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90 Day Fiance Before the 90 Days Season 8 Episode 18
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Like, can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:12At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:27I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39It's a name of C.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:51I'm bad.
00:01:55I bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:07She and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry.
00:02:27I just want to need space.
00:02:36I don't know why.
00:02:44What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean I had to think of the craziest things sexually I've done.
00:02:52This is crazy.
00:02:54I mean my ex was flying the plane
00:02:56and I was having sex with him while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59I don't want to hear that.
00:03:00You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02OK, sorry.
00:03:11I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:19So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile in your face.
00:03:26You put a smile in your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end.
00:03:34And everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:05So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this because it's, I'm just, it's A for us for
00:04:11trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17It'd be fun.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:20We're here.
00:04:21Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hello.
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:28Josh, how are you?
00:04:29Nice to meet you.
00:04:30Elise.
00:04:30Nice to meet you.
00:04:31Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Sydney?
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:34Miami, wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet.
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:48And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:50Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Yep.
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:08That's Empress Falls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here's the cardio.
00:05:15Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elyse realized, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know, it can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27Am I going to do the same thing?
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:35Stop.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:49Let's go.
00:05:50Come on, baby.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:55Yes.
00:05:57Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:09Let's go.
00:06:10Let's go.
00:06:10Jump in.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step down.
00:06:28Yes!
00:06:30Show me Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a tripper.
00:06:34Thanks, Pam.
00:06:37You did.
00:06:37You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this.
00:06:44I don't like this.
00:06:52Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:55Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00We are.
00:07:03What the ?
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10It's so cold.
00:07:22I cannot feel my hands.
00:07:24How many of you just drove?
00:07:27I'm shaking.
00:07:28Like, this is not good.
00:07:30Give it up.
00:07:32Oh, my God.
00:07:34I'm scared.
00:07:34I'm freezing.
00:07:36You feel my legs shivering?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right.
00:07:43You're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:49I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Hey.
00:07:52Hey.
00:07:53You have to get down now.
00:07:55Get down now.
00:07:57Throw up.
00:07:59You're gonna be all up.
00:08:01You're gonna be all up.
00:08:02You're gonna be all up.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot.
00:08:17But this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down.
00:08:25But the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm gonna die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Ah!
00:08:36Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What'd I do?
00:08:42Ah!
00:08:44Ah!
00:08:46Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:48Ah!
00:08:49Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:51Ah!
00:08:52Ah!
00:08:54Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:11Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:33You haven't planned anything else.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's gonna move to the Philippines, you know, I'm, like, in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not gonna work.
00:09:47It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus
00:09:57in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:09can do it.
00:10:09I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get to the United States would just go out the window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit. Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive.
00:10:42I felt that I was kind of bit scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's gonna cost?
00:10:58How much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you gonna live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:05And pay with it with what?
00:11:07Pay with all your money you make, Sheena?
00:11:09I am a professional, and I could, you know...
00:11:12You could this. You could that. You could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here? How much? $900 a month?
00:11:19No, you can get places for $300, $400 a month.
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month, and that's right?
00:11:26Yes, yes.
00:11:27U.S. dollars.
00:11:28So she makes $500 a month, and you're saying that rent is $400?
00:11:35$400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42And we have, we have, I have him, he have me.
00:11:45Sheena.
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:47You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:48Oh my gosh, Sheena.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love,
00:11:53and happy homemaker, and being in a little house, and all that.
00:11:56No, no.
00:11:56I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Mom doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:05Mom, there's going to be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here,
00:12:10that allows me to live here in the country, and get employment here.
00:12:15You've never worked here, and you've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:33But, of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process, or you come back to the United States.
00:12:43Contact Social Security, and say that you want to start working.
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs
00:12:50the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.
00:12:54See how you can save up.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job
00:12:59that you haven't even applied for, that you know nothing about,
00:13:02that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption
00:13:09that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do,
00:13:14how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:26No.
00:13:27I want you to be here, my long.
00:13:29It's been seven years.
00:13:31It's so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:32You know what, Lucy?
00:13:33I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:37Don't start the tears, Sheena.
00:13:37Please.
00:13:37Stop.
00:13:38You don't know how I feel.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:13:44It's so stressful.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right,
00:14:02that living here in the Philippines is definitely going to be a bigger challenge
00:14:06than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home.
00:14:38I'm going to work, make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:46I don't know my love.
00:14:48If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:14:56I love you.
00:14:57That's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here,
00:15:07and I'm going to get married to you.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:15:44I would really put an effort.
00:15:48I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:56I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:15:59Why did you mislead me like Michael made the move?
00:16:03I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:09Can I do that?
00:16:27Okay.
00:16:29Hi.
00:16:30Good morning.
00:16:30Good morning, ma'am Anna and Sir Javon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balai Indang.
00:16:36I'm going to bring you up.
00:16:37I'm going to bring you up.
00:16:39Ready?
00:16:40Yeah.
00:16:41Ready.
00:16:41Okay.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:50Enjoy.
00:16:52Hi.
00:16:53Good morning.
00:16:54Hello.
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:02Good morning.
00:17:03Hi, Anna.
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you.
00:17:04I'm Ray.
00:17:04And this is my husband, Javon.
00:17:06Nice meeting you.
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:09Okay.
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:11I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:14Okay.
00:17:15We never had a real wedding.
00:17:18So today is very important for us.
00:17:22I'm very happy.
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:34But I want to stay positive, though.
00:17:38It's his first time to have his makeup done.
00:17:43I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:17:45Oh, no.
00:17:46No.
00:17:47No, I'm good.
00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:17:58I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy and, you know, give her the day
00:18:04that she always wanted.
00:18:05But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously me and Anna have
00:18:15different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:18So I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:36So, are you excited about today?
00:18:40Are you kidding me?
00:18:41Of course I'm excited today.
00:18:43Very excited.
00:18:45This is just like a paradise to me.
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:49The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah.
00:18:51And, you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:01You know.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:19:08And, you know, I'm not good at, uh...
00:19:11Well, you don't have to write a long poem, okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17Well, I'm not...
00:19:17It doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22It's just going to be a few things.
00:19:24You know what I'm saying?
00:19:25Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vows,
00:19:32I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens,
00:19:49not now, God will take me before him.
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me.
00:19:54And he will say, I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart,
00:20:05because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends
00:20:11who are going to see you.
00:20:13Mm.
00:20:14I would really put on effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's effort.
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26Hi, Bubu.
00:20:28I love you.
00:20:29Love you, too.
00:20:34You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look,
00:20:41my bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:20:50And that's really disappointing.
00:20:53What?
00:21:08Oh.
00:21:09Oh!
00:21:22Okay.
00:21:32I know Juvon is not the most romantic guy,
00:21:37but I just wanted today to be fun, light, full of love,
00:21:45something that I can always look back on.
00:21:49I love him,
00:21:51but I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:21:57I can't pretend that everything is fine with me.
00:21:58It's time.
00:21:59Yeah.
00:22:01Yeah.
00:22:13Yeah.
00:22:30How did it feel spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun.
00:22:35I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:41Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:22:44So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel
00:22:48and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:22:56But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:22:59I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:01I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:03And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it
00:23:15all today.
00:23:16But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:20He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:23:35I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:38And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:23:40What has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did.
00:23:43I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:23:48I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face-to-face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:24:07and that my feelings for him are so much stronger than how I ever felt about Michael
00:24:13or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:24To Kumru Bekola.
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me, and she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel, I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without
00:24:57me.
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:20I know you like that.
00:25:35I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:44I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:25:58So, why did you mislead me?
00:26:02But Michael made the move.
00:26:05I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point,
00:26:13that I was the one that hit on him,
00:26:16that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:26:25Okay, but the missing thing is, I think, you had feelings for him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:37But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder
00:26:50and so much more of the type of man I actually want to be with.
00:26:56I want you to know that I do love you.
00:26:58I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you,
00:27:14but like you said, I'm into actions.
00:27:28Honestly, I'm scared to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:27:50Can I do that?
00:27:55When do you plan on applying for the fiancée visa
00:27:59so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:01I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06No.
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would rather live here,
00:28:14and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:16It's just really weird timing,
00:28:18and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:28:42Babe.
00:28:44Yes?
00:28:45I'm going to miss you.
00:28:46I know.
00:28:47I'm going to miss you, too.
00:28:48And I'm going to wake up tomorrow by myself?
00:28:53Same.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:10Babe.
00:29:32I woke up this morning, and I was like, ah!
00:29:40I got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:43Like, when I get married?
00:29:45I don't...
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50You like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:57When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa so I can come here and live here in Belize?
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:11I don't know.
00:30:12I don't know.
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23And based on everything that he said to me on the phone, and since I've been in Belize,
00:30:29I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully move to.
00:30:38You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:40Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to.
00:30:52It's beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:01I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:08You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No, I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away, but I think long-term and how that's going to
00:31:24benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:34And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:31:39a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:31:58Okay, sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:10I just would rather live here, and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:32:17So, let's switch up, my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait, like, two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:27It's just really weird timing, and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44Now, let's take that seriously.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Let's make a plan and execute.
00:32:51Yep.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy.
00:33:01No, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex,
00:33:06she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:17Trisha.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance when we were in Lucy Bay.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.
00:33:51How excited we both were.
00:33:56How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:01No, no, no.
00:34:13You didn't know that being here was going to have this effect?
00:34:16Mm-hmm.
00:34:19Oh, boy.
00:34:20Oh, boy.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex,
00:34:28she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:34:36She changed her seats on the plane,
00:34:38and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:34:43And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:34:49She trusted me.
00:34:50I guess I kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that.
00:35:01And I didn't say that in the text messages.
00:35:04But I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:35:12I should have had the respect, you know,
00:35:16not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:35:20It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because, for a while,
00:35:30she was the only person I could really count on to be there for me.
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Colombia.
00:35:43And my feelings were very strong for her.
00:35:47It was so much chemistry, sexually,
00:35:50in any other type of way that you can think of.
00:35:55The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out
00:35:58how to make our future work together.
00:36:01It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar
00:36:11to meet Trish.
00:36:14And she was hurt by it.
00:36:16And so it took me totally off guard
00:36:19that she unblocked me.
00:36:21And she was contacting me at this time.
00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses
00:36:30and asked her if we can please get together and talk.
00:36:36But when she texted me back,
00:36:39she says, sure, period.
00:36:42I don't know why she put period.
00:36:43I don't know if that means it's final.
00:36:46This is our final talk or what.
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now
00:36:56because I've fallen even deeper in love with her
00:37:01since getting to know her family.
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited
00:37:07about the possibility of us getting married
00:37:10and having a family together.
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be
00:37:16with anything that I have to say.
00:37:21But I have to give it my all.
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing, like,
00:37:28the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:37:46Oh, my God.
00:37:49Trisha.
00:37:52Hello.
00:37:54Sit down.
00:38:00Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:38:05What did you expect?
00:38:06I'm not happy to see you.
00:38:13I just wanted to apologize.
00:38:17I should have told you about the message
00:38:19as soon as it happened.
00:38:22I had no intention on, like, keeping it from me.
00:38:25That's...
00:38:28Four days.
00:38:29You didn't say anything for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:34And all the messages was on the text
00:38:36was really disrespectful.
00:38:39You were with me.
00:38:42Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance
00:38:48when we were in Nusibé,
00:38:51I forgive you what she did in Colombia.
00:38:54You're supposed to earn my trust back,
00:38:57not to break it a single time.
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you
00:39:04and being with her or any of that.
00:39:06I didn't realize that she would take this
00:39:09and be cheating while you were.
00:39:11Yes, it is cheating.
00:39:12This is where the cheating started.
00:39:17If I was in your place,
00:39:20me, I know exactly what I should do
00:39:23to make you feel good
00:39:25so you don't know
00:39:26because you cannot take it.
00:39:27I don't know what it is
00:39:28that's going to satisfy you.
00:39:30Why?
00:39:31It's simple, though.
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom.
00:39:38Oh, okay.
00:39:38That's what you wanted.
00:39:39If you want this relationship,
00:39:41make her understand
00:39:42that I'm with you.
00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't know.
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.
00:39:49She doesn't know.
00:39:50Tell her to understand that.
00:39:54Make her understand that
00:39:55you don't want her anymore.
00:40:01Block her here and tell her.
00:40:10Nothing to say.
00:40:11I'm conflicting.
00:40:14I love you so much,
00:40:16but I can't block her.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:28Why do I let her?
00:40:30I'm having the best time of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall,
00:40:33and I'm just thinking
00:40:34she's being a drama queen.
00:40:36I'm here, Miss.
00:40:37I get down to the bottom,
00:40:39and I see all these people
00:40:41surrounding Elise,
00:40:42and I start to think,
00:40:44oh, f***, is she okay?
00:41:08Welcome, everyone.
00:41:10We are gathered here today
00:41:11to celebrate the enjoying love
00:41:13between Jovon and Annalyn.
00:41:15We honor the journey
00:41:17that has been filled
00:41:18with laughter, challenges,
00:41:20triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Jovon and Annalyn,
00:41:24it's time to renew
00:41:25your vows to each other.
00:41:35Jovon, can you read
00:41:36your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:47I vow to cherish,
00:41:51love, honor, and obey,
00:41:55and always protect you
00:41:57and be there for you,
00:41:59and also learn to be more patient,
00:42:03and put up with your sassiness.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:13Jovon delivered his vows,
00:42:16and it may be not so dramatic
00:42:19and like a poetry,
00:42:22but when I look at his eyes,
00:42:25I could feel the sincerity.
00:42:29I have waited so long
00:42:33for this moment
00:42:34to finally say this
00:42:36in person.
00:42:37I promise that I'll continue
00:42:40to be a good wife.
00:42:41You can always count on me.
00:42:44You'll never feel alone again,
00:42:47and I'll continue to
00:42:50pick up your dirty socks,
00:42:52even though I keep nagging you.
00:42:55And I don't expect you
00:42:57to be perfect,
00:42:58because no one is.
00:42:59But I expect us to be together
00:43:02no matter what.
00:43:03I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too.
00:43:11Jovon and Annalyn,
00:43:13today you have renewed your vows
00:43:15and reaffirmed your commitment
00:43:16to one another.
00:43:17It is my great honor
00:43:18and pleasure
00:43:19to once again
00:43:20pronounce you husband and wife.
00:43:22Oh, one second.
00:43:23Do you have something to give up?
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:30Is that the one you wanted?
00:43:38Alright, now we can get on with it.
00:43:42You may now share a kiss
00:43:44to seal your new vows.
00:43:53You did so good.
00:43:55Oh, great, actually.
00:43:58You were so great.
00:44:03And I know sometimes
00:44:05I don't like it when you trick me,
00:44:07but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:44:09You finally have my wedding ring.
00:44:13Aw, thank you.
00:44:15Yeah.
00:44:17Jovon!
00:44:19I miss you.
00:44:20I miss you.
00:44:21Yes, me too.
00:44:22Nice to meet you, finally.
00:44:24Hey, cousin.
00:44:26Thank you for coming
00:44:27and for all the efforts.
00:44:28Welcome to my family.
00:44:29Thank you for coming.
00:44:31Congratulations.
00:44:42Okay, guys.
00:44:43The reception is over there.
00:44:46Go!
00:45:01For me, I think
00:45:02marrying someone online
00:45:04is kind of crazy.
00:45:05Because it's been a long time
00:45:06that they've waited
00:45:08to see each other,
00:45:09to be together.
00:45:10I know that Jovon and Anna
00:45:12have difficulties
00:45:13in their relationship.
00:45:14But I've noticed now
00:45:16that they are just focusing
00:45:17with their love
00:45:18to each other,
00:45:19with how they will
00:45:20going to work out
00:45:21with their relationship.
00:45:21So I'm really happy
00:45:22for seeing that now.
00:45:25Yeah.
00:45:26Cut that cake!
00:45:27Cut that cake!
00:45:29Cut that cake!
00:45:30Yay!
00:45:32Yay!
00:45:33Wow!
00:45:37It's just so overwhelming,
00:45:40boo.
00:45:40I feel so much happiness
00:45:42that I haven't felt before.
00:45:44Oh.
00:45:45I just feel so loved.
00:45:48Five, four, three,
00:45:50two, one.
00:45:55Oh, God.
00:45:57This is something
00:45:58that I will treasure
00:45:58for the rest of my life.
00:46:00It was the best night ever.
00:46:02I'm eternally grateful.
00:46:05Yeah.
00:46:11Hello, Drew.
00:46:14Hello, Drew.
00:46:15Hello, Drew.
00:46:34I'm running on a horse!
00:46:45Is she down?
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary, like there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and, you know, do it
00:47:00himself.
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life. I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:47:14But, um, I get down to the bottom and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elise.
00:47:28And I start to think, oh, you know, is she okay?
00:47:36That's how I know I was doing.
00:47:37That's how I know I was doing.
00:47:38Can you see me?
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't because I couldn't see her. I can hear you.
00:47:46I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold and just, like, so tired.
00:47:53But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was gonna die.
00:48:03Mmm.
00:48:06You made it.
00:48:07I need to get trying so I can keep you down.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:13Like, his physical touch just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:48:16It's, like, a quality I love about him.
00:48:19That was amazing.
00:48:20It was so good.
00:48:20He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure, and it becomes a complete and utter disaster for
00:48:38me.
00:48:38Well, I had the best time. I'd do it all over again. Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that, and let's try and, uh...
00:48:48Forget it.
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51I can.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:05F***.
00:49:06What? Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?
00:49:14No, no, no.
00:49:18No, no.
00:49:20No, no, no.
00:49:46I am yeah I'm nervous stunning pretty amazing I'm where I've never been here
00:49:56checking things off your bucket list huh yeah listen I have to tell you
00:50:07something are you okay baby we're not gonna be able to talk to my son why it's
00:50:18just not possible today there's other people to consider as well you know him
00:50:24his mother sorry
00:50:33wow I let you down I didn't mean for it to happen like that
00:50:39so I'm sorry well that's really upsetting that we're not gonna be able to video chat him
00:50:45yeah it is I told you I want to meet people in your life I want to see into your
00:50:49world I'm here
00:50:52yeah well maybe I'm just good at disappointing you good at disappointing people so
00:50:57maybe that's just me
00:51:00it's more than just a broken promise the fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able to meet
00:51:06his son is like scary that is very important aspect of his life and you should be pushing harder than
00:51:15simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son like maybe he doesn't think
00:51:20I'm good enough like settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're gonna fight for us
00:51:27you just say it so nonchalantly like I let you down like
00:51:29well what else I'm disappointed I'm upset
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away
00:51:42so you're like okay to walk away
00:51:46I didn't say that I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away
00:51:52I'm so cold
00:51:53do you want me to run and get your jumper
00:51:56I'll get you my black one
00:52:07what just happened
00:52:08he just said to me he basically I can walk away and it's just not gonna happen I'm not gonna
00:52:13meet
00:52:13his son and like I'm trying to be so nice and help him out and like I do care about
00:52:17him a lot like I do I like him
00:52:19but if he's like so easy for me to walk away then what is it gonna be on the other
00:52:23side of the world
00:52:29what's going on
00:52:31what do you mean disrespect me
00:52:34you just told me I could walk away
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away
00:52:44I'm not perfect
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball
00:52:46but I will try and be better for you
00:52:54you say you don't live up to your expectations
00:52:56you say you drop the ball
00:52:58like I'm falling for someone that's like
00:53:00what do you want me to do
00:53:01like I'm scared
00:53:03I'm really sorry
00:53:05it means a lot that you're upset about this
00:53:07because I'm upset about it
00:53:08but I don't want you to think that I didn't want you to speak to him
00:53:11it will happen
00:53:12you guys will play a big big part in each other's lives
00:53:19I'm in love with you
00:53:27that's crazy
00:53:29yeah it is
00:53:32you mean that
00:53:33I do
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment
00:53:41I literally nearly died today
00:53:42he just told me it's okay if I walk away from him
00:53:44and now he's telling me he's in love with me
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before
00:53:49and like of course it's so nice to hear
00:53:51but I mean he's telling me this
00:53:53right after giving me the bad news
00:53:57like does he really mean he loves me
00:54:00please don't get angry
00:54:01let's figure it out
00:54:03sorry it didn't happen right now
00:54:05if I want him as my husband
00:54:07I need to be able to trust him full heartedly
00:54:10but I don't feel like I can trust him right now
00:54:13and that sucks
00:54:22so once I leave
00:54:24really gotta trust each other
00:54:28don't be drunk and stupid
00:54:29I have a fiance now
00:54:30what are you talking about
00:54:32you trust me babe
00:54:36why are you so emotional
00:54:57ready?
00:54:58I guess
00:54:58not really
00:54:59but now the path is split in two
00:55:05and mine is taking me from you
00:55:08and yours is headed towards the western coast
00:55:12I can't follow you
00:55:14hold me close
00:55:15I feel hollow
00:55:16I love you most
00:55:17it's been a beautiful ride
00:55:21I don't miss you so much
00:55:22I plan to visit you soon
00:55:25really?
00:55:26yeah
00:55:26like I mean well I don't know how
00:55:28quick we're gonna move on this
00:55:29violent situation
00:55:31I want to do some research
00:55:33first
00:55:34this whole time I was picturing us
00:55:37living in Belize
00:55:38that's kind of what we talked about
00:55:40so
00:55:41now I just feel like it's a sudden change up
00:55:43but I understand why
00:55:45I understand why
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to just completely ditch Belize
00:55:49and never come back
00:55:50you know
00:55:50yeah
00:55:52I could see us
00:55:53living in the states though
00:55:55for a little bit
00:55:55making some money
00:55:57coming back to Belize
00:55:58building a nice house
00:55:59getting a Belize
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out
00:56:05that said
00:56:06I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08because
00:56:08I believe love is more important than the location
00:56:12I just feel like
00:56:13we are meant for each other
00:56:15our paths crossed for a reason
00:56:17and
00:56:18I'm completely in love with him
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him
00:56:24here we go
00:56:31why are you so emotional?
00:56:33yeah
00:56:33so I just got like an overwhelming
00:56:35feeling of gratitude
00:56:41I'm just happy
00:56:48so once I leave
00:56:49we just really got to trust each other
00:56:53I got to
00:56:54when it comes to stuff like that
00:56:55I got to
00:56:56I have a fiance now
00:56:57what are you talking about?
00:56:59you trust me babe?
00:57:01I don't know
00:57:09I miss you too
00:57:18I hate crying
00:57:21it's okay
00:57:41This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles.
00:57:46You know, they say that a plane can't fly without resistance.
00:57:52We had a lot of resistance, and we still made it true that.
00:58:03I think this has been a good trip, and I love you too.
00:58:09I'm going to miss you.
00:58:22It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.
00:58:26I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.
00:58:31I just see a lot of positives in our future, and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now.
00:58:37Give me just a second now to catch my breath.
00:58:41I better catch my flight.
00:58:43One last kiss, baby.
00:58:46I love you.
00:58:47I love you.
00:58:59I'm really excited about the future.
00:59:00I'm really excited to get married.
00:59:04In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money, real money.
00:59:09I could network with people.
00:59:12I could network with other big dancehall artists bigger than myself.
00:59:15And I know people.
00:59:16Not in Arizona.
00:59:17I don't know nobody.
00:59:20Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.
00:59:24There's more opportunity for me in Houston.
00:59:27You know, my brothers are in Houston.
00:59:28I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.
00:59:31I'm a man who goes right and easy.
00:59:33Who else has a kiss?
00:59:36My ex is in Houston, but they are.
00:59:41I ain't worried about her.
00:59:43I don't have a ring on, but hey.
00:59:48Make way, make way.
00:59:50Nah, come on.
00:59:52I'm playing.
00:59:53I'm engaging, you know what I mean?
00:59:55Make way, make way when the drum is start to play.
01:00:02We had our plans.
01:00:05This is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:00:09You can't let mom change your mind.
01:00:11I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize.
01:00:18He's been manipulated.
01:00:20Please, I really want you to stay.
01:00:32Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
01:00:39Can you do that?
01:00:55If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me, then yeah, I would
01:01:04do that.
01:01:08Okay.
01:01:11This is exactly what I was worried about.
01:01:14The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.
01:01:22But Birkan truly, genuinely loves me.
01:01:26And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:01:31Hofer.
01:01:38You know what?
01:01:40I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
01:01:44We can still be friends.
01:01:47He's a good guy.
01:01:49He proved he is worthy of being friends.
01:01:52I'm okay with that.
01:01:54But friends.
01:01:55Not best friend.
01:01:57Not that weird friendship.
01:02:04She's trying to do something to save this relationship.
01:02:09I appreciate that because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.
01:02:16We're good.
01:02:19We're good.
01:02:19We will be good.
01:02:20But we got to work on.
01:02:22I know.
01:02:26It is always bad to lose people.
01:02:30I lost a lot of people.
01:02:33And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.
01:02:38I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart, you know?
01:02:43Thanks for talking to me.
01:02:46I'm still trying to make up.
01:02:51I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
01:02:55And she makes me love life.
01:02:58So I want her to be happy.
01:03:23Are you okay, babe?
01:03:25I don't know, babe.
01:03:37Our last day in this beautiful apartment.
01:03:41I know, honey.
01:03:42I know, honey.
01:03:51It's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena.
01:03:54And my heart is cracking.
01:03:58The talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind.
01:04:05It's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it.
01:04:10On top of that, it hurts my heart seeing Sheena get so emotional that I'm going to have to leave
01:04:15her.
01:04:16But at the end of the day, if I do everything correctly, I know that Sheena and I will have
01:04:22a bright future.
01:04:22And I hope that she understands.
01:04:30Please.
01:04:31I really want you to stay.
01:04:37You can't, like mom, change your mind.
01:04:40You have to decide this on your own will.
01:04:44Sheena.
01:04:46Honey.
01:04:47We have overcome mountains.
01:04:50We have overcome problems.
01:04:52We have struggled through so many years.
01:04:55Even the pandemic.
01:04:57We had our plans to grow and have a family.
01:05:02I want you here.
01:05:04And I know that this is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:05:10That's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.
01:05:18Sheena, I can't do that.
01:05:21It's literally tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
01:05:25But I think mom was kind of right.
01:05:29I want to have a bright future together.
01:05:32And getting you to the United States is the best option.
01:05:37And to do that, I need to go and start work and do the process and make sure I have
01:05:45everything stabilized in America.
01:05:52It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.
01:05:56It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.
01:06:00I mean, I understand if he happened to work in the U.S., he could earn much more better money.
01:06:07But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues.
01:06:13I feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the Philippines was impossible.
01:06:20But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out.
01:06:26The faster I get back home, the faster I can start the process.
01:06:31And if I don't get the K-1 that gets denied, then I can come back here and stay here
01:06:37if things don't work out in here.
01:06:39But how about mom?
01:06:43I'm quite worried that she would try her best to make sure to stay in the United States forever.
01:06:50This decision, it's not my mother. It's my own decision.
01:06:57But I see a bright future together.
01:06:59And I'm in your heart and you're in my heart.
01:07:02And you are my true home.
01:07:05I want to put my faith into him as my partner.
01:07:09That he would find a way to be together long term.
01:07:13But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
01:07:21I know that Molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship.
01:07:26And I'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems.
01:07:32She could break us apart.
01:07:35It's just...
01:07:40It's hard.
01:07:49It's hard.
01:07:51Holy .
01:07:52Holy .
01:07:54Why is everything so cold?
01:07:57Surprise, surprise. She's cold.
01:07:59My God, thank you so much.
01:08:02She's a pain in the ass, but it's in a cute way, you know.
01:08:06I like that.
01:08:07How do you feel about me?
01:08:11Like I'm falling for you.
01:08:13But not in love.
01:08:29Good morning.
01:08:30Good morning, good morning.
01:08:32It's a little chilly out here today.
01:08:34I thought you were sleeping.
01:08:35I was, I just woke up.
01:08:43Time to go back to Bondi.
01:08:45Yeah.
01:08:46It was a good little getaway.
01:08:49Mostly.
01:08:52I feel really sad.
01:08:54This is our last full day together.
01:08:56We're driving back to Bondi in a little bit.
01:08:59And then tomorrow I fly back to Miami.
01:09:02Hmm.
01:09:03Did you wake up still loving me?
01:09:07I'm asking.
01:09:08Yes, I did.
01:09:10I just have so many mixed emotions right now.
01:09:13Like he told me he loved me and that means the world to me.
01:09:17But at the same time, here he is again, not living up to his promise to video chat with his
01:09:22son.
01:09:23I understand there's external factors, but if you're going to see a future with me and maybe your wife, like
01:09:30the fact that you didn't try harder, I don't know, it's just like scary.
01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow and I have no idea what the future holds.
01:09:41This is really heavy.
01:09:44Your last night.
01:09:46Hmm.
01:09:48I booked us somewhere nice.
01:09:49Tonight.
01:09:51On Bondi?
01:09:52Yep.
01:09:53I'm fine.
01:09:54Yep.
01:09:55So, let's go get changed and get home.
01:09:59Yeah.
01:10:07I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly. This has never happened before.
01:10:12But, saying I love you and then not having it heard back, I am sort of wondering where she's at,
01:10:17you know, is it not as real for her as it is for me?
01:10:20That is a bit concerning.
01:10:36So beautiful here, okay?
01:10:38Exponsority.
01:10:45All right, guys, this will be a table. Thank you.
01:10:49Hi.
01:10:50Hi.
01:10:50Hi.
01:10:51Hi.
01:10:51Hi.
01:10:51Hi.
01:10:51I've got the menu for you guys.
01:10:53Thank you so much.
01:10:55It's so cold.
01:10:57You're always cold.
01:10:58Always cold.
01:10:59They did say they have blankets, so I'm going to ask her for a blanket.
01:11:02Okay, good idea.
01:11:03God, it's so cold.
01:11:05Surprise, surprise, she's cold.
01:11:07Holy , holy , holy .
01:11:10Why is everything so cold?
01:11:13As soon as there's like the slightest breeze, all the sun's down, she's cold.
01:11:17Thanks for coming, guys.
01:11:19Don't mind me.
01:11:20I just brought some hand warmers.
01:11:22I'm freezing.
01:11:22It's not that cold.
01:11:23I'm freezing.
01:11:24Wow, turn on the car.
01:11:27I'm so cold.
01:11:29Holy .
01:11:29I'm cold.
01:11:31You'd think by now that she'd know how to dress, you know, in Sydney.
01:11:34I'll wear something a bit warmer.
01:11:36You okay?
01:11:36Do you want my jacket?
01:11:37Yeah, I do.
01:11:38Yeah, I'm shivering.
01:11:39Oh, God, it's a little nipply out.
01:11:41A little nipply.
01:11:42She's a pain in the ass, but it's in a cute way, you know?
01:11:46I like that.
01:11:48Well, you look stunning, as always, I think.
01:11:51Great.
01:11:51I've got the blanket for you.
01:11:52Oh, my God.
01:11:53Thank you so much.
01:11:55I'll take that away for you.
01:11:56Um, can we please get two spicy margaritas?
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas?
01:12:00Uh, Tahin, have you got it?
01:12:02Tahin, we do.
01:12:03Yeah, we do.
01:12:03Oh, I do.
01:12:04How lovely.
01:12:05Thanks so much.
01:12:06Thank you, guys.
01:12:11Last night.
01:12:16How do you feel?
01:12:19About what?
01:12:20About me.
01:12:22Like, in general?
01:12:24Yeah.
01:12:26I mean, like, I'm falling for you.
01:12:32But not in love.
01:12:36Not yet.
01:12:40Josh literally tells me everything I want to hear.
01:12:44But I feel like he sometimes kind of just says things to appease me.
01:12:48Like, he'll say he's gonna do X, Y, and Z, but there's, like, no action behind that.
01:12:55You know, there's one side of me that sees the future with him, like getting married and having kids.
01:12:59But then there's this other side of me that's like, am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
01:13:05And is it just hopeful and wishful thinking?
01:13:09I am falling for you.
01:13:10I cannot imagine going back to Miami without you.
01:13:16But we live in different continents.
01:13:18We're a 16-hour time difference.
01:13:21You have a son here.
01:13:24How do you plan to make this work?
01:13:27You know, I think it's a move.
01:13:28Obviously, it's a move for either one of us.
01:13:31Whether it be here or there.
01:13:33I guess it's one pretty big con for me to move into Miami.
01:13:37Well, your son.
01:13:38Okay, yes.
01:13:39Okay, so if I was to move here, where would we go?
01:13:43Who would pay for it?
01:13:44You and I find a place together?
01:13:46We move in together?
01:13:49Okay, but like, have you gone on a website and looked for places?
01:13:53No.
01:13:55Slowly.
01:13:58Look.
01:14:00I'm confident I can call this off.
01:14:02More than confident.
01:14:07I'm scared.
01:14:08I just don't know if I can...
01:14:09So am I.
01:14:10You just gotta let go sometimes.
01:14:13I'm just, like, I don't know if you're stable.
01:14:19I want to make it work.
01:14:21I believe you...
01:14:22But wanting to and doing stuff, you're...
01:14:23I believe that it will work in my eyes.
01:14:26I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
01:14:32Why are you hesitant?
01:14:33I've given you a solid game plan, and you're still hesitant.
01:14:36You've had a hard year.
01:14:38Like, financially, I don't know how you're gonna be able to make this work.
01:14:42I don't know.
01:14:43Sorry that I can't, you know...
01:14:46I don't have a big nest egg.
01:14:47You just have to trust.
01:14:49Because you are so...
01:14:50Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like, seriously.
01:14:52Like, you are.
01:14:53Like, yep, Josh.
01:14:54Like, that's your quality.
01:14:55Because you're being a dick to me.
01:14:56I am sticking up for myself.
01:14:58That's all I am doing.
01:15:00I still care about you and love you, and you don't know how you feel.
01:15:05So, that obviously throws you out in my mind.
01:15:09Feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen, but you don't want to admit it.
01:15:16You think I'm not putting anything into action, but I feel like the ball's in your court.
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere.
01:15:31Trish, don't do that, please.
01:15:32I will, even now.
01:15:33I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:15:35No, but please, I just...
01:15:36Just give me some...
01:15:37Give me time to think.
01:15:37Give me time to think.
01:15:37I don't have nothing to tell.
01:15:39Please.
01:15:42I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:15:47I wasted my time.
01:15:58I love you so much, but...
01:16:01I can't block her.
01:16:04Why?
01:16:05Why?
01:16:23I don't know what to do because...
01:16:27I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for her, too.
01:16:36Oh.
01:16:39And...
01:16:40No, nothing else to do.
01:16:43Nothing else to say.
01:16:45I love you.
01:16:47No, no, no.
01:16:47You don't love me.
01:16:54I asked her to choose, then...
01:16:58You made your choice.
01:17:04When Trish asked me to block my ex, I realized that I can't completely shut the door.
01:17:13And I wanted to be honest about my feelings.
01:17:18So you chose your ex over her after all you guys have been through.
01:17:23I don't look at it as I chose my ex over her.
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:33I look at it as, um...
01:17:37Just not ready to let go.
01:17:39Totally.
01:17:41I love Trish.
01:17:43But, um...
01:17:46I mean, love isn't so black and white.
01:17:50It's possible to have feelings for two people at the same time.
01:18:00I wasted my time.
01:18:01I wasted my time.
01:18:03Don't look at it as a waste.
01:18:06I still...
01:18:07I'm still willing to try to make it, but I...
01:18:10It's nothing to do anymore.
01:18:13I cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex.
01:18:17I'll block you everywhere.
01:18:19Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:20I will even now.
01:18:21I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:18:23No, but please.
01:18:23Just...
01:18:24This is my phone.
01:18:25You didn't buy it.
01:18:26You didn't do anything.
01:18:27Just give me another thing.
01:18:27I don't have nothing to tell.
01:18:29Just...
01:18:29Please.
01:18:30Yes, I am doing it right now.
01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again.
01:18:42You planned a future with me.
01:18:44You told me that you love me.
01:18:47But you still have feelings for her.
01:18:54I do, but that doesn't mean I'm going back to her.
01:18:59My feelings for you are strong.
01:19:02You still want us to go on.
01:19:05I cannot do that.
01:19:08I'll never be a second choice of someone.
01:19:12So, I'll take my love back and forget about him.
01:19:20Done.
01:19:27Don't ever bother me.
01:19:29Can I give you a...
01:19:29No, no, no, no.
01:19:30You made a choice.
01:19:32No, no, no.
01:19:35Let's finish.
01:19:38Good.
01:19:47I'm feeling really, really angry.
01:19:51Like, I don't understand why he make me fall in love with him and break my heart.
01:20:00Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar.
01:20:03Meet me.
01:20:06I don't know what to say anymore.
01:20:08I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:20:19I wish you realized that I do love her and I do think that she's special.
01:20:25I want us to be together, but...
01:20:30I just wasn't ready.
01:20:35That's all I can see.
01:20:46Holy balls.
01:20:47Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:20:49I feel like I should ask for your autograph.
01:20:53Jeez.
01:20:54Give me your ring finger.
01:20:56I'm asking you, will you marry me?
01:21:00We just got things back on track.
01:21:03And I'm worried that as we go back to long distance, we're only going to have more drama and more
01:21:08problems.
01:21:09Do you accept?
01:21:12Make it having no shoes.
01:21:16So today, I decided to take a pregnancy dress.
01:21:25Javon.
01:21:26Boo!
01:21:27That is what I think it is.
01:21:30Holy , I'm about to be a dad.
01:21:32You don't need to be with me.
01:21:34It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get you
01:21:37back home.
01:21:39I still don't completely trust Sheena.
01:21:42She still manipulates.
01:21:45Here, I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
01:21:47No, I have more questions.
01:21:50You okay?
01:21:52It's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me.
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me.
01:22:01It hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between Trish and I.
01:22:06And I'm leaving with no hope at all.
01:22:14Oh!
01:22:18Baby!
01:22:21I'm literally waiting for that report in one hour, and he just left.
01:22:27Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me, then you bring the girls back
01:22:32in disrespect to me?
01:22:34Oh my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
01:22:37I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster.
01:22:41Like, what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
01:22:48I was so sure of him, and now I'm just insecure.
01:22:51He's not communicating with her much.
01:22:55I wanted to find a reason why.
01:22:57And I did find things.
01:22:59Faith went on your email.
01:23:02How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:23:06So who is this wife?
01:23:11You're ready?
01:23:13Tell me what happened.
01:23:15I don't even know where to start.
01:23:22Are you questioning the whole relationship that goes away?
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