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00:00:06You
00:00:07Something terrible happened last summer
00:00:09You didn't come to the hospital or call. Why did you forbid everyone from talking to me about my own
00:00:15fucking life?
00:00:16You are doing this to yourself Katie. It is your own broken brain. That is the enemy you are raging
00:00:22against
00:00:27You're leaving don't open it until your birthday next week. Okay, you know
00:00:31I thought you might just reinstate the no boyfriends on Beachwood rule. Cadence will be just fine
00:00:36You never liked them. Did you Gat and Ed are you saying I'm racist? Watch yourself or you get hurt.
00:00:43I
00:00:43Believe in who we are who we have been for centuries. He's too far gone. Look he's been revising his
00:00:49will
00:00:49I think he plans to leave all of it to one favored daughter or grandchild
00:00:54What if we made a mess so big only a Sinclair could clean it up?
00:00:58What if all the petty material things that tore our family apart were just gone?
00:01:03We could tear it down teach Harris and the moms the ultimate lesson. I remember it now
00:01:08We burnt this place to the ground
00:01:18If you want to live where people aren't afraid of mice you must give up living in palaces
00:01:27Or maybe just maybe you burn the fucking palace to the ground
00:01:33Could you imagine the most faces guys? I mean it
00:01:41Claremont's just a pile of trophies trophies one with a bullshit unfair advantage. Yeah, it's basically the seat of the
00:01:48patriarchy
00:01:49Yeah, with Harris at the head of the table, right? So if it was all gone, we'd have to start
00:01:54over
00:01:55Maybe they'd stop
00:01:57Maybe we'd be a family and
00:02:00It'd be like a purification
00:02:03I mean things can't get any worse, right?
00:02:06God
00:02:07This is usually where you chime in as a voice of reason
00:02:11It's the Sinclair house. I don't get a say
00:02:13Oh well, you guys know I'm not even gonna be welcome here anymore. Well, that's exactly why we have to
00:02:18do something
00:02:18They're tearing each other apart and us along with them
00:02:22Look they need to learn
00:02:24They'll punish us and send us to some boarding school in the swiss alps. No, we
00:02:29are so sorry that we overflow the dishwasher and we swipe the good whiskey then we made s'mores and
00:02:39Watched movies at cuddle down. We watched Ferris Bueller and six cents for Johnny and then we fell asleep and
00:02:46And we smelled the smoke too late and they wouldn't believe us, but it wouldn't matter because people might talk
00:02:52Right, yes, they would ask questions like how did the Sinclair girls screw up their kids so bad that they
00:03:00burned their house down?
00:03:02Okay, it's a genius plan, but we don't know how to do arson
00:03:04Okay, well, we'll divide and conquer. I mean, there's plenty of fuel in the boat house
00:03:14We have to be thorough. I'll do the downstairs
00:03:17I'll do the east wing. Fuck yeah, Mirren
00:03:20You just want to see your mom's old room burn you fucking pyro
00:03:24Okay, I'll cover the attic
00:03:25We work from the top down
00:03:28Gas it up light the match and get the fuck out
00:03:32And me
00:03:35The boat is docked at windermere, right?
00:03:38Bring the boat around and you can be our getaway driver. It'll be perfect. I don't drive the boat. You
00:03:42know that
00:03:43Yeah, what look you'll be able to say
00:03:46You didn't see the fire start and you got us all to safety and it won't even be a lie
00:03:51And once the things inside are gone their power will be gone
00:03:55And harris will have to give you a big heroes welcome back next summer
00:03:59Ed too, even we can fix this. I
00:04:03Fuck it. I want to help
00:04:08It's a big house. We needed a spread fast before the fire department can get to us
00:04:12After I help with the arsenal, I'll get the boat over
00:04:15No gas in the main staircase, okay? We need to stay play out
00:04:17And then when the grandfather clock strikes 12, we like the match
00:04:21When we run like hell, no matter what no matter fucking what we run
00:04:28Life's forever, right?
00:04:29Life's forever
00:04:30Life's forever
00:04:31Life's forever
00:04:49Life's forever
00:04:50Life's forever
00:04:52Life's forever
00:04:54Life's forever
00:04:57Life's forever
00:05:00Life's forever
00:05:11Makes sense now
00:05:13I can't believe we did it.
00:05:16The moms haven't been fighting and...
00:05:19Gat was invited back.
00:05:21It worked!
00:05:22I mean, it...
00:05:23Mir, she remembers the fire is all.
00:05:25Yeah.
00:05:33Wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:05:35I'm missing something.
00:05:38This still doesn't explain how I ended up in the water.
00:05:45Come on, we should go get Gat.
00:05:48All right?
00:05:49A little bit better.
00:05:57Come on, Katie!
00:06:01She's gonna remember the rest.
00:06:03Soon.
00:06:04She's starting to piece everything together.
00:06:08I think I get it.
00:06:10Did we swim off the boat after the fire to celebrate?
00:06:12I hit my head and you couldn't find me, right?
00:06:15You were scared.
00:06:16We were drunk.
00:06:17We just committed a felony, so you left.
00:06:19No.
00:06:20No, no.
00:06:20I understand.
00:06:21I do.
00:06:23I needed you to be invited back, Gat.
00:06:25And here you are, so it's worth it to me.
00:06:27Katie, stop.
00:06:28We don't know how you got in the water.
00:06:30Okay, well...
00:06:30We told you the truth about that.
00:06:32Well, you know something that I don't...
00:06:33Just a little bit.
00:06:35And it's not like we can just straight up tell you.
00:06:37Every time people do, you just...
00:06:40Yeah, and then you forget anyways.
00:06:42Katie, we really want to help you.
00:06:44We do.
00:06:44It's just that that's not...
00:06:45It's like every time that I get close to the truth,
00:06:47this pain dragon crawls into my brain,
00:06:51and it shuts me down.
00:06:53But when we're just liars being liars,
00:06:55the dragon gets distracted.
00:07:00I have an idea.
00:07:05All right, ready?
00:07:07Mm-hmm.
00:07:07Just a familiar, non-triggering, peaceful activity.
00:07:11Choose your words carefully.
00:07:13I prefer dirty word scrabble to trigger trauma scrabble.
00:07:16Don't wake the dragon.
00:07:18Who's first?
00:07:26Back to the beginning
00:07:29You don't want the needle
00:07:33It's your white eyes
00:07:37Your white eyes
00:07:41You keep a secret
00:07:46With your first smile
00:07:50Cheers!
00:07:52Molotov cocktails
00:07:53From a summer of the Sinclair sisters empties
00:07:57Poetic.
00:07:58Kind of.
00:08:00I'll see you in a better world.
00:08:03I remember.
00:08:05You and I.
00:08:06In the kitchen.
00:08:08Right?
00:08:11See you in a better world.
00:08:15Okay.
00:08:17We got this.
00:08:18Hey.
00:08:20All right.
00:08:22No, no, no, no.
00:08:24Uh...
00:08:25Here's the gas.
00:08:26Thought it'd be easier to carry upstairs than the big red one.
00:08:29Genius.
00:08:31Midnight, yeah?
00:08:32Today, bro.
00:08:36It's ironic, isn't it, huh?
00:08:38The Boston Sentinel.
00:08:40The paper that started the Sinclair publishing empire.
00:08:44The thing that paid for this house is what will burn it down.
00:08:53And I know I spelled it right this time, so...
00:08:56Redemption.
00:08:57Or whatever.
00:09:03The plan was for you to start in the attic, right?
00:09:06Yeah.
00:09:09A lot of memories up there.
00:09:22I was so excited to torch my mother's childhood bedroom.
00:09:25She was the worst of them all.
00:09:27Chasing the money, coming for her sisters with the claws out.
00:09:31Honestly, that's the only reason why I agreed to the plan at all.
00:09:34I bet it felt good.
00:09:36It was just a guest bedroom.
00:09:37It's not like Grant kept a shrine to her teen magazines or expired nail polishes.
00:09:42Maybe she never even had that kind of mask.
00:09:45Maybe she was just always toxic positivity.
00:09:48Perfection.
00:09:49Anyways, Katie, I don't...
00:09:51Is this really even helping you at all right now?
00:09:53Yes. Yes.
00:09:53Okay.
00:09:54I think so.
00:09:58I remember some of it.
00:10:00The smell.
00:10:01I felt...
00:10:03High off of it.
00:10:07The gasoline.
00:10:10The adrenaline.
00:10:20I felt like a revolutionary.
00:10:27I tried talking to my mom, to Harris, but they didn't listen.
00:10:30So they deserved this.
00:10:32For not seeing Gat or Ed or anyone but Sinclair's.
00:10:46I had fallen in love with someone Harris Sinclair deemed unworthy.
00:10:51And I needed to cleanse his hate.
00:11:02I believed in my soul that if we tore it down, we'd be able to rebuild.
00:11:07A fresh start for all of us.
00:11:35Midnight.
00:11:36Midnight.
00:12:05The smoke.
00:12:08The smoke really stings, doesn't it?
00:12:12The smoke really stings, doesn't it?
00:12:18And I never realized...
00:12:23How loud fire can be?
00:12:44The dogs.
00:12:47No! No! I'm coming! I'm coming!
00:12:50My mom had given them their anxiety pills so they'd be quiet during dinner.
00:12:55No! No!
00:13:01No, no, no.
00:13:10No. Not at all.
00:13:13Please. No, please.
00:13:29No.
00:13:31No!
00:13:32No, no!
00:13:36No!
00:13:36Ah!
00:13:37Ah!
00:14:07We're gonna make it!
00:14:09We're gonna make it!
00:14:10Come on!
00:14:17Whoa!
00:14:19We're gonna make it!
00:14:25Whoa!
00:14:31Whoa!
00:14:33Whoa!
00:14:34Whoa!
00:14:34Whoa!
00:14:36Whoa!
00:14:51Once upon a time, a princess thought she could rid her kingdom of its ugliness.
00:14:56Drunk on spirits and folly, she roared in on her dragon and unleashed hell and fire.
00:15:02In her arrogance, she forgot the most important lesson of all.
00:15:07Revolution is bloody, and too often, it's the innocent who fall.
00:15:28Grandad.
00:15:28Oh.
00:15:31Oh.
00:15:31Caitlin's the first.
00:15:33Come, sit.
00:15:38We didn't do the annual Sandcastle contest this year, did we?
00:15:42Someone had to have reminded me.
00:15:46I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
00:15:54You've collected yourself, then, your memories.
00:16:01Well, I do miss them.
00:16:06At strange moments.
00:16:09Inconvenient ones always, it seems.
00:16:11And don't be sorry.
00:16:14And don't be sorry.
00:16:16You were heroic.
00:16:19A fine example.
00:16:21It's just that faulty wiring to blame and that gaspane.
00:16:29Hey.
00:16:32What do you think about me and the liars coming to New Claremont to have dinner with you tonight?
00:16:40All of us, I mean.
00:16:43Gat, too.
00:16:45I think it's important he knows he's welcome now.
00:16:59You're 18th birthday's coming.
00:17:06Yeah.
00:17:07Yeah.
00:17:07Three days.
00:17:08Hmm.
00:17:10Yeah.
00:17:10Yeah.
00:17:12Hard to keep track of in the summer.
00:17:14Isn't it?
00:17:16Yeah.
00:17:18I've, um, I've been hanging on to these.
00:17:23I'd rather not.
00:17:24Oh, no.
00:17:25It's your birthday gift.
00:17:26You just open it when you're ready.
00:17:30Thanks.
00:17:33Thanks.
00:18:08Thanks.
00:18:24Hey, Keith.
00:18:26What are you doing out here?
00:18:27Hey, we saw you talking to Harris.
00:18:28We thought we should check on you.
00:18:32I think he knows something
00:18:37Or everything
00:18:38And he gave me these
00:18:41The family noose of love
00:18:42How did those even survive the fire?
00:18:46Katie?
00:18:50We tried to warn you, okay?
00:18:52These aren't happy memories
00:18:54No
00:18:54Bet you're missing your amnesia right about now
00:18:56No!
00:18:58I need to know
00:19:00Where were you when they found me on the beach?
00:19:02And why didn't you call?
00:19:04Why didn't any of you call?
00:19:10Hey, Katie?
00:19:13You're okay
00:19:14Hey, Katie, need to calm down
00:19:16It's okay, she's fine
00:19:19No
00:19:30I'm strong
00:19:32Enough
00:19:33To know my own story
00:19:40Please
00:19:50Please
00:19:53Yes
00:19:59The plan was to meet at midnight
00:20:02I was there at 11.56
00:20:04I was ready
00:20:09I was ready
00:20:10I was ready, too
00:20:11I was about to light up my mom's old bedroom
00:20:14And then I found something
00:20:33My mom tried
00:20:35I don't know why she couldn't just say sorry
00:20:37But at least she was trying
00:20:41I suddenly felt so guilty
00:20:44But we had a plan
00:20:46Light a match and get out
00:21:11I admit, I got a little distracted
00:21:38I almost didn't hear the clock
00:21:40But I did
00:21:41I heard it in time
00:21:42I didn't even light up the mess that I made
00:21:46I just
00:21:47I got the hell out of there
00:21:53But the smoke
00:21:55Rose up the turret so fast
00:22:03The clock struck 12
00:22:04The fire had started
00:22:06You were supposed to come out
00:22:07Light the match
00:22:08And get out
00:22:16Fuck
00:22:45Fuck
00:22:59There was so much fire
00:23:01Maybe I got turned around
00:23:03I don't know
00:23:03Johnny!
00:23:08I couldn't wait
00:23:09I had to chase you, Cadence
00:23:17I searched everywhere
00:23:19I guess I searched too long
00:23:24Cadence!
00:23:28It was the newspapers, maybe
00:23:30Too much kindling
00:23:31Johnny!
00:23:34Johnny!
00:23:36Cadence!
00:23:37Too much accelerant
00:23:38Cadence!
00:23:40Cadence!
00:23:40Where are you?
00:23:42Where are you?
00:23:43We didn't even think about the gas line
00:23:44Cade!
00:23:48Cade!
00:23:50Cade!
00:23:51Cade!
00:23:54Cade!
00:24:05Cade!
00:24:11we all made mistakes and there were consequences
00:24:16turns out we really didn't know how to do arson
00:24:22you
00:24:23don't
00:24:23you
00:24:23don't
00:24:24you
00:24:28you
00:24:28you
00:24:29you
00:24:29you
00:24:29you
00:24:29you
00:24:32you
00:24:34you
00:24:34you
00:24:34you
00:24:34you
00:24:35you
00:24:45i was
00:24:48calling
00:24:51for
00:24:52the last
00:24:54time
00:25:12we've confirmed that jonathan sinclair dennis miren sinclair sheffield and gatwet batille perished in the recent house fire near martha's
00:25:21vineyard the home of harris sinclair and the late mrs tipper tassel
00:25:24Sinclair burned to the ground before the fire department arrived I'm fine mom relax
00:25:32why didn't you call that night fucked me up as well all right that's why I can't
00:25:37fucking talk about it how well don't complain when I'm trying to make you
00:25:41pretty she's already pretty
00:25:47is this Johnny's phone
00:25:53mom why do you have my phone mom just leave it alone mom please just give it back
00:25:58yeah my parents took my phone the screens make my migraines worse
00:26:04nothing that I find out will change the way I feel about you guys
00:26:17Katie tell me a ghost story I'm fresh out ask Mirren hilarious
00:26:39hey
00:26:52Hayden's
00:27:31Hayden's
00:27:50Hayden's
00:27:51Don't open it until your birthday next week, okay?
00:28:06Katie, I wore these beads close to my heart all summer.
00:28:10I love you from God.
00:28:28Hi, holding up.
00:28:31I feel like my heart is bleeding through my shirt all the time.
00:28:39Well, that is normal.
00:28:41Sadness is always, uh, seeping.
00:28:48And your migraines?
00:28:53Um, I, I think I was taking too many pills.
00:29:00It's been hard not to take them.
00:29:03I think I might need some help not taking them anymore.
00:29:10Thank you for telling me.
00:29:12And I'm gonna call the doctor.
00:29:15And your dad.
00:29:17And we are gonna get you all the help you need in Vermont.
00:29:20Whatever happened to all ailments can be cured by salt air and outdoor exercise?
00:29:28Turns out that law doesn't apply to losing the great loves of your life.
00:29:33Trust me, I, I checked the rule book over and over.
00:29:42You're not talking about dad, are you?
00:29:46No.
00:29:49There was someone else.
00:29:51Uh, for a long time.
00:30:00And I still blamed your father for leaving.
00:30:04Because I wouldn't have.
00:30:08It is not what Sinclairs do.
00:30:15I, I hope that you don't hate me.
00:30:20For letting you blame him too.
00:30:25I think I was afraid that if you had the option, you wouldn't choose this.
00:30:30Um.
00:30:33Choose, uh, me.
00:30:39You should know that you do have a choice.
00:30:43I know.
00:30:44Being a Sinclair is not easy.
00:30:46But I would imagine not being a Sinclair is much, much harder.
00:30:53But the choice is yours to make.
00:31:11Oh, yes.
00:31:25How do you feel?
00:31:27Yes, Peter.
00:31:31You say it's real
00:31:34Cause I don't wanna leave
00:31:38I don't wanna wake up
00:31:40I just want the last touch
00:31:42And I won't feel it all again
00:31:51Hi
00:31:52Yo
00:31:54Where have you been?
00:31:56Well
00:31:59A tennis championship
00:32:00Actually I won
00:32:01Yeah and then celebrated on the party boat
00:32:04And then that led to an orgy
00:32:07Which I also won
00:32:11And yeah that's where I've been
00:32:13Hey I mean it
00:32:15Where were you?
00:32:17Before you showed up here just now
00:32:20Um
00:32:22Sleeping
00:32:23Kind of
00:32:25It's like a soft nothing
00:32:27In a way
00:32:29And then uh
00:32:31Pull
00:32:33And then I'm here
00:32:34I thought I'd never see you again
00:32:36You thought we might be figments of your fucked up traumatized weird imagination
00:32:42Why would you imagine dickhead version of me
00:32:45Who wouldn't say goodbye?
00:32:47Right
00:32:47Because you've never been a dickhead
00:32:52No
00:32:57Look um
00:33:00I'm sorry about this summer
00:33:03I just wanted your memories back
00:33:06Just to feel better and I fought so hard
00:33:09I didn't want you to remember
00:33:10Because I thought that when you did
00:33:12I might go somewhere that isn't such a soft nothing
00:33:18You can't believe in hell
00:33:19I mean that's just like a made up threat
00:33:22There's gotta be
00:33:23Some sort of punishment
00:33:24For having everything that I had
00:33:26And doing nothing good with it
00:33:30I'm sorry I lied
00:33:31I just
00:33:33I don't want to burn again
00:33:38Johnny
00:33:41If hell is real
00:33:44I'm fucked too
00:33:49You are gonna do a million good things with your life Katie
00:33:53You feel so bad about that night
00:33:55That you're gonna spend the rest of your life doing amazing things
00:33:59So amazing that I'll have to build a new tear in heaven for you
00:34:03Any heaven waiting for me
00:34:06Would have you in it
00:34:15And beautiful it is
00:34:21To even exist
00:34:25I couldn't help but ask
00:34:28You to say it all again
00:34:31That the universe was made
00:34:34Just to be seen by my eye
00:34:38I'd give anything to hear
00:34:41You see he's slipping
00:34:43The legendary hair of Sinclair
00:34:47Wore two nest matching shoes
00:34:49To dinner tonight
00:34:51I hate it when things are funny and sad at the same time
00:34:55I know but like you don't have to rub it in
00:34:58Like that's offensive
00:34:59It's rude
00:35:01128
00:35:01128
00:35:02I win
00:35:04Okay you didn't have to underline blast that many times
00:35:07But you lost
00:35:08You wanna play?
00:35:10Maybe later
00:35:14Hey
00:35:16You guys okay?
00:35:21It's too quiet here now
00:35:25Yeah
00:35:28I'm over Scrabble
00:35:29I'm gonna swim
00:35:30Same
00:35:32Race ya
00:35:33No fair
00:35:34I'm winning
00:35:35You've got a head start
00:35:37I'm winning
00:35:49I wish I'd been a little kinder to them
00:35:55Littles
00:35:56They always wanted me to teach them how to braid their hair
00:36:01Make friendship bracelets
00:36:10I'd never even talk to them unless I had to
00:36:13Maren
00:36:17Let me be the one to regret
00:36:21You should be light as air
00:36:26You should be a fucking sunbeam
00:36:30Turns out I suck at being a ghost
00:36:36I wanted to be excellent at it
00:36:39I wanted to be excellent at everything
00:36:41At my art
00:36:42Sex
00:36:43Grades
00:36:43At being best and Claire's daughter
00:36:50Maybe that's where it all went wrong
00:36:52Between us
00:36:53You know maybe if we just let each other be messy
00:36:56Sometimes we could have actually seen each other
00:36:58You know
00:37:12I don't think anyone ever really saw me
00:37:21You know no one ever will
00:37:24I mean
00:37:25No
00:37:25Look at me
00:37:30Liars are you married
00:37:34And I'll see you
00:37:37For the rest of my life
00:37:40I'm so tired Katie
00:37:48I'm so tired
00:38:00Katie
00:38:05You'll come
00:38:29Thank you for the gift
00:38:30But I don't want these
00:38:33You should give them to someone who actually wants them
00:38:35Nonsets
00:38:37Who else?
00:38:39You were the first Sinclair granddaughter
00:38:43I don't want to be that
00:38:46The heir
00:38:48All right then
00:38:52Who will you be?
00:38:57Well perhaps you could be an entitled child
00:39:01With a crush
00:39:04Who got mad at her family
00:39:07And committed arson
00:39:08Animal cruelty
00:39:09And involuntary manslaughter
00:39:13Now you do love a story
00:39:16You get that from Tip of course
00:39:19What a fondness for fairy tale endings
00:39:22But I too know of heroes and villains
00:39:26Plot twists and tropes
00:39:28But most importantly
00:39:29I know how to sell a story
00:39:33Certainly to your aunts
00:39:35And your mother
00:39:38What a poor littles
00:39:39Who've lost Johnny
00:39:40And Mirren
00:39:42Yes it was an errant spark
00:39:44It was an ignorant worker
00:39:46Who had properly
00:39:48Stored the fuel
00:39:50It was a cruel turn of the wind
00:39:54And you nearly died
00:39:55Risking yourself
00:39:57An attempt to save the others
00:39:59Like any good Sinclair would
00:40:03Now me
00:40:04I would tell that story
00:40:08When the reporter comes on Saturday
00:40:10You keep that in mind
00:40:12The reporter?
00:40:14On Beachwood?
00:40:15Oh
00:40:15Another Time magazine cover
00:40:18I'd like to put an end
00:40:20To the nattering
00:40:20About a family curse
00:40:22My last significant profile
00:40:25I've decided to retire
00:40:27From public life
00:40:28In my prime
00:40:32So
00:40:34It is time
00:40:37That I pass the baton
00:40:39To a worthy new face
00:40:42Of the family
00:40:49You won't wear those
00:41:02It's early
00:41:04It's one year ago today
00:41:07I know
00:41:08A year
00:41:12The Sounds Edge gallery
00:41:14Agreed to display Mirren's art
00:41:18Oh
00:41:19I should have loved that
00:41:21They were very eager
00:41:24I just
00:41:27I hope when people look at it
00:41:29They see her
00:41:35I want to make sure that
00:41:37She's seen as more than just a tragedy
00:42:07That's a really nice thing that you did
00:42:09For her
00:42:13It's too late to do things for her
00:42:15So
00:42:20I thought I needed exactly what mom had
00:42:23I wanted the husband from the good family
00:42:27Beautiful home
00:42:28Three daughters
00:42:29And I would daydream about
00:42:31What I would name them
00:42:33And how I would dress them
00:42:34And how I would raise them to be
00:42:37Just so perfect
00:42:40And then I
00:42:41I think I was just so busy
00:42:44Adjusting them
00:42:45That
00:42:47I forgot to just love them
00:42:52Mirren knew
00:42:53That you loved her
00:43:01She did
00:43:07Sometimes I think losing them was for punishment
00:43:12Like that one tiny ember was sent from God
00:43:15Or the universe or Beachwood Island
00:43:20Punishment for what?
00:43:24For what we did
00:43:26In summer 16
00:43:30The summer
00:43:32The summer I was 16
00:43:36Then I think if it was our punishment
00:43:39A penny wouldn't have been spared
00:43:42Right?
00:43:47Yeah
00:43:48Yeah
00:44:10What are we doing next?
00:44:12Oh, come on.
00:44:18Come on!
00:44:26Are you real?
00:44:28I think so.
00:44:31No, it is.
00:44:32I'm Kat.
00:44:42She's trying to escape the noise.
00:44:45Tak, you're it.
00:44:48You were someone I knew back then.
00:44:53I trusted you.
00:44:55But now we make a different choice.
00:45:02It looks like we forgot
00:45:06Who the hell we are
00:45:08If I had my chance again
00:45:12I'd still leave you in disguise
00:45:16I wanna see it make you hurt
00:45:19In the same way I know it does
00:45:22If I had my chance again
00:45:26I'd be in my eyes
00:45:29I knew you'd chase me.
00:45:35Always.
00:45:37Are you real?
00:45:39I don't know.
00:45:42I really don't know.
00:45:51Lovely.
00:45:52American royalty.
00:45:53Truly.
00:45:54Nice of Brody to join us today, Bess.
00:45:58Loss really showed us how strong our marriage truly is.
00:46:01Uh-huh.
00:46:02Do you mind standing in birth order?
00:46:03It's a condition of Dad bailing him out financially.
00:46:08A united, stable front.
00:46:11In the wake of it all.
00:46:12So you're trapped.
00:46:14Mm-hmm.
00:46:15Oh my God, some things never change.
00:46:18Oh, some things do though.
00:46:23Hey!
00:46:25Oh, there he is.
00:46:34Hey, come on, we should, uh, we should get you in the photo too.
00:46:38Uh, no.
00:46:39I'm alright, Harris.
00:46:40First, avoid the scrutiny.
00:46:43Uh, are we expecting Cadence?
00:46:45She'll, uh, she'll be around.
00:46:49Should we go get her?
00:46:51No.
00:46:52It's our choice.
00:46:57I wanted to believe we were helping you.
00:47:00Keeping the secret.
00:47:02I know now it was selfish.
00:47:06I just wanted one more summer.
00:47:10I didn't want to make you sicker.
00:47:13But I couldn't stop wanting you.
00:47:18Even when everything else about me felt like it was fading,
00:47:21I still loved you as much as ever.
00:47:25Well, there's something you don't know.
00:47:29That might make you love me less.
00:47:36Right before midnight, I looked out and saw you at the boat.
00:47:43I should have waited, but...
00:47:45It took too long.
00:47:47I was downstairs.
00:47:50I could have gotten out.
00:47:52While the clock was still chiming.
00:47:55But...
00:47:57I was looking at the family photo.
00:48:00The black pearls.
00:48:02The ones the moms were so obsessed with our whole lives.
00:48:06They obsessed over them.
00:48:08Who got to wear them at Christmas, at Easter.
00:48:11Who was the best?
00:48:12Who was the most loved.
00:48:15And I wanted them.
00:48:18I can't even explain why.
00:48:22That's why you were inside, Gat.
00:48:25That's why you died.
00:48:39It was all...
00:48:41my...
00:48:43fault.
00:48:43It's our fault.
00:48:44No.
00:48:45No, I'm the one who got impatient and didn't follow the plan.
00:48:48I was as involved as you, Katie.
00:48:51Truth is,
00:48:52I've burnt that place down to the ground a million times in my mind already.
00:48:58I don't blame you.
00:49:02Harris wants me to keep up the big, Sinclair lie.
00:49:07Like...
00:49:08I'm a hero.
00:49:10I don't want to be that kind of liar.
00:49:13But what about...
00:49:17the moms...
00:49:18and the littles?
00:49:21Your mom?
00:49:24Ed?
00:49:27I mean, they all think it was an accident.
00:49:31How will they move on if they know we meant it?
00:49:34Maybe it's okay...
00:49:35to let them pretend then.
00:49:38Look,
00:49:39you know the truth now.
00:49:40So you get to decide the rest of your story.
00:49:42That's it. That's what matters.
00:49:50Besides...
00:49:51some...
00:49:52fairy tales aren't so bad.
00:49:56I've been telling myself one all summer.
00:50:01You mean the one...
00:50:04where you and I become...
00:50:06king and queen of Beechwood Island?
00:50:11No.
00:50:16Where you and I pack up and leave the mythical land where it's always summer.
00:50:21Out in the real world...
00:50:24It gets cold.
00:50:27The-the radiator in our shitty college apartment makes so much noise all night.
00:50:33You write for the lit magazine.
00:50:35I get a tattoo you pretend to hate.
00:50:38My mom comes to visit us and teaches us how to make poha.
00:50:46We fight over who forgot to get rid of the...
00:50:50the dryer lint.
00:50:56One semester we have to do long distance and...
00:51:00we write each other letters.
00:51:03Real ones in the mail.
00:51:10When we're back in our shitty apartment...
00:51:14I start to save up to buy you a ring.
00:51:17Even though you tell me you don't need one.
00:51:19You don't need one...
00:51:25You don't need one...
00:51:26You don't need one...
00:51:27That's what you're ever after.
00:51:28You don't need one...
00:51:31In a better world.
00:51:35In a better world.
00:51:48In a better world.
00:52:13Come on, one last time.
00:52:40Come on, one last time.
00:53:18Come on, one last time.
00:53:25All this really is all about, all about celebrating family.
00:53:30That's it.
00:53:30Well, there she is.
00:53:34Caden's the first.
00:53:59Ed.
00:54:06Hey.
00:54:09I'm so glad you're here.
00:54:13I'm glad you all did.
00:54:26Caden's.
00:54:33I would like to introduce you to this young lady.
00:54:36She's gonna ask you a few questions.
00:54:40What kind of questions?
00:54:41Oh.
00:54:42Well, it's a piece about your grandfather as the patriarch,
00:54:46but really about your family's strength of character.
00:54:59I don't think I can help you with that.
00:55:03Caden's.
00:55:15I'm just really not into fairy tales anymore.
00:55:25Oh.
00:55:42Oh.
00:55:45Oh.
00:55:46Oh.
00:55:47Oh.
00:55:54Oh.
00:56:04Oh.
00:56:05Oh.
00:56:07Oh.
00:56:08Oh.
00:56:29Oh.
00:56:31Oh.
00:56:36Oh.
00:56:49Oh.
00:56:54Oh.
00:56:58Oh.
00:57:00Oh.
00:57:00Oh.
00:57:00Yeah, okay.
00:57:00Yeah, okay.
00:57:04Okay.
00:57:05Come on, Wolf.
00:57:07You got that?
00:57:28I thought you'd left.
00:57:31I don't think I can.
00:57:41I don't think I can.
00:57:47Early evening sun
00:57:49Glistens in ash upon the sand
00:57:58The secret came undone
00:58:01Sent the summer slipping through my hands
00:58:06The story goes
00:58:12When you know, you know
00:58:16Time will tell, yes it will
00:58:20Tell me everything
00:58:22Time will tell, has to spell
00:58:26When you spell sleep
00:58:28Time will tell, yes it will
00:58:31Tell me everything I know
00:58:35Time will tell, but I won't know
00:58:58Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:00Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:03Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:11Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:12Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:13Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:14Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:15Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:15Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:15Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:15Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:16Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:16Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:16Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:17Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:17Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:18Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:18Time will tell, yes it will
00:59:19Time will tell, yes it will tell, yes it will
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