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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:16but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:32caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying to save you
00:00:36you're the reason he died he bled out on the street because of you the worst part is you didn't
00:00:41even
00:00:41show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you alex was your best
00:00:48friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this to him don't you
00:00:52even feel a
00:00:53shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me big nothing i say is gonna change your mind anyway
00:01:04you selfish skank i'm gonna put you in your place for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack so i had surgery and
00:01:35they kept me in the hospital for two weeks too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:01:52due to the absence of witness testimony the court has concluded that the cause of mr stephen brooks's
00:01:58death cannot be determined the case is hereby dismissed and both defendants are acquitted
00:02:06how could you not be here isabel alex's dad died because of me
00:02:21alex want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:48i get why you hate me i just never thought i'd hurt this much god what a dumbass i mean
00:02:53the
00:02:53guy's a fireman right not a cop plus he wouldn't know with no weapon he's basically asking to get
00:02:58stabbed to death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price he
00:03:10got what he
00:03:11deserved
00:03:25alex stop
00:03:34alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to been just
00:03:37take it out on me take it out on you fine don't fucking die isabel
00:03:46don't worry alex you'll get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:54can't handle the stress of any more procedures you have about one month left to live at most
00:04:11you're looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that you can get away with the
00:04:16murder by pretending to be little miss er
00:04:25if you needed them right then lick them off
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed
00:04:38you to stay silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy much why are we so nervous is
00:04:44it because you
00:04:45have incriminating evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let him see
00:04:49those hi alex i just wanted to say that i love you i might not ever get a chance to
00:04:58tell you in
00:04:59person so give it to hold her hold her hold her oh let's use space id to unlock it i
00:05:07want to see
00:05:07what kind of dirty little secrets this is hiding smile sweet heart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to say that
00:05:26what are you doing alex help
00:05:34alex help we were uh we were just trying to get back at her for you bro all right start
00:05:39in five minutes get your asses through the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was
00:05:47here to save me you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go alex can i join you for your
00:05:58swim practice
00:05:58i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:05coming to the swim meet tomorrow we've already got an army of fangirls going it doesn't matter if i go
00:06:11you really don't know you're what i don't care about those other girls i only want you cheering me on
00:06:37alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again
00:06:46your court's decision isn't going to change i'm not going to give up
00:06:50not until the murderers who killed alex's father are brought to justice
00:06:56that's the judge
00:07:00jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it
00:07:08it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex so today i went to go see judge roberts
00:07:25i tried to get him to reopen the case but he said no
00:07:30i'm not going to give up though i promised you
00:07:35and i'm going to keep my word
00:07:39hey love bug how was school oh my what happened is someone bullying you at school
00:07:49well i just fell
00:07:50oh everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally called me back and he said
00:07:56we might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally going to take those killers to justice
00:08:04that's great i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind you should tell
00:08:11alex the good news
00:08:14no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out
00:08:18i know this is important to you but don't forget to take care of your own
00:08:21no don't worry about me all right i want to get justice for alex's dad when did my little girl
00:08:28grow up so fast all right go get him tiger but no i love you to the moon and back
00:08:36i love you too mom you know some people they say they have the best mom but i really do
00:08:42have the best mom
00:08:50mrs spencer your daughter only has a month left i'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final
00:08:59days
00:09:07i wish alex was here
00:09:29whoa why did he get so ripped don't pretend i saw you checking me out
00:09:36you no no i was just spacing out oh really you're telling me that this doesn't make you drool
00:09:42you could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me yeah then let's put that to the test
00:09:49do it
00:09:50i dare you okay
00:10:17oh god oh god i didn't see anything mom i swear
00:10:38hey alex i've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta study up if
00:10:45you're going to go to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:11:00why would i want to go to the same college as you
00:11:06so i made up my mind i'm gonna go to princeton for undergrad
00:11:11and then columbia for med school and once i graduate i'm gonna join doctors without borders
00:11:19what about you i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study
00:11:28your mom wants you to go to a good school
00:11:30my mom is in a mental hospital because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered
00:11:37and the people who did it got to walk away as if nothing ever happened
00:11:44and who do you think is responsible for that i'm sorry sorry you're sorry you think that's enough
00:11:52i'm sorry he's gonna bring my dad back i'm sorry he's gonna help my mom
00:11:57i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies you know remember this i will never forgive you
00:12:04not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here
00:12:35why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad
00:12:51don't give up on your own future
00:13:09don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spots reserved
00:13:20reserved since when always has been always will be
00:13:25i always want you by my side beautiful great congratulations
00:13:33great cheese awesome can i see oh sure would i be able to get it like
00:13:41like this big that's like wedding picture big it's for a funeral actually my funeral
00:13:52a funeral why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:13:58because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since
00:14:01it's fucking kindergarten come up with a new line already
00:14:05let's race whoever gets to the top first win this yummy candy
00:14:10i can't my mommy dug my heart to weak if i run i'll die
00:14:18i'll never ever race you again isabel please don't die
00:14:24when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven
00:14:36so be a good girl and go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in
00:14:47graduation and graduation is just around the corner you are in the home stretch but this is not
00:14:53the time for senioritis let's make these last few weeks count and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in
00:15:09um yale wow only the bets are my alex what are you gonna major in pre-med
00:15:16oh you want to be a doctor how come uh
00:15:23i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:15:31it's a promise
00:15:37tell my mom
00:15:40at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at the same hospital
00:15:45together
00:15:46whoo who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance huh you guys would be perfect for each other
00:16:05forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:37hey
00:16:38did i take a break from school yes of course i think your teachers will understand this is great
00:16:46now i get to spend more time with my precious girl if i don't go to school
00:16:51maybe alex can graduate in peace
00:17:02wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:08isabel i want to let you know that isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:28isabel isabel are you dropping out of school
00:17:32why do you care i thought you didn't want to see me just answer me are you dropping out or
00:17:36not
00:17:37do you want to stay out of your sight there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:17:42you owe me that means i decide how you repay me isabel if you drop out you are throwing your
00:17:48college dreams out the window you think trashing your future is gonna make up for my dad's death
00:17:53it's not that damn simple isabel it's gonna take your medication wait isabel are you at the hospital
00:18:06hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine
00:18:20people don't normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's
00:18:27murderers to justice isabel
00:18:35you here to see me
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:55i was just trying a new look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:05picking up some meds for my mom your mom
00:19:07mm-hmm okay well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting
00:19:12isabel are you really dropping out of school why lay around the hospital when everyone knows you're
00:19:18not actually dying playing the victim i guess just as always how'd you lose so much weight in a week
00:19:26is she actually sick are you worried about me dying maybe she's tricking me again worried about you dying
00:19:34as if pain and asses like you don't die that easily my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there and testify no more vanishing acts
00:19:46don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:58your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks isabel spencer was
00:20:04not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here
00:20:10mr logan where is your witness she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer
00:20:16classic isabel i know i shouldn't have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented
00:20:24then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:36i isabel spencer promised that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:20:43on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them i never forget their faces they tried to assault me
00:20:54but mr brooks he saved me
00:21:07that he lost his life
00:21:13he died trying to save me
00:21:18based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:21:30the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross guilty of murder in the second degree and
00:21:37sentences them to 20 years in state prison see alex i meant what i said i promised i'd bring your
00:21:46dad's
00:21:59killers to justice
00:22:00hey thanks
00:22:03no sorry i i should have been here the first time my mom was unusually lucid today
00:22:09she said that i shouldn't resent you anymore do you still resent me i don't know
00:22:16but every time that i look at you it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom
00:22:22fell apart
00:22:24i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:30i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to
00:22:36me
00:22:52i don't think we should see each other again
00:23:00this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:07you
00:23:29hey hun how you feeling
00:23:35feel good
00:23:39mom what day is it june 9th why
00:23:44you have a date to the dance no what hey what if we just went together
00:23:53is that like a formal invite i mean if it was what would your answer be
00:24:02yes cool i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:24:15today's a crowd dance i have to go oh isabel your heart oh please this might be the only dance
00:24:23i
00:24:23ever get to go to
00:24:27i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:24:33fine i'm not going to stop you from seeing alex but take it easy all right we've had enough close
00:24:39calls at the er thank you mom i love you i love you
00:24:54you seriously still struggling with this it's so easy maybe i just want you to tie my bow ties for
00:25:00the rest of my life
00:25:13what happened to isabel i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:35alex
00:25:45alex
00:25:49alex
00:25:50have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:26:13come on
00:26:14come on dance it this way
00:26:21come on
00:26:22i'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:26:26come on
00:26:28come on
00:26:32come on
00:26:40come on
00:26:42come on
00:26:42come on
00:26:43come on
00:26:56is he
00:26:58what the hell alex
00:27:28why did you call it
00:27:31alex alex alex where are you
00:27:36no
00:27:37no no no this can't be real
00:27:45isabel
00:27:46isabel you can't die
00:28:00young man you can't be in here you need to leave
00:28:03no no no no no i'm not leaving that's why isabel that's why isie i need to see her
00:28:20This can't be real
00:28:41Is this your friend, young lady?
00:28:43No, it's not her
00:28:52Please, Spencer
00:28:53Please, just pick up
00:28:59Excuse me
00:28:59Do you know what room Isabel Spencer's in?
00:29:04She's 18, hair down to here
00:29:06She's really thin, big, beautiful eyes
00:29:08The kind you never forget
00:29:11Alex?
00:29:14Looking for me?
00:29:19Wait, what?
00:29:21Isabel
00:29:24What's going on?
00:29:26Your mom called and said you're about to die
00:29:27Are you okay?
00:29:31My mom, she's so overdramatic
00:29:33I just had a minor surgery
00:29:34Completely fine
00:29:38What, do you think this is funny or something?
00:29:40What?
00:29:41Jesus Christ
00:29:42Isabel, what, you had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death?
00:29:48What's next, huh?
00:29:49You're gonna invite me to your fake fucking funeral?
00:29:52This is not what happened
00:29:53No, no, don't call me again
00:29:54Not even on your deathbed
00:29:56Because I don't care anymore
00:29:58Not one fucking bit
00:30:17Isabel, what are you doing out here?
00:30:19You just got out of surgery
00:30:23Is that Alex?
00:30:26Baby, I'm sorry
00:30:27I called him
00:30:28I just thought it was important for you guys to have closure
00:30:32It's okay, mom
00:30:34It doesn't matter
00:30:36Can we go home?
00:30:38I really don't want to die
00:30:51Hey Alex
00:30:52Five days till graduation
00:30:56You said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday
00:30:59But I know you didn't mean him
00:31:04Sometimes I just get sad
00:31:06Thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were
00:31:10But I want you to be happy
00:31:15And so
00:31:15I hope that not having me around
00:31:17Can kind of take the weight off a little bit
00:31:23Do you remember this?
00:31:26You left it here
00:31:29It means a lot to me
00:31:50Wait
00:31:52Isabel, you
00:31:54You sure you want this?
00:31:56100%
00:31:58I don't want to die for a gym
00:32:00Yeah, but
00:32:02Why me?
00:32:05Because you're my best friend
00:32:08The only one who'd agree to do this
00:32:10Only person who wouldn't think I'm crazy for making such a request
00:32:14Yeah
00:32:15Great, okay
00:32:16Then, um
00:32:19How do you want to get started?
00:32:22You tell me
00:32:23I'm the virgin here
00:32:25Well, uh
00:32:27Actually, you're not the only virgin here
00:32:30Now, what about the cheerleader last summer?
00:32:33That was just a rumor, Iz
00:32:35I'm not the elkup kind of guy
00:32:39Actually, I've been waiting
00:32:43Waiting for what?
00:32:47I've been waiting for you, Izzy
00:32:50I wanted you to be my first
00:32:54Nothing
00:32:56I'm ready if you are
00:33:13I'm ready, too
00:33:19I'll be gentle
00:33:20I promise
00:33:32That was my first kiss
00:33:34I do
00:33:53Oh my god
00:33:53Am I really losing my virginity to my best friend?
00:34:01What the hell are you kids doing?
00:34:05Homework
00:34:05Homework?
00:34:09It's the last thing you gave me
00:34:15So now it is time to give it back
00:34:32Alex?
00:34:34Anyone home?
00:34:53So he got into Princeton, too
00:34:58Since we were five
00:34:59Alex and I have spent countless hours together in this room
00:35:04Playing games
00:35:05Playing games
00:35:06Building blanket forts
00:35:08All kinds of stupid stuff
00:35:11But I never come in here anymore
00:35:14Not since Alex's dad died
00:35:25My eyes are up here
00:35:28Yeah, sorry
00:35:30Just, uh
00:35:31People at school said you have
00:35:33Three nipples
00:35:35And I was just curious
00:35:38You're not seriously listening to those rumors
00:35:41You could have just asked me
00:35:42Yeah
00:35:43Sorry
00:35:44You're right
00:35:46Definitely
00:35:46Shouldn't listen to those idiots
00:35:51You know what?
00:35:52Just to prove the gossip wrong
00:35:53I'll show you
00:35:55What?
00:36:03So?
00:36:05How many do I have?
00:36:07Two
00:36:08Two
00:36:08Perfect
00:36:10One
00:36:19This will probably be the last time I'm ever in this room
00:36:26Goodbye, Alex
00:36:34Oh my god, Alex
00:36:36You're finally showing me your room
00:36:38Will I be the first girl who's meeting?
00:36:41Oh
00:36:48Wow
00:36:49I never thought I'd set foot inside the room of the Alex Brooks
00:36:56It's always late
00:36:57I think you should leave
00:36:59Don't be such a killjoy, Alex
00:37:01I have a surprise for you
00:37:13Yes, so I should definitely leave
00:37:17You sure you want me to leave?
00:37:19You said your parents are out
00:37:20Which means we have the whole place to ourselves
00:37:27I can do anything that you want, Alex
00:37:30I'm yours
00:37:35See?
00:37:36I'm already wet for you
00:37:46Yes
00:37:47Oh, that's it
00:37:50Oh, that's it, baby
00:37:53Alex, do you want me?
00:37:54Yes
00:37:55Izzy wants you
00:37:57Did Alex just say my name?
00:38:01What did you say?
00:38:03Did you just call me Izzy?
00:38:07I, uh
00:38:21Isabel
00:38:23What are you doing in my closet?
00:38:30Alex, I'm
00:38:32I'm so sorry
00:38:33I didn't know you'd be back
00:38:34What the fuck?
00:38:35Isabel, what are you doing here?
00:38:37What else?
00:38:37She's being a creepy stalker, as usual
00:38:41Seriously, Isabel?
00:38:42Hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:38:45Alex, no, that's not what I was doing
00:38:46I just
00:38:47I just
00:38:48I'm just going to return something to you
00:38:50It's yours
00:38:53What the hell is that?
00:38:54Just
00:38:57A raggedy old t-shirt?
00:39:00Alex, is this yours?
00:39:10Are you sure you want this?
00:39:12100%
00:39:16What?
00:39:17You think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:39:21No, that's not what
00:39:22Alex, do you even want this?
00:39:35Why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:39:38Means nothing to me
00:39:42Hear that?
00:39:43Get the fuck out!
00:39:45Alex doesn't want you here!
00:39:50She's right
00:39:51You should leave
00:39:59Don't let that loser ruin the mood
00:40:01I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much
00:40:06I can help you forget all about her
00:40:09Zoe, stop, I'm not in the mood
00:40:11Oh, wait, we can try something else then
00:40:14You'll love it
00:40:17Zoe, I'm serious, stop
00:40:19Stop resisting, it's going to feel amazing
00:40:22I promise
00:40:26I said no
00:40:27Leave me the fuck alone
00:40:29What the fuck is wrong with you, Alex?
00:40:31You're sick in the head just like that psycho freak, Isabelle
00:40:34I fucking hate you, asshole
00:40:42Damn it, Isabelle
00:40:43Why do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:41:01Where is it?
00:41:02It should be right here
00:41:03Looking for this?
00:41:09Looking for this?
00:41:14I mean, don't think it means something
00:41:16Whatever
00:41:18I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it
00:41:37Good morning, sunshine
00:41:38I made pancakes
00:41:42Hey, Mom
00:41:44I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom
00:41:47Don't worry, I'll be back soon
00:41:51Miss Brooks
00:41:53Sorry it took me so long to visit
00:41:54I know that it's because of me that you're like this
00:41:58If it wasn't for me, then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together
00:42:02Happily in love like before
00:42:09I have missed you, my love
00:42:11I have been thinking about you all day
00:42:14Even when training your new recruits?
00:42:16Even while putting out fires and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree
00:42:24Gross
00:42:25Son, one of these days you're going to fall in love
00:42:27And then you'll know exactly how we feel
00:42:31If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me that night
00:42:35Don't cry, my dear
00:42:37You ruin your pretty face
00:42:39Okay, I'll stop
00:42:41Good news
00:42:43Alex got into Princeton
00:42:45And what about you, my dear?
00:42:47I'm not going anywhere
00:42:49Ever
00:42:50I'll probably die here
00:42:52Be buried here
00:42:54For all eternity
00:42:57What are you talking about?
00:43:01Alex, I was just visiting your mom
00:43:03I didn't know you'd be here too
00:43:04What are you saying?
00:43:06You know she's on one
00:43:07You know she can't handle any more stress right now
00:43:09Alex, I
00:43:10You're torturing me, not enough
00:43:12You really need to drag my mom into this too
00:43:16Hey
00:43:17Don't speak to a lady like that
00:43:20Are those for me?
00:43:22Yes, mom
00:43:24They're, uh, yellow roses
00:43:25Your favorite
00:43:27Remember how dad used to always bring you those?
00:43:34Steven
00:43:35Steven, you're back
00:43:38Oh, I missed you so much
00:43:40You were gone fighting fires for so long this time
00:43:46Isabel
00:43:52I've been thinking about it
00:43:54About my parents
00:43:56And about us
00:43:58And I think I figured it out
00:44:00I don't hate you anymore
00:44:03Really?
00:44:04But what happened
00:44:06It can't be undone
00:44:08We can't go back to how things were
00:44:21So after graduation
00:44:23I'm taking my mom
00:44:24And we're leaving this town
00:44:25And we are going to forget
00:44:27Everything in it
00:44:29Including you
00:44:32Easy
00:44:37This is goodbye, Alex
00:44:40Forever
00:44:42Goodbye, my easy
00:44:54Steven, let's go
00:45:11I heard our attending physician
00:45:14Is the youngest cardiologist
00:45:16Ever hired by the hospital
00:45:18He's not just brilliant
00:45:20He's ridiculously hot
00:45:25Hello everybody
00:45:26Welcome to the Presbyterian Hospital
00:45:29For the next three months
00:45:30I will be your attending physician
00:45:34Alright, so that's all from me
00:45:36If there are no further questions
00:45:37You're free to go
00:45:42Actually, I did have a question
00:45:45Are you free after work?
00:45:48Shelly, right?
00:45:50Yeah, I'm sorry
00:45:51I'm busy
00:45:53And this is a hospital
00:45:55Please adhere to the dress codes
00:45:57Thank you
00:46:01Dude, that was harsh
00:46:02Would it really kill you
00:46:03To cut them some slack?
00:46:04I've known you since college
00:46:06I've never even seen you
00:46:07Go on a date with that single girl
00:46:09Yeah
00:46:10Hey, but
00:46:11Chicks aren't your thing, man
00:46:12I'm not the one to judge
00:46:13Fuck off, man
00:46:14Mind your own business for once
00:46:20Yo, Alex
00:46:21How you been, man?
00:46:22Our ten-year high school reunion
00:46:23Is coming up soon
00:46:24You going?
00:46:27I'm taking my mom
00:46:28And we're leaving this town
00:46:29And we are going to forget
00:46:31Everything in it
00:46:31Including you
00:46:33You see?
00:46:35Isabel
00:46:36Are you going to be there?
00:46:48Yo, Alex
00:46:49You made it, man
00:46:50Hey, man
00:46:53Look who's here, everyone
00:46:54The legend of Evergreen High
00:46:57The captain of the swim team
00:46:59Alex Brooks
00:47:02I envy you
00:47:03You disappeared for ten years
00:47:05And everybody still loves you
00:47:06Was everyone invited?
00:47:08Yeah
00:47:08I'm pretty sure everyone's coming
00:47:10Oh, except for Zoe
00:47:12She's getting divorced
00:47:13From her third husband
00:47:13Uh, I guess you
00:47:16Probably don't care about that
00:47:17Why?
00:47:18Who were you expecting to see?
00:47:21No one
00:47:22Isabel probably doesn't want
00:47:23To see me anyways
00:47:25After all the
00:47:26Terrible things I said
00:47:28I can't blame her
00:47:29Oh
00:47:30I don't know who you're waiting for
00:47:34Your little, uh
00:47:35Childhood sweetheart, Isabel
00:47:37What do they call her?
00:47:38Little Miss, uh
00:47:39Little Miss Emergency Room
00:47:40Hey, don't call her that
00:47:43Dude
00:47:44Come on, man
00:47:45Don't be so
00:47:46That hurts
00:47:48Your little Izzy's dead
00:47:50Nothing but a rotting pile of bones
00:47:52In a gridded yard
00:47:53The fuck did you just
00:47:54Whoa, whoa
00:47:55Hey, whoa, whoa
00:47:56Hey, man
00:47:57You were drunk
00:47:57Back off
00:47:58I ain't drunk
00:48:00Shit, I've never been
00:48:01Much sober in my life
00:48:02Remember that one time
00:48:03By the swimming pool
00:48:04When we roasted her super hard?
00:48:06Hey
00:48:07Man, get your shit together
00:48:08No, no, no
00:48:08Let him finish
00:48:11Attention everyone
00:48:12It's show and tell time
00:48:14And boy, oh boy
00:48:15Do I have something juicy
00:48:17To share with you all
00:48:18See this?
00:48:19It's someone's precious
00:48:20Little bucket list
00:48:22Things I want to do
00:48:23Before I die
00:48:24Number one
00:48:24Travel to Paris
00:48:25Number two
00:48:26Set off fireworks
00:48:26On the beach
00:48:27No, no, no, no
00:48:28That's my bucket list
00:48:29Number three
00:48:30Go to prom with Alex
00:48:31Number four
00:48:32Lose my virginity to Alex
00:48:37Everybody shut up
00:48:40Alex, I
00:48:40Bro, she wants you to pop her cherry
00:48:43Go home and take her to pound town
00:48:50How embarrassing
00:48:51It only makes me hate you even more
00:48:59See that?
00:49:00Alex hates you
00:49:02And now everybody knows
00:49:04That you're not the innocent virgin
00:49:05You pretend to be
00:49:06You're just a dirty slut
00:49:08Who wants to get railed
00:49:09By the team captain
00:49:12Well
00:49:12Then I guess it's time
00:49:13To wash those dirty thoughts
00:49:15Out of your head
00:49:16How about we're in the pool?
00:49:18No
00:49:18I can't swim
00:49:26Alex
00:49:27Help me
00:49:29God, what did I do?
00:49:31I could have saved her
00:49:33Man
00:49:34That was fun
00:49:35I think she got sick
00:49:37For like a month
00:49:38After that
00:49:39And her health
00:49:40Just got worse
00:49:41And worse
00:49:42And before long
00:49:43She was dead
00:49:45Donezo
00:49:49You asshole
00:49:50How could you do that?
00:49:51She has a heart condition
00:49:54You piece of fucking shit
00:49:58What the fuck?
00:50:00Man
00:50:00You don't act like you weren't a part of this
00:50:02Can you just stood there
00:50:03And let it all happen?
00:50:05Why would I want some
00:50:06Dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:50:08Means nothing to me
00:50:22Too bad you didn't just die
00:50:26You just stood there
00:50:27And let it all happen
00:50:32You know
00:50:33Looking back on it now
00:50:34I think we really did go too far
00:50:35With Isabelle
00:50:37I just wish that it wasn't too late
00:50:39To say we're sorry
00:50:40You said you invited everybody
00:50:43Where is Izzy?
00:50:45Dude
00:50:45Do you really not know?
00:50:48Not know what?
00:50:49Alex
00:50:51Isabelle died ten years ago
00:50:52Right after graduation
00:51:01You're messing with me, man
00:51:03I mean, there's no way she could be dead
00:51:04I'm not messing with you
00:51:06All right
00:51:07My uncle works for the county clerk's office
00:51:09He helped Mrs. Spencer register her death
00:51:12I don't believe it
00:51:13No, it has to be a different
00:51:15Isabelle Spencer
00:51:16My Izzy is not dead
00:51:37She must have moved
00:51:38She must have moved
00:51:45The number you have dialed
00:51:46Is not in service
00:51:50The number you have dialed
00:51:52Is not in service
00:51:54The number you have dialed
00:51:55The number you have dialed
00:51:56Is not in service
00:52:02No, no, no, she can't be dead
00:52:05I'm gonna find her
00:52:08Yeah, I'm gonna find her
00:52:21Who sent this to my house?
00:52:31Who sent this to my house?
00:52:33Isabel
00:52:33Is this some kind of joke?
00:52:36Why didn't you show up at the reunion?
00:52:38Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:52:41They're just fake rumors, right?
00:52:44Message me back when you see this
00:52:54Is he?
00:52:57Alan, are you at the house?
00:53:00Oh, hi, Mom
00:53:01Remember to clean everything up
00:53:02Yeah, yeah, I will
00:53:23It's for a funeral, actually
00:53:25My funeral
00:53:26A funeral
00:53:27A funeral?
00:53:27Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:53:312016?
00:53:33Isabel sent me this 10 years ago
00:54:00Hi, Alex
00:54:03I am recording a special video series for you
00:54:07Gosh, my life's okay
00:54:08Anyway, tomorrow
00:54:10We are one year away from graduation
00:54:13And I'm gonna make you a video every single day
00:54:15And then on graduation
00:54:16I will give them all to you
00:54:19And tell you I have a crush on you
00:54:22Don't you remember, Isabel?
00:54:24I told you how I feel about you
00:54:32I told you I wouldn't let you drown
00:54:37Isabel
00:54:40I like you
00:54:44I know, we've been saying that since you were like fire
00:54:47No, I mean
00:54:52There
00:54:59Oh, my God
00:55:00Is he hard right now?
00:55:16Got you now, you brats
00:55:23I'm sorry, Isabel
00:55:27I didn't let you drown
00:55:28I let you down
00:55:31If I had been a little bit braver
00:55:34It's just a little bit more persistent
00:55:36I could have told you how I felt
00:55:41Hi, Alex
00:55:43275 days till graduation
00:55:44I know you want to go to Princeton with me
00:55:47So
00:55:49What's this?
00:55:50Come on
00:55:52And you are still smiling
00:55:53Like it's nothing
00:55:56Hi, Alex
00:55:57It is now 211 days until graduation
00:56:01Today, I snuck into your swim meet
00:56:03And I saw Zoe
00:56:05She just fell into your arms
00:56:07Like a damsel in distress
00:56:09And to make matters worse
00:56:12You hugged her back
00:56:13I'll be honest, I was so jealous
00:56:15But then
00:56:16You gave me your trophy
00:56:18So I guess I'll forgive you
00:56:20Admit it
00:56:21You like me too
00:56:26Hey, Alex
00:56:27Hey, Alex
00:56:28Hey, Alex
00:56:31That was the day of Dad's funeral
00:56:35Hey, Alex
00:56:37I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral
00:56:39I know you don't want to see me
00:56:40I mean, it's my fault he died
00:56:43And I know I'll mention him into you
00:56:45I wish it was me who died instead
00:56:53Alex?
00:57:00You were invited
00:57:06I thought you guys would all be gone
00:57:08I just wanted to say goodbye to your dad
00:57:09You're not welcome here
00:57:11My dad saved your life
00:57:14And you didn't even show up to testify
00:57:16If he had to sacrifice himself
00:57:18It should have been someone who was actually worth it
00:57:21I'm sorry
00:57:24Just fucking leave
00:57:27Go
00:57:27I'm sorry
00:57:35Fuck
00:57:37Fuck, I was so stupid
00:57:39It was about
00:57:39Fuck
00:57:40Fuck
00:57:44When you were rushing to the hospital for a heart attack
00:57:46When you were dying on the operating table
00:57:49I didn't believe you
00:57:53I told you to go die
00:57:58I'm so sorry
00:58:07Hi, Alex
00:58:09One date to graduation
00:58:11I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous
00:58:14I tried to do my makeup
00:58:15But I couldn't even lift the brush
00:58:20But I mean
00:58:21I guess you've already seen me on the ugliest
00:58:23So it's
00:58:24It's whatever
00:58:27Alex, I'm scared
00:58:29I don't want to die
00:58:31I want to go to college with you
00:58:33It's not really up to me
00:58:35Maybe God just hates me
00:58:38Like you do
00:58:40Alex, I don't know if there's an afterlife
00:58:43But if there is
00:58:44I really hope to see you there
00:58:46That is
00:58:46If you and God can forgive me for my sins
00:59:02Hi Alex
00:59:04Happy graduation
00:59:05This is my last video
00:59:07You left town today
00:59:11I saw you packing up
00:59:13Um
00:59:14But I know you didn't want to see me
00:59:16So I hid behind the curtains
00:59:18And then you looked up at me
00:59:22You almost thought
00:59:23You were going to come and say goodbye
00:59:26But then you drove away
00:59:29At least I know you still haven't forgiven me
00:59:32It's okay
00:59:37Isabel
00:59:39Isabel
00:59:39Isabel
00:59:42No
00:59:42Isabel
00:59:43You can't be dead
00:59:44If you can't be dead
00:59:45You must be doing this because you hate me
00:59:48Isabel
00:59:55Zoe
00:59:56Oh my God
01:00:00Alex
01:00:01It's been forever
01:00:02I rushed over as soon as I heard you were back in town
01:00:11Yikes
01:00:12Looks like a haunted house in here
01:00:15Don't worry
01:00:16I can help you spruce it up
01:00:18What are you doing here?
01:00:19Why so cold, Alex?
01:00:21Weren't we a thing back in the day?
01:00:23We just hooked up
01:00:24Okay, we were never official
01:00:27It's still a heartbreaker, I see
01:00:28Well
01:00:29You know, I was
01:00:30Super into you back then
01:00:32Okay
01:00:33I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight
01:00:37Hmm
01:00:39What's that?
01:00:43No
01:00:45Nothing
01:01:15Oh
01:01:23So you came back for Isabel
01:01:25I
01:01:27Seriously don't understand
01:01:28Why are you not over a bitch
01:01:29Who's been dead for ten years?
01:01:31She's not dead
01:01:32Stop spreading lies about her
01:01:34You're crazy
01:01:37You need to get your head fucking checked
01:01:42Why does everyone say that you're dead?
01:01:46They're lying
01:01:46Right
01:01:47And where are you, Izzy?
01:01:54So that's where you are
01:01:56I'm coming, Izzy
01:02:06Hello, Mrs. Spencer
01:02:08Alex?
01:02:13Thanks
01:02:14It's been ages
01:02:15What have you been up to all these years?
01:02:18I became a heart surgeon
01:02:19A heart surgeon?
01:02:21That's fantastic
01:02:22You found a great career
01:02:23It was Isabel's dream to be
01:02:25Working with Doctors Without Borders
01:02:28If she was still around
01:02:29I bet she'd be in some
01:02:31Foreign place
01:02:32Saving lives
01:02:33If
01:02:34She was still around
01:02:37Holy shit
01:02:38Is Mrs. Spencer in on this too?
01:02:40Is she helping Izzy hide from me?
01:02:42Mrs. Spencer
01:02:44Do you know where
01:02:45Isabel's living now?
01:02:47I
01:02:48Have something I need to talk to her about
01:02:52Isabel?
01:02:52Are you in there?
01:03:12Sorry, Mrs. Spencer
01:03:14I gotta get going
01:03:16I'll see you again soon
01:03:20No
01:03:20No, it's a lie
01:03:21She can't be dead
01:03:23I promised I would become a doctor
01:03:25And I'd fix her heart
01:03:25I'm gonna find her doctor from before
01:03:28He knows her conditions better than anyone
01:03:30Yes, Isabel Spencer
01:03:32How could I forget her?
01:03:34It's been almost a decade
01:03:35Since anybody mentioned her
01:03:37Has she not gotten treatment for a decade?
01:03:39She was a stubborn girl
01:03:40She once insisted on being discharged
01:03:42Right after surgery
01:03:44Said something about
01:03:45Needing to testify in court for a friend
01:03:49I don't think we should see each other again
01:03:54You were in so much pain
01:03:56But I didn't see it
01:03:57Come to think of it
01:03:58I remember you now
01:04:01You used to come visit her when she was sick
01:04:04But why'd you stop visiting towards the end?
01:04:06Toward the end?
01:04:08You're for us too
01:04:13It's not true
01:04:14It's not true, right?
01:04:15Is he?
01:04:17You can't be dead
01:04:19Alex
01:04:48I don't know
01:04:48I don't know
01:04:49I don't know
01:04:49I don't know
01:05:02how is it disgusting liar no but if you really want to taste i have the perfect solution what's
01:05:09that well how was it disgustingly sweet right i think he just wanted to kiss me
01:05:22isabel how could you just die how could you disappear just like that
01:05:27maybe it's really true maybe she really is gone
01:05:35isabel isabel
01:05:44isabel i knew it was you i knew you weren't dead
01:05:50alex one time to see
01:05:57why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school
01:06:01i had to leave the city leave all the pain behind
01:06:09hey ended up back here in the end alex have you forgiven me i told you i don't hate you
01:06:16anymore
01:06:17listen i was so young and dumb back then okay the last 10 years i have thought about you every
01:06:23day how every minute every second me too
01:06:27it's not too late isabel we can start over i'm never gonna let you leave my side again
01:06:34sorry about the mess no one's been in this house for years but you can stay here with me now
01:06:44how are you how's your heart i've been good yeah my health has improved a lot still not perfect
01:06:51my mom moved in with my grandma and then i left for college came back after graduation
01:06:57so why didn't you just move back into your old house or because it
01:07:02is it because you didn't want to see me i just needed somewhere close to work
01:07:08why wouldn't i want to see you
01:07:17so you know everything
01:07:18i am so sorry isabel i should have protected you been there for you but i treated you terribly
01:07:27do you hate me i could never hate you
01:07:38sorry just really excited to see you it's it's fine it's okay don't worry about it
01:07:45i just got back too it's pretty empty in here how about we go get something to eat yeah okay
01:07:59what can i get you sir
01:08:03pancakes definitely pancakes you're probably craving them as usual it's been 10 years surprised
01:08:08you remember how could i forget i'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady
01:08:23i don't know if you want to get a burger and i don't know if you want to get a
01:08:23burger
01:08:23hey there handsome i'm alone too you mind if i slide in uh yeah we do mind we
01:08:33me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me she's the only girl i like that's how it's
01:08:39been
01:08:39for a long long time weirdo could have just said no
01:08:48it's crazy i also like the guy sitting across from me and i have for a long long time
01:09:00your total for today comes out to 55 43. you want to get that to go it'll make a good
01:09:06midnight star
01:09:09sir i don't mean a private who exactly are you speaking to
01:09:12uh my girlfriend but sir there's no one there what do you mean
01:09:44what you feeling for dinner izzy and don't say pancakes again isabel
01:10:04so i didn't mean to wake you wanted to see what you want for dinner i'll hope
01:10:10promise you'll never leave my side again i promise you saw my videos you know that you're my one and
01:10:17only
01:10:23you've already missed out on a decade and they don't want to waste any more time are you saying that
01:10:27you want to be official if i am then what's your answer yes a thousand percent yes
01:10:38let's be together a waste forever till we get old and gray
01:11:09what are you watching
01:11:10the shiny actually really scary
01:11:14you're so one
01:11:20how do people watch this are you not scared oh yes scared of that
01:11:30uh hold it any tighter and i think you're gonna snap it in half
01:11:35sorry no it's okay i just said you were holding it tight
01:11:39not that i don't want you to stop i like the way you touch me
01:11:51i want you
01:12:10uh
01:12:33one day
01:12:46You scared me for a sec, almost let you laugh.
01:12:55I'm not going anywhere.
01:12:57I told you I'd stay with you, remember?
01:13:02Isabel, let's get married.
01:13:05Like nothing more.
01:13:26Hey, Alex. I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I still thought I should tell you.
01:13:32Mrs. Spencer is holding a 10-year memorial for Isabel.
01:13:37Can you come? It's this Sunday at the church.
01:13:43What's wrong? Who's on the phone?
01:13:45Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost. Who was it?
01:13:48Uh, nothing. Just a scam.
01:13:52As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:13:58Alex, hello.
01:14:01Sorry, it's nothing.
01:14:06June 23rd. The anniversary of my dad's death.
01:14:12Can I go with you this time?
01:14:14Yeah. I'd love that.
01:14:24Hey, Dad.
01:14:26It's me.
01:14:38I've been good.
01:14:40Mom's doing a lot better too now.
01:14:42You don't need to worry.
01:14:44You'd want me to move on.
01:14:45Let go of my resentment.
01:14:47I finally have.
01:14:51Isabelle said she's going to marry me.
01:14:55We're going to start our own family together.
01:15:12Hey, what's wrong?
01:15:20Hiya. Sorry, I... I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:24I didn't think I'd react like that.
01:15:26It's okay.
01:15:27I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:27You don't have to look, okay? Let's go.
01:15:34Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:37I just didn't think I was going to react like that.
01:15:40It's okay. How about a massage?
01:15:57You selfish bitch!
01:15:59Go to hell.
01:16:16Why don't you help me?
01:16:18Now I'm already dead.
01:16:20I hate you! And I never want to see you again!
01:16:25Isabel?
01:16:43Isabel!
01:16:46Isabel?
01:16:55Did you hear me yelling? Why didn't you answer me?
01:16:57Listen up. I can't breathe.
01:17:00Isabel, I'm sorry.
01:17:02I'm sorry I didn't hear you.
01:17:05What's wrong?
01:17:06Nothing. Just a nightmare.
01:17:09Isabel, will you marry me?
01:17:12I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:17:15Isabel.
01:17:16I want to marry you, Isabel.
01:17:18To be with you always.
01:17:20Day and night, year after year.
01:17:22Okay.
01:17:23Okay.
01:17:23Yeah, let's do it.
01:17:27Great.
01:17:28Alright, you go, pick out a dress, and I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:17:32Oh, and I'll call her mom's.
01:17:35Hey mom.
01:17:36I'm getting married.
01:17:38To Izzy.
01:17:40The wedding's tomorrow.
01:17:41Same place you and dad got married.
01:17:43Hope you can make it.
01:17:56Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:59We're just early.
01:18:01We'll be here soon.
01:18:05Mom.
01:18:08Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:18:11No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:18:15Mom, what's wrong?
01:18:17Alex, can you still see Isabel right now?
01:18:20Yeah, of course, she's right in front of me.
01:18:24Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:25Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:31They're for treating hallucinations.
01:18:33Huh.
01:18:36Not hallucinations.
01:18:37What are you talking about?
01:18:38Like, Isabel, she's alive.
01:18:40She's right.
01:18:40She's right here in front of me.
01:18:41I'm not hallucinating her.
01:18:42Deep down, you already know the truth, don't you?
01:18:46You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:18:49To admit the truth that Isabel died ten years ago.
01:18:55No, Mom, why would you say that?
01:18:56She's alive and well.
01:18:57Why would you say that she's-
01:19:05Isabel!
01:19:07Isabel!
01:19:08No.
01:19:10No, no, no, she has to be here.
01:19:12She scared her off.
01:19:13She scared her off.
01:19:14That's her-
01:19:15Wake up, Alex.
01:19:17Isabel is dead.
01:19:19How long are you gonna keep lying to yourself?
01:19:22No, no, Mom.
01:19:23She's not.
01:19:23She's alive.
01:19:25She is.
01:19:25She really is.
01:19:26You think she's alive?
01:19:27I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:36Take a good look.
01:19:38What does it say?
01:19:45No.
01:19:48No.
01:19:48Oh, no.
01:19:49Isabel.
01:19:51No, anything.
01:19:53Anyone but her.
01:19:54Anyone but Isabel.
01:19:55No.
01:19:56Anyone but you.
01:19:57No.
01:19:58Please, no.
01:20:00No.
01:20:04No.
01:20:06No.
01:20:08No.
01:20:10No.
01:20:13No.
01:20:14No.
01:20:15No.
01:20:17No.
01:20:18I'm here to take you.
01:20:20We can finally be together.
01:20:37Alex?
01:20:40Alex?
01:20:44Ms. Spencer.
01:20:46Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:20:49I'm, uh...
01:20:51No, I'm fine.
01:20:52I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:20:56Alex.
01:20:57I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth.
01:21:00But Isabel...
01:21:03Isabel's dead.
01:21:04She died ten years ago.
01:21:06And we have no choice but to accept it.
01:21:08I can't accept that.
01:21:10You'll never accept that.
01:21:12How can I accept it?
01:21:13The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:21:17The most horrible things to her.
01:21:19And those words to echo in my mind all the time.
01:21:22I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:21:27How can I forgive myself?
01:21:28I love her.
01:21:31And I never got to tell her.
01:21:33Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:21:36Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:21:39How can you be so sure?
01:21:41But I can't tell her that I love her.
01:21:43What is the point of going on living?
01:21:49When I was organizing Isabel's banks, I found this.
01:21:54And this is her last words to you.
01:21:56I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:22:04Isabel.
01:22:04Hey, Alex.
01:22:08My time on Earth was short.
01:22:10But I'm leaving with no regrets.
01:22:12Because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world.
01:22:17You, Alex Brooks.
01:22:19I hope that in a world without me, you'll be able to find your own path forward.
01:22:23And live an amazing, spectacular life.
01:22:26Love, Isabel.
01:22:41Need something for you.
01:22:46What are you proposing to me?
01:22:48It's a friendship ring.
01:22:51Dummy.
01:22:55How did I miss this?
01:22:57All these years.
01:23:01Hey, Isabel.
01:23:03Came to say goodbye.
01:23:04It was your dream to join Doctors Without Borders.
01:23:07To treat those who are as fortunate.
01:23:09Well, I went and I applied too.
01:23:11I'll leave for Sedan soon.
01:23:13I'm gonna take the love you gave me.
01:23:15And live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:23:18Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:23:22I love you.
01:23:23I love you.
01:23:23I love you.
01:23:24I love you.
01:23:25I love you.
01:23:26I love you.
01:23:27I love you.
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