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00:00:28The End
00:00:40hey hey how's everything going yeah fine yeah yeah good i just thought i'd call
00:00:48actually mom i'm about to head out so i better go oh just wake up can you just hang on
00:00:51a minute
00:00:53mom something happened mom i fractured my leg oh god i know do i need to come home
00:01:29hello mum
00:01:58mom
00:02:21mom
00:02:36shit mom are you okay oh d darling hello you're here yeah mom should you be doing that
00:02:41yes let me help i can jump in there it's okay i've got it i've got it i'm injured but
00:02:46i'm
00:02:46not useless no i didn't mean that you were you're early if i'd known i would have changed
00:02:51done made something for tea oh dear
00:03:00you look well
00:03:07thank you for
00:03:12just thank you thank you for coming i know it's been a bit of a drama
00:03:17no it's all good i got some time at work so
00:03:23how's the leg
00:03:24still attached
00:03:25that's good
00:03:29i brought you
00:03:36this
00:03:37oh no i can't because i'm the painkiller so
00:03:41but then again could help
00:03:49what's with that
00:03:50uh um i don't know just an old house i guess
00:03:54yeah it's all looking a bit sad
00:03:57hmm well um i do try my best
00:04:00no i of course you do i just i meant that i'm here now and i can help with whatever
00:04:08you
00:04:08need
00:04:08yeah
00:04:11um okay well i'm gonna put this in the fridge
00:04:13and why don't you um do you want to put your stuff away in your room
00:04:19yeah
00:04:23it's still
00:04:25i haven't changed it
00:04:34um
00:04:40um
00:04:41um
00:05:42Yeah, I'm in here, darling.
00:05:45Has someone been staying in my old room?
00:05:48What?
00:05:50No.
00:05:51Well, actually, no, sometimes I do because my windows rattle when it's windy, so.
00:05:58Why is all my old stuff out then?
00:06:01Oh, just, I can barely hear you, darling.
00:06:05Just come in.
00:06:09There's nothing you haven't seen before.
00:06:12Mum, if you want to have a bath, you should have told me.
00:06:15I could have helped you in.
00:06:17I can get in the bath.
00:06:21You can get in too if you want.
00:06:24I used to love having a bath with me when you were little.
00:06:27Splash all the water out.
00:06:31Bath, bath, bath, bath, bath.
00:06:36I just wasn't expecting you to come back so grown up.
00:06:41Being stuck in this house, it feels like nothing has changed at all.
00:06:46Mum, you tell me if something was wrong, right?
00:06:55Mum, we've got plenty of time to talk about everything.
00:07:01Let me help.
00:07:09Thanks.
00:07:14I'm really not sure who you look like now.
00:07:26You look like me, Mum.
00:07:31Oh, I'm...
00:07:32I'm sorry.
00:07:38Fuck.
00:08:06Mum?
00:08:07Mum?
00:08:18Mom?
00:08:22Mom, are you alright?
00:08:38Mom?
00:08:41Mom?
00:08:47Mom?
00:08:48I'm gonna do the other way!
00:08:57Food.
00:08:59Go get away from me. I'm just gonna try it!
00:09:05Steve!
00:09:07Steve, where are you going?
00:09:10Steve, wait!
00:09:12No, no, no, no, no!
00:09:16What the fuck?
00:09:26Finally someone else can see me and I still can't leave the property.
00:09:30Oh honey, we talked about not getting your hopes up.
00:09:35What is this?
00:09:37I mean, what is she?
00:09:40Um, she's right here.
00:09:43I think we settled on...
00:09:45Ghost.
00:09:46Spirit.
00:09:46Unresolved drama.
00:09:48Pick your fave.
00:09:50So she's...
00:09:52I'm you.
00:09:53Obviously.
00:09:54From before.
00:09:55Before you left.
00:09:57I think I was feeling sad and lonely and then strange things started happening.
00:10:04Fuses blowing and lights flickering and...
00:10:07Not super original, I know.
00:10:09And then one day, Dee just appeared in the dam while dripping with mud.
00:10:14Wait, wait, wait.
00:10:15Wait, wait, wait.
00:10:16How long ago did this happen?
00:10:18A couple of years.
00:10:19721 days.
00:10:20And you're only just telling me this now.
00:10:23Okay, when would she have told you?
00:10:24You haven't been home in like ages.
00:10:26Tea.
00:10:27It's a lot to take.
00:10:28Sorry, she's just...
00:10:29Do not apologize to him.
00:10:31He comes back and I'm still stuck here.
00:10:33Look, he won't even look at me.
00:10:34Deanna, calm down.
00:10:35Do not tell me to calm down.
00:10:37He dumped his stuff in my room.
00:10:39It's my room.
00:10:40What?
00:10:40You're gonna sleep in my bed too?
00:10:41Okay.
00:10:42This can't be real.
00:10:43You're not real.
00:10:44Yes, I am!
00:10:46Okay, everyone, bed now.
00:11:11I'm sorry.
00:11:18Good morning.
00:11:21Look, we got off to a bit of a turbo start, but Mum said that we should, you know, get
00:11:26to know each other.
00:11:27So, uh, tell me, what do we do?
00:11:33Like, for work?
00:11:38Okay, then.
00:11:45So do we have a girlfriend?
00:11:50Wait, are we still gay?
00:11:59Wow, 24 and no partner.
00:12:04Sad.
00:12:07You know this is, like, big shit for me too, right?
00:12:10I mean, I knew that you'd become a guy or whatever.
00:12:15I found photos.
00:12:17I feel a lot seeing you up close.
00:12:20And I have some questions.
00:12:23Like, when did we become such an asshole?
00:12:25Okay.
00:12:27Look, I don't know how this whole ghost thing works,
00:12:29but you can cross over now.
00:12:30Or vanquish yourself, or whatever it is you do.
00:12:33I'm here now, alright?
00:12:40You're right.
00:12:42You really have no idea how this works.
00:12:54Hello?
00:12:59Anyone home?
00:13:04George?
00:13:05Holy shit.
00:13:08Dude!
00:13:10Dude, your face!
00:13:12My God, your beard!
00:13:15What are you doing here?
00:13:17I was just passing, and I saw your car.
00:13:20You still live here?
00:13:22In Tewoo?
00:13:23Yeah, of course.
00:13:24Right.
00:13:25I mean, I just didn't think that you would stay in...
00:13:27Man!
00:13:28Look at you!
00:13:29Oh my God!
00:13:31So, what do I call you now?
00:13:35Darcy.
00:13:37Darcy.
00:13:39I like it.
00:13:41Thanks.
00:13:42I chose it from a list.
00:13:44Jesus!
00:13:45What the heck?
00:13:49What are you looking at?
00:13:50Oh my God, are you okay?
00:13:52Yeah, I'm fine.
00:13:53What was that?
00:13:55Nothing.
00:13:55Let's just catch up later.
00:14:01Good morning.
00:14:02Jesus tried to kill George with a drainpipe.
00:14:04Wait, what?
00:14:06George?
00:14:06George Maynard, from school.
00:14:09George was here?
00:14:10Yes.
00:14:12Oh.
00:14:15Well, it was probably just an accident.
00:14:18Well, does that happen every time someone comes over?
00:14:21Well, we don't really have visitors anymore.
00:14:24But there are always people at this house.
00:14:27Neighbours.
00:14:28Or art club kids.
00:14:29I mean, you're still doing art club, right?
00:14:31Things have changed.
00:14:33Did she do this?
00:14:35No!
00:14:36I fell off a chair.
00:14:37Don't be so dramatic.
00:14:38Mum!
00:14:39She's out of control.
00:14:41Yes.
00:14:41Yes, things are hard with Dee.
00:14:44They're great, but also hard.
00:14:46She's stuck.
00:14:48She's just so frustrated.
00:14:48She doesn't mean it.
00:14:49Do you remember what you were like?
00:14:52I'd hoped that with you being here
00:14:55would help her process her emotions.
00:14:56And then what are we supposed to do?
00:14:58Just walk around and play happy families?
00:14:59You said you wanted to help.
00:15:01That is what I am trying to do, Mum.
00:15:03She needs to go.
00:15:04She is ruining your life.
00:15:06You don't know what our life is like.
00:15:07How could you know?
00:15:08You're the one that cut me out.
00:15:10What?
00:15:23I'm sorry about before with George.
00:15:28I know I can be too much.
00:15:49Go potty trick, huh?
00:15:51Hmm.
00:16:03I don't taste like shit.
00:16:04Yeah, rosé's going to grow on you at about 21.
00:16:08I'm listening.
00:16:11I work in a call centre.
00:16:13I live in a house with two housemates,
00:16:15and no, I do not have a partner.
00:16:18So we live a life that's boring?
00:16:20It's not boring.
00:16:23I'm 17, no one can see me,
00:16:25and I spend every second in a house with my mum.
00:16:29I know boring.
00:16:31I just wish I could see it.
00:16:34The city.
00:16:35The night out.
00:16:37The job.
00:16:40I'd even go feral for hot chips from Harry's.
00:16:43I can get you some.
00:16:44With gravy.
00:17:03Was it scary?
00:17:05Changing that way?
00:17:08It was scary.
00:17:10But it was right.
00:17:17Let's try this again.
00:17:35Oh, God.
00:17:37Sorry.
00:17:39I was going to tell you.
00:17:40I just...
00:17:44When did you do...
00:17:46It's okay.
00:17:47Really, it's not a big deal.
00:17:54There was nothing wrong with your body.
00:17:58You were so beautiful.
00:18:08Sorry.
00:18:09Oh, shit.
00:18:11Oh, shit.
00:18:15Oh, shit.
00:18:16There's nothing to do.
00:18:23I'm not going to tell you.
00:18:24Oh, shit.
00:18:24No.
00:18:27Oh, shit.
00:18:28Okay.
00:18:29Oh, shit.
00:18:29Oh, shit.
00:18:30Look down in my body
00:18:36Doesn't feel my own
00:18:40Like clothing unclean
00:18:45Or something I'd outgrown
00:18:49Wanted to take it off
00:18:54Take off my body
00:18:59Wanted to take it off
00:19:10Oh shit
00:19:12I bled
00:19:15Did I was angry?
00:19:17I was bad
00:19:19And I stood there so far
00:19:22And I'd been by the road
00:19:24And I'd forget about you
00:19:27I'd choke
00:19:29I'm gone
00:19:30I'm gone
00:19:37No
00:19:45I'll
00:20:04Dee?
00:20:11Dee?
00:20:13Dee?
00:20:14Honey where are you?
00:20:16Dee?
00:20:28Morning.
00:20:31What the hell is going on?
00:20:35I've looked all over the house and I can't find her anywhere.
00:20:38I don't know.
00:20:40Last time I saw her she was with you.
00:20:42And you just decided to burn all the things.
00:20:44Why would you do that?
00:20:46I just...
00:20:47I need her to cleanse.
00:20:50She never disappears like this.
00:20:55Oh my god.
00:20:57The fire.
00:20:59What?
00:21:00The fire.
00:21:01It's done something to Dee.
00:21:03Well how would the fire affect her?
00:21:05I don't know but she was fine before and now she's gone.
00:21:08And you know she can't leave.
00:21:10Oh my god why would you do something like this?
00:21:13Why did you have to mess with everything?
00:21:15I didn't mean to.
00:21:16It was just my old things.
00:21:18I was upset okay?
00:21:19I didn't think that it would...
00:21:21It's not like there's some rule book on this stuff.
00:21:25Is there?
00:21:41I bought you a tea.
00:21:45It's this smoked black tea that my housemate buys.
00:21:48It's kind of intense but I got you a pack.
00:21:50I know that you like it before bed so I thought that you could have some and you could drink.
00:21:56Look I know that you're upset about Dee.
00:21:58And I am really sorry.
00:22:00I didn't mean for anything to happen to her.
00:22:02But I'm here now and...
00:22:03Maybe it's for the best.
00:22:08Seriously mum can you just look at me when I'm trying to...
00:22:10Ow!
00:22:10Shit!
00:22:12Mum.
00:22:13It's okay.
00:22:14I've got it.
00:22:17Oh.
00:22:18Fuck.
00:22:21That looks deep mum.
00:22:22You might need stitches.
00:22:37Don't.
00:23:00Oh.
00:23:01Hello.
00:23:02I'm Nora.
00:23:03Sorry for waiting.
00:23:04Hi.
00:23:04Hi Brian.
00:23:04Thank you so much.
00:23:06You're fitting me in again.
00:23:07Another emergency.
00:23:08Oh absolutely.
00:23:08In the last minute.
00:23:09It's wonderful.
00:23:10My pleasure.
00:23:11Very grateful.
00:23:12Hi.
00:23:12How are you?
00:23:13Brian?
00:23:15Oh.
00:23:16Sorry.
00:23:17You don't remember.
00:23:18It's...
00:23:18Deanna.
00:23:19My...
00:23:20It's Darcy.
00:23:21Actually.
00:23:22Oh.
00:23:23Yes.
00:23:23Hi.
00:23:24Sorry.
00:23:26Didn't recognise you all.
00:23:28Grown up.
00:23:29Yeah.
00:23:29Sorry.
00:23:30Neither do I.
00:23:31She's my daughter.
00:23:32Mum.
00:23:34But um.
00:23:35You know.
00:23:35I'm very happy for the help.
00:23:37The support.
00:23:37I've got food.
00:23:39Hand.
00:23:40Everything.
00:23:41I know.
00:23:41I'm an idiot.
00:23:42Deanna.
00:23:43Is my...
00:23:44Is my...
00:23:44Is my...
00:23:44Is my...
00:23:47Daughter.
00:23:48Oh shit.
00:23:49I don't recognise her either.
00:23:52Oi.
00:23:53Slow down.
00:23:54Hey.
00:23:55Stop.
00:23:56Hello.
00:23:57Leg.
00:23:58I'm sorry.
00:23:59Did you even hear yourself in there?
00:24:00Oh.
00:24:02Do you have any idea how hard it is for me to be back here?
00:24:04And you can't even...
00:24:05Are you ashamed of me?
00:24:07No.
00:24:07Or is that what this is?
00:24:08No.
00:24:09No.
00:24:09I was trying to help.
00:24:11You can't expect Brian to understand all that gender stuff.
00:24:15Right mum.
00:24:16A doctor.
00:24:17Yeah.
00:24:18But he's old fashioned.
00:24:19It'd just be awkward.
00:24:20Mum.
00:24:21Awkward for who?
00:24:22Come on.
00:24:23No.
00:24:24You're always choosing someone else instead of me.
00:24:27I'm here.
00:24:28I'm real.
00:24:30And you wonder why I don't come home.
00:24:45I don't recognise her either.
00:25:08Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11You still work here?
00:25:13Uh, actually I run it.
00:25:15A couple of years now.
00:25:17Yeah?
00:25:18Yeah.
00:25:19Thanks.
00:25:24The place looks, um...
00:25:28Different.
00:25:29Different.
00:25:31Gee, thanks.
00:25:32No, I didn't mean that.
00:25:34I mean, it looks...
00:25:35It looks good.
00:25:36I think it looks good.
00:25:37Do you?
00:25:37Yeah.
00:25:37I like it a lot more than...
00:25:39More than...
00:25:40Uh, than...
00:25:43On the house, obviously.
00:25:47Oh, wait.
00:25:47Almost forgot.
00:25:52It's queer night.
00:25:53Oh.
00:25:58Oh.
00:26:03I mean, it's never exactly a packed house, but the locals still come.
00:26:08Everyone's actually been great.
00:26:10Really open, you know.
00:26:17Is that?
00:26:23Pretty wild, huh?
00:26:24Uh...
00:26:27God, we look so...
00:26:28Different?
00:26:32Yeah.
00:26:34Can't believe you kept all this stuff.
00:26:36Of course, dude.
00:26:37Can't just erase our history.
00:26:45Yeah.
00:26:48Just a bit of home to take with you.
00:26:56You look better now.
00:27:01You look like you.
00:27:07Hello.
00:27:10I found you.
00:27:12I know right.
00:27:24So, um...
00:27:31About earlier...
00:27:31Mum, we don't have to talk about it.
00:27:33Yes.
00:27:34I mean, I know we don't.
00:27:35I mean...
00:27:36I mean...
00:27:37No.
00:27:39We do need to talk about it.
00:27:43The way I handled today...
00:27:44I...
00:27:45I didn't realise...
00:27:47Um...
00:27:48I should've.
00:27:48But I'm...
00:27:51I'm still learning.
00:27:53And we didn't talk about it after that dinner and...
00:27:57But...
00:27:58I'm sorry.
00:28:02Really, I'm sorry.
00:28:06I just think sometimes...
00:28:10I truly miss my daughter.
00:28:12I'm sorry.
00:28:15Am I allowed to say that?
00:28:30Yeah.
00:28:32Shall we?
00:28:34Today?
00:28:36Yeah, well...
00:28:37She'd expect it, wouldn't she?
00:28:39Bloody diva.
00:28:47Yeah.
00:28:49She'd expect it to be...
00:28:56No.
00:28:57I don't think so.
00:28:59No.
00:29:04I'm sorry.
00:29:04No.
00:29:05No.
00:29:06No.
00:29:07No.
00:29:07No.
00:29:08No.
00:29:09No.
00:29:10No, no.
00:29:10No, no.
00:29:11No, no, no.
00:29:11No.
00:29:38what the hell is he burning my shit
00:29:45I'm outside the fence
00:29:50I'm free
00:29:53I'm free
00:29:54I'm free
00:30:04Oh
00:30:04Don't be mean
00:30:06You know you mean so much to me
00:30:13Still don't know what I'm waiting for
00:30:16Everywhere that I look is up and off
00:30:22I'll meet you someday
00:30:25Give me a little bit of my mind
00:30:30Can be all inspiring
00:30:38No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
00:30:41When did this happen?
00:30:49What the hell, Harry?
00:30:57Come on, Harry
00:30:58Can't let me do it
00:31:01It's too fast
00:31:01I can't even see it
00:31:02It's so fast
00:31:05So fast
00:31:07Alright, how about go get stripes, hey?
00:31:12good job all right come on sweetheart we're gonna go to the shop
00:31:15quickly
00:31:18hey come in
00:31:22hey wait
00:31:56I was a very quick exit are you you okay yeah fine all right you got everything you need
00:32:04so I'll see you in the morning wait wait
00:32:14is that what you and Dee were reading yeah
00:32:22hasn't really hit me that she's gone
00:32:33it's for the best though right yeah right
00:32:45the love respect and confidence of my children was the sweetest reward I could receive
00:32:54for my efforts to be the woman I would have them copy
00:33:18where are you
00:33:20she's gone it's for the best though isn't it
00:33:25she's out of control you remember what you were like
00:33:30you really have no idea how this works
00:33:31the
00:33:41the
00:33:43the
00:33:43the
00:33:44the
00:33:44the
00:33:44the
00:33:44the
00:33:44the
00:34:01You alright mate?
00:34:06Who's this flowing?
00:34:08I've never seen them before.
00:34:32Hey!
00:34:35Hey wait!
00:34:36Get away from me!
00:34:38Stop!
00:34:39You stop!
00:34:42You tried to get rid of me!
00:34:43I didn't try to do anything!
00:34:44Dude!
00:34:44You literally burnt all my stuff!
00:34:46No, it's my stuff!
00:34:47I just thought that maybe we were good!
00:34:48But like, you lied to me?
00:34:50Just please, alright?
00:34:52I need you to get in the car so I can sort this mess out!
00:34:54I'm not going anywhere with you!
00:34:55Okay, well you can't just be out here, can you?
00:34:57Clearly I can!
00:34:58There can't be two of us walking around!
00:34:59Why not?
00:34:59Because this is my life!
00:35:03So it's just you or me?
00:35:07No, you cannot just erase me!
00:35:09I'm finally out!
00:35:10I am not giving that up!
00:35:12Okay!
00:35:13What's your big plan then, huh?
00:35:15You got no money!
00:35:16No one can actually see you!
00:35:17I'm gonna leave!
00:35:18Just like you did!
00:35:22I'm gonna go to Sydney and steal your fucking life!
00:35:25You!
00:35:26Get off me!
00:35:28Oi!
00:35:29Get off her you pub!
00:35:31Holy shit!
00:35:32Let her go, asshole!
00:35:33You can see her?!
00:35:44I-
00:35:45No no no no no!
00:35:59so they just took off with your car like how did they even get the keys
00:36:03they must have grabbed him while we were fighting or something
00:36:05jesus what did they look like i probably know them
00:36:07didn't really see their faces i just want to go home
00:36:13darcy someone fully punched you in the face like what is going on
00:36:16can you just stop asking please
00:36:21i'm just trying to help you
00:36:22actually just stop the car
00:36:23what i'd like you to pull over please i want to get out okay
00:36:30it's okay don't tell me that it's okay
00:36:34you don't understand what any of this is like for me
00:36:37you don't even know me
00:36:40i don't know you okay yeah i guess i don't know you
00:36:46enjoy your walk
00:37:08oh god
00:37:17oh god this is awful let's take this off
00:37:26it doesn't look broken looks like it's probably bruised
00:37:32oh
00:37:36he did this
00:37:39i saw her last night outside the pub
00:37:41she's out there
00:37:43and people can see her
00:37:44and she's taking my car and she's gone to sydney and i don't know how to fix it
00:37:47mom i'm sorry
00:37:49okay it's okay it's okay i'm here
00:37:52we're gonna figure this out
00:37:53shit
00:38:01what the fuck
00:38:13come on
00:38:36oh you're fucking kidding me
00:39:00give it a try
00:39:04d couldn't leave the property line so
00:39:16okay so i'm not stuck
00:39:18yet
00:39:21what the hell is happening to me
00:39:23maybe the longer that she's out there
00:39:26the more you become
00:39:27what
00:39:28like trading places
00:39:30oh my god am i gonna disappear
00:39:31hey
00:39:32i just cease to exist while she gets to be out there
00:39:34and i'm just stuck in here
00:39:35just trapped
00:39:35we will fix this
00:39:38okay we're gonna fix it
00:39:41we will
00:39:46well your bonfire set it free
00:39:48so
00:39:49if we
00:39:50wanna undo whatever's
00:39:51happening between you two
00:39:53maybe we start by undoing this
00:39:56okay
00:39:58could be about
00:40:01putting things back
00:40:02where they were
00:40:08okay
00:40:09right here's
00:40:11here
00:40:12here's a bit of diary
00:40:14oh
00:40:15here look
00:40:16lucky charm
00:40:17lucky charm bracelet thing
00:40:19i think it's a
00:40:21hair clip
00:40:22well it's hers
00:40:25oh
00:40:25bit of trophy
00:40:27that's significant
00:40:28okay
00:40:38god it looks like a shrine
00:40:40do you feel anything
00:40:42something
00:40:46still nothing
00:40:47shit
00:40:49maybe this is done
00:40:50maybe there's no way we can fix it
00:40:52maybe we're like
00:40:53shh shh shh
00:40:53no
00:40:54we will fix it
00:40:55we will
00:40:57i think we just have to make it feel a bit more lived in
00:40:59a bit more welcoming
00:41:01oh and of course
00:41:03yes music
00:41:06what's that song that d loves the one we heard on the radio
00:41:08oh
00:41:09mom are you serious
00:41:14i don't think this is gonna do anything
00:41:18yeah
00:41:20come on
00:41:20come on
00:41:21we need to change the energy in here
00:41:23come on
00:41:24come on
00:41:30is this just because you miss her
00:41:32what
00:41:33she comes back and i go and that's what you want
00:41:36right
00:41:39no
00:41:39i want
00:41:40i'm trying to help you
00:41:41it's not working
00:41:42i mean the flowers
00:41:43the music
00:41:44the burnt crap
00:41:46it's not about what i did at the bonfire
00:41:47it's
00:41:50it's about you
00:41:51you're the reason she's here
00:41:54so what did you do
00:41:55how did it happen
00:41:57d turning up
00:41:59um
00:42:00i didn't
00:42:01mom come on
00:42:02this is serious
00:42:03please
00:42:05i didn't do anything
00:42:06i was sad
00:42:07i was missing you
00:42:09and she just
00:42:11appeared
00:42:14come on
00:42:15you must have done something
00:42:18chants
00:42:18prayers
00:42:20crystals
00:42:20i don't know
00:42:22did you light some candles
00:42:23and try and turn me back into a girl
00:42:24don't you dare joke about me
00:42:26you had no idea what i went through
00:42:28what you went through
00:42:32actually i've got a pretty good idea
00:42:34me being a man
00:42:35is so painful
00:42:37so horrible
00:42:38you've had to go and conjure the ghost to my teenage self to replace me
00:42:42don't replace
00:42:44you're obsessed with her
00:42:45look at this house
00:42:46all the photos
00:42:47all the sculptures you've gone and made with her
00:42:49you just want me to pretend that she never existed
00:42:53that that life never happened
00:42:57i can't do that
00:42:59you were gone
00:43:00you were gone
00:43:01i was grieving
00:43:01i'm sorry but i was
00:43:03so was i
00:43:05i lost my mum
00:43:06no
00:43:07you never lost me
00:43:10i love you
00:43:11i love you
00:43:19the way you looked at me that day
00:43:23the way that you still look at me
00:43:28mum i feel like my whole life
00:43:30you have never seen me
00:43:32your whole life
00:43:36that's
00:43:37wow
00:43:38i guess i've really screwed up
00:43:42tell me
00:43:43how am i meant to see you
00:43:46how am i meant to see you
00:43:46when you won't even pick up the phone
00:43:49i barely get a reply on your birthday
00:43:52you have stopped coming home for christmas
00:43:54i even called a support line for parents of trans kids so that they could tell me what to do
00:44:02really
00:44:03yes and i booked in a session but then
00:44:07i
00:44:09right
00:44:12d
00:44:13yes
00:44:14d
00:44:14she came and it felt good
00:44:17it felt good to be wanted like that again
00:44:20look
00:44:21i know that i screwed up in sydney
00:44:23and i
00:44:23and i'm sorry
00:44:26but i was scared
00:44:27i know
00:44:28i'm not perfect
00:44:30but you just didn't even give me a chance to understand
00:44:33you just shut me out
00:44:34and now you're telling me that
00:44:36i can't see you
00:44:39no
00:44:41no
00:44:42no
00:44:44it's you
00:44:46it's you who's been hiding from me
00:45:07i knew it
00:45:10i knew something like this would happen if you moved
00:45:14i guess i just needed the space
00:45:16so is it
00:45:16is it just the hair
00:45:18or is it just the clothes
00:45:21or are you going to change
00:45:37i'm just really worried about this path that you're taking i don't understand it
00:45:43i'm i'm trying but i'm it's just going to impact your whole life it's going to impact your work
00:45:47your family your whole future
00:45:52i mean you're going to have a really hard life if you do this
00:45:59no
00:46:01i'm going to have a great life
00:46:18let's try this again
00:46:30do you ever feel like
00:46:33like a dude
00:46:38i mean
00:46:39when mum first told me i guess
00:46:41i did wonder
00:46:43but
00:46:44didn't all that stuff start in sydney
00:46:48i discovered it in sydney
00:46:50but
00:46:55well i just wanted to say
00:46:58if you ever did feel
00:47:00things
00:47:03you'll be okay
00:47:10so long as you sort out your music taste
00:47:12hey i have amazing taste
00:47:14thank you very much
00:47:15as you would know
00:47:23we used to love it here
00:47:26do you remember
00:47:28in our bodies
00:47:31totally feral and just like
00:47:33free
00:47:41there's a big strike
00:47:45crossing through my old life
00:47:49better pay for midwives
00:47:53hear my mother cry
00:47:58you were resting passion food before spring
00:48:06too green for picking
00:48:09peaceful on the vine
00:48:13hello there
00:48:14like water
00:48:18okay i'm watching
00:48:21okay i'm watching
00:48:22okay i'm watching
00:48:22i'll give a flow
00:48:25in
00:48:26no one dead today
00:48:31there's a long peace
00:48:34when i hear my dad speak
00:48:38reading comedy
00:48:42through his teacher's eyes
00:48:47there's a feeling
00:48:50gravity is pooling
00:48:55photos with the family
00:48:58might be the last time
00:49:23what are you doing it's you or me
00:49:37can we just let's just let's just talk
00:49:39can we just talk
00:50:05where's she gone
00:50:10what's happened to her
00:50:11i don't know
00:50:16wait wait wait wait
00:50:18i can't leave her
00:50:19be careful
00:50:44oh my god
00:50:55oh my god
00:50:57day
00:51:00day
00:51:02day
00:51:03what do we do mom
00:51:17she's still unconscious
00:51:19i mean
00:51:20can we take her to the hospital
00:51:22and say what
00:51:23oh fucking jesus christ
00:51:26are you okay
00:51:27what just happened
00:51:29you tried to kill me
00:51:31i'm sure no one meant to hurt anyone
00:51:34no
00:51:35no i did
00:51:35what the hell
00:51:36you fully lost your mind
00:51:40i guess i just
00:51:42thought it was
00:51:42the only way for me to
00:51:44you know like
00:51:46keep existing
00:51:48oh darling
00:51:54actually mum could you
00:51:55get us a hot water bottle please
00:51:58oh
00:52:00we'll be fine
00:52:01well
00:52:02promise
00:52:02yeah
00:52:03as long as you don't try and kill each other again
00:52:05yes
00:52:06mum
00:52:22you really scared me
00:52:24i know
00:52:25i'm sorry
00:52:27i scared me
00:52:33the last thing i remember
00:52:34i was falling in and then
00:52:39i pushed you
00:52:41and you
00:52:42hit your head
00:52:44sorry
00:52:47you could have left me down there
00:52:50why didn't you
00:52:53i don't know
00:52:55i guess in that moment
00:52:56you weren't just this crazy thing that was happening to me
00:53:02you were me
00:53:05like
00:53:07who would i even be without you
00:53:11no one interesting anyway
00:53:17thank you
00:53:19for saving me
00:53:24you look like shit
00:53:26do you want to lie down
00:53:27come on
00:53:29i was trying to do something nice
00:53:31can you move your elbow
00:53:32move your elbow
00:53:32yeah well technically my elbow is your elbow so
00:53:42maybe that's it
00:53:45maybe it's not
00:53:47you or me
00:53:48maybe it's just
00:53:49what
00:53:51us
00:53:55oh that's so cringy
00:54:03do you think mum's okay
00:54:07yeah
00:54:10she will be
00:54:16we should totally do like
00:54:17some pottery together or something tomorrow
00:54:19she would lose her shit
00:54:21she totally would
00:54:22she'd make us do some like
00:54:24group sculpture or something
00:54:26some like big artsy piece of the living room
00:54:29yeah
00:54:30she'd love that
00:54:31yeah
00:54:32yeah
00:54:33yeah
00:54:33yeah
00:54:36yeah
00:54:37yeah
00:54:39yeah
00:55:52Good morning, you two.
00:55:59Where's Dee?
00:56:00I think she's gone.
00:56:05Like, really gone this time.
00:56:18I thought the house felt different.
00:56:28Sorry you didn't get to say goodbye.
00:56:33Maybe that's okay.
00:56:36Maybe it's for the best.
00:56:40You know, I thought that she was here for you.
00:56:44I wanted to believe that.
00:56:48But I think she was actually here for me.
00:56:51I denied that part of myself for so long.
00:56:55And then this morning, for the first time in ages, I woke up and I felt like everything was right.
00:57:10Well, that's good.
00:57:14So I'm off the hook?
00:57:16Mum.
00:57:22I just want to see you how you see yourself, Darcy.
00:57:34I don't want to see you how you see me.
00:57:43Don't.
00:57:44No, I won't.
00:57:44Don't wait.
00:57:45I'm not going to.
00:57:46Thanks.
00:57:49Why did I forgive you for being such a dick the other day, remind me?
00:57:52Because you're a much better, far more evolved human being than I am.
00:57:56This is true.
00:57:58And I really am sorry.
00:58:03I, you do know me.
00:58:05And I, I want you to keep knowing me.
00:58:13And I think you're really great.
00:58:30Mum?
00:58:32Oh my God, what are you doing there?
00:58:35I'm not looking.
00:58:36I, I just brought you these.
00:58:41Hi, George, darling.
00:58:43Hi.
00:58:43I want to say hello to her.
00:58:44Hi, I love her.
00:58:45Don't encourage her.
00:58:47Oh, yeah.
00:59:21Hey, it's me.
00:59:22What's happened?
00:59:24What's happened? Can't I just call my mum?
00:59:27Oh, God, you only left 20 minutes ago. I thought something was wrong.
00:59:30Well, I do have a very important question for you.
00:59:34Do you miss me?
00:59:38God, you're clingy.
00:59:40What are you up to?
00:59:42I'm back in the studio. I'm going to finish up a few pieces.
00:59:45And I thought I'd, um, I thought I'd get art club started again.
00:59:49Really?
00:59:50Yeah. It'd be nice to have people over again.
00:59:52I'm going to start with the pinch pots.
00:59:54Oh, we always used to start with those.
00:59:55We did, yes.
00:59:57Um, let me know when you get to the highway.
00:59:58Yes.
00:59:59Have you filled up with petrol?
01:00:00Yes. I'm going to stop for snacks.
01:00:03Snacks?
01:00:03Just be happy breakfast.
01:00:05Ha, ha, ha.
01:00:11I want to take you dancing.
01:00:13I want to drive you home.
01:00:15I'm placing all my chances.
01:00:16I'm making you feel whole.
01:00:18Cause it's all for your love.
01:00:20All for your love.
01:00:22All for your love.
01:00:26Keep pushing me away.
01:00:28I'm trying to hold you close.
01:00:30I know you need this space, but it's hard when you're my home.
01:00:33Cause it's all for your love.
01:00:36All for your love.
01:00:37All for your love.
01:00:41And now,
01:00:43you see,
01:00:45the dawn's early.
01:01:04I'm trying to hold you close.
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