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00:05You
00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
00:17If I were you I wouldn't listen
00:20like
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00:24Right
00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow we bury them
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03:26Heaven is, oh, how do I explain this?
03:30Our teacher says there is no heaven.
03:33I don't know if you've already figured this out,
03:35but do not believe everything your teacher says.
03:38Heaven is your perfect place.
03:43For some, it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains.
03:49And others, it's these mountains.
03:54Does that make sense?
03:57And grandpa's heaven is here.
04:00I think so.
04:02But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
04:07Well, his heaven isn't mine, and I can't see him,
04:13and I can't talk to him, and I can't hug him, and he can't hug me,
04:18and I miss that.
04:21Yeah, I miss it too.
04:24But that's why we have memories.
04:27We can revisit all those times that we did have.
04:32All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs, and...
04:36You know, it's like a movie.
04:38We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
04:48You know what I mean?
04:49I do.
04:52Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No.
04:56It's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river,
05:29but I'm not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we gonna get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You gonna call or run for shovels?
05:48Nah, you call, I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just gonna follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
05:55Yeah.
06:16I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:22I'm pretty sure the world of girls volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factored in how this affects anyone else even a little.
06:33Fucking school.
06:35Is this gonna be okay?
06:38It's gonna have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us, okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
06:57Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:19Hey.
07:20Hey.
07:28Where'd you find cream?
07:29Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39Found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress and that's exactly what I got you.
07:52Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54He said to walk over at noon.
07:56How are they gonna get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask and they didn't say.
08:01They just said it was handled.
08:05About two hours.
08:07Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the son's position.
08:13It's alarmingly accurate.
08:18The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:23When?
08:24Tonight.
08:25Oh.
08:27Okay.
08:28They need closure, honey.
08:29They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:41He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorers Club.
08:46Okay, just...
08:47How about the apartment?
08:50Have Corbon.
08:52Cater.
08:53He loved that place.
08:55I already called.
08:56You're fine back, too.
09:01I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber's going to abduct me
09:08and hold me in his basement for ransom.
09:11Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking?
09:25No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some lead in that coffee.
09:49Oh, well, now you're talking.
10:13I'm going to go.
10:14I'll give you some more.
10:16Have a nice.
10:17Okay.
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:34And Russell.
11:44And Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Uh, Carmen.
12:12Sorry.
12:15Sorry.
12:18Sorry, but it's not.
12:19That's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin.
12:28You'll never know.
12:30I'm sorry.
12:40Oh.
12:41Oh.
12:46Cheers.
12:47Yes.
13:11OK, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:28Watch it.
13:47No way.
13:59No way.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is the preacher coming?
14:32I forgot, I didn't, I...
14:34Uh, this one will be San's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:47We, um...
14:49This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:54Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:57Um, do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:42They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17Amen.
16:18Yeah.
16:20If anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:50I guess that's it, then.
16:53Um.
16:56So, what happens now?
16:59We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:05That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07He has no say it and say it, Paige.
17:09I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's our point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29God damn you for taking it from us.
17:45I love you.
17:47I love you.
17:52I love you.
17:54I love you.
17:55I love you.
17:57I love you.
17:58I love you.
17:59I love you.
18:00I love you.
18:01I love you.
18:01I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11Who can blame them?
18:33Yep, okay.
18:56Come on, boys, let's go.
19:11pretty sneaky trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody oh i i i didn't know anyone
19:19would care i we let you have the funeral we will not be denied our feast
19:27when they decided to build these cabins they wanted to do it all themselves
19:31mill the wood frame it roughing the electric the whole deal look at the bottom of them there
19:37they're sitting on railroad ties and i could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would
19:42serve and i told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter and every skunk and
19:46raccoon and god knows what else going to set up shop underneath them well preston just looked at
19:51me and nodded didn't say a word about six months later tax assessor comes by my place and says have
19:58you seen these cabins they built next door i said i had and he asked me if i'd ever seen
20:03them move
20:04i said move what do you what do you mean move tax assessor says when he tried to put a
20:10value on them
20:10your husband said they was mobile homes you pick them up with a forklift and move them and asked
20:17me if i'd ever seen them be mobile well i told him yeah they haul them all over the place
20:22and if you
20:23look at the back of that outhouse your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said that
20:29son of a bitch was mobile too he did not want to pay any taxes i wondered what those were
20:35for
20:36preston always had issues with authority wheels on outhouse never seen anything like it no
20:45indian tacos good stuff awesome how about some of those cookies oh good choice i was thinking like
20:55three what's your mom gonna say about that my mom's not gonna say anything because she's not gonna see
21:02eat him let's keep this between us i think that's a good idea
21:20thank you for today means more than you know someone had to do it for me i know what it
21:26means
21:28i'm sorry it had to be done we're flying out tonight girls have missed enough school and i have
21:35exhausted my wardrobe but i'd like to come back or dare i invite you to new york well the only
21:49way you
21:49get me to new york is if it seceded from the union and i was drafted into the army to
21:53take it back okay
21:54you gotta go a little easier on my city buddy i'm not knocking it i'm just not going there fair
22:00enough
22:02then i'll come visit sure i mean it
22:10okay
22:12i mean it
22:20i'm a sheriff's deputy who makes 52 000 a year
22:23i have 12 000 in the bank and i'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse three nights
22:29a week i'm gonna load them in a trailer and drag them all over montana trying to win back what
22:33i
22:33spent on him in october i'm gonna take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer
22:37with
22:38elk i ain't never land on no beach i'm never going to europe or san francisco or any city bigger
22:45than
22:45villains ever what part of that sounds good to you none of it no walk me through your life what
22:53won't you change i don't have those kind of absolutes walk me through it
23:00macy has gymnastics every morning from there i go to pilates from pilates i go to my therapist
23:07from my therapist i get a coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the
23:10bullshit advice my therapist gave me then i pick up macy and i get bridget and we go to ballet
23:15we have recitals every friday night saturday morning we have competitions
23:19i take the girls the same parts for christmas italy for the month of july which
23:23you would love i will point out who feeds the horses isn't there a service for that you have to
23:36do it
23:36every day okay okay there is no future in this but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful you
23:46are
23:46tall and kind and beautiful so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex
23:52as
23:52possible until until we can yeah you city girls do spell it out don't you yeah we we we get
23:59to the
23:59point yep we do you go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going
24:03to leave i think i'd rather just miss you i'm not gone yet you know what i mean so is
24:13this goodbye
24:17i think it's best oh wow
24:22let me just clarify that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral we aren't together no no
24:30no we seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me don't fucking abby me now
24:34you want to miss me is that what you want here's your fucking chance
25:09it's time to go home isn't it spend time honey
25:16to go home is that what's going on
25:18yeah
25:19right
25:24yeah
25:26uh
25:26yeah
25:27yeah
25:28yeah
25:29yeah
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25:41yeah
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25:49when did your father die russell
25:53um it'll be uh six years in april where is he buried uh my mother had him cremated
25:59you know the plan was to spread his ashes at our place in montauk but
26:06he never did it i don't know why so he's sitting in a jar on our mantle which is an
26:12odd custom
26:16putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes what do you miss most about him
26:27he used to call me every monday and uh tell me a joke really
26:34you still remember them oh yeah tell me one oh no no no yeah they um
26:40yeah my father had a uh rather warped sense of humor
26:44you know at this point i'm pretty hard to offend
26:52okay
26:53um
26:57okay so there are four nuns driving in a van and the van goes off a cliff and they all
27:02die
27:03funny no no no that's i'm i'm getting sorry this is all just the setup yeah i got i got
27:08it yeah okay
27:09so they're standing at the pearly gates and saint peter looks them over and he says to the first
27:14nun this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven and your conscience
27:19must be cleansed before you enter so the first nun thinks about it and she says well
27:26i used to sneak peeks at father riley in the shower saint peter says well you're a naughty one sister
27:32wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five hail marys she does
27:37sends her out to heaven so he looks at the second nun asks her the same thing she says well
27:42on occasion
27:43i would stroke father riley's member with my hand saint peter just shakes his head tells her to wash
27:50her hand in the bowl of holy water say ten hail marys so she does lets her into heaven now
27:56the third nun
27:57steps up but the fourth nun grabs her throws her to the ground and steps up to the bowl of
28:01holy water
28:02saint peter says what on earth are you doing sister and the nun says i'm gonna wash my mouth out
28:07in this
28:07bowl before that bitch puts her ass in it
28:14i stand corrected russell i can still be offended i was very poorly chosen i'm sorry it was the first
28:21one that came to my mind i am so sorry i it's terrible common denominator where their problem
28:28seems to be father riley yeah he uh did get around ah what's in it vodka soda easy on the
28:36soda god bless
28:38you the meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine if you're up for it oh yeah exercise it's exactly what
28:45i need
28:49i see things didn't end well with a cowboy how's that look about it
28:58page has been quiet i think this is going to be hardest on her i'm afraid how so when you've
29:07dedicated
29:07your entire life to gaining the attention of one person what is your purpose when that person is gone
29:16the girls are handling it well at least yeah well they're too young to know the difference
29:21just one less present at christmas
29:27i know an excellent therapist stacy you are my therapist you're my best friend i'm incapable of
29:37being impartial speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion what i
29:44need is opinion if i want to know what the book on death says i'll buy the fucking book
29:49what i want to know what i need is opinion um
30:17i think about it
30:19I don't know.
30:50I don't know.
31:28I don't know.
31:35I don't know.
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32:09I don't know.
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34:55I don't know.
35:00I don't know.
35:05I don't know.
35:09I don't know.
35:10I don't know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:33and how would you describe my present behavior
35:41hostile hostile mistrusting which i understand
35:48you don't know me and yet here you are in theory willing to expose
35:56your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings trust me in my interpretation
36:04of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making in the future my decision-making
36:13what what decisions are we questioning i'm not questioning anything no you are the one who said
36:18it my husband died the love of my life the father of my children my center my soul
36:26is gone if you by chance have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating
36:36the desire to claw my eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain i sure would
36:43appreciate
36:44that but i do not need you staring at me like i'm some bored housewife trying to justify her
36:51a fair with her fucking tennis coach i know those women plenty of them i am not one of them
36:58i
37:01am hurting and i would like some help with that if you can if you can't
37:13then i'll leave early and you can keep the fucking change
37:25you care for a drink
37:29i would love one
37:38don't normally do this spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate
37:47don't mind whiskey
37:48i don't give a shit what it is
38:11what you need is this a lot of this not this
38:17a lot of talking and yelling and crying a lot of it and often and in time
38:28those memories will become fond again
38:31they won't hurt to recall them and you'll laugh
38:41will you love again maybe i don't have any idea if that's something you want
38:50will you ever be whole again will you feel like you did before he died
39:00no but you know that but you will heal if you let yourself you will have as much life to
39:09live
39:10as you allow yourself
39:15or you'll have none
39:20you'll have no life
39:25does that make sense
39:30yeah
39:32okay
39:38why don't you finish your drink and let me have it
39:41seriously
39:42come on give it your best shot
39:50you're a terrible therapist you know that
39:53yeah with that
39:54smug fucking sweater
39:58you really like saying fuck don't you
40:00i know
40:02i find it quite
40:06liberating at the moment
40:08good
40:09say it again
40:11fuck you
40:12are we gonna do trust falls next you fucking quack
40:17it's a really good place to start
40:19come on keep it coming
40:20let's go
40:21i'm serious
40:27i'm thinking about it i'm considering it
40:32i know i know i know i'm running away running away from my problems this problem goes with
40:38me so i'm not running from anything
40:43but i miss my daughters honestly i don't i don't know and part of me thinks it would be better
40:51for them you know live their own lives
40:54maybe they could move with you
40:56i mean it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city
40:59that's what i said
41:01my oldest daughter needs it
41:03i
41:05actually threatened to cut her off
41:07if she didn't
41:08that's not very nice
41:10oh what do they teach
41:13sarcasm in therapy school these days
41:16well if by therapy school you mean dartmouth
41:19and yeah they kind of invented it there
41:26you think i should
41:30not my place to say
41:31but
41:35i think you should consider it
41:37and i'll tell you why
41:39because you are actively weighing your future
41:42and the consequences of your choices in that future and that's healthy that's good for your soul
41:46so whether you actually do it is irrelevant
41:49but you should seriously consider it
41:51you should consider
41:54moving to europe
41:55spend a year traveling
41:57you got the financial means no responsibilities here preventing it
42:01you should consider everything
42:06wish i could have met him
42:08must have been a hell of a man
42:10because you are a hell of a woman
42:12you know who you are and you're not ashamed of it
42:14and this yelling and crying and pondering
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing
42:20this is grieving
42:22this is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it
42:29and you will
42:34thank you phil
42:38wow this has been
42:41pleasantly cathartic
42:43i took one look at that sweater and i had very little faith in you but you
42:48you overcame it
42:49turns out you don't suck at your job
42:53well that
42:55is wildly offensive
42:57thank you
42:59same time tomorrow
43:00i'm thinking afternoon
43:02i still got five clients and i'm pretty drunk
43:05i think you are a client to end the day with not begin one
43:08fine
43:09see you at happy hour
43:20okay
43:26across the northern plains and into the upper midwest
43:40who's your realtor
43:42yeah
43:43no matter what i do i can't stay here lily i can smell him
43:48hold on hold on hold on
43:52is everything okay so um page is is is in bed and she won't talk and she can't stop crying
44:00and she's
44:00well she's hyperventilating and i feel like i should call an ambulance but i don't like i feel like that
44:05might make her worse you're right you're right you're right it would i'll be there in 15 minutes call abby
44:10okay okay calling her now
44:38is she in the bedroom yeah
44:46do you have any sweet sweet sweet okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate chips put
44:54three scoops in a glass of milk put the chocolate chips on top and then just bring it to me
44:59with a spoon that sounds disgusting to start i wasn't asking your opinion of it russell
45:09i got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures grab chocolate chips shitty ones like she likes
45:15well looks like all we need from you is a cup russell give it to her she knows how to
45:20make it
45:21got it okay
45:24hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay
45:30it's okay you know what this is
45:32this is how much you love them and your body just doesn't know where to put all that love now
45:37okay but you don't have to put it anywhere and you don't have to stop loving someone when they're gone
45:41in fact one could argue that you should love them more and
45:47and here's a sad fact of life
45:51you will feel this way again yeah when i die when your husband dies and your friends and
45:58and someday your children will feel this way about you
46:03thanks mom i feel so much better
46:06i come bearing gifts
46:08i'm not hungry
46:09it's not food
46:10it is a drug
46:12it is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only your metabolism can process in a way that doesn't end
46:17up on your hips
46:18and i hate you for it
46:23i used to eat this when i was like five
46:25no you still act five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots
46:33no she's back
46:34i don't understand it
46:37it's the crunch with the cold and the mushy of the ice cream
46:41wait
46:43the explanation doesn't sell it
46:45page
46:45no
46:47you got her
46:49i got her but i cannot stay the night
46:50i can stay the night
47:00this is my favorite thing ever
47:13i know
47:14is she okay
47:20she will be
47:24is there a decent bar near here
47:27uh there's a there's a dive bar around the corner
47:32well
47:34soho's version of a dive bar
47:37hmm
47:51what's this place called
47:53um
47:54i don't know
47:55i'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place
48:12name
48:13uh
48:13people just call it the bar
48:15or the bar down the street
48:17something like that
48:17no name
48:18not that i'm aware of
48:19i don't know
48:20what does your paycheck say
48:21uh
48:23xt enterprises llc or some shit
48:28okay
48:29so
48:30bar just
48:32doesn't have a name
48:33no name
48:33what can i get you
48:34oh god
48:35i'm uh
48:36i am not in the mood to make any decisions
48:40martini
48:41oh that is a cocktail
48:42and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar
48:45so
48:45true that
48:46uh
48:46how about an irish car bomb
48:48i have no idea what that is
48:50trust me
48:51okay
48:52what about you
48:53what kind of amber ales do you
48:55that'll be two irish car bombs
48:56yeah like your style
48:57two irish car bombs
48:58i have to work in the morning
49:00it's one drink russell
49:07oh i didn't see that coming
49:09oh gosh
49:10apologies
49:12russell
49:13this is gonna hurt
49:17i
49:19great
49:21you gotta
49:22yeah
49:23yeah
49:32it went down the wrong pipe
49:35i have a
49:36bad gag reflex
49:38no no
49:39i'm not
49:39i'm
49:40i'm not laughing at that
49:41what then
49:43oh
49:44life
49:47choices people make
49:49don't get me wrong
49:50she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams
50:00or
50:00aspirations
50:03might be a better word
50:04for your life
50:06for
50:07my daughter
50:08i mean
50:09what
50:09you know
50:09we just got the townhouse
50:11so
50:11yeah well that's a purchase
50:13not a dream
50:16have you two
50:19talked about starting a family
50:21no page
50:22she just got down to a size zero
50:24and she worked really hard for it
50:26russell
50:26russell
50:26independent thoughts
50:27do you have any
50:31yeah
50:32i mean i guess i want
50:32i want to have kids
50:34mm-hmm
50:35okay
50:35i don't want to raise them
50:36and i want to
50:38i want to move out of town
50:40you know
50:40where they can have a normal
50:41you know
50:42trick-or-treat
50:43and
50:43and
50:43and
50:44play baseball
50:45and run out on the street
50:46you know
50:47no i don't know
50:48no i don't know
50:49i raised mine here
50:51all right
50:52well that would be my dream
50:54what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then
50:59i don't know
51:01i don't know
51:02i i haven't gotten that far
51:03yeah well
51:04then you need a new dream
51:08honestly i always thought of you
51:09and crestin as the dream
51:14so did i russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well i guess we both need a new one
51:29yeah
51:32so
51:43so
51:44so
51:44so
51:44so
51:44so
51:44so
51:44so
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