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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane and I was having sex with him
00:02:57while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:03:00I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:18So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on
00:03:40setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:04So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this.
00:04:10Cause it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Alyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today.
00:04:37And we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:42Woo!
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50Come on.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes!
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step jump in.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on, Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01Yeah.
00:07:01.
00:07:03.
00:07:03I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10It's cold.
00:07:22I cannot feel my hair.
00:07:24How am I even just broke?
00:07:27I'm shaking, like this is not good.
00:07:30It'll be rough.
00:07:32Oh my God.
00:07:34I'm scared, I'm freezing.
00:07:36You feel my legs, right?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:39Hey, what up?
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right, you're right.
00:07:44I can't do this, I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home, I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Hey, you have to get down there.
00:07:55You're going to get down there.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:59You're going to be all right.
00:08:01You're going to be all right.
00:08:02You're going to be all right.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:06Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water, and I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:13Oh!
00:08:14Oh, my God.
00:08:15And like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this.
00:08:22I can't do this.
00:08:23I can't do this.
00:08:24I want to get down, but the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm going to die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:42Ah!
00:08:44Ah!
00:08:46Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:48Ah!
00:08:48Ah!
00:08:48Come on!
00:08:50Come on!
00:08:51Ah!
00:08:54Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:08:58Ah!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:11Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines, you know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not going to work.
00:09:47It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus
00:09:57in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:09can do it.
00:10:10I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get to the United States would just go out the window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit.
00:10:33Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive, I felt that I was kind of a bit
00:10:44scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's going to cost, how much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you going to live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:06I will take good purpose.
00:11:06She can't pay with all your money.
00:11:09I am a professional.
00:11:10I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this.
00:11:13You could that.
00:11:14You could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here?
00:11:17How much?
00:11:18$900 a month?
00:11:19No.
00:11:20You can get places for $300, $400 a month.
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month, and that's right?
00:11:26Yes.
00:11:27U.S. dollars.
00:11:27Yes.
00:11:29So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42Then we have, we have, I have him, he have me.
00:11:45Sheena.
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:47You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:48Oh, my gosh, Sheena.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams and living on the thought of love and happy homemaker and being a little little
00:11:55house.
00:11:56No, no.
00:11:56I will love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Mom doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:05Mom, there's going to be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here, that allows me to live here
00:12:11in the country and get employment here.
00:12:15You've never worked here.
00:12:16You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:33But, of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process where you come back to the United States, contact Social Security and say that you want
00:12:45to start working.
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs, the government provides, see what type of job and money you can
00:12:54make, see how you can save up.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for, that you know
00:13:01nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:27No, I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:29It's been seven years, so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:32You have to lose you.
00:13:33I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:37Oh, don't start the tears, Sheena.
00:13:37Please.
00:13:37Stop.
00:13:38I can't.
00:13:38You don't know how I feel.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right, that living here in the
00:14:04Philippines is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't do that.
00:14:25Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home, I'm going to work,
00:14:39make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:46I don't know, my love.
00:14:49If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:14:56I love you.
00:14:57That's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married, too.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Juvon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:15:43I would really put an effort.
00:15:48I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:56I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:00Why did you mislead me?
00:16:01Like, Michael made the move.
00:16:03I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:08Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay.
00:16:29Good morning, ma'am, Anna and Sir Juvon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balai Indang.
00:16:35I'm going to put your hair in me.
00:16:37I'm going to put you on my back.
00:16:39Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:50Enjoy.
00:16:53Good morning.
00:16:54Hello.
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:02Good morning.
00:17:03Hi, Anna.
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you, I'm Ray.
00:17:04This is my husband, Juvon.
00:17:06Nice meeting you.
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:09Okay.
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:12I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:15We never had a real wedding, so today is very important for us.
00:17:22I'm very happy.
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:34But I want to stay positive, though.
00:17:38This is first time to have his makeup done.
00:17:43I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:17:45Oh, no.
00:17:46No.
00:17:47No, I'm good.
00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:17:58I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy and, you know, give her the day
00:18:04that she always wanted.
00:18:06But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously
00:18:14me and Anna have different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:18So I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:36So, are you excited about today?
00:18:39Are you kidding me?
00:18:42Of course I'm excited today.
00:18:43Very excited.
00:18:45This is just like a paradise to me.
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:50The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah.
00:18:51And, you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:19:08You know, I'm not good at, uh...
00:19:11No, you don't have to write a long poem, okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17Well, I'm not...
00:19:17It doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22It's just going to be a few things, you know what I'm saying?
00:19:24Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:28Yeah.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vows, I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens, not now,
00:19:50God will take me before him.
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me.
00:19:54And he will say, I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go in to see you.
00:20:13Mm.
00:20:14I would really put an effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it.
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26Huh, boo-boo?
00:20:28I love you.
00:20:29Love you, too.
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look, my bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:20:50And that's really disappointing.
00:21:08I feel like I'm not supposed to be here.
00:21:23Okay.
00:21:32I know Javon is not the most romantic guy.
00:21:37But I just wanted today to be fun, light, full of love, something that I can always look
00:21:47back on.
00:21:50I love him.
00:21:52But I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:21:56And I love him.
00:22:01I love him.
00:22:30how did it feel
00:22:31spending the night here
00:22:32last night
00:22:34it wasn't
00:22:34very fun
00:22:35I really did not
00:22:37enjoy waking up
00:22:38alone
00:22:40yesterday
00:22:41beer con basically
00:22:42told me not to
00:22:43come home
00:22:44so I decided
00:22:45I just should
00:22:46suck it up
00:22:46and get a room
00:22:47at Michael's hotel
00:22:49and hope
00:22:50that our time
00:22:51apart would
00:22:52give both of us
00:22:53a little bit
00:22:54of time
00:22:55to cool down
00:22:57but staying
00:22:58in a hotel
00:22:58sucked
00:22:59I don't have
00:23:00any of my stuff
00:23:01I'm in the same
00:23:02clothes from yesterday
00:23:03and of course
00:23:04I miss beer con
00:23:09I wish we could
00:23:10have talked it out
00:23:12last night
00:23:13instead of now
00:23:14having to wait
00:23:15and deal with it
00:23:15all today
00:23:16but beer con
00:23:18was pretty mad
00:23:19at me
00:23:19he said
00:23:21things
00:23:22to me
00:23:23that
00:23:25I don't know
00:23:25if he really meant
00:23:26or if he was just
00:23:27angry
00:23:28I obviously said
00:23:29things to him too
00:23:30that I really
00:23:31didn't mean
00:23:32I really didn't
00:23:33have any intention
00:23:34of getting on a plane
00:23:35and leaving
00:23:35I hope that that's
00:23:37not what he wants
00:23:37and you've been texting
00:23:39with him this morning
00:23:40and what has he been
00:23:40saying
00:23:42yeah I did
00:23:43I asked him
00:23:44if we could talk
00:23:45and he said sure
00:23:46so
00:23:48I will
00:23:49probably
00:23:50take a little
00:23:51peace offering
00:23:52and see if we can
00:23:53have a conversation
00:23:53face to face
00:23:57I know that
00:23:58I should have
00:23:58just apologized
00:23:59from the beginning
00:24:01for hiding the history
00:24:02between Michael
00:24:03and me
00:24:04I want to show him
00:24:05that I'm serious
00:24:06about our relationship
00:24:07and that my feelings
00:24:09for him
00:24:09are so much stronger
00:24:11than how I ever felt
00:24:13about Michael
00:24:13or how I could
00:24:15even feel
00:24:15about Michael
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret
00:24:43from me
00:24:44misleading me
00:24:45and
00:24:46she didn't even
00:24:48try to apologize
00:24:50by spending the time
00:24:51in the hotel
00:24:52I wanted her to realize
00:24:55what is it going to be
00:24:56like without me
00:25:00her pride
00:25:01doesn't cuddle her
00:25:03in the nights
00:25:07hey
00:25:09hey
00:25:11I brought you something
00:25:20I know you like that
00:25:23thank you
00:25:24thank you
00:25:35I'm sorry
00:25:38that I didn't tell you
00:25:40that I was the one
00:25:41that hit on Michael
00:25:42sooner
00:25:44I did not mean
00:25:45for that to hurt you
00:25:47and I'm so sorry
00:25:49that was never
00:25:50my intent
00:25:53thank you
00:25:57so
00:25:59why did you mislead me
00:26:02but
00:26:02Michael made the move
00:26:05I was worried
00:26:06I was worried
00:26:07that if
00:26:08you knew that
00:26:10I was the one
00:26:11who had had feelings
00:26:12at one point
00:26:12that I was the one
00:26:14that hit on him
00:26:16that you would
00:26:18try to put a stop
00:26:20to my friendship
00:26:20with him
00:26:25okay
00:26:26but
00:26:26the missing thing is
00:26:29I think
00:26:30you had feelings for
00:26:32I did have feelings for him
00:26:37but I want to tell you
00:26:39that
00:26:40you are not a replacement
00:26:42for Michael
00:26:43and in fact
00:26:44the things that you do
00:26:47are so much
00:26:48sweeter and kinder
00:26:50and so much more
00:26:52of the type of man
00:26:54I actually want to be with
00:26:56I want you to know
00:26:57that I do love you
00:26:58I do want
00:27:00this relationship to work
00:27:02you and me
00:27:10you can't tell me
00:27:115,000 times in a row
00:27:13that I love you
00:27:14but
00:27:15like you said
00:27:18I'm into actions
00:27:19that works
00:27:28honestly I'm
00:27:30I'm scared to
00:27:32even say this
00:27:36would you feel better
00:27:39if I just
00:27:40cut him out of my life
00:27:55when do you plan on
00:27:57applying for the
00:27:58fiance visa
00:27:59so I can live here
00:28:00in Belize
00:28:01I thought you were
00:28:02going to apply for me
00:28:03in the U.S.
00:28:06no
00:28:08I really wish
00:28:09Stig didn't wait
00:28:09like two hours
00:28:10before I'm leaving
00:28:11to bring this up
00:28:12I just would rather
00:28:14live here
00:28:14and I thought
00:28:14that's what we were
00:28:15talking about
00:28:15this whole time
00:28:17it's just really
00:28:17weird timing
00:28:18and I can't help
00:28:20feeling like
00:28:21is this a red flag
00:28:43babe
00:28:44yes
00:28:44I'm gonna miss you
00:28:46I know
00:28:47I'm gonna miss you too
00:28:48and I'm gonna wake up
00:28:49tomorrow by myself
00:28:52same
00:29:02sorry
00:29:10babe
00:29:11you're my fiance
00:29:14you realize that
00:29:15it's crazy
00:29:16you did such a good job
00:29:18it was a beautiful
00:29:18proposal
00:29:19it was everything
00:29:21I could have asked for
00:29:22gonna go home engaged
00:29:25I'm excited
00:29:27me too
00:29:30you're my fiance now
00:29:31I know
00:29:32any thoughts to
00:29:33you would never get
00:29:34married and settle down
00:29:35it's crazy
00:29:36I woke up this morning
00:29:38and I was like
00:29:39ah
00:29:40got a ring on my finger
00:29:42yes
00:29:42when do I put a ring on
00:29:43like when
00:29:44when I get married
00:29:45I don't
00:29:46I'm gonna get you a ring
00:29:47before I leave
00:29:50you like the ring babe
00:29:51of course I like the ring
00:29:52it's beautiful
00:29:54you did a good job
00:29:55thank you
00:29:57when do you plan on
00:29:59applying for the
00:30:00fiance visa
00:30:01so I can come here
00:30:02and live here in Belize
00:30:04I thought you were
00:30:05gonna apply for me
00:30:06in the U.S.
00:30:11no
00:30:11what do you mean
00:30:15the whole time
00:30:15we've been talking
00:30:16about me coming here
00:30:17and living here
00:30:18with you
00:30:20Stig never mentioned
00:30:21wanting to move
00:30:22to the U.S.
00:30:23and based on
00:30:24everything that he said
00:30:25to me on the phone
00:30:26and since I've been
00:30:27in Belize
00:30:28I had always thought
00:30:30that I was going
00:30:31to be the one
00:30:32moving here
00:30:33I mean this is
00:30:35the Belize
00:30:36that I plan to
00:30:37eventually
00:30:37hopefully move to
00:30:38you would move to Belize
00:30:39yeah I would
00:30:40for real?
00:30:41yeah
00:30:42would you move here?
00:30:44of course I would move here
00:30:45what?
00:30:45this is so pretty
00:30:47I don't really want to
00:30:48ever leave Belize
00:30:49do you see yourself
00:30:50living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean of course
00:30:52I always love food
00:30:52it's beautiful
00:30:53yeah
00:30:56so you want to live
00:30:57with me in Arizona
00:30:59that's new information
00:31:00I mean you're more
00:31:01than welcome to
00:31:03I guess
00:31:04I'd rather
00:31:05live here
00:31:09you won't be able
00:31:09to make any money
00:31:11that's why
00:31:11you're going to be
00:31:12my sugar mama
00:31:14no
00:31:14I'm not going to be
00:31:15your sugar mama
00:31:18I'm not going to be
00:31:19pregnant working
00:31:20and supporting you
00:31:21I might not be able
00:31:21to make money right away
00:31:22but think long term
00:31:23and how that's going
00:31:24to benefit both of us
00:31:27okay
00:31:29listen
00:31:29I'm super popular
00:31:31in Belize
00:31:31but I'm not making
00:31:33no American money
00:31:34and the only time
00:31:35I'm able to work
00:31:36in America
00:31:37is if I have a work visa
00:31:38or if I'm a citizen
00:31:39I want to make
00:31:40the big bucks
00:31:41I want to give my child
00:31:42the life that I never had
00:31:48you don't think
00:31:49maybe the U.S.
00:31:49makes more sense
00:31:51you have family out there
00:31:53I have family out there
00:31:54probably
00:31:55they have better help
00:31:57okay
00:31:57and all that
00:31:58sure
00:31:58I'll file for you
00:32:02jeez
00:32:02if you don't want to
00:32:03then don't
00:32:04I don't know
00:32:10I just would rather
00:32:11live here
00:32:12and I thought
00:32:12that's what we were
00:32:13talking about
00:32:14this whole time
00:32:16so
00:32:18quite the switch up
00:32:19for my guy
00:32:23I really wish
00:32:24Stig didn't wait
00:32:25like two hours
00:32:26before I'm leaving
00:32:26to bring this up
00:32:27it's just really
00:32:28weird timing
00:32:29and I can't help
00:32:31feeling like
00:32:32is this a red flag
00:32:34did he propose
00:32:36just so he could
00:32:37get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know
00:32:41just give me some time
00:32:42to look into it
00:32:43nah let's take that
00:32:45seriously
00:32:45let's think about that
00:32:46we're talking about
00:32:47family and
00:32:47how we need to
00:32:48make a plan
00:32:49just make a plan
00:32:50execute
00:32:51yep
00:32:52I will
00:32:53okay
00:33:00oh boy
00:33:01no
00:33:02no
00:33:02no
00:33:02after Trish saw
00:33:04the text messages
00:33:05between me and my ex
00:33:07she refused to talk
00:33:08to me
00:33:09but
00:33:10if I lose her
00:33:11I'll be losing
00:33:12the best thing
00:33:13that ever happened
00:33:14to me
00:33:17Trisha
00:33:20sit down
00:33:22I gave you a chance
00:33:24when we were in
00:33:25Lucy Bay
00:33:26why did you betray me
00:33:47coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together
00:33:50how excited
00:33:53how excited
00:33:54we both were
00:33:56how happy we were together
00:34:00oh boy
00:34:01no no no
00:34:24after Trish saw the text messages
00:34:26between me and my ex
00:34:28she refused to talk to me
00:34:33she didn't sit with me
00:34:35at the airport
00:34:35and she changed her seats
00:34:37on the plane
00:34:38and
00:34:39she got back to Tenant
00:34:41and decided to stay
00:34:42at her apartment
00:34:43and
00:34:44she's telling me
00:34:45that she
00:34:46has nothing to say
00:34:47to me anymore
00:34:49she trusted me
00:34:50I guess I kind of
00:34:52I kind of blew it
00:34:57I didn't have any plans
00:34:58to go back with my ex
00:35:00or anything like that
00:35:01and I didn't say that
00:35:03in the text messages
00:35:04but
00:35:04I could see why
00:35:05Trish would
00:35:06be afraid
00:35:07that
00:35:08it could happen
00:35:13I should have had the respect
00:35:14you know
00:35:16not to respond
00:35:17while I'm spending time
00:35:19with her
00:35:20it wasn't
00:35:21the right thing
00:35:22for me to do
00:35:25I think I responded
00:35:27to my ex
00:35:28because
00:35:29for a while
00:35:30she was the only person
00:35:31that I could really
00:35:32count on
00:35:34to be there
00:35:35for me
00:35:37I met my ex
00:35:38on vacation
00:35:40in Columbia
00:35:43and my feelings
00:35:44were very strong
00:35:46for her
00:35:47it was so much
00:35:48chemistry
00:35:49sexually
00:35:50and
00:35:51any other type
00:35:52of way
00:35:52that you can think of
00:35:55the relationship
00:35:56ended
00:35:56because
00:35:57we couldn't figure out
00:35:58how to make
00:35:59our future
00:36:00work together
00:36:00it wasn't
00:36:02because
00:36:02we stopped
00:36:03loving each other
00:36:07my ex
00:36:08blocked me
00:36:08because
00:36:09she knew
00:36:09that I was
00:36:10going to
00:36:10Madagascar
00:36:11to meet
00:36:12Trish
00:36:13and she was
00:36:15hurt by it
00:36:15and so
00:36:17it took me
00:36:18totally off guard
00:36:19that she
00:36:20unblocked me
00:36:21and she was
00:36:22contacting me
00:36:23at this time
00:36:26I sent Trish
00:36:27a long
00:36:28apology
00:36:29with no excuses
00:36:30and asked her
00:36:32if we can
00:36:33please get together
00:36:35and talk
00:36:36but when she
00:36:38texted me back
00:36:39she said
00:36:40sure period
00:36:42I don't know
00:36:42why she put
00:36:43period
00:36:43I don't know
00:36:45if that means
00:36:45it's final
00:36:46this is our
00:36:46final talk
00:36:47or
00:36:49or what
00:36:53I'm so set
00:36:54on not losing
00:36:55Trish right now
00:36:56because
00:36:57I've fallen
00:36:58even deeper
00:37:00in love
00:37:01with her
00:37:01since getting
00:37:02to know
00:37:02her family
00:37:04and I was
00:37:06actually getting
00:37:07excited
00:37:07about the possibility
00:37:09of getting married
00:37:10and having a family
00:37:12together
00:37:13I don't know
00:37:14how receptive
00:37:15she's going to be
00:37:16with anything
00:37:18that I have
00:37:19to say
00:37:20but
00:37:21I have to give
00:37:23it my all
00:37:24if I lose her
00:37:26I'll be losing
00:37:26like
00:37:27the best thing
00:37:28that
00:37:30ever happened
00:37:31to me
00:37:45oh my god
00:37:49Trisha
00:37:51hello
00:37:53sit down
00:38:01not exactly
00:38:02the greeting
00:38:03I was expecting
00:38:05what'd you expect
00:38:07I'm not happy
00:38:08to see you
00:38:14I just want
00:38:15to apologize
00:38:17I should have
00:38:18told you
00:38:18about the message
00:38:19as soon as it
00:38:20happened
00:38:22I had no
00:38:23intention
00:38:24on like
00:38:24keeping it
00:38:25from me
00:38:28four days
00:38:29you
00:38:30you didn't
00:38:31say anything
00:38:31for four days
00:38:32that's too much
00:38:33and all the messages
00:38:35was on the text
00:38:37was really
00:38:37disrespectful
00:38:39we were with me
00:38:42why did you
00:38:44betray me
00:38:46after I gave you
00:38:48a chance
00:38:48when we were
00:38:49in Nusibé
00:38:51I forgive you
00:38:52what should they
00:38:53do in Colombia
00:38:54you're supposed
00:38:55to earn
00:38:56to earn
00:38:56my trust
00:38:56back
00:38:57not to break
00:38:58a single time
00:39:00I didn't have
00:39:01any plans
00:39:02on breaking
00:39:03up with you
00:39:04and being
00:39:04with her
00:39:05or any of that
00:39:06I didn't realize
00:39:08if he was
00:39:10in my place
00:39:10yes it is
00:39:11cheating
00:39:12this is where
00:39:13the cheating
00:39:14started
00:39:17if I was
00:39:18if I was in your place
00:39:19me
00:39:20I know
00:39:21exactly
00:39:22what I should do
00:39:23to make you feel good
00:39:25so you don't know
00:39:26because you can
00:39:27I don't know
00:39:27what it is
00:39:28that's gonna
00:39:28satisfy you
00:39:30why
00:39:31it's simple though
00:39:33why don't you block her
00:39:36it didn't come to my mom
00:39:38that's what you want
00:39:39if you want
00:39:40this relationship
00:39:41make her understand
00:39:42that I'm with you
00:39:44she already knows
00:39:45that I'm with you
00:39:46she doesn't know
00:39:47that's why she keep
00:39:48texting you
00:39:49she doesn't
00:39:50tell her
00:39:50to understand that
00:39:54make her understand
00:39:55that
00:39:55you don't want
00:39:56her anymore
00:40:01block her here
00:40:02and tell her
00:40:10nothing to say
00:40:11I'm conflicted
00:40:14I love you so much
00:40:16but
00:40:18I can't block her
00:40:21why
00:40:23why
00:40:30I'm having the best
00:40:31time of my life
00:40:32getting in the
00:40:33waterfall in
00:40:33I'm just thinking
00:40:34she's being a drama queen
00:40:37I get down to the
00:40:38bottom
00:40:39and I see
00:40:40all these people
00:40:41surrounding Elise
00:40:42and I start to think
00:40:44is she okay
00:41:08welcome everyone
00:41:09we are gathered here today
00:41:11to celebrate the
00:41:12enduring love
00:41:13between Javon
00:41:14and Annalyn
00:41:15we honor the journey
00:41:17that has been filled
00:41:18with laughter
00:41:18challenges
00:41:19triumphs
00:41:20and long distance calls
00:41:22now Javon
00:41:23and Annalyn
00:41:24it's time to
00:41:25renew your vows
00:41:26to each other
00:41:35Javon
00:41:35can you read
00:41:36your vows
00:41:37to Annalyn
00:41:47I vow
00:41:48to cherish
00:41:50love
00:41:51honor
00:41:53and obey
00:41:55and always protect you
00:41:57and be there for you
00:41:59and also
00:42:01learn to be more patient
00:42:03and put up with your
00:42:05sassiness
00:42:09I love you
00:42:13Javon
00:42:14Javon delivered his vows
00:42:16and
00:42:16it may be not so dramatic
00:42:19and
00:42:20like a poetry
00:42:21but
00:42:22when I look at his eyes
00:42:25I could feel the sincerity
00:42:29I have waited
00:42:31so long
00:42:33for this moment
00:42:34to finally say this
00:42:36in person
00:42:36I promise
00:42:38that I'll continue
00:42:40to be a good wife
00:42:41you can always count on me
00:42:43you'll never feel alone again
00:42:46and
00:42:47I'll continue to
00:42:50pick up your dirty socks
00:42:52even though
00:42:53I keep nagging you
00:42:55and
00:42:56I don't expect you
00:42:57to be perfect
00:42:58because no one is
00:42:59but
00:43:00I expect us
00:43:01to be together
00:43:02no matter what
00:43:03I love you so much
00:43:06love you too
00:43:11Javon
00:43:11and Adeline
00:43:12today
00:43:13you have renewed
00:43:14your vows
00:43:15and reaffirmed
00:43:16your commitment
00:43:16to one another
00:43:17it is my great
00:43:18honor and pleasure
00:43:19to once again
00:43:20pronounce you
00:43:21husband and wife
00:43:21oh
00:43:22one second
00:43:23do you have something
00:43:24to give up
00:43:26yeah
00:43:28yeah
00:43:29is that the one
00:43:30you wanted
00:43:38all right
00:43:39now
00:43:39now we can get on
00:43:40with it
00:43:42you may now
00:43:43share a kiss
00:43:44to seal your renewed
00:43:45vows
00:43:53you did so good
00:43:55oh great
00:43:56actually
00:43:58it was so great
00:44:02and
00:44:03I know
00:44:04sometimes
00:44:05I don't like it
00:44:05when you trick me
00:44:06but this is the
00:44:07greatest trick
00:44:08ever
00:44:10finally have my
00:44:11wedding ring
00:44:12oh thank you
00:44:25thank you for coming
00:44:27and for all the efforts
00:44:28thank you for coming
00:44:42okay guys
00:44:43the reception
00:44:44is over there
00:44:45go
00:45:01for me I think
00:45:02marrying someone
00:45:03online is kind of crazy
00:45:05because it's been a long
00:45:06time that they've waited
00:45:08to see each other
00:45:09to be together
00:45:09I know that
00:45:11Javon and Anna
00:45:12has difficulties
00:45:13in their relationship
00:45:14but I've noticed now
00:45:16that they are just
00:45:16focusing in with their
00:45:17love to each other
00:45:19with how they were
00:45:20going to work out
00:45:21with their relationship
00:45:21so I'm really happy
00:45:22for seeing that
00:45:24now
00:45:25cut that cake
00:45:37it's just so
00:45:39overwhelming
00:45:40I feel so much
00:45:41happiness
00:45:42that I haven't felt
00:45:43before
00:45:45I just feel so loved
00:45:485, 4, 3, 2, 1
00:45:56this is something
00:45:58that I will treasure
00:45:58for the rest of my life
00:46:00it was the best night
00:46:02ever
00:46:04I'm eternally grateful
00:46:05yeah
00:46:11hello
00:46:33how do I know
00:46:35how do I know
00:46:45is she down
00:46:51look I know
00:46:52it does look scary
00:46:53like there's a job
00:46:54but she's very safe
00:46:56I know the guy
00:46:56at the top
00:46:57can sort of
00:46:57you know
00:46:58belay her down
00:46:59and you know
00:47:00do it himself
00:47:01I'm having the best
00:47:02time of my life
00:47:03I'm you know
00:47:04abseiling down
00:47:05getting the waterfall in
00:47:07you know
00:47:08I'm just thinking
00:47:08she's being a drama queen
00:47:14but um
00:47:15I get down to the bottom
00:47:16and I see
00:47:17all these people
00:47:18you know
00:47:19surrounding Elise
00:47:20take a deep breath
00:47:21take a deep breath
00:47:28and I start to think
00:47:29oh
00:47:29you know
00:47:30is she okay
00:47:35that's how I know
00:47:36I was scared
00:47:38it's all
00:47:39oh no I didn't
00:47:40because I couldn't
00:47:40see
00:47:41I can hear you
00:47:46I am feeling
00:47:47so overwhelmed
00:47:49so scared
00:47:50so cold
00:47:51and just like
00:47:52so tired
00:47:53but I'm so happy
00:47:55Josh is there
00:47:55to comfort me
00:47:56that was the
00:47:57scariest thing
00:47:58I've ever done
00:47:58in my life
00:47:59I thought
00:48:00I was gonna die
00:48:10Josh always knows
00:48:11how to calm me down
00:48:12like his physical touch
00:48:14just makes me feel like
00:48:15safe
00:48:16it's like a quality
00:48:18I love about him
00:48:18that was amazing
00:48:19it was so good
00:48:21he really helped me
00:48:30oh my god
00:48:30that was a
00:48:31crazy
00:48:32I mean
00:48:33here I am
00:48:34trying to book
00:48:34this fun adventure
00:48:35and it becomes
00:48:36a complete and utter
00:48:37disaster for me
00:48:38well
00:48:39I had the best time
00:48:40I'd do it all over again
00:48:42probably not right now
00:48:43no I think we can say
00:48:44that we've been there
00:48:45done that
00:48:46and let's try
00:48:47and uh
00:48:47forget it
00:48:49yes
00:48:51okay
00:48:56oh
00:49:06what
00:49:07who is that
00:49:08nothing
00:49:13what do you mean
00:49:14nothing
00:49:29at least really went
00:49:30above and beyond
00:49:31for me today
00:49:31so I want to do
00:49:32something nice for her
00:49:33and stop by anchor point
00:49:34it's supposed to have
00:49:35these stunning views
00:49:37but unfortunately
00:49:38I just got a text
00:49:39with some bad news
00:49:40and I'm trying to figure
00:49:42out how I can break it
00:49:43to Elise
00:49:43without her freaking out
00:49:46I um
00:49:47yeah I'm nervous
00:49:48stunning
00:49:49oh yeah
00:49:51pretty amazing
00:49:53I'm aware
00:49:54I've never been here
00:49:56checking things
00:49:57off your bucket list
00:49:58huh
00:49:58yeah
00:50:06listen I have to tell you
00:50:07I have to tell you something
00:50:08are you okay baby
00:50:09um
00:50:13we're not going to be able
00:50:14to talk to my son
00:50:17why
00:50:18it's just not possible today
00:50:21there's other people to consider
00:50:22as well
00:50:23you know
00:50:23him
00:50:24his mother
00:50:30his mother
00:50:31sorry
00:50:32wow
00:50:33I let you down
00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that
00:50:39so I'm sorry
00:50:41well that's really upsetting
00:50:43that we're not going to be able
00:50:43to video chat him
00:50:45yeah
00:50:45it is
00:50:46I told you
00:50:47I want to meet people in your life
00:50:48I want to see into your world
00:50:49I'm here
00:50:52yeah well
00:50:53maybe I'm just good at disappointing you
00:50:54good at disappointing people
00:50:56so
00:50:57maybe that's just me
00:51:00it's more than just a broken promise
00:51:03the fact that I'm leaving here soon
00:51:05and not being able to meet his son
00:51:07is like scary
00:51:08that is
00:51:10very important aspect of his life
00:51:12and
00:51:13you should be pushing harder
00:51:15than simply receiving a text on your phone
00:51:17that we can't meet your son
00:51:19like maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough
00:51:21like
00:51:22settling for no
00:51:23doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us
00:51:27you just say it so nonchalantly
00:51:28like
00:51:28I let you down
00:51:29like
00:51:29well what else
00:51:30I'm disappointed
00:51:31I'm upset
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back
00:51:35or walking away
00:51:42so
00:51:42you're like
00:51:44okay to walk away
00:51:46I didn't say that
00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away
00:51:52I'm so cold
00:51:53do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:51:56I'll get you my black one
00:52:07what just happened?
00:52:08he just said to me
00:52:10basically I can walk away
00:52:11and it's just not going to happen
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son
00:52:14and like
00:52:15I'm trying to be so nice
00:52:16and help him out
00:52:16and like
00:52:17I do care about him a lot
00:52:18like I do
00:52:18I like him
00:52:19but if he's like
00:52:20so easy for me to walk away
00:52:22then what is it going to be
00:52:23on the other side of the world?
00:52:29what's going on?
00:52:31what do you mean disrespect me?
00:52:34you just told me I could walk away
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you
00:52:36if you walked away
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away
00:52:44I'm not perfect
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball
00:52:46but I will try and be better
00:52:48for you
00:52:54you say you don't live up to your expectations
00:52:56you say you dropped the ball
00:52:58like I'm falling for someone
00:52:59that's like
00:53:00what do you want me to do?
00:53:01like I'm scared
00:53:02yeah I know
00:53:03I'm really sorry
00:53:04it means a lot that you're upset about this
00:53:07because I'm upset about it
00:53:08but I don't want you to think
00:53:09that I didn't want you to speak to him
00:53:11it will happen
00:53:12you guys will play a big big part
00:53:14in each other's lives
00:53:19I'm in love with you
00:53:27that's crazy
00:53:29yeah it is
00:53:32you mean that
00:53:33I do
00:53:39I don't even know
00:53:40what's going on in this moment
00:53:41I literally nearly died today
00:53:42he just told me
00:53:43it's okay if I walk away from him
00:53:44and now he's telling me
00:53:45he's in love with me
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before
00:53:49and like of course
00:53:50it's so nice to hear
00:53:52but I mean he's telling me this
00:53:53right after giving me the bad news
00:53:57it's like does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00please don't get angry
00:54:01let's figure it out
00:54:03sorry it didn't happen right now
00:54:05if I want him as my husband
00:54:07I need to be able to trust him full heartedly
00:54:10but I don't feel like I can trust him right now
00:54:13and that sucks
00:54:22so once I leave
00:54:24we're really going to trust each other
00:54:26and don't be drunk and stupid
00:54:29I have a fiatie now
00:54:30what are you talking about?
00:54:32you trust me babe?
00:54:37why are you so emotional?
00:54:55you ready?
00:54:58I guess
00:54:59not really
00:54:59but now the path is split in two
00:55:05and mine is taking me from you
00:55:08and yours is headed towards the western coast
00:55:12I can't follow you
00:55:14hold me close
00:55:14I feel hollow
00:55:16I love you most
00:55:17it's been a beautiful ride
00:55:21I miss you so much
00:55:22I plan to visit you soon
00:55:25really?
00:55:26yeah
00:55:26like I mean well I don't know how quick we're going to move on this violent situation
00:55:31I want to do some research first
00:55:34this whole time I was picturing us living in Belize
00:55:38that's kind of what we talked about
00:55:41so now I just feel like it's a sudden change up
00:55:43but I understand why
00:55:45I understand why
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to just completely ditch Belize
00:55:49and never come back
00:55:50you know
00:55:50yeah
00:55:52I could see us living in the States though
00:55:55for a little bit
00:55:55making some money
00:55:57coming back to Belize
00:55:58building a nice house
00:55:59getting a Belize
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out
00:56:05that said
00:56:06I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08because I believe love is more important than the location
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other
00:56:15our paths crossed for a reason
00:56:17and I'm completely in love with him
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him
00:56:24here we go
00:56:31why are you so emotional?
00:56:33yeah so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:56:41I'm just happy
00:56:48so once I leave
00:56:49we just really got to trust each other
00:56:53I got to
00:56:54when it comes to stuff like that
00:56:55I got to
00:56:56you're drunk and stupid
00:56:56I have a fiance now
00:56:57what are you talking about?
00:56:59you trust me babe?
00:57:01I do
00:57:06what happened?
00:57:10can I miss me?
00:57:12I miss you
00:57:13I miss you
00:57:13it's a pardon
00:57:20I can't cry
00:57:21it's okay
00:57:24it's okay
00:57:25it's okay
00:57:25I miss you
00:57:30it's okay
00:57:31it changes
00:57:31okay
00:57:41this trip has been a lot of great times but also a lot of hurdles you know they say that
00:57:48a plane can't fly without resistance we had a lot of resistance and we still made it true that
00:58:22it's sad leaving stick but the trip was amazing
00:58:26i can just see us living in arizona having a little family
00:58:31i just see a lot of positives in our future and i'm just excited that we're where we're at now
00:58:37give me just a second now to catch my breath i better catch my friend don't ask us baby
00:58:46i love you
00:58:59i'm really excited about the future i'm really excited to get married
00:59:04in america there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist for me to make good money real money
00:59:09i could i could network with people i could network with other big dance hall artists bigger than myself
00:59:14i know people not in arizona i don't know nobody
00:59:20actually i'm more down to go to houston there's more opportunity for me in houston you know my
00:59:27my brothers are in houston i have a lot of artist friends producer friends
00:59:31i am a man who don't fight them easily
00:59:36my ex is in houston where they are
00:59:41i ain't worried about her i don't have a ring on but hey
00:59:50come on i'm playing i'm engaging
00:59:54we have our plans this is the best way for us to be together faster together you can't let mom
01:00:10change your mind i think forest mom is much more controlling than he even would realize he's been
01:00:19manipulated please i really want you to stay
01:00:32would you feel better if i just cut him out of my life can you do that
01:00:55if that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me
01:01:02then yeah i would do that
01:01:08okay
01:01:11this is exactly what i was worried about the possibility that i would eventually have to choose
01:01:18between my best friend and the love of my life but beer con truly genuinely loves me and i think
01:01:26having
01:01:26the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with michael over
01:01:38you know what i don't want you to cut your relationship with him
01:01:44we can still be friends he's a good guy he proved he's worthy of being friends i'm okay with that
01:01:53thank
01:01:54but friends but friends not best friend not that weird friendship
01:02:05she's trying to do something to save this relationship and i appreciate that because
01:02:12once that relationship gets into the dead end nobody can get it out we're good
01:02:19it'll be good it'll be good but we gotta work on i know
01:02:26it is always bad to lose people i lost a lot of people and i don't want her to cut
01:02:35relationship
01:02:37with her friend i'm not gonna be the one who breaks them apart you know
01:02:43thanks for talking to me thanks for trying to make up
01:02:51i love laura because she has a pure heart and she makes me love life so i want her to
01:03:00be happy
01:03:22i don't know
01:03:24are you okay babe i don't know babe
01:03:51it's the last night in the philippines with sheena and my heart is
01:03:58cracking the talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind
01:04:05it's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it
01:04:09um on top of that it hurts my heart seeing sheena get so emotional that i'm going to have to
01:04:15leave
01:04:15her but at the end of the day if i do everything correctly i know that she and i will
01:04:22have a bright
01:04:22future and i hope that she understands
01:04:30please i really want you to stay
01:04:37you can't let mom change your mind you have to decide this on your own will
01:04:44sheena
01:04:45honey honey we have overcome mountains we have overcome problems we have struggled through so
01:04:54many years even a pandemic we had our plans to grow and have a family i want you here and
01:05:05i know that this is the best way
01:05:08for us to be together faster together that's what i've been waiting for you for the longest time
01:05:18she and i can't do that
01:05:21it's literally tearing me up thinking about being away from you but i think mom was kind of right
01:05:29i want to have a bright future together when getting you to the united states is the best option
01:05:38and to do that i need to go and start work and do the process and make sure i have
01:05:45everything stabilized
01:05:46in america
01:05:52it hurts that forrest happened to change his mind it feels like he would rather choose his mom over me
01:06:00i mean i understand if he happened to work in the u.s he could earn much more better money
01:06:07but i am worried that forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues
01:06:14i feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the philippines was impossible
01:06:20but it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out
01:06:26the faster i get back home the faster i can start the process
01:06:31and if i don't get the k1 it gets denied then i can come back here and stay here if
01:06:37things don't work out in here
01:06:39but how about mom
01:06:43i'm i'm i'm quite worried that she will try her best to make sure to stay in the united states
01:06:49forever
01:06:50that this decision it's not my mother it's my own decision but i see a bright future together
01:06:59and i'm in your heart and you're in my heart and you are my true home
01:07:05i want to put my faith into him as my partner that he would find a way to be together
01:07:12long term
01:07:14but i think forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize
01:07:21i know that molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship
01:07:26and i'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems she could break us apart
01:07:34it's just
01:07:41it's hard
01:07:51holy holy holy
01:07:54why is everything so cold surprise surprise she's cold my god thank you so much take that away she's a
01:08:03pain in the ass but it's in a cute way you know i like that how do you feel about
01:08:09me i i like i'm
01:08:12falling for you but not in love
01:08:29good morning good morning good morning it's a little chilly out here today so you're sleeping i i was i
01:08:43just woke up
01:08:44time to get back to bondi yeah
01:08:46it's a good little getaway
01:08:49mostly
01:08:52i feel really sad this is our last full day together
01:08:56we're driving back to bondi in a little bit and then tomorrow i fly back to miami
01:09:03hmm did you wake up still loving me i'm asking yes i did i just have so many mixed emotions
01:09:12right now
01:09:13like he told me he loved me and that means the world to me but at the same time here
01:09:19he is again
01:09:20not living up to his promise to video chat with his son i understand there's external factors but if
01:09:27you're gonna see a future with me and maybe your wife like the fact that you didn't try harder
01:09:33i don't know it's just like scary i'm going home tomorrow and i have no idea what the future holds
01:09:41this is really heavy
01:09:44your last night
01:09:48my book just somewhere nice tonight
01:09:51on bondi yep i'm fine yeah so let's go get changed and get home
01:10:06i never imagined i'd fall in love so quickly this has never happened before
01:10:12but saying i love you and then not having it heard back i am sort of wondering where she's at
01:10:17you
01:10:17know is it not as real for her as it is for me that is a bit concerning
01:10:36it's so beautiful i get a bit it's nice to miss you
01:10:45all right guys this is your table thank you
01:10:50i've got the menu for you guys thank you thank you so much
01:10:56so cold you're always cold always cold they did say they have blankets so i'm gonna ask her
01:11:01for a blanket okay good idea god it's cold surprise surprise she's cold holy holy holy
01:11:10why is everything so cold as soon as there's like the slightest breeze all the sun's down she's
01:11:17cold thanks for coming guys don't mind me i just brought some hand warmers i'm freezing
01:11:22i'm freezing wow turn on the car i'm so cold holy camoly i'm cold you think by now that she'd
01:11:32know how
01:11:32to dress you know in sydney i wear something a bit warmer you okay do you want my jacket yeah
01:11:37i do
01:11:37yeah i'm shivering oh god it's a little nibbly out a little nibbly she's a pain in the ass but
01:11:44it's
01:11:44in a cute way you know i like that well you look stunning as always i think right here i've
01:11:51got the
01:11:52blanket for you oh my god thank you so much take that away for you um can we please get
01:11:58two spicy
01:11:59margarita juice juice spicy margarita uh tahini if you've got it tahini we do yeah you do how lovely
01:12:05thanks so much thank you thank you guys last night
01:12:16how do you feel about what about me like in general
01:12:24yeah i mean like i i like i'm falling for you but not in love
01:12:36not yet
01:12:40josh literally tells me everything i want to hear but i feel like he sometimes kind of just says things
01:12:47to
01:12:47appease me like he'll say he's gonna do x y and z but there's like no action behind that you
01:12:55know
01:12:55there's one side of me that sees the future with him like getting married and having kids but then
01:13:00there's this other side of me that's like am i even being realistic with my expectations with him and is
01:13:05it just hopeful and wishful thinking i am falling for you i i i cannot imagine going back to miami
01:13:14without
01:13:14you but we live in different continents we're a 16 hour time difference you have a son here
01:13:24how do you plan to make this work yeah i think it's a move obviously it's it's a move for
01:13:29either
01:13:30one of us whether it be here or there i guess it's one pretty big con for me to move
01:13:36into my own
01:13:37well your son okay yes however okay so if if i was to move here where would we go who
01:13:43would
01:13:43pay for it find a place you and i find a place together we live we're moving together
01:13:50okay but like have you gone on a website and looked for places
01:13:57slowly look i'm confident i can call this off more than confident
01:14:07i'm scared i just don't know if i can i don't know why you're just gonna let go sometimes
01:14:13i'm just like i don't know if you're stable
01:14:19i want to make it work i believe you you i believe that it will work in my eyes i
01:14:26think you
01:14:27will find excuses to make it not work
01:14:32why are you hesitant i've given you a solid game plan and you're still hesitant you've had a hard year
01:14:39like financially i don't know how you're gonna be able to make this work i don't know sorry that i
01:14:44can't you know i don't have a big nest egg you just have to trust because you are can you
01:14:51stop being rude
01:14:51to me like seriously like you are like yep josh like that's your because you're being a dick to me
01:14:56i am sticking up for myself that's all i am doing i still care about you and love you and
01:15:03you don't know
01:15:04how you feel so that obviously throws down my mind feels a little bit like you don't want it to
01:15:11happen but you don't want to admit it do you think i'm not putting anything into action but i feel
01:15:20like
01:15:20the ball's in your court
01:15:29i'll block you everywhere and please don't do that i will even now i don't have
01:15:34nothing to do with you please just this is my phone i don't have nothing to tell please
01:15:41i'll just walk away and never speak to him again i wasted my time
01:15:57i love you so much but i can't block her
01:16:23i don't know what to do because it's i'm in love with you
01:16:31but i do still have feelings for her too
01:16:36oh
01:16:39and no nothing else to do nothing else to say
01:16:46i love you no no you don't love me
01:16:54i asked her to choose then
01:16:58you made your choice
01:17:04when trish asked me to block my ex
01:17:08i realized that i can't completely shut the door and i wanted to be honest about my feelings
01:17:18so you chose your ex over her after all you guys have been through
01:17:23i don't look at it as i chose my ex over her what do you look at it as
01:17:33i look at it as um just not ready to let go totally
01:17:41i love trish but um i mean love isn't so black and white it's possible to have feelings for
01:17:53her two people at the same time
01:17:59i wasted my time
01:18:03i don't get it it's a waste
01:18:06i still i'm still willing to try to make it that i
01:18:10it's nothing to do anymore
01:18:12i cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex
01:18:17i'll block you everywhere
01:18:19i will even now i don't have nothing to do with you please just this is my phone you didn't
01:18:25buy it
01:18:26you didn't do anything i don't have nothing to tell please yes i am doing it right now
01:18:37i hate that it makes me suffer again
01:18:42you plan a future with me you told me that you love me
01:18:47but i still have feelings for her
01:18:54i do but that doesn't mean i'm going back to her
01:18:59if my feelings for you are strong i still want us to go on
01:19:05i cannot do that i'll never be a second choice of someone so i'll take my love back
01:19:15and forget by him
01:19:20done
01:19:27i'll give you a
01:19:28don't ever bother me
01:19:29can i give you no no no no you made a choice
01:19:35let's finish
01:19:38good thank you
01:19:47i'm feeling really really angry
01:19:51like i don't understand why he make me fall in love with him and break my heart
01:20:00life he shouldn't have come to madagascar meet me i don't know what to say anymore
01:20:08i'll just walk away and never speak to him again
01:20:18i wish you realized that i do love her and i do think that she's special i want us to
01:20:26be together but
01:20:30i just wasn't ready
01:20:35that's all i can see
01:20:46holy balls next time on before the 90 days i feel like i should ask for your autograph
01:20:53jeez give me your ring finger i'm asking you will you marry me
01:21:00we just got things back on track and i'm worried that as we go back to long distance
01:21:06we're only going to have more drama and more problems do you accept
01:21:12make it i'm in no shoes
01:21:16so today i decided to take a pregnancy dress
01:21:25javon boo because that is what i think it is holy i'm about to be a dad
01:21:33you don't need to be with me it may have taken seven years to get here but it's not going
01:21:36to take
01:21:37seven years to get you back home i still don't completely trust sheena she still manipulates
01:21:44here i thought i was coming to get all these questions answered no i have more questions
01:21:49you okay it's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me i don't want people to
01:21:58leave me
01:22:01it hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between trish and i and i'm leaving with no hope at
01:22:09all
01:22:21i'm literally leaving for that report in one hour and he just left like how can you tell me you
01:22:29love
01:22:29me and you're falling for me then you bring girls back and disrespect me oh my god he stopped sharing
01:22:35his location with me i am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster like what do i do now
01:22:45i've given so much to make daniel happy i was so sure of him and now i'm just insecure
01:22:52he's not communicating with her much i wanted to find a reason why and i did find things faith went
01:23:00on your email how come in your contacts you have somebody listed as wife so who is this wife
01:23:11are you ready tell me what happened i don't even know where to start
01:23:16are you are you questioning the whole relationship at this point
01:23:27you
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