:17I'll block you everywhere.
01:18:18Oh, Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:20I will, even now, I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:18:23No, Ray, please.
01:18:23Just, this is my phone.
01:18:25You didn't buy it.
01:18:26You didn't do anything.
01:18:27No, just give me time to think.
01:18:27I don't have nothing to tell.
01:18:29Please.
01:18:30Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:31Yes, I am doing it right now.
01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again.
01:18:42You planned a future with me.
01:18:44You told me that you love me.
01:18:47But I still have feelings for her.
01:18:54I do, but that doesn't mean I'm going back to her.
01:18:59My feelings for you are strong.
01:19:02I still want us to go on.
01:19:05I cannot do that.
01:19:08I'll never be a second choice of someone.
01:19:12So, I'll take my love back and forget about him.
01:19:22Don't.
01:19:27Don't ever bother me.
01:19:29No, no, no, no, no.
01:19:31You made a choice.
01:19:35Let's finish.
01:19:38Good.
01:19:40It's true.
01:19:47I'm feeling really, really angry.
01:19:51Like, I don't understand why he make me fall in love with him and break my heart.
01:20:00Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar and meet me.
01:20:05I don't know what to say anymore.
01:20:08I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:20:15Let's pray.
01:20:19I wish you realized that I do love her and I do think that she's special.
01:20:25I want us to be together.
01:20:30I just wasn't ready.
01:20:35That's all I can see.
01:20:46Holy balls.
01:20:47Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:20:50I feel like I should ask for your autograph.
01:20:53Jeez.
01:20:54Give me your ring finger.
01:20:56I'm asking you, will you marry me?
01:21:00We just got things back on track.
01:21:03And I'm worried that as we go back to long distance, we're only going to have more drama and more
01:21:08problems.
01:21:09Do you accept?
01:21:12Makey, I'm in low shoes.
01:21:16So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
01:21:24Javon.
01:21:25Me.
01:21:26Boo!
01:21:27Because that is what I think it is.
01:21:30Holy s***, I'm about to be a dad.
01:21:33You don't need to be with me.
01:21:34It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get you
01:21:37back home.
01:21:39I still don't completely trust Sheena.
01:21:42She still manipulates.
01:21:45Here I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
01:21:47No, I have more questions.
01:21:50You okay?
01:21:52It's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me.
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me.
01:22:01This hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between Trish and I.
01:22:06And I'm leaving with no hope at all.
01:22:21I'm literally leaving for that airport in one hour.
01:22:25And he just left.
01:22:27Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me?
01:22:30Then you bring the f***ing girls back and disrespect me.
01:22:34Oh my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
01:22:37I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster.
01:22:41Like, what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
01:22:48I was so sure of him.
01:22:50And now I'm just insecure.
01:22:52He's not communicating with her much.
01:22:55I wanted to find a reason why.
01:22:57And I did find things.
01:23:00Faith went on your email.
01:23:02How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:23:06So who is this wife?
01:23:11Are you ready?
01:23:13Tell me what happened.
01:23:15I don't even know where to start.
01:23:22Are you questioning the whole relationship that goes away?
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