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I Was Just Mistresses,40 Years He Never Loved Me
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00:00I lost my virginity before marriage, because I fell in love with Paris when I was young.
00:05Then, I suffered from my in-laws' disdain.
00:07My husband Paris went to Athens to be an archon.
00:11I've had a lifetime of hardship, living apart with my husband.
00:14When I turned 60, I found a name Paris carved on the family stone tablet.
00:19It showed a thriving family, but I couldn't find my name or our children's.
00:24He had two wives all along.
00:25The one in the city was the real wife.
00:27My children and I were just mistresses and bastards.
00:30They say a dying person's words are kind, but I was filled with rage, unable to speak.
00:36I lay on the bed with my eyes closed, unable to move a finger, but my mind was clear.
00:41I could hear my children crying softly.
00:44Mom, hold on a little longer.
00:46Father will be back soon.
00:47Don't you want to say your last words to him?
00:52Go back and see her.
00:55See her off.
00:56Memories before I fainted came back.
00:59The solemn ancestral hall.
01:00The yellowed family stone tablet.
01:02Names I didn't know.
01:04I was married to Paris for 40 years.
01:06He was ambitious.
01:07He went to Athens to be an archon, serving the people.
01:11But Paris' mother, the princess of Troy, was moody and picky.
01:15She insisted on staying at the estate.
01:17She was sick and had chased away dozens of maids.
01:20Paris was worried.
01:21He begged me to care for her.
01:22I had to stay, to care for his parents, raise the children, and then help with the grandkids.
01:28I stayed for 40 years.
01:29I am 60 years old now.
01:31I saw Paris' father pass away, and cared for his mother.
01:35At my age, being mistreated by my mother-in-law was rare.
01:39Six months ago, my mother-in-law finally passed.
01:42I finally had some peace.
01:43I thought I could leave the estate, and go to the city to be with Paris.
01:47But while cleaning the hall, I found the family stone tablet, next to Paris' name.
01:52The spot for his wife had another name.
01:54A woman I didn't know.
01:55My name wasn't there.
01:57Neither were my son's, or daughter's names.
01:59When I left the hall, I couldn't handle it.
02:01I suddenly passed out.
02:03When I woke up, I was already dying.
02:05I wasn't scared of death.
02:07I just felt regret.
02:08I felt my body grow light.
02:10A sharp cry from my daughter.
02:12Ended my ridiculous life.
02:14I floated in the air.
02:16My anger and resentment grew.
02:18I looked toward the city.
02:19A sudden urge rose in me.
02:21Since Paris wouldn't come, I would go to the city myself.
02:25I want to see for myself.
02:26My soul drifted, not knowing how long.
02:29When I reached Paris' home in Athens, I saw him holding my death notice.
02:33Go back and see her.
02:35After all, you were married.
02:37See her off.
02:37A beautiful old woman walked to him.
02:40You are my real wife on the tablet.
02:42How could she be my wife?
02:43She had it hard.
02:44She served your parents for 40 years and gave you children.
02:48She worked her whole life without status.
02:50Died a mistress.
02:52How pitiful.
02:52I know what I'm doing.
02:53Paris looked serious, but his voice was soft.
02:56Pulled her in front of him.
02:57Everyone has their fate.
02:59It was hers.
03:01The estate is far.
03:02You haven't been well.
03:04I can't leave you.
03:05The old woman smiled sweetly and didn't urge him anymore.
03:08I watched them cling to each other.
03:10My ears were ringing.
03:12Paris really had another wife in the city.
03:14Before I could recover, couples came with young people to pay respects.
03:18I floated nearby, watching their happy family.
03:21My soul trembled.
03:22It was all true.
03:23These were his wife and kids.
03:25What about me?
03:26What were my children and I?
03:27Hidden mistresses and bastards.
03:29I was abused for 40 years.
03:31Cared for her till the end.
03:33And in the end, I lived a lie Paris made.
03:36Anger and sadness filled me.
03:38Resentment surged.
03:39Paris lied to me my whole life.
03:42I lost my mind.
03:43Rage consumed me.
03:45Why did I work so hard?
03:46My eyes turned red.
03:48Why don't good people get good things?
03:50My soul roared.
03:52I screamed and charged at them.
03:54A chain wrapped around me.
03:56Thanatos glared at me.
03:58The sky darkened.
04:00Dead soul.
04:01Go to the underworld.
04:02Trying to hurt the living?
04:04You want to be destroyed?
04:05I can't accept this.
04:07I was lied to.
04:08This isn't fair.
04:10The god sighed and took me to a judge.
04:13He saw my bloody tears and my raging spirit.
04:17He closed his eyes and cried.
04:19I see your life.
04:21I'll give you another chance.
04:23Suddenly, golden rain fell in the dark underworld.
04:26It fell on me.
04:28I faded away in the light.
04:30I had lived a life and died.
04:32The anger from my past life remained.
04:34I'll take him down to hell.
04:38I woke up, holding someone, feeling close.
04:41The room was a mess, with a heavy scent in the air.
04:44I touched the smooth skin, and woke up fully.
04:47Wine, perfume, bodies intertwined.
04:50The one sleeping beside me was Paris.
04:53I held my breath.
04:54It felt absurd.
04:55The anger from my past life remained.
04:58Scenes flashed in my mind.
05:00I knew it wasn't a dream.
05:01I had lived a life and died.
05:03Pain filled my heart.
05:05I covered my eyes, crying silently.
05:08If I get a second chance.
05:09Why not before this happened?
05:11Why after I lost my virginity to Paris?
05:14My past life felt like a dark cloud.
05:17Emotions overwhelmed me.
05:18I beat my chest, feeling deep sorrow.
05:21Because of that night, I lost my virginity before marriage.
05:24I could never hold my head high in that house.
05:27A woman without virtue.
05:29She should be stoned.
05:31My mother-in-law's sneer came back.
05:33If Paris didn't insist, I'd never let you in.
05:37Back then, I felt such shame.
05:39Like I was beneath everyone.
05:40I didn't want to live.
05:42So when Paris said...
05:44Mother agreed to let me marry you.
05:45But the ceremony will be simple.
05:47I was scared and thankful.
05:49I don't care.
05:51As long as you love me.
05:52I didn't care about the ceremony.
05:53Or how my mother-in-law treated me.
05:56But all my efforts didn't earn her respect.
05:58I smiled coldly.
05:59In my past life, I only felt shy after that night.
06:03But now it seems strange that I lost control with Paris.
06:06Now I know.
06:07Paris gave me that drug.
06:09I got dressed and went back to my room.
06:11My room was in the farthest corner.
06:13It was so quiet and cold.
06:15I felt a deep sadness.
06:17Once, a rich doctor's daughter.
06:19Now I was treated like this.
06:20Years ago, my father was accused of stealing.
06:23And taken to Athens for trial.
06:25But he fell from a cliff and died.
06:27When news came, my mother killed herself.
06:29I was left alone.
06:31The princess of Troy had a deal with my family.
06:33So my mom sent me here.
06:35In my past life, I thought I was lucky.
06:37To have a good husband.
06:38And a kind mother-in-law.
06:40Now I see the cracks.
06:41An orphan with a fortune.
06:43They didn't want me.
06:44They wanted my money.
06:45Thinking of my past life.
06:47I felt so pathetic.
06:49I couldn't stop crying.
06:51Why was that my fate?
06:52I have a second chance.
06:54I will change it.
06:55I took a deep breath.
06:56And cleaned myself.
06:58They must not know what happened between us.
07:00If they knew, they'd have power over me.
07:02I'd be forced to marry.
07:04Or my reputation ruined.
07:05But I felt sad.
07:08And touched my belly.
07:09In my past life.
07:10I got pregnant here.
07:12Thinking of my kids.
07:13My heart ached.
07:14They were good.
07:15My mother-in-law wouldn't let me go.
07:17But they stayed with me.
07:19They were always respectful.
07:20But even they were called bastards.
07:22Remembering what I saw.
07:24I wiped my tears.
07:25And made up my mind.
07:26They are my children.
07:28No ties to Troy.
07:29Day was breaking.
07:31Stars still in the sky.
07:32I took my mother's fortune.
07:34And left the estate.
07:36I registered it all with the court.
07:38It was evening when I finished.
07:39Mr. Mester.
07:40You're back.
07:41Prince Paris and his mother waited all day.
07:44Leaving without a word.
07:46It's so rude.
07:47I paused at her words.
07:49A maid.
07:50Telling me about manners.
07:51I was so blind before.
07:53I walked through the halls.
07:54To the garden that trapped me before.
07:56Paris came to me.
07:58Demetri.
07:59Where were you?
08:00My parents waited all day.
08:03Something wrong?
08:04Where are your manners?
08:06Bow to your elders.
08:07So rude.
08:08No wonder you're shameful.
08:10Your parents are gone.
08:12No one taught you.
08:14But you shame us too.
08:16What shame?
08:16What did I do?
08:17I live here.
08:19But I pay for everything.
08:21The gifts I give cover any rent.
08:23They froze.
08:24I turned to Paris.
08:26They insult me.
08:27Why do you...
08:28What's on your neck?
08:29I stared at the marks.
08:31Paris, we're to marry.
08:32You were with someone.
08:33Demira, no.
08:34It was you last night.
08:36That's a lie.
08:37I went to bed early.
08:38How could it be me?
08:39Don't ruin my name.
08:41No.
08:41It can't be.
08:42You're a liar and a coward.
08:45Paris, you know the deal.
08:46My parents said no others.
08:48Since you have another, I'll let you go.
08:51Everyone's here.
08:53Let's make this clear.
08:56Paris broke his promise.
08:58So the deal is off.
09:01From now on, we are nothing.
09:04I spoke with anger.
09:06Paris was shocked.
09:07What?
09:08Demira, what are you saying?
09:09You deny last night?
09:11And now you want to break up?
09:13I told you.
09:14I wasn't with you.
09:16Paris, you're a liar!
09:18My son is a liar.
09:19We accept you.
09:21And you blame us?
09:22Why do you say that?
09:24You're killing me.
09:25You're so sure.
09:26Did you do this to me?
09:28You're so cruel.
09:30I'll fight for myself.
09:31What will you do?
09:32Will you hit me?
09:39What will you do?
09:40Will you hit me?
09:42Hit you?
09:43I'll take you to court.
09:44You'll go to jail.
09:45No!
09:45No court!
09:46Yes.
09:47Court meant jail for all.
09:48I have nothing to lose.
09:49And she looked guilty.
09:51They couldn't handle an investigation.
09:53They cared about their image.
09:54Paris wanted a clean record.
09:56I bet they'd avoid court.
09:58Fine.
09:58No court.
09:59We break up.
10:00I'm done.
10:01We're over.
10:02Demire, is this needed?
10:04I made a mistake.
10:06It was an accident.
10:07I promise it won't happen again.
10:09I'll only love you.
10:10I don't trust you.
10:11You make me sick.
10:12You're only fit to be a mistress.
10:14Paris will marry a noble.
10:16You're not even worthy as a mistress.
10:18Demeritre, is this needed?
10:20I made a mistake.
10:21It was an accident.
10:21I promise it won't happen again.
10:23I'll only love you.
10:23Paris looked sad.
10:25I looked at him, feeling nothing but contempt.
10:28I don't trust you.
10:29You make me sick.
10:30You look down on my son?
10:31Who are you?
10:33A criminal's daughter.
10:34You're not good enough.
10:35Let me tell you.
10:37Paris will marry a noble.
10:38You're not even worthy as a mistress.
10:41You're only fit to be a mistress.
10:43Paris, this is why.
10:44Your family are monsters.
10:47We're done.
10:51You're just as bad.
10:53How could you enjoy my care and lie to me so easily?
10:57Night had fallen.
10:58I turned to Paris.
11:00Just one look.
11:01Paris, this is why.
11:02Your family are monsters.
11:07We're done!
11:08Paris was shocked.
11:09His eyes red.
11:12Demeritre.
11:14You're just as bad!
11:18And we break up.
11:20I want my dowry back.
11:21It's filed with the court.
11:22Everything's recorded.
11:23Princess of Troy, prepare it for tomorrow.
11:25That's a lie.
11:26You have no money.
11:28What about three years of rent?
11:29We both know the cost.
11:31I know what my mother gave me.
11:33The cruelest thing is a liar.
11:34How could he enjoy my care?
11:37And we break up.
11:38I want my dowry back.
11:40It's filed with the court.
11:41Everything's recorded.
11:42Princess of Troy, prepare it for tomorrow.
11:44That's a lie.
11:45You have no money.
11:46What about three years of rent?
11:48We both know the cost.
11:50I know what my mother gave me.
11:51I had thought it over.
11:52I figured them out.
11:54They thought I was beneath him.
11:55Not good for his future.
11:57But they wanted my money.
11:58Yes, the court took some.
12:00But I still had plenty.
12:01My mother left me a lot.
12:03They wanted the money.
12:04Without my name.
12:05They made a plan.
12:06So I'd accept it.
12:07A small wedding.
12:08Take my money.
12:09But not put my name on the tablet.
12:11I paid for their life.
12:12Gave them comfort.
12:13While Paris was clean.
12:15Marrying a noble in the city.
12:17What a plan.
12:18I laughed.
12:19And walked out.
12:20Early next day.
12:21I checked my things.
12:23Paris followed me.
12:24Dimitri, where will you go?
12:25How will you live?
12:25I'll live better without you.
12:27Paris, you thought I had nowhere to go.
12:30You thought I'd stay.
12:31But I have hands.
12:33And money.
12:34I can live anywhere.
12:35I finished checking.
12:37Put the list away.
12:38Watching them move my things.
12:40I'll open a shop.
12:42Carry on my father's work.
12:44Impossible.
12:45You don't know medicine.
12:46How can you-
12:47I can.
12:47Who says I don't?
12:49I'll open it in the city.
12:50I'll clear my father's name.
12:54Impossible.
12:55You don't know medicine.
12:56How can you-
12:56I can.
12:57Who says I don't?
12:58It's why his parents lived so long.
13:00I gave them my heart.
13:01This time.
13:02I won't waste my money on them.
13:04Let's see how long they live.
13:06I'll open it in the city.
13:08I'll clear my father's name.
13:09I packed my bags.
13:11And laughed.
13:12Life in the city is hard.
13:14But it's wide and free.
13:15I sold what I could.
13:17Turned it into gold.
13:18I trust no one but myself.
13:21Money is safer in my hands.
13:23I prepared.
13:24And went to the city.
13:25I never made it here before.
13:27They said I didn't belong.
13:29That it was my fate.
13:31I need to fix a house.
13:33By herbs.
13:35So much to do.
13:37I counted in my head.
13:39Clearing my father's name is hardest.
13:41But I have hope.
13:42I know he was innocent.
13:44Before Prince Hephaestus died.
13:46He reopened old cases.
13:48My father's was one.
13:50The old king wanted eternal life.
13:52He bought rare herbs.
13:54It was a secret.
13:55But he spent too much.
13:57He owed money.
13:58Corrupt officials took advantage.
14:01They killed merchants.
14:02Took their wealth.
14:03When they cleared his name.
14:05I was middle-aged.
14:07Caring for the estate.
14:08Old and young.
14:09I couldn't help my family.
14:11My in-laws wouldn't let me.
14:13A married woman?
14:14Working?
14:15You'd shame your family.
14:20One line stopped me.
14:21I smiled bitterly.
14:23Calling myself a fool.
14:25I looked down again.
14:27Then heard a shout.
14:28Horses and people.
14:29Mr. Mr.
14:30Someone's here.
14:31The driver called.
14:33I rushed out.
14:34It was dark.
14:35I was going to a village.
14:36Then I found someone in the grass.
14:38I looked closer.
14:40It was Prince Hephaistus.
14:42A powerful man in my past life.
14:45Now bloody and pale.
14:46I had him put in the carriage.
14:48I'm a healer.
14:49And he helped my father.
14:51He cleared our name.
14:53He was my benefactor.
14:54I'd need him again.
14:56How could I ignore him?
14:58I reached for his clothes.
15:00But he woke up fast.
15:01Who sent you?
15:03Found a place to stay for the night.
15:05We both turned.
15:06Seeing the driver and a villager.
15:08You two are close.
15:09I smiled back.
15:10Yes, we're married.
15:12My husband's hurt.
15:13Can we get hot water?
15:14I'll treat him.
15:15Please.
15:16Hephaistus looked mad.
15:17He tried to speak.
15:19But I pressed a spot.
15:20He fell.
15:21What are you doing?
15:22Staring at me in shock.
15:23He woke up a day later.
15:25The carriage moved toward the city.
15:27He looked at me.
15:29Thank you for saving me.
15:30I saw him watching me.
15:31And smiled inside.
15:32Don't worry about rumors.
15:34It was an emergency.
15:36Forgive me.
15:36He looked sharp.
15:38How do you know me?
15:38I pointed to his ring.
15:40He felt awkward.
15:41He thought for a bit.
15:43Sorry.
15:44It's strange.
15:45Why did you save me?
15:47No one saved me before.
15:49Of course not.
15:50I answered without thinking.
15:51I wasn't here.
15:52We looked at each other.
15:54Our eyes grew wide.
15:55We were both reborn.
15:57My past life.
15:59I was found the next day.
16:01I was so stupid.
16:04Lied to my whole life.
16:06Died in that place.
16:07I told him everything.
16:08You're a just man.
16:10You cleared my father's name.
16:13You don't want me.
16:15I stared at him.
16:16To be your baby's father, do you?
16:18Why would he think that?
16:19I was embarrassed.
16:20What?
16:20That's crazy.
16:21Even if I needed a father.
16:23I know my place.
16:23I'd never claim that.
16:25I want you to clear his name.
16:27I want my family back.
16:29His name is important.
16:31It's not the best time.
16:33But you saved me.
16:34I'll do it.
16:37But twins, you said.
16:38You'll show soon.
16:39What then?
16:40My heart sank.
16:41I shook my head.
16:42One step at a time.
16:43My injury needs care.
16:44I'll need your help.
16:46He looked relaxed.
16:47If you ask, I can help you.
16:50Help me?
16:51How could he help?
16:52I was confused, but didn't ask.
16:54We reached the city.
16:55My father's shop was okay.
16:57I cleaned it and moved in.
16:59He kept his word.
17:00He gathered proof to clear my father.
17:02But from his words, I saw the danger.
17:04The old king made mistakes.
17:06Many were wronged.
17:08These cases hurt his name.
17:09His own father.
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