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The Summer My Heart Stopped
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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:15but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:32caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying
00:00:35to save you you're the reason he died he played out on the street because of you the worst part
00:00:40is you didn't even show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you
00:00:47alex was your best friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this
00:00:51to him
00:00:52don't you even feel a shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me nothing i say is going
00:01:02to change your mind anyway you selfish skink i'm gonna put you in your place for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack so i had surgery and
00:01:35they
00:01:35kept me in the hospital for two weeks too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:01:52due to the absence of witness testimony the court has concluded that the cause of mr stephen brooks's
00:01:58death cannot be determined the case is hereby dismissed and both defendants are acquitted
00:02:06how could you not be here isabel alex's dad died because of me
00:02:21alex want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:48i get why you hate me i just never thought i'd hurt this much god what a dumb ass i
00:02:53mean the
00:02:53guy's a fireman right not a cop plus he went in there with no weapon he's basically asking to get
00:02:58stabbed to death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price he
00:03:10got what he
00:03:11deserved
00:03:25alex stop
00:03:34alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to then just
00:03:37take it out on me take it out on you fine go die isabel
00:03:46don't worry alex you'll get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:54can't handle the stress of any more procedures you have about one month left to live at most
00:04:11you're looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that you can get away with the
00:04:16murder by pretending to be little miss er
00:04:25if you needed them right then lick them up
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed you
00:04:38to stay
00:04:38silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy much why are we so nervous is it because you
00:04:45have incriminating
00:04:46evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let them see those hi
00:04:50alex
00:04:52i just wanted to say that i love you
00:04:56i might not ever get a chance to tell you in person so
00:05:01hold her hold her hold her oh let's use space id to unlock it i want to see what kind
00:05:08of dirty
00:05:08little secrets this is hiding smile sweetheart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to say that
00:05:25what are you doing alex help
00:05:34alex help we were uh we were just trying to get back at her for you bro right starts in
00:05:39five
00:05:39minutes get your asses to the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was here to save me
00:05:48you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go
00:05:56alex can i join you for your swim practice i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:05coming to the swim meet tomorrow already got an army of fangirls going it doesn't matter if i go
00:06:11you really don't know you're what i don't care about those other girls i only want you cheering me on
00:06:26yeah sure
00:06:37alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again your court's decision isn't going to
00:06:47change i'm not going to give up not until the murderers who killed alex's father are brought to
00:06:53justice that's the judge jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex
00:07:22so today i went to go see judge roberts
00:07:25i tried to get him to reopen the case but he said no
00:07:30i'm not going to give up though i promised you
00:07:35and i'm going to keep my word
00:07:39hey love bug how was school oh my what happened is someone bullying you at school
00:07:49well i just fell oh everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally called me
00:07:55back and he said we might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally going to take those killers
00:08:01to
00:08:01justice
00:08:04that's creepy i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind you should tell alex the good news
00:08:14no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out
00:08:17i know this is important to you but don't forget to take care of your own
00:08:21don't worry about me
00:08:22i want to get justice for alex's dad
00:08:27when did my little girl grow up so fast
00:08:29all right go get him tiger but no i love you to the moon and back
00:08:36i love you too mom
00:08:39you know some people they say they have the best mom
00:08:40but i really do have the best mom
00:08:50mrs spencer your daughter only has a month left
00:08:56i'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days
00:09:08i wish alex was here
00:09:16oh
00:09:29whoa did he get so ripped
00:09:32don't pretend i saw you checking me out
00:09:36you know no I was just facing out oh really mm-hmm you're telling me that
00:09:40this doesn't make you drool you could trip butt naked and it would do nothing
00:09:45for me yeah let's put that to the test do it I dare you okay
00:10:17oh god oh god I didn't see anything mom I swear
00:10:38hey Alex I've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta
00:10:44study up if we're going to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:10:59why would I want to go to the same college as you
00:11:06so I made up my mind I'm gonna go to Princeton for undergrad and then Columbia for med school
00:11:13and once I graduate I'm enjoying Doctors Without Borders what about you
00:11:21I'll go wherever you go I just wanted to help you study
00:11:28your mom wants you to go to a good school my mom is in a mental hospital because she had
00:11:33a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered and the people who did it got to walk away
00:11:40as if nothing ever happened and who do you think is responsible for that
00:11:47sorry sorry you're sorry you think that's enough
00:11:52I'm sorry he's gonna bring my dad back I'm sorry he's gonna help my mom
00:11:57now I'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies
00:12:00now remember this I will never forgive you not for the rest of my life
00:12:17Alex Brooks
00:12:18Alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right I shouldn't even be here why come to school if I don't even have a future ahead of
00:12:38me
00:12:42Alex if you don't want to see me I'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please I know it hurts and I know that you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spots reserved
00:13:20reserved since when always has been always will be I always want you by my side
00:13:28beautiful great congratulations
00:13:32great
00:13:34jeez awesome
00:13:35can I see oh sure
00:13:39would I be able to get it like like this big
00:13:42that's like wedding picture big
00:13:45that's for a funeral actually
00:13:49my funeral
00:13:52a funeral
00:13:54why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:13:58because I'm about to die
00:14:00yeah you've been saying that since fucking kindergarten
00:14:02come up with a new line already
00:14:05let's race
00:14:06whoever gets to the top first
00:14:08when this yummy candy
00:14:10I can't my mommy does my heart to me
00:14:13if I run I'll die
00:14:18I'll never ever race you again Isabel
00:14:21please don't die
00:14:24when I grow up I'll make this magic potion
00:14:27that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die
00:14:33I don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven
00:14:35so be a good girl
00:14:37and go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody
00:14:44now that college acceptance letters are in
00:14:47and graduation is just around the corner
00:14:49you are in the homestretch
00:14:52but this is not the time for senioritis
00:14:55let's make these last few weeks count
00:14:57and finish strong
00:14:59all right
00:15:05Alex where'd you get in
00:15:08um
00:15:10yell
00:15:10wow
00:15:12only the bets are my Alex
00:15:14what are you gonna major in
00:15:15pre-med
00:15:16oh you want to be a doctor
00:15:18how come
00:15:19uh
00:15:23I'm going to become a doctor
00:15:25I'm gonna fix your arm
00:15:26I won't let you die
00:15:31it's a promise
00:15:37tell my mom
00:15:40at least Alex hasn't given up on his future
00:15:42I'll be a nurse
00:15:43we can work at the same hospital together
00:15:45ooh
00:15:47who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance
00:15:49you guys would be perfect for each other
00:16:05forget that freak
00:16:06hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:23hey love book
00:16:25it's me mom
00:16:27I'm right here
00:16:30oh thank god you're awake
00:16:33I don't know
00:16:36I think it's okay if I
00:16:37if I take a break from school
00:16:40yes of course
00:16:41I think your teachers will understand
00:16:43this is great
00:16:46now I get to spend more time with my precious girl
00:16:49if I don't go to school
00:16:51maybe Alex can graduate in peace
00:17:01wait
00:17:02what's Isabel's mom doing here
00:17:07Mr. Mills
00:17:08I want to let you know that
00:17:10Isabel will be taking a leave of assets
00:17:27Isabel
00:17:28are you dropping out of school
00:17:32why do you care
00:17:32I thought you didn't want to see
00:17:34just answer me
00:17:35are you dropping out or not
00:17:37do you want to stay out of your sight
00:17:38there you go again
00:17:39doing everything on your terms
00:17:42you owe me
00:17:43that means I decide how you repay me
00:17:45Isabel
00:17:47if you drop out
00:17:47you are throwing your college dreams out the window
00:17:50you think trashing your future
00:17:52is going to make up for my dad's death
00:17:53it's not that damn simple
00:17:56isabel it's time to take your medication
00:17:58wait Isabel are you at the hospital?
00:18:06hey Alex
00:18:0810 days till graduation
00:18:10they keep poking me
00:18:12so I have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago
00:18:15I went into heart failure again
00:18:17so they put me on a resuscitation machine
00:18:20people don't normally live past that
00:18:22not that I did
00:18:23but I won't die
00:18:25not until I bring your father's murderers to justice
00:18:29Isabel?
00:18:35you here to see me?
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in June?
00:18:43and what's wrong with your hair?
00:18:48your hair
00:18:56I was just
00:18:57trying to new look
00:18:58that's all
00:18:59you can
00:19:00admit it
00:19:01if you're here to see me
00:19:05picking up some meds for my mom
00:19:06your mom?
00:19:07mhm
00:19:08okay
00:19:09well you should go
00:19:10you probably
00:19:10you don't want to keep her waiting
00:19:12Isabel
00:19:14are you really dropping out of school?
00:19:15why lay around the hospital
00:19:17when everyone knows
00:19:18you're not actually dying?
00:19:20playing the victim I guess
00:19:22just as always
00:19:24how'd you lose so much weight in a week?
00:19:26is she
00:19:27actually sick?
00:19:29are you worried about me dying?
00:19:31maybe she's tricking me again
00:19:32worried about you dying?
00:19:35as if
00:19:35pain in asses like you
00:19:37don't die that easily
00:19:38my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there
00:19:42and testify
00:19:43no more vanishing acts
00:19:46don't worry
00:19:47we'll let you down
00:19:58your honor
00:19:58in the previous trial
00:20:00our key witness to the murder of Mr. Steven Brooks
00:20:02Isabel Spencer was not able to testify due to medical reasons
00:20:06but today
00:20:06she's here
00:20:10Mr. Logan where is your witness?
00:20:13she promised she'd be here
00:20:14please just wait a little longer
00:20:16classic Isabel
00:20:17I knew I shouldn't have trusted her
00:20:19if there's no
00:20:20new evidence to be presented
00:20:24then the court's ruling is
00:20:30I'm here
00:20:32I'll testify
00:20:36I
00:20:37Isabel Spencer
00:20:39promise that my testimony is the truth
00:20:40the whole truth
00:20:41and nothing but the truth
00:20:43on the night of June 18th
00:20:45I was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them
00:20:49I never forget their faces
00:20:51they tried to assault me
00:20:53help!
00:20:54but Mr. Brooks
00:20:56he saved me
00:21:00help!
00:21:07did he lost his life?
00:21:09help!
00:21:10please!
00:21:11please!
00:21:12somebody help!
00:21:14he died trying to save me
00:21:18based on the new witnesses testimony
00:21:20the court finds defendants
00:21:22Brad Baker
00:21:24and Robert Ross
00:21:34guilty of murder in the second degree
00:21:37and sentences them to 20 years in state prison
00:21:43see Alex?
00:21:44I meant what I said
00:21:45I promised I'd bring your dad's killers to justice
00:22:00hey
00:22:01thanks
00:22:02no
00:22:03sorry
00:22:04I should have been here the first time
00:22:06my mom was unusually lucid today
00:22:09she said that I shouldn't resent you anymore
00:22:12do you still resent me?
00:22:13I don't know
00:22:16but every time that I look at you
00:22:18it reminds me
00:22:19of how my dad died
00:22:21and how my mom fell apart
00:22:24I don't think we should see each other again
00:22:27okay
00:22:30I'm going to die soon Alex
00:22:32so don't worry
00:22:34this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:22:52I don't think we should see each other again
00:22:55okay
00:23:00this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:02whoops
00:23:13baby
00:23:15whoops
00:23:17the love
00:23:19her
00:23:20whoops
00:23:22whoops
00:23:23whoops
00:23:23whoops
00:23:23whoops
00:23:23do
00:23:24whoops
00:23:25whoops
00:23:25whoops
00:23:30whoops
00:23:31whoops
00:23:32and
00:23:35I feel good.
00:23:39Mom, what day is it?
00:23:41June 9th. Why?
00:23:44You have a date to the dance?
00:23:47No.
00:23:48What?
00:23:49Hey, what if we just went together?
00:23:52Is that like a formal invite?
00:23:55I mean, if it was, what would your answer be?
00:24:02Yes.
00:24:03Cool. I'll see you at the day of the dance then.
00:24:07Cool.
00:24:15Today's a crowd dance. I have to go.
00:24:18Oh, is the bell your heart?
00:24:20Mom, please.
00:24:22This might be the only dance I ever get to go to.
00:24:27I know I can't actually dance, but maybe, maybe I can watch?
00:24:33Fine. I'm not going to stop you from seeing Alex, but take it easy, all right?
00:24:38We've had enough close calls at the ER.
00:24:40Thank you, Mom. I love you.
00:24:43I love you.
00:24:54You seriously still struggling with this? It's so easy.
00:24:58Maybe I just want you to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life.
00:25:03Dummy.
00:25:13What happened to Isabel?
00:25:15I haven't seen her in a week.
00:25:22What is it really?
00:25:35Alex?
00:25:37Whoa.
00:25:49Have a nice life, Alex.
00:25:52Now you can say goodbye to me forever.
00:25:54Just like you wanted.
00:26:13Come on.
00:26:15Dance it this way.
00:26:19Izzy.
00:26:20Izzy!
00:26:20Oh, my God!
00:26:22Hang on.
00:26:22I'm going to take you to the hospital.
00:26:25Izzy?
00:26:26Izzy!
00:26:56Is he?
00:26:58What the hell, Alex?
00:27:01Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with you?
00:27:03Don't call her that!
00:27:14What's wrong?
00:27:15Nothing, thanks.
00:27:22Spencer?
00:27:23Alex, please come.
00:27:26Isabel, she's about to die.
00:27:30Alex?
00:27:31Alex, where are you?
00:27:36No, no, no, this can't be real.
00:27:45Isabel, you can't die.
00:27:59Isabel!
00:28:00Young man, you can't be in here.
00:28:02You need to leave.
00:28:03No, no, I'm not leaving.
00:28:04That's my Isabel.
00:28:05That's my Izzy.
00:28:06I need to see her.
00:28:19No, this can't be real.
00:28:33No, this can't be real.
00:28:41Isabel, she's about to die.
00:28:43No, it's not her.
00:28:52Please, Spencer.
00:28:53Please just pick up.
00:28:58Please.
00:28:59me, do you know what room Isabel Spencer's in? She's 18, hair down to here, she's really
00:29:06thin, big, beautiful eyes, a kind you never forget. Alex? You looking for me? Wait, what?
00:29:24Isabel, what's going on? Your mom called and said you're about to die. Are you okay?
00:29:31My mom, she's so overdramatic, I just had a minor surgery, so completely fine.
00:29:38Do you think this is funny or something? What? Jesus Christ, Isabel, what, you had your mom fabricate
00:29:45some fake sob story about your death? What's next, huh? You're gonna invite me to your fake
00:29:50fucking funeral? This is not what happened. No, no, don't call me again, not even on your
00:29:55deathbed. Because I don't care anymore, not one fucking bit.
00:30:17Isabel, what are you doing out here? You just got out of surgery.
00:30:23What's that, Alex? Baby, I'm sorry, I called him. I just thought it was important for you
00:30:30guys to have closure. It's okay, Mom. It doesn't matter. Can we go home? I really don't want
00:30:38to die. Hey, Alex. Five days till graduation. You said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday,
00:30:59but I know you didn't meet him. Sometimes I just get sad thinking about how we can't go back to
00:31:08the way
00:31:08that we were. But I want you to be happy. And so I hope that not having me around can
00:31:18kind of take
00:31:18the weight off a little bit. Do you remember this? You left it here. It means a lot to me.
00:31:52Wait. Isabel, you sure you want this? 100%. I don't want to die a virgin. Yeah, but why me?
00:32:05Because you're my best friend. The only one who'd agree to do this.
00:32:10The only person who wouldn't think I'm crazy for making such a request.
00:32:14Yeah. Great. Okay. Then, um, how do you want to get started?
00:32:22You tell me I'm the virgin here. Well, uh, actually you're not the only virgin here.
00:32:31Now, what about the cheerleader last summer? That was just a rumor, Izzy. I'm not the
00:32:36hookup kind of guy. Actually, I've been waiting. Waiting for what?
00:32:47I've been waiting for you, Izzy. I wanted you to be my first.
00:32:52Uh, nothing. I'm ready if you are.
00:33:17I'll be gentle. I promise.
00:33:32That was my first kiss.
00:33:34Mine too.
00:33:53Oh my God. Am I really losing my virginity to my best friend?
00:34:01What the hell are you kids doing?
00:34:05Homework!
00:34:08This is the last thing you gave me.
00:34:15So, now it is time to give it back.
00:34:31Alex? Anyone home?
00:34:52So, he got into Princeton too.
00:34:58Since we were five, Alex and I have spent countless hours
00:35:02together in this room, playing games, building blanket forts,
00:35:08all kinds of stupid stuff, but I never come in here anymore.
00:35:14Not since Alex's dad died.
00:35:26My eyes are up here.
00:35:28Yeah, sorry.
00:35:30Just, uh, people as cool as that you have three nipples.
00:35:35And I was just curious.
00:35:38You're not seriously listening to those rumors.
00:35:40You could have just asked me.
00:35:42Yeah.
00:35:43Sorry, you're right.
00:35:46Definitely shouldn't listen to those idiots.
00:35:50You know what?
00:35:52It's to prove the gossip wrong.
00:35:54I'll show you.
00:35:56What?
00:35:57What?
00:36:03So?
00:36:05How many do I have?
00:36:07Two.
00:36:08Two.
00:36:10Perfect.
00:36:11One.
00:36:19This will probably be the last time I'm ever in this room.
00:36:26Goodbye, Alex.
00:36:34Oh my god, Alex.
00:36:36You're finally showing me your room.
00:36:38Will I be the first girl who's seen it?
00:36:48Wow.
00:36:48I never thought I'd set foot inside the room of the Alex Brooks.
00:36:56Zoe, it's late.
00:36:57I think you should leave.
00:36:59Don't be such a killjoy, Alex.
00:37:01I have a surprise for you.
00:37:11Uh, yes, so I should definitely leave.
00:37:17Are you sure you want me to leave?
00:37:19You said your parents are out.
00:37:20Which means we have the whole place to ourselves.
00:37:27I can do anything that you want, Alex.
00:37:30I'm yours.
00:37:35See?
00:37:36I'm already wet for you.
00:37:44Oh, yes.
00:37:47Oh, that's it.
00:37:50Oh, that's it, baby.
00:37:53Alex, do you want me?
00:37:54Yes, Izzy wants you.
00:37:57Did Alex just say my name?
00:38:00Uh, what did you say?
00:38:03Did you just call me Izzy?
00:38:07I, uh.
00:38:21Izzy, what are you doing in my closet?
00:38:32I'm so sorry, I didn't know you'd be back.
00:38:34What the fuck?
00:38:35Isabel, what are you doing here?
00:38:37What else?
00:38:38She's being a creepy stalker as usual.
00:38:41Seriously, Isabel?
00:38:42Hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:38:45Alex, no, that's not what I was doing.
00:38:46I just, I just, I'm just going to return something to you.
00:38:50It's yours.
00:38:53What the hell is that?
00:38:57A raggedy old t-shirt?
00:39:00Alex, is this yours?
00:39:10You sure you want this?
00:39:13100%.
00:39:16What?
00:39:17You think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:39:20No, that's not what...
00:39:22Alex, do you even want this?
00:39:35Why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:39:38Means nothing to me.
00:39:42Hear that?
00:39:43Get the fuck out!
00:39:45Alex doesn't want you here!
00:39:50She's right.
00:39:52You should leave.
00:39:59Don't let that loser ruin the mood.
00:40:02I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much.
00:40:06I can help you forget all about her.
00:40:09Sorry, stop, I'm not in the mood.
00:40:11Oh, wait, we can try something else then.
00:40:14You'll love it.
00:40:17Zoe, I'm serious, stop.
00:40:19Stop resisting, it's going to feel amazing.
00:40:22I promise.
00:40:26I said no.
00:40:27Leave me the fuck alone.
00:40:29What the fuck is wrong with you, Alex?
00:40:31You're sick in the head just like that psycho freak, Isabelle.
00:40:34I fucking hate you, asshole.
00:40:42Damn it, Isabelle.
00:40:43How do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:41:01Where is it?
00:41:02Should be right here.
00:41:03Looking for this?
00:41:09Looking for this?
00:41:14I mean, don't think it means something.
00:41:17Whatever.
00:41:18I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it.
00:41:37Good morning, sunshine.
00:41:38I made pancakes.
00:41:42Hey, Mom.
00:41:44I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom.
00:41:47Don't worry, I'll be back soon.
00:41:51Miss Brooks?
00:41:53Sorry it took me so long to visit.
00:41:54I know that it's because of me that you're like this.
00:41:58If it wasn't for me, then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together,
00:42:02happily in love like before.
00:42:09I have missed you, my love.
00:42:12I have been thinking about you all day.
00:42:15Even when training your new recruits?
00:42:16Even while putting out fires and
00:42:18rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree.
00:42:23Gross.
00:42:25Son, one of these days, you're going to fall in love, and then you'll know exactly how we feel.
00:42:31If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me that many.
00:42:35Don't cry, my dear. You ruined your pretty face.
00:42:39Okay, I'll stop.
00:42:41Good news. Alex got into Princeton.
00:42:45And what about you, my dear?
00:42:47I'm not going anywhere. Ever.
00:42:50I'll probably die here.
00:42:52Be buried here.
00:42:54For all eternity.
00:42:57What are you talking about?
00:43:01Alex, I was just visiting your mom. I didn't know you'd be here too.
00:43:04What are you saying?
00:43:06You know she's on one. You know she can't handle any more stress right now.
00:43:09Alex, I-
00:43:10It's torturing me not enough.
00:43:12You really need to drag my mom into this too.
00:43:16Hey, don't speak to a lady like that.
00:43:20Are those for me?
00:43:22Yes, mom.
00:43:24They're, uh, yellow roses.
00:43:26Your favorite.
00:43:27Remember how dad used to always bring you those?
00:43:34Steven.
00:43:35Steven, you're back.
00:43:38Oh, I missed you so much.
00:43:40You were gone fighting fires for so long this time.
00:43:46Isabel.
00:43:52I've been thinking about it, about the parents and about us.
00:43:58I think I figured it out.
00:44:00I don't hate you anymore.
00:44:03Really?
00:44:04But what happens?
00:44:06It can't be undone.
00:44:08I can't go back to how things were.
00:44:21So after graduation,
00:44:23I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:44:25And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:44:29Including you.
00:44:32Isabel.
00:44:32Isabel.
00:44:37This is goodbye, Alex.
00:44:39Forever.
00:44:42Goodbye, my Isabel.
00:44:54Steven, let's go.
00:45:11I heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital.
00:45:18It's not just brilliant, it's ridiculously hot.
00:45:25Hello, everybody.
00:45:27Welcome to the Presbyterian Hospital.
00:45:29For the next three months, I will be your attending physician.
00:45:34All right, so that's all from me.
00:45:36If there are no further questions, you're free to go.
00:45:42Actually, I did have a question.
00:45:45Are you after work?
00:45:48Shelley, right?
00:45:50Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:45:51I'm busy.
00:45:53And this is a hospital.
00:45:55Please adhere to the dress codes.
00:46:01Dude, that was harsh.
00:46:02Would it really kill you to cut them some slack?
00:46:04I've known you since college.
00:46:06I've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl.
00:46:09Yeah.
00:46:10Hey, but chicks aren't your thing, man.
00:46:12I'm not the one to judge.
00:46:14Fuck off, man.
00:46:15Mind your own business for once.
00:46:20Yo, Alex.
00:46:21How you been, man?
00:46:22Our 10-year high school reunion's coming up soon.
00:46:25You going?
00:46:27I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:46:29And we are going to forget everything in it, including you.
00:46:33You see?
00:46:36Isabel, are you going to be there?
00:46:48Yo, Alex, you made it, man.
00:46:50Hey, man.
00:46:53Look who's here, everyone.
00:46:55The legend of Evergreen High.
00:46:57The captain of the swim team, Alex Brooks.
00:47:02I envy you.
00:47:04You disappeared for 10 years and everybody still loves you.
00:47:07Was everyone invited?
00:47:08Yeah, I'm pretty sure everyone's coming.
00:47:10Oh, except for Zoe.
00:47:12She's getting divorced from her third husband.
00:47:13Uh, I guess you probably don't care about that.
00:47:18Why?
00:47:18Who are you expecting to see?
00:47:21No one.
00:47:22Isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways.
00:47:25After all the terrible things I said, I can't blame her.
00:47:29Oh!
00:47:32I don't know who you're waiting for.
00:47:34Your little, uh, childhood sweetheart, Isabel.
00:47:37What do they call her?
00:47:38Little Miss, uh, Little Miss Emergency Room.
00:47:40Hey, don't call her that.
00:47:44Dude.
00:47:45Come on, man.
00:47:45Don't be so bad hurt.
00:47:48Your little Izzy's dead.
00:47:50Nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a graveyard.
00:47:53What the fuck did you just?
00:47:54Whoa, whoa.
00:47:56Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:47:56Hey, man.
00:47:57You were drunk.
00:47:58Back off.
00:47:58I ain't drunk.
00:48:00Shit, I've never been much sober in my life.
00:48:02Remember that one time by the swimming pool when we roasted her super hard?
00:48:06Hey, man, get your shit together.
00:48:08No, no, no.
00:48:08Let him finish.
00:48:12Attention, everyone.
00:48:13It's show and tell time.
00:48:14And boy, oh boy, do I have something juicy to share with you all.
00:48:19See this?
00:48:19It's someone's precious little bucket list.
00:48:22Things I want to do before I die.
00:48:24Number one, travel to Paris.
00:48:25Number two, set off fireworks on the beach.
00:48:27No, no, no, no, no.
00:48:28That's my bucket list.
00:48:29Number three, go to prom with Alex.
00:48:32Number four, lose my virginity to Alex.
00:48:37Everybody shut up.
00:48:40Alex, I...
00:48:41Bro, she wants you to pop her cherry.
00:48:43Go home and take her to pound town.
00:48:49How embarrassing.
00:48:51It only makes me hate you even more.
00:48:59See that?
00:49:00Alex hates you.
00:49:02And now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be.
00:49:07You're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain.
00:49:10And...
00:49:12Well, then I guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head.
00:49:16How about we're in the pool?
00:49:18No, I can't swim!
00:49:27Alex, help me.
00:49:29God, what did I do?
00:49:31I could have saved her.
00:49:34Man, that was fun.
00:49:36I thought she got sick for like a month after that.
00:49:39And her health just got worse and worse.
00:49:42And before long, she was dead.
00:49:45Donezo.
00:49:49You asshole!
00:49:50How could you do that?
00:49:51She has a heart condition!
00:49:54You piece of fucking shit!
00:49:58What the fuck?
00:50:00Man, you don't act like you want a part of this.
00:50:02Can you just stood there and let it all happen?
00:50:05Why would I want some dirty, raggedy t-shirt?
00:50:08Means nothing to me.
00:50:22Too bad you didn't just die.
00:50:26You just stood there and let it all happen!
00:50:32You know, looking back on it now, I think we really did go too far with Isabelle.
00:50:37I just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry.
00:50:40You said you invited everybody.
00:50:43Where is Izzy?
00:50:45Dude, do you really not know?
00:50:47Not know what?
00:50:50Alex, Isabelle died 10 years ago.
00:50:52Right after graduation.
00:51:01No, you're messing with me, man.
00:51:03I mean, there's no way she could be dead.
00:51:05I'm not messing with you.
00:51:06All right, my uncle works for the county clerk's office.
00:51:09He helped Mrs. Spencer register her death.
00:51:12I don't believe it.
00:51:14No, it has to be a different Isabelle Spencer.
00:51:16My Izzy is not dead.
00:51:18I don't believe it.
00:51:36She must have moved.
00:51:45The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:51:50The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:52:02No, no, no, no, she can't be dead.
00:52:06I'm gonna find her.
00:52:21Who sent this to my house?
00:52:33Isabel, is this some kind of joke?
00:52:36Why didn't you show up at the reunion?
00:52:38Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:52:41They're just fake rumors, right?
00:52:44Message me back when you see this.
00:52:54Izzy?
00:52:57Alex, are you at the house?
00:53:00Oh, hi, mom.
00:53:01Remember to clean everything up.
00:53:03Yeah, yeah, I will.
00:53:23It's for a funeral, actually.
00:53:25My funeral.
00:53:27A funeral?
00:53:27Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:53:312016?
00:53:33Isabel sent me this ten years ago.
00:53:342018?
00:54:00Hi, Alex.
00:54:03I am recording a special video series for you.
00:54:07Gosh, I look so pale.
00:54:09Anyway, tomorrow we are one year away from graduation,
00:54:13and I'm going to make you a video every single day.
00:54:15And then on graduation, I will give them all to you
00:54:19and tell you I have a crush on you.
00:54:22Don't you remember, Isabel?
00:54:24I told you how I feel about you.
00:54:32I told you I wouldn't let you drown.
00:54:39Isabel, I like you.
00:54:44I know, we've been saying that since you were like fire.
00:54:47No, I mean...
00:54:52Who's there?
00:54:59Oh my god, is he hard right now?
00:55:16Got you now, you brats.
00:55:23I'm sorry, Isabel.
00:55:27I didn't let you drown, but I let you down.
00:55:31I might have been a little bit braver,
00:55:34but just a little bit more persistent.
00:55:36I could have told you how I felt.
00:55:41Hi, Alex.
00:55:43275 days till graduation.
00:55:45I know you want to go to Princeton with me.
00:55:48So...
00:55:49What's this?
00:55:50Come on.
00:55:52And you are still smiling like it's nothing.
00:55:56Hi, Alex.
00:55:57It is now 211 days until graduation.
00:56:02Today, I snuck into your swim meet.
00:56:04And I saw Zoe.
00:56:05She just fell into your arms like a damsel in distress.
00:56:09And to make matters worse,
00:56:11you hugged her back.
00:56:13I'll be honest, I was so jealous.
00:56:15But then, you gave me your trophy,
00:56:18so I guess I'll forgive you.
00:56:20Admit it.
00:56:21You like me too.
00:56:26Hey, Alex.
00:56:27Hey, Alex.
00:56:28Hey, Alex.
00:56:29Hey, Alex.
00:56:31That was the day of Dad's funeral.
00:56:35Hey, Alex.
00:56:36I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral.
00:56:39I know you don't want to see me.
00:56:41I mean, it's my fault he died.
00:56:43And I know how much he meant to you.
00:56:45I wish it was me who died instead.
00:56:53Alex?
00:57:00Alex.
00:57:01You were invited.
00:57:06I thought you guys would all be gone.
00:57:08I just wanted to say goodbye to your dad.
00:57:10You're not welcome here.
00:57:11My dad saved your life.
00:57:14And you didn't even show up to testify.
00:57:16If he had to sacrifice himself,
00:57:18it should have been someone who was actually worth it.
00:57:21Sorry.
00:57:24Just fucking leave.
00:57:26Go!
00:57:28It's my son.
00:57:35Fuck!
00:57:36The fuck?
00:57:38I was so stupid, Isabel.
00:57:39Fuck!
00:57:40Fuck!
00:57:44When you were rushing to hospital for a heart attack,
00:57:46when you were dying on the operating table,
00:57:49I didn't believe you!
00:57:53I told you to go die!
00:57:58I'm so sorry.
00:58:07Hi, Alex.
00:58:09One date to graduation.
00:58:11I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous.
00:58:14I tried to do my makeup.
00:58:16But I couldn't even look at the brush.
00:58:20But I mean...
00:58:21I guess you've already seen me on the ugliest.
00:58:23So it's...
00:58:25whatever.
00:58:27Alex, I'm scared.
00:58:29I don't want to die.
00:58:31I want to go to college with you.
00:58:33It's not really up to me.
00:58:35Maybe God just hates me.
00:58:38Like you do.
00:58:40Alex, I don't know if there's an afterlife.
00:58:43But if there is, I really hope to see you there.
00:58:46That is, if you and God can forgive me for my sins.
00:59:03Hi Alex, happy graduation.
00:59:06This is my last video.
00:59:08You left town today.
00:59:11I saw you packing up.
00:59:14But I know you didn't want to see me.
00:59:16So I hid behind the curtains.
00:59:19And then you looked up at me.
00:59:21You almost thought that you were going to come and say goodbye.
00:59:26But then you drove away.
00:59:29At least I know you still haven't forgiven me.
00:59:32It's okay.
00:59:37Isabel!
00:59:39Isabel!
00:59:42No, Isabel, you can't be dead.
00:59:44You can't be dead.
00:59:45You must be doing this because you hate me.
00:59:48Isabel?
00:59:55Zoe?
00:59:59Oh my God, Alex.
01:00:01It's been forever.
01:00:02I rushed over as soon as I heard you were backing down.
01:00:11Yikes.
01:00:12Looks like a haunted house in here.
01:00:15Don't worry.
01:00:16I can help you spruce it up.
01:00:18What are you doing here?
01:00:19Why so cold, Alex?
01:00:21Weren't we a thing back in the day?
01:00:22We just hooked up.
01:00:24Okay, we were never official.
01:00:26It's still a heartbreaker, I see.
01:00:29Well, you know, I was super into you back then.
01:00:33Okay.
01:00:33I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight.
01:00:35I'm not really in the mood for a while.
01:00:39What's that?
01:00:44Nothing.
01:00:46Nothing.
01:00:47Oh.
01:00:49So, even Alex Brooks watches porn every now and then, huh?
01:00:53I get it.
01:00:54You've been single for all these years.
01:00:56You need to meet your needs somehow.
01:01:00You know, I haven't forgotten about you, Alex.
01:01:03You don't need to do everything by yourself.
01:01:05Let me fill those needs.
01:01:09Get out!
01:01:11Seriously, Alex?
01:01:13It's been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole?
01:01:23So you came back for Isabel?
01:01:26I seriously don't understand.
01:01:28Why are you not over a bitch who's been dead for ten years?
01:01:31She's not dead.
01:01:33Stop spreading lies about her.
01:01:34You're crazy.
01:01:37Let me get your head fucking checked.
01:01:42Why does everyone say that you're dead?
01:01:46They're lying.
01:01:47Right.
01:01:47And where are you, Izzy?
01:01:54So that's where you are.
01:01:56I'm coming, Izzy.
01:02:06Hello, Mrs. Spencer.
01:02:09Alex?
01:02:13Thanks.
01:02:14It's been ages.
01:02:16What have you been up to all these years?
01:02:18I became a heart surgeon.
01:02:19A heart surgeon?
01:02:20That's fantastic.
01:02:22You found a great career.
01:02:23It was Isabel's dream to be working with Doctors Without Borders.
01:02:28If she was still around, I bet she'd be in some foreign place saving lives.
01:02:33If she was still around?
01:02:37Holy shit.
01:02:38Is Mrs. Spencer in on this too?
01:02:40Is she helping Izzy hide from me?
01:02:42Mrs. Spencer.
01:02:44Do you know where Isabel's living now?
01:02:48I have something I need to talk to her about.
01:02:52Isabel?
01:02:52Are you in there?
01:03:12Sorry, Mrs. Spencer.
01:03:14I gotta get going.
01:03:16I'll see you again soon.
01:03:20No.
01:03:21No, it's a lie.
01:03:22She can't be dead.
01:03:23I promise I'll become a doctor and I'll fix her heart.
01:03:26I'm gonna find her doctor from before.
01:03:28He knows her conditions better than anyone.
01:03:31Yes, Isabel Spencer.
01:03:33How could I forget her?
01:03:34It's been almost a decade since anybody mentioned her.
01:03:37Has she not gotten treatment for a decade?
01:03:39She was a stubborn girl.
01:03:40She once insisted on being discharged right after surgery.
01:03:44Is that something about needing to testify in court for a friend?
01:03:49I don't think we should see each other again.
01:03:54You were in so much pain, but I didn't see it.
01:03:57Come to think of it, I remember you now.
01:04:01You used to come visit her when she was sick.
01:04:04But why'd you stop visiting towards the end?
01:04:06Toward the end?
01:04:08You're full of us, too.
01:04:13It's not true.
01:04:14It's not true, right, Izzy?
01:04:17You can't be dead.
01:04:19Alex.
01:04:20Alex.
01:05:02How is it?
01:05:04Disgusting.
01:05:05Liar.
01:05:06No, but if you really want to taste, I have the perfect solution.
01:05:09What's that?
01:05:14Well, how was it?
01:05:16Disgustingly sweet, right?
01:05:17I think he just wanted to kiss me.
01:05:22Isabel, how could you just die?
01:05:24How could you disappear just like that?
01:05:27Maybe it's really true.
01:05:28Maybe she really is gone.
01:05:33Isabel.
01:05:35Isabel!
01:05:44I knew it was you.
01:05:46I knew you weren't dead.
01:05:48Alex.
01:05:51I'm time to see.
01:05:57Why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school?
01:06:01I had to leave the city.
01:06:04Leave all the pain behind.
01:06:08Hey.
01:06:09I ended up back here in the end.
01:06:12Alex, have you forgiven me?
01:06:14I told you.
01:06:16I don't hate you anymore.
01:06:17Listen, I was so young and dumb back then, okay?
01:06:20For the last ten years, I have thought about you every day, hell, every minute, every second.
01:06:26Me too.
01:06:27It's not too late, Isabel.
01:06:29We can start over.
01:06:30I'm never going to let you leave my side again.
01:06:34Sorry about the mess.
01:06:36No one's been in this house for years.
01:06:38But you can stay here with me now.
01:06:44How are you?
01:06:45How's your heart?
01:06:47I've been good.
01:06:48Yeah, my health has improved a lot.
01:06:50Still not perfect.
01:06:52My mom moved in with my grandma.
01:06:53And then I left for college, came back after graduation.
01:06:58So why didn't you just move back into your old house?
01:07:00Or is it because you didn't want to see me?
01:07:04I just needed somewhere close to work.
01:07:07Why wouldn't I want to see you?
01:07:17So you know everything?
01:07:18I am so sorry, Isabel.
01:07:21I should have protected you.
01:07:23Been there for you.
01:07:25But I treated you terribly.
01:07:27Do you hate me?
01:07:28I could never hate you.
01:07:37Sorry.
01:07:39Just really excited to see you.
01:07:42It's fine.
01:07:43It's okay.
01:07:43Don't worry about it.
01:07:45I just got back to you.
01:07:47It's pretty empty in here.
01:07:49How about we go get some to eat?
01:07:51Yeah?
01:07:52Okay.
01:07:59What can I get you, sir?
01:08:02Pancakes.
01:08:03Definitely pancakes.
01:08:05You're probably craving them as usual.
01:08:06It's been ten years.
01:08:08Surprised you remember.
01:08:09How could I forget?
01:08:11I'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady.
01:08:15Okay.
01:08:22Hey there, handsome.
01:08:25I'm alone, too.
01:08:27You mind if I slide in?
01:08:29Uh, yeah.
01:08:30We do mind.
01:08:31We?
01:08:33Me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me.
01:08:36She's the only girl I like.
01:08:38And that's how it's been for a long, long time.
01:08:42Weirdo.
01:08:43Could have just said no.
01:08:48It's crazy.
01:08:50I also like the guy sitting across from me.
01:08:53And I have for a long, long time.
01:09:00Your total for today comes out to $55.43.
01:09:04Want to get that to go?
01:09:06It'll make a good midnight check.
01:09:09Sir, I don't mean to pry, but who exactly are you speaking to?
01:09:15Uh, my girlfriend.
01:09:18But, sir, there's no one there.
01:09:22What do you mean?
01:09:31Oh, there she is.
01:09:39Be right back.
01:09:45What you feeling for dinner, Izzy?
01:09:46And don't say pancakes again.
01:09:50Isabel?
01:09:56We have a visual on target.
01:09:59I know it's not a lord she's about you.
01:10:04Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you.
01:10:05I wanted to see what you want for dinner.
01:10:07I hope.
01:10:10Promise you'll never leave my side again.
01:10:12I promise.
01:10:14You saw my videos.
01:10:16You know that you're my one and only.
01:10:23You already missed out on a decade.
01:10:24And I don't want to waste any more time.
01:10:26Are you saying that you want to be official?
01:10:28If I am.
01:10:30And what's your answer?
01:10:32Yes.
01:10:33A thousand percent yes.
01:10:37Let's be together always.
01:10:39Forever.
01:10:40Till we get old and gray.
01:11:09What are you watching?
01:11:10A shiny.
01:11:11Are you actually really scary?
01:11:14I'm so one.
01:11:17Jesus!
01:11:20How do people watch this?
01:11:23Are you not scared?
01:11:24Oh, yes.
01:11:25Scared to death.
01:11:27I'm sorry.
01:11:31Hold it any tighter and I think you're going to snap it in half.
01:11:35Sorry.
01:11:35No.
01:11:36It's okay.
01:11:37I just said you were holding it tight.
01:11:39Not that I don't want you to stop.
01:11:41I like the way you touch me.
01:11:51I want you to see.
01:12:17Isabel?
01:12:46It scared me for a sec, almost let you laugh.
01:12:55I'm not going anywhere.
01:12:57I told you I'd stay with you, remember?
01:13:00Isabel, let's get married.
01:13:05Nothing more.
01:13:35Isabel, let's get married.
01:13:36Can you come?
01:13:38It's this Sunday at the church.
01:13:43What's wrong?
01:13:44Who's on the phone?
01:13:45Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:13:47Who is it?
01:13:48Nothing.
01:13:50Just a scam.
01:13:52As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:13:59Alex, please.
01:14:01I'm sorry, it's nothing.
01:14:06June 23rd, the anniversary of my dad's death.
01:14:12Can I go with you this time?
01:14:14Yeah, I love that.
01:14:23Hey, Dad.
01:14:26Me.
01:14:38I've been good.
01:14:40Mom's doing a lot better too now.
01:14:42You don't need to worry.
01:14:44You'd want me to move on, let go of my resentment.
01:14:47I finally have.
01:14:50Isabel said she's going to marry me.
01:14:55We're going to start our own family together.
01:15:12Hey, what's wrong?
01:15:19I, uh, sorry, I, I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:24I didn't think I'd react like that.
01:15:26It's okay.
01:15:27You don't have to look.
01:15:29Okay?
01:15:29Let's go.
01:15:34Sorry.
01:15:35I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:37I just didn't think I was going to react like that.
01:15:40It's okay.
01:15:43How about a massage?
01:15:57You selfish bitch.
01:15:59Go to hell.
01:16:16Why didn't you help me?
01:16:18I'm already dead.
01:16:20I hate you!
01:16:21And I never want to see you again!
01:16:26Isabel?
01:16:43Isabel!
01:16:55Didn't you hear me yelling?
01:16:56Why didn't you answer me?
01:16:58Listen up.
01:16:58I can't breathe.
01:17:00Isabel, sorry.
01:17:02Sorry, I didn't hear you.
01:17:05What's wrong?
01:17:06Nothing.
01:17:07Just a nightmare.
01:17:09Isabel, will you marry me?
01:17:11Like, I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:17:16I want to marry you, Isabel.
01:17:18To be with you always.
01:17:19Like, day and night, year after year.
01:17:22Okay.
01:17:23Yeah, let's do it.
01:17:24Thanks.
01:17:27Great.
01:17:28All right, you go pick out a dress, and I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:17:33Oh, and I'll call her mom's.
01:17:35Hey, mom.
01:17:36I'm getting married.
01:17:38To Izzy.
01:17:39The wedding's tomorrow.
01:17:41Same place you and dad got married.
01:17:44Hope you can make it.
01:17:56Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:59We're just early.
01:18:00We'll be here soon.
01:18:05Mom.
01:18:08Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:18:11No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:18:15Mom, what's wrong?
01:18:17Alex, can you still see Isabel right now?
01:18:20Yeah, of course.
01:18:21She's right in front of me.
01:18:24Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:25Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:31They're for treating hallucinations.
01:18:33Huh.
01:18:36Hallucinations?
01:18:37What are you talking about?
01:18:38Like, Isabel, she's alive.
01:18:40She's right here in front of me.
01:18:41I'm not hallucinating her.
01:18:42Deep down, you already know the truth, don't you?
01:18:46You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:18:49To admit the truth that Isabel died ten years ago.
01:18:54No, mom.
01:18:55Why would you say that?
01:18:56She's alive and well.
01:18:57Why would you say that she's...
01:19:05Isabel!
01:19:06Isabel!
01:19:08No.
01:19:09No, no, no.
01:19:10She has to be here.
01:19:12You scared her off.
01:19:13You scared her off.
01:19:14That's...
01:19:15Wake up, Alex.
01:19:17Isabel is dead.
01:19:19How long are you going to keep lying to yourself?
01:19:22No, no, mom.
01:19:23She's not.
01:19:24She's alive.
01:19:25She is.
01:19:25She really is.
01:19:26You think she's alive?
01:19:27I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:36Take a good look.
01:19:38What does it say?
01:19:45No.
01:19:49Isabel.
01:19:51Isabel.
01:19:51No, I do think anyone but her.
01:19:54Anyone but Isabel.
01:19:55No.
01:19:56Anyone but you.
01:19:57No, please.
01:19:58No.
01:20:00No.
01:20:17Alex, I'm here to take you.
01:20:20We can finally be together.
01:20:37Alex.
01:20:39Alex.
01:20:44Spencer.
01:20:46Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:20:49Yeah, I'm, uh...
01:20:51I'm fine.
01:20:52I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:20:56Alex.
01:20:57I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth, but Isabel...
01:21:03Isabel's dead.
01:21:04She died ten years ago, and we have no choice but to accept it.
01:21:08I can't accept that.
01:21:10You'll never accept that.
01:21:12You'll never accept that.
01:21:12How can I accept it?
01:21:13The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:21:17Those horrible things to her.
01:21:19And those words that echo in my mind all the time.
01:21:22I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:21:26How can I forgive myself?
01:21:28I love her.
01:21:30And I never got to tell her.
01:21:33Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:21:36Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:21:39How can you be so sure?
01:21:41But I can't tell her that I love her.
01:21:43What is the point of going on living?
01:21:49When I was organizing Isabel's things, I found this.
01:21:54And this was her last words to you.
01:21:56I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:22:04Hey, Alex.
01:22:08My time on Earth was short.
01:22:10But I'm leaving with no regrets.
01:22:12Because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world.
01:22:17You, Alex Brooks.
01:22:19I hope that in a world without me, you'll be able to find your own path forward.
01:22:23And live an amazing, spectacular life.
01:22:26Love, Isabel.
01:22:41Need something for you.
01:22:46What are you proposing to me?
01:22:48It's a friendship ring.
01:22:50Dummy.
01:22:55How did I miss this all these years?
01:23:01Hey, Isabel.
01:23:03Came to say goodbye.
01:23:04It was your dream to join doctors without borders.
01:23:07To treat those who are as fortunate.
01:23:09Well, I went and I applied too.
01:23:11I'll leave for Sudan soon.
01:23:13I'm gonna take the love you gave me.
01:23:15And live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:23:18Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:23:22I love you.
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