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00:52I don't know if Robert even remembers it by now, but I met him first.
01:00That night, all those years ago, leaning against the kitchen cabinets wasted on cheap beer, I made him laugh, and
01:09it was so spontaneous and natural.
01:15I knew he felt it, too.
01:18But then she walked over, and I introduced them.
01:22Robert, this is Nancy.
01:40What is it?
01:46Oh, my God.
02:05Oh, my God.
02:14Oh, my God.
02:43like her. It's Nancy obviously, but it doesn't look like her. I defended David. I really thought
02:54this didn't make any sense. It doesn't. Everyone gets to see this now and think whatever they
03:02want before I've even had a chance to. I know, but I hope you know that whatever it is that
03:11you are feeling, you can tell me. It's bad enough to imagine someone else seeing that. I thought
03:27that when they had the guy in custody, there'd be some sense of relief. There's none.
03:43Do you feel any? No, not really. Despite all that, I still love her. If anything, get her
03:59back. Is that crazy, am I? No. No, it's not crazy.
04:26Hey. Thank you for coming with me today. It was nice being somewhere important to her.
04:34But if it was just for a little bit.
04:55Oh, shit. Hey. Well, I came to confront you about leaving me all red, but wow.
05:08I'm sorry. You know, if you had other plans, you could have just told me. I had previous plans
05:12to go to the valet with a friend, and I'm, my phone was on silent.
05:16You know, it feels like you don't take me seriously.
05:19I thought we both understood that I am not interested in serious, Jay.
05:23That's not what I meant. What I meant was you don't respect me, like, as a person.
05:28I do. Jay, this is not an easy time for me right now.
05:33It's not really even about tonight, though, right? I mean, after the St. Patrick's Day party,
05:37you come over two hours after you said you would? The night your friend died? I mean,
05:41you text me at 9 p.m., you show up at 1? What is that about?
05:44No, it was just after 10.
05:46No, it was definitely later than that.
05:47No, it wasn't.
05:48Hell, I stayed up.
05:52We should not be talking about this in the street. I think we should go upstairs.
05:57I think we should open a bottle of wine and maybe try to talk about this like adults. Yeah?
06:05You said wine.
06:06Oh, it's the wine that got you, not the adult part?
06:09Ah.
06:20I think we should open a bottle of wine, but it's the wine that's a full hour.
06:25Oh, God.
06:26I don't know.
06:26Oh, God.
06:26Oh, God.
06:26Yeah, he's a good, man.
06:27Yeah, he's a good man.
06:28Oh, God.
06:29Oh, God.
06:29Oh, God.
06:32Oh, God.
06:35Oh, God.
06:49Ah!
07:02Ah!
07:04Ah!
07:05Ah!
07:05Y'all calling me crazy
07:06When I've been been ballin' all day like Brady
07:09Long hair this wavy
07:10And I've been been shoppin' all day, no Macy
07:12I fell first lady
07:14You again can't date me, look at your savings
07:16You still waiting, still pullin' out Daisy
07:19Tellin' no daydreams
07:20Like Daisy, got a bull crazy
07:22Like Daisy, got a bull crazy
07:24Like Daisy, got a bull crazy
07:25Like Daisy, got a bull crazy
07:25Like Daisy, got a bull crazy
07:25Like Daisy, got a bull crazy
07:26Like Daisy, got a bull crazy
07:34Hey
07:35No milk, no sugar
07:36Just coffee, grounds, and hot water
07:39Your favorite
07:40Thank you
07:40Yeah
07:43You're gonna be late for work
07:44You know, I think my boss will understand
07:48Oh, wow
07:49You know, I didn't know you were into fishing
07:52Are you?
07:53I'm not
07:56Okay, well, if you wanna learn
07:58I know there's a great spot at Lake Gregory
07:59Shay, you should really get to the office
08:02Yeah, no, I
08:03I should
08:04Let me do that
08:06I'll see you there
08:07Yeah
08:21I call chocolate
08:23I'm one of the chocolate orange
08:24Too bad, I'm too bad
08:26I'm sorry, sweetheart
08:27I have to honor the dips
08:29Backpack's on in 20 minutes, girls
08:31What do you say to Aunt Ellie?
08:33Thank you, Aunt Ellie
08:34Welcome
08:35Is it too much sugar?
08:36There's no such thing
08:38Well, sure, I'm not there
08:39So what were you gonna tell me about the ballet?
08:42Okay, so what?
08:43I'm just not allowed to use the car anymore?
08:44This is what happens, Marcus
08:45When you sit in my car and vape in secret
08:47It's gonna keep doing this
08:48Hey, guys
08:48Hey, oh
08:49Hey, oh, my God
08:50Hey, hey, Mom
08:50Could you tell me to cut me some slack?
08:52I'm just trying to ask for a jump
08:53Sweetie, why don't you go outside
08:53Let's find the jumper cables
08:54Come on
08:55I am so sorry about all of this
08:57I promise
08:57You will have my full attention
08:59Let me just make some room
09:02Oh, God
09:03I'm so sorry
09:04Oh, no, no, it's okay
09:04I'll get it, I'll get it
09:05Ellie, let me get that
09:11What is this?
09:12It's nothing
09:13Nothing?
09:14It's a police report
09:18They're public records
09:20Yes, but why do you have them?
09:22Because something doesn't feel right
09:24I know David was arrested
09:26But he was arrested for robbery
09:27Not murder
09:28Because of some random informant's testimony
09:31I mean, come on
09:32It's sketchy
09:33The news is trying to connect it to Nancy
09:36And it's not
09:37So you're investing a lot of time on this
09:41Don't do that
09:42Don't make me sound like I'm fragile
09:46I get enough of that around here
09:48Okay
10:00Oh, thank you
10:01I just couldn't get myself to do it
10:05I get it
10:06I keep staring at old text messages from her that I can't delete
10:10Yeah
10:12Was this your breakfast?
10:14I haven't had much of an appetite
10:16Something else going on?
10:19It's just, I don't want to bother you with it on top of everything else
10:22What is it?
10:26Kit asked me today what I'm doing for Cora's birthday this week
10:31I totally forgot about
10:32So now I'm trying to figure out this DJ for some silent disco
10:36That I have no idea if she's even into
10:37And I'm googling 17-year-old girl birthday party
10:40Careful
10:41You don't want to end up on a list
10:44Thanks
10:44Now I feel like an idiot and a pervert
10:50What kind of father forgets his own daughter's birthday?
10:54I can't believe it
10:55One married to Nancy?
10:57Yeah
10:57You've never had to think about any of this
10:59Yeah, but I want to at least try
11:01You know, it's the first birthday after
11:08Nancy always made it magical
11:10I'm not going to give a speech, I swear
11:1316 years ago, the greatest gift came into my life
11:16And today we get to celebrate her
11:20So without further ado
11:21The birthday girl
11:23My baby girl, Cora
11:25Is it your birthday girl?
11:27Cause you looking like a present
11:29Is it your birthday girl?
11:32Ooh
11:34It's on me, ladies
11:35Gonna get it if you want it
11:36It's free, ladies
11:37Feel good when you're rolling with me, don't it?
11:39We here, we just had to believe on it
11:41So glad we never worried about the shit they say
11:45My biggest chances at my turn to say
11:48I'm starting from the bottom
11:49I'm in my house
11:51Love y'all so, you so much
11:56I just don't want to fuck it up
11:59I could help
12:02I mean, I've been to my fair share of Nancy festivities
12:05I think I could try to figure it out
12:07And it's not too much?
12:09It's Cora
12:10What's too much?
12:11There is no too much
12:12Oh, thank you
12:14Yeah, okay
12:17Just send me what you have so far, okay?
12:19Yeah, okay
12:26Detective Gans
12:27Are you looking to buy in this neighborhood?
12:30Not with what they pay me, sadly
12:33She's beautiful
12:34Thank you
12:35Incredible lines
12:37Not many people would custom paint a vintage 450 SL, though
12:42Then again, if money is no object
12:44What does it matter if you devalue a classic in mint condition?
12:49To each his own
12:51Yeah
12:52Have a good day
12:53Actually, if you don't mind
12:58I'm sure you've seen this picture
12:59Yeah, it's all over the news
13:01Yeah
13:02I have studied this picture a lot
13:04And what I can't get over
13:07Is the look on Mrs. Hennessey's face
13:11Right?
13:11She looks relaxed
13:13Not a bit out of place
13:15But it doesn't track
13:16What does a Pasadena socialite have in common with this crowd?
13:21She wasn't always a socialite
13:24She had a life before Robert
13:26What kind of life?
13:28A tough one
13:29Alcoholic mother
13:31Abusive stepfather
13:33Trailer park
13:34It was not easy
13:36Yeah, yeah
13:37Now we looked into her history
13:40It kind of makes this even more peculiar
13:42Why will a woman like that?
13:45What does she have in common with Robert and his family?
13:50Or with you?
13:52Is my friendship under investigation?
13:56No
13:57It is not
13:59Is the robbery charge just bullshit?
14:01I feel like you wouldn't be asking me all this
14:03If you had a real case against David
14:06Are you looking into someone else?
14:10Thank you for your time
14:50Blow down your window!
14:55You have no right to be following me
14:57This is harassment
14:58I want your name
14:59And your badge number
15:00I'm not a cop
15:03I look for Donovan
15:12Have you ever been to a war zone?
15:15A loss of life
15:16Changes you
15:17So I had them apply for asylum
15:20Pulling some of those governmental strings we talked about
15:23And long story short
15:25They now have a thriving dental practice
15:29Their daughter just graduated from Vassar last year
15:32And that's incredible
15:34But when your heart is speaking to you
15:37You ought to listen
15:39Ladies, if you'll excuse me
15:41I have just a little business to tend to
15:43But I'll see you at the pool
15:44A little later
15:49That's cute
15:49You use my stories to pick up women?
15:53It's a good story
15:54And mom and I do fund your little charity thing
15:57So it's also my story
15:58Little charity thing?
16:01Thanks, Donnie
16:02The daughter went to Ohio State, by the way
16:04Vassar sounded better
16:06Wow
16:07So, my guy Winston said you can sprint
16:10Yeah, when I'm compelled to
16:11In some families, when somebody's friend dies
16:15They buy them flowers or a basket
16:17Or even offer a hug
16:19Can't relate
16:20They say it's the curse of the well-bred
16:22And the wealthy
16:24Okay
16:24Not enough hugs
16:26Too much emotional sublimation
16:27Right
16:28Since your man, Winston, is done stalking me
16:31And you can see that I'm very safe
16:32Very sound
16:34Maybe you guys go home
16:38I would love to
16:39Mm-hmm
16:40I have better things to do than babysit you
16:42But
16:42But
16:42When tragedy strikes, you do have a tendency to get unpredictable
16:47That's not fair
16:48No?
16:49No
16:50When dad died
16:51Don't, no, don't do that
16:52Do not bring him into this
16:54I was in a very different place back then
17:00Seriously?
17:01If I had confronted you without evidence, you would have denied it
17:03This is two old friends grieving
17:05These look like pretty big smiles for grieving
17:07We are
17:07Honoring the passion of somebody we loved
17:12You and I both know you love to fix a broken toy
17:16Especially a certain nice Caucasian one
17:18What?
17:19Maybe you'd join the BSU or some black sorority
17:21Here we go
17:22You'd be with a Jamal or a Terrell
17:23I cannot
17:24Instead of stuck on you-know-heat
17:25You're an ass
17:27Why don't you just admit
17:29That you have a blind spot when it comes to Robert
17:32And you always have
17:34Are you done?
17:36Stop fucking following me
17:38Man
17:39All right
17:45Sometimes to be terrified
17:48It's a beach
17:50All right
18:00You can't wait
18:03I don't know
18:03I don't know
18:03I know
18:07If I need you
18:47I had a warrant.
18:50A warrant for what?
18:52Some of the messy things are financial records.
18:56They wanted to see if I stood to gain anything from having my wife killed.
19:00Oh, my God.
19:01They took my laptop.
19:03I was going to call Kit, but she would have called my father,
19:05and he would have turned this into a whole shit storm.
19:10I think they're just doing their due diligence, Robert.
19:12They're not going to find anything.
19:13Of course not.
19:14I wasn't implying that I was saying that.
19:17I'm sorry.
19:18It's just this whole thing is just maybe this isn't the best time to throw a birthday party.
19:29I disagree.
19:31I think we have to keep on living.
19:34Do you know?
19:36Cora deserves some normalcy.
19:38As do you.
19:41And I think it's what Nancy would have wanted.
19:53So, if we are going to add someone to the team in Liberia, my vote would be Chelsea.
19:59Has she volunteered?
20:01Uh, no.
20:02No, but she's still on some initiative.
20:04She just has great local connections I think might help us.
20:09Elle?
20:11Elle?
20:13Yes, I'm sorry.
20:15Yeah, it's all good.
20:16Um, I can reach out to her, though, if you'd like me to.
20:19Sure.
20:20Um, hey, Jay.
20:23This isn't going to happen, but the police investigation is getting kind of complicated.
20:29So, if someone were to ask you about me...
20:36I know.
20:37I got it.
20:38I won't say anything, okay?
20:40No, you can.
20:41Again, you can tell them that I was at your place.
20:48I thought we were going to scream.
20:50We are.
20:51But, you know, if somebody asks, then we want to be helpful.
20:55Ellie?
20:56Yes.
20:56Do you have a second?
20:58Yes, of course.
20:59Can you give me a second?
21:01Sorry.
21:01Oh, yeah.
21:02Oh, of course.
21:05What's up?
21:06You okay?
21:07It's my mom.
21:09Someone has to pick her up from the police station.
21:11What?
21:11What do you mean?
21:27I've contacted an attorney.
21:29He's on his way.
21:29She is not going to answer any questions until he gets here.
21:32We're not arresting her.
21:33I just need someone to take her off our hands.
21:36I don't understand.
21:37I found out that your friend has been harassing my officers.
21:41What?
21:41Last week alone, she submitted 20 public records requests, and today she crossed a line.
21:48Next time, handcuffs.
21:57What the hell did you do?
21:58It doesn't matter.
21:59No, actually, it matters.
22:01A lot.
22:02I may have used the C word.
22:04What?
22:05While throwing a stapler.
22:06Oh, my God.
22:07At a wall.
22:08Okay.
22:09Out of person.
22:10Are you okay?
22:11Look, they wasted all of this time on this Daveed thing, and meanwhile, they won't look at any of my
22:17leads.
22:17I circled every single David in our college yearbooks.
22:21I found every David that she follows on social media.
22:23I even found a William David who owns a flower shop in Texas, and she liked his post on Pinterest,
22:29and I just, I know it sounds crazy, but I don't know how to...
22:31Do not be mad at me for asking this.
22:33What?
22:34Are you taking the...
22:36No, Elle.
22:37Come on.
22:37I haven't taken more than an aspirin in six months.
22:39Okay?
22:40Okay.
22:43I'm sorry I can't let this go.
22:47But she told you, Elle.
22:50She shut me out, and you got to hear things.
22:54And now I never will.
22:56She shut me out, too.
22:58There's so much shit I don't know.
23:01I wish I could just distract myself like you can.
23:06With work and Robert.
23:10I think tonight we should just have a very relaxed evening, okay?
23:15I'm going to get some takeout.
23:16I'm going to bring it over for you and the kids and Howard.
23:18We're just going to chillax.
23:21Okay?
23:22Okay.
23:22Okay.
23:23I didn't realize anyone said that anymore.
23:25Yeah, I do.
23:26Well, chillax.
23:48Hey, I just came to...
23:50Dro...
23:50Robert?
23:52Hey.
23:54Robert!
23:58Hey.
24:00Hey.
24:01That looked cathartic.
24:04Yeah.
24:06Whenever I want a drink, I'm not going to hit some balls instead.
24:10How long have you been out here?
24:12Uh, well, I guess I really wanted a drink.
24:18Everything okay?
24:19Have you heard from the police?
24:21They dropped off a few of Nasty's boxes, but aside from that, nothing.
24:25I did hear from your brother, though.
24:27Are you joking?
24:30I was pretty shocked he called me.
24:32It's been so many years.
24:33Well, and what did he want?
24:36Offer his condolences.
24:38Right.
24:39The guy never liked me.
24:41Oh, come on.
24:42Did I ever tell you what he said to me?
24:44No.
24:45It was on that fishing trip with your dad, freshman year on spring break.
24:49Yeah?
24:50About an hour after we arrived, Donovan cornered me and told me that you were strictly off limits,
24:56romantically speaking.
24:58Why would he do that?
25:00I'm sure he was just doing the big brother thing.
25:03I wouldn't hold it against him.
25:04I'm going to come up in the shower.
25:06Are you sticking around?
25:08I'm not sure.
25:09Okay.
25:24What decade do you think we're living in?
25:28I've been out in the sun a while.
25:29You're going to have to give me a second.
25:30Do you think this is the dark ages where you get to decide who I date and who I don't
25:35date?
25:35Because despite what you and our mother believe, I am an adult.
25:40I'm an adult.
25:41I'm somebody who people look up to and rely on.
25:44I make responsible decisions about what I want and what I do.
25:48Okay.
25:50Why don't you have a seat?
25:52Tell me what we're so worked up about today.
25:55You called Robert?
25:58That was fast.
26:00You two talk a lot, huh?
26:02He told me what you said.
26:04Back then when you first met him, that you forbade him from dating me.
26:09That's a deep cut.
26:11Do you want to tell me why?
26:13Come on, E, we both know why.
26:14No, I really don't.
26:15I think I might need to hear you say it.
26:18All right.
26:21I see it.
26:24You're both smart, sensitive, like-minded people in a vacuum.
26:31If the rest of the world doesn't exist, you're the perfect interracial cannonball.
26:38But because the world doesn't...
26:40But not the world.
26:41It's family.
26:43No, you don't know anything about his family.
26:45The Hennesseys are old money, bone-deep entitlement.
26:49They think accountability's a myth.
26:52Ethics are a joke.
26:53Who do you think pulled the strings to get David arrested?
26:56That is a classic Hennessey move right there.
26:59Closing ranks to protect their own.
27:01No, you sound ridiculous right now.
27:04Robert did not kill Nancy.
27:07She had a lover.
27:08His name was David.
27:09And David killed her.
27:10So maybe Robert found out about David.
27:13He didn't know about David.
27:14He didn't even know about the affair until I told him.
27:16And by the time I told him, Nancy was already dead.
27:19Wait a second, you...
27:22You told Robert that his wife was stepping out on him?
27:27Yes.
27:28Because he was worried he was going to call the police and I wanted to help.
27:32It seems like all you do lately is help Robert.
27:38He wanted to be his backup plan.
27:40You have no idea what you are talking about.
27:44Oh, no?
27:45No.
27:58I can't believe Mommy went to jail.
28:00I didn't.
28:01I was practicing civil disobedience, which we all have a right to do.
28:09But I'm sorry that I scared you guys.
28:11I wasn't scared.
28:12Oh, okay.
28:13Dad was.
28:19Hey, I'm still working on that.
28:21I think we're done here.
28:22That is, unless anyone wants to help me clean up.
28:24Not it.
28:25Not it.
28:25Hey, hey, no, no, no.
28:26Get, Junie, get back here.
28:28I'll help.
28:29I'll help.
28:32They were scared.
28:34They don't want to say it, but they were.
28:35You just left with no explanation, and then we get a call from the cops?
28:42I know she meant a lot to you.
28:45But so does your family.
28:49They're still here.
28:50They need you.
28:51We need you.
28:52I don't know how to let it go, okay?
28:58Thank you, Eleanor, for the help and the noodles.
29:03No problem.
29:17He has a right to be concerned.
29:19I know, I know.
29:20Um, okay, so I need you to keep an open mind.
29:26About what?
29:27I found an address for Daveed.
29:32No.
29:33Aren't you sick of them thinking that we don't deserve answers because we're just her friends?
29:39Of course I am.
29:39He painted her.
29:40He partied with her.
29:42He may know something about what happened.
29:44And we can't just interfere with the investigation.
29:51She doesn't talk back.
29:54Who?
29:56There's this grief counselor on YouTube.
30:01And she suggests that you talk to your deceased loved ones.
30:07So I've been trying that.
30:09You know, when people aren't in the house or asleep so they don't think I'm crazy.
30:15And I just talk to her.
30:17I tell her, you know, how Artie just lost another tooth and how Howard may have a lead on a
30:23new job.
30:24And she doesn't answer.
30:33She doesn't talk back.
30:38And I have so many questions.
30:42Please help.
30:54Hello?
30:55Let me the hell alone!
30:57Sir, we're not reporters.
30:59We're not police officers.
31:01We're friends of Nancy.
31:03We just want to talk.
31:05Go away!
31:07No!
31:08We will not go away!
31:11Let us in!
31:12Please!
31:13Mary!
31:14Are you out of your fucking mind?
31:16Please.
31:17She was our friend.
31:21Please.
31:22Please.
31:54She saw my work at a collector's and reached out.
31:58I thought she was one of those white women who, no offense, wanted me to paint what they think is
32:04their true authentic self.
32:06But after a few sketches, it was clear that she was someone different.
32:10She wanted me to paint the scars.
32:12She said they were from an accident that she caused.
32:15She said the scars were her fault?
32:18She said the scars were her fault?
32:18They most definitely were not her fault.
32:20David, from the photo, it seemed like you two knew each other so well.
32:25I don't even remember that picture.
32:28She was barely at the party.
32:30I think the guy she brought wasn't having a good time.
32:32What?
32:33What do you mean the guy that she brought?
32:34Divi, do you remember what he looked like?
32:37He was white.
32:39Do you think she could have been with Robert?
32:41No.
32:42No, he had never seen that photo.
32:45Can you look at this?
32:47He would have told me.
32:48Hold on.
32:49Can you look at this photo for me?
32:50Do you recognize this man?
32:52If I remembered anything more than his race, I would have said so.
32:55I told the police it's on them.
32:57You barely look at the photo.
32:58No, you've asked your last question.
32:59This is banger so far as is.
33:01I was put in jail.
33:03And for what?
33:04I did nothing.
33:06Nothing.
33:06Okay.
33:07We've taken enough of your time.
33:15Where were you?
33:17Excuse me?
33:19Your best friend was in a death spiral.
33:22She was drowning in her own misery.
33:24That's what I saw.
33:26That's what I painted.
33:27So where were you when she needed you the most?
33:30She wasn't hiding it.
33:31If you didn't see it, it's because you didn't want to.
33:36Come on.
33:37Come on.
33:38Let's go.
33:42I'd like the centerpieces to be a bit more consistent.
33:45And I'd like three people at every corner.
33:47I don't want a bomb on that.
33:48Not the entire time.
33:49Okay?
33:50Your fault.
33:51I told you.
33:52You didn't offer to talk.
33:53I told you.
33:54Open.
34:04Hey.
34:04Everything okay?
34:06Despite my strong objection, my family went ahead and hired that crisis PR firm to pressure the police.
34:12They're the ones who leaked that photo.
34:14Can you fucking believe it?
34:16They're the reason David Boyette was arrested.
34:18My family.
34:20That's disgusting.
34:21I thought it would help keep the press off of us.
34:25Apparently, who gives a fuck if an innocent man has to sit behind bars for weeks?
34:31And you've never met him, right?
34:35I've never met who?
34:36David.
34:37I mean, the first time you saw him was on the news.
34:41No, you were here.
34:42We saw him together.
34:43What are you getting at?
34:44No, I'm not getting at anything.
34:48I just know what it means to be from a powerful family.
34:53Sometimes you can't see how they're pulling the strings.
34:56Well, did you manage to make your own way in the world?
35:01You think?
35:02Yeah.
35:04I constantly feel them looking over my shoulder.
35:10Yeah, but you do the things that matter to you.
35:15I admire that.
35:17Always have.
35:20Dad?
35:22Dad!
35:26Hey.
35:27Cora, Mom's thing's boxed up.
35:29I was just organizing.
35:31You can't get rid of them.
35:33Cora, that's not what this is.
35:35You have to understand, it's very difficult for me to have her things all around me.
35:39So what?
35:39You're just gonna erase her?
35:42No.
35:43No, he can't do that.
35:44That's impossible, Cora.
35:46This is all I have.
35:48What's in these boxes is all I have left of my mom.
35:51I understand, sweetie.
35:53Cora.
35:53Come here.
36:02You know, my car belonged to my dad before he passed.
36:08And he gave me this necklace.
36:13And I even have a fishing rod of his hanging on the wall in my apartment.
36:17Because I wanna feel his presence.
36:20So I keep all of those things really close to me.
36:24So you can do that.
36:26You can look at all of this stuff and just whatever reminds you of her, you take that, you keep
36:32it close to you.
36:34And the rest of it, we will make sure to put somewhere very special.
36:40Like, maybe the Ojai house.
36:43That way you can go there whenever you wanna feel her presence.
36:48Okay.
36:51You don't have to let go of your mom.
36:53Your dad would never ask you to do that.
37:11Hey, thanks.
37:19I blame her for calling it off.
37:22She's probably having more fun back at school anyway.
37:27I really fucked up this birthday.
37:29I'm the one who insisted that you throw her a party.
37:32You've done nothing but help.
37:34I think Cora just needs some time.
37:37It's so unnatural.
37:39You know, nobody prepares a kid to lose a parent.
37:41Nobody prepared us.
37:45You know, part of me was relieved when the police came and took her things.
37:50I don't wanna erase her, but everywhere I look, there's something of hers just shouting at me about this secret
37:57life that she had.
37:59The fucking affair that she kept for me.
38:03It's deafening.
38:03It's all around.
38:09Well, I think that the Ojai house is gonna be the perfect place for all this stuff.
38:14Yeah.
38:15Yeah.
38:16It's gonna be hard to go out there alone.
38:17It's all around.
38:17I don't know.
38:33It's all around.
38:38Do you think, can you leave me alone?
38:43I don't know.
38:44How long did you feel?
38:44It's all around.
38:45I'm crying out.
38:46And I'm crying out.
38:46I'm crying out.
38:47I'm crying out.
38:47truly calm what am i supposed to do when i am just a child acting tough i'm a wish with
38:57no luck
38:58i've been trying to find a way but i get stuck you're irreplaceable
39:07there's only one of you i don't understand
39:12how the world can move when it's missing you something must be wrong when life goes on
39:22with or without you with or without you
40:05she used that on every person in my family everyone hated it
40:10nothing made her laugh harder every time she used it she would laugh for hours
40:33i didn't know how much pain she was in
40:37how could i have not seen what she was going through none of us dead
40:46i missed it i just i just missed it
40:50i missed it hey it's okay so did i oh god
40:55i missed it
41:09i missed it
41:47i missed it
41:49i missed it
42:05i missed it
42:08i missed it
42:17i missed it
42:24i missed it
42:25i missed it
43:00i missed it
43:08i missed it
43:11i missed it
44:06She asked me once if I liked Robert.
44:14I remember how quickly I said no.
44:22She must have known I was lying.
44:25How could she not?
44:31I was never as good as she was at pretending, at creating my own reality.
44:42So maybe this is my chance, and maybe she would understand, because she was lying too, lying
44:53to Robert, lying to all of us.
45:06Nancy, I need to start with an apology.
45:11My reaction was extreme.
45:15I was horrible to you, and I'm sorry I scared you so badly, but you can hardly blame me
45:22for being angry when you're sleeping with someone else.
45:27Hey.
45:29Are you okay?
45:53Are you okay?
46:01Why does it matter if the light covers up well?
46:07Whatever comes after.
46:09What is real?
46:12What is true?
46:15Who am I?
46:17Who are you?
46:21Secret.
46:24Secret.
46:26Secret.
46:27Secret.
46:28Secret.
46:29Secret.
46:30Secret.
46:30Secret.
46:33Secret.
46:34Secret.
46:35Secret.
46:36Secret.
46:37Secret.
46:41Secret.
46:42Secret.
46:42Secret.
46:43Secret.
46:43Secret.
46:43You
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