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The Summer My Heart Stopped Englishsub
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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:16but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:32caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying to save you
00:00:36you're the reason he died he bled out on the street because of you the worst part is you didn't
00:00:41even
00:00:41show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you alex was your best
00:00:48friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this to him don't you
00:00:52even feel a
00:00:53shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me big nothing i say is gonna change your mind anyway
00:01:04you selfish skank i'm gonna put you in your place for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack so i had surgery and
00:01:35they kept me in the hospital for two weeks too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:01:52due to the absence of witness testimony the court has concluded that the cause of mr stephen brooks's
00:01:58death cannot be determined the case is hereby dismissed and both defendants are acquitted
00:02:06how could you not be here isabel alex's dad died because of me
00:02:21alex want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:48i get why you hate me i just never thought i'd hurt this much god what a dumbass i mean
00:02:53the
00:02:53guy's a fireman right not a cop plus he wouldn't know with no weapon he's basically asking to get
00:02:58stabbed to death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price he
00:03:10got what he
00:03:11deserved
00:03:25alex stop
00:03:34alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to been just
00:03:37take it out on me take it out on you fine don't fucking die isabel
00:03:46don't worry alex you'll get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:54can't handle the stress of any more procedures you have about one month left to live at most
00:04:11you're looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that you can get away with the
00:04:16murder by pretending to be little miss er
00:04:25if you needed them right then lick them off
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed
00:04:38you to stay silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy much why are we so nervous is
00:04:44it because you
00:04:45have incriminating evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let him see
00:04:49those hi alex i just wanted to say that i love you i might not ever get a chance to
00:04:58tell you in
00:04:59person so give it to hold her hold her hold her oh let's use space id to unlock it i
00:05:07want to see
00:05:07what kind of dirty little secrets this is hiding smile sweet heart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to say that
00:05:26what are you doing alex help
00:05:34alex help we were uh we were just trying to get back at her for you bro all right start
00:05:39in five minutes get your asses through the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was
00:05:47here to save me you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go alex can i join you for your
00:05:58swim practice
00:05:58i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:05coming to the swim meet tomorrow we've already got an army of fangirls going it doesn't matter if i go
00:06:11you really don't know you're what i don't care about those other girls i only want you cheering me on
00:06:37alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again
00:06:46your court's decision isn't going to change i'm not going to give up
00:06:50not until the murderers who killed alex's father are brought to justice
00:06:56that's the judge
00:07:00jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it
00:07:08it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex so today i went to go see judge roberts
00:07:25i tried to get him to reopen the case but he said no
00:07:30i'm not going to give up though i promised you
00:07:35and i'm going to keep my word
00:07:39hey love bug how was school oh my what happened is someone bullying you at school
00:07:49well i just fell
00:07:50oh everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally called me back and he said
00:07:56we might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally going to take those killers to justice
00:08:04that's great i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind you should tell
00:08:11alex the good news
00:08:14no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out
00:08:18i know this is important to you but don't forget to take care of your own
00:08:21no don't worry about me all right i want to get justice for alex's dad when did my little girl
00:08:28grow up so fast all right go get him tiger but no i love you to the moon and back
00:08:36i love you too mom you know some people they say they have the best mom but i really do
00:08:42have the best mom
00:08:50mrs spencer your daughter only has a month left i'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final
00:08:59days
00:09:07i wish alex was here
00:09:29whoa why did he get so ripped don't pretend i saw you checking me out
00:09:36you no no i was just spacing out oh really you're telling me that this doesn't make you drool
00:09:42you could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me yeah then let's put that to the test
00:09:49do it
00:09:50i dare you okay
00:10:17oh god oh god i didn't see anything mom i swear
00:10:38hey alex i've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta study up if
00:10:45you're going to go to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:11:00why would i want to go to the same college as you
00:11:06so i made up my mind i'm gonna go to princeton for undergrad
00:11:11and then columbia for med school and once i graduate i'm gonna join doctors without borders
00:11:19what about you i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study
00:11:28your mom wants you to go to a good school
00:11:30my mom is in a mental hospital because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered
00:11:37and the people who did it got to walk away as if nothing ever happened
00:11:44and who do you think is responsible for that i'm sorry sorry you're sorry you think that's enough
00:11:52i'm sorry he's gonna bring my dad back i'm sorry he's gonna help my mom
00:11:57i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies you know remember this i will never forgive you
00:12:04not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here
00:12:35why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad
00:12:51don't give up on your own future
00:13:09don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spots reserved
00:13:20reserved since when always has been always will be
00:13:25i always want you by my side beautiful great congratulations
00:13:33great cheese awesome can i see oh sure would i be able to get it like
00:13:41like this big that's like wedding picture big it's for a funeral actually my funeral
00:13:52a funeral why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:13:58because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since
00:14:01it's fucking kindergarten come up with a new line already
00:14:05let's race whoever gets to the top first win this yummy candy
00:14:10i can't my mommy dug my heart to weak if i run i'll die
00:14:18i'll never ever race you again isabel please don't die
00:14:24when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven
00:14:36so be a good girl and go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in
00:14:47graduation and graduation is just around the corner you are in the home stretch but this is not
00:14:53the time for senioritis let's make these last few weeks count and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in
00:15:09um yale wow only the bets are my alex what are you gonna major in pre-med
00:15:16oh you want to be a doctor how come uh
00:15:23i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:15:31it's a promise
00:15:37tell my mom
00:15:40at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at the same hospital
00:15:45together
00:15:46whoo who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance huh you guys would be perfect for each other
00:16:05forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:37hey
00:16:38did i take a break from school yes of course i think your teachers will understand this is great
00:16:46now i get to spend more time with my precious girl if i don't go to school
00:16:51maybe alex can graduate in peace
00:17:02wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:08isabel i want to let you know that isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:28isabel isabel are you dropping out of school
00:17:32why do you care i thought you didn't want to see me just answer me are you dropping out or
00:17:36not
00:17:37do you want to stay out of your sight there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:17:42you owe me that means i decide how you repay me isabel if you drop out you are throwing your
00:17:48college dreams out the window you think trashing your future is gonna make up for my dad's death
00:17:53it's not that damn simple isabel it's gonna take your medication wait isabel are you at the hospital
00:18:06hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine
00:18:20people don't normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's
00:18:27murderers to justice isabel
00:18:35you here to see me
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:55i was just trying a new look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:05picking up some meds for my mom your mom
00:19:07mm-hmm okay well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting
00:19:12isabel are you really dropping out of school why lay around the hospital when everyone knows you're
00:19:18not actually dying playing the victim i guess just as always how'd you lose so much weight in a week
00:19:26is she actually sick are you worried about me dying maybe she's tricking me again worried about you dying
00:19:34as if pain and asses like you don't die that easily my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there and testify no more vanishing acts
00:19:46don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:58your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks isabel spencer was
00:20:04not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here
00:20:10mr logan where is your witness she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer
00:20:16classic isabel i know i shouldn't have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented
00:20:24then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:36i isabel spencer promised that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:20:43on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them i never forget their faces they tried to assault me
00:20:54but mr brooks he saved me
00:21:07that he lost his life
00:21:13he died trying to save me
00:21:18based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:21:30the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross guilty of murder in the second degree and
00:21:37sentences them to 20 years in state prison see alex i meant what i said i promised i'd bring your
00:21:46dad's
00:21:59killers to justice
00:22:00hey thanks
00:22:03no sorry i i should have been here the first time my mom was unusually lucid today
00:22:09she said that i shouldn't resent you anymore do you still resent me i don't know
00:22:16but every time that i look at you it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom
00:22:22fell apart
00:22:24i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:30i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to
00:22:36me
00:22:52i don't think we should see each other again
00:23:00this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:07you
00:23:29hey hun how you feeling
00:23:35feel good
00:23:39mom what day is it june 9th why
00:23:44you have a date to the dance no what hey what if we just went together
00:23:53is that like a formal invite i mean if it was what would your answer be
00:24:02yes cool i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:24:15today's a crowd dance i have to go oh isabel your heart oh please this might be the only dance
00:24:23i
00:24:23ever get to go to
00:24:27i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:24:33fine i'm not going to stop you from seeing alex but take it easy all right we've had enough close
00:24:39calls at the er thank you mom i love you i love you
00:24:54you seriously still struggling with this it's so easy maybe i just want you to tie my bow ties for
00:25:00the rest of my life
00:25:13what happened to isabel i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:35alex
00:25:45alex
00:25:49alex
00:25:50have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:26:13come on
00:26:14come on dance it this way
00:26:19go
00:26:19izzy
00:26:20izzy
00:26:20oh my god
00:26:21hey mom i'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:26:25izzy
00:26:26Izzy!
00:26:56Izzy?
00:26:58What the hell, Alex?
00:27:01Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with me?
00:27:03Don't call her that!
00:27:14What's wrong?
00:27:15Nothing, thanks.
00:27:22Spencer?
00:27:23Alex, please come.
00:27:26Isabel, she's about to die.
00:27:30Alex!
00:27:32Alex, where are you?
00:27:36No, no, no, this can't be real.
00:27:45Isabel, you can't die.
00:27:59Isabel!
00:28:00Young man, you can't be in here.
00:28:02You need to leave.
00:28:03No.
00:28:04No, I'm not leaving.
00:28:05That's my Izzy!
00:28:06I need to see her.
00:28:13No, this can't be real.
00:28:21This can't be real.
00:28:40You're not leaving.
00:28:43Please be open.
00:28:44No, it's...
00:28:45It's not her.
00:28:52please spencer please just pick up
00:28:58excuse me do you know what room isabel spencer's in
00:29:04she's 18 hair down to here she's really thin big beautiful eyes the kind you never forget
00:29:11alex
00:29:14looking for me
00:29:20wait what isabel
00:29:24what's going on your mom called and said you're about to die are you okay
00:29:31my mom she's so over dramatic i just had a minor surgery completely fine
00:29:38do you think this is funny or something
00:29:41what jesus christ is about what you you had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death
00:29:48what's next huh you don't invite me to your fake fucking funeral
00:29:52it's not what happened no no don't call me again not even on your deathbed
00:30:17isabel what are you doing out here you just got out of surgery
00:30:23what's that alex baby i'm sorry i called him i just thought it was important for you guys to have
00:30:31closure it's okay mom it doesn't matter can we go home i really don't want to die
00:30:51hey alex five days till graduation
00:30:56um you said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday but i know you didn't mean them
00:31:04sometimes i just get sad thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were
00:31:10but i want you to be happy
00:31:15and so i hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit
00:31:23do you remember this you left it here it means a lot to me
00:31:39do you remember this you left it here it means a lot to me
00:31:52wait isabel you you sure you want this one hundred percent i don't want to die a virgin
00:32:00yeah but why me because you're my best friend
00:32:08the only one who'd agree to do this the only person who wouldn't think i'm crazy for making
00:32:12such a request yeah great okay then uh how do you want to get started
00:32:22tell me i'm the virgin here well uh actually you're not the only virgin here
00:32:30now what about the cheerleader last summer that was just a rumor is he
00:32:35i'm not the hell club kind of guy actually i've been waiting
00:32:43waiting
00:32:43waiting for what
00:32:47i've been waiting for you izzy i wanted you to be my first
00:32:55nothing i'm ready if you are
00:33:17i'll be gentle i promise
00:33:32that was my first kiss
00:33:34i too
00:33:53oh my god am i really losing my virginity to my best friend
00:34:01what the hell are you kids doing homework
00:34:09it's the last thing you gave me
00:34:15so now it is time to give it back
00:34:32so now it is time to give it back
00:34:33alex anyone home
00:34:52so he got into princeton too
00:34:58since we were five alex and i have spent countless hours together in this room
00:35:04playing games
00:35:06building blanket forts
00:35:08all kinds of stupid stuff
00:35:11but i never come in here anymore
00:35:14not since alex's dad died
00:35:25my eyes are up here
00:35:28yeah sorry
00:35:30just uh people as cool as you have three nipples
00:35:35and i was just curious
00:35:36and i was just curious
00:35:38you're not seriously listening to those rumors
00:35:41you could have just asked me
00:35:42yeah
00:35:43sorry
00:35:44you're right
00:35:46definitely shouldn't listen to those idiots
00:35:51you know what
00:35:52just to prove the gossip wrong
00:35:54i'll show you
00:36:05so how many do i have
00:36:07two
00:36:10perfect
00:36:11one
00:36:19this will probably be the last time i'm ever in this room
00:36:26goodbye alex
00:36:34oh my god alex
00:36:36you're finally showing me your room
00:36:38will i be the first girl who's in it
00:36:48wow
00:36:49i never thought i'd set foot inside the room of the alex brooks
00:36:56it's always late
00:36:57i think you should leave
00:36:59don't be such a killjoy alex
00:37:01i have a surprise for you
00:37:13yes
00:37:14so i should definitely leave
00:37:17you sure you want me to leave
00:37:18you said your parents are out
00:37:20which means we have the whole place to ourselves
00:37:27i can do anything that you want alex
00:37:30i'm yours
00:37:35see
00:37:36i'm already wet for you
00:37:46yes
00:37:47oh that's it
00:37:48oh that's it baby
00:37:53alex do you want me
00:37:54yes
00:37:55is he who wants you
00:37:57did alex just say my name
00:38:01what did you say
00:38:03did you just call me ify
00:38:21isabel
00:38:23what are you doing in my closet
00:38:30alex i'm so sorry i didn't know you'd be back
00:38:34what the fuck isabel what are you doing here
00:38:36what else she's being a creepy stalker as usual
00:38:41seriously isabel hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking
00:38:45alex
00:38:45alex no that's not what i was doing i just
00:38:47i just
00:38:48i'm just gonna return something
00:38:49to you
00:38:50it's yours
00:38:53what the hell is that
00:38:54just
00:38:57a raggedy old t-shirt
00:39:00alex this is yours
00:39:10you sure you want this
00:39:13100%
00:39:17what you think you can win alex back with a dirty old t-shirt
00:39:20no that's not what
00:39:22alex do you even want this
00:39:35why would i want some dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:39:37means nothing to me
00:39:42hear that
00:39:43get the fuck out
00:39:45alex doesn't want you here
00:39:51she's right
00:39:52you should leave
00:40:00don't let that loser ruin the mood
00:40:01i know that you only said her name because you hate her so much
00:40:06i can help you forget all about her
00:40:09sorry stop i'm not in the mood
00:40:11oh wait we can try something else then
00:40:14you'll love it
00:40:17zoe
00:40:18i'm serious stop
00:40:19stop resisting it's gonna feel amazing
00:40:22i promise
00:40:26i said no
00:40:27leave me the fuck alone
00:40:28what the fuck is wrong with you alex
00:40:31you're sick in the head just like that psycho freak isabel
00:40:34i fucking hate you asshole
00:40:41damn it isabel
00:40:44why do you make everything so fucking difficult
00:41:01where is it should be right here
00:41:03looking for this
00:41:09looking for this
00:41:10looking for this
00:41:13i mean don't think it
00:41:15means
00:41:16something
00:41:16whatever
00:41:18i just don't want another
00:41:19creep like you getting their hands on it
00:41:36good morning sunshine i made pancakes
00:41:42hey mom
00:41:44i'm going to the care home to visit alex's mom
00:41:47don't worry i'll be back soon
00:41:51miss brooks
00:41:53sorry it took me so long to visit
00:41:54i know that
00:41:55i know that it's because of me that you're like this
00:41:58if it wasn't for me
00:41:59then you and mr brooks would still be together
00:42:02happily in love like before
00:42:09i have missed you my love
00:42:11i have been thinking about you all day
00:42:14even when training your new recruits
00:42:16even while putting out fires and
00:42:18rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree
00:42:24gross
00:42:24son one of these days you're gonna fall in love
00:42:27and then you'll know exactly how we feel
00:42:31if i could turn back time i'd make it so that he never saved me that night
00:42:35don't don't cry my dear
00:42:36you ruin your pretty face
00:42:39okay i'll stop
00:42:41good news
00:42:42alex got into princeton
00:42:45and what about you my dear
00:42:47i'm not going anywhere
00:42:49ever
00:42:50i'll probably die here
00:42:52be buried here
00:42:54for all eternity
00:42:57what are you talking about
00:43:01alex i was just visiting your mom i didn't know you'd be here too
00:43:04what are you saying
00:43:06you know she's on one you know she can't handle any more stress right now
00:43:09alex i
00:43:10he's torturing me not enough
00:43:12you really need to drag my mom into this too
00:43:16hey
00:43:17don't speak to a lady like that
00:43:20are those for me
00:43:22yes
00:43:22mom
00:43:24they're uh yellow roses
00:43:25your favorite
00:43:27remember how dad used to always bring you those
00:43:34steven
00:43:35steven you're back
00:43:38oh i missed you so much
00:43:40you were gone fighting fires for so long this time
00:43:46isabel
00:43:53i've been thinking about it
00:43:54about my parents
00:43:56and about us
00:43:58i think i figured it out
00:44:00i don't hate you anymore
00:44:03really
00:44:04but what happened
00:44:06it can't be undone
00:44:08we can't go back to how things were
00:44:21so after graduation
00:44:23i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:44:25and we are going to forget
00:44:27everything in it
00:44:29including you
00:44:32you see
00:44:37this is goodbye alex
00:44:38forever
00:44:40goodbye my izy
00:44:54steven let's go
00:45:11i heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital
00:45:18he's not just brilliant
00:45:20it's ridiculously hot
00:45:26hello everybody
00:45:27welcome to the presbyterian hospital
00:45:29for the next three months
00:45:30i will be your attending physician
00:45:34all right
00:45:35so that's all from me
00:45:36there are no further questions
00:45:37you're free to go
00:45:43actually i did have a question
00:45:45are you from after work?
00:45:48shelly
00:45:49right
00:45:49yeah
00:45:50i'm sorry
00:45:51i'm busy
00:45:52and
00:45:53this is a hospital
00:45:55please adhere to the dress codes
00:45:57thank you
00:46:01dude that was harsh
00:46:02would it really kill you to cut them some slack?
00:46:04i've known you since college
00:46:06i've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl
00:46:08yeah
00:46:10hey but
00:46:11chicks aren't your thing man
00:46:12i'm not the one to judge
00:46:13fuck off man
00:46:14mind your own business for once
00:46:20yo alex
00:46:21how you been man
00:46:22our 10 year high school reunion's coming up soon
00:46:24you going?
00:46:27i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:46:29and we are going to forget everything in it
00:46:31including you
00:46:33you see
00:46:35isabel
00:46:36are you gonna be there?
00:46:48yo alex you made it man
00:46:50hey man
00:46:52oh
00:46:52look who's here everyone
00:46:54the legend
00:46:56of evergreen high
00:46:57the captain of the swim team
00:46:59alex
00:47:00brox
00:47:02i envy you
00:47:03you disappeared for 10 years
00:47:05and everybody still loves you
00:47:06was everyone invited?
00:47:08yeah
00:47:08i'm pretty sure everyone's coming
00:47:10oh except for zoe
00:47:12she's getting divorced from her third husband
00:47:13uh
00:47:14i guess you probably don't care about that
00:47:18why?
00:47:18who are you expecting to see?
00:47:21no one
00:47:22isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways
00:47:25after all the terrible things i said
00:47:28i can't blame her
00:47:29oh
00:47:32i don't know who you're waiting for
00:47:34your little uh childhood sweetheart isabel
00:47:37what do they call her?
00:47:38little miss uh
00:47:38little miss emergency room
00:47:40hey don't call her that
00:47:44dude
00:47:44come on man
00:47:45don't be so but hurt
00:47:48your little is he's dead
00:47:50nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a grimmied yard
00:47:53the fuck did you just
00:47:54whoa whoa
00:47:55hey whoa whoa hey man
00:47:57you were drunk
00:47:57back off
00:47:58i ain't drunk
00:48:00shit i've never been more sober in my life
00:48:02remember that one time
00:48:03by the swimming pool
00:48:04only row sitters super hard
00:48:06hey man get your shit together
00:48:08no no no let them finish
00:48:11attention everyone
00:48:12it's show and tell time
00:48:14and boy oh boy
00:48:16do i have something juicy to share with you all
00:48:18see this
00:48:19it's someone's precious little bucket list
00:48:22things i want to do before i die
00:48:24number one travel to paris
00:48:25number two set off fireworks on the beach
00:48:27no no no no no that's my bucket list
00:48:29number three go to prom with alex
00:48:31number four lose my virginia
00:48:33identity to alex
00:48:37everybody shut up
00:48:40alex i
00:48:40bro she wants you to pop her cherry
00:48:43go home and take her to pound town
00:48:49how embarrassing
00:48:51it only makes me hate you even more
00:48:59see that
00:49:00alex hates you
00:49:02and now everybody knows
00:49:03that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be
00:49:06you're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain
00:49:12well
00:49:13then i guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head
00:49:16how about we're in the pool
00:49:17no i can't swim
00:49:26alex
00:49:27help me
00:49:29god what did i do
00:49:30i could have saved her
00:49:34man that was fun
00:49:35i think she got sick for like a month after that
00:49:39and her health just got worse
00:49:41and worse
00:49:42and before long
00:49:43she was dead
00:49:45she was dead
00:49:45donezo
00:49:49you asshole
00:49:50how could you do that she had a heart condition
00:49:54you piece of fucking shit
00:49:58what the fuck
00:49:59man
00:50:00you don't act like you weren't a part of this
00:50:02can you just stood there and let it all happen
00:50:05why would i want some dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:50:07means nothing to me
00:50:22to bet you didn't just die
00:50:26you just stood there and let it all happen
00:50:32you know looking back on it now i think we really did go too far with isabel
00:50:37i just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry
00:50:40you said you invited everybody
00:50:43where is izzy
00:50:45dude
00:50:45do you really not know
00:50:48not know what
00:50:49alex
00:50:51isabel died 10 years ago
00:50:52right after graduation
00:51:01now you're messing with me man
00:51:03i mean there's no way she could be dead
00:51:04i'm not messing with you
00:51:06all right my uncle works for the county clerk's office
00:51:09he helped mrs spencer register her death
00:51:12i don't believe it
00:51:14no has to be a different isabel spencer
00:51:16my izzy is not dead
00:51:36no has to be a different isabel spencer she must have moved
00:51:45the number you have dialed is not in service
00:51:50the number you have dialed is not in service
00:52:02no no no no she can't be dead
00:52:06i'm gonna find her
00:52:08i'm gonna find her
00:52:21who sent this to my house
00:52:33isabel
00:52:33isabel is this some kind of joke
00:52:36why didn't you show up at the reunion
00:52:38why is everyone saying you're dead
00:52:41they're just fake rumors right
00:52:44message me back when you see this
00:52:54is he
00:52:57alan are you at the house
00:53:00oh hi mom
00:53:01remember to clean everything up
00:53:02yeah yeah i will
00:53:23for a funeral
00:53:24actually
00:53:25my funeral
00:53:26a funeral
00:53:27why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:53:312016
00:53:33isabel sent me this 10 years ago
00:53:59hi alex
00:54:03i am recording a special video series for you
00:54:07gosh my life's okay
00:54:08anyway
00:54:09tomorrow
00:54:10we are one year away from graduation
00:54:13and i'm gonna make you a video every single day
00:54:15and then on graduation
00:54:16i will give them all to you
00:54:19and tell you i have a crush on you
00:54:22don't you remember isabel
00:54:24i told you how i feel about you
00:54:32i told you i wouldn't let you drown
00:54:37isabel
00:54:40i like you
00:54:44i know we've been saying that since you were like fire
00:54:47no i mean
00:54:52who's there
00:54:59oh my god
00:55:00is he hard right now
00:55:16got you now
00:55:17you brats
00:55:23i'm sorry isabel
00:55:27i didn't let you drown
00:55:28i let you down
00:55:31if i had been a little bit braver
00:55:34just a little bit more persistent
00:55:36i could have told you how i felt
00:55:41hi alex
00:55:43275 days till graduation
00:55:44i know you want to go to princeton with me
00:55:47so
00:55:49what's this
00:55:50come on
00:55:52and you are still smiling
00:55:53like it's nothing
00:55:56hi alex
00:55:57it is
00:55:58now 211 days until graduation
00:56:01today i snuck in tears for me
00:56:03and i saw zoe
00:56:05she just fell into your arms
00:56:07like a damsel in distress
00:56:09and to make matters worse
00:56:12you hugged her back
00:56:13i'll be honest i was so jealous
00:56:15but then
00:56:16you gave me your trophy
00:56:18so i guess i'll forgive you
00:56:20admit it
00:56:21you like me too
00:56:26hey alex
00:56:27hey alex
00:56:28hey alex
00:56:31that was the day of dad's funeral
00:56:35hey alex
00:56:37i'm so sorry that i went to the funeral
00:56:39i know you don't want to see me
00:56:40i mean it's my fault you died
00:56:43and i know how much he meant to you
00:56:45i wish it was me who died instead
00:56:53alex
00:57:00you were invited
00:57:06i thought you guys would all be gone
00:57:08i just wanted to say goodbye to your dad
00:57:09you're not welcome here
00:57:11my dad saved your life
00:57:14and you didn't even show up to testify
00:57:16if he had to sacrifice himself
00:57:18should have been someone who was actually worth it
00:57:20i'm sorry
00:57:24just fucking leave
00:57:26go
00:57:27i'm sorry
00:57:35fuck
00:57:37fuck
00:57:37fuck i was so stupid
00:57:39as about
00:57:39fuck
00:57:40fuck
00:57:40fuck
00:57:44when you were rushing to hospital for a heart attack
00:57:46when you were dying on the operating table
00:57:49i didn't believe you
00:57:54i told you to go die
00:57:58i'm so sorry
00:58:07hi alex
00:58:09one date to graduation
00:58:11i'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous
00:58:14i tried to do my makeup
00:58:15but i couldn't even lift the brush
00:58:20but i mean
00:58:21i guess you've already seen me on the ugliest
00:58:23so it's
00:58:24it's whatever
00:58:28alex i'm scared
00:58:29i don't want to die
00:58:31i want to go to college with you
00:58:33it's not really up to me
00:58:35maybe god just hates me
00:58:38like you do
00:58:40alex
00:58:41i don't know if there's an afterlife
00:58:43but if there is i really hope to see you there
00:58:45that is if
00:58:47you and god can forgive me for my sins
00:59:03hi alex
00:59:04happy graduation
00:59:06this is my last video
00:59:08you left town today
00:59:11i saw you packing up
00:59:13um
00:59:14but i know you didn't want to see me
00:59:16so i hid behind the curtains
00:59:18and then you looked up at me
00:59:22you almost thought
00:59:23that you were gonna come and say goodbye
00:59:26but then you drove away
00:59:29at least i know you still haven't forgiven me
00:59:32it's okay
00:59:37isabel
00:59:39isabel
00:59:42no
00:59:42isabel you can't be dead
00:59:44if you can't be dead you must be doing this because you hate me
00:59:48isabel
00:59:56zoe
00:59:59oh my god alex
01:00:01it's been forever
01:00:02i rushed over as soon as i heard you were back in town
01:00:11yikes
01:00:12looks like a haunted house in here
01:00:15don't worry
01:00:16i can help you spruce it up
01:00:17what are you doing here
01:00:19why so cold alex
01:00:21weren't we a thing back in the day
01:00:22we just hooked up
01:00:24okay we were never official
01:00:26it's still a heartbreaker i see
01:00:28well
01:00:29you know i was
01:00:30super into you back then
01:00:32okay
01:00:33i'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight
01:00:38hmm
01:00:39what's that
01:00:43no
01:00:46nothing
01:00:47oh
01:00:48so
01:00:49even alex brooks watches porn every now and then huh
01:00:52i get it
01:00:54you've been single for all these years
01:00:56you
01:00:56need to meet your needs somehow
01:01:01no i haven't forgotten about you alex
01:01:03you don't need to do everything by yourself
01:01:05let me fill those needs
01:01:10get out
01:01:12seriously alex
01:01:13been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole
01:01:23so you came back for isabel
01:01:26i
01:01:27seriously don't understand
01:01:28why are you not over a bitch who's been dead for ten years
01:01:31she's not dead
01:01:32stop spreading lies about her
01:01:34you're crazy
01:01:36you need to get your head fucking checked
01:01:42why does everyone say that you're dead
01:01:45they're lying
01:01:46right
01:01:47and where are you is
01:01:54so that's where you are
01:01:56i'm coming easy
01:02:06hello mrs spencer
01:02:09alex
01:02:13thanks
01:02:14it's been ages
01:02:15what have you been up to all these years
01:02:17i became a heart surgeon
01:02:19a heart surgeon
01:02:20that's fantastic
01:02:22you found a great career
01:02:23it was isabel's dream to be
01:02:25working with doctors without borders
01:02:28if she were still around
01:02:29i bet she'd be in some
01:02:31foreign place
01:02:32saving lives
01:02:33if
01:02:34she was still around
01:02:37holy shit
01:02:38is mrs spencer in on this too
01:02:40is she helping izzy hide from me
01:02:42mrs spencer
01:02:44do you know where isabel is living now
01:02:47i
01:02:48have something i need to talk to her about
01:02:52isabel
01:02:52are you in there
01:03:12sorry mrs spencer
01:03:14i gotta get going
01:03:16i'll see you again soon
01:03:20no
01:03:20no it's a lie
01:03:22she can't be dead
01:03:23i promise i will become a doctor
01:03:25and i fix her heart
01:03:25i'm gonna find her doctor from before
01:03:27he knows her conditions better than anyone
01:03:30yes isabel spencer
01:03:32how could i forget her
01:03:34it's been almost a decade
01:03:35since anybody mentioned her
01:03:37has she not gotten treatment for a decade
01:03:38she was a stubborn girl
01:03:40she once insisted on being discharged
01:03:42right after surgery
01:03:44said something about needing to
01:03:45testify in court for a friend
01:03:49i don't think we should see each other again
01:03:54you were in so much pain
01:03:56but i didn't see it
01:03:57come to think of it
01:03:58i remember you now
01:04:01you used to come visit her when she was sick
01:04:04but why'd you stop visiting towards the end
01:04:06toward the end
01:04:08you're full of us too
01:04:13it's not true
01:04:14it's not true right is he
01:04:17you can't be dead
01:04:18alex
01:04:19ufff
01:04:41I don't know.
01:05:01I don't know.
01:05:02I don't know.
01:05:02How is it?
01:05:04Disgusting.
01:05:05Liar.
01:05:06No.
01:05:07But if you really want to taste, I have the perfect solution.
01:05:09What's that?
01:05:14Well, how was it?
01:05:16Disgustingly sweet, right?
01:05:17I think he just wanted to kiss me.
01:05:22Isabel, how could you just die?
01:05:24How could you disappear just like that?
01:05:26Maybe it's really true.
01:05:28Maybe she really is gone.
01:05:32Isabel.
01:05:35Isabel!
01:05:43Isabel.
01:05:43Isabel.
01:05:44I knew it was you.
01:05:46I knew you weren't dead.
01:05:48Alex.
01:05:51One time to see.
01:05:57Why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school?
01:06:01I had to leave the city.
01:06:04Leave all the pain behind.
01:06:08Hey.
01:06:09Ended up back here in the end.
01:06:12Alex, have you forgiven me?
01:06:14I told you.
01:06:16I don't hate you anymore.
01:06:17Listen, I was so young and dumb back then, okay?
01:06:20The last ten years, I have thought about you every day.
01:06:23Hell, every minute, every second.
01:06:26Me too.
01:06:27It's not too late, Isabel.
01:06:29We can start over.
01:06:30I'm never gonna let you leave my side again.
01:06:34Sorry about the mess.
01:06:36No one's been in this house for years.
01:06:38But you can stay here with me now.
01:06:44How are you?
01:06:45How's your heart?
01:06:47I've been good.
01:06:48Yeah, my health has improved a lot.
01:06:50Still not perfect.
01:06:52My mom moved in with my grandma.
01:06:54And then I left for college.
01:06:56Came back after graduation.
01:06:58So why didn't you just move back into your old house?
01:07:00Or because of it?
01:07:02Is it because you didn't want to see me?
01:07:04I just needed somewhere close to work.
01:07:07Why wouldn't I want to see you?
01:07:17So you know everything?
01:07:18I am so sorry, Isabel.
01:07:21I should have protected you.
01:07:23Been there for you.
01:07:25But I treated you terribly.
01:07:27Do you hate me?
01:07:28I could never hate you.
01:07:37Sorry.
01:07:39Just really excited to see you.
01:07:42It's fine.
01:07:43It's okay.
01:07:43Don't worry about it.
01:07:45I just got back too.
01:07:47It's pretty empty in here.
01:07:49How about we go get some to eat?
01:07:51Yeah?
01:07:52Okay.
01:07:59What can I get you, sir?
01:08:02Pancakes.
01:08:03Definitely pancakes.
01:08:05You're probably craving them as usual.
01:08:06It's been 10 years.
01:08:08Surprised you remember.
01:08:09How could I forget?
01:08:11I'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady.
01:08:22Hey there, handsome.
01:08:25I'm alone too.
01:08:26You mind if I slide in?
01:08:28Uh, yeah.
01:08:30We do mind.
01:08:31We?
01:08:33Me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me.
01:08:36She's the only girl I like.
01:08:38That's how it's been for a long, long time.
01:08:42Weirdo.
01:08:43Could've just said no.
01:08:48It's crazy.
01:08:50I also like the guy sitting across from me.
01:08:53And I have for a long, long time.
01:09:00Your total for today comes out to 55.43.
01:09:04Wanna get that to go?
01:09:06It'll make a good midnight time.
01:09:09Sir, I don't mean a private.
01:09:11Who exactly are you speaking to?
01:09:14Uh...
01:09:16My girlfriend.
01:09:18But sir, there's...
01:09:20no one there.
01:09:22What do you mean?
01:09:31Oh.
01:09:33There she is.
01:09:37Oh.
01:09:40Be right back.
01:09:45What you feeling for dinner, Izzy?
01:09:47And don't say pancakes again.
01:09:50Isabel?
01:09:51Help.
01:09:56We have a visual on target.
01:09:59There is no more shit about you.
01:10:04Sir, I didn't mean to wake you.
01:10:05I wanted to see what you want for dinner.
01:10:07I hope.
01:10:10Promise you'll never leave my side again.
01:10:12I promise.
01:10:14You saw my videos.
01:10:16You know that you're my one and only.
01:10:23You already missed out on a decade.
01:10:24And I don't want to waste any more time.
01:10:26Are you saying that you want to be official?
01:10:28Yes, I am.
01:10:31And what's your answer?
01:10:32Yes.
01:10:33A thousand percent yes.
01:10:38Let's be together a waste.
01:10:39Forever.
01:10:40Till we get old and gray.
01:11:09What are you watching?
01:11:10A shiny.
01:11:11I'm actually really scared.
01:11:12I'm not scared.
01:11:14You're so one.
01:11:17Jesus!
01:11:20How do people watch this?
01:11:23You're not scared?
01:11:24Oh, yes.
01:11:25Scared to death.
01:11:27I'm sorry.
01:11:31Hold it any tighter and I think you're going to snap it in half.
01:11:35Sorry.
01:11:36It's okay.
01:11:37I just said you were holding it tight.
01:11:39Not that I don't want you to stop.
01:11:41I like the way you touch me.
01:11:51I want you with me.
01:12:18Isabelle.
01:12:35Want to do this?
01:12:46scared me for a sec
01:12:49almost let you laugh
01:12:55I'm not going anywhere
01:12:57told you I'd stay with you
01:12:59remember
01:13:00Isabel
01:13:02let's get married
01:13:05like nothing more
01:13:26hey Alex
01:13:27I know you probably don't want to hear this
01:13:29but I still thought I should tell you
01:13:33Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten year
01:13:35memorial for Isabel
01:13:36can you come?
01:13:38it's this Sunday at the church
01:13:43what's wrong?
01:13:44who's on the phone?
01:13:46Alex you look like you've just seen a ghost
01:13:47who is it?
01:13:48nothing
01:13:50just a scam
01:13:52as long as you're by my side
01:13:53that's all that matters
01:13:59Alex
01:13:59I'm sorry
01:14:02it's nothing
01:14:05June 23rd
01:14:07the anniversary of
01:14:09my dad's death
01:14:11can I go with you this time?
01:14:15yeah
01:14:15I'd love that
01:14:24hey dad
01:14:26me
01:14:38I've been good
01:14:40mom's doing a lot better too now
01:14:42you don't need to worry
01:14:44you'd want me to move on
01:14:45let go of my resentment
01:14:47I finally have
01:14:50Isabel said she's gonna marry me
01:14:55we're gonna start our own family together
01:15:12hey what's wrong?
01:15:20I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you
01:15:24I didn't think I'd react like that
01:15:26it's okay
01:15:27you don't have to look
01:15:28okay let's go
01:15:34sorry
01:15:35I didn't mean to scare you
01:15:37I just
01:15:38didn't think I was gonna react like that
01:15:40it's okay
01:15:43how about a massage?
01:15:56you selfish bitch
01:15:59go to hell
01:16:16would you help me?
01:16:18now I'm already dead
01:16:19I hate you
01:16:20and I never want to see you again
01:16:25Isabel
01:16:29Isabel
01:16:43Isabel
01:16:50Isabel
01:16:55didn't you hear me yelling?
01:16:56why didn't you answer me?
01:16:58listen up
01:16:58I can't breathe
01:16:59Isabel
01:17:01sorry
01:17:02I swear you didn't hear you
01:17:04what's wrong?
01:17:06nothing
01:17:07just a nightmare
01:17:09Isabel
01:17:09will you marry me?
01:17:12I can't handle this constant fear of losing you
01:17:15I want to marry you
01:17:17Isabel
01:17:18to be with you always
01:17:19day and night
01:17:21year after year
01:17:22okay
01:17:23yeah let's do it
01:17:27great
01:17:28alright you go
01:17:28pick out a dress
01:17:30and I'll call the church
01:17:31and buy you a ring
01:17:32oh and I'll call our moms
01:17:35hey mom
01:17:36I'm getting married
01:17:37to Izzy
01:17:39the wedding's tomorrow
01:17:41same place you and dad got married
01:17:44hoping to make it
01:17:56why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:59we're just early
01:18:00we'll be here soon
01:18:05mom
01:18:08mom why is Dr. Hart here?
01:18:11no offense doc
01:18:12but this is a family only wedding
01:18:15mom what's wrong?
01:18:17Alex
01:18:17Alex
01:18:18can you still see Isabel
01:18:19right now?
01:18:20yeah of course
01:18:21she's right in front of me
01:18:24have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:25do you remember why
01:18:26I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:31they're for treating hallucinations
01:18:35huh
01:18:36hallucinations
01:18:37what are you
01:18:37what are you talking about?
01:18:38like
01:18:38Isabel she's alive
01:18:40she's right
01:18:40she's right here in front of me
01:18:41I'm not hallucinating her
01:18:42deep down
01:18:43you already know the truth
01:18:44don't you?
01:18:46you're just too afraid
01:18:47to admit it
01:18:49to admit the truth
01:18:50that Isabel died
01:18:5210 years ago
01:18:54no mom
01:18:55why would you say that
01:18:56she's alive and well
01:18:57why would you say that she's
01:19:05Isabel
01:19:06Isabel
01:19:08no
01:19:09no no no
01:19:10she has to be here
01:19:11she's scared her off
01:19:13she's scared her off
01:19:15wake up Alex
01:19:17Isabel is dead
01:19:19how long are you
01:19:20going to keep lying
01:19:21to yourself
01:19:21no no no
01:19:22she's not
01:19:23she's alive
01:19:24she is
01:19:25she really is
01:19:26you think she's alive
01:19:27I'll take you to see her right now
01:19:36take a good look
01:19:38what does it say
01:19:45no
01:19:48oh no
01:19:49Isabel
01:19:52no no no I don't think
01:19:53any one but her
01:19:54any one but Isabel
01:19:55no
01:19:56any one but you
01:19:57no please
01:19:58no
01:20:00no
01:20:04no
01:20:05no
01:20:17Alex, I'm here to take you.
01:20:20We can finally be together.
01:20:39Alex, Alex, Ms. Spencer, your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:20:49I'm uh, I'm fine, I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:20:57Alex, I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth, but Isabel, Isabel's dead.
01:21:04How did she die 10 years ago, and we have no choice but to accept it?
01:21:09I can't accept that, you'll never accept that.
01:21:12How can I accept it?
01:21:13The last time I saw her, I said the most, those horrible things to her, and those words
01:21:20to echo in my mind all the time, I mean that's the last memory she has of me, how can
01:21:27I forgive
01:21:28myself?
01:21:29I love her, and I never got to tell her.
01:21:33Alex, don't beat yourself up, Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because
01:21:38of her.
01:21:39How can you be so sure, but I can't tell her that I love her.
01:21:43What is the point of going on living?
01:21:49When I was organizing Isabel's thanks, I found this.
01:21:54This is her last words to you.
01:21:56I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:22:08My time on Earth was short, but I'm leaving with no regrets, because I was loved by the
01:22:13most incredible boy in the world.
01:22:16And you, Alex Brooks, I hope that in a world without me, you'll be able to find your own
01:22:22path forward and live an amazing, spectacular life.
01:22:26Love, Isabel.
01:22:42What?
01:22:42I need something for you.
01:22:47What are you proposing to me?
01:22:49It's a friendship ring, dummy.
01:22:55How did I miss this all these years?
01:23:01Hey, Isabel.
01:23:03I came to say goodbye.
01:23:04It was your dream to join Doctors Without Borders
01:23:06to treat those who are as fortunate.
01:23:09Well, I went and I applied too.
01:23:12I'll leave for Sedan soon.
01:23:13I'm gonna take the love you gave me
01:23:15and live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:23:18Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:23:22I love you.
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