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00:01:24İzlediğiniz için teşekkür ederim.
00:01:26Bir 12 yaşında bir roke var.
00:01:29Ya! Ya!
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00:01:45Emelie!
00:01:46Emelie!
00:01:47Emelie!
00:01:47Emelie, where are we?
00:01:48I don't know.
00:01:49I don't know.
00:01:51We're at...
00:01:53El Capitan.
00:01:57From Colorado, Emelie Harriton.
00:02:02She's certainly a force to be reckoned with.
00:02:06Emelie, make it look easy.
00:02:12Five-time national champion.
00:02:22But Emelie is certainly one of the most well-rounded American female climbers.
00:02:28Part of your brain knows that this is slightly illogical.
00:02:32It is dangerous.
00:02:33But life's boring if you don't have that little element of spice, right?
00:02:38We should try to get a little bit more comfortable with being afraid.
00:02:46I love exploring my perceived limit and trying to push past it.
00:02:55Eventually, right now, in the West United Kingdom...
00:03:06...you're too busy.
00:03:17...but there's nothing you can see.
00:03:19It's a fact that you leave the boat.
00:03:20I get away from the wake of the eye of the sky.
00:03:21I don't know who you came across the area.
00:03:21You're too busy.
00:03:21I don't know where you can be.
00:03:22I've been the only way to my eyes.
00:03:23What?
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00:04:30El Capitan.
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00:05:40abone olmalı.
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00:06:16Yeni Linnil.
00:06:18Yeni birçok yaratma ilgilenmeyi
00:06:22called The Nose.
00:06:23Yeni bir�er ikiye diliyordu.
00:06:28Bir gün sonra da birçok yaratma,
00:06:31yaratma ve engeleyerek
00:06:32yaratma.
00:06:33İyiydi, engeleyerek,
00:06:36başlangıçtık.
00:06:37Yeni birçok,
00:06:39ve aydınca evde,
00:06:40ve dünyanın özellikleri
00:06:45Buna, bir anda tamamen hayal edilmemiş bir şekilde yaratılır.
00:06:55Yosemite'i yasemite'i yapmak için mi?
00:06:56Sözüye mi?
00:06:58Evet.
00:06:58Bu sözüye mi?
00:07:00Evet.
00:07:00Sözüye mi?
00:07:00Oysuye mi?
00:07:01Yosemite'i yaratan bir proje, bir şekilde ve bir tane de altyazı.
00:07:08Hemenin bir çalışmıydı çalışmasını yapmak için yasalarımda bir araçları yolu yapmak için.
00:07:14çalışmaları ile eğlenceli bir dayı da bir ayıncı olmalı.
00:07:15Bu çalışmalıyım, bu çalışmalıyım,
00:07:19ve bu çalışmalıyım,
00:07:20bu çalışmalı çok iyi bir şey…
00:07:21bu kez iyi olduğunda.
00:07:24Bu çalışmalı,
00:07:26bu çalışma bir kirliyle de görülmekten sonra
00:07:28Birçelik bir acı bir çalışmalıydı.
00:07:32Birçelik çekiği daha iyi bir şeyden daha iyi.
00:07:34Bu, ne olduğunu daha iyi bakırma,
00:07:35bu çalışma şiddetli bir şeyleri var.
00:07:37Ve yanaşlar, anlayıcı bir kirliyle bir kirliyle,
00:07:40tanışmalıydı.
00:07:41etrafını seçtim.
00:07:42Bir şeyin çok iyi olduğunu duyduğunuzun,
00:07:45ürünün, en büyük birçok şeyin farkında.
00:07:46Ve bu tanıda bir şey var.
00:07:48Ben, ve bu takım var.
00:07:50Bu, farklı bir level.
00:07:53Söylediğiniz için çok iyi ama kalan.
00:07:57Ve o fina için çok önemli bir şey var.
00:08:00Bu, bu kaynağın ricimse,
00:08:00fakat kapatı yoksa bir kapatı.
00:08:04No person does what he does at his level.
00:08:11I was incredibly inspired by the way he moved.
00:08:16He was so perfect.
00:08:19He seems so at ease.
00:08:21And I've always envied that.
00:08:23With the green ground you can climb up to the spire
00:08:25and reflake the rope and manage.
00:08:28I'm just trying to nurture you into a simul climbing machine.
00:08:35Good work.
00:08:37Thank you.
00:08:37Good work.
00:08:40That was good.
00:08:41There's no way I would have done any of that without you.
00:08:44Isn't that pretty rad?
00:08:45That was pretty rad.
00:08:46That was a life experience.
00:08:48Yeah.
00:08:49I don't think you can do that in a day.
00:08:51You do?
00:08:52Yeah.
00:08:53I don't think it would be that bad for you because you just have the base fitness that you need,
00:08:56you know?
00:08:56Yeah.
00:08:57It would definitely be a dream.
00:08:59Yeah, it would be sick.
00:09:00It's got to start somewhere.
00:09:02Yeah.
00:09:03I mean, you know.
00:09:05That's when I first thought of trying to free climb El Cap in less than 24 hours.
00:09:12Climbing it in a day is the epitome of hard rock climbing.
00:09:16And there's a desire to prove myself.
00:09:18Like, I do deserve to be here.
00:09:20I do deserve to be climbing with all of these people that I've looked up to and idolized
00:09:25for a long time.
00:09:27That's awesome.
00:09:28That's pretty good.
00:09:31It's a sense of belonging that I want.
00:09:48I see some big wet streaks, but I also see dry rock, so it's kind of a mixed bag up
00:09:55there.
00:09:58It is not going to change a single thing.
00:10:03Most people free climb El Cap over five days or so.
00:10:06It's so much harder to free climb El Cap in a day.
00:10:10The difference between doing a multi-day ascent and doing a one-day ascent is huge.
00:10:16To climb that thing in a day, it's outrageous.
00:10:19It's an audacious undertaking.
00:10:23I'm left wondering whether she can pull it off.
00:10:28Most people who free climb El Cap in a day have done it via the free rider because it's
00:10:33the easiest route.
00:10:34I wanted to do a more challenging route, and that's why I chose Golden Gate.
00:10:41There are very few climbers who have free climbed any route on El Cap in a day other
00:10:46than the free rider.
00:10:47Golden Gate is quite a bit harder.
00:10:50Golden Gate has only been free climbed in a day by three people.
00:10:53Three of the best El Cap climbers in the world.
00:11:00These guys are heroes of mine, and I want to be a part of that group.
00:11:11Golden Gate has 34 pitches.
00:11:14My goal is to climb from the beginning of each pitch to the end without falling.
00:11:19That will be a free ascent.
00:11:21If I fall, I have to go back to the beginning of that pitch and try again.
00:11:26And I need to do this in under 24 hours.
00:11:36That's going to be really hard for her.
00:11:38I give her a 20% chance of sending, honestly.
00:11:42She just hasn't paid her dues like Honnold has.
00:11:52It's hard to put yourself out there and say you're going to try to do the hardest thing you've ever
00:11:57done.
00:11:58Just because I'm trying to protect myself from people finding out that I'm afraid or that I fail or that
00:12:04I'm just like everyone else.
00:12:09I mean, I don't want to say it's mansplaining, but primarily there's men that have accomplished this goal.
00:12:13And so it's like I get a lot of advice and it's a lot of like, oh, you need to
00:12:18be committed to this and you need to go here for this amount of time and you need to do
00:12:21it this way.
00:12:22And you should be doing this and you should be doing that.
00:12:24I've been climbing for 22 years. Like I know how to approach a goal.
00:12:31I don't need someone to tell me how to do it.
00:12:35But obviously that's a hard, that's a hard thing to convince yourself of as well.
00:12:40It's hard for me to convince myself that I know what I'm doing.
00:12:44Do you think I need more than one three?
00:12:45I wouldn't even take the three.
00:12:46Oh my God.
00:12:48Maybe I don't need this and two purples.
00:12:51I always had it in my mind ever since he asked me to support him that he would probably be
00:12:56willing to support me on Golden Gate.
00:12:59I'd like to think I may be the best supporter in the world for El Cap just because I know
00:13:04the roots really well.
00:13:05I've worked on them a long time.
00:13:06I don't think anyone has climbed any of those parts of the wall faster.
00:13:09Are you climbing the monster with just one six?
00:13:11Yeah.
00:13:12Awesome.
00:13:12And I wanted to help Emily achieve this big dream of hers.
00:13:16Alex is very comfortable, very confident, but I also trust him.
00:13:20Having someone up there who you can tell is right at home makes me feel that much more comfortable.
00:13:27I'll give you that.
00:13:28Go up and try your best and...
00:13:30That's all I'm doing.
00:13:30I'm just going to go try.
00:13:31Move by move, you just do your best and see how it plays out.
00:13:34I'm allowed to fall.
00:13:36Yeah, I mean, that's the beautiful thing you ever rope.
00:13:38It's like a good shit.
00:13:40I'm really happy that I have a rope.
00:13:44Who's going to fall?
00:13:47Where's that?
00:13:53Oh, bro.
00:13:59Where's that?
00:14:01What's yoursel?
00:14:03Come on.
00:14:04What?
00:14:06Where are you?
00:14:07I have a rope.
00:14:09There you go.
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00:14:35Aleykilerden bahsetmek için büyük bir şekilde de alışverişti.
00:14:37with Alex is something called simul climbing so I'm leading placing gear and Alex is following
00:14:44climbing at the same time as me so we're moving up the wall together and it enables you to move
00:14:50a lot faster but it cuts some corners because you're placing less safety equipment between
00:14:57yourself and your partner so if either of us falls we can get severely injured or we could die but
00:15:04this is really the only way to climb it in a day I was kind of proud of myself honestly
00:15:10yeah that
00:15:10was good thank you I just hand over hand on the roof I was like fuck that
00:15:34that was the easiest that the monster has ever felt but it's still really hard
00:15:40that was way faster than ever before oh yeah yeah like 45 minutes
00:15:48you found 2000 feet already you may as well climb one more picture
00:15:51I'm gonna try I don't know if I can though yeah of course you can just get in there and
00:15:55engage
00:15:59all right you need someone to like punch in the nuts
00:16:00I'll have nuts ovaries
00:16:15you're doing great thank you I really appreciate it I'm really digging deep here you know this is uh
00:16:20this is my first effort yeah do you think it's worth giving it one to the death effort
00:16:25I mean I've been trying to give it to the death yeah what is that to the death it seems
00:16:29a little
00:16:29like worky if we decide to go down let's fully debrief like what are you going to do differently
00:16:35what do you do better where can you save energy yeah because I mean obviously there's a ton of room
00:16:40for improvement today a lot of room for improvement
00:16:47yeah that's crazy
00:16:52it just went from perfectly okay to perfectly not okay
00:16:58oh oh my god it hurts so bad
00:17:06hey give me a hug
00:17:08you needed a hug from you all day thank you
00:17:11these bruises are just all from one pitch
00:17:15I was secretly happy that we got rained off because everything just felt so hard
00:17:24I don't really foresee me trying again this spring
00:17:27I'm kind of worked over from the season
00:17:31I didn't feel ready
00:17:34and I haven't put in the work in order to be successful
00:17:54oh that was her first wetsuit
00:17:58look at how tiny that little thing is
00:18:01here you go here's a bunch of trophies
00:18:05climbing stuff first place
00:18:10junior nationals oh when she was 12 years old
00:18:15I don't remember what that one was
00:18:19what's that one from
00:18:22serious shovel oh yeah this is the world cup she won
00:18:28no there's the little mohawk look at that mohawk
00:18:35I would say I had like a very normal childhood
00:18:40my dad was really into any activity that was in the mountains
00:18:46ski
00:18:50turns
00:18:51growing up I had this idea that girls were inferior in some way
00:18:57I desperately wanted to prove that I wasn't like that
00:19:05I grew up with my two cousins who were boys and we were super competitive with each other
00:19:11all I wanted to do was be better than them
00:19:14I wanted to do well in everything and I tried really hard
00:19:24when I found climbing this switch went off
00:19:29it was like instantly that's what I wanted to do
00:19:34the feeling of lightness and strength and invincibility was pretty profound
00:19:46I liked the feeling of success
00:19:52and if I didn't measure up to that
00:19:57I was so upset and disappointed
00:20:05competitions being the best winning to me that was what climbing was
00:20:15I definitely started putting more pressure on myself
00:20:19my self-worth was so tied to my success in climbing
00:20:24and then my success in climbing was tied to my weight
00:20:29the less mass you have the easier it's going to be to stay on the wall
00:20:35it just became this cycle of punishment
00:20:38I remember being completely exhausted all the time
00:20:43she was so thin
00:20:46and I didn't know what to do
00:20:48and I remember her hands were orange because all she was eating was carrots
00:20:53and I wasn't sleeping well and I was dizzy sometimes
00:21:00and then climbing wasn't very fun
00:21:04I feel like I barely laughed
00:21:08I started realizing that this isn't how I want to live my life
00:21:13and is climbing going to be a positive force in my life
00:21:18or is it always going to be this negative thing
00:21:24I guess now is the best time and here is the best place to say this
00:21:28I have an eating disorder
00:21:30I can't admit it to anybody else
00:21:32but at least I can admit it to myself
00:21:35I feel out of control when I indulge in food
00:21:38and my all-or-nothing behavior makes me depressed and unhappy
00:21:43I don't ever give myself a break
00:21:46I want to be perfect all the time
00:21:48I must run fast, climb strong, and eat as little as possible
00:22:01Eventually my body and my brain just couldn't really handle all the stress and the pressures
00:22:06I realized that competing wasn't something that I really wanted to do anymore
00:22:16The pivotal thing that happened was I joined the North Face athlete team
00:22:22and got invited on an expedition to Mount Everest
00:22:28I had no idea what it would do for me in my life
00:22:34She was keen to try out mountain climbing
00:22:38So I was like, oh, first mountain climbing trip? How about Everest?
00:22:42A little bit crazy, but why not?
00:22:46It's the tallest and most precipitous mountain range on our planet
00:22:50If you want to test your mettle, that's where you go
00:22:53I remember just saying, Emily, no
00:22:57I do not want you going to Everest
00:22:59Tim said to her, you're not going
00:23:01And she said, Dad, I'm not 16
00:23:04And that was the end of that
00:23:08Emily at 25, barely coming out of the gym as a gym climber
00:23:13And then being on Everest
00:23:15I mean, that's a huge leap to make
00:23:17I was a little like
00:23:19dark in those days
00:23:21So I might have just totally written her off as a first impression
00:23:26You know, just kind of like, ugh, whatever
00:23:36It wasn't until I got there and realized that Conrad was like completely hands-off with Emily
00:23:41And he was like, well, you step in
00:23:42You know, and I'm like, I don't even know her
00:23:44I don't want to do this
00:23:45I'm not a mentor
00:23:47I was not very helpful
00:23:48I definitely am not an incredibly sympathetic person
00:23:58I'm ready to go up tomorrow
00:23:59I'm a little nervous and scared to go through the icefall
00:24:06That's knowledge
00:24:08Happens like five times a day
00:24:11It's really unnerving
00:24:17I want to get through the icefall
00:24:18And then I'll feel okay
00:24:28Conrad saw something in her and he was right
00:24:35She just didn't give in
00:24:48I came to care immensely for Emily over the time of that trip
00:24:54We talked about my relationship
00:24:56We talked about my climbing
00:24:57We talked about her kids and how much she missed her kids and just life
00:25:01And it gave me a peek into what my life could be like in the future
00:25:28She passed me and she was by herself and I was like, Emily, why are you by yourself?
00:25:31Where's the Sherpa that you were climbing with?
00:25:34She was like, oh god, I feel so bad
00:25:36He was slow so I left him behind
00:25:39Was that really bad? Should I go back and get him?
00:25:48She crushed it
00:25:51It was so out of her main sport that it just was all the more of a huge achievement
00:26:00As a climber you're the sum total of all your ascents and expeditions and
00:26:04Each experience that you have builds into who you are as a climber and Emily got that
00:26:11I was a lot stronger than I thought I would be
00:26:14Climbing on Everest has made me appreciate the style of climbing that I do
00:26:20I do want to continue to be in the mountains and to learn from them
00:26:42Good morning
00:26:43Morning
00:26:44Morning
00:26:44Here's your coffee
00:26:50I stayed up late last night and get all these emails and like texts with China and Nepal and Tibet
00:26:55And I'm like scared to turn on their phone and see what everyone wrote
00:26:59Come back to bed
00:27:00No
00:27:03I have an interview in 15 minutes
00:27:06Okay, I'll make breakfast
00:27:09Hi, this is Adrian
00:27:12Doing some final prep for a big trip I'm leaving on early next week
00:27:16You know, the average Everest expedition is two months long
00:27:20And I'm probably away, you know, seven to eight months a year still traveling and climbing around the world
00:27:28Adrian is a high altitude climber and a mountain guide who spends a lot of time in the Himalaya
00:27:35We met at Camp 2 on Mount Everest
00:27:41I just remember this charismatic guy
00:27:44He was super nice and fun to talk to
00:27:48The sad fact of high altitude climbing is there's just not many women
00:27:54I certainly noticed Emily as an anomaly
00:27:57But 21,000 feet is really miserable
00:28:00So you kind of like have a crushing headache at the same time that you're trying to be like social
00:28:04and funny and interesting
00:28:05It's not like a great flirting opportunity
00:28:08It was this really powerful connection that we had
00:28:11I'd never felt like that with anyone before
00:28:14And we knew that we wanted to stay connected
00:28:19Adrian is gone most of the year guiding in the Himalaya
00:28:23And because I have this big project I'm working on
00:28:26We are going to spend the next four months apart
00:28:30I don't really look forward to this time of year as it is
00:28:34Because Adrian is going to be gone for a really long time
00:28:36And I have a lot of like I put a lot of pressure on myself for my own projects
00:28:42No
00:28:46I've spent a lot of time with people who have lost their partner in the mountains
00:28:51And every time he leaves I have this part of me that is afraid he won't come back
00:29:02The secret stash
00:29:05Okay I'm overwhelmed again
00:29:06I'm going to go eat some toast
00:29:08I'm really overwhelmed right now
00:29:10Goodbye
00:29:11Here we go
00:29:15It kind of sucks
00:29:20Cat stuff
00:29:21I have food
00:29:23Coffee stuff
00:29:24Music
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00:29:27Bed
00:29:39And she's off
00:29:45It's always hard
00:29:47This one especially
00:29:58I'm going to Moab because I want to prepare for the upcoming Yosemite season
00:30:04And Moab is a great place to do that
00:30:08Last spring I just wasn't ready
00:30:10I hadn't put in the work
00:30:17Look at these nails too
00:30:19These are the gel nail
00:30:21Gel nail magic
00:30:22It's supposed to last for like three months
00:30:28I did not grow up
00:30:30Learning how to crack climb
00:30:32And for climbing in Yosemite it's a required skill
00:30:35Music
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00:30:46I wouldn't consider myself a super confident person when I'm standing on the ground
00:30:51It's more why I'm like climbing that my confidence shines through
00:31:04I think I did get better technique
00:31:07It's nice to feel a little more confidence
00:31:11I'm excited to go do something
00:31:13Speaking in操을
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00:40:52Oh my god.
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00:41:30abone olun.
00:41:33abone olun.
00:41:35abone olun.
00:41:39abone olun.
00:41:40abone olun.
00:41:42abone olun.
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00:41:49abone olun.
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00:42:23abone olun.
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00:42:29abone olun.
00:42:30abone olun.
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00:42:53abone olun.
00:42:55abone olun.
00:42:59abone olun.
00:43:04A lot of the things that I did today I've never done before.
00:43:22It's scary with the heavy pack.
00:43:24I feel off balance a little.
00:43:26Good job Annem.
00:43:27Thank you.
00:43:31Way more rad, way more gnarly than Everest.
00:43:38My favorite day on that whole climb was Emily and I were stuck on this ridge for 48 hours.
00:43:48Winds blowing 60 miles an hour nonstop.
00:43:53And at one point Emily looks at me and she's like, what do you think?
00:43:57You think we're going to be okay?
00:43:58I looked at her and I was like, I don't, I don't know.
00:44:01I hope so.
00:44:03And she was like, all right, cool.
00:44:06Okay.
00:44:10And five minutes later we're laughing and like doing what we can to like stay alive.
00:44:19Emily and I have talked a lot about how crazy it was and how strung out we were and how
00:44:23close to just like laying down on the trail and giving up we were.
00:44:28And we just didn't.
00:44:31She was everything I expected her to be on that trip.
00:44:35She was gritty.
00:44:36She was funny.
00:44:37She helped me when I was low.
00:44:39She tackled massive scary things.
00:44:583.30 in the morning, November 20 something.
00:45:08Dragged everyone into helping me climb El Cap in a day.
00:45:16Massive snowstorm is approaching.
00:45:18Like tomorrow.
00:45:20Day after tomorrow.
00:45:21Last day of the season basically.
00:45:23Dragging everyone up here to support me one more time.
00:45:26One more character building day on the mountain.
00:45:28One more character building day on the mountain.
00:45:31It's like 4 a.m.
00:45:33It's way colder than it was last time so that's good.
00:45:36If you were really pro you'd be racked onto the harness already.
00:45:38Pack your harness that way.
00:45:41Oh yeah, I didn't do that.
00:45:42You guys needed it last time.
00:45:4510 more feet today okay.
00:45:47Yeah exactly.
00:45:4810 more feet today.
00:45:52Go Em go.
00:45:54Here we go.
00:45:55You're gonna crush it.
00:45:56Thanks Sonny.
00:46:04Nice Em.
00:46:07You're crushing.
00:46:09It's such a still day up on the captain.
00:46:30Creaky old grandpa.
00:46:32I'll sit down and tighten the shoes up.
00:46:36Nice Em.
00:46:42Oh my god.
00:46:45Oh my god.
00:46:45Are you okay Em?
00:46:45Emily are you okay?
00:46:49Em?
00:46:50Holy shit.
00:46:52Oh my god Em.
00:46:56Should I lower you to the ledge?
00:46:57Emily you're okay.
00:47:02Lower?
00:47:03Em?
00:47:05Talk to us.
00:47:07Talk to us Em.
00:47:08Are you okay?
00:47:09Are you right side up?
00:47:13She's not right today.
00:47:15Fuck.
00:47:16Can you confirm your number is 404 seconds?
00:47:18Correct.
00:47:19I'm gonna be on hold while I try to get a razor, okay?
00:47:22Okay, thank you.
00:47:30Hang in there Em.
00:47:36You know I can tell that it's terrible.
00:47:37It's all terrible.
00:47:38Like you can tell it's a giant fall.
00:47:41The only thing I was thinking about was whether or not she'll walk again.
00:48:12You all right?
00:48:13I got the cricket.
00:48:13You might have to be fishing on it on the ledge.
00:48:21I've climbed this pitch so many times.
00:48:23I know it's slippery but I've never fallen.
00:48:25I know my feet are cold.
00:48:27But I need to be confident.
00:48:31I wasn't scared.
00:48:32I just...
00:48:35Now it's scary though.
00:48:37Think about it.
00:48:49I'm sorry guys.
00:49:00Yeah.
00:49:01Still have some stuff to learn I guess.
00:49:33World class climber Emily Harrington trying to make history.
00:49:36Falling from Yosemite's El Capitan.
00:49:38Rescued by one of the most famous climbers in the world.
00:49:41Falls are a peril of the sport no matter your skill level.
00:49:45Thank goodness she was with people like Alex Hunnell.
00:49:48The climber at the center of that Oscar winning documentary Free Solo.
00:49:50I was blank so I'm holding the rope but then when she fell so much rope fell into the system
00:49:55like so much rope pooled at my feet basically that I wound up actually grabbing the rope with my hands
00:50:01in an effort to catch her sooner.
00:50:03I don't know if you guys had a chance to watch Free Solo.
00:50:05Oh he was...
00:50:06I mean it's amazing what they do and boy you gotta have some nerves of steel.
00:50:10Yes you do.
00:50:11You sure do.
00:50:11Hope you have a full recovery.
00:50:15How are you feeling about it all?
00:50:18Shitty.
00:50:19Shitty?
00:50:19Shitty about it.
00:50:20It's sad.
00:50:21Yeah.
00:50:24Everyone is interested in El Cap and everyone is interested in the fact that I was climbing
00:50:29with Alex Honnold so they want to write a story about the damsel in distress who was rescued
00:50:34by the Free Solo star.
00:50:37Oh adrenaline junkies like risking their lives and falling off of sheer cliffs and gets rescued.
00:50:44Like it's just stupid and not true and misunderstood.
00:50:48I had a bad fall climbing because rock climbing is inherently dangerous but...
00:50:53And Alex did exactly what any good partner would do.
00:50:57Yeah.
00:50:58Yeah.
00:50:58And that's the end of the story.
00:50:59Don't look that close to me I don't...
00:51:02We were choosing to take a certain level of risk that day.
00:51:07It was 100% not his fault what happened.
00:51:24It was 100% not his fault what happened.
00:51:43I was afraid of not being good enough and now the entire world thinks that as well.
00:51:56She is no Alex Honnold.
00:51:58Do this without the security of a rope and then you can pretend to have accomplished something.
00:52:05Woman go back to kitchen please.
00:52:07Let man's doing this stuff.
00:52:10She's too fat.
00:52:27I'm bruised and have a rope burn on my neck and a pretty intense concussion.
00:52:33I'm slowly recovering but mentally I'm struggling.
00:52:41I just spiral into the negativity of oh I'm never gonna be able to get anywhere with this.
00:52:50Lots of doubt and lots of kind of like questioning of like why am I doing this?
00:52:54Why am I even like trying so hard?
00:52:57And just feel like giving up.
00:52:59There's just this really big fear and it's all circling around like the whole kid thing and the...
00:53:05The clock is ticking idea and...
00:53:09I really do want to have fun and enjoy climbing. I do.
00:53:12I just don't know how right now.
00:53:15Yeah.
00:53:16It's hard to trust myself I guess.
00:53:33It's Passover.
00:53:35Happy Passover guys.
00:53:37Hogsamehack John.
00:53:38Hogsamehack to you.
00:53:39And we can tell that it's Passover because we are in our houses.
00:53:43Hiding from a plague and because in our recent...
00:53:46Breakfast.
00:53:47Podcast.
00:53:47Very loud podcast.
00:53:49Very loud podcast.
00:53:49Blood on your door will stop coronavirus.
00:53:52Tell me that.
00:53:54We are one day short of a month since we've been home.
00:53:58April 12th.
00:54:00Easter Sunday.
00:54:03And...
00:54:04It's Sunday but it doesn't really matter that it's Sunday.
00:54:07Every day is pretty much very similar.
00:54:15Adrian and I have been physically together for longer than we have ever been.
00:54:21It's felt like this period of deep connection.
00:54:25What's your favorite color?
00:54:28This is like a rapid fire question.
00:54:31Oh really? I actually...
00:54:33What's your favorite color?
00:54:35Gray.
00:54:36Gray?
00:54:38That's a terrible favorite color.
00:54:40It's supposed to be okay from mine.
00:54:41My favorite color is green.
00:54:44Really?
00:54:45Yeah.
00:54:45I never knew that.
00:54:46Well you learn something new every day don't you?
00:54:48I don't think I've ever bought you anything green.
00:54:50Better start now.
00:54:55We've discussed starting a family in more serious ways.
00:54:59But I really have to finish this project before I can start thinking about taking that step.
00:55:06I don't want to take eight years to free climb Mellow Cap in a day.
00:55:09Then I'll be 40.
00:55:10And then...
00:55:11You know...
00:55:12It might be too late.
00:55:25If I let something like fear, something like an accident stop me from doing something, then I'll never go back.
00:55:34I'll never try something hard again.
00:55:36This is no longer just a way to prove myself.
00:55:40It's a way for me to gain back trust and confidence in myself.
00:55:48I need to go back.
00:55:58I've been really gentle with myself.
00:56:01Just accepting that I'm probably going to be a little more conservative this year.
00:56:05And I think I need to talk to Alex about adjusting my method and just be like,
00:56:09Dude, I don't want to like go so fast.
00:56:12I want to be able to stop and take a breather.
00:56:14And I want to be able to place more gear.
00:56:16And feel way more safe.
00:56:34And so it begins.
00:56:37Emily's Yosemite season.
00:56:463am, I'm out of bed in coffee.
00:56:50M's waiting for a coffee.
00:56:52The life of a superstar.
00:56:56How's it feeling?
00:56:58It's okay.
00:56:59Where I fell last year.
00:57:00Where you fell last year.
00:57:02Yeah.
00:57:05I'm back in Yosemite for the first time since the accident.
00:57:08And Adrian's been helping me train on the hard pitches.
00:57:11And build back that trust.
00:57:14Down to the move pitch.
00:57:19Dun, dun, dun!
00:57:24Yes.
00:57:25There was no like massive screaming whippers out of the move today.
00:57:30No.
00:57:30You just hit it every time.
00:57:32You're stronger.
00:57:33Big support today.
00:57:35Thank you.
00:57:40Physically I feel better than I have probably ever in my life.
00:57:45I'm trying to figure out the best tactics for climbing the monster.
00:57:50And so I'm going to try putting on my climbing shoe.
00:57:53And then I'm going to try putting on a size 42 TC Pro over top of it.
00:57:59to make my foot bigger.
00:58:08I'm so excited about this.
00:58:15So what time are we thinking about starting?
00:58:17Let's say starting the monster at 6am.
00:58:19Which means starting climbing at 1am.
00:58:23That's what I was hoping to do tonight.
00:58:24You know?
00:58:25I know.
00:58:25Get some.
00:58:26Signed up for it.
00:58:27Yeah, no, no.
00:58:28I'm into it.
00:58:29Knee pads and duct tape and elbow pads.
00:58:31At this point you're going to get to the top more fresh than when you left the ground.
00:58:34I think it would be tough to make this more comfortable.
00:58:37Yeah.
00:58:38That's the whole point.
00:58:39Yeah, exactly.
00:58:40We're ready for the long haul right now.
00:58:43I'm planning to have two partners.
00:58:45It is really valuable to have Alex as a partner because he is so fast.
00:58:50But up higher when the climbing gets slower, I really like having Adrian there.
00:58:55He's really good emotional support for me.
00:59:05Go get her.
00:59:07Go get her.
00:59:08Move slowly and then like see how I feel when I get to that.
00:59:11Yeah, cool.
00:59:12It's the same time as tomorrow as today basically.
00:59:14I do feel ready.
00:59:15I don't think I'm going to be any more ready than I am right now.
00:59:19If I achieve this, I'll never not be a climber, but I can like move on from being like solely
00:59:26focused on climbing.
00:59:27Like I can move forward with my life.
00:59:29I could have a family.
00:59:30Like I could do all these things I've wanted to do that might not require so much like pinpointed focus.
00:59:38It's that meaningful.
01:00:02I'll be right back.
01:00:03Have fun.
01:00:04I kicked some ass off my arm.
01:00:08Nice them.
01:00:17At some point in here I'm going to have to tie my shoes and put them on
01:00:20but I'm sort of like, oh I've got flashbacks of the last year.
01:00:23BTS, did you get it?
01:00:25I'm going to go with shoes.
01:00:41I'm going to run around to the top and hopefully get to meet them like two-thirds of the way
01:00:45up.
01:00:49Nice, Sam, really smooth.
01:00:53Hey Sam, she's done the free blast.
01:00:57Yes.
01:00:58Great job, Deidre.
01:00:59Thank you.
01:01:00How do you feel?
01:01:01Okay.
01:01:27It's so funny that you're wearing two pairs of shoes.
01:01:48Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
01:01:51Oh, oh, oh.
01:01:56Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
01:01:59Do you want to go with shoes?
01:02:01Ah!
01:02:05I'm so glad to have that pitch over with.
01:02:08I'm taking off all of my shoes, all four pairs of them that I was wearing.
01:02:15I was wearing Alex's shoes over my shoes so I could climb the monster easier and faster
01:02:20and it works.
01:02:25It's not often that I encounter a completely new rock climbing technique on a big wall.
01:02:29This is one of those times.
01:02:31You've styled the hard stuff.
01:02:34Next, Em is going to lead us to the summit of the mighty El Capitan.
01:02:38That's what's happening next.
01:02:51Good, Em. Really nice.
01:03:01Nice and relaxed.
01:03:10Trust the feet.
01:03:12Perfect.
01:03:13That's the one.
01:03:15Perfect.
01:03:17Really good.
01:03:30Nice work.
01:03:31I'm not coming down off the mountain until I set this route.
01:03:36I'm never climbing that pitch again.
01:03:42Nice, Em.
01:03:43Really smooth.
01:03:50I gotta say, you look really fit right now.
01:03:53Like, your arms are, like, muscular.
01:03:58Thanks, Alex.
01:04:00Like, have you been, like, working out more?
01:04:03Yeah.
01:04:05Been putting some effort in.
01:04:08Like, have you really?
01:04:08Because you look like freaking kind of jacks.
01:04:11Yeah.
01:04:12Yeah, dude.
01:04:12I have.
01:04:15Nice.
01:04:19Really good.
01:04:19Come on.
01:04:20So strong.
01:04:22Come on.
01:04:23Come on.
01:04:37Come on.
01:04:39That's good.
01:04:39Really good.
01:04:44How the hell do ya?
01:04:46There you go.
01:04:53I had to dig really deep for that one.
01:04:57I set the move pitch on my first try.
01:05:00Everything is going well.
01:05:03I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop.
01:05:27So exciting.
01:05:28Up here, it's so fresh.
01:05:31You have dirt all over your face, but otherwise looking good.
01:05:34Thanks Alex.
01:05:35Yeah.
01:05:36I feel good.
01:05:37Dude, infinitely better than last time.
01:06:05You got it man.
01:06:15No!
01:06:16No!
01:06:17Oh no.
01:06:22Oh no.
01:06:24It's bleeding.
01:06:25Ya, I see.
01:06:26Just a little.
01:06:28Want me to bring you down?
01:06:29Ya.
01:06:30A little.
01:06:32You're okay.
01:06:43See how bad it is.
01:06:51Like, I just don't know anymore about this whole hole.
01:06:55It just feels so too hard for me.
01:07:00This stupid shit just keeps happening.
01:07:03Yeah.
01:07:04You're getting better and better every time.
01:07:06I know.
01:07:07I don't feel good enough right now.
01:07:18I wanted it so badly.
01:07:21Maybe I just wanted it too much.
01:07:30This worked really hard.
01:07:32I know.
01:07:33You're not done, Em.
01:07:36You're not done.
01:07:40You're so stupid.
01:07:41Why did that have to happen?
01:07:43I didn't do anything wrong.
01:07:45I wasn't running it out.
01:07:46I wasn't doing anything wrong.
01:07:49I'm just scared now.
01:07:50I know.
01:07:51You just bumped your head.
01:07:53You're fine.
01:07:55You didn't break anything.
01:07:57I know.
01:08:00Okay, I'll do it.
01:08:02You're gonna do it today.
01:08:10It's not hopeless.
01:08:12I promise.
01:08:13Okay.
01:08:14I'll try.
01:08:15I'll keep trying.
01:08:16I don't have that much confidence anymore.
01:08:20I think you've got more try than you.
01:08:23You know I'd tell your opinions.
01:08:25I don't.
01:08:26I don't.
01:08:26I don't.
01:08:27I don't.
01:08:27I think you can do it.
01:08:28I think you can do it.
01:08:58I don't see you.
01:09:09I don't know.
01:09:14I don't know.
01:09:15I don't know.
01:09:21I think you can do it.
01:09:23Super good.
01:09:52İzlediğiniz için teşekkür ederim.
01:12:27M.K.
01:13:10Ebele!
01:13:13Ebele!
01:13:20Ebele!
01:13:29Ebele!
01:13:34I can't believe I did that.
01:13:36Okay, I got to keep it together.
01:13:38We got five more pitches.
01:13:41Oh my god.
01:13:47I've always dreamed of being able to do this.
01:13:49And now it's happening.
01:13:51And it's just crazy how it's happening.
01:13:54It was so close so many times to falling just now.
01:13:57So close.
01:13:59But I just didn't fucking let go.
01:14:28No!
01:14:38Oh!
01:14:40Fuck you!
01:15:01I'm really, really happy and exhausted.
01:15:05My head kind of hurts.
01:15:07I'm thirsty.
01:15:09And everything is perfect.
01:15:16I love you so much.
01:15:18Thank you.
01:15:19Thank you.
01:15:19Fuck yeah.
01:15:22You did it.
01:15:27I'm so proud of you.
01:15:29You worked so hard.
01:15:33And you believed.
01:15:35Yeah.
01:15:372112.
01:15:392113.
01:15:482112.
01:15:582113.
01:16:04Do you believe
01:16:05You earned that?
01:16:08Mm-hmm.
01:16:18You earned that.
01:16:21Mm-hmm.
01:16:30İzlediğiniz için teşekkür ederim.
01:17:21Oh my gosh.
01:17:43I can still hear her voice in my head.
01:17:49And I think about whenever something's hard or something comes up that feels tricky or feels complicated, especially as like
01:18:01a woman and a mother, I try to think about how Hillary would handle it.
01:18:19Climbing is dangerous and it entails a level of risk.
01:18:22But climbing has given me so much and I'm just not willing to give it up.
01:18:33I'm excited for what's next.
01:18:35Bye bye.
01:18:38Bye bye.
01:18:40Oh.
01:18:57I know the rise and I know the fall.
01:19:01Cause a voice inside knows me best of all.
01:19:09If I can't run, I'll walk or crawl.
01:19:15I'll restart, restart.
01:19:18I'll give my all to find my place, my place on the wall.
01:19:44I'll follow the path into the sky.
01:19:48To kiss the heavens before I die.
01:19:58Amidst the clouds, the world seems small.
01:20:03His tired heart still wants it all.
01:20:11I'll find my place, my place on the wall.
01:20:18I'll find my place, my place on the wall.
01:20:27I've been through the path, I've been through the path, I've given my all, I've given my all, I've given
01:20:34my all for my place on the wall.
01:20:38I've been through the path, I've given my all, I've given my all for my place on the wall.
01:20:53I'll find my place, my place on the wall.
01:21:01I'll find my place, my place.
01:21:08Allah'a emanet olun.
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