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90 Day Fiance- Before the 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fianc茅e, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fianc茅e's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane and I was having sex with him
00:02:57while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:03:00I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:18So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on
00:03:40setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:04So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this.
00:04:10Cause it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Alyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today.
00:04:37And we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:42Woo!
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50Come on.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes!
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step jump in.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on, Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01Oh, .
00:07:03I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10Oh, my God!
00:07:27I'm shaking.
00:07:28Like, this is not good.
00:07:32Oh, my God, I'm scared, I'm freezing.
00:07:36You feel my legs, right?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right, you're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:50I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Hey, you have to get down there.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:59You're going to be all right.
00:08:01You're going to be all right.
00:08:02You're going to be all right.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down, but the only way to get down
00:08:26is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm going to die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:42Ah!
00:08:43Ah!
00:08:44Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:49Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:51Ah!
00:08:52Ah!
00:08:54Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:11Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines, you know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not going to work.
00:09:47It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus
00:09:57in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:09can do it.
00:10:10I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get you to the United States would just go out the
00:10:20window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit.
00:10:33Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive, I felt that I was kind of a bit
00:10:44scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's going to cost, how much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you going to live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:05I will take good care of yourself.
00:11:07She can't.
00:11:08Pay with all your money in there, Sheena?
00:11:09I am a professional, and I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this.
00:11:13You could that.
00:11:14You could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here?
00:11:17How much?
00:11:18$900 a month?
00:11:19No.
00:11:20You could get places for $300, $400.
00:11:22But cheaper for a month.
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month, and that's right?
00:11:26Yes.
00:11:26Yes.
00:11:27U.S. dollars.
00:11:27Yes.
00:11:30So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42I have him.
00:11:44He had me.
00:11:45Sheena?
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:47You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love, and happy homemaker,
00:11:54and being a little house, and all that.
00:11:56No.
00:11:56I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Love doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:05Mom, there's going to be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here, that allows me
00:12:11to live here in the country, and get employment here.
00:12:14I'm here.
00:12:15You've never worked here.
00:12:16You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:33But of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process, where you come back to the United States, contact Social Security,
00:12:44and say that you want to start working.
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.
00:12:54See how you can save up.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for,
00:13:01that you know nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:26No.
00:13:27I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:30It's been seven years.
00:13:31It's so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:32You know, Lucy, I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:37Don't start the tears, Sheena.
00:13:37Please.
00:13:37Stop.
00:13:38You don't know how I feel.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:13:44It's so stressful.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much.
00:13:58But I can't help thinking that my mom is right that living here in the Philippines
00:14:04is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home, I'm going to work,
00:14:39make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:45I don't know that.
00:14:46I don't know my love.
00:14:49If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:14:56I love you.
00:14:57That's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married too.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:15:43I would really put an effort.
00:15:48I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:56I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:00Why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?
00:16:03I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:09Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay!
00:16:29Hi!
00:16:30Good morning!
00:16:31Good morning, Ma'am Anna and Sir Javon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balai Indang.
00:16:35We have here in the hair and makeup.
00:16:37I will put you up here.
00:16:39Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:51enjoy hi good morning hello today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:17:01good morning hi hi nice meeting you and ray this is my husband jevon nice meeting you i'll be doing
00:17:08your hair and makeup today okay you ready to start i'm as rare as i'm ever gonna be
00:17:15we never had a real wedding so today is very important for us i'm very happy been waiting
00:17:25for this for a long time the part of me is a little bit down when i think about the
00:17:31ring i don't have
00:17:34but i want to stay positive though this is first time to have his makeup done
00:17:43i don't think we're gonna take it that far today oh no no no i'm good
00:17:51i'm excited but i'm a bit nervous you know i feel like this is a big moment for the both
00:17:57of us
00:17:58i want to show anna how dedicated i am to make her happy and you know give her the day
00:18:04that she always
00:18:05want it but at the same time i just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously me and
00:18:14anna have different ideas on what romance is so i really don't want to disappoint her
00:18:36so are you excited about today are you kidding me
00:18:41of course i'm excited today very excited this is just like a paradise to me with the makeup
00:18:48the trash the center of attention yeah and you know the um photos uh-huh i think i should ask
00:18:57you
00:18:57that question though i'm okay yeah nervous well you don't have to be nervous like i just don't know
00:19:05what i'm gonna say for my vows you know i'm not good at uh you don't have to write a
00:19:13long poem okay
00:19:15it doesn't have to be like that well it doesn't have to be i'm not a writer or a poet
00:19:19you don't
00:19:20have to be okay it's just gonna be a few things you know what i'm saying like the basics basically
00:19:30i feel about doing my vows i'm just gonna get straight to the point but you know and that's
00:19:36the opposite for me she wants to make a whole declaration speech what is wrong with being
00:19:43expressive sometimes i feel like i wish one day when it happens not now god will take me before him
00:19:52that's when the time he will appreciate me and he will say i miss you in your big mouth you
00:19:58know
00:20:03i just want you to say what's in your heart because you know this special day yeah i mean i
00:20:10invited my whole family and friends are going to see you i would really put an effort i mean and
00:20:18i'm
00:20:18here so that's it yeah i would really be the energy there okay
00:20:26i love you i love you too
00:20:33you know what you're not even supposed to be here okay you're not supposed to see my look
00:20:41my bridal look all right i feel like javon is acting like today is any other day for him
00:20:50and that's really disappointing
00:21:08oh
00:21:31I know Juvon is not the most romantic guy, but I just
00:21:39wanted today to be fun, light, full of love, something that I can always look back on.
00:21:50I love him, but I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:22:09I love him, but I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:22:30How did it feel spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun.
00:22:35I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:41Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:22:44So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel and hope that our
00:22:51time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:22:57But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:22:59I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:01I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:03And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with
00:23:15it all today.
00:23:16But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:19He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:23:35I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:38And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:23:40What has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did.
00:23:43I asked him if we could talk, and he said sure.
00:23:48I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face
00:23:54to face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between
00:24:02Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him
00:24:09are so much stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about
00:24:15Michael.
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me.
00:24:46And she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel, I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like
00:24:57without me.
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:20I know you like that.
00:25:35I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:43I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:25:57So, why did you mislead me?
00:26:02But Michael made the move.
00:26:05I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point, that
00:26:13I was the one that hit on him, that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with
00:26:21him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him, but I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and so much more of the
00:26:53type of man I actually want to be with.
00:26:56I want you to know that I do love you, I do want this relationship to work, you and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you, but like you said, I'm into
00:27:19actions.
00:27:28Honestly, I'm scared to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:27:55When do you plan on applying for the fianc茅e visa so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:01I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06No.
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:17It's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:28:43Babe.
00:28:44Yes?
00:28:45I'm going to miss you.
00:28:46I know, I'm going to miss you too.
00:28:48And I'm going to wake up tomorrow by myself?
00:28:53Same.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:10Babe, you're my fianc茅e.
00:29:14I know.
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:16It's crazy.
00:29:17You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:22I'm going to go home engaged.
00:29:25I'm excited.
00:29:27Aww.
00:29:28Me too.
00:29:30You're my fianc茅e now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32And they thought Stiggy Wiggy would never get married and settle down.
00:29:35That's crazy.
00:29:36I woke up this morning and I was like,
00:29:39I got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44When I get married?
00:29:45I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50Do you like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:58When do you plan on applying for the fianc茅e visa
00:30:01so I can come here and live here in Belize?
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:11No.
00:30:12What?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here
00:30:17and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23And based on everything that he said to me on the phone,
00:30:26and since I've been in Belize,
00:30:29I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:40Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What? This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to. It's beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:01I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No.
00:31:14I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away,
00:31:22but I'll be able to think long term
00:31:23and how that's going to benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize,
00:31:32but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:34And the only time I'm able to work in America
00:31:37is if I have a work visa or if I'm a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:31:58Okay, sure. I'll file for you.
00:32:02I don't know.
00:32:08I don't know.
00:32:09I don't know.
00:32:10I don't know.
00:32:10I just would rather live here,
00:32:12and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:32:16So, quite the switch up, my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:28It's just really weird timing, and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44Nah, let's take that seriously.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Make a plan and execute.
00:32:51Yep.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy.
00:33:01No, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:17Trish saw.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance when we were in Lucy Bay.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together, how excited we both were.
00:33:57How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:01No, no, no, no.
00:34:13You didn't know that being here was gonna have this effect?
00:34:16Mm-hmm.
00:34:21Oh, boy.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:34:36She changed her seats on the plane, and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:34:43And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:34:49She trusted me.
00:34:51I guess I kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that.
00:35:01And I didn't say that in the text messages, but I could see why Trish would be afraid that it
00:35:08could happen.
00:35:13I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:35:21It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because, for a while, she was the only person I could really count
00:35:33on to be there for me.
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Columbia, and my feelings were very strong for her.
00:35:47It was so much chemistry, sexually, and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:35:55The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:00It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish, and she was hurt
00:36:15by it.
00:36:16And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me, and she was contacting me at this time.
00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we can please get together and talk.
00:36:37But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:36:42I don't know why she put period.
00:36:44I don't know if that means it's final, this is our final talk or what.
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:37:02to know her family.
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of us getting married and having a family together.
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say, but I have to
00:37:22give it my all.
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:37:46Oh, my God.
00:37:50Trisha.
00:37:50Trisha?
00:37:52Hello?
00:37:55Sit down.
00:38:01It's not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:38:05What did you expect?
00:38:07I'm not happy to see you.
00:38:13I just want to apologize.
00:38:17I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:38:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:38:26That's...
00:38:28Four days.
00:38:29You didn't say anything for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:38:39You were with me.
00:38:43Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance, when we were in Lusib茅,
00:38:51I forgive you what you did in Colombia.
00:38:54You're supposed to earn my trust back,
00:38:57not to break a single time.
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you
00:39:04and being with her or any of that.
00:39:07I didn't realize that she would take this as...
00:39:09if she was in my place.
00:39:11Yes, it is cheating.
00:39:12This is where the cheating started.
00:39:17If I was in your place,
00:39:20me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good.
00:39:25So you don't know.
00:39:26Because you can't...
00:39:27I don't know what it is that's gonna satisfy you.
00:39:30Why?
00:39:31It's simple, though.
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom.
00:39:38Oh, okay.
00:39:38That's what you want.
00:39:39If you want this relationship,
00:39:41make her understand that I'm with you.
00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't know.
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.
00:39:49She does know.
00:39:50Tell her to understand that.
00:39:54Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:40:01Block her here and tell her.
00:40:10Nothing to say.
00:40:11I'm conflicted.
00:40:15I love you so much, but...
00:40:18I can't block her.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:28Why do I know?
00:40:30I'm having the best time of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall,
00:40:33and I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:40:37I get down to the bottom,
00:40:39and I see all these people surrounding Elise.
00:40:43And I start to think,
00:40:44oh, is she okay?
00:41:06Why?
00:41:08Welcome, everyone.
00:41:10We are gathered here today
00:41:11to celebrate the enduring love
00:41:13between Javon and Annalyn.
00:41:15We honor the journey
00:41:17that has been filled with laughter,
00:41:19challenges, triumphs,
00:41:20and long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Javon and Annalyn,
00:41:24it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:41:35Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:38Oh.
00:41:47I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey,
00:41:55and always protect you and be there for you.
00:41:58And also learn to be more patient
00:42:03and put up with your sassiness.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:13Javon delivered his vows,
00:42:16and it may be not so dramatic
00:42:19and like a poetry,
00:42:21but when I look at his eyes,
00:42:25I can feel the sincerity.
00:42:29I have waited so long for this moment
00:42:34to finally say this in person.
00:42:37I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:42:41You can always count on me.
00:42:44You'll never feel alone again.
00:42:47And I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks,
00:42:52even though I keep nagging you.
00:42:55And I don't expect you to be perfect,
00:42:58because no one is.
00:43:00But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:43:03Mm-hmm.
00:43:04I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too.
00:43:07Mm-hmm.
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn,
00:43:13today you have renewed your vows
00:43:15and reaffirmed your commitment to one another.
00:43:17It is my great honor and pleasure
00:43:19to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:43:22One second.
00:43:24Do you have something to give up?
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:30Is that the one you wanted?
00:43:38All right.
00:43:39Now we can get on with it.
00:43:41All right.
00:43:42You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:43:53You did so good.
00:43:55Oh, great, actually.
00:43:58You were so great.
00:44:03And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me,
00:44:07but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:44:10You finally have my wedding ring.
00:44:13Aw, thank you.
00:44:16Yeah.
00:44:17Judith!
00:44:19I miss you.
00:44:20I miss you.
00:44:21I miss you.
00:44:21Yes, me too.
00:44:22Nice to meet you, finally.
00:44:24Hey, cousin.
00:44:26Thank you for coming and all the efforts.
00:44:29Thank you for coming.
00:44:31Thank you for coming.
00:44:35Congratulations.
00:44:36Congratulations.
00:44:38You're so free.
00:44:42Okay, guys.
00:44:43The reception is over there.
00:44:45Go!
00:44:47vocals
00:45:01For me, I think,
00:45:03marrying someone online is kind of crazy.
00:45:06Because it's been a long time that they've waited to see each other to be together.
00:45:09I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their relationship, but I've noticed now that they are just focusing
00:45:17in with their love to each other, with how they were going to work out with their relationship.
00:45:22So I'm really happy for seeing that now.
00:45:25Cut that cake! Cut that cake! Cut that cake!
00:45:30Yay!
00:45:32Wow!
00:45:38It's just so overwhelming, boo. I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before. I just feel so loved.
00:45:48Five, four, three, two, one.
00:45:57This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life. It was the best night ever.
00:46:03I'm eternally grateful. Yeah.
00:46:23I
00:46:40I
00:46:45Is she down
00:46:52Look I know it does look scary like there's a job, but she's very safe
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of you know, belay her down and you know do it
00:47:00himself
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life on
00:47:03You know I'm sailing down getting the waterfall in you know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen
00:47:14But um I get down to the bottom and I see all these people you know surrounding Elise
00:47:28I start to think oh you know, is she okay?
00:47:35I
00:47:36That's not how I know I was scared
00:47:37It's all
00:47:38Did you see me?
00:47:39Oh no I didn't because I couldn't say I can hear you
00:47:46I
00:47:47I
00:47:47Am feeling so overwhelmed so scared so cold and just like so tired
00:47:53But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me
00:47:56That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life
00:47:59I thought I was gonna die
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01:05:22It's literally tearing me up
01:05:23Thinking about being away from you
01:05:26But I think mom was kind of right
01:05:29I want to have a bright future together
01:05:31When getting you to the United States is the best option
01:05:38And to do that I need to go and start work and do the process and make sure I have
01:05:45everything stabilized in America
01:05:51It
01:05:52It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind
01:05:55It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me
01:06:00I
01:06:01I mean I understand if he happened to work in the US he could earn much more better money
01:06:07But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues
01:06:14I feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the Philippines was impossible
01:06:20But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out
01:06:26The faster I get back home the faster I can start the process
01:06:31And
01:06:32If I don't get the K1 that gets denied then I can come back here and stay here if things
01:06:37don't work out in here
01:06:39But how about mom
01:06:43I'm quite worried that she would try her best to make sure to stay in the United States forever
01:06:50This decision, it's not my mother, it's my own decision
01:06:57But I see a bright future together
01:06:59And I'm in your heart and you're in my heart and you are my true home
01:07:06I want to put my faith into him as my partner
01:07:09That he would find a way to be together long term
01:07:13But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize
01:07:21I know that Molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship
01:07:26And I'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems
01:07:31She could break us apart
01:07:35It's just
01:07:36It's just
01:07:40It's hard
01:07:51Holy
01:07:52Holy
01:07:53Holy
01:07:54Why is everything so cold?
01:07:57Surprise, surprise, she's cold
01:07:59My god, thank you so much
01:08:01Take that away
01:08:02She's a pain in the ass, but it's in a cute way, you know
01:08:06I like that
01:08:07How do you feel about me?
01:08:10I, I, like I'm falling for you
01:08:12But not in love
01:08:29Good morning
01:08:30Good morning, good morning
01:08:32It's a little chilly out here today
01:08:34I thought you were sleeping
01:08:35I, I was, I just woke up
01:08:44Time to go back to Bondi?
01:08:45Yeah
01:08:46It was a good little getaway
01:08:49Mostly
01:08:52I feel really sad, this is our last full day together
01:08:56We're driving back to Bondi in a little bit
01:08:58And then tomorrow, I fly back to Miami
01:09:02Hmm
01:09:03Did you wake up still loving me?
01:09:07I'm asking
01:09:08Yes, I did
01:09:10I just have so many mixed emotions right now
01:09:13Like he told me he loved me
01:09:15And that means the world to me
01:09:17But at the same time
01:09:19Here he is again, not living up to his promise
01:09:21To video chat with his son
01:09:23I understand there's external factors
01:09:26But if you're gonna see a future with me
01:09:28And maybe your wife
01:09:30Like the fact that you didn't try harder
01:09:33I, I don't know
01:09:34It's just like, scary
01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow
01:09:38And I have no idea what the future holds
01:09:41This is really heavy
01:09:44Your last night
01:09:45Hmm
01:09:48I booked us somewhere nice
01:09:50Tonight
01:09:51On Bondi?
01:09:52Yep
01:09:53I'm fine
01:09:53Yep
01:09:55So, let's go get changed and get home
01:09:59Yeah
01:10:07I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly
01:10:09This has never happened before
01:10:12But, saying I love you
01:10:13And then not having it heard back
01:10:15I am sort of wondering where she's at
01:10:17You know, is it not as real for her as it is for me
01:10:20That is a bit concerning
01:10:26I've been gone for too long
01:10:29Finding my way home
01:10:32You know where I've been gone for too long
01:10:36So beautiful, get a beer
01:10:38It's nice in this city
01:10:46Alright guys, this is your table
01:10:47Thank you
01:10:50I've got a menu for you guys
01:10:52Thank you
01:10:53Thank you so much
01:10:55It's so cold
01:10:57You're always cold
01:10:58Always cold
01:10:59They did say they had blankets
01:11:00So I'm going to ask her for a blanket
01:11:02Okay, good idea
01:11:03God, it's so cold
01:11:04Surprise, surprise, she's cold
01:11:07Holy
01:11:08Holy
01:11:09Holy
01:11:10Why is everything so cold?
01:11:13As soon as there's like the slightest breeze
01:11:15All the sun's down
01:11:16She's cold
01:11:17Thanks for coming guys
01:11:19Whoa
01:11:19Don't mind me, I just brought some hand warmers
01:11:22I'm freezing
01:11:22I'm freezing
01:11:24I'm freezing
01:11:25Wow, turn on the car, I'm so cold
01:11:28Holy
01:11:29Holy
01:11:29I'm cold
01:11:30You'd think by now that she'd know how to dress
01:11:33You know, in Sydney
01:11:34I'll wear something a bit warmer
01:11:35You okay? Do you want my jacket?
01:11:37Yeah, I do
01:11:37Yeah, I do
01:11:38Yeah, I'm shivering
01:11:38Oh God, it's a little nipply out
01:11:41A little nipply
01:11:42She's a pain in the ass
01:11:44But it's in a cute way
01:11:45You know
01:11:46I like that
01:11:48Well, you look stunning
01:11:50As always, aren't you?
01:11:51Alrighty, I've got the blanket for you
01:11:52Oh my God, thank you so much
01:11:55Take that away for you
01:11:56Um, can we please get two spicy margaritas
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas
01:12:00Uh, tahini if you've got it
01:12:02Tahini, we do
01:12:03Oh, yeah
01:12:03How lovely, thanks so much
01:12:05Thank you
01:12:06Thank you guys
01:12:11Last night
01:12:15How do you feel?
01:12:18About what?
01:12:20About me
01:12:21Like, in general?
01:12:24Yeah
01:12:26I mean, like
01:12:27Like, I'm falling for you
01:12:31But not in love
01:12:35Not yet
01:12:40Josh literally tells me
01:12:42Everything I want to hear
01:12:44But I feel like he sometimes
01:12:46Kind of just says things to appease me
01:12:48Like, he'll say
01:12:49He's gonna do X, Y, and Z
01:12:52But there's like no action behind that
01:12:55You know, there's one side of me
01:12:56That sees the future with him
01:12:57Like getting married and having kids
01:12:59But then there's this other side of me
01:13:01That's like
01:13:02Am I even being realistic
01:13:04With my expectations with him?
01:13:05And is it just hopeful
01:13:06Wishful thinking?
01:13:09I am falling for you
01:13:10I
01:13:11I
01:13:12Cannot imagine going back to Miami without you
01:13:16But we live in different continents
01:13:18We're a 16 hour time difference
01:13:21You have a son here
01:13:24How do you plan to make this work?
01:13:26You know, I think it's a move
01:13:28Obviously, it's a move for either one of us
01:13:31Whether it be here or there
01:13:33I guess it's one pretty big con for me
01:13:35To move into Miami
01:13:37Well, your son?
01:13:38Mm
01:13:38Okay, yes
01:13:39However
01:13:40Okay, so if I was to move here
01:13:42Where would we go?
01:13:43Who would pay for it?
01:13:44You and I find a place
01:13:44You and I find a place together?
01:13:46We live
01:13:46We move in together?
01:13:50Okay, but like
01:13:50Have you gone on a website and looked for places?
01:13:53Go
01:13:55Slowly
01:13:56Slowly
01:13:58Look
01:14:00I'm confident I can pull this off
01:14:02More than confident
01:14:07I'm scared
01:14:08I just don't know if I can
01:14:09I don't know if I can
01:14:09So am I?
01:14:10You just gotta let go sometimes
01:14:13I'm just
01:14:13I'm just like
01:14:14I don't know if you're stable
01:14:19I want to make it work
01:14:20I believe you
01:14:22But wanting to and doing so
01:14:23You will
01:14:23I believe that it will work in my eyes
01:14:26I think you will find excuses to make it not work
01:14:32Why are you hesitant?
01:14:33I've given you a solid game plan
01:14:35And you're still hesitant
01:14:36You've had a hard year
01:14:38Like financially I don't know how you're going to be able to make this work
01:14:42I don't know
01:14:43Sorry that I can't, you know
01:14:45I don't have a big nest egg
01:14:47You just have to trust
01:14:49Cause you are some
01:14:51Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like seriously
01:14:52Like you are like
01:14:53Yup, Josh
01:14:54Like that's your quality
01:14:55Cause you're being a dick to me
01:14:56I am sticking up for myself
01:14:58That's all I am doing
01:15:00I still care about you and love you
01:15:03And you don't know how you feel
01:15:05So that obviously throws doubt in my mind
01:15:09Feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen
01:15:12But you don't want to admit it
01:15:16You think I'm not putting anything into action
01:15:19I feel like the ball's in your court
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere
01:15:30And do this
01:15:32Trish, don't do that
01:15:32I will even now
01:15:33I don't have nothing to do with you
01:15:35No, Ray, please
01:15:35Just, this is my phone
01:15:37Give me to another thing
01:15:37I don't have nothing to tell
01:15:38Please
01:15:41I will just walk away
01:15:44And never speak to him again
01:15:47I wasted my time
01:15:57I love you so much
01:15:59But I can't block her
01:16:02Why?
01:16:05Why?
01:16:07Why?
01:16:16Why?
01:16:22Why?
01:16:22Why?
01:16:23Why?
01:16:23I don't know what to do because
01:16:26It's...
01:16:27I'm in love with you
01:16:29Why?
01:16:33Why, why?
01:16:33Why?
01:16:34Why, why?
01:16:37Why?
01:16:38and no nothing else to do not nothing else to say I love you no no you don't
01:16:47love me
01:16:54I asked her to choose then you made a choice
01:17:04when Trish asked me to block my ex I realized that I can't completely shut the door
01:17:13and I wanted to be honest about my feelings
01:17:18so you chose your ex over her after all you guys have been through
01:17:23I don't look at it as I chose my ex over her
01:17:28what do you look at it as
01:17:33I look at it as um just not ready to let go
01:17:38totally I love Trish
01:17:43but um I mean love isn't so black and white
01:17:50it's possible to have feelings for two people at the same time
01:18:00I wasted my time
01:18:03I don't get it it's a waste
01:18:06I still I'm still willing to try to make it that I
01:18:10it's nothing to do anymore
01:18:12I cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex
01:18:16I'll block you everywhere
01:18:19Trish don't do that I will even now I don't have nothing to do with you
01:18:23this is my phone you didn't buy it you didn't do anything
01:18:27I don't have nothing to tell please
01:18:29Trish don't do that
01:18:31yes I am doing it right now
01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again
01:18:42you plan a future with me
01:18:44you told me that you love me
01:18:47but I still have feelings for her
01:18:54I do but that doesn't mean I'm going back to her
01:18:59and my feelings for you are strong
01:19:02I still want us to go on
01:19:06I cannot do that
01:19:08I'll never be a second choice of someone
01:19:11so I'll take my love back
01:19:14and forget by him
01:19:22don't
01:19:27don't ever bother me
01:19:29no no no no
01:19:30you made a choice
01:19:35let's finish
01:19:38good thank you
01:19:47I'm feeling really really angry
01:19:51like I don't understand why he make me fall in love with him
01:19:57and break my heart
01:19:59like he shouldn't have come to Madagascar
01:20:03meet me
01:20:05I don't know what to say anymore
01:20:07I'll just walk away
01:20:10and never speak to him again
01:20:18I wish you realized
01:20:20that I do love her
01:20:22and I do think that she's special
01:20:24I want us to be together
01:20:30I just wasn't ready
01:20:35that's all I can see
01:20:46holy balls
01:20:47next time on Before the 90 Days
01:20:49I feel like I should ask for your autograph
01:20:53jeez
01:20:53give me your ring finger
01:20:56I'm asking you
01:20:58will you marry me
01:21:00we just got things back on track
01:21:03and I'm worried that
01:21:04as we go back to long distance
01:21:06we're only going to have more drama
01:21:08and more problems
01:21:09do you accept?
01:21:12make it having no shoes
01:21:16so today
01:21:18I decided to
01:21:20take a pregnancy test
01:21:25Javon
01:21:26boo
01:21:27that is what I think it is
01:21:30holy
01:21:30I'm about to be a dad
01:21:33you don't need to be with me
01:21:34it may have taken seven years to get here
01:21:36but it's not going to take seven years to get you back home
01:21:38I still don't completely trust Sheena
01:21:42she still manipulates
01:21:44here I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered
01:21:47no I have more questions
01:21:49you okay?
01:21:52it's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me
01:22:01it hurts me deeply that it didn't work out
01:22:04between Trish and I
01:22:06and I'm leaving with no hope at all
01:22:16I'm leaving for that airport in one hour
01:22:25and he just left
01:22:27like how can you tell me you love me
01:22:29and you're falling for me
01:22:30and then you bring the girls back
01:22:32and disrespect me
01:22:33oh my god he stopped sharing his location with me
01:22:37I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster
01:22:40like what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much to make Daniel happy
01:22:48I was so sure of him
01:22:50and now I'm just insecure
01:22:52I'm just insecure
01:22:52he's not communicating with her much
01:22:54I wanted to find a reason why
01:22:56and I did find things
01:22:59Faith went on your email
01:23:01how come in your contacts
01:23:03you have somebody listed as wife
01:23:06so who is this wife?
01:23:11are you ready?
01:23:13tell me what happened
01:23:14I don't even know where to start
01:23:16are you questioning the whole
01:23:25relationship to her
01:23:26relationships with me?
01:23:28...
01:23:28what the f**k
01:23:30...
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