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00:03Dermatomyositis.
00:04Is it as scary as it sounds?
00:06It's an autoimmune disease.
00:08It causes this rash on my hands,
00:10and it attacks muscles,
00:12so I'll get tired more easily.
00:15Now, we want to be up front with you, too.
00:17This can't get serious.
00:18But we're not gonna let it.
00:20No, we're not.
00:22So there's a cure?
00:23No, but there's treatments,
00:26and I've already started medications.
00:28Now, that's the easy part.
00:30For the rest,
00:31we're gonna need some help, okay?
00:34We're in.
00:36Tell us what you need.
00:40Well, first,
00:42there's diet.
00:43No artificial colors.
00:45No high-fructose corn syrup.
00:47No gluten. No fucking avocados are fun.
00:50Leafy greens are fun.
00:51We got cashew butter, sun butter,
00:53and your omega-3s are gonna be off the chart.
00:56Salmon, cod, hairy.
00:58Can't you just maybe be like a pumpkin loaf?
00:59Also, exercise is key.
01:01With muscle tone, you use it or you lose it.
01:04We're gonna maintain your flexibility,
01:06range of motion, and balance.
01:07So you're turning Buck's backyard into a yoga studio.
01:11Not yoga.
01:12Samba.
01:14Samba?
01:14Some patients have a hard time swallowing and get vocal problems.
01:21What the hell is that?
01:22It's called a trill, and I know that it sounds weird,
01:25but it helped me when I lost my voice.
01:27Trilling? Fix it?
01:28It didn't hurt.
01:29Dexterity is huge.
01:31Flare ups make my hands weak,
01:33so I've gotta stay nimble.
01:34One, two, three, four.
01:37Three, four.
01:37I declare thumb war.
01:39Gotcha!
01:40Come on!
01:42We're gonna throw the kitchen sink at this thing.
01:45There's no such thing as a bad idea.
01:49And you got this idea from TikTok?
01:51Apparently, it works wonders for lymphatic drainage.
01:54You first.
01:55This isn't just my fight.
01:57It's the whole family's fight.
01:59This one right here.
02:02Nobody said you couldn't have fun.
02:04You know how this came in, right?
02:06Back, forward, back.
02:11Dare I ask what's in it?
02:14Mostly sardines.
02:18Oh, yeah.
02:20Oh, yeah.
02:21One, two, three.
02:23Now you're counting.
02:25Slow and steady.
02:27Steady is the hard part.
02:29You got a hen.
02:34Like a horse.
02:37One, two, three.
02:40Wait till you try this.
02:45Ready to fly.
02:47Like Superman.
02:49Super hen.
02:50Bunny goes over the log and through the hutch.
02:53Come on, damn rabbit.
02:57What?
03:02Ooh.
03:03Hey.
03:04Hey.
03:04Ha.
03:04Ha.
03:05Ha.
03:06Ha!
03:06Ha!
03:08How are those limps?
03:10I think it's working.
03:14Ha!
03:15Ha!
03:17Ha!
03:17Ha!
03:18Oh my God.
03:18High like me now.
03:20However long it takes, we're going to kick this thing's butt.
03:24You got this, Mama.
03:26We've got this.
03:43You hungry, baby?
03:46Not really.
03:50You need any help?
03:51No.
03:53I got it.
03:57I got it.
04:29Hey, what the hell's going on?
04:31Come on.
04:33What's the deal?
04:34Let's go.
04:35What's this guy doing?
04:36Wearing cluck-cluck combos for a small village?
04:39Let's move it.
04:40Yeah, I got it.
04:42I got it.
04:42Get her jackass to move.
04:46Is there a problem here?
04:50Oh, that's why you haven't ordered yet.
04:53Text her.
04:53We've got a text her.
04:55No one's asked for my order yet.
04:59Hello?
05:01Hello?
05:03Is nobody working today?
05:08Where is everybody?
05:11Hello?
05:13Hello?
05:16Oh.
05:19Oh, my God.
05:279-1-1, what's your emergency?
05:29Clock and Plex is seizing up.
05:41Dispatch, this is Captain 118.
05:42We're going to need backup RA units.
05:44Copy 118.
05:45I'm counting eight.
05:49No, 12 people.
05:51Buck, get me readings on oxygen, carbon monoxide, smoke, everything.
05:55Even spilt cleaning products.
05:56Roll everyone on their side.
05:58No fingers and mouths unless you're looking to lose them.
06:00Dispatch, what's our ETA on those RA units?
06:03We really could use some extra hands here.
06:04I have two additional units six minutes out.
06:07No sign of any leaks.
06:08Building's all clear.
06:10So what the hell is this?
06:13Captain 118.
06:15Go for 118.
06:15It looks like there was an earlier call from your location.
06:199-1-1, what's your emergency?
06:21Hi, I'm the manager over at Clock and Clock 5.
06:23Someone just collapsed.
06:25I think they're having a se...
06:27Call dropped right after that.
06:29Copy that, dispatch.
06:31So one person had a seizure.
06:33The others were just witnesses at first.
06:35You thinking what I'm thinking?
06:36Uh, not really.
06:38Psychogenic non-epileptic seizures.
06:40They're pseudo-seizures brought on by a traumatic event,
06:42like seeing someone have a seizure.
06:44One person goes down.
06:45Rest follow.
06:46Okay, so if only one of them is experiencing it for real,
06:50what about the rest?
06:50They just think they are.
06:51This has been going on for at least six minutes,
06:53which means we need to find the real seizure victim
06:55before it's too late.
06:56They all look the same to me.
06:58But they all won't look the same to the Fleur.
07:07Okay, this has been going on for more than six minutes,
07:10which means their muscle starts burning through their energy
07:12before they break down.
07:13The brain's thermoregulation center goes completely haywire.
07:16Whoever is having the real seizure,
07:18with this much physical activity clear,
07:21their body temperature should have risen drastically
07:24compared to the other people.
07:25So they'll show up much hotter than everyone else.
07:27Exactly.
07:28All right, this side is clear.
07:29Where are you?
07:33Clear.
07:35She's clear.
07:39Okay, got him.
07:40Buck, check his wallet for medical history,
07:42maybe a bracelet or a dog tag.
07:44Rabbit pulse.
07:46It's tachycardic.
07:47Yeah, and epileptic.
07:49Mystery solved.
07:50Starting an IV.
07:50Let's assess the rest of our friends.
07:52Start with arm test to confirm it's psychogenic.
07:54They're pushing four milligrams of lorazepam.
07:57Come on, buddy.
07:58There we go.
08:00All right, BP stabilizing.
08:02Nice and easy.
08:03Hey.
08:04Hey.
08:06Hey.
08:07Welcome back, sir.
08:09Buck, how's our test going?
08:10Everyone is passing with flying colors.
08:12Sorry, I guess.
08:13Failing.
08:14All right, everybody,
08:15let's try some box breathing exercises with them,
08:18see if that helps.
08:19If not,
08:20maybe get them out of each other's lines of sight.
08:31Well, you don't see that every day, huh?
08:33No, you do not.
08:36Are you doing okay, Cap?
08:39Anyone would have loved this.
08:44Yeah.
08:46Knees up, Grant.
08:47Eyes up, North.
08:49Never, baby.
08:50Showboat.
08:53Recruits, you've made it to week 12.
08:55Your three-phase drill.
08:56Phase one, forced entry.
08:58Gonna go for the class record?
09:00Wouldn't hate that.
09:01I would.
09:01Save stuff for the rest of us.
09:05Phase two, advance an inch and a half hose line into the structure.
09:09You will notice there's no vertical ventilation, which brings us to phase three.
09:14You will climb the aerial and breach the fifth floor window.
09:21You got it, Grant!
09:25There you go.
09:27Yeah, pick that window.
09:32Grant!
09:40Excuse me.
09:41Uh, Harry, Grant.
09:42Do you know which room he's in?
09:43Mom.
09:44Mom, why is he here?
09:49Oh, he's okay.
09:51Harry's okay.
09:52He was drilling on the tower, took a spill off the aerial.
09:55The aerial ladder?
09:56Luckily, a mezzanine caught him before the ground did.
09:58Could have been a lot worse.
10:00Oh, my God.
10:01Oh.
10:02Oh, my God.
10:03Harry.
10:04Mom.
10:05Mom.
10:05I'm fine.
10:07The wheelchair is protocol.
10:08They're discharging me.
10:09He has a mild concussion.
10:10Doctors ruled out anything serious.
10:12I just got my bell rung.
10:13That's it.
10:14That's the TBI talking.
10:16Thank you for coming down.
10:18Of course.
10:19I'm sorry, Chief.
10:20I was rushing.
10:21It was a stupid mistake.
10:22Shake it off, son.
10:23Accidents happen.
10:24Hazards come with training, same as on the job.
10:26You know that better than any recruits.
10:29So, he's still a recruit?
10:30We'll place him off-duty IOD for 48 hours.
10:33He can rest at home.
10:34Then, if he has no symptoms, he'll be cleared to return.
10:37I'm ready now.
10:38Let's go.
10:38Don't worry.
10:39You won't lose your spot.
10:40Good news.
10:42Um, okay.
10:44Let's get you home.
10:47Protocol, remember?
10:50Okay.
10:53Okay.
10:55Of course.
11:04No screens.
11:06Doctor's orders.
11:07Mom, I feel fine.
11:09Well, let's keep it that way.
11:10Oh, and no salami either.
11:12The last thing your brain needs is inflammation from cured meats.
11:15So what am I supposed to do?
11:17What your chief said.
11:20Rest.
11:21Mom, it's a concussion, not the flu.
11:32She's treating me like a child.
11:33You are a child.
11:35Yeah, but why is she so chipper about it?
11:38I swear she's happy I'm injured.
11:40Happy?
11:41She's terrified.
11:43It was a bump on the head.
11:45This time, you didn't see her walking into the hospital.
11:49She was barely holding it together.
11:51Yeah, I know.
11:53She thinks me joining the department is dangerous.
11:56Harry, you just proved it's dangerous.
11:59Ten more inches to the left and she could have been at another funeral.
12:06Buck, do not make me write you up for reheating fish in the microwave.
12:10I know, I know.
12:12It's bad workplace etiquette, but sardine loaf is better when it's warm.
12:15Yeah, it's even better when you leave it at home.
12:17Listen, it's good for brain and heart health and I have tons left over because
12:21Penn wouldn't see me when I tried to stop by the other day.
12:25I blame it on the sardine loaf, but she wouldn't see me either.
12:29Every time I try and visit, Karen tells me that she's either sleeping or in the shower.
12:32I usually get doctor's appointment.
12:35Maybe she just needs some time to herself.
12:36No, isolation doesn't help the healing process.
12:40She needs people to support her.
12:42Maybe we're a reminder that she's not here doing what she loves to do.
12:44It might be hard for her to see us right now.
12:47Okay, so what do we do?
12:49We'll keep showing up.
12:56Athena, what are you doing here?
12:57How's Harry?
12:58Desperate for me to be anywhere other than hovering over him.
13:01I wasn't sure what was on Henn's diet, but I was thinking at least you and the kids could have
13:06something easy to reheat and eat.
13:08Excuse the mess.
13:10Things have been a little hectic around here lately.
13:16So, how is she?
13:17Because she hasn't been returning any of my calls.
13:21Yeah.
13:22Just good days and bad days.
13:23Which is today.
13:29Penn?
13:31You up for a visitor?
13:33Athena's here.
13:36She just wants to check on you.
13:39It might be good for you to see a friendly face.
13:54I'm sorry you came all this way for nothing.
13:58I think all this has just really taken it out of her.
14:02Is she really sleeping, or did she tell you to get rid of me?
14:07She's not telling me much of anything these days.
14:12You know, when we got that diagnosis, I had hope.
14:18And I thought we were going to fight it.
14:20Together.
14:23But nothing's worked, and it's just getting worse.
14:27Every day it's like I can feel her slipping farther away from us.
14:29I mean, I try to keep her active and make sure she's taking care of herself, but the more I
14:35push, the more she...
14:36Pushes back.
14:38No.
14:40That's the scary part.
14:41She doesn't push back.
14:43She just disengages.
14:46We just need to get her back in the game.
14:49How?
14:51Do I just keep pushing her until she's mad enough at me to push back?
14:57You're a wife.
14:58You do not want to become the face of the thing she's fighting.
15:04So, but what am I supposed to do?
15:07Give her another face to hate.
15:16You're perfect.
15:17You can see everything.
15:20Yeah, I do.
15:21Very bad.
15:23Yeah, man.
15:25Just work on your drills.
15:27We'll hit it again on Tuesday.
15:28Yeah.
15:29All right.
15:30Talk to you later, brother.
15:31I don't know why I feel this way.
15:32I don't know
15:33I don't know
15:37I don't know
15:38I don't know
15:39What's your name?
15:46I don't know
15:51Hey, you hit me with your car
15:58911, what's your emergency?
16:00I swear, I didn't hit him
16:08car versus pedestrian that's the question driver says he fell down on his own yeah don't they
16:14always he talk more groaning than anything we didn't want to move him without you why why did
16:21he run me over dude i didn't hit you someone did he's in rough shape sir i'm eddie can you
16:29tell me
16:29your name colt can you move your fingers and your toes yeah all right we're gonna roll you over so
16:35we can take a better look at you one two three whoa you got hit hard not by me did
16:47he break my arm arm
16:50nose probably ribs we're gonna get you to the hospital okay hey look at that his shoes are still
16:57on yeah and not a crack in his windshield either i don't know if this car did all that it
17:04didn't do
17:04any of it i did not hit him all right you said he came from that way he ran from
17:10over there
17:10then fell in front of my car
17:12came from that way
17:14all right
17:15all right
17:50Thank you so much for coming.
17:52Oh, come on. It's my pleasure.
17:54You, uh, cool with me putting stuff here?
17:55All right.
17:58Hello?
17:59Hey.
18:01Babe, who's this?
18:04Uh, you must be Han.
18:05I'm, hi, I'm, uh, I'm Adam, a physical therapist and your new chief, uh, motivational officer.
18:12Hi.
18:13Hi.
18:14Hi.
18:16My wife must have forgot to mention you were coming.
18:19Slipped my mind.
18:21Adam comes very highly recommended.
18:24Karen, can we talk about this?
18:26Later.
18:27I'm gonna have to go out and run a few errands.
18:29Are you serious?
18:31Mm.
18:33You two have fun.
18:35Bye.
18:36Bye.
18:37What do you say we, uh, wake up those sleepy joints, huh?
18:41So how you feeling?
18:43Like I got hit by a truck.
18:46Well, we both know that didn't happen.
18:50So you want to tell me what really happened?
18:54It's all fuzzy.
18:55I think I, I think I, I got jumped.
18:59You got jumped?
19:01Yeah.
19:01From behind.
19:03It was a big dude.
19:06Big dude.
19:08Might even have been two of them.
19:10Vicious.
19:12Did your assailant look like this?
19:31How long have you been snatching purses?
19:33Shame on you.
19:35Wait for it.
19:36I've had enough.
19:43Come here.
19:44She's still going.
19:46Yeah, she is.
19:47Oh, you're letting me try.
19:49Beat.
19:50Hey.
19:51Whoa.
19:52Whoa.
19:53Do you want to amend your statement about two big dudes?
19:59I'd like to call my lawyer.
20:09They'll keep him here for observation, then straight to men's central.
20:12You got a mean left hook.
20:14Am I in trouble?
20:16Self-defense.
20:17But, uh, most folk would have let go of the purse.
20:21What got into you?
20:23I had had a day.
20:25It's dollars and cents.
20:27Cuts, cuts, layoffs, cuts.
20:29And frankly, the granola bars are doing more around here than you are.
20:34You're a great gal, but I've been doing a lot of work on me.
20:37We're done.
20:40Thanks for a coffee.
20:46For the love of...
20:57Sometimes, you just need to fight back.
21:00Fair enough.
21:02All right, and then push out.
21:04One.
21:05Breathe, breathe.
21:07Very good, Em.
21:08Clockwise?
21:09Counterclockwise.
21:10How's that feeling?
21:12No good.
21:13There you go.
21:14Look at you, rock star.
21:16There you go.
21:17Breathe, breathe.
21:18I want you to breathe.
21:19Two.
21:21Very good.
21:22Okay, one more.
21:25Very good.
21:27Ah, that was awful.
21:28Try one.
21:28That was awesome.
21:29Right?
21:30Come on, give me one more set.
21:32You said that was the last set.
21:33Oh, I'm sorry, Hen.
21:34I lied.
21:35Screw you, Adam.
21:37Hen, it's okay if you want to punch me.
21:39I do not want to punch you, Adam.
21:41Sure, I mean, look my face.
21:42Not even look.
21:44Maybe a little bit.
21:53I don't want to punch you, Adam.
21:56You going back to training today?
21:59Yeah.
22:00It's been two days.
22:02Feeling pretty good.
22:03No signs of a concussion.
22:04I thought you were training to be a firefighter, not a doctor.
22:08I'm okay.
22:09No headaches, no nausea, no sensitivity to light or noise.
22:12You know it's okay to take another day if you need it.
22:15I mean, just to be on the safe side.
22:18You want me to call your doctor and ask him to write a note?
22:22A doctor's note from my mommy.
22:23No thanks.
22:24I'll pass.
22:27Love you.
22:28I love you too.
22:38Miss me?
22:39I did.
22:40You're my favorite person to beat.
22:42Look who got cocky while I was gone.
22:44Okay, three-phase drill.
22:46Let's go.
22:47Let's start with the aerial ladder.
22:48Grant, you're up.
23:02Grant, you doing okay?
23:08No, sir.
23:09I'm feeling a bit dizzy, I guess.
23:10Okay, well, don't push it.
23:11Go home and get some rest, all right?
23:13We'll try again tomorrow.
23:14Okay.
23:26Hi, honey.
23:28You hungry?
23:29I think Karen ordered enough food to feed us for a week.
23:33I think you've forgotten what it's like to feed a teenager.
23:37Oh, pickles.
23:39Pickles.
23:40Ah.
23:45Here, honey.
23:47Let me help you with that.
23:53I should be able to open a jar.
23:55You did.
23:56You loosened it for me.
23:59Ma, don't patronize me.
24:00I'm not.
24:02I think working with Adam is helping, even if you won't admit it.
24:14Can I hide out here?
24:15If it's your mom, absolutely not.
24:18Mom, I'm hiding from my shame.
24:20What happened?
24:22I thought you were back in training.
24:23I was, but I froze up.
24:26When it was time to climb the ladder again, I panicked.
24:29That's the whole point in training.
24:32I panicked there so it doesn't happen in the field.
24:35Here.
24:36So how do you not panic everywhere?
24:39I don't know.
24:40You just don't.
24:42That is completely underwhelming advice.
24:44I'm sorry.
24:45I didn't know you were coming over.
24:47You get lukewarm pep talks when I'm unprepared.
24:54Look, it's normal to be scared.
24:58What makes it brave is that you show up anyway.
25:02Is it brave?
25:03Or is it selfish?
25:06Selfish how?
25:08If something bad happens to me, what happens to them?
25:13You mean your family?
25:15Your mom?
25:16I don't want to be the reason why she has to plan another funeral.
25:21You can't think like that.
25:22So what do I do if that is all I can think about?
25:36Come on in.
25:38Look at you get to the door like a champ, huh?
25:41Must be those wrist rolls he gave me.
25:43I can't believe I'm saying this, but thanks to you, I'm finally making progress.
25:51That's great, Ann.
25:53But remember, progress is not always in a straight line.
25:57I know.
25:58I know.
26:01So where do you want to start today?
26:05Some sit to stands?
26:08Uh, yeah, doesn't matter.
26:11All right, well, I'll just follow your lead.
26:13I don't think you should do that, Ann.
26:17Adam, you all right?
26:18No, I don't know.
26:19I'm full so good.
26:22Oh!
26:22Whoa!
26:23Adam!
26:23Adam!
26:559-1-1, what's your emergency?
26:57I need an ambulance at 1-9-6-3-Iverly Place, Altadena.
27:01I have a male, mid-40s, collapsed, no pulse, possible heart attack.
27:05Dispatching a unit now, but let's start CPR.
27:07I can't do CPR.
27:08It's fine.
27:09I'll walk you through it.
27:10I know how to do CPR.
27:11I physically can't do it.
27:13I'm disabled.
27:14Just get that RA unit here.
27:17LASD!
27:18Joey!
27:18Hang on!
27:19Oh!
27:21This is Adam!
27:22He's our personal trainer.
27:23He's been down five minutes.
27:24No pulse, no rest.
27:25Okay.
27:26Get him on the life pack.
27:27Take his blood sugar.
27:28Prepare to intubate.
27:29What was he doing?
27:31He came in.
27:32He went down.
27:33Makes me think cardiac.
27:37Let's shock him.
27:38Clear.
27:45There it is.
27:46Who got us, Andrew?
27:47Something tells me he's getting an ICD today.
27:50Let's pack him up.
27:54Need a hand?
27:56Uh...
27:56Yeah.
27:57Thanks.
27:58It's so cool.
28:03One, two, three!
28:06It's good to see you, hen.
28:09We're all pulling for you.
28:19Brock?
28:22What are you doing here?
28:23Is everything okay?
28:25It's about Harry.
28:27He came to see me after his first day back.
28:30Actually, he didn't even make it through the whole day.
28:33I knew it.
28:34It was too soon for him to go back.
28:35Look, I don't think there's anything physically wrong with that.
28:39But you're worried enough to show up here.
28:42Okay, so you know that voice you get in your head?
28:45The one that says, you suck.
28:47You can't do anything.
28:49I mean, you probably don't have that voice.
28:51Everyone has that voice, Buck.
28:53Even me.
28:54Okay?
28:55So, what?
28:56You think Harry's gotten into his own head?
28:59No, I think you have.
29:03Not that you did it on purpose.
29:05I think the accident and your response to it scared him,
29:09but not for himself.
29:12Scared him for you.
29:16I don't want to see him give up and regret it later.
29:25His office called.
29:27Looks like he's going to be okay.
29:30Well, that's great news.
29:32I've been a paramedic for 15 years, Mom.
29:37And I couldn't provide that man with basic life support.
29:42My body just wouldn't let me.
29:44If the actual paramedics hadn't gotten here in time,
29:47but they did.
29:50I started out thinking that
29:53I just wanted to get well enough
29:55so I could go back to work.
29:58Just get my life back.
30:01What if that part of my life is over?
30:04You have always been the most impatient child.
30:09Mom, you don't understand.
30:12I want to read you something, Mom.
30:15Please.
30:15I'm not in the mood for some woo-woo nonsense
30:18you got from some self-help book you found in the garage.
30:22It's not woo-woo.
30:24It's a first-person account
30:26from someone who's been on a similar journey.
30:32Let's see.
30:33It's been three months,
30:35and I'm still not okay.
30:38How is that possible?
30:39Everyone says be patient.
30:43Don't lose hope.
30:45Eventually, I'll feel like myself again.
30:48But I'm starting to think everyone's been lying to me.
30:51Preach.
30:55Ma says I'm too impatient,
30:57but she just doesn't understand.
31:01Well, that certainly hasn't changed.
31:08Are you reading from my diary?
31:11Where did you even find that?
31:13Those boxes I've been storing in your garage
31:16for the past 10 years.
31:18I decided to start going through them
31:20while you were napping.
31:22You've been napping a lot.
31:28Miss Dawson told me I didn't have to run,
31:31but I was tired of sitting on the sidelines,
31:34so I did it anyway.
31:36Didn't even make it a minute
31:39before I doubled over trying to catch my breath.
31:43Jamie Tyler said it was because
31:44I had a hole in my heart from when I got shot.
31:48Because that's who I am now.
31:52Girl who got shot.
31:57Jamie Tyler.
31:59I never liked that child.
32:01But the girl who wrote that diary,
32:05she was a pretty cool kid.
32:07A tough one, too.
32:10Thanks.
32:12But I think I had a little bit more resilience
32:15since 16 than I have now.
32:17You did not.
32:20Your recovery was painful
32:22and hard
32:23and longer than expected.
32:26Some days,
32:27you couldn't even get out of bed.
32:30But,
32:31with enough time,
32:33eventually,
32:34you got better.
32:36But it was not an easy road.
32:42I guess I forgot that part.
32:46Most people do.
32:48We focus on the big moments,
32:51the victories,
32:53not the blood, sweat, and tears
32:56that got us there.
32:57But I remember.
33:00And I know you're still
33:02the same fighter.
33:04And if you don't believe me,
33:09believe yourself.
33:23Don't make me take the covers.
33:28What is happening right now?
33:30You're getting dressed,
33:31and we're going out.
33:33You got 15 minutes.
33:35Don't make me come back in here.
33:45When you said we were going out,
33:46I was thinking breakfast.
33:48I got you a smoothie.
33:50I figured you'd want something light
33:52before climbing that ladder.
33:53Look, Mom,
33:54I appreciate the pep talk.
33:55I really do, but I...
33:56This ain't a pep talk.
33:57You want to run toward danger
33:58for a living?
33:59I'm not looking to pep you
34:00into anything.
34:01Then what are we doing here?
34:03I want you to quit.
34:06Excuse me?
34:07I want you to turn around
34:10and stop growing older.
34:15Go back to being that kid
34:16who would run over to hug me
34:18after every shift.
34:19That same kid who used to beg me
34:22not to go to work every morning,
34:24who'd say,
34:26Mommy.
34:26I want you to quit.
34:29And I would kiss your head
34:31and leave feeling terrible.
34:35And when I got to work,
34:37you know what I would do
34:37with that feeling?
34:39What?
34:42I would set it aside.
34:48Family fills us.
34:50It drives us.
34:52But fear makes you hesitate,
34:55and hesitation gets you killed.
35:02We don't put on that uniform
35:04so that we make it home.
35:05We put it on
35:06so that others will.
35:07And if we do that well enough
35:09without fear
35:11or self-doubt,
35:14then maybe
35:16we get to make it home too.
35:22I guess I didn't think about
35:23how hard this would all be.
35:26For me,
35:27mostly for you,
35:29I'm following in the footsteps
35:31of a man whose job,
35:33this job,
35:33took him away from you.
35:35That was his path.
35:37I don't want you to worry.
35:40You let me worry about
35:42what I worry about.
35:43And if and when
35:45you put on that uniform,
35:48you learn to set it aside
35:50the same as I did.
35:52Because you can't carry nobody
35:54out of the fire
35:55if I'm already on your back.
36:30I don't want you to
36:39Dear me, I know I haven't written in months, haven't wanted to.
36:46When I write, I'm reminded of all the pain and misery I went through in the last year,
36:51and who wants to think about that?
36:55I was about to give up and never think about it again.
36:59But then I thought, if I, a.k.a. you, find it again years from now,
37:06are those dark days really the part I'd want to remember?
37:18A terrible thing happened to you, Henrietta Wilson.
37:23And that could have been the end of your story.
37:27But it wasn't.
37:32It was the start of a new one.
37:37The world knocked you down and tried to keep you there.
37:40But you refused to stay put.
37:45Even on the days you really wanted to.
38:12You gave it your all.
38:13Yes, sir.
38:14Came in as recruits.
38:15Yes, sir.
38:16And you're leaving as firefighters.
38:18Yes, sir.
38:19And I'm proud of each and every one of you.
38:22Who are you?
38:23Firefighters.
38:24Who are you?
38:25Firefighters.
38:26Who are you?
38:27Firefighters.
38:28Yeah, congratulations.
38:30Yeah.
38:32So, yes, you'll always be the girl who got shot.
38:38But you'll always be the girl who lived and can do anything she sets her mind to.
38:52Please take your seats.
38:53The ceremony will begin shortly.
38:58Keep moving.
38:59We need two more.
39:05There she is.
39:09Just couldn't resist upstaging the kids, huh?
39:12Hey, at least we didn't show up in the middle of the ceremony.
39:15Well, I wanted to make sure that everyone saw that I was getting better.
39:19We're just glad you're here.
39:23In this job, I give a lot of speeches.
39:25But of all the many speeches I give, this is by far my favorite.
39:32It doesn't look back with sorrow or wistful cheer, but rather aspires forward with boundless hope and abundant pride.
39:46Because it knows what I know, that you will save lives.
39:54That men and women will walk this earth who otherwise wouldn't without you.
40:00That children will be born in deathbeds far delayed for all your acts of bravery.
40:07And yes, for some, your sacrifice.
40:16You'll reunite families and return home to your own.
40:21And with each shift, you will clock into another family.
40:26One forged in fire, with bonds far stronger than any you've ever known.
40:32The lives you save, the worlds you make better,
40:36will not just be the people we serve, but also each other's.
40:43Congratulations to you all, and welcome to the family of the Los Angeles Fire Department.
41:00Congratulations to our family of the Los Angeles Fire Department!
41:00Thank you for joining us!
41:06You're welcome.
41:29Hey, this is like the welcome party to the rest of your life.
41:32Can you maybe get off your phone?
41:33Sorry.
41:34I was checking the station assignments.
41:36They said that they'd post them after the ceremony.
41:39Well, we may have gotten an advanced look at that list.
41:52Are you serious?
41:53All that work we put in to help raise you?
41:55You didn't think we were going to let that go to some other firehouse, would you?
41:59You're stuck with us now, kid.
42:01Welcome to the 118 Proby.
42:04Come on.
42:06Congratulations.
42:08Come on, then.
42:08Come on.
42:09All right.
42:09Come on in, guys.
42:11Man, you too.
42:12Come on.
42:12Oh, thanks, guys.
42:13Bring it in.
42:14Congratulations, Chad.
42:16All right.
42:16All right.
42:17118 on three.
42:18One, two, three.
42:19118!
42:20118 on three.
42:23One, two, three.
42:25And he's gone.
42:31One, two, three.
42:34And he's gone.
42:42He's gone.
42:43He's gone.
42:45He's gone.
42:47That's OK.
42:47I'm right.
42:57Transcription by CastingWords
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