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Bought By The Lone Huntsman 2026
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00:04Before father left to join the army, he made a promise.
00:10If I die on the battlefield, you can find another man to marry, like the hunter on the edge of
00:15the village.
00:16But that huntsman, Vance, had a crippled leg and a scar that split his face in two.
00:22One punch, they said, could drop a full-grown tiger.
00:25They also said he'd already beaten his first wife to death.
00:30Marrying Mama to him was the same as sending her to die.
00:33Three years later, word came that father was dead.
00:38Grandma and the village elders collected 20 silver coins from Vance.
00:41They sold Mama off.
00:43The news arrived on the day Mama was washing clothes by the river.
00:47Deep winter, the water was thick with floating ice, cold enough to cut bone.
00:52Grandma wouldn't allow her to use hot water.
00:54She said firewood was precious, not for a worthless brat who couldn't produce sun.
01:02I'd haul extra firewood down from the mountain, but it always went straight to Uncle Dale's fire pit.
01:08If Mama or I used so much as one extra stick, Grandma beat us and cursed us for three days
01:15straight.
01:17I tried to help with the washing.
01:20Mama waved me off.
01:21The river's cold, little one.
01:23Go play over there where the sun hits.
01:25It's warmer.
01:26In the dead of winter, midday sun was the only warmth we ever had.
01:31When the laundry was done and we walked home, Grandma and the village elders were already waiting.
01:37They'd been in such a rush, but not enough to walk down to the river and find us.
01:42You take this long, wandering off who knows where, worthless brat.
01:47Roy's barely gone and already your heart's drifting.
01:55The soldiers sent word.
01:57Roy's dead.
01:58You killed him.
01:59Every bit of bad luck he had started when he married you.
02:02He's gone now, so hurry up and remarry.
02:04Don't stay here dragging our family down.
02:06The bundle was small.
02:07Two of Mama's worn out dresses.
02:09Grandma didn't look like she was grieving her own son.
02:12She looked the same as always, like someone had told me the village dog had died.
02:17Mama said nothing.
02:18She just held my hand tighter.
02:22Grandma, can I bring my daughter with me?
02:25Mama wasn't crying much.
02:27She was only worried about me.
02:29See if the huntsman's willing to pay for her.
02:33A girl this size.
02:35Sell her to a broker and you'd get ten silver easy.
02:38Mama's grip went tighter around my hand.
02:41We both knew.
02:42The moment she left, Grandma would sell me.
02:45She wouldn't keep me a single day longer than she had to.
02:50Mama shouldered her bundle and held my hand.
02:52Grandma and the village elders herded us to Vance's house.
02:55He was inside, sharpening a blade.
02:57The scraping sound never stopped.
02:59His bad leg jutted stiffly to one side.
03:02It couldn't bend.
03:03A scar ran from below his left eye all the way to the right corner of his mouth,
03:07like something had tried to split his face in half.
03:10I stepped behind Mama.
03:12Vance looked us over.
03:15You people forced this woman on me.
03:17Twenty silver is already too much.
03:20Don't push it further.
03:21He clearly hadn't wanted to take Mama, let alone me.
03:24Dead weight she'd dragged along.
03:26My Roy saved your life once.
03:28Now he's dead and we're delivering this woman straight to your door.
03:31You should be on your knees thanking us.
03:33She wants to bring the girl along as your daughter.
03:36You get a wife and a child all at once.
03:38I'm not asking for much.
03:40Another ten silver and we're done.
03:41Most families earned two or three silver in a year.
03:45Ten silver could buy a full acre of good farmland.
03:48I was not worth that much.
03:52The people in the village said he was a silent man.
03:55But when he opened his eyes and looked at you,
03:57really looked,
03:58it could stop your heart cold.
04:00Grandma shoved Mama hard.
04:02Mama's thin frame nearly went down.
04:04Mr. Hart,
04:06my daughter eats very little.
04:08She can work.
04:09Please,
04:10could you give us somewhere to go?
04:12Vance finally looked at me,
04:13a long, unreadable frown.
04:16Mama tugged at my hand.
04:17I dropped to my knees beside her with a thumb.
04:21Call him something.
04:22I stared up at Vance,
04:24at the scar.
04:26My lips shook.
04:27Papa.
04:28Vance went still.
04:29The scar looked even more ferocious
04:31when his face froze like that.
04:33Grandma's foot confused with my back.
04:36Your real father's barely cold
04:38and you're already calling some stranger Papa.
04:41Worthless brat.
04:42Just like your harlot mother,
04:44heart already belongs to someone else.
04:46She kept kicking.
04:48I lay flat and didn't move.
04:50Didn't make a sound.
04:52That was how it worked.
04:53Stay still.
04:54Let her finish.
04:55And she'd stop.
04:56Mama tried to crawl to me.
04:58One of the village elders kicked her back.
05:00It was always like this in Roy's household.
05:02Mama couldn't save me.
05:04She couldn't save her side.
05:06Enough!
05:07Vance stood.
05:08He went inside.
05:10He came back and threw ten silver coins onto the ground.
05:13This girl is my child now.
05:17I looked up at Vance.
05:19Mama hadn't caught with his silver.
05:21I had.
05:22Grandma grabbed the silver and turned to leave.
05:25Vance blocked her.
05:26He demanded a written contract.
05:28Grandma refused.
05:30Vance snatched the silver right back.
05:32No contract.
05:33No silver.
05:35In the end,
05:36with the village elders
05:37and the village head as witnesses,
05:39the contract was signed.
05:40Both Mama and I became part of Vance's household.
05:44Mama put down her bundle
05:46and started working immediately.
05:48If she stayed busy enough,
05:49maybe Vance would let me eat more.
05:51Maybe he wouldn't hit me.
05:53Vance's house was plain.
05:55Three main rooms.
05:56A hall in the center.
05:58A bedroom on each side.
05:59Only one bedroom had a bed.
06:01The other was empty.
06:03Mama led me to the woodshed.
06:04The firewood was stacked clean.
06:06The floor was tidy.
06:08Mama shifted some wood
06:09and found a board.
06:11She built me a rough bed out of it.
06:14Don't be afraid, little one.
06:21Mama, I'm not afraid.
06:23At Roy's house,
06:24it had always been the same.
06:26When Father was home,
06:27he'd say I was in the way,
06:29always getting between him and Mama
06:31when they were trying for a son.
06:33He'd chase me to the woodshed.
06:34Roy's woodshed was filthier than this.
06:37Rats, snakes,
06:38frozen solid in winter,
06:40a furnace in summer.
06:42I'd survived all of it.
06:44Mama held me against her chest.
06:45Maybe,
06:46once I give him a son,
06:48things will ease up.
06:49I said nothing.
06:50I'd long suspected
06:51Father's cruelty toward Mama
06:53had nothing to do with sons.
06:56Mama,
06:57why did Father want you
06:58to remarry Vance?
07:00Before he left,
07:01Father had kept Mama
07:02on a tight leash,
07:03wouldn't let her leave the village,
07:05wouldn't let her look up
07:06when she passed a man.
07:08Grandma would curse her for it too,
07:11said she was out there
07:11tempting people.
07:13Mama's bitter laugh
07:14stayed locked in her throat.
07:17Because...
07:18Vance was the only one
07:20who could pay that much.
07:23She didn't finish.
07:24She didn't need to.
07:26Father had sent Mama here to die.
07:30Father had been planning
07:31to sell Mama
07:32even before he left.
07:33He knew he wasn't coming back.
07:35He made sure Mama
07:36would have nowhere left to go.
07:38I'd worked this out
07:39some time ago.
07:40Not because I was clever.
07:41They'd been obvious about it.
07:43The whole village talked.
07:45Not long after we arrived,
07:46Vance came back
07:47carrying armfuls
07:48of thick wooden boards.
07:50He disappeared
07:51into the empty west bedroom.
07:53Steady hammering rang out,
07:54one blow after another.
07:56Mama stood outside the door.
07:58She wanted to ask
07:59where the food stores were
08:00so she could start dinner.
08:01But she didn't dare.
08:03After a while,
08:04Vance came back out.
08:05He saw us both
08:06still standing there.
08:07He frowned.
08:09Something you need?
08:10His voice was rough.
08:11I flinched
08:12and nearly stepped back.
08:14But we were alone here,
08:15Mama and me.
08:16If I stepped back,
08:18she'd be standing by herself.
08:19I held my ground.
08:21I took Mama's hand
08:22and stood beside her.
08:23Vance noticed.
08:25Something shifted in his brow.
08:26Mama asked carefully,
08:27I want to ask.
08:30It's nearly dinner time.
08:32If you get the grain out,
08:33I can cook.
08:34You've worked hard all day.
08:35You should eat.
08:36Vance frowned harder.
08:38He looked us up and down
08:39like we'd said something strange.
08:40Then he pointed at the kitchen.
08:42In there.
08:46The key.
08:49Vance's frown deepened.
08:50He walked over
08:52and kicked the kitchen door open.
08:53He looked back at us.
08:55I had the feeling
08:56he was asking with his eyes
08:58whether we were simple.
08:59No lock.
09:00No key.
09:02Roy's kitchen was always locked.
09:03The grain.
09:04The oil.
09:05The salt.
09:06The eggs.
09:06Everything in locked cabinets.
09:08Grandma would measure out
09:09exactly what was needed
09:10for each meal.
09:12Set it on the counter.
09:13Then stand there
09:13watching Mama cook.
09:15Drop a single grain of rice.
09:17Get a lecture
09:17that lasted half a day.
09:19She called us
09:20starving ghosts.
09:21Said we never worked.
09:22Only ate.
09:23She was afraid
09:24we'd steal food.
09:25Mama and I
09:26stepped into the kitchen.
09:27Grain.
09:28Oil.
09:28Salt.
09:29All of it
09:29just sitting out
09:30in the open.
09:32Mama stood there
09:33for a long moment.
09:34She glanced toward Vance.
09:36He'd already gone back out.
09:38She was almost afraid
09:39to touch anything.
09:40She was afraid
09:40she'd cook it wrong
09:41and he'd come back angry.
09:43Beat her.
09:44Like Grandma.
09:45She was afraid
09:46of being accused
09:46of stealing.
09:49Eventually
09:49Mama cooked.
09:51The food sat on the table.
09:53The two of us
09:53stood in the courtyard.
09:55Neither of us
09:55moved toward it.
09:56Vance came back
09:57carrying two large
09:58wicker baskets.
09:59He saw the food
10:00on the table.
10:01He saw us standing there.
10:03His frown deepened.
10:04He washed his hands.
10:05Sat down.
10:06Saw us still standing.
10:07He told us
10:08gruffly to sit.
10:09He scooped himself
10:10less than half
10:11a bowl of rice.
10:13Not enough food.
10:14Cook more tomorrow.
10:16He ate fast.
10:18Loud and efficient.
10:19Finished in minutes.
10:21But barely ate half
10:22of what was there.
10:23Done.
10:24He sat sharpening
10:25his wood cutting knife.
10:26Watching us eat.
10:27Mama hesitantly
10:28filled my bowl.
10:29We ate.
10:30Both keeping our eyes
10:31on him.
10:31I noticed it quickly.
10:32When I ate fast
10:33he looked away.
10:34When I slowed down
10:35and tried to set
10:36my chopsticks down
10:37he frowned.
10:38He was telling me
10:39to keep eating.
10:40Mama and I finished
10:41every last bite.
10:42Then we sat waiting
10:44to be scolded
10:44or hit.
10:46Vance put the knife down.
10:48Wash up and get some sleep.
10:49You've worked enough today.
10:52Mama hurried
10:53to heat the water.
10:55She waited for Vance
10:56to finish washing.
10:57Then,
10:58after a moment,
10:59washed her own face
11:00and hands and feet.
11:02It's the first day.
11:04If I'm clean
11:05he'll find less to resent.
11:07She muttered it
11:07while she scrubbed.
11:08Eyes dim.
11:10I used her leftover
11:11warm water.
11:12The heat spread up
11:13through my hands
11:14and feet all at once.
11:15So this was what
11:16it felt like
11:17to wash with hot water.
11:18No wonder Grandma
11:19and Uncle Dale
11:20always demanded
11:21extra buckets in winter.
11:22I went to the woodshed
11:24for the night.
11:25Mama stopped me
11:26at the door.
11:27Cover your ears.
11:28No matter what you hear
11:30tonight,
11:30don't come out.
11:32Pretend you heard nothing,
11:33you understand?
11:34I nodded hard.
11:36I knew.
11:37Once,
11:37when Father was hurting Mama,
11:39I'd run in crying
11:40and begged him to stop.
11:42He'd kicked me so hard
11:43I ached for half a year.
11:45This time I wouldn't
11:45make a sound.
11:46We both had to survive,
11:48stay alive,
11:49and there was still hope,
11:50even if I didn't yet know
11:51what that hope looked like.
11:55Then the woodshed door
11:56was kicked open.
11:57Vance stood in the doorway
11:58holding a lantern,
12:00staring at me
12:00where I lay in the straw.
12:02I shrank back.
12:04Cold sweat poured down my neck.
12:06Once,
12:07Father had come home
12:08half drunk in the middle
12:09of the night
12:09and walked into the woodshed.
12:11He beat me nearly to death.
12:13He said I was a burden.
12:14My fault he had no son.
12:16My fault he lost money gambling.
12:18That night,
12:19Mama grabbed the woodcutting knife
12:20and told him she'd take his life.
12:22That was the only thing
12:23that saved me.
12:24Vance was stronger.
12:26Could he put me down
12:27in three kicks?
12:28But he wasn't drunk.
12:30He wasn't angry.
12:31He reached down
12:32and grabbed me under the arms
12:33like he was picking up
12:34a stray chick.
12:35He carried me
12:36into the west bedroom.
12:37Mama was already
12:38standing there quietly.
12:40The empty room
12:40wasn't empty anymore.
12:42A wide wooden bed
12:43stood against the wall.
12:44Worn,
12:45but tidy.
12:46Vance set me down.
12:48He turned
12:48and walked back
12:49to his own east bedroom.
12:50The door closed.
12:52Within minutes,
12:52his snoring came through the wall.
12:54Mama and I
12:55stared at each other.
12:58That night,
12:59we slept restlessly.
13:00But we slept warm.
13:01I burrowed into the quilt
13:03and said quietly,
13:04Mama,
13:05it's so warm.
13:06I had never been
13:07this warm in winter.
13:08Not once.
13:09And I'd eaten dinner.
13:10My stomach was full.
13:12This,
13:12I thought,
13:13was what being alive
13:14was actually supposed
13:15to feel like.
13:16Mama stroked my hair.
13:17Little one,
13:18you called him Papa today.
13:21Do it again tomorrow.
13:22Keep calling him that.
13:24Okay.
13:25Vance was already
13:26a better father
13:27than Roy had ever been.
13:29The meals got bigger
13:30after that.
13:31And slowly,
13:32Mama didn't dare
13:32increase the amount
13:33all at once.
13:34She added a little each day
13:36until she finally
13:36understood his appetite.
13:39He ate a great deal.
13:40Roughly as much
13:41as Mama and I put together.
13:42But he never once
13:43stopped us from eating.
13:45If we ate too little,
13:46he'd frown.
13:47He hunted.
13:48Large catches,
13:48he sold.
13:50Sometimes he'd bring back
13:51a rabbit or a wild chicken.
13:52And he'd have Mama stew it.
13:54He ate half.
13:55The rest went to us.
13:57I had eaten meat
13:58three times in my life
13:59before that.
14:00This was the fourth.
14:01It was so good.
14:03No wonder Grandma
14:04and Uncle Dale
14:04had always been
14:05so desperate for it.
14:06Mama saved the extra pieces
14:08for me.
14:08I ate without thinking,
14:10too happy to pace myself.
14:12That night,
14:12I woke in the dark
14:13with my stomach
14:14seizing up in cramps.
14:16I rolled across the bed
14:17in pain.
14:18Mama rubbed my belly.
14:20It didn't help.
14:21She ran outside
14:22and scraped ash
14:23from the bottom
14:23of the cooking pot,
14:25stirred it into water,
14:26and brought it to me.
14:27I took one sip
14:28and vomited everything up.
14:32Vance burst through the door.
14:33One look at me.
14:34He wrapped me in the quilt,
14:35hoisted me onto his shoulder,
14:36and ran.
14:37Mama stumbled after him.
14:38She didn't say a word.
14:40He ran all the way
14:41to the village doctor's house
14:42at the edge of the road
14:43and kicked the door in.
14:44The whole household
14:44lurched awake.
14:45They started to complain.
14:47Then they saw his face
14:48and went quiet.
14:49The doctor checked my pulse,
14:51then asked what I'd been eating.
14:52What did she eat?
14:53Ovaid.
14:55Indigestion.
14:55Nell's been underfed
14:56all her life.
14:57Eat this much meat at once
14:59and her stomach can't manage it.
15:00She'll be fine.
15:01I'll give her something
15:02to bring it up.
15:03Keep her warm,
15:04light food for a few days.
15:05She'll recover.
15:06She gave me something.
15:07I vomited,
15:08loudly,
15:09and at length.
15:10The smell filled
15:11the whole room.
15:12The doctor's husband
15:13muttered from the corner.
15:14Never had good food
15:15her whole life.
15:16Body can't handle it
15:17when she finally does.
15:18Vance looked at him.
15:19One hard stare.
15:21He retreated
15:22to the back room.
15:23I was humiliated,
15:24getting sick
15:25from eating too much meat.
15:26Just like Grandma
15:27had always said,
15:28I was a bottomless pit
15:30with no sense.
15:33Vance carried me home
15:34over his shoulder.
15:35On the way back,
15:36he said gruffly,
15:37You've really never
15:38had meat before.
15:39I thought he was
15:40scolding me.
15:42This was only
15:43the fourth time
15:44before we only
15:47ever got a piece or two.
15:48Grandma had never
15:49let us have
15:50even the broth.
15:51He made a low sound.
15:53Eat more often enough,
15:55and this stops happening.
15:56I was wrapped
15:56too tight in the quilt
15:57and didn't quite catch it.
15:59The next few days,
16:00I could only drink porridge.
16:02Vance brought back millet.
16:04He brought back brown sugar.
16:06Millet and brown sugar
16:07were things only
16:08new mothers got
16:09after childbirth.
16:10A bowl or two,
16:11a little sweetness
16:12stirred in.
16:14I was getting a full bowl
16:15at every single meal.
16:17I was eating better
16:18than Mama had
16:19after giving birth to me.
16:21Vance watched me eat
16:22every morning
16:23until the color
16:24came back to my face.
16:25When it did,
16:27something in his own expression
16:28finally loosened.
16:31He fixed the village doctor's
16:32front gate
16:33as payment for the house call.
16:34Then he pulled the doctor back
16:36to check my pulse again.
16:38Only when she said
16:39I was fully recovered
16:40did he walk her out.
16:41He said he was going up the mountain
16:43to track a big animal.
16:45Might be gone several days.
16:47He told Mama
16:48to bake a stack
16:48of flatbreads for the road.
16:50Mama kneaded the dough
16:51with lard
16:52and mixed in brown sugar.
16:53The flatbreads
16:54came out golden
16:55and fragrant.
16:56She pressed into his hands
16:57the thick insoles
16:59and padded cap
16:59she'd sewn
17:00over the past few days.
17:02Vance took the flatbreads.
17:03He looked at the insoles
17:04and the cap.
17:05He looked up at Mama.
17:06Something in his eyes
17:07went soft.
17:08New year's coming.
17:09When I sell what I catch
17:11we'll go buy supplies.
17:12Think about what you want.
17:14Mama held my hand
17:15as we stood at the door
17:16to see him off.
17:18His figure moved away from us
17:19uneven but steady.
17:22I couldn't help
17:22shouting after him.
17:24Papa!
17:25Come home soon!
17:26Vance stopped.
17:27He didn't look back.
17:29He lifted a hand
17:30in our direction.
17:31Go inside.
17:31It's cold.
17:34We waited five days.
17:36He didn't come back.
17:37The cold deepened.
17:38On the fifth day
17:40snow began to fall.
17:41Mama watched the sky
17:42go dark.
17:43She looked at me.
17:45She pointed to the food stores
17:46and told me to mind myself.
17:48Cook my own meals
17:49if I got hungry.
17:50Mama's going to find him.
17:52I'll be back soon.
17:54Take care of yourself.
17:56She changed her clothes
17:57and strapped the woodcutting knife
17:59to her body.
18:00She found the oil lamp.
18:01I tucked a small sickle
18:03under my clothes
18:03and followed her out.
18:05Wherever you go,
18:06I go.
18:07We'll bring Papa home together.
18:10Vance was my Papa now.
18:11He was a better Papa
18:12than Roy had ever been.
18:14I was never going
18:15to have a different one.
18:16Mama let out a long breath.
18:18If something goes wrong
18:19out there,
18:19you standing alone
18:20in this house
18:21isn't any safer.
18:23Alright?
18:24Together.
18:25We held hands
18:26and went up the mountain.
18:27We'd only ever been
18:28to the edges
18:29gathering firewood.
18:31We almost never
18:32went deeper in.
18:33Wolves in there.
18:34Wild boars.
18:35Tigers.
18:35But with Mama beside me
18:37and the thought of Papa
18:38waiting somewhere
18:39in that cold,
18:40I wasn't afraid.
18:42The snow came down harder.
18:44It was barely past midday,
18:46but the sky had gone dark.
18:47Moving through the forest
18:49was difficult.
18:50Every step
18:50was uncertain.
18:52You'd break through
18:52a soft patch
18:53and sink to the knee.
18:55Mama pulled me out
18:56each time
18:56and prodded the ground
18:57ahead with a stick.
18:58We hadn't gone far
18:59when we heard heavy footsteps
19:01in the trees.
19:02Mama raised the wood
19:03cutting knife.
19:03I raised the sickle.
19:05We stared into the dark ahead,
19:06both terrified.
19:07If we were going to die
19:09out here,
19:09at least we'd die together.
19:11The footsteps came closer.
19:13A large figure emerged
19:14from between the trees.
19:15A tall man
19:16with a stiff,
19:17lopsided gait
19:17dragging something
19:19massive behind him.
19:20A tiger.
19:21We stared.
19:22He stared back.
19:23I let go of Mama's hand
19:25and ran.
19:25Papa!
19:27I threw my arms
19:28around his leg
19:29and looked up.
19:30The tiger dropped
19:31from his grip
19:31and hit the snow.
19:33He looked down at me,
19:34then up at Mama.
19:35What are the two of you
19:36doing up here?
19:36He reached down
19:37and grabbed me
19:38under the arms,
19:39trying to lift me.
19:41His hands had nothing left.
19:42He couldn't manage it.
19:44I held onto his leg.
19:45He came to find you.
19:46I've been gone five days.
19:48The snow started.
19:50I was afraid.
19:53The last time
19:54she'd gone out
19:55searching for a man
19:56who hadn't come home,
19:57she'd told Roy
19:58she was worried
19:58he'd been hurt.
19:59He'd slapped her
20:00across the face,
20:01said she was cursing him,
20:03said her worrying
20:03was the reason
20:04all his bad luck
20:05found him.
20:06After that,
20:06she stopped saying
20:07she worried about Roy.
20:08She stopped worrying
20:09about Roy at all.
20:11Vance looked at her.
20:12The corner of his mouth
20:13moved.
20:14He wanted to smile.
20:15Years of not smiling
20:16seemed to have made him
20:17forget how.
20:18But he explained,
20:19This one was big.
20:20It took longer
20:21than I thought.
20:22Get the fire going.
20:24Start dinner.
20:25A tiger that size.
20:27He must have been
20:28dragging it for hours.
20:29He was running on empty.
20:31But he didn't ask for help.
20:32He would get it home himself.
20:34Mama stood watching him torn.
20:36She didn't dare disobey.
20:37But she wanted to help.
20:39I ran forward
20:40and grabbed one of the tiger's
20:41hind legs.
20:43Papa,
20:44we'll all go back together.
20:47I wasn't very strong.
20:48And touching that leg,
20:50even a dead leg,
20:51sent a chill through me
20:52that had nothing to do
20:53with the snow.
20:54The tiger was enormous.
20:56Dead as it was,
20:57it still looked vicious.
20:59Mama hesitated.
21:00Then she stepped up
21:01beside us.
21:03Vance's mouth twitched.
21:05He agreed.
21:08The three of us
21:09dragged the tiger back home.
21:11By the time we reached
21:12the village,
21:13the snow lay thick
21:14on the ground.
21:15The whole village was dark,
21:17the lanes empty.
21:18We made it inside at last.
21:20The tiger lay in the yard,
21:22half buried in white,
21:24still looking dangerous.
21:25I wasn't afraid of it anymore.
21:27I circled it a few times
21:28just to prove it,
21:29then ran back
21:30and pressed myself
21:30against Papa's leg.
21:32Papa's so strong.
21:34He killed a tiger
21:35all by himself.
21:37Vance was too exhausted
21:38to move.
21:39But he reached down
21:40and rested his hand
21:41on top of my head.
21:44His hand was huge
21:45and rough and heavy.
21:47But when it rested on my head,
21:48it was light.
21:50It was warm.
21:50Roy had large hands, too.
21:53They'd never been rough.
21:54He rarely did anything
21:56that required effort.
21:57He wasn't very strong, either.
22:00Every time he'd pick to fight
22:01and come out worse,
22:02he'd curled up on the ground
22:04and hadn't even tried
22:05to fight back.
22:06But when he hit Mama and me,
22:08he hit hard.
22:09In this village,
22:10most men were like that.
22:11Hands that fell hard
22:13on their wives and children.
22:14I had always thought
22:15all fathers were the same.
22:17Turns out some of them
22:18were different.
22:22The next morning,
22:23before dawn,
22:24Vance fetched an ox cart.
22:26He woke us up
22:27and we rode into town together
22:28to sell the tiger.
22:29In the county seat,
22:31he went straight
22:31to a large estate
22:32he clearly knew well.
22:34He called someone out.
22:35Fletcher!
22:35Fletcher came to the door.
22:37His face lit up
22:38when he saw Vance.
22:39The two men grabbed each other
22:41by the shoulders,
22:42talking like old friends.
22:43So Papa could be like this,
22:45animated,
22:46warm,
22:46full of words.
22:48Mama and I hung back,
22:50staring at the tall,
22:51heavy doors,
22:52the high threshold,
22:53the stone lions
22:54flanking the gate.
22:55We didn't dare
22:56step forward.
22:57Vance looked back at us
22:58and said something
22:59to Fletcher.
23:00Fletcher studied us,
23:01then reached into his coat
23:02and pulled out
23:03a small cloth pouch.
23:04Here, child.
23:06Take it.
23:07I didn't dare.
23:08He pressed it into my hands.
23:10Papa nodded.
23:11I took it.
23:15Thank you, Uncle Fletcher.
23:17Inside the pouch
23:18was a small piece of silver.
23:20I walked it over to Papa.
23:21Papa!
23:22And tucked it into his hands.
23:23For you.
23:24Fletcher blinked.
23:25Then he laughed,
23:26loud and warm.
23:27Well, old Vance,
23:28you've got yourself
23:29a devoted little girl.
23:31You're a lucky man.
23:32That one's for your Papa.
23:35This one's yours.
23:36Keep it.
23:37Fletcher bought the tiger
23:38and invited Vance
23:39to stay for drinks.
23:40Vance shook his head.
23:42Nothing at home.
23:43Need to stock up for New Year.
23:45Next time then,
23:45and you'd better actually show up.
23:49The tiger had sold
23:50for a good sum.
23:51Vance walked us
23:52through the market.
23:53First, a wonton stall
23:54for breakfast.
23:55A big bowl each.
23:57Thin wrappers,
23:57fat filling.
23:58Floating in rich broth
23:59that steamed in the cold air.
24:01Mama was afraid to eat,
24:03but Vance had already paid.
24:04Wasting it was worse.
24:06She tried to give me her bowl.
24:07Vance stopped her.
24:08Children who overeat
24:10end up with stomach aches.
24:11Mama thought of my illness
24:12immediately.
24:13She stopped.
24:14After the wontons,
24:15her face had some color in it.
24:17Vance took us to buy pork,
24:19grain, flour, oil,
24:21dried spices for cooking,
24:22then to the cloth shop,
24:24new quilts,
24:24and padded coats.
24:26Mama waved her hands.
24:27The ones we have
24:28are perfectly fine.
24:29I said the same.
24:30When we'd first arrived,
24:32the quilts and padded clothes
24:33Vance gave us
24:34had been secondhand,
24:36but they were clean and warm.
24:37That was already more
24:38than I'd ever had.
24:40Before,
24:41I had no silver.
24:43I bought used.
24:44Now I have silver.
24:46We buy new.
24:48In the end,
24:48they didn't buy ready-made.
24:50They bought fabric
24:51and cotton batting.
24:52Mama still didn't want
24:53to spend too freely.
24:54I can sew.
24:55My hands are fast.
24:57Done before new year,
24:58I promise.
24:58She found a length
24:59of dark blue cloth
25:00and held it up
25:01beside Vance.
25:02This one suits you.
25:04It was the closest
25:05they'd ever stood.
25:06I was almost sure
25:07I saw Vance's face go red.
25:12His face went red
25:13and he looked happier.
25:14He lifted me up
25:15and set me on his shoulders
25:16so I could see
25:17all the way down
25:18the market road.
25:19I laughed so hard
25:20I could barely breathe.
25:21It was the highest
25:22I'd ever been.
25:23I could see everything.
25:25Mama walked carefully
25:26beside us,
25:27glancing again and again
25:28at his leg,
25:29afraid he'd tire himself out.
25:31Further along,
25:33Vance bought sesame candy
25:34and sugar figurines.
25:36He bought hair ribbons
25:37and flowers
25:38for Mama and me both.
25:39The stall woman
25:40smiled at them.
25:41Your wife and daughter
25:42are lovely.
25:43These flowers
25:44suit them perfectly.
25:45City made, you know?
25:46Vance and Mama
25:47both went red
25:48at exactly the same moment.
25:49On the way home,
25:50I sat in the ox cart
25:51holding my sugar figurine
25:53and refused to eat it.
25:54It was a general
25:55in full armor,
25:57fierce looking,
25:58just like Papa.
25:59We passed Roy's old house
26:00on the road
26:01through the village.
26:02Grandma was in the yard
26:03washing clothes
26:04in hot water
26:05so she'd always known
26:06about hot water.
26:08Uncle Dale sat slumped
26:09under the eaves
26:10doing nothing.
26:11They'd sold Mama and me
26:12for 30 silver.
26:13Dale still hadn't found himself
26:15a wife with that money.
26:16He just sat around
26:17and called it
26:18waiting for a good match.
26:20Grandma looked up.
26:21Uncle Dale looked up.
26:22They stared at us,
26:24slack-jawed,
26:24and their faces
26:25turned ugly.
26:27Worthless brat.
26:29Haral it.
26:32The curse had barely
26:33left Grandma's mouth
26:34when a rock hit
26:35Uncle Dale square
26:36on the head.
26:37Who threw?
26:38Vance threw a second rock.
26:39It landed straight
26:40in Grandma's washtub
26:41and sent water
26:42splashing in all directions.
26:43These are my wife
26:44and daughter.
26:45Open your mouths
26:46against them again
26:46and you've got me
26:47to answer to.
26:48He stood at the gate
26:49in the fading light.
26:50Even with the bad leg,
26:52he was a wall.
26:52Grandma and Uncle Dale,
26:54bullies who ran
26:55at the first sign
26:56of real resistance,
26:57went completely silent.
26:58Mama's hand found mine.
27:00Her eyes had gone red.
27:02We rode on.
27:03When I looked back,
27:04I could still see
27:05the venom in their faces.
27:06Then I found my nerve.
27:08I raised my sugar figurine
27:10at them
27:10and made the ugliest face
27:11I could manage.
27:12I had a real Papa now.
27:14They couldn't touch us anymore.
27:18I lost my sugar figurine
27:20and my new hair ribbon.
27:22I was too ashamed
27:23to go home.
27:24I hovered near our gate,
27:26going back and forth,
27:28not able to make myself walk in.
27:30Papa came down
27:31from the mountain.
27:32He saw me,
27:34coat torn,
27:35face bleeding,
27:36covered in mud.
27:37He dropped his firewood,
27:39dropped the wild chickens
27:40he'd been carrying.
27:41Who did this?
27:43I'd never seen him
27:44this frightened.
27:45It scared me more
27:46than the beating.
27:47I started shaking.
27:48I'm sorry.
27:50I'm sorry.
27:51He crouched down.
27:52He wiped the mud
27:53off my face
27:54with his rough hands.
27:55His hands weren't steady.
27:56Tell Papa
27:58who did it.
28:00His voice steadied me.
28:01I told him everything,
28:03halting,
28:04stumbling over the words.
28:05With every sentence,
28:06his expression darkened.
28:08He took me inside
28:09and handed me to Mama.
28:10Then he picked up
28:11his walking stick
28:12and walked back out.
28:13Mama grabbed his arm.
28:15She shook her head.
28:16Papa thought about it.
28:17He picked up
28:18the thick wooden post
28:19that braced the door shut.
28:21That afternoon,
28:22the fathers of every boy
28:24who'd hit me
28:24got beaten.
28:25I won't hit a child.
28:26I'll hit you.
28:27One more incident
28:28and I'll break your legs.
28:32Every one of them
28:33was a grown,
28:34able-bodied man.
28:35Papa had one good leg.
28:37He chased them
28:38through the village anyway,
28:40one methodical blow
28:41at a time.
28:42Then Papa went
28:43to Roy's old house
28:44and beat Uncle Dale
28:45in front of the whole street.
28:47You people forced Ivy
28:48and this girl on me.
28:49I painted the silver.
28:50I signed the contract.
28:51They're mine.
28:52If I hear any more talk
28:52from your side of the village,
28:53Dale should stop
28:54walking alone after dark.
28:55Uncle Dale howled
28:57and promised over and over
28:59that it would never
29:00happen again.
29:02Anyone with something to say,
29:03say it to me directly.
29:05Not one person
29:06stepped forward.
29:07Several hurried
29:08to point out
29:09that Grandma's family
29:10had always treated
29:11Ivy and me badly.
29:13It's true.
29:14Ivy and little Nell
29:15are well off with you,
29:16old Vanch.
29:17You know how to take care
29:18of people.
29:18Those two are lucky
29:19they ended up with you.
29:20Papa walked home
29:21carrying the door post.
29:22He stopped in front of me
29:24and rested his hand
29:25on my head.
29:26He held my hand
29:27and walked me inside.
29:28In the lane,
29:29he said quietly,
29:30Who gave you that name anyway?
29:33Nell.
29:34It was Grandma's choice.
29:35Half the girls
29:36in the village
29:37had names like it.
29:38Nell,
29:38for invite a brother,
29:39hope,
29:40for wish for a son,
29:41bless,
29:42for pray he comes.
29:43Papa didn't like it.
29:45How about Clara
29:45from now on?
29:46Bright as the sun
29:47and moon,
29:48that's what Clara means.
29:49A name for someone
29:50with a future ahead of her.
29:53I was six years old
29:54and had my first real name.
29:56Clara.
29:57Clara Hart.
29:59A heart now?
30:00I told Mama,
30:01grinning.
30:02She laughed through red eyes,
30:03pressing the tears back.
30:05Papa said it twice,
30:06softly to himself.
30:07Clara Hart.
30:08Clara Hart.
30:10That night,
30:10Mama finished sewing
30:11the new quilts.
30:12She came to me with them
30:13folded in her arms.
30:16Clara,
30:17you're a big girl now.
30:19Time to sleep
30:20in your own room.
30:21All right?
30:21Her own room.
30:23If I moved out,
30:24where would Mama sleep?
30:25I thought about it
30:25for one second.
30:26Yes.
30:27Mama,
30:28you and Papa
30:29should hurry up
30:29and have a little brother
30:30or sister for me.
30:32I'll take care of them.
30:34I meant it.
30:35A little brother
30:35or sister who had Papa.
30:37They'd be wonderful.
30:38I already wanted
30:39to meet them.
30:40The next morning,
30:41Papa woke me at dawn.
30:42Clara,
30:43yesterday,
30:44was Papa impressive?
30:45Very impressive.
30:46You can't rely on me
30:47your whole life.
30:48You need to protect yourself.
30:49Do you want to be
30:49as strong as Papa?
30:50Yes.
30:53I wanted to be strong enough
30:54to protect Papa and Mama,
30:56the future little ones,
30:57to hunt on the mountain
30:58and earn enough silver
31:00to take care of all of them.
31:01Papa was pleased.
31:02He pointed at the yard.
31:03Run 50 laps to start.
31:0550 laps.
31:07By the end,
31:08I could barely stand.
31:09He didn't let me stop.
31:11Mama watched with pained eyes.
31:13She said nothing.
31:15After running,
31:15came stances.
31:16And lifting the stone block,
31:18Papa had brought back
31:19from the mountain.
31:20It was just heavy enough
31:21that I could manage it
31:23on a good day.
31:24By evening,
31:25my hands and feet
31:26were covered in blisters.
31:27Train hard.
31:28Your Papa means it
31:30for your good.
31:31I know, Mama.
31:32I understood
31:32what Papa's care looked like.
31:34That night,
31:35Mama carried her new quilt
31:36into Papa's bedroom.
31:38They talked quietly for a while.
31:40The lamp went out.
31:41The night was noisy for a bit.
31:43I slept soundly
31:44in my new quilts anyway.
31:46The next day,
31:47Papa woke up late.
31:48I'd already run 30 laps
31:50around the yard
31:50by the time he appeared
31:51at the door.
31:52All day,
31:53he and Mama kept
31:54catching each other's eyes
31:55and looking away fast,
31:57both of them red-faced,
31:58both of them smiling at nothing.
32:00If you want to look,
32:02just look.
32:03Why the sneaking?
32:04Adults were very strange.
32:09After New Year,
32:10Papa bought several acres
32:11of good farmland
32:13with the tiger money.
32:14He farmed in the busy seasons
32:16and hunted in the quiet ones.
32:18He teaching me
32:19how to track animals,
32:20how to read droppings
32:21and prints,
32:22which sounds meant danger.
32:23Taught me the knife
32:24and the bow,
32:25how to put a person down
32:26using as little force
32:27as possible.
32:28My strength was still limited.
32:30Progress was slow.
32:32The village gossiped.
32:33Most of it came
32:34from Roy's old household.
32:36That cripple got a wife
32:37and a daughter
32:38handed to him for nothing.
32:39It doesn't matter
32:40how smug Ivy acts.
32:42She still ended up
32:42with a cripple.
32:44Roy was twice as handsome.
32:46Roy had been handsome.
32:47Much good it had done anyone.
32:49He couldn't carry a load
32:50or plant a field.
32:51He was a farmer
32:52who refused to farm.
32:53His greatest skill
32:54was hitting the people
32:55who lived in his house.
32:58I glanced at Papa's leg.
33:00He noticed.
33:01He adjusted his gait
33:02and walked more carefully
33:04than before.
33:05Mama caught me looking.
33:06She smacked the back of my head
33:08the moment we were alone.
33:09Your Papa has been
33:10nothing but good to us, Clara.
33:12Don't you dare look at him
33:13the way this village does.
33:14Don't you dare.
33:15Mama,
33:16I want to study medicine.
33:17If I'm good enough someday,
33:19maybe I can fix Papa's leg.
33:21I didn't care about the limp.
33:22I didn't care about the scar.
33:24I just didn't want him
33:25to hurt on rainy days.
33:26I didn't want him
33:27working through the pain
33:28and never saying a word about it.
33:30Mama's expression shifted.
33:31She worried.
33:33Female apprentices
33:33were hard to place.
33:34Most healers wouldn't take them,
33:36but Papa had been standing
33:38just outside the door.
33:39He went quiet for two days.
33:41Then he took me back into town
33:43to Fletcher
33:44at the large estate.
33:45Fletcher looked me over
33:46for a long moment.
33:48Medicine is hard work, Clara.
33:49An apprentice life is harder.
33:51Can you take it?
33:52I can.
33:52And when I've learned enough,
33:54I'll fix Papa's leg.
33:55Then I'll earn enough silver
33:56to take care of all of them,
33:57Papa and Mama
33:58and my little brothers and sisters.
34:00Brothers and sisters?
34:01Is there news already?
34:02Papa went scarlet
34:04and said it was far too early
34:05for that.
34:05Far too early.
34:08I moved into the county seat
34:10and began my apprenticeship
34:11at the clinic.
34:13I only asked to bring
34:14one thing from home,
34:15my stone lifting block
34:17for training.
34:18Mama couldn't make herself leave.
34:20She stood at the clinic door
34:21and wouldn't move.
34:22I waved her off.
34:24Mama,
34:26come back when I've made
34:27something of myself.
34:28She laughed despite herself.
34:31All right.
34:32Mama's waiting.
34:33The clinic's doctor
34:35was warm and patient
34:36with patience.
34:37With her apprentices,
34:38she was merciless.
34:39Too slow to learn.
34:41She scolded you.
34:42Made an error.
34:43She scolded you.
34:45Sometimes she hit.
34:47Some of the younger apprentices
34:48cried and went home
34:49within weeks.
34:50I wasn't troubled
34:51by any of it.
34:52She only ever struck
34:53the padded parts of the body.
34:55The force was calibrated.
34:56Sharp on impact.
34:57No lasting harm.
34:58Compared to Roy's household,
35:00this was nothing.
35:01And when the doctor scolded us,
35:03I recognized that look.
35:04It wasn't hatred.
35:05It was impatience
35:06born from caring.
35:07She also made sure we ate.
35:09Every meal,
35:10every day,
35:11without exception.
35:12She never once
35:13stinted on food or clothing.
35:16I could tell the difference
35:18between people
35:19who meant you harm
35:20and people who were hard on you
35:21for a reason.
35:22I kept lifting my stone block.
35:25I kept practicing
35:26the fighting forms
35:27Papa had taught me.
35:28My grip got stronger.
35:29When I started learning massage
35:31and manipulation
35:32from the doctor,
35:33I was already ahead
35:34of the others.
35:35I could feel exactly
35:36where the tension sat
35:37under the skin.
35:38I worked on her shoulders
35:40when she'd had a long day.
35:41She started looking less grim.
35:43Every two weeks,
35:44I went home.
35:45First thing,
35:46Papa's bad leg.
35:47He refused at first.
35:49Twisted around in his seat
35:50like I'd suggested
35:51something embarrassing.
35:52A few minutes in,
35:53his eyes went red.
35:55When he stood up afterward,
35:56he walked without
35:57catching himself
35:58on the door frame.
35:59Clara's gotten good.
36:01Learning fast.
36:02Mama asked me to teach her.
36:03When you're in the city,
36:04I can work on it for him.
36:06He pushes himself too hard.
36:07I walked them both
36:08through it side by side.
36:10When I'm not here,
36:11you can do it for each other.
36:12They both turned red
36:13at exactly the same time.
36:15Adults.
36:16Truly inexplicable.
36:17I've done it for you.
36:22I've done it for you.
36:24I've done it for you.
36:33I've been looking over the air.
36:34I've done it for you.h
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