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00:00:28The End
00:00:40hey hey how's everything going yeah fine yeah yeah good i just thought i'd call
00:00:48actually mom i'm about to head out so i better go oh just wake up can you just hang on
00:00:51a minute
00:00:53mom something happened mom i fractured my leg oh god i know do i need to come home
00:01:29hello mum
00:01:58mom
00:02:21mom
00:02:36shit mom are you okay oh d darling hello you're here yeah mom should you be doing that
00:02:41yes let me help i can jump in there it's okay i've got it i've got it i'm injured but
00:02:46i'm
00:02:46not useless no i didn't mean that you were you're early if i'd known i would have changed
00:02:51done made something for tea oh dear
00:03:00you look well
00:03:07thank you for
00:03:12just thank you thank you for coming i know it's been a bit of a drama
00:03:17no it's all good i got some time at work so
00:03:23how's the leg
00:03:24still attached
00:03:25that's good
00:03:29i brought you
00:03:36this
00:03:37oh no i can't because i'm the painkiller so
00:03:41but then again could help
00:03:49what's with that
00:03:50uh um i don't know just an old house i guess
00:03:54yeah it's all looking a bit sad
00:03:57hmm well um i do try my best
00:04:00no i of course you do i just i meant that i'm here now and i can help with whatever
00:04:08you
00:04:08need
00:04:08yeah
00:04:11um okay well i'm gonna put this in the fridge
00:04:13and why don't you um do you want to put your stuff away in your room
00:04:19yeah
00:04:23it's still
00:04:25i haven't changed it
00:04:34so
00:04:38oh
00:04:40so
00:04:41Let's go.
00:05:11Let's go.
00:05:42Yeah, I'm in here, darling.
00:05:45Has someone been staying in my old room?
00:05:48What?
00:05:50No.
00:05:51Well, actually, no, sometimes I do because my windows rattle when it's windy, so...
00:05:58Why is all my old stuff out then?
00:06:01I just... I can barely hear you, darling. Just come in.
00:06:09It's nothing you haven't seen before.
00:06:12Mum, if you want to have a bath, you should have told me. I could have helped you in.
00:06:17I can get in the bath.
00:06:21You can get in too if you want.
00:06:24Mum, I used to love having a bath with me when you were a little splash of all the water
00:06:29out.
00:06:33I just wasn't expecting you to come back so grown up.
00:06:40But being stuck in this house, it feels like nothing has changed at all.
00:06:46Mum, you tell me if something was wrong.
00:06:49Right?
00:06:51Mm-hmm. Yep.
00:06:54Mum.
00:06:55We've got plenty of time to talk about everything.
00:07:01Let me help.
00:07:09Thanks.
00:07:14I'm really not sure who you look like now.
00:07:26I look like me, Mum.
00:07:30Oh, I'm...
00:07:32I'm sorry.
00:07:38Fuck.
00:08:19Mum?
00:08:22Mum?
00:08:22Mum, are you alright?
00:08:33Oh, I'm not.
00:08:36What?
00:08:36I'm...
00:08:37...
00:08:37I'm not.
00:08:38I'm not.
00:08:38I'm not.
00:08:39Why are you guys?
00:08:41I'm not.
00:08:44I'm not.
00:08:45Come on.
00:08:45Come on.
00:08:46Come on, you've got to keep the chances.
00:08:48Oh, okay.
00:08:50Ah.
00:08:51Ah.
00:08:52Ah.
00:08:53Ah.
00:08:57Food.
00:09:02Get away from me.
00:09:03I'm just going to try it.
00:09:05Dean?
00:09:07Dean, where are you going?
00:09:10Dean, wait.
00:09:11No, no, no, no.
00:09:16What the fuck?
00:09:27Finally, someone else can see me and I still can't leave the property.
00:09:30Oh, honey.
00:09:32We talked about not getting your hopes up.
00:09:35What is this?
00:09:37I mean, what is she?
00:09:40Um, she's right here.
00:09:43I think we settled on...
00:09:45Ghost.
00:09:46Spirit.
00:09:47Unresolved drama.
00:09:49Pick your fave.
00:09:51So she's...
00:09:52I'm you.
00:09:53Obviously.
00:09:54From before.
00:09:55Before you left.
00:09:57I think I was feeling sad and lonely and then strange things started happening.
00:10:04Fuses blowing and lights flickering and...
00:10:07Not super original, I know.
00:10:09And then one day, Dee just appeared in the dam while dripping with mud.
00:10:14Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:10:15How long ago did this happen?
00:10:18A couple of years.
00:10:19721 days.
00:10:20And you're only just telling me this now.
00:10:23Okay, when would she have told you?
00:10:24You haven't been home in, like, ages.
00:10:26Tea.
00:10:27It's a lot to take.
00:10:28Sorry, she's...
00:10:29Do not apologise to him.
00:10:31He comes back and I'm still stuck here.
00:10:33Look, he won't even look at me.
00:10:34Deanna, calm down.
00:10:35Do not tell me to calm down.
00:10:37He dumped his stuff in my room.
00:10:39It's my room.
00:10:40What, you're going to sleep in my bed too?
00:10:41Okay.
00:10:42This can't be real.
00:10:43You're not real.
00:10:45Yes, I am!
00:10:46Okay, everyone, bed now.
00:11:11I'm sorry.
00:11:18Morning!
00:11:21Look, we got off to a bit of a turbo start, but Mum said that we should, you know, get
00:11:26to know each other.
00:11:27So, uh, tell me, what do we do?
00:11:33Like, for work?
00:11:38Okay then.
00:11:45So do we have a girlfriend?
00:11:50Wait, are we still gay?
00:11:59Wow.
00:12:0124 and no partner.
00:12:04Sad.
00:12:07You know this is, like, big shit for me too, right?
00:12:10I mean, I knew that you'd become a guy or whatever.
00:12:15I found photos.
00:12:17There's a lot to see that place.
00:12:20And I have some questions.
00:12:23Like, when did we become such an arsehole?
00:12:25Okay.
00:12:26Look, I don't know how this whole ghost thing works, but you can cross over now.
00:12:30Or vanquish yourself, or whatever it is you do.
00:12:33I'm here now, alright?
00:12:40You're right.
00:12:42You really have no idea how this works.
00:12:58Anyone home?
00:13:04George?
00:13:05George?
00:13:06Holy shit.
00:13:09Dude!
00:13:10Dude, your face!
00:13:12My god, your beard!
00:13:16What are you doing here?
00:13:17I was just passing and I saw your car.
00:13:20You still live here?
00:13:22Into work?
00:13:22Yeah, of course.
00:13:24Right.
00:13:25I mean, I just didn't think that you would stay and...
00:13:27Man!
00:13:28Look at you!
00:13:29Oh my god!
00:13:31So, what do I call you now?
00:13:35Darcy.
00:13:37Darcy.
00:13:39I like it.
00:13:41Thanks.
00:13:42I chose it from a list.
00:13:44Jesus.
00:13:46What the heck?
00:13:49What are you looking at?
00:13:50Oh my god, are you okay?
00:13:52Yeah, I'm fine.
00:13:53What was that?
00:13:55Nothing.
00:13:55Let's just catch up later.
00:14:01Good morning.
00:14:02You just tried to kill George with a drain pipe.
00:14:04Wait, what?
00:14:06George?
00:14:06George Maynard, from school.
00:14:09George was here?
00:14:10Yes.
00:14:12Oh.
00:14:16Well, it was probably just an accident.
00:14:18Well, does that happen every time someone comes over?
00:14:21Well, we don't really have visitors anymore.
00:14:24But there are always people at this house.
00:14:27Neighbours.
00:14:28Or art club kids.
00:14:29I mean, you're still doing art club, right?
00:14:31Things have changed.
00:14:33Did she do this?
00:14:35No.
00:14:36I fell off a chair.
00:14:37Don't be so dramatic.
00:14:38Mum.
00:14:39She's out of control.
00:14:41Yes.
00:14:41Yes, things are hard.
00:14:43With Dee, they're great, but also hard.
00:14:47She's stuck.
00:14:48She's just so frustrated.
00:14:49She doesn't mean it.
00:14:50You remember what you were like?
00:14:52I'd hoped that with you being here would help her process her emotions.
00:14:56And then what are we supposed to do?
00:14:58Just walk around and play happy families?
00:14:59You said you wanted to help.
00:15:01That is what I am trying to do, Mum.
00:15:03She needs to go.
00:15:04She is ruining your life.
00:15:06You don't know what our life is like.
00:15:07How could you know?
00:15:08You're the one that cut me out.
00:15:23I'm sorry about before.
00:15:26With George?
00:15:28I know I can be...
00:15:31too much.
00:15:49Go potty trick, huh?
00:15:51I know I do not have a partner.
00:16:00Oh, it tastes like shit.
00:16:04Yeah, rosƩ is going to grow on you at about 21.
00:16:08I'm listening.
00:16:11I work in a call centre.
00:16:13I live in a house with two housemates.
00:16:15And no, I do not have a partner.
00:16:18So we live a life that's boring?
00:16:20It's not boring.
00:16:23I'm 17.
00:16:24No one can see me.
00:16:25And I spend every second in a house with my mum.
00:16:29I know boring.
00:16:31I just wish I could see it.
00:16:34The city.
00:16:35The night out.
00:16:37The job.
00:16:40I'd even go feral for hot chips from Harry's.
00:16:43I can get you some.
00:16:44With gravy.
00:17:04Was it scary?
00:17:06Changing that way?
00:17:08It was scary.
00:17:11But it was right.
00:17:17Let's try this again.
00:17:35Oh, God.
00:17:37Sorry.
00:17:39I was going to tell you.
00:17:40I just...
00:17:44When did you do...
00:17:46It's okay.
00:17:47Really, it's not a big deal.
00:17:54There was nothing wrong with your body.
00:17:58You were so beautiful.
00:18:07Sorry.
00:18:09I'm sorry.
00:18:14Oh, God.
00:18:16Is...
00:18:16Oh, God.
00:18:19Oh, God.
00:18:30Look down in my body
00:18:36Doesn't feel my own
00:18:40Like clothing unclean
00:18:45Or something I'd outgrown
00:18:49Wanted to take it off
00:18:54Take off my body
00:18:59Wanted to take it off
00:19:10Oh shit
00:19:12I bled
00:19:15Did I was angry?
00:19:17I was bad
00:19:19And I stood there so far
00:19:22And I'd been by the road
00:19:24And I'd forget about you
00:19:27I'd choke
00:19:29I'm gone
00:19:30I'm gone
00:19:43I am
00:20:04Dee?
00:20:11Dee?
00:20:13Dee?
00:20:14Dee?
00:20:14Honey, where are you?
00:20:16Dee?
00:20:28Morning.
00:20:29Oh!
00:20:32What the hell is going on?
00:20:35I've looked all over the house and I can't find her anywhere.
00:20:38I don't know.
00:20:40Last time I saw her, she was with you.
00:20:42And you just decided to burn all the things.
00:20:44Why would you do that?
00:20:46I just...
00:20:47I needed to cleanse.
00:20:50She never disappears like this.
00:20:55Oh my God.
00:20:57The fire.
00:20:59What?
00:21:00The fire.
00:21:01It's done something to Dee.
00:21:03Well how would the fire affect her?
00:21:04I don't know, but she was fine before and now she's gone.
00:21:08And you know she can't leave.
00:21:10Oh my God, why would you do something like this?
00:21:13I didn't.
00:21:13Why did you have to mess with everything?
00:21:15I didn't mean to.
00:21:16It was just my old things.
00:21:18I was upset, okay?
00:21:19I didn't think that it would...
00:21:21It's not like there's some rule book on this stuff.
00:21:24Is there?
00:21:38I brought you a tea.
00:21:45It's this smoked black tea that my housemate buys.
00:21:48It's kind of intense, but I got you a pack.
00:21:50I know that you like it before bed, so I thought that you could have some.
00:21:53And you could drink.
00:21:56Look, I know that you're upset about Dee.
00:21:58And I am really sorry.
00:22:00I didn't mean for anything to happen to her.
00:22:02But I'm here now, and maybe it's for the best.
00:22:08Seriously, Mom, can you just look at me when I'm trying to...
00:22:10Ow!
00:22:10Mum!
00:22:11Shit!
00:22:12Oh, what?
00:22:13Mum.
00:22:13It's okay.
00:22:14I've got it.
00:22:17Oh, fuck!
00:22:21That looks deep, Mum.
00:22:22You might need stitches.
00:22:37Don't.
00:22:40No, no no.
00:22:41It's up on the train.
00:22:42I'm talking to you.
00:22:45It's waiting for you to come home.
00:23:01Hello.
00:23:02I'm Nora.
00:23:03Sorry for waiting.
00:23:04Hi, Brian.
00:23:04Thank you so much.
00:23:06You're fitting me in again.
00:23:07Another emergency.
00:23:08Oh, absolutely.
00:23:08In the last minute.
00:23:09That's wonderful.
00:23:10My pleasure.
00:23:11Very grateful.
00:23:12Hi.
00:23:12How are you, Brian?
00:23:15Oh, sorry.
00:23:16You never remember.
00:23:18It's Deanna.
00:23:19It's Darcy, actually.
00:23:22Oh, yes.
00:23:23Hi.
00:23:24Sorry.
00:23:26Didn't recognize you all grown up.
00:23:29Yeah.
00:23:29Sorry.
00:23:30Neither do I.
00:23:31She's my daughter.
00:23:32Mum.
00:23:34But, you know, I'm very happy for the help and support.
00:23:37I've got food.
00:23:39And everybody's going to know.
00:23:41I'm an idiot.
00:23:42Deanna is my first name.
00:23:45Hi.
00:23:45Yes.
00:23:46It's my, um, daughter.
00:23:49I don't recognize her either.
00:23:52Oi.
00:23:53Slow down.
00:23:54Hey.
00:23:55Stop.
00:23:56Hello.
00:23:57Leg.
00:23:58I'm sorry.
00:23:59Did you even hear yourself in there?
00:24:01Oh.
00:24:02Do you have any idea how hard it is for me to be back here?
00:24:04And you can't even...
00:24:05Are you ashamed of me?
00:24:07No.
00:24:07Oh, is that what this is?
00:24:08No.
00:24:09No.
00:24:09No.
00:24:09I was trying to help.
00:24:11You can't expect Brian to understand all that gender stuff.
00:24:15Right, Mum.
00:24:16A doctor.
00:24:17Yeah, but he's old-fashioned.
00:24:19It's a bit awkward.
00:24:20Mum, awkward for who?
00:24:22Come on.
00:24:23No.
00:24:24You're always choosing someone else instead of me.
00:24:26I'm here.
00:24:28I'm real.
00:24:30And you wonder why I don't come home.
00:24:44I don't recognize her either.
00:24:47I don't recognize her either.
00:24:58Everything's fine.
00:25:08Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11You still work here?
00:25:13Uh, actually, I run it.
00:25:15A couple of years now.
00:25:17Yeah?
00:25:18Yeah.
00:25:19Thanks.
00:25:24The place looks, um...
00:25:28different.
00:25:29Different.
00:25:31Gee, thanks.
00:25:32No, no, I didn't mean that. I mean, it looks... it looks good. I think it looks good.
00:25:37Do you?
00:25:37Yeah, I like it a lot more than...
00:25:39More than...
00:25:40Uh, than...
00:25:43On the house, obviously.
00:25:47Oh, wait, almost forgot.
00:25:52It's square night.
00:25:53Oh.
00:25:59Oh.
00:26:03I mean, it's never exactly a packed house, but the locals still come.
00:26:08Everyone's actually been great.
00:26:10Really open, you know?
00:26:17Is that?
00:26:23Pretty wild, huh?
00:26:26God, we look so different.
00:26:28Different?
00:26:32Yeah.
00:26:33Can't believe you kept all this stuff.
00:26:36Of course, dude.
00:26:37Can't just erase our history.
00:26:45Yeah.
00:26:48Just a bit of home to take with you.
00:26:56You look better now.
00:27:01You look like you.
00:27:07Hello.
00:27:08Hello.
00:27:10I found you.
00:27:12I know right.
00:27:24So, um...
00:27:31About earlier...
00:27:31Mum, we don't have to talk about it.
00:27:33Yes.
00:27:34I mean, I know we don't.
00:27:35I mean...
00:27:35I mean...
00:27:36No.
00:27:39We do need to talk about it.
00:27:43The way I handled today,
00:27:45I didn't realise, um, I should have,
00:27:48but I'm...
00:27:51I'm still learning.
00:27:53And we didn't talk about it after that dinner, and...
00:27:58I'm sorry.
00:28:02Really, I'm sorry.
00:28:04I'm sorry.
00:28:06I just think sometimes I truly miss my daughter.
00:28:13Sorry.
00:28:15Am I allowed to say that?
00:28:17I don't know.
00:28:30Here.
00:28:32Shall we?
00:28:34Today.
00:28:36Yeah, well,
00:28:37she'd expect it, wouldn't she?
00:28:39Bloody diva.
00:29:40I'm out of my shit.
00:29:45I'm outside the fence.
00:29:50I'm free!
00:29:51I'm out of my shit.
00:29:56I'm out of my shit.
00:30:22I'm out of my shit.
00:30:26I'm out of my shit.
00:30:28I'm out of my shit.
00:30:50I'm out of my shit.
00:31:00I'm out of my shit.
00:31:15Please.
00:31:18Hey, come in.
00:31:20Hey, I think it's gonna...
00:31:22Hey! Wait!
00:31:55It was a very quick exit. Are you... you okay?
00:31:59Yeah, fine.
00:32:02Alright. You've got everything you need. So, um...
00:32:05I'll see you in the morning.
00:32:07Wait, wait.
00:32:14Is that what you and Dee were reading?
00:32:18Yeah.
00:32:22It hasn't really hit me that she's gone.
00:32:33It's for the best though, right?
00:32:35Yeah.
00:32:37Right.
00:32:45The love, respect and confidence of my children...
00:32:49...was the sweetest reward I could receive...
00:32:54...for my efforts to be the woman I would have them copy.
00:33:16...to be.
00:33:18Where are you?
00:33:20She's gone.
00:33:21It's for the best though, isn't it?
00:33:25She's out of control.
00:33:26You remember what you were like.
00:33:29You really have no idea how this works.
00:34:01You alright, mate?
00:34:06Who's this blowing?
00:34:08I've never seen them before.
00:34:33Hey!
00:34:35Hey, wait!
00:34:36Get away from me!
00:34:38Stop!
00:34:39You stop!
00:34:42You tried to get rid of me!
00:34:43I didn't try to do anything!
00:34:44Dude!
00:34:44You literally burnt all my stuff!
00:34:46No, it's my stuff!
00:34:47I just thought that maybe we were good!
00:34:49But like...
00:34:49You lied to me?
00:34:50Just please.
00:34:51Alright?
00:34:52I need you to get in the car.
00:34:52So I can sort this mess out.
00:34:54I'm not going anywhere with you.
00:34:55Okay!
00:34:55Well you can't just be out here, can you?
00:34:57Clearly I can!
00:34:58There can't be two of us walking around!
00:34:59Why not?
00:34:59Because this is my life!
00:35:04So it's just you or me?
00:35:07No!
00:35:07You cannot just erase me!
00:35:09I'm finally out!
00:35:10I am not giving that up!
00:35:12Okay!
00:35:13What's your big plan then, huh?
00:35:15You got no money!
00:35:16No one can actually see you!
00:35:17I'm gonna leave!
00:35:18Just like you did!
00:35:22I'm gonna go to Sydney and steal your fucking life!
00:35:26Get off me!
00:35:28Oi!
00:35:29Get off her, you perv!
00:35:31Holy shit!
00:35:32Let her go, asshole!
00:35:33You can see her?
00:35:47No, no, no, no, no!
00:35:49No!
00:35:59So they just took off with your car.
00:36:01Like, how did they even get the keys?
00:36:03They must have grabbed him while we were fighting or something.
00:36:05Jesus.
00:36:06What did they look like?
00:36:07I probably know them.
00:36:07Didn't really see their faces.
00:36:09I just want to go home.
00:36:13Darcy, someone fully punched you in the face.
00:36:15Like, what is going on?
00:36:16Can you just stop asking?
00:36:19Please?
00:36:21I'm just trying to help you.
00:36:23Actually, just stop the car.
00:36:24What?
00:36:24I'd like you to pull over, please.
00:36:25I want to get out.
00:36:26Okay.
00:36:30It's okay.
00:36:31Don't tell me that it's okay.
00:36:34You don't understand what any of this is like for me.
00:36:37You don't even know me.
00:36:39I don't know you.
00:36:41I don't know you.
00:36:42Yeah, I guess I don't know you.
00:36:46Enjoy your walk.
00:36:47Okay.
00:37:09You don't know me.
00:37:10Oh, God.
00:37:11Oh, God.
00:37:13Oh.
00:37:14Oh.
00:37:15Oh.
00:37:15Oh.
00:37:16Oh.
00:37:16Oh, God.
00:37:17Oh.
00:37:18oh god this is awful let's take this off
00:37:28doesn't look broken looks like it's probably bruised he did this I saw her
00:37:39last night outside the pub she's out there and people can see her and she's
00:37:45taking my car and she's gone to Sydney and I don't know how to fix it mom I'm sorry
00:37:49okay it's okay it's okay I'm here we're gonna figure this out
00:37:54shit
00:38:01what the fuck
00:38:13come on
00:38:36oh you're fucking kidding me
00:39:16okay so I'm not stuck yet what the hell is happening to me maybe the longer that
00:39:25she's out there the more you become what like trading places oh my god am I
00:39:31gonna disappear hey I just cease to exist while she gets to be out there and I'm
00:39:34just stuck in here just trapped we will fix this okay we're gonna fix it we will
00:39:46well your bonfire set it free so if we want to undo whatever's happening between you two maybe we
00:39:53start by undoing this okay could be about putting things back where they were
00:40:07okay okay here's yeah here's a bit of diary oh yeah look lucky charm lucky charm bracelet thing I think
00:40:20it's a hair clip well it's hers oh bit of trophy that's significant okay
00:40:38god
00:40:38god it looks like a shrine
00:40:41do you feel anything
00:40:42do you feel anything something
00:40:46still nothing
00:40:47shit
00:40:49maybe this is done
00:40:50maybe there's no way we can fix it
00:40:52shh shh shh
00:40:53no
00:40:53we will fix it
00:40:55we will
00:40:57I think we just have to make it feel a bit more lived in a bit more welcoming
00:41:01oh and of course
00:41:03yes
00:41:05music
00:41:06what's that song that Dee loves the one we heard on the radio
00:41:09oh
00:41:09mum are you serious
00:41:14I don't think this is going to do anything
00:41:18yeah
00:41:20come on
00:41:20come on
00:41:21we need to change the energy in here
00:41:23come on
00:41:24come on
00:41:30is this just cause you miss her
00:41:32what
00:41:33she comes back and I go and that's what you want
00:41:36right
00:41:39no
00:41:39I want
00:41:40I'm trying to help you
00:41:41it's not working
00:41:42I mean the flowers, the music, the burnt crap
00:41:46it's not about what I did at the bonfire
00:41:47it's
00:41:50it's about you
00:41:51you're the reason she's here
00:41:54so what did you do
00:41:56how did it happen, Dee turning up
00:41:59um
00:42:00I didn't
00:42:01mum come on
00:42:02this is serious
00:42:03please
00:42:05I didn't do anything
00:42:06I was sad
00:42:07I was missing you
00:42:09and she just
00:42:11appeared
00:42:14come on
00:42:15you must have done something
00:42:18chants
00:42:18prayers
00:42:20crystals
00:42:20I don't know
00:42:22did you light some candles
00:42:23and try and turn me back into a girl
00:42:24don't you dare joke about me
00:42:26you had no idea what I went through
00:42:28what you went through
00:42:32actually I've got a pretty good idea
00:42:34me being a man
00:42:35is so painful
00:42:37so horrible
00:42:38you've had to go and conjure the ghost
00:42:40to my teenage self
00:42:41to replace me
00:42:42don't replace
00:42:44not replace
00:42:44you're obsessed with her
00:42:45look at this house
00:42:46all the photos
00:42:47all the sculptures
00:42:48you've gone and made with her
00:42:49you just want me to pretend
00:42:51that she
00:42:52never existed
00:42:53that that life
00:42:55never happened
00:42:57I can't do that
00:42:59you were gone
00:43:00I was grieving
00:43:01I'm sorry
00:43:02but I was
00:43:03so was I
00:43:05I lost my mum
00:43:06no
00:43:07you never lost me
00:43:10I love you
00:43:11I love you
00:43:19the way you looked at me
00:43:20that day
00:43:23the way that you still
00:43:25look at me
00:43:28mum I feel like my whole life
00:43:30you have never seen me
00:43:33your whole life
00:43:36that's
00:43:38wow
00:43:38I guess I've really
00:43:41screwed up
00:43:42tell me
00:43:43how am I meant
00:43:45to see you
00:43:46when you won't
00:43:46even pick up the phone
00:43:49I barely get a reply
00:43:51on your birthday
00:43:52you have stopped
00:43:53coming home
00:43:54for Christmas
00:43:54I even called
00:43:56a support line
00:43:57for parents
00:43:58of trans kids
00:43:59so that they could
00:43:59tell me what to do
00:44:02really
00:44:03yes
00:44:03and I booked
00:44:04in a session
00:44:05but then
00:44:07I
00:44:09right
00:44:12Dee
00:44:13yes
00:44:14Dee
00:44:14she came
00:44:15and it felt
00:44:16good
00:44:17it felt good
00:44:18to be wanted
00:44:19like that again
00:44:20look
00:44:21I know
00:44:22that I screwed up
00:44:22in Sydney
00:44:23and I
00:44:23and I'm sorry
00:44:26but I was scared
00:44:27I know
00:44:28I'm not perfect
00:44:30but you just
00:44:31didn't even give me
00:44:32a chance
00:44:32to understand
00:44:33you just shut me out
00:44:34and now you're telling me
00:44:36that I can't see you
00:44:39no
00:44:41no
00:44:42no
00:44:44it's you
00:44:46it's you
00:44:46who's been hiding
00:44:47from me
00:45:07I knew it
00:45:10I knew something
00:45:11like this would happen
00:45:11if you moved
00:45:14I guess
00:45:14I just needed
00:45:16the space
00:45:16so is it
00:45:17is it just the hair
00:45:18or is it just the clothes
00:45:21or are you gonna change
00:45:32thank you
00:45:37I'm just really worried
00:45:39about this path
00:45:39that you're taking
00:45:40I don't understand it
00:45:43I'm trying
00:45:44but it's just gonna impact
00:45:45your whole life
00:45:46it's gonna impact
00:45:47your work
00:45:47your family
00:45:48your
00:45:50your whole future
00:45:56I mean you're gonna have
00:45:57a really hard life
00:45:58if you do this
00:45:59no
00:46:01I'm gonna have
00:46:02a great life
00:46:18let's try this again
00:46:25no
00:46:25still gross
00:46:30do you ever feel like
00:46:33like a dude
00:46:38I mean
00:46:39when mum first told me
00:46:40I guess
00:46:41I did
00:46:41wonder
00:46:43but
00:46:44didn't all that stuff
00:46:45start in Sydney
00:46:48I discovered it in Sydney
00:46:50but
00:46:55I just wanted to say
00:46:58if you ever did feel
00:47:00things
00:47:04you'll be okay
00:47:10so long as you sort out
00:47:11your music taste
00:47:12hey I have amazing taste
00:47:14thank you very much
00:47:15as you would know
00:47:23we used to love it here
00:47:26do you remember
00:47:29in our bodies
00:47:31totally feral
00:47:32and just
00:47:33free
00:47:41there's a big
00:47:44there's a big
00:47:44strike
00:47:45crossing
00:47:46through my
00:47:48old life
00:47:49better pay
00:47:51for midwives
00:47:53hear my
00:47:55mother cry
00:47:58you were resting
00:48:01passion
00:48:03food
00:48:04before spring
00:48:06too green
00:48:08for picking
00:48:09peaceful
00:48:11on the vine
00:48:13hello there
00:48:14like water
00:48:18rushed into
00:48:20okay I'm watching
00:48:21I'll give her
00:48:24flowing
00:48:26no one
00:48:28dead today
00:48:31there's a
00:48:33long
00:48:33peace
00:48:34when I
00:48:36hear
00:48:36my dad
00:48:37speak
00:48:38reading
00:48:39comedy
00:48:42through
00:48:43his
00:48:44teacher's
00:48:45eyes
00:48:48there's a feeling
00:48:50gravity
00:48:52is pooling
00:48:55photos
00:48:56with the
00:48:57family
00:48:58might be
00:49:00the last
00:49:02time
00:49:03oh
00:49:05oh
00:49:07oh
00:49:07oh
00:49:08oh
00:49:08oh
00:49:09oh
00:49:09oh
00:49:09oh
00:49:10oh
00:49:10oh
00:49:11oh
00:49:23what are you
00:49:24doing
00:49:24it's you
00:49:25or me
00:49:37let's just
00:49:38let's just
00:49:39talk
00:49:39can we just
00:49:40talk
00:50:05where's she
00:50:08gone
00:50:10what's happened
00:50:10to her
00:50:11I don't know
00:50:16wait wait wait
00:50:17wait
00:50:18I can't leave her
00:50:20be careful
00:50:21I can't leave her
00:50:46oh
00:50:47oh
00:50:47oh
00:50:47my God
00:50:50oh
00:50:55Oh my god, Dee!
00:51:00Dee!
00:51:02Dee!
00:51:03What do we do, Mum?
00:51:16She's too unconscious.
00:51:19I mean, can we take her to the hospital?
00:51:22And say what?
00:51:23Oh, fucking Jesus Christ!
00:51:26Are you okay?
00:51:28What just happened?
00:51:30You tried to kill me.
00:51:31I'm sure no one meant to hurt anyone.
00:51:34No, I did. What the hell?
00:51:36You fully lost your mind.
00:51:40I guess I just thought it was the only way for me to, you know, like, keep existing.
00:51:48Oh, darling.
00:51:54Actually, Mum, could you get us a hot water bottle, please?
00:51:58Oh.
00:52:00We'll be fine.
00:52:02Well, yeah, as long as you don't try and kill each other again.
00:52:05Yes, Mum.
00:52:22You really scared me.
00:52:24I know. I'm sorry.
00:52:28I scared me.
00:52:33The last thing I remember, I was falling in and then...
00:52:39I pushed you.
00:52:41And you hit your head.
00:52:44Sorry.
00:52:47You could have left me down there.
00:52:50Why didn't you?
00:52:53I don't know.
00:52:55I guess in that moment, you weren't just this crazy thing that was happening to me.
00:53:02You were me.
00:53:07Like...
00:53:08Who would I even be without you?
00:53:12No one interesting, anyway.
00:53:19For saving me.
00:53:24You look like shit.
00:53:26Do you want to lie down?
00:53:28Come on.
00:53:29I was trying to do something nice. Can you move your elbow?
00:53:32Move your elbow.
00:53:32Yeah, well, technically my elbow is your elbow, so...
00:53:42Maybe that's it.
00:53:45Maybe it's not...
00:53:47you or me.
00:53:48Maybe it's just...
00:53:49What?
00:53:51Us?
00:53:55Oh, that's so cringy.
00:54:04Do you think Mum's okay?
00:54:07Yeah.
00:54:10She will be.
00:54:16We should totally do, like, some pottery together or something tomorrow.
00:54:20She would lose her shit.
00:54:21She totally would.
00:54:23She'd make us do some, like, group sculpture or something.
00:54:26Some, like, big artsy piece for the living room.
00:54:29Yeah, she'd love that.
00:54:32No.
00:54:32Ha, ha, ha.
00:55:54Morning, you two.
00:55:59Where's Dee?
00:56:02I think she's gone.
00:56:06Like, really gone this time.
00:56:18I thought the house felt different.
00:56:28I'm sorry you didn't get to say goodbye.
00:56:33Maybe that's okay.
00:56:36Maybe it's for the best.
00:56:40You know, I thought that she was here for you.
00:56:44I wanted to believe that.
00:56:48But I think she was actually here for me.
00:56:51I denied that part of myself for so long.
00:56:55And then this morning, for the first time in ages, I woke up and I felt like everything was right.
00:57:10Well, that's good.
00:57:14So I'm off the hook?
00:57:16Mum.
00:57:22I just want to see you how you see yourself, Darcy.
00:57:43No, I won't.
00:57:44Do it.
00:57:45I'm not going to.
00:57:46Thanks.
00:57:49Why did I forgive you for being such a dick the other day, remind me?
00:57:52Because you're a much better, far more evolved human being than I am.
00:57:56This is true.
00:57:58And I really am sorry.
00:58:02I...
00:58:03You do know me.
00:58:05And I want you to keep knowing me.
00:58:13And I think you're really great.
00:58:30Mum?
00:58:32Oh my God, what are you doing there?
00:58:35I'm not looking.
00:58:36I...
00:58:36I just brought you these.
00:58:41Hi, George, darling.
00:58:43Hi.
00:58:43I'll say hello to her.
00:58:44Hi, I love her.
00:58:46Don't encourage her.
00:59:21Hey, it's me.
00:59:22What's happened?
00:59:24What's happened?
00:59:25Can't I just call my mum?
00:59:27Oh God, you only left 20 minutes ago.
00:59:29I thought something was wrong.
00:59:30Well, I do have a very important question for you.
00:59:33Do you miss me?
00:59:38God, you're clingy.
00:59:40What are you up to?
00:59:42I'm back in the studio.
00:59:43I'm going to finish up a few pieces.
00:59:45And I thought I'd, um, I thought I'd get art club started again.
00:59:49Really?
00:59:50Yeah.
00:59:50It'd be nice to have people over again.
00:59:52I'm going to start with the pinch pots.
00:59:54Oh, we always used to start with those.
00:59:55We did, yes.
00:59:57Um, let me know when you get to the highway.
00:59:58Yes.
00:59:59Have you filled up with petrol?
01:00:00Yes.
01:00:01Amy, let's start with the snacks.
01:00:03Snacks?
01:00:03I'll just be having breakfast.
01:00:05Ha ha.
01:00:11I want to take you dancing.
01:00:13I want to drive you home.
01:00:15I'm placing all my chances.
01:00:16I'm making you feel whole.
01:00:18Cause it's all for your love.
01:00:20All for your love.
01:00:22All for your love.
01:00:26Keep pushing me away.
01:00:28I'm trying to hold you close.
01:00:30I know you need this space.
01:00:31But it's holding you in my arms.
01:00:33Cause it's all for your love.
01:00:36All for your love.
01:00:37All for your love.
01:00:41And I can see the cross over me.
01:00:54Make it be easy.
01:00:56Make it be easy.
01:00:57Make it be easy.
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