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00:00:18you want to know what it was like for me growing up in Gilead I'm ashamed to say
00:00:24that I believed in Gilead once I guess it's easier to accept a story even a
00:00:30childish one rather than believe that the people around you are monsters
00:00:41in this story I'm telling I'm not really sure what year it was sorry it's hard to
00:00:48remember actual dates because girls were forbidden to have calendars just reading
00:00:53one could cost you a finger you learn to mark time in other ways I know I still
00:01:08had my dollhouse it looked just like our real house it had my bedroom and the
00:01:15dining room a wife's parlor even an attic where the Martha slept
00:01:33I was a plum I didn't have my period yet in my world then I made all the
00:01:41difference it was all we wanted and it also terrified us
00:02:06I know what to do now that I've got a man like you
00:02:23the commander doll was always doing very important work just like my father
00:02:28keeping us safe from heretics and mayday terrorists
00:02:46the Martha dolls were always busy but at night they would let the little girl doll sit in the kitchen
00:02:51with them
00:02:52they would make her cinnamon toast and they would all talk
00:03:03there is a wife doll in blue of course
00:03:07that would be Paula who was my new stepmother then
00:03:11blessed morning Agnes dear
00:03:13Rosa how's your leg please tell me it's better
00:03:15yes ma'am it's kind of you to ask praise be his mercy
00:03:22the high dusting is catching up with us I'm afraid
00:03:25yes ma'am I'll do that after the commander's meeting
00:03:32thank you Zilla
00:03:34Zilla was new her tongue was removed as punishment before she was posted with us
00:03:40probably for blasphemy that was a big one for some wives
00:03:44well she's certainly an improvement that last one we had was a chatty Cathy
00:03:49sometimes when I was playing with the dollhouse
00:03:52I would lock the Paula doll in the attic
00:03:55which was not nice
00:03:56the Paula doll would pound on the door and scream
00:03:59but the little girl doll would pay no attention
00:04:02and sometimes she would laugh
00:04:03is that the new skirt
00:04:07up then
00:04:11well don't you look pretty as a picture
00:04:15thank you
00:04:17mother
00:04:20I was worried to make you look gawky
00:04:22but no
00:04:29praise be his mercy
00:04:31for not making me look too gawky
00:04:35I'm an irritant to Paula
00:04:39she wants me married and gone
00:04:42I was born in the sinful before world
00:04:45please keep the counter
00:04:46we don't want to get guns again
00:04:48yes ma'am
00:04:53don't slouch dear
00:04:55slouching girls get a fat husband
00:05:12what's the morning is that
00:05:17under his eye speedy
00:05:18bye rosa
00:05:35once when we were pinks
00:05:37I smiled at a boy on the playground
00:05:38the ounce taped my mouth shut
00:05:40and made me stand in the dining hall for two days
00:05:43holding the sign for a slut
00:05:44I was for smiling
00:05:46I wonder what would happen if I kissed one
00:06:00I honor
00:06:01I'm never mile
00:06:01I don't care
00:06:01I got a man
00:06:01I thought it was I don't know
00:06:01I love you
00:06:02I don't know
00:06:04but I don't know
00:06:05but I don't know
00:06:06yeah I'll know
00:06:15I won't be able I don't know
00:06:18you
00:06:24When we became plums, we started going on the field trips.
00:06:28They were fun.
00:06:30Some parts more than others.
00:06:49When I met you in your restaurant, you told me I was no captain.
00:07:02You asked me what's my pleasure.
00:07:05I'm moving on my pleasure.
00:07:08I'm moving on my pleasure.
00:07:09Quickly.
00:07:17Quiet, quiet, quiet.
00:07:24I don't want you to live on charity.
00:07:30Pleasure's real or is it fantasy?
00:07:39Gross.
00:07:40Hold it enough.
00:07:42God's justice is beautiful.
00:07:44I'm sorry, Aunt Vidala.
00:07:46Friends, these men.
00:07:50Do you know what crime they committed?
00:07:54Yes, Shinami.
00:07:56Wraith.
00:07:56Aunt Vidala, that's what the red X is for.
00:07:59It's for Wraith.
00:08:00Praise be.
00:08:01Friends, these men.
00:08:04These horrible men.
00:08:07These...
00:08:07Rapists?
00:08:08You say rapists?
00:08:10Rapists, yes.
00:08:12Thank you, Shinami.
00:08:14I'm not Raper.
00:08:15I didn't know that.
00:08:17Friends, it's a ghastly story.
00:08:19These men stole a young girl, much like yourselves.
00:08:23This young girl was a kind to like being the center of attention.
00:08:26A spirited girl.
00:08:28That kind of girl often earns a violent end for herself.
00:08:32Praise be his judgment.
00:08:34Praise be his judgment.
00:08:35These men saw this girl.
00:08:37They were overcome by their urges.
00:08:40They came in the night and took her from her own bed.
00:08:45What about her guardians?
00:08:47Some of them were her guardians.
00:08:50The urges of men are terrible things.
00:08:52Those urges must be curbed.
00:08:54That is the burden that God has personally laid upon each of you.
00:08:58Just by existing, we were mortally dangerous to otherwise perfectly good men.
00:09:03They were helpless to resist us.
00:09:06Even us.
00:09:08The daughters of commanders.
00:09:10The most godly of girls.
00:09:30I was a precious flower.
00:09:34Then why did I sometimes feel like a prized pig?
00:10:06I was a little girl.
00:10:09At the Aunt Lydia school, pink dresses were for little girls.
00:10:12Plum dresses were for older girls like us.
00:10:15Predestined to marry high Gilead commanders once we became eligible.
00:10:19Which only happened if God blessed us with a period.
00:10:22Then we became greens.
00:10:24And got pins.
00:10:28Unless it'd be the fruit.
00:10:30You're insane.
00:10:31The skirt looks fine.
00:10:32May the Lord open.
00:10:33Don't bother.
00:10:34Even God knows Paula has no taste.
00:10:36Come along, friends.
00:10:38And then she saved us.
00:10:40And then she saved us.
00:10:40Becca was the first person I met when we moved here from Colorado.
00:10:43She was my best friend.
00:10:44Except we weren't allowed to have best friends.
00:10:47The aunt said that best friends led to keeping secrets.
00:10:49And secrets led to disobedience.
00:10:51And disobedient girls became women who were immoral.
00:10:54Obviously.
00:10:55We've been sent good weather.
00:10:56This blessing.
00:10:58You have your dress today?
00:11:00Keep moving, girls.
00:11:01Let's go.
00:11:02After lunch.
00:11:03Becca was already green.
00:11:04She was getting ready to be matched.
00:11:06She was moving on without me.
00:11:08But we didn't talk about that.
00:11:10This will be our third seamstress.
00:11:12My mother thinks if she gets the bodice just right, everyone will forget my dad's a dentist.
00:11:17Maybe she dresses you too.
00:11:19Blessed day.
00:11:20Blessed day.
00:11:21We've been sent good weather.
00:11:22That I received with joy.
00:11:23Very, very cute hair.
00:11:25I've been sent good weather.
00:11:25Yeah.
00:11:26I definitely agree.
00:11:27Thanks.
00:11:27You, Martha.
00:11:28Blessed be yours too.
00:11:29Seriously.
00:11:29My Martha's socks.
00:11:30I look like I have a bad head.
00:11:32Shunammite.
00:11:33Chitter-chatter, chitter-chatter.
00:11:34Flap your tongue around and you're likely to lose it.
00:11:37Yes, Aunt Fatala.
00:11:38Have a graceful day, girls.
00:11:40More haste.
00:11:41Blessed be.
00:11:44Aunt Lydia was a legend.
00:11:46Blessed day, Aunt Lydia.
00:11:47She had been worshipped.
00:11:48Then vilified.
00:11:49Thank you, Aunt Lydia.
00:11:50Then worshipped again.
00:11:52Blessed day, Aunt Lydia.
00:11:53In the four years since the war of Massachusetts, the purges had happened.
00:11:57As always, those remaining were able to shape history as they liked.
00:12:01Some people were hung.
00:12:03And some had schools named after them.
00:12:09At one time we too were foolish, disobedient, deceived, and enslaved by all kinds of passions and envy.
00:12:16We lived in malice and envy, being hated and hating one another.
00:12:21But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, he saved us.
00:12:26Not because of the righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy.
00:12:31He saved us through the water.
00:12:32White was for the pearl girls.
00:12:34They were new arrivals from outside of Gilead.
00:12:37Converts through a godly struggle.
00:12:41Aunt Lydia and her missionaries gathered them from all over the world.
00:12:44They were mostly runaways.
00:12:46Of course they had to be young.
00:12:48And possibly fertile.
00:12:51Weirdos.
00:12:58The aunts said the pearl girls came eager for a new start.
00:13:01They were even more eager to prove their godliness by telling on you to the aunts.
00:13:06We all knew someone who had been ratted out by a pearl girl.
00:13:10The passion of the converted.
00:13:13What a pain in the ass.
00:13:35Nice work Constance.
00:13:51pretty daisies hold there really thank you and este they're actually black-eyed susan should
00:13:58you be thanking me no no thank him and este making me able and for the flowers he made of
00:14:05the thread
00:14:09i pray forgive me you are forgiven just be mindful around off the dollar
00:14:17aunt gabbana blessed morning
00:14:25agnes that lydia would like to speak with you
00:14:32come along agnes get up please i'm sure it's good news back to work
00:14:41so
00:14:43Let's go.
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00:20:10We're enjoying very fine weather.
00:20:12by God's blessing.
00:20:16It's a high-pressure system, I think.
00:20:20Daisy, pray.
00:20:22Where do you hail from?
00:20:24Toronto.
00:20:25Canada.
00:20:26Miss.
00:20:27Shunami.
00:20:29That's a beautiful name.
00:20:31It is.
00:20:34I imagine Canada is very different from Gilead.
00:20:38Toronto has been forsaken by God.
00:20:41And defiled by Satan.
00:20:43It is suffocating in sin.
00:20:48So do you miss it?
00:20:52I pray it will be swallowed whole by the earth.
00:21:00May he hear your prayer.
00:21:09Daisy, do you like soft serve ice cream?
00:21:14Food is one of his miracles.
00:21:16They have it here.
00:21:17Strawberry and vanilla.
00:21:19Hold on, we'll take you.
00:21:21Yeah, I can make you a swirl cone.
00:21:22I'm sort of an expert.
00:21:25Aunt Lydia urged me to stay with Miss Agnes.
00:21:27Ice cream is definitely one of his miracles.
00:21:30And you wouldn't want to insult God.
00:21:35You should get some.
00:21:37Come on.
00:21:53They stuck you with the pearl girl.
00:21:55What did you do wrong?
00:21:56She didn't do anything.
00:21:58This is unprecedented.
00:22:00So what did Aunt Lydia say?
00:22:02She said she's new here.
00:22:04I'm just supposed to be a shepherdess.
00:22:06I don't like her.
00:22:07She didn't seem very nice.
00:22:08Well, you can't trust her.
00:22:09She'll tell Aunt Lydia everything.
00:22:10She's a pearl girl.
00:22:13Becca, your mark is here to collect you.
00:22:16Yes, Ana, say.
00:22:21My fitting.
00:22:23Pray for me.
00:22:24I wish I was green this season.
00:22:26I wish we all were together.
00:22:29It's starting to move very, very fast.
00:22:33It's a dress.
00:22:34Not a husband.
00:22:37Not yet.
00:22:38Well, I can't wait to have a husband.
00:22:39Becca, come along.
00:22:41Shake a leg.
00:22:43I'm going, Grace.
00:22:45I'm Grace, I go.
00:23:04You should tell Aunt her.
00:23:05You're a pearl girl.
00:23:07For what?
00:23:08Just say that she gossips or has a foul tongue.
00:23:11Sure.
00:23:11Or that she ran off to go get ice cream.
00:23:13That could be possible.
00:23:14She'd be punished.
00:23:16You're an awful person.
00:23:17Stop.
00:23:18I didn't say to make her a gender traitor or anything.
00:23:21Just something small.
00:23:25Agnes, I know that you are very, very nice.
00:23:28But it's time to plumb up and get her before she gets you.
00:23:38I'm sorry.
00:23:40I'm sorry.
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00:23:44I'm sorry.
00:23:44I'm sorry.
00:23:50I'm sorry.
00:23:51Cinnamon toast.
00:23:52Praise be his bounty.
00:23:58Is it awful?
00:24:00Oh, God never sends us more than we can bear.
00:24:03Sometimes we just get close, though.
00:24:08Becca had her final fitting.
00:24:10She must be happy to be getting a new dress.
00:24:13I'm sure she looks perfect.
00:24:16I'm sure she looks perfect.
00:24:16She's a beautiful girl.
00:24:19She could get an offer from a commander at the dance.
00:24:23Her dad could.
00:24:25She could marry one who lives in Wyoming.
00:24:29Or anywhere.
00:24:31Not Maryland.
00:24:33She won't move far if she marries a high commander.
00:24:36They need to live near the capital.
00:24:38She could marry one who doesn't let his wife have any friends.
00:24:44Try not to think about it.
00:24:47So how did you meet your husband?
00:24:51Before, I mean.
00:24:56We met in a bookstore.
00:25:00Almost everyone we knew then was meeting online on Tinder.
00:25:03Bumble.
00:25:05We met in the cookbook section.
00:25:08What's Tinder?
00:25:11It's not something you're ever going to need to know, pumpkin.
00:25:15Last evening, ma'am.
00:25:20The commander will be home Thursday.
00:25:22I have some things for the Marthas to do.
00:25:25You said your leg was better.
00:25:27It is, ma'am.
00:25:30Good.
00:25:32Head up to the third floor.
00:25:33We'll start there.
00:25:37Yes, ma'am.
00:25:46I grew up riding.
00:25:49When a horse would come up late, my father would shoot it.
00:25:54It was hard.
00:25:57But it was the merciful thing to do.
00:26:00Haven't I told you that story?
00:26:03No, mother.
00:26:04Mother.
00:26:08They learned that sometimes you have to be hard.
00:26:13Sometimes you have to cut off weak branches and bothersome ones.
00:26:18You'll understand when you're running your own household.
00:26:23Blessed evening.
00:26:53Let's be able to get to it.
00:27:19Assembly time, my plums. Two lines. Two lines.
00:27:24Posture, Agnes. I'm sorry, Ophidala.
00:27:32Plums, please assemble in the dining hall.
00:27:35Hurry along. Kings, to your classes. Cha-cha.
00:28:03That's the date was our best.
00:28:26It was a day.
00:28:28How was it?
00:28:30May the lard open.
00:28:31Fine.
00:28:33Shut up.
00:28:34It was fine.
00:28:36If you like, obviously.
00:28:44Blessed day, graceful friends.
00:28:47We need your energy.
00:28:49Because we have some difficult work to do today.
00:28:52For him.
00:28:58Are you ready?
00:29:00Yes, blessed day.
00:29:11Oh, someone's in trouble.
00:29:14Good.
00:29:14He's the gross one.
00:29:16This man is a sinner.
00:29:18Hidden amongst us.
00:29:20He was found touching himself.
00:29:23Abusing himself.
00:29:24On school grounds.
00:29:26Gilead trusted him to protect you, God's most precious girls.
00:29:32Instead, he chose wickedness.
00:29:35We do not play with the power of creation.
00:29:39What are they going to do to him?
00:29:41Quiet.
00:29:42He deserves our judgment.
00:29:43Do not relish in it.
00:29:45You are not blameless, girls.
00:29:47Shame upon any of you that tempt a man.
00:29:51Now.
00:29:53This is your decision.
00:29:55You will have to make many difficult decisions when you are wives.
00:30:00So what do you say, girls?
00:30:03Should this man go unpunished?
00:30:08Or should he pay?
00:30:34I am so proud of the women you are becoming.
00:30:53Oh, my God.
00:30:58Oh, my God.
00:31:06It's justice, justice!
00:31:08Oh, my God.
00:31:10Frank, are you okay?
00:31:12I'm fine.
00:31:14Please be very concerned.
00:31:15Oh, my God.
00:31:33Oh, my God.
00:31:37Daisy?
00:31:38Daisy?
00:31:42Fuck.
00:31:43What the fuck was that?
00:31:45They broke the rules.
00:31:46They cut it off.
00:31:47I saw his arm.
00:31:49Jesus Christ, he was fucking wide awake.
00:31:51For fuck's sake.
00:31:52Jesus, what the fuck?
00:31:58I'm sorry.
00:32:00Agnes.
00:32:01Agnes.
00:32:02Agnes.
00:32:03Don't.
00:32:03Don't tell.
00:32:05Oh, sweetie.
00:32:08Agnes, help Daisy get cleaned up.
00:32:11Oh.
00:32:26How do you feel?
00:32:32They told us about it some ways.
00:32:37I didn't think it'd be like that.
00:32:40Like what?
00:32:50Thank you for taking care of me.
00:32:56When Aunt Lydia gives you an assignment, you do it.
00:33:01Miss Agnes, I am so sorry.
00:33:03I committed blasphemy.
00:33:06You were unwell.
00:33:08I took his name in vain.
00:33:10I took his name in vain.
00:33:10Agnes.
00:33:11There's no excuse.
00:33:14I know I must confess.
00:33:17Okay.
00:33:20Aunt Lydia is in charge of punishing pro girls.
00:33:28Praise be her discipline.
00:33:31I need to learn.
00:33:38Do you think she'll cut out my tongue?
00:33:43There were stories.
00:33:45I know.
00:33:46Not for this.
00:33:48Probably not.
00:33:51Okay.
00:33:54If it's God's will.
00:33:55If it's God's will.
00:33:57If it's God's will.
00:33:59If it's God's will.
00:34:00I can't.
00:34:01Agnes, I can't.
00:34:02It's okay.
00:34:03You don't have to.
00:34:06You don't have to.
00:34:08It was just us.
00:34:25God sees our sins.
00:34:33We'll pray together.
00:34:35We'll show contrition.
00:34:39God is merciful.
00:34:42The aunts, not so much sometimes.
00:34:47Are you sure?
00:34:51Our secret.
00:35:00Shunemite said Daisy was dangerous.
00:35:03She was right, of course.
00:35:06She said you should never, ever trust a pro girl.
00:35:09But that was exactly what I did.
00:35:21Blessed night, my girls.
00:35:25May God protect you.
00:35:29Amen.
00:35:42Amen.
00:35:44Amen.
00:35:52Amen.
00:35:55Amen.
00:35:56Amen.
00:35:58Amen.
00:36:00Amen.
00:36:02Amen.
00:36:02Amen.
00:36:02Amen.
00:36:03Amen.
00:36:04Amen.
00:36:30This is Radio Free Boston.
00:36:32If you're hoping for some tunes, you're in the right place.
00:36:35For our May Day heroes behind the lines, tonight's messages are on channel 99.2.
00:36:40And remember folks, don't let the bastards cry at me.
00:36:45Red Dog, Green House, White Barn, you have packages waiting.
00:36:49If you're in the Paperclip Club, sit tight.
00:36:52That's it for tonight.
00:37:24Oh, my life is changing every day.
00:37:31Every person's way.
00:37:37Oh, my life is changing every day.
00:37:40Oh, my dreams was never quite as it seems.
00:37:46Never quite as it seems.
00:37:51I know I felt like this before.
00:37:55But now I'm feeling it even more.
00:38:00Because it came from me.
00:38:06And then I open up and see the person falling here is me.
00:38:13A different way to be.
00:38:39It was still cold, but I remember the nights were getting shorter.
00:38:44The shorebirds were back.
00:38:46You could hear them really high up.
00:38:48A sure sign of spring.
00:38:51I didn't know who my mom was yet.
00:38:54My real mom.
00:38:57That would come soon.
00:38:59I had no idea how much that would change things.
00:39:04Without calendars, you learn to mark time in other ways.
00:39:07It was when I became eligible.
00:39:10And when I met Daisy.
00:39:13It was when it all started.
00:39:16The aunts told us lots of girls never blossom because they're disobedient and prideful.
00:39:21And those girls are worthless to God.
00:39:24Getting your period was like a stamp of approval from God himself.
00:39:28I was one of the chosen ones.
00:39:31Me.
00:39:34Why me?
00:39:36There was a chance I'd be able to conceive.
00:39:39I was supposed to be ecstatic.
00:39:40And I was.
00:39:43But I was also scared to death.
00:39:46It's hard to tell one from the other sometimes.
00:40:02I was.
00:40:04I was.
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00:40:20I was.
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00:40:58I was.
00:41:00I was.
00:41:00I was.
00:41:02I was.
00:41:04I was.
00:41:48I was.
00:41:59I was.
00:42:04I was.
00:42:04I was scared my first time too.
00:42:05I was scared my first time too.
00:42:07Thank you for your help.
00:42:11It's a woman's duty to pass on this kind of wisdom.
00:42:16Of course, no one bothered to do it for me.
00:42:28Tabitha made this for you before she passed.
00:42:34It's a cover for your pad.
00:42:48See if you can see the ring load through the rock.
00:42:51It's a translation.
00:42:53More tales.
00:42:54You're right.
00:42:55As I was walking along the forest, I came upon an enchanted castle.
00:43:02I saw inside there were all these little girls locked up.
00:43:06Sweet, godly girls.
00:43:09They were all under the spell of wicked witches.
00:43:13Luckily, I had a magic ring.
00:43:15But the ring only had the power to save one little girl.
00:43:19So I looked at all of them very carefully.
00:43:21And out of the whole bunch, I chose you.
00:43:25Is that how I'll get a baby?
00:43:30You won't need to, sweetheart.
00:43:33You are going to have a baby grow inside your tummy.
00:43:47Let's see.
00:43:52How are you?
00:43:58Let's go.
00:44:00What is it?
00:44:01Let me move over for you.
00:44:01You're going to have a baby.
00:44:02On the track and get a baby.
00:44:02Oh my God.
00:44:05Oh my God.
00:44:05Let me move on.
00:44:06We've got some appointments now that she's eligible.
00:44:08Yes, ma'am.
00:44:08There's the new doctor, of course.
00:44:11And the proper tailor.
00:44:12And I'll enlist Dr. Grove for the teeth whitening.
00:44:15We need to make her as appealing as possible.
00:44:17Yes, ma'am.
00:44:18Congrats, Agnes.
00:44:26I prayed so hard.
00:44:29How about some coffee?
00:44:32Isn't that what women drink?
00:44:33Yes, please.
00:44:37It's completely obvious.
00:44:39I'm walking weird.
00:44:41You're perfect.
00:44:45You're filled with his divine light.
00:44:48And then a husband.
00:44:52Yes.
00:44:54We pray a kind one.
00:45:01A real young woman.
00:45:04Your mother would be so proud of you.
00:45:08Rosa took care of Tabitha when she was dying.
00:45:13She sat next to her bed and fed her ice cubes.
00:45:19I heard they're redistricting.
00:45:21Enjoy your special day.
00:45:23Under his eye, sweetie pie.
00:45:25Under his eye, Rosa.
00:45:29Would people notice the difference?
00:45:32That I was a woman now?
00:45:35Was it something you could sense?
00:45:37Was it something you could sense?
00:45:37Like a wild animal in the grass?
00:45:40Or smell?
00:45:41Like the air before a storm?
00:45:44What's the day?
00:45:46What's the day?
00:45:47Like a guardian walking past you in the summer heat.
00:46:06Like a demon with a man in the forest.
00:46:08You may be like a demon with a man in the forest.
00:46:09You may be like a person to get out of place.
00:46:10You may be like a girl and a woman in the forest.
00:46:13You might be like a man in the forest.
00:46:26Blessed day, Miss Agnes.
00:46:27Blessed day. Have you seen Becca?
00:46:29No, I'm sorry. I was praying while I waited for you.
00:46:32You don't have to do that. Just go inside like a normal person.
00:46:34Where are you going?
00:46:35Curiosity got Eve kicked out of the garden.
00:46:38But Aunt Lydia said I should stay with you.
00:46:41You can't come.
00:46:44Is this about yesterday?
00:46:47It's not Donald.
00:46:52Aunt Gabana?
00:47:31Oh my god.라고
00:47:45isn't
00:47:46Beautiful, show the light.
00:47:48Oh, bless the day.
00:47:50Girls, up, up, let's go.
00:47:59Girls, up, up.
00:48:00Someone's going to last.
00:48:02Let's go.
00:48:15Girls, up, let's go.
00:48:45Girls, up, let's go.
00:49:02Agnes Mackenzie, what a day this is.
00:49:07Aunt Vidala, as he blessed Ruth and Leah, he has blessed me this day.
00:49:11As he answered the prayers of Sarah and Rachel and Rebecca,
00:49:14he has saved me from barrenness.
00:49:17By his hand, he will make me fruitful.
00:49:20Praise be his mercy.
00:49:29Your blessing is a blessing upon us all.
00:49:39One of your own has been touched by his divine hand, girls.
00:49:43Praise be.
00:49:44Praise be, guys.
00:50:01Take the meatloaf.
00:50:02You need iron and folic acid and bioflavonoids.
00:50:05I'm stuffed, hold up.
00:50:09Is your menstrual paddle soaked?
00:50:13No, not yet.
00:50:16Cool.
00:50:17You're so blessed.
00:50:20While green means more work and dancing in public,
00:50:23and Agnes hates dancing in front of people,
00:50:25that could be a nightmare.
00:50:26Shut up, Shoe.
00:50:28I crawled into your tights.
00:50:31I'm sure you'll be next.
00:50:34My breasts have been feeling pretty sore.
00:50:37They look bigger, don't they?
00:50:39My father always said I was blessed in that department.
00:50:44Beck, I can't ask Paul if I can come to your house today.
00:50:48I can say it's for green stuff.
00:50:50Up, girls.
00:50:51I have another fitting.
00:50:53Up, up, quick.
00:50:53Shake your tail feathers.
00:50:56We need you in corrections.
00:50:59Come.
00:51:00Pearl girl needs your guidance.
00:51:01On your special day?
00:51:03What a drag.
00:51:06Corrections were done in a separate part of the school.
00:51:09The aunt's wing.
00:51:11This room reeked of the aunts.
00:51:13What did she do?
00:51:14I don't know.
00:51:15It smelled like boiled wool and sweat.
00:51:18It smelled of certainty.
00:51:19If certainty had a smell.
00:51:22This young woman made a confession.
00:51:24This morning, she has admitted to using the Lord's name in vain.
00:51:32Agnes.
00:51:35Aunt Lydia entrusted you to guide this girl as you would your own child.
00:51:40I'm sorry, Aunt Fadala.
00:51:43You have been blessed with womanhood today.
00:51:47Is that a challenge you are ready for?
00:51:50Yes, Aunt Fadala.
00:51:51Then show me.
00:51:53Teach your strained lamb.
00:51:55Get up!
00:51:57You don't lounge around while defending his name.
00:52:04What must a sinner do?
00:52:09Pay, Aunt Fadala.
00:52:12She must pay for her sins, Aunt Fadala.
00:52:14Pay for her sins!
00:52:16Pay for her sins!
00:52:17Tell her what she is, Agnes.
00:52:20Dirty words come from what?
00:52:25A dirty girl.
00:52:26Dirty girl!
00:52:27Dirty girl!
00:52:28Dirty girl!
00:52:29Corrections was our time to unleash, and we devoured it.
00:52:33Dirty girl!
00:52:33Dirty girl!
00:52:34Dirty girl!
00:52:35Dirty girl!
00:52:36I'm ashamed of how much I miss it.
00:52:38Dirty girl!
00:52:39Dirty girl!
00:52:40Dirty girl!
00:52:45Dirty girl!
00:52:46Dirty girl!
00:52:47Dirty girl!
00:52:48Dirty girl!
00:52:48Dirty girl!
00:52:48Whose fault is this?
00:52:50We understood power in rage.
00:52:52Dirty girl!
00:52:53Teenage girls appreciate rage in Gilead, as elsewhere.
00:52:57You are nothing.
00:52:58You're a slut from the streets of Sodom.
00:53:01A child of sinners and wars!
00:53:02She was there!
00:53:04And she heard my blasphemy!
00:53:06I swear to God!
00:53:10I swear to God!
00:53:36All right, friends.
00:53:38Time for cake.
00:53:50Open.
00:53:55A vessel unclean has no use in the service of the Lord.
00:54:05God wants you to put your shoulder into it, Agnes.
00:54:09I expected more from you on your special day.
00:54:14Now clean up and get to class.
00:54:31That soap is disgusting.
00:54:36I heard the Marthas used rendered cow fat and fireplace ashes.
00:54:43By his mercy, at least, Aunt Gabbana spared our tongues.
00:54:48But I've taught you how to stay silent.
00:54:50Agnes, I had to confess my sins.
00:54:54I made a commitment to God to be a good pearl girl.
00:54:58Oh, congratulations.
00:54:58You're being a perfect little pearl girl.
00:55:00I didn't mean to rat you out.
00:55:02But when you got all up in my face, it was a lot.
00:55:05Corrections are a lot for you.
00:55:07Assembly is a lot for you.
00:55:08Maybe serving God is just too much for you.
00:55:11I really am sorry.
00:55:12Why did you come here?
00:55:15Why don't you just go back home?
00:55:19Not everyone has a home to go back to.
00:55:24Some people have crappy lives.
00:55:27A princess wouldn't get it.
00:55:33Vice Grace, I was granted a fresh start here in Gilead.
00:55:44Please give me a chance.
00:55:57And on this day of all days,
00:56:01I think you deserved every bit of that punishment.
00:56:03Every bit.
00:56:04Do you agree?
00:56:06Yes.
00:56:06You're coming, Mrs. Brighton.
00:56:07Please do say hello to the commander for me.
00:56:10I'll go see you, Mrs. McKenzie.
00:56:12Agnes, we'll be just a moment.
00:56:13Grace B.
00:56:18There are changes happening in your body
00:56:20and more on the way.
00:56:22Your prefrontal cortex is still developing
00:56:24and all the estrogen pumping through your body
00:56:26will tempt you into impulsive decisions.
00:56:30Dangerous ones.
00:56:33Womanhood is a test, Agnes.
00:56:35A life.
00:56:36Long.
00:56:37Long.
00:56:40The aunts didn't teach us science.
00:56:43My prefrontal cortex had no idea what Paula was talking about.
00:56:49Dr. Grover's ready for you, Agnes.
00:56:57I blinked and you girls grew up.
00:57:01Becca's going to be thrilled you're agreeing now.
00:57:04I'm glad we're in it together.
00:57:06There's a lot on her mind today.
00:57:09Now, Becca's a worrywart.
00:57:10It's just how she is.
00:57:12Open.
00:57:17Well, praise be.
00:57:19Perfect teeth.
00:57:20Just perfect.
00:57:23You know, maybe you could help her through it all.
00:57:27She's less anxious around you.
00:57:29I mean, you've always been so mature for your age.
00:57:35Okay.
00:57:37Only an x-ray to go.
00:57:38Can I get a size 2 bite wing, please?
00:57:49Now, I hope that this isn't too heavy for you.
00:57:56I imagine your breasts must be quite tender.
00:58:04It's not too heavy.
00:58:08Lovely.
00:58:09You know, you really are getting to be a big girl, Agnes.
00:58:22And that's that.
00:58:24Let's take some pictures.
00:58:27Excellent.
00:58:28Open.
00:58:33And bite.
00:58:34Perfect.
00:58:37Perfect.
00:59:06That's when I started having nightmares.
00:59:08About my wedding night.
00:59:10About my husband.
00:59:13A dark bedroom.
00:59:17And then a smell.
00:59:20And then he was in front of me.
00:59:21My husband.
00:59:24But he had no face.
00:59:27I tried to run away, but he always caught up with me.
00:59:31Wake up.
00:59:34Agnes.
00:59:35Aunt Lydia.
00:59:36Yes.
00:59:37It's time.
00:59:38Come along.
00:59:53It's a chilly night, dear.
01:00:20Come along, dear.
01:00:48We gather here tonight
01:00:50as this daughter of Gilead comes of age seeking his divine protection and she
01:00:59will need it his protection for being a woman on God's green earth is no easy
01:01:05feet in you go dear rub-a-dub-dub
01:01:19but we needn't look so far back to see the suffering of women do we
01:01:24that's why Gilead was created
01:01:26to bring women back to their rightful place
01:01:38the world would be lost without you who can bring forth God's children
01:01:42who will populate this world so his divine presence can be multiplied
01:01:51who but you
01:01:57you join your sisters now in this holy endeavor
01:02:29Agnes
01:02:30Mackenzie jettison all that came before this moment and embrace your new role
01:02:36may the generations born to your womb be worthy in his eyes
01:02:42blessed be the fruit
01:02:44blessed be the fruit
01:02:48may the Lord open
01:02:59a token of your passage
01:03:01may he bless your new path
01:03:04under his eye
01:03:07under his eye
01:03:08under his eye
01:03:17wonderful
01:03:25wonderful
01:03:27want some help?
01:03:31thought I was gonna drown in there
01:03:35me too
01:03:36when I had my initiation
01:03:39I feel like I'm still drowning
01:03:43it's better that you're here though
01:03:45it's better that you're here though
01:03:48praise be
01:03:48I thought you were mad
01:03:56this was your season
01:03:57and
01:03:58I was ruining it
01:04:01I thought you didn't want me to be a green
01:04:09I didn't
01:04:10I didn't want this for either of us
01:04:19I don't want to get married
01:04:23I don't want a husband
01:04:35I don't want a husband
01:04:36but what else would you do?
01:04:37whom?
01:04:41I don't know
01:04:48Aunt Lydia said we
01:04:51get to leave everything behind
01:04:54everything that happened before tonight
01:04:58do you think that's real?
01:05:02what would you want to leave behind?
01:05:04what would you want to leave behind?
01:05:16it will be great
01:05:19pushing strollers together
01:05:21no aunts
01:05:23following us around
01:05:26that does sound nice
01:05:29all will be well Rebecca
01:05:32all manner of things will be well
01:05:38I'm freezing
01:05:43yeah
01:05:44yeah
01:05:45come on
01:05:46come on
01:05:46let's go home
01:05:47Hm.
01:06:26So much time to cook.
01:06:28Let's get started.
01:06:32I love it.
01:06:37This is what I'm making.
01:06:39I love it.
01:06:40I love it.
01:06:41It's not good.
01:06:42I love it.
01:06:43I love it.
01:06:45I love it.
01:06:51I don't know.
01:07:24I don't know.
01:07:46I don't know.
01:08:37I don't know.
01:08:52It made no sense to say you didn't want to get married.
01:08:56It was going to happen.
01:08:57Want had nothing to do with it.
01:09:01There were things to be wanted.
01:09:06Even in Gilead.
01:09:08Even if there were consequences.
01:09:17Blessed morning.
01:09:19Blessed morning.
01:09:23Blessed morning.
01:09:29Pray you know smoking is not allowed, right?
01:09:35Yes, Miss Agnes.
01:09:38My apologies.
01:09:46Congratulations on your initiation.
01:09:55Better get inside, Miss Agnes.
01:10:05Sometimes you couldn't help but one.
01:10:08Even if you tried your best to stop it.
01:10:14But there is no point to it.
01:10:18All that wanting.
01:10:26Agnes.
01:10:27Agnes, finally.
01:10:33Your father is home.
01:10:35He'll be pleased to hear of your development.
01:10:56You look so pretty this morning.
01:11:01He's in the parlor.
01:11:11Finished.
01:11:12Finished.
01:11:13Finished.
01:11:14All these things need to be fixed.
01:11:16If you're temp controlled, then I think the transport is going to be fine.
01:11:19It's certainly vital.
01:11:21Blessed morning, Angel.
01:11:28Here we go.
01:11:57Father, as he blessed Ruth and Leah, he has blessed me this day.
01:12:01As he answered the prayers of Sarah, Rachel, and Rebecca, he has saved me from barrenness.
01:12:07By his hand, he will make me fruitful.
01:12:11I know he will.
01:12:18Blessed be the fruit, Agnes.
01:12:20May the Lord open, Daddy.
01:12:24Going to the chapel and we're gonna get married.
01:12:31Going to the chapel and we're gonna get married.
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