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01:42Now William's about to start at Eton
01:45I can't believe he's already at that age
01:53So grown up
01:57And he's always been my rock
02:00Now that he's gone, I don't know what I'll do
02:03Ow!
02:04Sorry
02:05Is everything alright back there?
02:07Bit of my game today
02:10Listen to me going on about my silly problems
02:12With everything you and Joe are facing
02:15Have they set a date for the surgery yet?
02:18Next week
02:19Must let me come and be there for you?
02:21No
02:21Well, you're far too busy
02:24Not with anything important
02:28What's the matter?
02:28Uh...
02:37Uh...
02:42Yeah
02:51That was a sad��
02:51Like a...
02:54Well...
02:54I've never did that
02:54You're not dead
02:54You're not dead
02:54Wait, I'm not dead
02:55You're not dead
02:56I'll live in in your asp nursing home
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04:07How do you feel? How much are you going to be able to do it?
04:10No!
04:22Give us a smile!
04:24You've been very smart today!
04:27How do you feel? How are you going to be able to do it?
04:28How are you going to be able to do it?
04:44How do you feel?
04:46You're still letting me...
04:55I think I made a mistake.
04:57I'm sure it's nothing to worry about.
05:04What religion?
05:06Church of England.
05:08Which you'll one day behead of.
05:15Well done.
05:17Well done.
05:19Well done.
05:22You didn't have to make such a fuss of him.
05:25He was nervous. He signed in the wrong place.
05:27Maybe because you were standing behind him, smothering him.
05:30Mothering?
05:31Smothering.
05:41What are you looking forward to?
05:44Well done.
05:48It'll all be fine.
05:51If you ever feel sad or lonely, you can just look out of the window and give Granny a wave.
06:02Okay.
06:06Bye.
06:09Bye.
06:15Prince William's first day at Eden today.
06:18Yes.
06:20Thirteen already.
06:22Where does the time go?
06:24Indeed.
06:27I forget, Robert.
06:29Were you?
06:29I was, ma'am.
06:31And your boy?
06:32Alexander.
06:34Due to go next year, ma'am.
06:38It might be nice to have William here for the occasional tea.
06:43If it's allowed.
06:45Lovely idea.
06:47I don't want to break any rules.
06:49I'll have a word with this housemaster.
07:15Charles Spencer, brother of Princess Diana, is the latest high profile figure to fall victim to private correspondence being leaked
07:22to newspapers for money.
07:24Earl Spencer's own head of security, Alan Waller, allegedly gave a letter to the Today newspaper in which the Earl
07:32was critical of the princess's behavior.
07:41Just read a nice piece on your post-State of Depression episode.
07:45Would you like some flattering?
07:46Absolutely.
07:47Martin Bashir treats the subject with surprising gravity and depth, steadfastly refusing to exploit private suffering for cheap voyeurism or
07:56melodrama.
07:56Not that it did anything for the numbers.
07:58Hmm.
08:00World in action?
08:01Absolutely hammered us.
08:02Tell me about it.
08:03Crushed once again by the juggernaut of commercial television.
08:07It just so happens that I might have an idea to turn that around.
08:12Go on.
08:13The Princess of Wales.
08:15What about her?
08:18The American networks are all over.
08:21Their view is that with Charles having done his interview at Dimbleby, Diana should be given a chance to respond.
08:27Apparently, she's thinking of talking.
08:30I think we should throw our hat into the ring.
08:32But why would she talk to us?
08:34The Yanks can fly her around the world and pay millions into a charity of her choice.
08:39What can we offer her?
08:41Sausage rolls from the PPC canteen.
08:44Well, that's the point.
08:46The BBC canteen.
08:49Not CBS or ABC.
08:51The National Church.
08:52Trustworthy.
08:54Important.
08:54But we're Panorama.
08:55Our brief is investigative reporting.
08:57Diana would be celebrity tittle-tattle.
08:59I disagree, Steve.
09:01Diana is the wife of our future king and the mother of the next.
09:04And from what I hear, she's at breaking point because of the way she feels she's been treated by them.
09:09What's more Panorama than a national institution in freefall?
09:14A monarchy plummeting in public esteem and credibility destroying one of their own.
09:22It's a huge story.
09:24How would we even get to her?
09:31Okay, we just need it to look like a normal bank statement.
09:35Showing payments from News International.
09:40News International, okay.
09:43Can that one a bit bigger?
09:45Uh-huh.
09:48Yeah.
09:48Here's Lincoln residents in question plans for a new international terminal at St. Pembroke's.
09:54You're scheduled to go to...
09:57And so which account?
09:58Alan James Waller.
10:01W-A-L-L-E-R.
10:07Okay, let's make up another with payments from Panfolds Consultants with Jersey underneath.
10:13Okay.
10:15Needs to look suspicious like an offshore account.
10:17Channel on it somewhere.
10:19That'll get his attention.
10:22Let's have a look.
10:25Penfolds.
10:27That's fine.
10:29Good.
10:33Lord Spence Wright, Martin Bashir.
10:35Pleasure to meet you.
10:36Thank you for seeing me.
10:37Go on in.
10:40Well, can I start by saying, sir, how much I always enjoyed your work as an on-air correspondent for
10:45NBC News?
10:47You've seen some of that?
10:49I didn't think anyone watched that over here.
10:51I've made a point of it.
10:52Indeed, you've served as an inspiration to me for my own reporting.
10:56Well, thank you.
10:59So, how can I help?
11:01I'm sure you're aware of stories of phone hacking in recent years involving public figures where recordings of intimate conversations
11:09have been leaked to the press.
11:11Of course I'm aware.
11:12It happened to me.
11:13I know.
11:15When I first heard about the injunction you'd taken out against your former head of security, Alan Waller, I did
11:20a little digging.
11:21And it turns out the money paid to Mr. Waller wasn't just coming from the newspapers.
11:29Bank statements showing payments made to him, firstly by News International, owners of the Today newspaper, but then, more sinisterly,
11:38also by a second company, registered in Jersey for services not defined.
11:48I believe that second company is a front potentially for the security services.
11:55What?
11:57Meaning that MI5 or GCHQ may in fact have been the main instigators behind the leaks.
12:04God.
12:07I then thought, if they're bugging you, what if your sister may also have been the victim of the security
12:17services dirty tricks campaign?
12:21And that's when I found this.
12:26Details of another account, also registered in the Channel Islands, showing payments going to one Patrick Jefferson.
12:36A private secretary?
12:38Yes.
12:39You think he's in on it too?
12:41It is my belief that Jefferson, and possibly others close to the princess, are actually spies.
12:50being paid to report on her private life by the security services, and possibly at the behest of the Duchy
12:57of Cornwall too.
13:12Steve Hewlett.
13:13Hello, this is Charles Spencer speaking.
13:17Lord Spencer, how can I help?
13:20I just had a meeting with one of your reporters, Martin Bashir.
13:24Oh, yes.
13:26And I just wondered to what degree you could vouch for him.
13:30Martin, he's one of our best.
13:32So you're saying I can trust in what he says?
13:35Yes.
13:37He's a top-class award-winning journalist.
13:40All right, thank you, much obliged.
13:47It's confirmed. They're taking him in now.
13:49Try to think positive thoughts.
13:51And which hospital again?
13:53Royal Brompton.
13:54That's South Ken.
13:55Yes, but you really don't need to do this.
13:57Stop it. I insist. You're always there for me.
14:00I'd better go. They're putting him under now.
14:08Hello?
14:26Blue Team, I see you, please. Blue Team, I see you.
14:40Mrs. Toplow?
14:41Yes?
14:42The initial operation went well, but about half an hour after he went into ICU, I'm afraid your husband experienced
14:49some significant post-operative bleeding.
14:51We had to act straight away and operate on the unit.
14:56But I'm happy to say, Joseph's now stable.
15:03But what I'd like to do now is to take him back into the theater, formally, and make sure everything
15:09is all right.
15:10We see these complications in between five to ten percent of bypass patients.
15:15The crucial factor is the time of intervention.
15:18And the fact is, we have recognized it at an early stage.
15:23Thank you, doctor.
15:30Joe, we'll get through this.
15:33You heard what the doctor said.
15:40Quite dishy, wasn't it?
15:43Who?
15:44Dr. Kong.
15:46His name was on his shoes.
15:48I didn't see his shoes.
15:50Are you looking at his eyes?
15:51No.
15:55His eyes were gorgeous.
15:58They were warm.
15:59Kind.
16:02His hands were nice, too.
16:04The only thing that interests me about that man's hands is that they don't shake when holding a knife.
16:16You think it's Pakistani?
16:17I don't know.
16:19Probably.
16:21With a name like Khan.
16:29Hello?
16:30Hello, darling.
16:31Hi, Mum.
16:32How are you?
16:34Um, yeah, okay.
16:39You're settling in all right?
16:41You're getting help with your collar.
16:43The studs are impossible to do up.
16:45I don't want you choking yourself.
16:46It's fine.
16:47I've gotten used to it.
16:50What are the other boys like?
16:52Have you made any friends?
16:53One or two.
16:55Something you've got to say.
16:57Talk to me a bit.
16:59You miss me?
17:01Yeah.
17:03I miss you terribly.
17:05My wise, monosyllabic owl.
17:09Granny's invited me to come and have tea.
17:11Oh, that's nice.
17:13Just the two of you?
17:15Yeah.
17:16Make sure you put in a good word for me.
17:19Why?
17:20I hardly see her anymore.
17:21I think she's crossed with me.
17:26What was that?
17:27What?
17:31I heard a click.
17:32Did you hear it?
17:34No.
17:39We have to be careful.
17:41There are people out there who want to listen in on our calls.
17:44There are bugs everywhere.
17:46Okay.
17:46Okay.
17:47I better go.
17:49Okay.
17:50Bye.
17:56Hello.
17:59But I'm not imagining it, Patrick.
18:02I hear clicks on the line all the time.
18:05It's my understanding that every call, incoming and outgoing, goes through the main palace switchboard,
18:11making it very difficult indeed to set up a tab.
18:14But not impossible.
18:20What about the light fittings?
18:22Have you checked those?
18:23Not yet, ma'am.
18:24I specifically asked you to.
18:25It'll be done today.
18:26I promise.
18:28And just to say your brother called, requesting an urgent meeting.
18:34What for?
18:35He didn't say.
18:46Roll hide us.
19:08What's up?
19:10Oh, hi.
19:11Hello.
19:11Quick, give me the camera.
19:12Hey, let's get a picture.
19:14Hey.
19:15Hey.
19:15Hey, how's it going, guys?
19:16Everyone, look.
19:17Don't stand up, look.
19:19Oh, my God.
19:33Oh, my God.
19:35Oh, my God.
19:37Don't stand up.
19:39No.
19:45No.
19:58No.
20:00No.
20:01No.
20:02No.
20:03Oh, my God.
20:25Anna Carlos.
20:29Quickly, close the door behind you.
20:32Charming.
20:34After two years of silence, that's how you greet your sister.
20:36I think you'll find the silence was your choice.
20:41And hello.
20:44Come in.
20:47A few days ago, I had a meeting with a journalist from the BBC.
20:53A chap called Martin Bashir.
20:58He, um, came to talk to me about the surveillance of public figures by the security services.
21:06Do you remember my security man, Waller?
21:08The one who leaked our letter, yeah.
21:09Hmm.
21:10Turns out he was receiving regular payments.
21:14Bashir showed me copies of bank statements, one from News International, the other from a Jersey-based shell company, which
21:22appears to be a front for the security services.
21:30Anyway, it's clear Bashir thinks people are watching you, too.
21:37Oh, you know what I think?
21:39They've been spying on me for years.
21:41They were all in on it.
21:42That's why I got rid of my personal protection officers.
21:44It's not just the policemen.
21:46Who else?
21:47Commander Aylard.
21:49Charles' private secretary.
21:54And your own private secretary.
21:58My Patrick?
21:59No.
22:02Bashir says he has proof.
22:08Anyway, you should meet him.
22:11Hear it from the horse's mouth.
22:15I wouldn't suggest it if I wasn't sure he was above board.
22:24Everything else all right?
22:30I think they're fitted with the brakes on my car now as well.
22:33What?
22:35They might just need a service.
22:40Right.
22:56You're coming along.
22:57Tell me about school.
23:00It's just so much bigger than Lodgrove.
23:04I get lost all the time.
23:06And there are special names for everything.
23:08The other day I couldn't find the way back to my house.
23:11One of the older boys told me to...
23:12Turn right at the burning bush.
23:15I have no idea what he was talking about.
23:17Turns out it's a...
23:19Lamb post.
23:22Yes.
23:24Terms are not called terms.
23:26They're...
23:27Harves.
23:29Lessons are not lessons.
23:31They're...
23:31Divs.
23:32And teachers are...
23:33Beaks.
23:35And the big boys are huge.
23:37I mean like apes.
23:40The school shop sells razor blades.
23:41You'll be needing those soon.
23:44No, I won't.
23:44Yes, you will.
23:46And your voice will break.
23:48And your feet will grow and smell.
23:50And you'll be towering over the rest of us like a giant.
23:53Especially if you keep eating like that.
23:55Oh, no.
23:56You forget I also went to eat.
23:59Not as a normal pupil.
24:01But to be taught history and the Constitution by Vice Provost Martin.
24:05I wanted to send your father there.
24:07And he was so excited to go.
24:12But Philip had other ideas.
24:15So he was sent to school in Scotland.
24:17I know.
24:18He still talks about it.
24:20Not still, surely.
24:22Mm-hmm.
24:24How are you two getting on?
24:26Pa.
24:28He's Pa.
24:30And Mummy?
24:35She asked me to put on a good word today.
24:38Says she never sees you anymore.
24:40Well, it's no great mystery where I am.
24:43Usually on the news.
24:45Plus they put a flag out on the roof of any house I happen to be in.
24:50She's welcome any time.
24:52Good.
24:57Do you worry about her?
25:04Sometimes.
25:06It's not right for a child to worry about a parent.
25:10I just...
25:11want her to be happy.
25:13If we don't, then we'll be happy.
25:16No, no, no.
25:26Let me have to be happy.
25:28Please.
25:30Don't tell me.
25:31How well I've fixed that than I've already been here.
25:33No, this one.
25:34It's not so...
25:36You think?
25:37I don't know.
25:38I'm not gonna do that.
25:38I'm not gonna do that.
25:39It's so a lot.
25:41What does he do?
25:51He's a very good one.
25:53Oh, fuck it.
26:09She's been coming in most days.
26:12At first it was just to see her friend, but then she started talking to the other patients
26:16as well.
26:17It's lifted everyone's moods.
26:19No press photographers?
26:20No.
26:21She comes in all alone.
26:23Not even a bodyguard.
26:46Hi.
26:49I just wanted to say thank you for what you've been doing.
26:52All I do is talk to them and keep them company.
26:55It's nothing compared to what you do.
26:59I just do the technical part.
27:01I can't do the miraculous part.
27:02Make people feel happy.
27:04Give them joy.
27:04What you do is entirely miraculous.
27:07I'm just a friendly storm ranger.
27:12Nice seeing you again.
27:14And you?
27:24Will you still be here in an hour?
27:26I could take my lunch then.
27:28At midnight?
27:29Yes.
27:32Okay.
27:33Yeah.
27:34If you go to the third floor, right next to the elevator, there's a vending machine.
27:39Well, it's more private than the canteen.
28:08I'm so sorry.
28:11What would you like?
28:14Quavers?
28:15Cheesy wotsuits?
28:17Or very salted?
28:22Very salted.
28:24Good choice.
28:30So how come I haven't seen you in the past few weeks?
28:33I was away.
28:35Visiting my family in Pakistan.
28:43I went to Pakistan on a solo tour in 1991.
28:48I remember.
28:49I brought the country to a standstill.
28:52It made a deep impression on me.
28:55Mmm.
28:56They're delicious, by the way.
28:59Aren't they?
29:00I love junk food.
29:05That's unexpectedly sexy.
29:10I remember visiting the Badshi mosque.
29:13Badshahi.
29:14Badshahi.
29:16And sitting primly on my little cushion.
29:18My gorgeous, chic headscarf, which they gave me to wear.
29:22Badta.
29:23Badta.
29:25And listening to all the Imams talking about interfaith harmony.
29:29Thinking how happy I could be there.
29:30If I found myself a nice, handsome Pakistani husband.
29:36It's a nice idea in theory.
29:38In practice, you might find traditional Pakistani values a little challenging.
29:42Do you think the family I married into is any different?
29:47I was instructed to dress modestly.
29:50Speak in a lower voice.
29:51And walk one pace behind my husband and address him always as sir.
29:56Where I was discouraged from expressing opinions or having an education.
30:00And where I had to make a vow that I was a virgin.
30:02Before being considered fit to marry him.
30:08I'm sorry.
30:11Um, right.
30:13Pudding.
30:14Kherdi wadi.
30:16Perfect.
30:25Are you one half of a nice, conventional arranged Pakistani marriage?
30:31No.
30:32I'm not.
30:34I'm constitutionally single.
30:36And with this job, I can't see that ever changing.
30:38Why not?
30:41For one thing, I get very little time off.
30:45Not even for the cinema on a Friday night?
30:48Cinema?
30:51I-I can't remember the last time.
30:53Is there even a film you'd like to see?
30:57Um, Apollo 13?
31:01Then let's go.
31:04You can't go to the cinema.
31:07You're the most recognizable woman in the world.
31:10It would cause a public disorder incident.
31:13Trust me, I've done it before.
31:32Martin.
31:33Lord Spencer.
31:34Good to see you.
31:35You too.
31:36My sister's upstairs.
31:40My brother told me about your conversation.
31:43Which confirmed what I think.
31:44Mm-hmm.
31:45Strange clicks on my phone.
31:47Things that I've said that then I don't know.
31:48Can't appear in the press.
31:49Things that no one could possibly know about unless they've been listening in.
31:53So who do you think's been listening in?
31:55Police and security services.
31:58Forces loyal to the royal family.
31:59And why do you think they would do that?
32:03Because they see her as a threat.
32:05Because of her power.
32:07Because of her popularity.
32:08And perhaps even because of what you know.
32:12Believe me, I know everything.
32:15And they're worried about what you might tell.
32:17Which is why they try to intimidate me and ridicule me.
32:20Make me seem paranoid or mad.
32:24I'm not.
32:25No, you're not.
32:26You're just a threat.
32:28And the bigger the threat, the bigger the lies that are used to silence it.
32:34People I've been talking to at MI6,
32:38contacts I've had for years as an investigative journalist,
32:42confirmed to me that your driver, Steve Davis, is also in on it.
32:45Steve?
32:45That a year ago, a decision was made by the establishment to mount an all-out attack on you.
32:52A concerted effort to tear you down with the ultimate goal of driving you from the country and forcing you
32:57to live abroad.
32:59Canada or the United States.
33:02It won't work.
33:03You mustn't let it.
33:05So what does she do?
33:09The best thing, in my view, would be to go public with your side of the story.
33:15Bring it out into the open.
33:16Let people know the truth.
33:19And it goes without saying,
33:22at Panorama, we would love to help you do that, if ever you decided to.
33:26I think we should think about this.
33:30Remember, you don't have to make any decisions right now.
33:36You know several American networks already interested?
33:39Yes, I'd heard.
33:41Oprah Winfrey.
33:43Barbara Walters.
33:45Yeah.
33:46David's a friend.
33:48David.
33:48Frost.
33:50But would they give you control?
33:52They might not want to, but I'm quite good at all that.
33:54We would definitely give you control.
33:59And you'd be protected by the best brand name in the world when it comes to journalistic integrity.
34:05The BBC.
34:12And if you'd like to meet again or discuss it further.
34:15Yes, please.
34:17This is my home number.
34:29Right.
34:32Shall we?
34:37Where is home?
34:38Wimbledon.
34:39I mean, originally.
34:41I was born in Wandsworth, but if you meet my parents, Pakistan.
34:45Did you grow up speaking Urdu or Punjabi?
34:49English.
34:52Interesting.
34:55Such a coincidence.
34:58Yeah, so.
35:00Right.
35:00After you.
35:02I'd appreciate your discretion with this.
35:04I tell you, she's desperate to talk.
35:05Desperate.
35:06She opens her mouth and hand grenades come out.
35:08She wants to tear down the temple.
35:10I think she's got a thing for me.
35:12What?
35:12No, I don't mean like that.
35:13I mean the fact I'm Pakistani.
35:15I thought you were always telling everyone how British you are.
35:18I am, but with her it was like this special connection.
35:21The importance she attached to it.
35:25It was strange.
35:27Is it the 14th?
35:29Right.
35:30Right.
35:38Right.
35:49Again.
35:50Is it not a strange.
35:54Her Lage.
35:54I do need a vengeance labourplay.
35:54I am sitting here.
35:54I am not lying.
35:55I really did not say institutions andazioni maineas that are unknown, or I am being
36:12Aren't you going to say hello?
36:13Hello.
36:46So tell me, Mr. Serious, important doctor, how does one actually perform heart surgery?
36:53Once we've anesthetized the patient, I open up the chest.
36:57Oh.
36:59With a scalpel.
37:00You make a 10 to 12 inch cut.
37:04Starting where?
37:07Here.
37:09Oh, moving down.
37:12If I may.
37:14You may.
37:18To here.
37:21Then you break the sternum.
37:23Ouch.
37:25You're in the general anesthetic.
37:27You don't feel it.
37:28Trust me, I feel everything.
37:32To expose the heart.
37:35Where is the heart?
37:37The heart is here.
37:39It's not here on the left?
37:41Hopefully not.
37:43Hopefully in the middle where it should be.
37:46If I may.
37:49You may.
37:56Right here.
38:02Can you feel it?
38:06Yes.
38:09Is it broken?
38:10A great many pieces after years of neglect and cruelty.
38:16No.
38:17It feels fine.
38:20Quite a strong pulse actually.
38:25I've had to make it strong.
38:27To survive.
38:34And go on.
38:36Then we connect the patient to a heart-lung bypass machine.
38:40Then I create a new path around the blocked artery.
38:45Is that fiddly?
38:46Sounds fiddly.
38:48Gets easier with practice.
38:51And after about six weeks recovery, good as knew.
39:01You just mended my heart.
39:15I should go.
39:21Thank you very much.
39:37Good night.
39:41Don't I get a proper kiss?
39:53I don't understand what you see in me.
39:56I'm a totally average, socially inept,
40:01slightly overweight workaholic doctor.
40:06I'm worried you think I'm this huge thing.
40:11This great, big, glamorous, celestial thing to be scared of.
40:14You are.
40:15No, I'm not.
40:17I'm no one anymore.
40:20Really, I'm no one.
40:23I have nothing.
40:26No real friends.
40:28No purpose.
40:29No role.
40:31No family.
40:37You forget I already had a prince.
40:40He broke my heart.
40:44I'm just looking for a frog to make me happy.
41:19This is a pleasant surprise.
41:23I wanted to pick your brains.
41:26About your neighbor.
41:27Which one?
41:30The Kensington Palace one has so many.
41:33The troublesome one.
41:36That doesn't narrow it down.
41:39The illustrious one.
41:43The ever so slightly unstable one.
41:49Because I had tea with William the other day.
41:53And I got a sense he was consumed with worry for his mother.
41:58I'm sure.
41:59Poor thing.
42:00And I thought you might know more.
42:02You and Diana talk, don't you?
42:04What makes you think that?
42:08We always say how much sympathy you have for her.
42:12I feel for her.
42:15As an outsider.
42:18As someone who is emotionally complex.
42:22As someone who struggles to lead a straightforward life.
42:28As someone with flair and character.
42:34And star quality.
42:38Yes.
42:39The system isn't easy.
42:41For people like us, you know.
42:45But that doesn't mean we talk.
42:48Or share confidences.
42:51Diana comes and goes.
42:53And I have no idea.
42:55What she's up to.
42:59What she's up to.
43:10What she's to do.
43:12You.
43:21You.
43:25You.
43:26You.
43:28You.
43:55I don't know.
44:16Hi.
44:17Hi.
44:19Okay.
44:20Since we last met, I've called in a few favors.
44:23The phone lines at the palace.
44:25It turns out at least three of them have been tapped for sure.
44:29I'm afraid you've been followed twice this week.
44:33Not by the paparazzi, but by members of the security services posing as such.
44:37Your private secretary...
44:38Pat Jack.
44:39Before it was a hunch, now we know for sure.
44:41Bank statement's confirming.
44:42He's been receiving payments into the same Channel Islands-based account as Charles's private secretary.
44:51Commander Richard Aylard.
44:55God.
44:57What about my friends?
44:59If they're being spied on too?
45:03I'd be careful about approaching your friends.
45:07If there's one thing I've learned, it's to trust no one.
45:14There's an Urdu proverb.
45:16Jitne mu utni bartein.
45:21The more mouths, the more talk.
45:24Right.
45:26I'm so sorry.
45:29But I do know in some small way how it feels to have forces arrayed against you.
45:34I grew up on a council estate for my first nine months in a homeless shelter.
45:41I've had to work twice as hard as my peers just to get my foot in the door in the
45:44whiter-than-white BBC.
45:48And the more I succeed, the more I'm resented.
45:53They don't say it, but you feel it in the looks.
45:58The euphemisms.
46:03I know what it's like to be disparaged and persecuted.
46:08What it feels like to be an outsider in one of Britain's most cherished institutions.
46:16But if they think they can intimidate us, they've got another thing coming.
46:25You don't know what it means to me.
46:29To be understood.
46:35I finally have someone on my side.
46:42For so long, I wanted people to know the truth about what it's been like to be part of this
46:46family.
46:48The sheer loneliness of it.
46:52But...
46:53I didn't know who I could tell.
46:56Or who I could trust.
46:59You can trust me.
47:04And I promise I will protect you every step of the way.
47:08What the time will?
47:27It's a happy one of the things you do.
47:28It's a happy one of the things you do.
47:28By the way up it, I can be taken care of given years.
47:28You can be fed and frustrated.
47:29I can't believe it.
47:31They can be done with something.
47:31I know who I'm doing.
47:37I don't know.
48:07I don't know.
48:46I don't know.
49:07Never, never, never, never, never know a girl like you before.
49:14I don't know.
49:36I don't know.
49:43I don't know.
49:46I don't know.
49:55I don't know.
50:14I don't know.
50:17I don't know.
50:27I don't know.
50:45I don't know.
50:46I don't know.
50:47I don't know.
50:47I don't know.
50:47.
51:17.
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