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00:00:00Previously on Before 90 Days.
00:00:03I'm just glad that we didn't break the bed.
00:00:06I'm not a virgin anymore.
00:00:08It's way better than what I thought, OK?
00:00:10Way better than what I do at night by myself.
00:00:13This has made me even more committed to do everything in my power to be with you.
00:00:18I'm starting to feel like maybe the right choice is to stay here in the Philippines.
00:00:23But I know that my mother, she's not going to have a good reaction to that.
00:00:34Go in peace.
00:00:35You are clear from today.
00:00:38I don't know what the **** just happened.
00:00:40Point is, if it's enough for us to be accepted as husband and wife, then that's all I wanted.
00:00:46Can we have sex?
00:00:51On our second anniversary, you forgot.
00:00:55This is your thing, being a romantic.
00:00:58I mean, is that not romantic?
00:01:01Like, making sure your lights is on because you're at home and then I'm working.
00:01:07I'm getting tired of this.
00:01:08Sometimes I feel uncomfortable that he has more say about the money.
00:01:13I don't like being controlled.
00:01:16Every time you do something for me, you throw it to my face.
00:01:23Tell me you love her.
00:01:25If I was in love with her, I would have made a move.
00:01:28Dude, you made a move. You blow it.
00:01:30No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:32Laura made a move on me.
00:01:35This is betrayal.
00:01:36Am I an alternative?
00:01:38Because she couldn't get what she wanted.
00:01:41My trust is broken right now.
00:01:46I love Trisha very, very much.
00:01:49I need more time.
00:01:53I haven't made up my mind yet whether or not I want another child.
00:01:58I'm one. I'm one. I'm one.
00:02:00Today, not yesterday, you have to decide it.
00:02:02But if no, we cannot be together anymore.
00:02:08I don't want to think of my man living with another girl.
00:02:12Hey, guys!
00:02:14Am I crazy?
00:02:15Or is my guy living with a girl
00:02:16and getting financially supported crazy?
00:02:19She feels a psycho.
00:02:21Good luck.
00:02:24You're all right?
00:02:24Yeah.
00:02:25Are you okay?
00:02:26So you.
00:02:27You run to her after this, right?
00:02:29Asshole.
00:02:31I feel like I was falling in love with her.
00:02:33With that , I'm done.
00:02:39I'm done.
00:02:57Go to the gym?
00:02:58No. I'm not feeling the best.
00:03:00Rough night?
00:03:01Another one.
00:03:03Her and Nat got right into it.
00:03:05She went off yelling, you know, in front of the whole bar.
00:03:09How many people were there?
00:03:10Oh, probably about 20.
00:03:11Oh, off.
00:03:12She stands up and she's like,
00:03:14how do you feel if your boyfriend was getting supported
00:03:18by another girl financially?
00:03:19I feel sorry for you, bro.
00:03:22Still funny, but I do feel sorry for you.
00:03:25I just don't know what to do.
00:03:26I'm confused.
00:03:33It's gonna be hard to come back from that.
00:03:35It's pretty damn embarrassing.
00:03:36Yeah, this one might be a bit broken, my friend.
00:03:41This morning, I'm really deflated.
00:03:43There was a really big, you know, event last night
00:03:46between Nat and Elise.
00:03:48I didn't speak to her when we came back to the apartment.
00:03:51Because, you know, I needed to clear my head and just calm down.
00:03:55That was such a crazy, outrageous thing for her to do.
00:04:00I don't know how much damage she realises she's done.
00:04:03It's thrown a lot of doubt in my mind.
00:04:04So, it's a lot to think about.
00:04:08I'm
00:04:11hurting.
00:04:13I'm just
00:04:15angry, angry.
00:04:16Hey.
00:04:19Elise.
00:04:20How are you?
00:04:24I'm, um, really embarrassed.
00:04:30I couldn't sleep, and I just am embarrassed.
00:04:34I should not have acted that way.
00:04:42Is that a, is that a sorry?
00:04:44Is that a...
00:04:45I'm...
00:04:46I'm sorry.
00:04:47I'm embarrassed for myself.
00:04:49Like, I'm, I'm sorry that I did that to you.
00:04:54Did you realise what you did last night in front of people?
00:04:58I don't like embarrassment or personal coming up.
00:05:01I acted cool, and I, I shouldn't have told everyone in the bar.
00:05:05I think that I was just really triggered.
00:05:09The fact that, like, I didn't know you lived with her, that just brought up a ton of emotions
00:05:13for me, and sometimes I let my emotions get the best of me, and I'm just worried now
00:05:21where this makes us stand.
00:05:28That should never happen once.
00:05:31There's gonna be a common occurrence.
00:05:34that.
00:05:36You know, I'm out.
00:05:44Well, I'm, I'm sorry.
00:05:52Are we still gonna go to the zoo?
00:05:59Like, I'm, I'm leaving soon.
00:06:01I, I, I don't know where your head's at.
00:06:08I would understand if you don't want to take me, I, I...
00:06:12Whatever.
00:06:13We can go to the zoo.
00:06:17I think it's a hard situation for Josh.
00:06:19For me, a public embarrassment like that would be, would be, that, that'd be the end.
00:06:23But, um, I mean, the fact that it's not for him means he's either a stronger man than me
00:06:27or he really likes it.
00:06:28But I think it was a massive overreaction.
00:06:31Couldn't have been worse, really.
00:06:33And, you know, it's, it's not a good sign, especially so early in, in, in the, in the relationship.
00:06:40I'm gonna get ready.
00:06:41Can I have a hug?
00:06:44Yeah, you can come here and give me a hug.
00:06:51I think I actually really embarrassed Josh, big time.
00:06:56I'm sorry.
00:06:58Yeah.
00:07:01But I do still stand by my point that there is something off between him and Nat.
00:07:06My delivery could have been better, but my point is still there.
00:07:11Well, good luck with that.
00:07:14My actions were atrocious last night.
00:07:16And I feel like if we have some alone time and, like, I can explain to him how sorry I
00:07:20really am, I'll have time to, like, when I'm back.
00:07:31Baby, look, dingoes.
00:07:34Mmm, they're cute.
00:07:36Coming in to see our koalas?
00:07:38Uh, yes.
00:07:38I can't come to Australia without seeing one.
00:07:41100%, yeah.
00:07:42Hi!
00:07:43Her name is Kamira.
00:07:45Wait, she's so cute.
00:07:47She is very cute.
00:07:49Can I touch her?
00:07:49We can't touch her here.
00:07:51We are completely hands off.
00:07:52She does like people a lot.
00:07:54Hi!
00:07:55Hi!
00:07:58She's like a little teddy bear.
00:08:00He is like a little teddy.
00:08:01Most people probably think with animals in Australia, they think of venomous, big snakes, big spiders.
00:08:07We have a lot of cute animals as well.
00:08:09Like, you know, koalas.
00:08:11Fun fact.
00:08:13I do know koalas do carry chlamydia.
00:08:17Really?
00:08:18Yes.
00:08:20Thank you so much.
00:08:22It's an absolute pleasure, any time.
00:08:23Enjoy the rest of your day, guys.
00:08:25See you.
00:08:27Well, I'm so happy we did that.
00:08:29We can check that off our bucket list.
00:08:32We can.
00:08:35I'm glad that Elise is having a good time, but it's hard for me to enjoy the zoo with, you
00:08:39know, everything that went on last night.
00:08:50So weird that you're not, like, touching me.
00:08:54Is it going to be, like, just kind of quiet, or are we okay? Or, like, I'm trying to just,
00:09:01I don't know how, like, to interact right now.
00:09:05I don't know what to do.
00:09:09I told you.
00:09:10I told you, I told you how much I care about you, you know, and how much you mean to
00:09:13me.
00:09:14And then, what, you go and do the most embarrassing thing I think I've been involved in.
00:09:20Yeah.
00:09:21That was completely wrong, and I will own that, and I will take full responsibility that, like, that Elise last
00:09:27night was, like, that's not, that's not cool.
00:09:30And I'm sorry.
00:09:31All I'm trying to do is get you two to like each other.
00:09:35You are so much different to her.
00:09:37She's a friend.
00:09:39You are my girl.
00:09:41You embarrass her.
00:09:42You embarrass me.
00:09:44And you're supposed to be the one?
00:09:46Like, I don't know if I can be with someone after that.
00:09:52The thing is, like, I'm falling in love with you.
00:09:57Like, I am.
00:09:58But things like last night, it makes me hesitate, you know, on introducing you to more of my life.
00:10:09I think the bottom line is I am just so triggered that I didn't know that you lived with her,
00:10:16and it's just bringing up a lot of emotions.
00:10:19And I think just the...
00:10:20You got answers.
00:10:21You got answers.
00:10:24You're not willing to accept them.
00:10:33I can understand why you're hurt.
00:10:35I can understand why you're upset.
00:10:37It will not happen again.
00:10:44No, I appreciate that.
00:10:47Are you giving me another chance?
00:10:53I'm not very confident.
00:10:55See how, uh, convincing you are.
00:10:59I'm sorry.
00:11:01When I hear Josh say he's falling for me, it, like, makes my heart feel so amazing.
00:11:06And it scares me to death that I literally almost lost him last night.
00:11:11Baby, they're so cute.
00:11:13Can we feed them?
00:11:15I feel like I might be projecting my past traumas of my exes onto Josh.
00:11:20And that's not fair to him.
00:11:22You are so cute.
00:11:25I feel super fortunate that Josh is willing to give me another chance and not throw this all away for
00:11:31one crazy Elise escapade.
00:11:35But if I don't change now, and if I act this way again, I could lose him.
00:11:42And I can't move on to China.
00:11:54And that's what we're doing.
00:11:55Jay, Jay, Jay, Jay.
00:11:56Let's go back to China.
00:12:56I always think that Michael has feelings for Laura, but now I see that she is the one who wanted
00:13:04to be more than friends.
00:13:07How do I know she doesn't still felt that way now?
00:13:12Maybe that's why she didn't tell me.
00:13:18Honestly, it's a big deal for me.
00:13:22Maybe this is not her first lie.
00:13:25Maybe there was a lot of lies.
00:13:27Maybe it's all a lie.
00:13:33Hey, baby.
00:13:35Hey.
00:13:36How was your day?
00:13:38Perfect.
00:13:39Was it okay?
00:13:40Yeah.
00:13:40I'm curious.
00:13:41I enjoyed it.
00:13:45Did you really?
00:13:46Yeah.
00:13:47He's a good guy.
00:13:50I've been saying that.
00:13:52That's a relief to hear.
00:13:54He's a good guy.
00:13:56But it turns out, you're not so good.
00:14:04Why?
00:14:05What did I do?
00:14:09He told me that you made a move on.
00:14:20There is one person I was worried that she can come between us.
00:14:27That one person was your best friend.
00:14:31Yeah.
00:14:32That one person you kept secret about.
00:14:36I didn't say anything because it was, like, literally nothing to tell.
00:14:45I didn't make you think that.
00:14:47You thought that all on your own.
00:14:52It was almost a year ago.
00:14:55I didn't think I needed to tell you every little thing that's ever happened.
00:14:59This is a little thing.
00:15:00Are you sure?
00:15:00It is a little thing.
00:15:01It is not a little thing.
00:15:02It's 100% a little thing.
00:15:04It was one tiny little thing.
00:15:06We got drunk.
00:15:07We were on the couch.
00:15:08I tried to kiss him.
00:15:09Big deal.
00:15:13One night, almost a full year into our friendship, and before I met BeerCon,
00:15:19Michael and I were watching TV, and we both had a pretty solid buzz happening.
00:15:24Pretty soon, we were kind of laying on top of each other on my couch,
00:15:29and I tried to kiss Michael.
00:15:32He stopped me and shut it down.
00:15:36Although it was really hurtful in the moment, Michael and I never talked about it after that.
00:15:41It's not something that ever came up again, and I never told BeerCon that I once tried to kiss Michael,
00:15:48because I knew if I did, he would never be okay with Michael and me staying friends.
00:15:56I don't trust you.
00:16:01This is your obligation to tell me your path.
00:16:06You tried to kiss me, okay?
00:16:09Yeah, I did.
00:16:10That means you had feelings for him.
00:16:14You wanted something.
00:16:15They couldn't have it.
00:16:18Maybe you get drunk and try to kiss him again.
00:16:21He's still in your life, and you kept this from a secret.
00:16:25Nothing happened.
00:16:27And you are still saying nothing happened.
00:16:30It doesn't matter.
00:16:31You still didn't tell me this thing.
00:16:36What would you like me to say?
00:16:39Maybe you would like, sorry.
00:16:43I was drunk.
00:16:44I tried to kiss him, but he refused me.
00:16:47But we are still friends.
00:16:52That was hard?
00:16:53Nope.
00:16:54You didn't want it to say.
00:16:58I'm trying to change my country.
00:17:02I'm trying to make plans for us, for our future.
00:17:05Now, I'm thinking about, maybe I shouldn't.
00:17:12This is so ridiculous.
00:17:19I'm surprised at BeerCon's massive reaction.
00:17:25I don't think that it's that big of a deal that I didn't tell BeerCon.
00:17:29I mean, let's be real.
00:17:31He's kept a lot of secrets from me, and I'm still here.
00:17:36That pisses me off.
00:17:39You're missing all the points.
00:17:42I suspect that something is going on between you and Michael.
00:17:46Nothing is going on.
00:17:46Will you just shut up and listen?
00:17:49Don't tell me to shut up.
00:17:55I...
00:17:55No.
00:17:57Just admit it.
00:17:58You're wrong.
00:18:00Or just don't talk.
00:18:02Maybe when you grow up a little bit, you'll learn to communicate a little better.
00:18:06You're one of the young husband.
00:18:08Deal with it.
00:18:10You know what?
00:18:12I wish we never met.
00:18:15I didn't have to go through all of this.
00:18:16I'm sorry.
00:18:17I'm sorry.
00:18:17I'm sorry.
00:18:18I'm sorry.
00:18:18You meant you wish that who never met?
00:18:21Us.
00:18:22You and me?
00:18:23Yeah.
00:18:25I can trust you.
00:18:28That's fine.
00:18:29I will get back on a plane and leave.
00:18:33Mm-hmm.
00:18:38If you care this much...
00:18:40No, I don't.
00:18:41You cross the line.
00:18:43If you're going to tell me that you wish we never met,
00:18:46I have nothing left to say to you.
00:18:49Okay.
00:19:04There's one thing you didn't fulfill last night for me.
00:19:08What's that?
00:19:09Oral sex.
00:19:12I've been giving her the oral sex.
00:19:15I am not a woman.
00:19:17I have my...
00:19:21There's only a few things I've asked of you.
00:19:27My mom, she's been blowing me up all morning,
00:19:30sending me tons and tons of text messages.
00:19:33Babe, mom would strangle you everything she can
00:19:36just to get rid of our relationship.
00:19:39We both needed some space away from my mother.
00:19:43But I'm terrified to tell her that I'm planning on staying in the Philippines.
00:19:49It's time for you to grow up and be a man,
00:19:51not just following her orders around.
00:20:09It looks like we're going to get wrapped up in bananas.
00:20:12Woo!
00:20:13Banana?
00:20:14You going to put me in the plate?
00:20:15Yeah.
00:20:24Oh!
00:20:25Oh!
00:20:27Oh.
00:20:27Hello, everyone.
00:20:28Hello.
00:20:28Hello, Pa.
00:20:30Welcome.
00:20:30Hello.
00:20:32Good afternoon, pa.
00:20:32Welcome to the banana leaf wrap.
00:20:35This is a good experience for you, ma'am and sir,
00:20:37because banana leaf wrap is good for skin.
00:20:40Go on.
00:20:40We need to proceed, ma'am.
00:20:41All right.
00:20:45Should I really need to remove my tops or something?
00:20:48No.
00:20:48If you want, ma'am, you should be comfortable now.
00:20:51Last night, she and I, having the night away with each other,
00:20:55getting a chance to be with each other intimately,
00:20:58that was definitely something that we both needed.
00:21:01And I'm hoping this spa treatment is going to help us de-stress.
00:21:05Okay.
00:21:07Because I only have a few more days left here in the Philippines,
00:21:10and I have a lot of hard decisions to make about my future with Sheena.
00:21:16And then, we need to put a banana leaf wrap to your body, ma'am.
00:21:20Very great.
00:21:22Oh, wow.
00:21:23I sure hope the wrap fits me.
00:21:27Extra, extra long.
00:21:31This is my first time that I've done this banana leaf treatment,
00:21:34and it feels like you're being placed on, like, as a food,
00:21:38which is most people in my country,
00:21:40they would use banana leaves to wrap food around.
00:21:43It's kind of funny.
00:21:46How's things looking up there, ladies?
00:21:47Pretty good?
00:21:49It's okay, sir.
00:21:50Yeah.
00:21:51I feel like a giant wrap tamale here.
00:21:55Tamale, bro.
00:21:55They're going to throw me in the oven next.
00:21:58I was waiting to be steamed alive.
00:22:00They're going to steam you.
00:22:02This is so strange.
00:22:03Like, I don't understand why all my clothes are still on.
00:22:07Oh, my goodness.
00:22:08But it's very relaxing to be basically tied down with banana leaves
00:22:14and unable to move as the sun blasts me in the face
00:22:19and melts off my woes.
00:22:23It was highly recommended by the hotel.
00:22:27Well, honey, this is quite relaxing.
00:22:30Yeah, I'm having a lot of fun here.
00:22:32And it's starting to rain.
00:22:35Oh, yeah, I love the rain.
00:22:37Yeah.
00:22:38Gotta love the rain and the banana leaf.
00:22:40Oh, the banana leaf.
00:22:44Just being here with you, it's just amazing.
00:22:48Yeah.
00:22:51I've been thinking about everything,
00:22:52and I feel like last night just strengthened the urge
00:22:56to be with you more.
00:22:57And so maybe I could get a job
00:23:01and start working here for the next few years.
00:23:05Wow.
00:23:06I kept praying for you to stay here.
00:23:09I love you, baby bear.
00:23:12I would try to prepare things as well for you to stay here.
00:23:15I would try to help you find a job.
00:23:18If not, then I could work on my own, find a better job.
00:23:22I'll do what I can, my love.
00:23:25Sheena and I, from the very start,
00:23:27have always dreamed about making our lives in the United States together.
00:23:31But at this point, living in the Philippines is, I feel, the best option.
00:23:37It means I get to be with Sheena faster.
00:23:41I feel that Sheena is always encouraging me to be my best self
00:23:46and to try to do things that are way out of my bounds.
00:23:50It's a big gamble, but just thinking now about being away from her
00:23:54just rips at my heart and tears out my soul.
00:23:58I personally believe you're my wife.
00:24:00Even though we haven't signed any papers or gone to any, you know, church,
00:24:05you're my wife.
00:24:06And I don't want to be away from my second half.
00:24:10And I hope that your mom would happen to respect that.
00:24:14It's our decision to make, not hers, but to us only.
00:24:21Well, she's been blowing me up all morning,
00:24:23sending me tons and tons of text messages.
00:24:27Even though my mom has been giving me the cold shoulder
00:24:30ever since I proposed to Sheena,
00:24:33I felt like I needed to text her
00:24:36to tell her that we met with an immigration lawyer.
00:24:40That's when she really started blowing me up.
00:24:48My mom has always been a very controlling person,
00:24:51and I'm terrified to tell her and Dev
00:24:53that I'm planning on staying in the Philippines.
00:24:58I'm worried knowing that I'm going to disappoint my mom.
00:25:01Babe, mom would strangle you everything that she can
00:25:05just to get rid of our relationship,
00:25:08even though I happen to try to do many things for her.
00:25:12It's time for you to grow up and be a man
00:25:15and try to tell mom that you want to do some things
00:25:18that you wanted to do,
00:25:19not just following her orders around.
00:25:24You have to make your own decisions.
00:25:28My mother, she's always been my safety net,
00:25:30but her meddling constantly causes conflict
00:25:33between Sheena and I.
00:25:36I think it's a good thing living in the Philippines
00:25:38because it's going to definitely give me
00:25:41some space away from my mother.
00:25:44Hello, ma'am, sir.
00:25:45Excuse me, voice time's up.
00:25:46Okay, thank you.
00:25:48But at the same time,
00:25:49I am 100% defying everything
00:25:52my mom has told me not to do,
00:25:55and I'm scared.
00:25:59I'm tired of waiting,
00:26:00and I'm ready to start our lives together.
00:26:03It's your time to shine, honey.
00:26:05I'm there for you.
00:26:18You have to decide it, yes or no,
00:26:20but if no,
00:26:21we cannot be together anymore.
00:26:32You have to decide it,
00:26:34you want to have a baby with me or not.
00:26:41Can you tell them
00:26:42that we haven't even been talking for a year yet?
00:27:12You just want.
00:27:15The answer, you want to have a baby or not.
00:27:32My uncle said,
00:27:35we are strict about having children
00:27:37because they represent our family line continuing.
00:27:42That's what we believe.
00:27:44And it's not going to change.
00:27:46So we only wait for you.
00:27:49And you know that.
00:27:52In their culture, having a baby is the most important thing.
00:27:58I understand that, and I would hate for Trish
00:28:01not to be respected by her community over this.
00:28:05If Trish didn't have a baby,
00:28:07I feel like she would be ashamed.
00:28:11I mean, I would feel awful if she looked at herself in that way.
00:28:26But at the same time,
00:28:29I'm feeling like I'm a piece of meat in a pressure cooker.
00:28:34You don't feel like I'm being forced
00:28:37to make a life-changing decision in such little time.
00:28:47I know how important it is to the family,
00:28:52and I really know how important it is to Trish.
00:28:57If we're going to be together and get married,
00:29:03then I want to make you happy.
00:29:05I want you to feel like your life is complete.
00:29:09So,
00:29:13I have to say yes.
00:29:18So you're saying yes now?
00:29:21Yes.
00:29:22Why do you change your mind like that?
00:29:25I didn't fully understand, you know, before.
00:29:47I'm really shocked that Rick said yes suddenly,
00:29:51because he was not sure about his answer.
00:29:55Maybe because of my uncle's pressure.
00:30:00But I'm really excited.
00:30:02And also, my family is very excited to hear that response.
00:30:09Hey.
00:30:10Yeah.
00:30:12So when are we going to have the baby?
00:30:20I will file for the visa.
00:30:23Yeah, it's going to take at least eight months to a year.
00:30:27And then once she's approved, after we get married,
00:30:30then that's when we're going to start planning our family together.
00:31:01Hey.
00:31:03Hey.
00:31:05Say quick, quick, make pizza quick.
00:31:12So what if after 20 years he will start?
00:31:16By the end of August, in about three months, then I will propose to Trish.
00:31:24So in three months we are going to be engaged and he will start the process?
00:31:32If everything goes in the direction that's been going in the last few days, then yes.
00:31:38That's what's going to happen.
00:31:57They are going to give a blessing for everything.
00:32:03This is great news.
00:32:06I'm so happy that it's turning out this way.
00:32:11Honestly, I felt bullied in this decision because I really wanted to be with Trish.
00:32:18And the only way that I would be able to is to agree to have a baby with her.
00:32:25But seeing Trish's reaction on how excited she is, it's making, it's definitely making me feel more positive.
00:32:37I'm starting to get excited about the possibilities of having this family with Trish.
00:32:45She would be a great mother.
00:32:48And I'm actually starting to envision it and things are looking really good.
00:32:55Her happiness is all I want.
00:33:08When you get back to America, you have to make an inquiry how I will get to America, right?
00:33:13I'm going to do that, but you do know I can't keep sending as much money as I have been.
00:33:21Every penny has to go towards an immigration lawyer.
00:33:24I can't even spend money anymore.
00:33:26I'm done.
00:33:38I want to snuggle before we get up. One last snuggle.
00:33:44Show me your love. Show me your love. Let me show you my love.
00:33:49Show you don't know how to say how you carry my own.
00:33:52I want to have more sex with you before you go, before you...
00:33:56I hope so.
00:33:59I hope so.
00:34:00Baby.
00:34:01Baby.
00:34:02There's one thing you didn't fulfill last night for me.
00:34:05One promise.
00:34:07What is that?
00:34:08Oral sex.
00:34:09Oh.
00:34:11Why are you...
00:34:12Why are you putting it off?
00:34:14I know you like it.
00:34:15And you've been talking.
00:34:16You've been hammering on that.
00:34:18There's only a few things I've asked of you.
00:34:21And that's a major one right there for me.
00:34:24It's major for me.
00:34:27I've never had oral sex with Lisa.
00:34:30Because I've never tried it before.
00:34:32I don't know how to do it.
00:34:35Her fellow women have been giving her the oral sex she wants.
00:34:38And she wants me to be doing the same.
00:34:41I am not a woman.
00:34:43I have my .
00:34:46Yes, I give her what I have.
00:34:51When we get married, I'll make it up to you.
00:34:53Okay?
00:34:54Promise.
00:34:55I promise you.
00:34:56You better keep this promise, because I've done so much.
00:34:59I'm sorry, okay?
00:35:02I'll make it up to you.
00:35:06I wish it's possible for us to stay like, spend like one more week.
00:35:12It's not possible.
00:35:14You gotta start getting ready.
00:35:18Okay.
00:35:19I'm leaving to go home today after three weeks in Nigeria.
00:35:24And more than half of my trip was fighting with Daniel about my lies.
00:35:29And then, I had to make up for all those lies.
00:35:34And I'm finally at a happy point.
00:35:36Everything is done.
00:35:38I just wanna stay here with Daniel and get married.
00:35:41I don't wanna go home.
00:35:44Um, baby, you know, I really wanted to marry you before you left.
00:35:51I thank you to help us to find my papers.
00:35:55So, that means when you get back to America, you have to make an inquiry how I will get to
00:36:00America, right?
00:36:01I'm gonna do that, babe.
00:36:03My first step is to get back to work.
00:36:05And then, I am going to get in touch with an immigration lawyer.
00:36:09Okay.
00:36:10We are gonna find out which is better, the K-1 visa or getting married in Nigeria.
00:36:16Which one's gonna get you to America faster?
00:36:19That would be nice.
00:36:20Okay? So, that's what we'll do.
00:36:22That's okay.
00:36:25But, babe, you do know I can't keep sending as much money as I have been.
00:36:33At this point, every penny has to go towards an immigration lawyer getting you to America, doing what we need
00:36:41to do.
00:36:41I cannot send any more money. I can't even spend money anymore. I'm done.
00:36:50Um, that's fine, but you know how hard Nigeria is. Okay? So, maybe I have to call you and ask
00:36:58you for assistance.
00:37:01Thanks.
00:37:03You have to try not to because I have to save for us to get you to America.
00:37:09Um, babe, there's no problem about that. I have you.
00:37:15So, we have a game plan now?
00:37:17Yes.
00:37:18Hmm.
00:37:22All right, I have to get dressed. You have to get dressed. We have to get going.
00:37:27She said she's not going to give me money anymore. Fine, because I'm not getting married to her because of
00:37:33the money she's giving me. No.
00:37:34I'm getting married to her because she's the one I want to settle down with.
00:37:40She has good plans for me. She's the one possessing my visa to come to America.
00:37:45She's not expecting me to do it by myself.
00:37:48Babe, this is so funny.
00:37:51You gonna wear it today?
00:37:53Do you know what women would say to me?
00:37:55What?
00:37:55They would say, your wife is weak.
00:37:58Will you wear it when I'm gone?
00:38:00Oh, my God.
00:38:02So, um, she deserves an applause. She's, she deserves a good, you know, good things.
00:38:07It's why I wait for you forever.
00:38:16All I want is love. And she has been giving it to me.
00:38:19I would miss her, um, her soft kiss.
00:38:23I would miss everything about her.
00:38:27Even the sky is crying. It's raining.
00:38:31You're my husband. I love you.
00:38:33I love you.
00:38:38I knew it was gonna be hard. I didn't know it was gonna be this hard.
00:38:42Last time we were here, I got engaged.
00:38:46To you.
00:38:48Oh, my God, baby.
00:38:56This trip was nothing what I expected.
00:38:58I didn't imagine getting engaged when I landed.
00:39:01I didn't imagine meeting his uncle and getting a blessing.
00:39:04I didn't imagine seeing a king of all people.
00:39:09I didn't imagine any of this.
00:39:11I didn't imagine I'd buy a goat.
00:39:13I mean, none of this I never could have experienced without coming here.
00:39:23I don't want to go.
00:39:27But I have to go.
00:39:31I can't wait to be with you.
00:39:33It'll happen soon.
00:39:35When you get sad, look at my picture.
00:39:37I have.
00:39:55It's okay.
00:39:58It's okay, baby.
00:40:00It's okay, babe.
00:40:03I love you so much.
00:40:05I love you so, so much.
00:40:08We'll be together soon.
00:40:11Am I yours or just passing by?
00:40:15I hate you.
00:40:19I feel that I will not see her again.
00:40:23Because anything can happen.
00:40:26She might go back to her country and she might change her mind on most of the promises, like bringing
00:40:32me to her country.
00:40:33You know, the visa.
00:40:36I am hoping she would do it, but we are not married legally yet.
00:40:41So it's very hard for me to say goodbye.
00:40:45I miss you so much.
00:40:49I love you, baby.
00:40:50I can't do it.
00:40:50You have to walk away from me.
00:40:52I can't do it.
00:41:07I'll go.
00:41:07I'll go.
00:41:09I'll go.
00:41:12It's very hard.
00:41:13I feel like I'm not going to see him again even though I know I'm going to.
00:41:16I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking what if they fall through.
00:41:22What if it's more than six months?
00:41:24What if it's more than a year?
00:41:25What if, what if, what if it's two years?
00:41:30What happens between Daniel and I?
00:41:32I don't know.
00:41:43I don't know.
00:41:49It's nice.
00:41:51It's a big house.
00:41:52We can have sex in a lot of rooms.
00:41:55I was really upset with Elise and how she acted at the bar the other night, but she's trying to
00:42:00make it up to me.
00:42:01You know, I've never used a kitchen in my house.
00:42:03So the fact that I'm doing this must mean I really like you.
00:42:08Oh.
00:42:31Okay, we have everything you think?
00:42:33Yep.
00:42:34Okay, to a trip just us.
00:42:37Chris gets the place to himself now.
00:42:40Silence is coming soon.
00:42:43It's finally peaceful on the moon.
00:42:50Blue mountains.
00:42:51It's lighter.
00:42:52I've got it.
00:42:53What's this?
00:42:55It's called deodorant.
00:43:00I was really upset with Elise and how she acted at the bar the other night.
00:43:04But Elise has realised she was in the wrong and she's trying to make it up to me and she's
00:43:08organised a two night stay at the Blue Mountains.
00:43:11Take me away.
00:43:13The Blue Mountains are known for their hiking and waterfalls and it's a different part of nature besides the beaches
00:43:19that Sydney has.
00:43:20So I'm excited.
00:43:21You know, I've never even been.
00:43:24I wouldn't say all is forgiven, but she's trying and this is a good start.
00:43:38Oh my God, are we here?
00:43:40We are here.
00:43:42This is nice.
00:43:44It's a big house.
00:43:44We can have sex in a lot of rooms.
00:43:48Yes, we can.
00:43:52I knew absolutely nothing about the Blue Mountains, but Josh has always spoken about it.
00:43:57And how much he wanted to go.
00:43:59So I decided to book us a trip.
00:44:01And there's hot tubs there.
00:44:02So I was like, love that.
00:44:05Look, baby.
00:44:06Look what I got us.
00:44:08Whoa.
00:44:09Oh, wow.
00:44:10A lot of space for a lot of activities.
00:44:13You're the best.
00:44:14I know.
00:44:15I thought it was a great idea to get out of Bondi, away from Nat, away from Chris, away from
00:44:21boats.
00:44:22I just want for us to really unplug and just be with each other more.
00:44:28Get out of the kitchen.
00:44:30I was cooking for you.
00:44:33You know, I've never used the kitchen in my house.
00:44:36So the fact that I'm doing this for you must mean I really like you.
00:44:39That does mean a lot.
00:44:41This should be fun.
00:44:52This is not the worst stuff I thought was going to be in my mouth.
00:44:56Oh, no.
00:44:57Oh, my God.
00:44:58OK, I'm crying.
00:45:03This is ewe, ewe, ewe, ewe.
00:45:05Oh, that was process.
00:45:09Half of it went in my mouth, my face, my boobs.
00:45:12Maybe I should I take it out?
00:45:16Why isn't this coming to a boil?
00:45:18I don't know how to turn on the stove.
00:45:20Oh.
00:45:22Which pasta do you want?
00:45:24That's so embarrassing.
00:45:26What packer was that in?
00:45:28I'm making you two types of pasta.
00:45:30Perfect.
00:45:35Nope, not ready.
00:45:37Oh, God.
00:45:39This feels really good.
00:45:43Oh, my God.
00:45:47I read somewhere I heard that you'll
00:45:50know if pasta is ready if it sticks to the wall.
00:45:52So like if you cook pasta and then it sticks to the wall,
00:45:55then you know it's ready.
00:45:56Yeah, but I don't think that's the same with penne pasta.
00:46:02Let's throw in the pasta.
00:46:05Oh, my God.
00:46:06There's water in here.
00:46:08Oh, I think I just ruined the sauce.
00:46:11Uh-huh.
00:46:11Baby.
00:46:13The kitchen is definitely not her element.
00:46:17I love seeing the side of Elise that's doing something
00:46:19that she's not used to doing.
00:46:22All right, that'll do.
00:46:23Elise, she keeps me on my toes.
00:46:26I don't like it when things get stagnant or boring or stale.
00:46:29And I know it's not going to be dull with her.
00:46:31Let's see how we go.
00:46:34Is it good?
00:46:35It's actually not that bad.
00:46:42It's horrible.
00:46:44Be honest.
00:46:45I'm not picky.
00:46:46It was the most fun I've had making dinner.
00:46:50I laughed my head off, and I needed that.
00:46:52Me too.
00:46:54You know what's so cute about Josh is like when I up
00:46:57or I do something stupid or I feel really awkward,
00:47:00like he makes so light of it.
00:47:02I don't know.
00:47:03It's like it's the little moments like then that I'm like,
00:47:06you know what?
00:47:07Like, I feel like he could be my forever.
00:47:10But there's just one thing he hasn't followed through on,
00:47:13and it's been constantly playing in the back of my mind.
00:47:16I don't know if I can go back to Florida,
00:47:20not having met your son, to see how you are as a father.
00:47:25You would have met him already.
00:47:26I would want you to, but he's moved away.
00:47:29Like, so for now, like, can we FaceTime all that work?
00:47:34Yeah.
00:47:35I'm not trying to harp on him again after everything
00:47:37that we've went through, but I'm leaving soon,
00:47:40and I haven't met anyone in his family.
00:47:42I haven't met his son.
00:47:43And this is a huge part of his life
00:47:45that I'm completely missing out on.
00:47:48So I really, really hope that it can happen
00:47:50before the end of my trip.
00:47:53Pretty full.
00:47:54Me too.
00:47:56Yeah.
00:47:59We're looking for wedding bands.
00:48:01I like classic stuff.
00:48:04It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:48:10$268.
00:48:12I think he's not sure.
00:48:15You don't want someone mistaking me as, you know,
00:48:18still available, single woman.
00:48:20Take it happy.
00:48:21I'm just kidding.
00:48:23OK.
00:48:26OK.
00:48:37It's disastrous.
00:48:40Sure.
00:48:40Why not?
00:48:43We have a wiener!
00:48:46Yeah.
00:48:47Yeah.
00:48:47You really wanted that, don't you?
00:48:51Here we go!
00:48:53Whee!
00:48:55Ready, boo?
00:48:56Woo!
00:48:57Woo!
00:48:59Woo!
00:49:00Woo!
00:49:01Woo!
00:49:02Woo!
00:49:02Woo!
00:49:04Woo!
00:49:06Woo!
00:49:09Woo!
00:49:09Be billed.
00:49:10That's my family!
00:49:11Ha ha ha ha!
00:49:19That was fun.
00:49:20That was so fun.
00:49:22Woo, look at those shops.
00:49:25That's where you can find very nice wedding gowns and dresses.
00:49:29Like, really pretty.
00:49:31Nice.
00:49:33Can't wait for the anniversary party.
00:49:36Yeah.
00:49:39Things with Jovon and I are really good.
00:49:42And now, in a couple of days, we're having our anniversary party, where we're going to renew our vows.
00:49:51Since we never had a wedding in person, basically, it's just like a second wedding to me.
00:49:57You know?
00:50:00Because last time, we didn't get to touch each other face to face.
00:50:04I've been dreaming about this, and now it's happening, and I just can't wait.
00:50:12Okay, boo.
00:50:14Yee!
00:50:16Are you ready?
00:50:17Yeah, I guess so.
00:50:21Now that we're going to renew our vows, good afternoon.
00:50:26We decided to look at rings.
00:50:31We've been married almost three years, and sometimes I still can't believe that Jovon hasn't put a ring on it
00:50:39yet.
00:50:40I feel like I'm the only woman in the world that got married without a wedding band.
00:50:48We're looking for wedding bands.
00:50:53We have different styles.
00:50:55Okay.
00:50:55What are you prepared for?
00:50:57Well, I'm okay with a simple, plain wedding band.
00:51:01I want it more classic.
00:51:04I like classic stuff.
00:51:09This one.
00:51:12This one.
00:51:14It is really important for me to have the wedding ring, my symbol of love.
00:51:20You need a ring to symbolize that?
00:51:22I assume you don't want some men mistaking me as, you know, still available, single woman.
00:51:28They can have you.
00:51:29I'm just kidding.
00:51:31Okay.
00:51:31Okay.
00:51:32She's on the market.
00:51:33I'll go.
00:51:33I'll go.
00:51:34I'm playing.
00:51:35Relax.
00:51:36When is your wedding?
00:51:39Well, we're actually married already, but we don't have an official wedding rings yet.
00:51:45We did our marriage online, that's why.
00:51:47I'm lying.
00:51:50You know, to be fair, you know, I did get you a ring.
00:51:54Okay, you sent me your money, and I bought a ring that's under $100, that's turned my finger green.
00:52:04But that's what you wanted.
00:52:06No, I thought it's just a substitute ring.
00:52:10How about for sure?
00:52:12What do you think?
00:52:13When it comes to bands, like, I prefer, like, black like this, silver in the middle, kind of sporty, but
00:52:21they don't sell that.
00:52:25I already bought myself a non-expensive ring before we got married, and I like it a lot.
00:52:33I'm not a jewelry person, and I really don't want to spend money on something I don't need or want.
00:52:42This one is good.
00:52:43It's just that it's too skinny.
00:52:48Like, do you have something that's a little bit wider?
00:52:52I have different kind of the same.
00:52:54Okay.
00:52:55This one.
00:52:58This one is good.
00:52:59I like this one.
00:53:01More simple, but really looks like I'm married.
00:53:06You know what I mean?
00:53:07How much is this?
00:53:10Per gram, no?
00:53:11Yes.
00:53:1115,510 in peso.
00:53:1315,510.
00:53:15How much is that?
00:53:16U.S.
00:53:16That's 268 in dollar.
00:53:19268, yeah.
00:53:20Do you have anything budget?
00:53:23No, we didn't really have a budget, but...
00:53:27She's not sure.
00:53:28She's not sure.
00:53:30Are we going to buy this?
00:53:33What do you mean today?
00:53:35Yeah.
00:53:37I could come back, well.
00:53:45You can come back.
00:53:47Yeah.
00:53:49Because I got to sort out my bank stuff.
00:53:52Okay.
00:53:55Why would you bring me ring shopping
00:53:58if we're not going to buy anything anyway?
00:54:02What's the point of going out?
00:54:05Just to get an idea of what you want.
00:54:15Thank you so much.
00:54:17Bye-bye.
00:54:19I feel so humiliated
00:54:22that I can't even have the cheapest ring.
00:54:26It's not just a jewelry.
00:54:28It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:54:32I waited six years to be together in person.
00:54:36He never applied for a spousal visa.
00:54:39And now I still don't have a ring.
00:54:44Once again, he is making me feel
00:54:48like he's not invested in our relationship.
00:54:52That was embarrassing.
00:54:55A little bit.
00:54:57You just don't care, don't you?
00:55:07I don't know why he insists
00:55:09that I'm in love with you.
00:55:11I really don't.
00:55:12I mean, you did jump on a plane
00:55:14and come to my rescue.
00:55:17I don't think he's the only person
00:55:18that thinks that.
00:55:21There's a lot of layers there.
00:55:23And, I mean...
00:55:44Hey.
00:55:45Hey.
00:55:46A little concern
00:55:47from that phone call you gave me.
00:55:49Yeah.
00:55:50Me too.
00:56:01I'm assuming you've talked in beer con?
00:56:03Yeah, I did.
00:56:04It was super great.
00:56:06Thanks for that.
00:56:07I kind of partly blame you.
00:56:10Okay.
00:56:13I don't know.
00:56:14He's...
00:56:14You don't know?
00:56:15I don't know
00:56:16what was said between you and him.
00:56:18I only know mine and the story.
00:56:20Okay.
00:56:21So, we have to come together.
00:56:23Okay.
00:56:24Super curious.
00:56:25What was going through your head
00:56:27telling him that I hit on you?
00:56:31Like, I don't understand
00:56:32how that even came up.
00:56:34We never did anything.
00:56:36And he's pissed off about it
00:56:38because I didn't tell him.
00:56:40Told me that he wishes
00:56:41he never met me.
00:56:43And I kind of feel like
00:56:44there was zero reason
00:56:46for you to bring that up.
00:56:48Okay.
00:56:49And I'd like to know
00:56:49why you did.
00:56:51Okay.
00:56:53I'm brought it up
00:56:54because beer con
00:56:55was under the impression
00:56:56that I was in love with you.
00:56:59That man kept pushing
00:57:00and pushing
00:57:01and pushing.
00:57:03And at some point
00:57:04I needed him to understand
00:57:06that I said no
00:57:09to us having a relationship
00:57:11but you were the one
00:57:12that asked.
00:57:13And from that
00:57:14he got very upset
00:57:14and I tried to reassure him
00:57:15it was a year ago.
00:57:16It didn't...
00:57:18I mean, it was before
00:57:19you met him.
00:57:20I feel like
00:57:20honestly
00:57:21it feels like
00:57:23a backhanded way
00:57:24of trying to sabotage it.
00:57:27How long
00:57:27have you been here with him?
00:57:30How long
00:57:30have you been here with him?
00:57:32Two and a half weeks?
00:57:33And in two and a half weeks
00:57:34you cannot convince him
00:57:35that was not a threat?
00:57:43That's not on me.
00:57:44I did everything I could
00:57:45to diffuse that situation.
00:57:49I don't know why
00:57:50he insists
00:57:51that I'm in love with you.
00:57:53I really don't.
00:57:54I mean, you did
00:57:55jump on a plane
00:57:56and come to my rescue.
00:57:59I don't think
00:57:59he's the only person
00:58:00that thinks that.
00:58:05There's a lot of layers there.
00:58:07But no, that's
00:58:09not something
00:58:10I want to have.
00:58:11Anyhow,
00:58:13we're friends.
00:58:15I don't want to anymore.
00:58:18At the end of the day,
00:58:19I want you to be happy.
00:58:21All I ever heard
00:58:22was little stories
00:58:23here and there
00:58:23about him from you.
00:58:24You said
00:58:25all these bad things
00:58:27and just,
00:58:28why does she keep
00:58:29talking to this guy?
00:58:30So I came to meet him
00:58:31to see all the other
00:58:32good stuff.
00:58:34And you don't have
00:58:35to worry about
00:58:35him and I anymore.
00:58:37You just need to make sure
00:58:38that he's the right guy
00:58:39for you
00:58:40before you make
00:58:41a commitment.
00:58:42I don't even know
00:58:43what to do right now.
00:58:44There's part of me
00:58:44that just wants to
00:58:45go have another
00:58:46conversation with him,
00:58:47but I don't even know
00:58:47what to say.
00:58:48Because he just told me
00:58:49he wishes he never met me.
00:58:51Okay.
00:58:51But the opposite of love
00:58:52is not anger,
00:58:53it's apathy.
00:58:54So angry means
00:58:55he still loves you.
00:58:58I don't believe Michael
00:59:00when he says
00:59:01he doesn't have
00:59:02any feelings
00:59:03for me at all
00:59:04romantically.
00:59:05But I think ultimately
00:59:07he does have
00:59:08my best interest in mind
00:59:09and I think he does
00:59:10care about the future
00:59:11of my relationship
00:59:12with BeerCon.
00:59:14BeerCon is the person
00:59:16I need in my life
00:59:17and I want to fix this.
00:59:20I just don't really know
00:59:22how to go about it.
00:59:23So what do I do?
00:59:25I feel like he never
00:59:27could understand
00:59:27that I didn't feel like
00:59:28that was that big of a deal.
00:59:30Do you acknowledge
00:59:31that he felt
00:59:33the way he did?
00:59:33It didn't matter
00:59:34whether he was right or not.
00:59:36No, I never said that.
00:59:38At the end of the day,
00:59:40the relationship
00:59:41is more important
00:59:42than the argument,
00:59:45which means somebody
00:59:46has to say,
00:59:47I'm sorry.
00:59:49It's amazing how the words
00:59:50I'm sorry
00:59:51when said truly
00:59:52can diffuse a situation.
00:59:55Okay.
00:59:56I see your point.
00:59:58I guess I'll go
00:59:59give him a call
01:00:00and see if I can
01:00:01fix that.
01:00:08I'll let you know
01:00:09how it goes.
01:00:11Yeah.
01:00:29How are you?
01:00:33I'm good.
01:00:34How are you?
01:00:35I'm okay.
01:00:38I was just wondering
01:00:40if we could talk.
01:00:44Uh-uh.
01:00:46Not today.
01:00:47I'm sorry,
01:00:48did you say not today?
01:00:50Yeah.
01:00:55Am I not supposed
01:00:56to come back
01:00:56to the apartment?
01:00:58I'm sorry.
01:00:59Just give me this, please.
01:01:04Okay.
01:01:05I guess I will
01:01:07get a room somewhere.
01:01:09Okay.
01:01:11We both need
01:01:11time.
01:01:13Yeah.
01:01:14And we both need
01:01:14to think about
01:01:15what's going on.
01:01:16Mm-hmm.
01:01:19Okay.
01:01:32I don't want
01:01:33to force you,
01:01:34but, like,
01:01:35am I ever
01:01:35going to meet
01:01:36your son?
01:01:37When Elise
01:01:37asked to meet
01:01:38my son,
01:01:38I can see
01:01:39that she really,
01:01:40really cares.
01:01:41But honestly,
01:01:42after all the fighting
01:01:42with Elise,
01:01:43I've had my doubts
01:01:44about trying to let her
01:01:45in to the most
01:01:46important part
01:01:47of my life.
01:01:56Oh, my God.
01:01:58Oh, that's hot.
01:01:59Oh, that's hot.
01:01:59It's hot, huh?
01:02:00Oh, it's really hot.
01:02:03That's burning me.
01:02:05Oh, you found
01:02:06the champagne I got.
01:02:07It did.
01:02:08Sound good.
01:02:09I think you should
01:02:10open it.
01:02:14Wow!
01:02:16Cheers to that.
01:02:25What a perfect ending
01:02:26to a perfect
01:02:27little guy.
01:02:29Good drive.
01:02:31Good cooking.
01:02:34It's so funny,
01:02:35huh?
01:02:35It's so funny.
01:02:36Okay?
01:02:37I tried.
01:02:39So am I making
01:02:40it up to you?
01:02:41Am I doing
01:02:41a good job so far?
01:02:43Yeah, absolutely.
01:02:45Well,
01:02:46have I made it up
01:02:47to you enough
01:02:48that, like,
01:02:49you can let me
01:02:50in your own world?
01:02:52You have.
01:02:54Well,
01:02:55I want to be with you
01:02:57and I'm scared
01:02:59that I've came
01:03:00literally around the world
01:03:01and all I've met
01:03:02is, like,
01:03:02a few friends
01:03:04and I don't want
01:03:05to force you,
01:03:06but, like,
01:03:07am I ever
01:03:08going to meet
01:03:08your son?
01:03:14When Elise
01:03:15asks to meet
01:03:15my son
01:03:16or, you know,
01:03:16talk to my son,
01:03:17I find that
01:03:18endearing.
01:03:19But honestly,
01:03:20the last couple
01:03:21of days,
01:03:21after all the
01:03:22fighting with Elise,
01:03:23I've had my doubts
01:03:24about whether
01:03:25I'll introduce
01:03:25him or not.
01:03:27Obviously,
01:03:27I'm very protective
01:03:28of my son,
01:03:29so I want to be
01:03:30confident that
01:03:31this relationship
01:03:32is going to work.
01:03:34I understand
01:03:35he's young
01:03:36and it's, like,
01:03:37a video call
01:03:38and it's probably,
01:03:39like,
01:03:39a lot to explain
01:03:40what you mean to him.
01:03:41Yeah.
01:03:42I do want to prove
01:03:43how much you mean
01:03:44to me.
01:03:45But, um,
01:03:47that's been
01:03:48playing on me heavily.
01:03:51What's been
01:03:52playing on you heavily?
01:03:53Explain that.
01:03:55It's just been,
01:03:56you know,
01:03:57a tough year.
01:03:58I didn't,
01:03:59I didn't move him
01:04:00away,
01:04:00but, you know,
01:04:01he's an hour and a half
01:04:02plane ride
01:04:03and I don't see him
01:04:05as much as I want.
01:04:08I still feel like
01:04:09he thinks I can
01:04:09get up there
01:04:10a lot more
01:04:10than I can,
01:04:11so it's just
01:04:15a guilty feeling
01:04:16for me at the moment.
01:04:18I miss him,
01:04:20you know,
01:04:21especially when
01:04:22you're here,
01:04:22you know.
01:04:23Really?
01:04:23Well, yeah,
01:04:24well, because when
01:04:24you're here,
01:04:25I think, you know,
01:04:26if he was here as well,
01:04:27it'd be like,
01:04:28I'd love you two
01:04:29to get along
01:04:29and then it'd be,
01:04:30like,
01:04:31perfect little world.
01:04:35I guess it's
01:04:36just painful
01:04:36to think about it.
01:04:40It's okay
01:04:41to have feelings
01:04:42and it's okay
01:04:43to be upset.
01:04:45If you weren't
01:04:45emotional about
01:04:46your son
01:04:47and you didn't
01:04:48feel this way,
01:04:48I would be worried.
01:04:49I'd be very,
01:04:50very worried.
01:04:52That means
01:04:53you're a good dad
01:04:53and it means
01:04:54you care.
01:04:59You know,
01:05:00it's like having
01:05:00a son's a responsibility
01:05:01and, like,
01:05:02excitement
01:05:02and you do things
01:05:03with him
01:05:03and then
01:05:04when something
01:05:04like that
01:05:05gets taken away
01:05:05from you,
01:05:06you're like,
01:05:07I feel like
01:05:07I lost myself.
01:05:10Yeah,
01:05:10I feel like
01:05:11I've sort of
01:05:11lost a bit of myself.
01:05:15My relationship
01:05:16with my son,
01:05:16we're really tight.
01:05:18I've been there
01:05:19since he was born.
01:05:20He's my little
01:05:21partner in crime.
01:05:22We go camping,
01:05:24we go fishing,
01:05:25surfing,
01:05:25you know,
01:05:26we kick footballs,
01:05:27we go and play golf.
01:05:28It's such a good
01:05:30part of my life.
01:05:30So,
01:05:31it really did hurt
01:05:33this year
01:05:34when I didn't have that.
01:05:37I want to help
01:05:38make you feel like
01:05:39you're back together.
01:05:43I want to be that rock
01:05:44for you.
01:05:47I ain't gonna do that.
01:05:50Be there for you,
01:05:51support you in any way
01:05:52I can,
01:05:52but you have to let me
01:05:54into your life.
01:05:55I can't do that
01:05:56without getting brought
01:05:57into your life.
01:06:01This is very emotional
01:06:02because being away
01:06:03from my son
01:06:04affected me,
01:06:05you know,
01:06:05more than I thought.
01:06:07But I don't want that
01:06:08to hold me back
01:06:08from bringing Elise
01:06:09fully into my life.
01:06:11I can see that
01:06:12she really, really cares.
01:06:13She's shown that
01:06:14she's worthy of,
01:06:15you know,
01:06:16getting to know my son.
01:06:17But at the same time,
01:06:19it is scary
01:06:20to let her in
01:06:21to the most important
01:06:21part of my life.
01:06:22What if things
01:06:23don't work out?
01:06:24You know,
01:06:25that's going to be
01:06:25pretty devastating
01:06:26for all of us.
01:06:28Well, I'm here
01:06:29for you now.
01:06:43Why did you
01:06:44just cheat?
01:06:45I told her.
01:06:49Why?
01:06:52I mean,
01:06:54after getting
01:06:54her family's approval,
01:06:59I just
01:07:00it up.
01:07:03I don't want
01:07:04anything from you.
01:07:35my family's happy
01:07:36that you're going
01:07:37to give me a baby.
01:07:59I'm nervous
01:08:01that I've agreed
01:08:02and told them yes,
01:08:04that I'm willing
01:08:04to have a child,
01:08:05but it felt great
01:08:07to get Trisha's
01:08:08father's blessing.
01:08:10Overall,
01:08:11I've been enjoying
01:08:12my time
01:08:12with Trisha's family,
01:08:14but I'm sure glad
01:08:15that we're headed back
01:08:15to Antananarivo.
01:08:18Now Trisha and I,
01:08:19we can sleep together
01:08:20and, you know,
01:08:21take a nice,
01:08:22warm shower together
01:08:23and not have to worry
01:08:24about the eyeballs
01:08:25on us.
01:08:29They were really happy.
01:08:31You see all of them
01:08:36I thought there
01:08:36was going to be
01:08:37like fireworks
01:08:38set off
01:08:39after I said
01:08:40then I,
01:08:41after I agreed
01:08:42to have that baby.
01:08:44They're so sweet.
01:08:45Gonna miss them.
01:08:50I'm ready
01:08:50to have a baby,
01:08:52but what if
01:08:53you change your mind?
01:08:59Maybe,
01:08:59as long as we're going
01:09:01and moving
01:09:02in the right direction,
01:09:04I'm all on board
01:09:05with having a baby
01:09:06with you
01:09:07because I know
01:09:08that it'll make you happy.
01:09:09I know that's
01:09:09what you really want.
01:09:14I still have
01:09:15these doubts
01:09:16lingering in the back
01:09:17of my mind
01:09:18about whether or not
01:09:19I'm financially ready
01:09:21to have another child.
01:09:23But I know
01:09:24that if I don't follow
01:09:26through with my promises,
01:09:28this could put Trish
01:09:30in a very bad situation
01:09:31with her family.
01:09:33I know how much
01:09:34her family means to her.
01:09:36So I feel like
01:09:38that I have to keep my word.
01:09:41I'm hoping in time
01:09:42that I'd be in
01:09:43a better situation
01:09:44to financially
01:09:46support another child.
01:09:50Yeah, I'm kind of
01:09:51banking on that.
01:09:54It looks like
01:09:55we're starting
01:09:56to get everything
01:09:57mapped out, huh?
01:09:58Our future.
01:10:04You're
01:10:05a doula.
01:10:07Baby, I love you
01:10:08more than anything.
01:10:20You have to eat
01:10:21the restroom or anything?
01:10:23No, I don't eat anything
01:10:25like this
01:10:25already chicken.
01:10:32Well, damn.
01:10:35My flight's been delayed.
01:10:37That's it.
01:10:37We wait for
01:10:39one hour.
01:10:41Hope this bad boy
01:10:42is going straight
01:10:43to Tana.
01:10:45A couple of days
01:10:46in Tana
01:10:47before
01:10:49my baby
01:10:50gets up.
01:10:55That's really sad.
01:10:58Sad story.
01:11:01It's just
01:11:02all beginning.
01:11:04I'll go.
01:11:28We were waiting
01:11:29on our flight
01:11:30and it just kept
01:11:31getting delayed.
01:11:33the whole while trish is asking me if i loved her i kept telling her yes i love you eventually
01:11:42she says you know why i'm asking and then trish demanded that i give her my phone
01:11:52it kind of it kind of hit me that um i noticed she kept looking over at my phone um
01:12:00and
01:12:01she probably saw that my ex had texted me is this the same ex you went to see in colombia
01:12:09yes
01:12:23a few days ago i got a text message from my ex
01:12:32and she was telling me that um you know she misses the times that we we had together and
01:12:38and i responded and i responded inappropriately
01:12:59i just told you
01:13:05you didn't tell me if i didn't ask
01:13:18he told me that he's not talking to his ex that it's just completely
01:13:24over between rick and that girl but they start talking while we are at my father's house
01:13:41he makes me sad
01:13:51like i love him we talk about the babies the future and i we just my dad just give him
01:14:03blessing
01:14:18i mean after getting her family's approval everything is felt it felt different than it did the whole
01:14:26the whole couple weeks prior
01:14:29how did i come so close to getting my what i wanted and then i just
01:14:40i'm not sure if i'll get another chance to make things right with trish
01:14:44and it feels like this is really the end and the final chapter
01:14:58are there plans being made and arrangements made to get you over to the united states we are leaving
01:15:05tomorrow i know my mom is not going to accept it but i'm ready to do what i need to
01:15:11do to ensure
01:15:12that she and i are together i have decided i'm going to stay here in the philippines this is our
01:15:18choice
01:15:20what's that you just came out of your mouth
01:15:43and i'm super glad that we were able to sleep in today
01:16:02so when i talked to forest he's like oh surprise mom i went and talked and met with a lawyer
01:16:08and the
01:16:09lawyer says he has to have like certain amount of income something like like that he didn't do
01:16:15anything right at all i'm upset right now forest is coming back and for the last few days dev and
01:16:23i
01:16:24haven't heard anything from forest or sheena and we've just felt like we're kind of been left in the
01:16:29dark you know i don't know what to expect when they get back from their little rendezvous romantic
01:16:38vacation i don't know what the conversation is gonna be we're supposed to be flying out tomorrow
01:16:48and we're not sure what they're thinking or planning at all
01:17:01hey mom how's things going it's going pretty good how are you guys
01:17:12well i think we need to have a talk yeah i think we need to figure things out a little
01:17:18bit yeah
01:17:20that's kind of why we're here
01:17:24today was supposed to be my last day in the philippines but she and i have made the decision for
01:17:30me to
01:17:31stay here and basically start a life here with her you ready yeah we're gonna go let's go hi guys
01:17:39i know that my mom is not going to accept it but she has to understand that i'm not the
01:17:46child that
01:17:47you know she's seen all these years i have changed a lot this trip and i'm ready to do what
01:17:53i need to do
01:17:54so to ensure she and i are together
01:18:03wow look at that
01:18:06they moved to every ethnic race world look at that
01:18:15came from originally from a punishment during the spanish era that people would have to put their feet
01:18:22and they have to avoid the bamboo while hitting its feet
01:18:25it's just such it tells a whole story yeah just today i agree oh my goodness oh look at that
01:18:31yay oh
01:18:33thank you oh that's beautiful good job guys well you realize you have to be not only in a rhythm
01:18:42with the bamboo but you have to be in a rhythm with your partner too at the same time kind
01:18:48of like life
01:18:50well i think sheen and i will work moving in perfect rhythm
01:18:57yeah definitely
01:19:03so sheen do we get menus or how does how does it work
01:19:08there's a set menu that's going to be prepared so you can try guys
01:19:16oh thank you so much
01:19:21so with the the um where where you guys went just fill me in what happened and give me all
01:19:28the details
01:19:30um yeah i feel like me and sheena we really bonded
01:19:37in more ways than one
01:19:46you had sex didn't you
01:19:52you know what yeah we did
01:19:55it's about time i enjoyed it it was fun yeah
01:20:04you guys uh think that you have a good physical connection with each other yeah
01:20:12i feel like our souls have been connected really connected when now we can really understand each other
01:20:22and i'm happy that you know my son finally lost his virginity finally you know
01:20:28nookie nookie bang bang bang bang
01:20:32then also too that's an important aspect to know if they had compatibility on all aspects including sexuality
01:20:42well that's good i'm glad you guys are both divergenized finally that's yeah mom
01:20:52well you know it's a sad thing that we have to leave you and that forrest has to leave you
01:20:58tomorrow
01:20:59but it must be very painful but are there plans being made and arrangements made
01:21:07somehow to try and get you over to the united states
01:21:14did you guys talk make any plans because this is we are leaving tomorrow
01:21:25yeah we we talked a lot yesterday um with the k-1 visa i found out that being on disability
01:21:35i don't make enough money so she and i have decided that i'm going to stay here and live here
01:21:44in the
01:21:44philippines forrest i'm tired of being alone oh my god i did not expect to be staying here long term
01:21:55it oh you didn't expect it fall i want my love with me my second half this is our choice
01:22:04what's that you just came out of your mouth mom where's your list of pros and cons that you wrote
01:22:10out was that in between the excuse me you could say one thing something you want to say but for
01:22:17me i have
01:22:18him he had me i don't care if you're here for my son because i love your son and i
01:22:24want you
01:22:24everything for heart for him for our future i want you to trust your son for once in a while
01:22:32i trust my son i don't trust you
01:22:41i'm sorry i just want to need space i'm sorry sorry excuse me
01:22:54next time on before the 90 days when do you plan on applying for the fiance visa
01:23:00so i can live in belize i thought you were gonna apply for me in the u.s
01:23:08no stig never mentioned wanting to move to the u.s it's two hours before i'm leaving it's just really
01:23:15weird timing you won't be able to make any money i swear you're gonna be my sugar mama
01:23:21i wish we could have talked it out last night you've been texting with him this morning what has
01:23:26you been saying i asked him if we could talk and he said sure so i want to show him
01:23:33that my feelings
01:23:33for him are so much stronger than how i ever felt about michael why did you mislead me like michael
01:23:42made
01:23:42the move i was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him can you do
01:23:50that
01:23:53are you excited about today i think i should ask you that question though i just don't know what i'm
01:24:00gonna say for my vows it's just gonna be like the basics i just wanted today to be full of
01:24:09love
01:24:10but it just feels like any other day for him i don't know i can't pretend that everything is fine
01:24:21i love your son and i'll do anything my best for love doesn't pay the bills gina you know i'm
01:24:27like
01:24:28in panic mode that he's gonna move to the philippines it's not gonna work it won't work
01:24:33how much do you think that you're gonna make working here where are you gonna live for us have
01:24:40you even factored how much it's gonna cost i don't know what to do
01:24:46all the messages in the text why did you betray me why don't you block her if you want this
01:24:55relationship tell her that you don't want her anymore that i'm with you i love trish but love
01:25:05isn't so black and white i need to be honest about my feelings i don't know what to do
01:25:15oh my god stunning i don't think at least realized you know what she'd signed up for
01:25:25come on baby come on baby yeah first i'm just thinking she's being a drama queen
01:25:33i start to think oh is she okay
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