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Reborn to Walk, Into the Light FULL EPISODE ENG DUBBED MEGA SHORT DRAMA
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00:10¡Suscríbete al canal!
00:30But she attacked me with sulfuric acid.
00:33You can't separate us.
00:35Dad is mine.
00:37Heaven took pity of me and let me transmigrate.
00:40This time I give up on Lily's custody.
00:43From now on, I want nothing to do with her.
00:47Victor is a little surprised.
00:49Lucy, why'd you change your mind?
00:51I thought you want Lily.
00:54Before I can answer, Lily barges in and starts hitting me.
00:58I don't want you.
01:00I know exactly what you're thinking.
01:03You're jealous.
01:05She dives into his arms and says cockily,
01:08No one can separate us.
01:10Dad loves me forever.
01:13Although Lily has always resented me,
01:15she's still my daughter at the end of the day.
01:19In the past life, when I knew Victor wants to remarry,
01:23I battled him for custody of Lily.
01:26Even if it cost me some assets.
01:29Thinking about the sulfuric acid,
01:31I take the divorce agreement.
01:33I respect Lily's wishes.
01:35You can have her.
01:36Lily immediately freezes.
01:38I'm about to sign when she snatches the agreement away.
01:43You think you're getting Dad's money?
01:46Dad, you said you're buying me beautiful dresses.
01:50Don't leave her a thing.
01:52She grabs his leg and pouts,
01:55says a loser like me deserves nothing.
01:57She doesn't know that he cheated,
01:59and that I should be compensated.
02:02But he doesn't explain.
02:04Instead, he says,
02:07I'm too kind-hearted to leave Leia nothing.
02:09I know you're concerned for me.
02:12I'm lucky to have you.
02:14Watching their interaction, I smirk.
02:17Victor is the reason.
02:19Lily turned out this way.
02:20He's never corrected her.
02:22His unchecked indulgence merely twisted her more.
02:26Victor finally gets Lily to leave.
02:29He turns around and says softly,
02:31Don't tell her about my second marriage.
02:35She can't take it.
02:36I'll let them meet when the time is right.
02:41Meanwhile, Lily is celebrating her victory.
02:45She eagerly takes down my picture
02:47and steps on it with glee.
02:50I finally got rid of my rival.
02:52I am completely fed up with Lily.
02:55She's pathetic and absurd.
02:58Will she still smile when she knows a new rival is coming?
03:02Lily senses me and bursts into laughter.
03:06Are you jealous of me?
03:08Now, dad is all mine.
03:10I ignore her and pack my stuff in my room.
03:14I only took the compensation,
03:16and Victor was worried I might regret it.
03:18So, we decided I'd still stay here for now.
03:22It gives me time to find a place.
03:24Lily sees that I'm just moving to a smaller room,
03:28and she's upset.
03:29You won't keep staying here, right?
03:33I knew you wouldn't give up this easily.
03:36She throws my stuff into the trash can,
03:38before complaining to Victor.
03:41Dad, why's she staying?
03:43I hate mom.
03:44Make her leave.
03:46Victor tries to explain,
03:48but she won't listen.
03:50I'm her daughter.
03:52I know her.
03:53This is just her way to win you back.
03:57She didn't really want to divorce.
04:00Don't fall for her tricks.
04:03Surprisingly, Lily hates me more after the divorce.
04:06I lose it and slap her hard.
04:10Shut up, you lousy daughter.
04:12There'll be no ties between us soon.
04:15I won't tolerate you.
04:17I used to love Lily deeply.
04:19I was never harsh when I lectured her.
04:22She's never seen this side of me.
04:24Lily bursts into tears and burrows into Victor's arms.
04:28Dad, this is the way she treats me.
04:32When no one's around,
04:34she's always been jealous about us,
04:35and she abused me.
04:37Lily has always slandered me.
04:40She's been feeding Victor
04:43with stories she made up since she was four.
04:46In her words,
04:47I'm a short-fused and violent lady.
04:50Meanwhile, Victor always takes her side.
04:54She's a kid.
04:55She can't lie.
04:57I didn't want to believe my own daughter
04:59would do this to me.
05:01It is too late by the time I accepted it.
05:04Seeing the helpless look on her face,
05:07I laughed.
05:08Lily, you're already a schemer at ten.
05:11Unbelievable.
05:13Fighting me won't help your case.
05:15You'll have...
05:17Victor cut me off.
05:18He covers my mouth and drags me away.
05:22What are you doing?
05:23It's a secret.
05:25Lily will fall apart if she knows about it.
05:28It's sickening how he pretends to care about her.
05:32You didn't think of that when you cheated.
05:35You don't care about Lily.
05:37You care about your image.
05:39It no longer matters.
05:41I can't be bothered anymore.
05:43Lily will find out one way or another.
05:45I'll be there when she does.
05:47I never see it coming.
05:49To stop us from getting back together,
05:52Lily seeks help from our neighbors.
05:56Mom's sleeping around.
05:58Dad's divorcing her.
05:59But she just won't leave him alone.
06:02Can you kick her out for me?
06:06Lily's tearful cries attract a lot of neighbors.
06:09They gather at the door and condemn me.
06:12Calling me a hypocrite who seduces men.
06:16Even her daughter hates her.
06:18What a terrible person.
06:19To all of them.
06:21I'm a loser with a shady character.
06:24Who's rejected by her husband and her daughter.
06:28My life is a mess.
06:30Victor gets worried.
06:31And stands up for me.
06:33It's just a kid's nonsense.
06:36Let us worry about ourselves.
06:39Lily is flustered.
06:41Dad, why are you doing this?
06:42I'm helping you.
06:44I tell her to stop calling me mom.
06:46And she has the nerve to call me by my name.
06:49Do you see it now, Lucy?
06:51This divorce is happening.
06:53I'll make sure of it.
06:54For the sake of himself?
06:56Victor finally shouted.
06:58Don't meddle in our affairs and make it worse.
07:01Go now!
07:02Lily's eyes immediately redden.
07:04She doesn't get mad at Victor.
07:06But she takes it out on me.
07:08It's Lucy's fault.
07:10I wish I have a better mother.
07:12You're divorcing, but she just keeps getting between us.
07:16You've never shouted at me.
07:18I shake my head at Lily's genuine resentment.
07:22Victor, you made her this way.
07:25It'll be hell for you when your wife moves in.
07:28I don't go easy on Victor.
07:30I text in the group chat to clear things up.
07:34We got divorced because he has an affair.
07:37Anyone who buys Lily's story and spreads rumors will be sued.
07:43Frantically, Victor unsends the message for me.
07:46He stops me when he sees me heading to the hotel.
07:50Lucy, you can't leave.
07:52What if you refuse to divorce?
07:55I shake his hand off.
07:57Don't worry.
07:58I want it more than you do.
08:00No one wants to get rid of Lily more than I do.
08:04I've just left when I receive a text from Lily.
08:07Don't come back for Dad.
08:09I'll be watching.
08:11Lily shows me a video of her burning my pictures.
08:15And I promptly block her.
08:17In the past life, I was drained by the custody battles.
08:23This time, I let go.
08:25And I feel much better.
08:26I take good care of myself.
08:28And even throw a party to celebrate my freedom.
08:32When I go to sign the divorce papers, I am glowing, in even better shape than before.
08:39Lily sizes me up and says,
08:41Lucy, you really pulled out all the stops to win Dad back.
08:46But he'll never reconsider you.
08:48From now on, I'm the only one he loves.
08:52Lily holds onto Victor's arm like she won a battle.
08:55I kiss my divorce paper and leave.
08:59I buy a new place and start a new life.
09:03A few days later, I'm surprised by the police at midnight.
09:10Ms. Snow, how can you abandon your daughter?
09:13I'm so confused.
09:15When Lily darts into my place and looks around.
09:17Did Dad come here?
09:20He's not home tonight.
09:22You must have hit him.
09:24Lily grumbles as she rummages everything.
09:27In an instant, it becomes a mess.
09:30I'm immediately ticked off.
09:32I grab her braid and push her up to the police.
09:36Not everyone loves Victor like you do.
09:39He's not at my place.
09:41Lily starts crying at once.
09:44This is how Mom treats me every day, officers.
09:48The police lectures me.
09:50You can't treat her this way.
09:53I keep my cool and explain.
09:56My husband and I are divorced.
09:58He has her custody.
10:00There's no way she wandered off alone.
10:02She's just messing with me.
10:05Just call Victor Shaw.
10:07Here's his number.
10:09Lily doesn't trust me.
10:10She still thinks Victor is here.
10:13Only you can make Dad stay out all night.
10:16I almost spill the beans.
10:18Even if I tell Lily,
10:20she wouldn't trust me.
10:22She might even get mad and lash out at me.
10:25I bite back my words
10:27and give the police her address
10:29so they can take her home.
10:31The next day, the police calls me.
10:34Lily said she couldn't reach her dad.
10:36And she's alone at home.
10:38Apparently, you blocked her number.
10:41She only asks us for help
10:43because you might refuse to see her.
10:45The officer believes Lily would never lie.
10:48She just misses you too much.
10:51Patch things up and treat her right.
10:54I can't explain it.
10:55Even if I try,
10:57no one would believe what Lily has done.
11:00Out of options, I send Victor a text
11:03telling him to bring his wife home.
11:05After a few days of peace,
11:08Lily's teacher blows up my phone.
11:11Lily never comes out of the restroom.
11:13She says she won't go home without you.
11:17Miss Snow,
11:18I know you don't have the custody,
11:19but Lily's still your daughter.
11:22Moreover, Lily's like this
11:24thanks to the divorce.
11:25You must handle this.
11:27She guilt trips me
11:28and even threatens to
11:29post it online for everyone to judge.
11:32Worry did it affect my work?
11:34I have no choice but to pick Lily up.
11:37Lily is unusually well-behaved this time.
11:40She calls me mom sweetly
11:41and gives me a big hug.
11:44Seeing her teacher smile,
11:46I grin awkwardly
11:47and nervously sent Lily home.
11:50Her expression turns dark
11:51when she sets down her bag.
11:54Before I can react,
11:56Lily slams and locks the door.
11:59Dad's been away for days.
12:00It's your fault.
12:02You're divorced.
12:03Why do you have to seduce him?
12:06Why won't you quit?
12:07Her twisted expression
12:09looks just like the last life.
12:11I try to make a run for it.
12:13But Lily stands firm at the door
12:16and smiles as she pulls out a bottle.
12:18You're just coasting on your looks.
12:21Once I make you hideous,
12:23you can't steal Dad from me.
12:25The nightmarish memories
12:27left me frozen.
12:29Lily grips the bottle of acid
12:31as she advances.
12:33Then, Victor's voice came from outside.
12:36Lily, meet your new mother.
12:39Her hands shake violently.
12:41I give her a wry look.
12:43Lily, your new rival is outside.
12:46A few drops of acid
12:47splash out as she trembles.
12:49White smoke curls up from her sleeve.
12:53Accompanied by a chilling sizzle,
12:54but Lily seems completely unfazed
12:58by the pain.
12:59Her eyes are widened with disbelief.
13:02New mother?
13:03New rival?
13:05Lucy, that's bullcrap.
13:06That's not Dad.
13:08Must have been mistaken.
13:10I retreat to the corner
13:11and smile mockingly.
13:13I pity you, Lily.
13:15Do you have the guts to open the door?
13:19Lily actually hesitates.
13:22That's when Victor opens the door.
13:25Victor walks in with a young lady
13:27who is all smiles and charm.
13:29Lily, didn't I tell you to wait at home?
13:32You should have answered.
13:34He freezes and frowns when he sees me.
13:39Lucy, why are you here?
13:41I spread my arms.
13:42I didn't want to.
13:44Ask Lily.
13:46Victor finally notices Lily
13:49who is seething and trembling with rage.
13:54Dad, who is she?
13:55Why are you holding her hands?
13:58Tell me she's just a platonic friend.
14:00She can't be my new mother.
14:02I'm motherless after Lucy's gone.
14:05We only need each other, Dad.
14:08Lily can fool herself all she wants,
14:10but the lady hooks her arm around Victor's.
14:14And asks sweetly,
14:16Honey, is she your daughter?
14:18She's as pretty as you are handsome.
14:21That's enough to make Lily fall apart.
14:23She grips the bottle of acid
14:25and screams hysterically,
14:27Don't call him honey.
14:29You don't deserve him.
14:32Who are you?
14:34Did Lucy send you here to seduce Dad?
14:37Dad, I don't want a new mother.
14:39Make her leave.
14:39As the acid sloshes in the bottle,
14:43Lily's losing control as well.
14:45Victor fully expects Lily to react this way,
14:48and he gloats to the lady.
14:51It's Claire.
14:52I told you I'm a good dad.
14:53My daughter loves me deeply.
14:56She'll love you too if you two work on it.
15:00He pats Lily on the head like usual
15:02and says patiently,
15:05You hate Lucy, don't you?
15:07I know about it.
15:08So, I found you a new mother.
15:10I love you so much.
15:12I did all of this for you, Lily.
15:14You understand me, right?
15:16I'm shocked.
15:18This son of a bitch
15:19came up with this excuse to justify his affair.
15:23Lily freezes for a second
15:24before she accepts his explanation.
15:27Dad, I knew you care about me the most.
15:30She stared at Claire hatefully.
15:34But I don't like her.
15:35Make her leave, Dad.
15:38Victor says darkly.
15:39Lily, you should be on my side.
15:42I love Claire a lot,
15:44so you should love her too.
15:46Okay?
15:47Lily bursts into tears.
15:50Claire steps forward with feigned concern.
15:53Lily, don't cry.
15:55Let's get some steak, okay?
15:57Don't worry.
15:58I'll be a better mother than Lucy.
16:01Lily gives a tearful nod.
16:03Seeing that,
16:04Claire shoots me a smug glance,
16:06as if saying,
16:07Look, Lucy.
16:08I took your husband away
16:10and won your daughter over.
16:12I was surprised at Lily's reaction.
16:15Why is she so kind to Claire?
16:17Why is she suddenly so obedient?
16:20Does she only resent me,
16:22her birth mother?
16:23Just as I'm feeling confused,
16:26Lily suddenly lifts the bottle
16:27and pours it over Claire.
16:29Claire can't dodge in time.
16:31The acid hit her chest
16:33and she collapses to the floor,
16:35letting out a frightened yelp.
16:37It hurts.
16:38What is this?
16:40Victor notices white smoke rising from Claire
16:43and immediately slaps Lily.
16:47Lily, are you crazy?
16:48Lily, how can you do this to Claire?
16:52Claire's clothes are burned off
16:54and the remaining acid burned her skin,
16:57making her scream.
16:59Lily smashes the bottle and wails.
17:30Dad, you've never slapped me.
17:31My scalp and flesh burned away.
17:34All that was left was a skull.
17:37Even the heavens were shocked
17:38at the horrible way I died
17:40and gave me a second chance.
17:43Victor hangs up
17:44and realizes it is acid.
17:47Claire quickly takes her shirt off
17:49and shows him her wounds
17:51to win his sympathy.
17:53She was better at this
17:54than I have ever been,
17:57immediately turning him against Lily.
18:00Lily, you're ten.
18:01Where'd you get this?
18:03I spoiled you too much
18:05and turned you this way.
18:07You knew I was getting remarried
18:10and you've been plotting
18:11to do this to Claire.
18:14Lily responded with a sharp glare.
18:18Victor pities Claire
18:19and takes it out on me.
18:22Lucy, this explains why you're here.
18:25It was all your scheme.
18:27I should have known.
18:29I didn't think you're this wicked.
18:32You must have told Lily stuff.
18:35That's why she did it.
18:36I'll make you pay
18:38for getting Claire hurt.
18:39I let out a snicker.
18:41Talk about absurd.
18:43If it weren't for her teacher
18:45and the police,
18:46I wouldn't want to see her.
18:49And the bottle of acid?
18:51She prepared it for me.
18:53She thought,
18:54I'm the reason you were away
18:56and you just had to bring Claire back
18:58right now.
18:59You two deserve this.
19:02A wave of relief washed over me.
19:05At that moment,
19:07I'm relieved Victor divorced me
19:09and got remarried so soon.
19:12Otherwise,
19:13I might not survive today.
19:15Claire hears what I say
19:17and cries.
19:18Seeing the homewrecker
19:19getting her comeuppance.
19:21I can't help but feel satisfied.
19:23Victor is stumped.
19:25He has no choice
19:26but to target Lily.
19:28For the first time,
19:29Victor actually slaps her hard.
19:32Neil and apologize to Claire.
19:34Show me you're sorry.
19:37Fight me on this
19:38and I'll send you to the nuthouse
19:40for shock therapy.
19:42Lily is heartbroken.
19:44She shoves Victor aside
19:46and lunged at me angrily,
19:48hitting and kicking me.
19:50It's your fault
19:51for being so unappealing.
19:53If dad hadn't disliked you,
19:55he wouldn't have found Claire.
19:57This is all on you.
19:58As I look at Lily,
20:00who never stops crying,
20:01I finally understand
20:03how much she hates my guts.
20:05It seems she really sees me
20:07as her rival.
20:08My existence alone bothers her.
20:10Luckily,
20:11whatever she says
20:12can't hurt me anymore.
20:14I push Lily away
20:15and look at her with disgust.
20:17Freak out all you want.
20:18See if I care.
20:20Lily lies on the floor
20:22and cries,
20:22calling out to Victor.
20:24But Victor ignores her.
20:26He hears the ambulance
20:27and goes downstairs
20:29with Claire in his arms.
20:31The police arrives at the scene.
20:33When they see the acid,
20:35they hold Lily on the floor.
20:37Little girl,
20:38where did you get something
20:39this dangerous?
20:41You're coming with us.
20:43I go with them
20:44since I'm also involved.
20:46I tell the officers everything.
20:48About the past few days.
20:50Even how Lily treated me
20:52like a rival for years.
20:53I say it all for the first time.
20:55At first,
20:56they don't believe me.
20:57They think Lily attacked Claire
20:59for my sake.
21:02But when they hear her yelling
21:04for me and Claire to die,
21:06they start having doubts.
21:08I don't say anything.
21:10Instead,
21:11I show them some CCTV footage
21:13from before the divorce.
21:16This will help you solve the case.
21:20The officers fall silent
21:22when they hear
21:22the insults Lily hurled at me
21:24in the footage.
21:27I say firmly,
21:28Lily is not in my custody.
21:30I'm not responsible.
21:32She also tried to attack me with acid.
21:35I won't handle her cases anymore.
21:39When I leave,
21:41Lily was still throwing a fit.
21:43Call my dad
21:44and make him come here.
21:47Don't let him stay with Claire.
21:49Find a way to separate them, please.
21:52When I walk away,
21:53Lily shouts at me to stop.
21:56Lucy,
21:57you can't let Claire
21:58steal dad away.
21:59Do something
22:01and get him back, okay?
22:03If you can split them up,
22:05you can be my mom again.
22:07She's still wild and reckless,
22:09waiting for me to forgive
22:10and indulge her.
22:12I just look at her coldly.
22:15Lily, I'm done with you.
22:18Enjoy your days
22:19with your new mother.
22:20I hope Claire
22:21will be as patient with you.
22:23Lily is utterly confused.
22:25Drop the act, Lucy.
22:27You fought for my custody.
22:29You can't let me go.
22:31Get me out of here
22:32and take me to dad.
22:33I say nothing.
22:35As I turn around and leave.
22:37That night,
22:38Victor texts me
22:39to question me.
22:40He still thinks
22:41I told Lily
22:42about his remarriage
22:43and that's why
22:44she bought acid.
22:45I've had it with them.
22:47I post the proof
22:48of his cheating online
22:49and block him.
22:51Victor has no choice
22:52but to shut up.
22:54Lily is drowning
22:55in the pain
22:55of his remarriage
22:56and stops bothering me.
22:59Claire got lucky.
23:00Just a small burn
23:01on her chest.
23:02Her face is unharmed.
23:04I hear she forgave Lily
23:07and moved in with them
23:08shortly after.
23:10After that,
23:11I don't follow up on them.
23:13I'm too busy
23:13with my career.
23:15One day,
23:16one of the old neighbors
23:17suddenly contact me.
23:19Lucy.
23:20Victor never knew peace
23:22since he remarried.
23:23Look at this.
23:24His family is now
23:26the laughing stock.
23:27The message I posted
23:29to the group
23:30was quickly deleted
23:32by Victor
23:32but they already knew
23:34of his affair.
23:38Victor was already
23:39the talk of the complex.
23:41Lily's acid attack
23:43made an even bigger scene.
23:46Everyone watched,
23:48waiting for their next show.
23:51The day Claire moved in
23:53was a spectacle.
23:54It's as loud as a megaphone.
23:56She arrives with loads of stuff.
23:58Lily blocks the door
23:59refusing her entry.
24:02Victor hits her.
24:04She leaves
24:05and Claire moves in.
24:08It's hard to believe.
24:09Victor always looked away.
24:13Now he beats Lily
24:14for Claire's sake.
24:16Guess it must be true love.
24:18I wish them the best.
24:20Forever.
24:21A week after Claire moved in,
24:23Lily calls the police
24:25claiming Claire beat her.
24:26The cops show up.
24:28Lily's face was covered
24:30in slap marks.
24:31Two teeth were knocked out.
24:33They say the stepmother's cruel,
24:35that she's already abusing the kid.
24:37I check the video closely.
24:39Lily was definitely
24:41covered in bruises.
24:42But Claire didn't look much better.
24:45Her long, shiny hair
24:46had been hacked
24:48into a choppy mess.
24:50It's clearly Lily's work.
24:52Claire sobbed to the officers.
24:54Lily shredded all her clothes
24:56and put nails in her shoes,
24:58leaving her limping for a week.
25:00Lily clings to an officer's leg,
25:03crying about abuse.
25:04The neighbors already hated Claire
25:06and didn't know Lily often lied.
25:09They cornered and blamed Claire
25:11until she cried.
25:12Victor rushed home,
25:14apologized briefly,
25:16gave Claire a light scolding,
25:18case closed.
25:20After that,
25:21the apartment was filled
25:22with crashing and screaming
25:24every single day.
25:25In the video,
25:26Victor stood smoking
25:27looking at the door,
25:28miserable.
25:29Inside,
25:30Lily and Claire brawled.
25:34Lily screamed,
25:35I won't let you win.
25:37Any woman after my dad must die.
25:40Dad belongs to me.
25:41No one can take him.
25:43Claire's leg is bleeding badly.
25:45She grabs Lily by the hair
25:47and spanks her hard.
25:49No wonder Lucy runs away from you, brat.
25:51Not just Lucy,
25:54Victor does too.
25:55You think Victor loves you?
25:57I'm carrying his son.
26:00Once he's born,
26:02you'll go to your grandparents.
26:04Lily screams with all her might.
26:06You're lying.
26:07How dare you speak of my dad?
26:09I'm his only daughter.
26:11He'll never leave me.
26:14At the video's end,
26:16Victor stubs his cigarette,
26:17slams the door.
26:19Behind the door,
26:20I hear Victor shouting,
26:22I should have left you with Lucy.
26:24You irritate me.
26:26When my son is born,
26:28go back to grandma's.
26:29The neighbor shakes their head.
26:31Not only did he cheat,
26:33but he's abandoning his own daughter.
26:35That poor girl will have it rough.
26:37The neighbors seem sorry for Lily.
26:40I exited the chat expressionlessly.
26:43I think to myself,
26:45Lily brought this on herself.
26:48But from the video,
26:50Claire isn't doing well either.
26:53Victor can't just send Lily away that easily.
26:55She bought acid without flinching.
26:58She won't let this go.
27:00At work that day,
27:02the police calls again.
27:04Ms. Snow,
27:06Lily's in trouble.
27:07Come now.
27:08I'm about to refuse,
27:10but the police added,
27:12her guardian is fighting for his life.
27:14His parents can't arrive in time.
27:17You're our only contact.
27:19Victor's fighting for his life.
27:21Now,
27:22I'm interested.
27:23I tell my boss
27:24and take a half day to go.
27:26At the hospital,
27:28an officer pulls me aside.
27:30Victor is still in surgery.
27:32He may not survive.
27:34Claire is already dead.
27:37As for Lily,
27:38she's only 10.
27:39The situation is complicated.
27:41After learning that Claire was pregnant,
27:44Lily was pushed too far.
27:46She snapped.
27:46She secretly got rat poison
27:49and pretended to make up with Victor.
27:51Then she waited
27:52and poisoned Claire's water.
27:55She only meant to kill Claire and the baby,
27:58but Victor drank from the same glass.
28:02They were poisoned in their sleep.
28:04By the time Lily saw Victor foaming
28:07and called 911,
28:09the poison was fully absorbed.
28:11His gastric lavage failed.
28:12Surgery was the only hope for organ failure.
28:16Claire,
28:17weakened by her pregnancy,
28:18died on the way to the hospital.
28:21When Lily learns that Claire is dead,
28:23she laughs.
28:25Serves you right, thief.
28:27Think a son could beat me?
28:29Pathetic.
28:31Her face looked nothing like a child's.
28:35Then Lily learns Victor is dying too.
28:38She panics.
28:40She breaks down at the OR door.
28:42Dad, I didn't mean it.
28:44I just wanted her gone.
28:46Dad, you'll wake up, right?
28:48You said you love me forever.
28:51I'm stunned.
28:52I figured Claire would get what she deserved.
28:55I never thought Lily would take him down.
28:59Karma got him too.
29:01The police are stuck.
29:03Lily is a minor,
29:04but what she did caused serious harm.
29:07She'll go to Juvie.
29:09Can you help with everything else?
29:13I cut him off.
29:14Sorry, I won't do anything for her.
29:17Custody is with my ex?
29:19His family will handle it.
29:21I'm being posted abroad soon.
29:23This isn't my problem.
29:25Besides,
29:26you've seen the footage.
29:28If Victor hadn't cheated,
29:29I could be the one in the morgue.
29:33The officer sighs and understands.
29:36Lily turns and sees me.
29:38Pure hatred fills her eyes.
29:41Lucy, you did this.
29:43If you'd kept Dad,
29:45Dad would never have strayed.
29:47He never would have drunk poison.
29:49I hate you.
29:51I always have.
29:52Why did you take my dad?
29:54Why'd you hurt him?
29:56Lily turns all her rage on me.
29:59I feel nothing.
30:01She can't touch me nor hurt me.
30:04Instead of hating me,
30:06think about how it'll be like if your dad dies.
30:09Remember, you did this.
30:12Live with it forever.
30:14My words send Lily over the edge.
30:17As police drag Lily away,
30:19her bloodshot eyes lock onto me.
30:22She burns my face into her memory.
30:25I walk out.
30:26The sun is bright.
30:28A week later,
30:29I see the story in the news.
30:32Headlines,
30:32morbid obsession,
30:33patricide.
30:34A blurred photo of Lily is shown.
30:38The comments are divided.
30:40Some pity her upbringing.
30:42Most demand punishment.
30:44I don't read further
30:46and set the tablet down.
30:48A lawyer calls.
30:50Victor's parents want to handle the aftermath.
30:53They want to meet.
30:54I decline.
30:56Through the lawyer,
30:57they ask me to cover Lily's detention costs.
31:01My lawyer replies,
31:02per divorce,
31:03I gave up all rights and duties.
31:05Lily was never my responsibility.
31:09On the weekend,
31:10I visit a church
31:11just to find some peace.
31:14As I prayed,
31:15I think of the acid attack in my last life.
31:18The reapers shake their heads in sorrow.
31:21The scent of the candles fill the air.
31:23I bow slowly.
31:25This time I survived.
31:27As I leave the church,
31:28I pass a priest sweeping leaves.
31:31He glances up at me.
31:33The resentment on you has faded,
31:35but it's unresolved.
31:37I stop.
31:39It's not hatred,
31:41it's confusion.
31:42Why did Kin turn to foe?
31:44Until then,
31:45you won't be free.
31:47I pause,
31:48then ask,
31:49and if I don't?
31:50He smiles.
31:52You know it already.
31:54Not every question needs to be answered.
31:57He goes back to sweeping.
31:59I stand there a long moment,
32:01then leave.
32:02Maybe he's right.
32:04I don't need to know why Lily hates me.
32:06I just accept it.
32:07Some people,
32:09even flesh and blood,
32:10are just meant to be a trial.
32:13My firm throws a farewell dinner.
32:16Colleagues toast my promotion
32:17and new life abroad.
32:19I smile and take it all in.
32:21I feel at peace.
32:23Someone carefully brings up the recent news.
32:26I shake my head.
32:28That's all in the past.
32:30The apartment is ready.
32:32Boxes are packed and shipped.
32:34I take only what matters.
32:36Late one night,
32:38as I sort through old things,
32:40I find Lily's ultrasound photo.
32:42On the back,
32:43my baby,
32:45my love.
32:46I stare at it for a long time
32:48and tear it up.
32:50Before I leave,
32:51I get an unknown call.
32:53It's a counselor from juvenile detention.
32:56Miss Snow,
32:57you're not obligated.
32:59But Lily's case is unusual.
33:00She won't talk to anyone,
33:02but she asks for you.
33:05Jamie Parker's voice is gentle.
33:07If you're willing,
33:08maybe write her a letter.
33:10It may help her evaluation.
33:13After hanging up,
33:14I sit by the window.
33:16Finally,
33:16I pick up a pen
33:17and write a short letter.
33:19Not to Lily,
33:20but to the child
33:22I tried so hard to protect.
33:24I seal it when I'm done.
33:26I don't send it.
33:28I lock it in a drawer.
33:29The airport is crowded
33:31when I leave.
33:32I check my bags
33:34and buy a coffee.
33:36My phone lights up.
33:37It's from my realtor.
33:39My old apartment
33:40has been sold.
33:42Every last tie
33:43to the past
33:44is now cut.
33:46The boarding call sounds.
33:48I stand.
33:48I take one last look
33:50at the city sky.
33:51Six months later,
33:52a package arrives.
33:54It's sent by a law firm.
33:56Inside are documents
33:57and a letter.
33:58Victor's parents died
33:59three months ago.
34:01Lily's behavior
34:03was severely unstable.
34:05She's moved
34:06to a youth psychiatric facility.
34:08I'm her only living
34:10next of kin by law.
34:11These documents
34:12need my signature.
34:13I read everything carefully.
34:15Then call my lawyer.
34:17I sign over Lily's guardianship
34:19to the state.
34:22The lawyer goes quiet
34:24then asks,
34:25Are you sure?
34:26This means giving up
34:28being her mother.
34:29I watch seabirds
34:31outside the window.
34:32I stopped being her mother
34:34long ago.
34:35I hang up
34:36and step onto the balcony.
34:37The sunset turns
34:39the sea gold
34:40looking almost unreal.
34:41My phone buzzes.
34:42It's the diving club.
34:44They ask about
34:45next week's night dive.
34:47I confirm.
34:48Then I block
34:49my lawyer's number.
34:52That night,
34:53I dream
34:53of holding Lily
34:55as a baby.
34:56She laughs
34:57and reaches for my face.
34:59Then,
35:00the image shifts.
35:00She's grown,
35:01face twisted
35:02and holding a bottle of acid.
35:04I wake up
35:05drenched in sweat.
35:06The next day,
35:07I book a therapy session.
35:09Not out of weakness.
35:11But I know
35:12I can't over it
35:13if I'm still under it.
35:15My therapist
35:15is calm,
35:17middle-aged.
35:18She never interrupts
35:19when I talk.
35:20By the fourth session,
35:21she says,
35:22Ms. Snow,
35:23have you considered
35:24some of what you feel
35:26toward Lily's self-blame?
35:28For not being
35:29a normal mother to her.
35:30For the bond
35:31you never had.
35:33I go silent.
35:35It's late
35:35when I leave the office.
35:37I sit by the sea
35:39till the stars come out.
35:41Maybe she's right.
35:43I've been running
35:44from the idea
35:45that I failed
35:46as a mother.
35:47But sitting here,
35:48the sea breeze hits me.
35:50Admitting my faults
35:51takes courage, too.
35:52A year later,
35:53I'm a regional director.
35:55The party is held
35:56on a yacht.
35:58Champagne,
35:58music,
35:59genuine good wishes.
36:01Midway through,
36:02I slip out
36:03to the railing alone.
36:05A senior colleague
36:06follows me out.
36:07She hands me water.
36:09It sneaks up.
36:10We stand side by side,
36:13watching the city lights.
36:15She says,
36:16you always seem
36:17so resilient,
36:18but the strongest
36:19break the easiest.
36:21I look at her.
36:23She smiles.
36:24When I first came here,
36:26I had a hard time, too.
36:28I realized owning
36:29our weaknesses
36:30is strength.
36:32She pats my shoulder.
36:34We go back inside.
36:35I dream of the Reapers again.
36:37Their faces blur,
36:39but their voices are sharp.
36:41You chose differently now.
36:43Karma remains.
36:45I ask them why.
36:47They only shake their heads
36:48and fade away.
36:50I wake and sit up in bed,
36:52turning those words
36:53over in my mind.
36:55Days later,
36:56the answer comes
36:57in an unexpected way.
36:58The company sends me back home
37:01for two weeks of work.
37:03When I hear the news,
37:04my hands tremble.
37:05I steady myself.
37:07I'm not the same Lucy.
37:09And that city
37:10is no longer my nightmare.
37:13I land at the familiar airport.
37:15I take a deep breath
37:16as I step off.
37:18No suffocation,
37:19just air.
37:20At the hotel,
37:21I check work emails first.
37:22The team is professional.
37:24Meetings run on time.
37:26On the third afternoon,
37:28I finish early.
37:30On impulse,
37:31I open the map
37:32and search for the youth facility.
37:36It's in the suburbs,
37:38about 40 minutes away.
37:39I stand at the hotel window
37:41for a long time.
37:43Then,
37:44I grab my bag
37:44and go downstairs.
37:46The city thins.
37:47Fewer buildings,
37:48more trees.
37:50The driver glances at me.
37:52It's pretty remote.
37:53You sure?
37:54I nod and say nothing.
37:56A white building
37:58with low fence,
37:59its gate shut.
38:01I wait outside briefly.
38:03Just as I turn to leave,
38:04a staff member comes out.
38:06She pauses.
38:08Here for who?
38:09I give Lily's name.
38:12Her expression shifts.
38:14She leads me inside
38:15to a waiting room.
38:17It is clean and simple.
38:19There's children's drawings
38:20on the walls.
38:21One catches my eye.
38:24A red figure
38:25stood in the center
38:26of darkness.
38:27Twisted lines surround it.
38:29No name is below it,
38:30but I know that's Lily's.
38:33Minutes later,
38:34a doctor in a white coat enters.
38:37She's Casey Bennett,
38:38Lily's doctor.
38:40She's in her 40s
38:42with warm eyes
38:43and a sharp gaze.
38:44She sits.
38:46Hello, Mrs. Snow.
38:48Your info is in Lily's file.
38:50I know you've given up custody.
38:52I cut in.
38:54How is she?
38:55Dr. Bennett pauses.
38:57It's complicated.
38:58Severe paranoid
38:59personality tendencies.
39:01Distorted emotions.
39:03Progress has been slow.
39:04But there's been a shift.
39:06She pauses,
39:08then continues.
39:09Three months ago,
39:10she started art therapy.
39:12It's always one figure.
39:14Casey pulls out
39:15several sketches.
39:16They're pencil drawings
39:18of a woman
39:19with familiar features.
39:21It looks like me,
39:22but not quite.
39:23In some,
39:24I'm smiling.
39:25In some,
39:25I'm crying.
39:26One shows me on the ground,
39:28surrounded by black waves.
39:30Dr. Bennett says
39:31she calls them all mom.
39:34I look at the drawings.
39:36My chest tightening.
39:38No admission she misses you,
39:40but the mind doesn't lie.
39:41This doesn't mean she's well,
39:44but buried feelings may be surfacing.
39:47If you're willing to,
39:49leave her a letter.
39:50I'll give it to her in due time.
39:53I pause for a long time,
39:54then ask for paper.
39:57In the end,
39:58I write three lines.
39:59I made it.
40:00I hope you find your way too.
40:03Goodbye.
40:04I didn't leave a name.
40:06I fold it and pass it to her.
40:08She takes it.
40:09I'll handle it with care.
40:11A quiet year passes.
40:13After my promotion,
40:14work picks up.
40:15I'm sent to Uriel for three months.
40:18Winter here is cold,
40:20but the office is always warm.
40:22Colleagues keep a polite distance.
40:24I like that.
40:26On Christmas Eve,
40:27the team holds a small party.
40:29I leave early,
40:31walking home on streets
40:32strung with lights.
40:34My phone rings.
40:36It's an unknown number from home.
40:38I hesitate, then answer.
40:40It's Dr. Bennett.
40:42Her voice sounds tired.
40:43Ms. Snow, sorry to bother you.
40:45I shouldn't be calling,
40:47but Lily has changed.
40:49I stop walking.
40:51My breath fades into the cold air.
40:53Go on.
40:55Casey pauses.
40:56She talks about the past in fragments.
40:59She wants to see you.
41:01It's not a demand,
41:03but a request.
41:03I told her no.
41:05She asked me to let you know.
41:07Christmas music drifts by,
41:09oddly out of place.
41:11I won't see her.
41:13Casey goes quiet.
41:15Understood.
41:16Thank you.
41:17I hang up and keep walking.
41:20In the mailbox downstairs,
41:22there's a card from my diving club friends.
41:25There's fish and coral on the cover.
41:27I go upstairs,
41:28turn on the heat,
41:29and make a cup of tea.
41:31Outside, snow falls quietly.
41:34I sit by the window and watch it come down.
41:38Lily is facing her past.
41:40Maybe that's good,
41:41but her road is hers to walk.
41:44By the time my drink runs out,
41:46I decide.
41:47I open my laptop and send Casey an email.
41:50This is my last word on the matter.
41:53I wish Lily a real recovery.
41:56I hit send and close the laptop.
41:59Snow keeps falling,
42:00covering the street.
42:01The night is so quiet,
42:03I can hear my own heartbeat.
42:05When the project ends,
42:07I transfer to Ellendor.
42:09New place.
42:10Fresh start.
42:12The tropics are always hot,
42:14but the sea breezes keep it bearable.
42:16I rent a flat with an ocean view.
42:19On weekends,
42:20I hike or dive.
42:21Three months in,
42:23I find a book in a store.
42:25On childhood emotional disorders,
42:28I pick it up,
42:29set it down,
42:30and walk away.
42:32Some knowledge is just unwanted baggage.
42:35A colleague shows interest in me.
42:37We go on a few dates.
42:39He's gentle,
42:40divorced with no kids.
42:41He runs a small consulting firm.
42:43On our third date,
42:45he asks about my past.
42:46I tell him I'm divorced,
42:48with no children,
42:50focused on work.
42:51He lets it go.
42:52That night,
42:53I watch the harbor lights.
42:56It's strange that I lied.
42:58Not out of guilt,
43:00but out of self-protection.
43:01My past is a scar.
43:03It's not something to show a passerby.
43:06Six months later,
43:07Casey emails again.
43:09Lily's treatment has reached a milestone.
43:11She's in structured therapy.
43:15And is more stable now.
43:17If progress continues,
43:18she may move to a normal center in two years.
43:22At the email's end,
43:24Casey adds that,
43:25Lily drew a woman standing by the sea.
43:28When asked who it was,
43:30she said,
43:30a stranger.
43:31On the back,
43:32I hope she sees the sunrise.
43:35I close the email and step outside.
43:38The horizon is still a deep blue,
43:40but I know the sun will rise in a few hours.
43:44Karma is still unfinished,
43:46but it no longer binds my life.
43:48My phone buzzes.
43:49A colleague asks me to breakfast.
43:51I say yes and get dressed.
43:54The morning air is fresh.
43:56Joggers are out on the street.
43:58Life moves forward.
44:00I no longer look back.
44:02In my second year here,
44:03I buy a small apartment.
44:06Colleagues come to help me move.
44:08It's a full, noisy day.
44:09That evening,
44:10as I sort my books,
44:11I find an old photo album.
44:13It's my mother's from when she died.
44:15It slipped into my thing somehow.
44:17She was young and beautiful,
44:19holding me as a baby,
44:20smiling.
44:22She passed away when I was 15.
44:24Dad remarried fast.
44:25I stood on my own early.
44:27On the last page,
44:28her handwriting says,
44:30whatever comes,
44:31love yourself.
44:32I stare at it a long time,
44:35then take it out carefully.
44:36I frame it and put it on my desk.
44:38If she knew what I'd been through,
44:41what would she say?
44:42Maybe she'd understand my choices,
44:44just as I now understand her strength.
44:47Work is still busy,
44:49but I've found balance.
44:50Gym three times a week,
44:52cooking on weekends.
44:54Movies with the guy I'm seeing.
44:56Life is quiet and full.
44:58No big waves.
44:59That's what I need.
45:00One Sunday,
45:02a letter arrives,
45:03signed only Casey.
45:05Inside,
45:06two printed copies of drawings.
45:08The first is the woman by the sea.
45:11The second is new.
45:13It's a woman at a window,
45:14with trees outside and tea on the table.
45:16The style feels calmer now.
45:18The color's softer.
45:20No note,
45:21just the two drawings.
45:23I study the second drawing.
45:25The tree shadows,
45:26the steam from the cup.
45:28Her face,
45:28every detail is precise.
45:30Lily sees deeply.
45:32On the right path,
45:33she may have real talent,
45:35but I don't write back.
45:36I don't act.
45:38I file the drawings.
45:40With other important but non-urgent things.
45:44Some things only need witnessing,
45:46not answering.
45:47That night,
45:48I dream of my mother.
45:50She's silent.
45:51She just strokes my hair,
45:53like when I was small.
45:55I wake to a damp pillow,
45:57but feel at peace.
45:58I understand now.
46:00Letting go isn't forgetting.
46:01It's to let the memory stop hurting me.
46:04The sky slowly brightens.
46:06I make breakfast.
46:07A new day begins,
46:09and I'm ready for it.
46:11In the third year,
46:12my project wins an industry award.
46:14At the ceremony,
46:16I walk up in a simple black dress.
46:19The spotlight is bright,
46:21but I stand calmly and give my thanks.
46:23As the applause rises,
46:25I think of Lily's kindergarten show.
46:29I was clapping just like this.
46:31Time is a strange thing.
46:33It takes some.
46:34It keeps others.
46:35At the reception,
46:37a colleague congratulates me.
46:39We talk about careers.
46:40She asks about family.
46:42I smile.
46:43Focused on work for now.
46:44She nods.
46:46Sometimes going alone gets you further.
46:48She's right.
46:50These years on my own,
46:51built something inside me.
46:53I don't need approval.
46:55No ties to hold me down,
46:57just existing as myself.
46:59Only caged birds know what freedom is worth.
47:02In the summer,
47:03I go home to handle some tax matters.
47:06Landing feels like nothing now.
47:09The city has changed.
47:11Everything looks new.
47:12I stay downtown.
47:15Handle things by day.
47:16Gym at night.
47:18On my last evening,
47:19I ride past my old neighborhood.
47:23The building still stands,
47:25freshly repainted.
47:27I let it pass.
47:29I just watch it pass by the window.
47:32On the way back,
47:33I spot an old bookstore that's still open.
47:36I stop and go in.
47:38I pause at the psychology shelf
47:41and pick up a trauma healing book.
47:44The young cashier smiles and asks,
47:46If I study psychology,
47:49I shake my head.
47:51I am just curious.
47:52At the hotel,
47:53I flip through it.
47:55One chapter covers generational trauma.
47:57The author says,
47:59Ending isn't erasing.
48:00You're just not passing it on.
48:02I close the book and go to the window.
48:05City lights spread like a galaxy.
48:07Every light,
48:08a story.
48:09Mine has turned past its heaviest pages.
48:13Lily's story is hers to finish.
48:15The day I leave,
48:17the airport is bright.
48:18I check in,
48:20clear security,
48:21walk to the gate.
48:22Each step light and steady.
48:24I know I won't look back this time.
48:28Back home,
48:30life keeps its rhythm.
48:32Work,
48:32gym,
48:33reading,
48:33the occasional date.
48:35When he proposes,
48:36I say no gently.
48:38He's hurt but understands.
48:40We stay friends.
48:41I'm not against marriage.
48:43I just know where I am right now.
48:45I'm whole on my own.
48:47I need no one to complete me.
48:49Another year passes.
48:50On my 36th birthday,
48:52I go to Rosvera alone.
48:54At a retreat there,
48:56I take a week-long meditation course.
48:59I'm up at four each morning,
49:01in silence,
49:02watching the breath,
49:03letting thoughts pass by.
49:05On the fourth morning,
49:07while deep in meditation,
49:08Lily's face appears.
49:10In the meditation,
49:12Lily's face appears.
49:13But this time it's different.
49:15She's sleeping quietly.
49:17The image comes and goes.
49:19No emotion follows,
49:20like clouds drifting past.
49:22On the last day,
49:23everyone is asked to share.
49:25When it's my turn,
49:27I say,
49:27I learn to let memories be memories,
49:30not a weight.
49:31The instructor smiles.
49:33That's hard to reach.
49:34On the flight back,
49:36I sit next to a mother with two kids.
49:39A girl of four or five
49:40is calm,
49:42sweet,
49:42and leaning on her mom.
49:44I watch them.
49:45No envy,
49:46no regret,
49:47just quiet observation.
49:49Everyone has their own path.
49:51A different scenery.
49:53At the year's end,
49:54a final email arrives from Casey.
49:57Lily transferred to a regular center.
50:01She's stable and in vocational training.
50:03She chose art and design.
50:05The teachers say she has potential.
50:08I write a short reply.
50:09I wish her well.
50:10Then I delete Casey's contact.
50:13A clean goodbye.
50:15I gave what I could.
50:16I kept what I should.
50:18On New Year's Eve,
50:20fireworks explode by the sea.
50:22As the sky lights up,
50:24I close my eyes.
50:25I'm grateful for this second chance.
50:27For every choice,
50:29every loss,
50:29every gain.
50:30I open my eyes.
50:31As the show peeks,
50:33they're as bright as stars.
50:34A friend hands me champagne.
50:36Our glasses clink.
50:37The sea breeze reeks of ocean and freedom.
50:41Right now,
50:41I'm truly here in this moment.
50:44Free of the past.
50:45No fear of the future.
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