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Let Go of the God I Loved - FULL EP
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00:04I died on the battlefield, killed by the love I never really had.
00:08I was gathering herbs at the foot of Mount Olympus.
00:11Then, I found a man bleeding in the woods.
00:13I took him home and nursed him, until his men came to retrieve him.
00:17Only then did I learn he was the divine son of the god Zeus.
00:21He said staying here alone with me had ruined my reputation.
00:24That's my fault. I must protect you with a marriage vow.
00:27Confused, I followed him to the palace of Olympus.
00:30But I didn't know. He had a childhood sweetheart waiting for him.
00:33When she heard about us, she didn't say a word.
00:36She just gave me a silver laurel wreath.
00:38That was the token of love he once gave her.
00:40She helped me into my wedding gown and handed the scepter to me.
00:44Soon after, she married a man chosen by her family.
00:47I thought they felt nothing for each other, that life would simply go on.
00:50But shortly after our wedding, he went to war.
00:53In the end, he died on the battlefield.
00:55He sent a final letter before he passed.
00:57Cecilia, I spent my life repaying your kindness, but I never married her.
01:01I owe her far too much.
01:03In the next life, may we both find peace and never meet again.
01:07Only then did I realize I was never the one he loved.
01:10Heartbroken and numb, I charged alone into the enemy camp and was cut down in the fray.
01:15Unexpectedly, I opened my eyes again to the day we first met.
01:19This time, I would give him exactly what he wanted.
01:23Using my memory, I found a signal flare on him.
01:26I lit it, then turned to leave.
01:28As the signal burst in the sky, I tossed the fuse aside.
01:31Soon I heard horses in the distance.
01:33I closed my medicine chest and took one last look at his face.
01:36Nolan, Prince of Olympus.
01:37My husband from my past life.
01:39I turned away.
01:40Not a single regret in my heart.
01:42Who are you?
01:43But as I stepped out, shadows materialized like stirs.
01:46The one who saved him.
01:49I lowered my medical bag to a deliberate call.
01:51His subordinate checked it quickly.
01:55Thank you for your kindness.
01:57Your highness is lucky to be alive.
01:59Take this as payment.
02:00You'll get more reward when his highness is safely home.
02:03I don't do this for money.
02:05Then what do you want?
02:05A title?
02:06Power?
02:07Just name your price.
02:08What I want you cannot give.
02:10A thin cough came from within.
02:12Kimon's expression shifted.
02:14He rushed to the door.
02:15Your highness, you're awake.
02:17I stood there, completely calm.
02:19In this life, we owe each other nothing.
02:21But as I turned to leave, Kimon blocked my path.
02:24Your highness wishes to see you.
02:26I took a deep breath and walked back inside.
02:28Nolan was sitting up.
02:29He was pale, but his eyes were locked on me.
02:31You saved me.
02:32I looked at him, feeling completely calm in my heart.
02:34It was nothing.
02:36After being reborn, I heard him said the same words once more.
02:39Being alone here with me could ruin your reputation.
02:41My reputation is mine to define.
02:43You are the divine son of Zeus, the heir to Olympus.
02:46Besides, someone is waiting for you.
02:48She's the one who needs you.
02:49I don't.
02:49If you really want to thank me, then please just forget about me.
02:52Forget everything that happened.
02:53Let's just pretend we never met.
02:55I thought I could just walk away.
02:56But after three steps, the sword was raised at me once again.
02:59Stop right there!
03:00This time, it was harsher and more final.
03:03I told you, we're even.
03:05Until his heightness is fully alert and confirms you're no threat, you aren't going anywhere.
03:10And if I insist?
03:12Just as he moved to act, rapid hoofbeats approached.
03:14It was her.
03:15Isabella.
03:16The most gifted woman in the palace of Olympus.
03:18Nolan, how are you?
03:20You scared me to death.
03:22Nolan didn't answer.
03:23He was staring intently at me.
03:25Isabella followed his gaze.
03:27Who is this?
03:29Miss Isabella.
03:30Isabella.
03:30This lady saved his highness's life.
03:32Isabella looked me up and down with a scornful gaze.
03:35Isabella looking at my muddy straw shoes and my coarse plain clothes.
03:39Her eyes filled with disdain.
03:41Ah, just a mortal healer.
03:44Thank you for your work.
03:46Take this as a token of my thanks.
03:49No need.
03:49Is my jeweled bracelet not enough?
03:51I rely on my skills, not charity.
03:54You misunderstand me.
03:56I'm only showing gratitude.
03:58Or, do you want something more?
04:01I've heard some mortal women trying to scheme their way into the palace of Olympus.
04:05The guards fixed me with suspicious stares.
04:07I want no part of the palace of Olympus.
04:09My future is right here in these hills, with every patient who depends on me.
04:14I won't spend my future confined to some man's backyard.
04:18Show some respect.
04:19Do you know who you're talking to?
04:21Do you know he is Prince of Olympus?
04:23Because he is Prince of Olympus.
04:26He should stay away from me.
04:28Come on.
04:29Let her go.
04:31Understood, your highness.
04:33I did not hesitate for a second.
04:35I pushed deep into the woods.
04:37No one tried to stop me this time.
04:39Three years have passed.
04:40I used Dr. Chloe as my alias.
04:43I've passed through 16 towns and treated over 300 patients.
04:47My medicine bag grew heavy.
04:49I had grown out of that girl and become a true healer.
04:51I heard nothing of Prince of Olympus.
04:53In my calculations, he must have married long ago.
04:56He must be living happily with Isabella in the palace of Olympus.
05:00Just as it should be.
05:01We were from two different worlds.
05:03I, a mortal healer.
05:04And he, the heir to Olympus.
05:06Until that autumn, when the war of the gods began.
05:08War swept across the land for months.
05:11More and more wounded came to me.
05:12I worked day and night without rest.
05:15My herbal stove never went cold.
05:17One day, just as the herbs finished boiling, a man walked in.
05:22It was the god of war.
05:24Is there any way to save this soldier?
05:26The other doctors shook their heads.
05:28He's gone.
05:29There's nothing we can do.
05:30Prepare the funeral.
05:31I said nothing.
05:33I stepped forward in silence.
05:35Cleaned the wound.
05:36If the fever breaks, he will live.
05:38What?
05:39How is that possible?
05:41Dr. Chloe, please come with me to be our chief medic.
05:44My men are all valiant warriors.
05:46They can die charging the front.
05:48But I can't watch them waste away in pain inside a tent.
05:50His words hit me hard.
05:53He was right.
05:54Where could I be more needed than the front line?
05:57In the days that followed, I slept only four hours a night.
06:00The smell of blood on my hands could never be washed away.
06:03I saved more people than I could count.
06:05I became known as the one who cheated death.
06:08I went from a simple mortal healer to the leader of all medical staff in the divine army.
06:12Chloe, hurry, hurry.
06:14His highness is dying.
06:17I followed the guards to a tent.
06:19As I stepped inside, the stench of blood and herbs washed over me.
06:23Looking at the handsome face from years ago, how pale and fragile,
06:27and saw that the wound had turned black.
06:29The poison had already reached his heart.
06:31I need snow lopus to clear his veins, or he won't last long.
06:34Snow lotus?
06:35That's a holy herb on the highest cliffs.
06:37The mountains are snowed in completely.
06:39It's impossible to get there.
06:41I'll go get it.
06:42Dr. Chloe, you're going on a suicide mission.
06:44No woman can handle that blizzard.
06:46I didn't look back.
06:47Only I knew exactly where to find it.
06:49In my past life, this poison killed him.
06:51In this life, I won't let him die again.
06:53Not for love, but because the divine army needs its leader.
06:58With a rope and a herb hoe, I vanished alone into the whiteout.
07:02I fell three times.
07:03At the most dangerous moment, I hung mid-air on a single dead vine.
07:07But when I saw it, that pure white blossom dancing in the gale, I smiled.
07:13I returned with the lotus on the morning of the third day.
07:16Nolan, wake up!
07:18Look at me!
07:19Simmer it slowly over a low flame to make the medicine.
07:22I walked inside.
07:23Isabella froze.
07:25Who are you?
07:25Do you know where-
07:26Not another word.
07:28Unless you want to watch him die.
07:30She trembled with rage, but stayed silent.
07:32I went to bed and reached for his chest.
07:35The moment my fingers touched his skin, his lips moved in a faint, mumbled whisper.
07:41Cecilia.
07:42He whispered my name.
07:43I froze in my tracks.
07:44Had he returned from the past as well?
07:53Cecilia?
07:54The thought was like a snake, slithering into my mind.
07:58Memories of my past life came rushing back all at once.
08:01I yanked my hand back.
08:03I forced myself to stay calm.
08:04Whether he remembered or not, he was just my patient now.
08:07My logic finally returned.
08:09Physician to prepare.
08:10Snow lotus was ready.
08:16Nolan needs surgery now.
08:18The divine physician scrambled to help.
08:20Isabella stayed by bed, sobbing while holding his hand.
08:23Miss Isabella, please move.
08:24I need to treat him.
08:26She looked up with teary eyes.
08:27Her worry was mixed with suspicion.
08:29Who exactly are you?
08:31I know every his divine fetishian, but I have never seen you.
08:35I am Dr. Chloe, the divine army's chief medic.
08:39I gave a short answer, without even looking at her.
08:42I began preparing my tools.
08:45Cecilia?
08:47You're the mortal healer!
08:49The one who saved him back then!
08:50This is not the time for memories.
08:52This is a matter of life and death.
08:54Please, step aside.
08:55Isabella bit her lip and finally moved back.
08:58But she kept staring at Nolan, her eyes full of complex emotions.
09:02The first treatment was done.
09:03I brought lotus medicine, feeding him drop by drop.
09:06His brow was locked in pain.
09:08I whispered words of comfort, like soothing a small child.
09:11Isabella tried to help, but I refused her coldly.
09:14Black blood seeped from the wound, a sign the medicine was working.
09:18I cleaned the wound over and over.
09:20The process was dangerous.
09:21One slip could spread the poison.
09:23I was fully focused.
09:24Sweat beaded on my forehead, but I didn't dare to wipe it.
09:28His breath was uneven, sometimes fast, sometimes weak.
09:31Twice, his heart stopped, but I pulled him back.
09:34For twelve long hours, I didn't leave his side.
09:38Isabella fainted halfway.
09:40The soldiers took her away.
09:42The other doctors waited, taking turns outside the tent.
09:45Only I stayed by bed, watching over him alone.
09:48Late into the night, his high fever finally broke.
09:51He was still very pale, but the deathly gray faded.
09:54I checked his heart rate.
09:55It was almost back to normal.
09:56My nerves finally relaxed.
09:58In a daze, I woke up.
09:59I saw him staring at me.
10:01An exhaustion washed over me.
10:02I leaned against the bed and fell fast asleep.
10:09What a look in his eyes.
10:11The confusion quickly faded.
10:12It turned into pure shock.
10:14Then into a deep, aching pain.
10:16He just kept staring at me, trying to say something.
10:18But no sound came out.
10:19That was not a look of thanks.
10:21Absolutely not.
10:22My heart sank to the bottom.
10:24Cecilia.
10:24The sound was like a blade, stabbing straight into my ears.
10:28Your Har Highness, you're mistaken.
10:30I am just an army doctor.
10:32His eyes were locked on me, as if carving my image into his soul.
10:35It really is you.
10:37You have just recovered.
10:39Your mind is still clouded.
10:41I will take my leave now.
10:42I turned to leave quickly.
10:46He struggled to sit up, hissing as his wound pulled.
10:49Don't go.
10:52I paused for a second, but I did not look back.
10:56Cecilia, don't leave.
10:59Kimon appeared at the entrance.
11:01He blocked my path.
11:02Zeus' son just woke up.
11:04He still needs your care.
11:06His gaze was sharp.
11:07He seemed to recognize me.
11:09I suppressed my irritation.
11:10His condition has improved.
11:12A weak, but firm command came from inside the tent.
11:15Let her stay.
11:17There was a trace of pleading in Nolan's voice.
11:19In the end, I stayed.
11:21It wasn't because of the command.
11:23It was because I saw it.
11:25The flash of despair in his eyes.
11:27It was the look of a man grasping his last hope while dying.
11:30The snow lotus was truly a holy relic, working its magic deep inside his wounded body.
11:35With my care and the power of the sacred flower, his blackened wound slowly turned back
11:40to normal.
11:40Fresh, pink flesh started to grow over the injury, but his gaze toward me made my chest
11:45feel tight.
11:45It was not thanks, nor was it simple curiosity, but something heavy, dark, and impossible to
11:50name.
11:51He would stare at me quietly for hours on end, especially when I gently changed his bandages.
11:56His eyes were so deep and full of unspoken things that I dared not meet them when I looked
12:01back at him.
12:01Isabella came to visit him nearly every single day.
12:04Her eyes were filled with warm love for Nolan.
12:06They held cold suspicion when they turned to me.
12:09One day she walked in with a cup of warm nutrient drink and saw him gazing longingly at
12:13my quiet back.
12:14The cup slipped from her hand and crashed to the floor, and her voice shook with fear
12:18and sudden disbelief.
12:19Nolan, have you two met each other for now?
12:22Nolan stayed silent.
12:23After a long moment, he finally spoke in a low voice.
12:26Isabella, I don't know how to explain this to you.
12:29Isabella's face turned pale, feeling the wheel of fate starts to turn once again.
12:33No matter how hard I tried to change my own path, it all led back to the same sad old
12:37ending.
12:38Once Nolan could walk, he started visiting my tent more often.
12:41He didn't say a word, just watched me quietly as I treated soldiers.
12:45Sometimes he would help with small tasks or order supplies to be sent to me.
12:49Soon, rumors began to spread throughout the entire military camp.
12:54People were making up stories about a romance between the two of us.
12:57I couldn't take it anymore, so I decided to finally confront him.
13:00Nolan, your wounds are healed.
13:02I am resigning from my post.
13:04Nolan swayed slightly.
13:06You're leaving?
13:07He asked me with a trembling voice.
13:09To where?
13:10To where I am needed.
13:11You have fully recovered, now.
13:13Isabella is devoted to you, and the soldiers need their leader here.
13:17I no longer belong in this place.
13:19It is time for me to go.
13:21Who says you don't belong?
13:22Cecilia, I know I owe you so much.
13:24You owe me nothing!
13:26In your past life, you only trapped me.
13:29You ended everything with that letter, saying you owed her, not me.
13:33In this life, I saved you twice, and now we are finally even.
13:36My words hit him like a bolt of lightning.
13:38So you really are back?
13:39And you remember everything?
13:41I remained perfectly calm as I told him the cold truth.
13:44I remember every single thing, so I know how to choose now.
13:47In this life, I only want to heal people, and live as a free woman.
13:51Your power, your duties, and your love have nothing to do with me.
13:54What if I told you that I only just realized-
13:56Don't say another word.
13:59Whatever you want to say, it is already far too late.
14:02Our story ended when you wrote that letter, maybe even long before that.
14:08I picked up my luggage, walking to the entrance of the tent.
14:11I paused for a moment, but I did not look back at him.
14:14I hope you recover soon, reclaim your power, and grow old with Isabella.
14:18This time, no one tried to stand in my way.
14:21I thought that I was finally free.
14:22I intentionally avoided the main roads.
14:25The war was not over yet, and wounded villagers were everywhere.
14:28I traveled around practicing medicine, but I no longer used my real name.
14:32I went by Dr. Chloe, living as a simple mortal healer.
14:35About one year later, I stayed in a small town in the south.
14:39This place was untouched by war.
14:40I settled down in a wooden cabin, right by the edge of a peaceful lake.
14:44I treated patients during the day, and studied herbs throughout the night.
14:48Life was supposed to be quiet until one very rainy night.
14:51A sudden, urgent knocking started echoing loudly against my door.
14:55I opened the door.
14:56Two strangers were carrying a stretcher, and the person on the stretcher was covered with a cloak, breathing weakly.
15:07I told them to carry the man inside quickly.
15:10When I brushed away his wet, messy hair, my entire body froze in complete shock.
15:15It was Nolan, looking thin and almost unrecognizable.
15:18His face was flushed with fever.
15:20His lips cracked.
15:21His breathing was so weak, it had almost stopped.
15:24Even in this mess, I could never forget that face.
15:27I snapped my head toward the men who brought him.
15:29One of them was Kimon, disguised but with familiar eyes.
15:34I beg you, please save his life.
15:35No one else can accept for you.
15:36Anger and helplessness washed over me all at once.
15:39I wanted to kick them all out of my house.
15:41But I am a doctor.
15:42I cannot ignore dying.
15:44Everyone gets out.
15:45I need quiet to examine him.
15:47After the checkup, my heart sank halfway down.
15:49Old wounds hadn't healed, and new ones were added.
15:52On top of that, constant worrying had drained him.
15:55It was a miracle that he even made it here.
15:59That night I used everything I had ever learned.
16:01I poured precious medicines into his body like water, just to steal this man back from
16:06the grip of death.
16:07This man, whom I had once both loved and hated.
16:10I thought that we were already even, but by dawn, his fever finally started to drop.
16:14I watched Nolan's sleeping face.
16:16Even in a coma, his brow was tightly furrowed.
16:28He didn't wake up until two days later.
16:30As he slowly opened his eyes to the world, he turned his head to watch me mixing herbs.
16:35You still chose to save me.
16:37Staring at me for a very long time.
16:39But I didn't stop my work.
16:41I am a doctor.
16:42I know you hate me.
16:44I hate those memories too.
16:47In my mind, I see your back as you left me.
16:50I see you sitting alone in the mirror on our night.
16:53I see your face when you read that final letter.
16:56His words came in broken pieces, like a blunt knife cutting my old scars.
16:59I thought I married you only for gratitude, and that what I felt for Isabella was love.
17:04But in this life, when I saw the light fade from your eyes, I finally understood.
17:10Cecilia, it was a feeling for you that I was simply too afraid to admit.
17:14Back when you first saved me, during those days and nights, I loved you.
17:18But I carried too much responsibility, and I couldn't see my own heart clearly.
17:23So I masked my feelings with duty, calling it great attitude just to hide the truth.
17:27I thought making you my wife was the best way to repay your kindness.
17:31I never realized that for you, it was nothing more than a cage.
17:36His voice grew more and more excited.
17:39In this life, I wanted to make amends.
17:42But I realized I didn't even have the right.
17:45You left so firmly, choosing to walk away with absolutely nothing.
17:50I broke off my engagement with Isabella, spending every moment trying to find you.
17:55But I didn't know what to say.
17:58Sorry is too light, and I love you is a joke.
18:02This time, I got hurt on purpose.
18:04I knew my old wounds hadn't healed, and I knew the enemy was lying waiting for me.
18:10But I went anyway.
18:12I thought if I died right there, I would finally be free from this pain.
18:16Maybe then, I could finally stop torturing you one day.
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