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00:02If anyone is receiving this, my name is Xavier Collins.
00:05I'm flying to Atlanta to find my wife, Dr. Terry Rogers Collins,
00:08who sent a radio transmission from somewhere near the city center.
00:14Everyone said time would help.
00:16Not helping.
00:17Time is actually making it worse,
00:19because it's taking me further away from when he was here.
00:25Annie, I really, really want you to come with me.
00:28I can't.
00:29Annie, come on.
00:30Lane, come on. Let her go.
00:32You're the one who's been going on and on about this bunker and the fate of the world.
00:36This is not the time to be catching feelings.
00:47I'm okay. I'm okay.
00:52Where are you taking me?
00:54I need to find her.
00:56Who?
00:57Terry.
01:05I need to get to Atlanta, so if you could please just listen to me.
01:09No, you listen to me.
01:11You're not going to Atlanta.
01:15You're taking us to Colorado.
01:17Wait.
01:18Wait.
01:19Come on.
01:28All right.
01:29All right.
01:30Yeah, man.
01:30Bye.
01:31Bye.
01:32Bye.
01:32Bye.
01:34Bye.
01:35Bye.
01:35Bye.
01:36Bye.
01:37Bye.
01:56Cinderella. Time to wake up.
01:59Snow White.
02:01She was a sleeping one.
02:04Sleeping Beauty was a sleeping one, dipshits.
02:07Bad news, we just came in. The train is still too late.
02:11Oh, fuck. How long?
02:13Who knows?
02:14Wanna wait?
02:17No.
02:19Nothing to wait in.
02:21Let's go find this fucking bunker.
02:23Fuck yeah, let's do it.
02:30Hey!
02:32We're moving out!
02:35Go!
02:36Move it!
02:37Go!
02:38Hurry up!
02:39We're coming back!
02:40Oh, my God.
03:26You need to start moving a little.
03:33Come on.
03:35Come here.
03:51Where am I?
03:55That's not obvious.
04:01Seriously?
04:07How far along are you?
04:09You know, it's rude to assume that a woman is pregnant.
04:13Haven't you ever seen a sitcom?
04:16Jesus, can you stop staring?
04:18It's the last time you saw a pregnant lady.
04:31What?
04:32We got the call.
04:34It's happening.
04:35Louisa Moreno.
04:37The pregnant lady.
04:39She's going to be the first woman to give birth down here.
04:41I know where she is.
04:43I'm wondering why you think it's a reason to burst into my office on the nose.
04:46That wasn't really a burst.
04:47It's more of an amble.
04:49But look, this is a big moment.
04:51We've been down here for five months.
04:52This is my first chance to give people a reason to smile.
04:55A chance for everybody to see that we have a future here.
04:57This is hope.
04:59Should I ask her to name the baby Hope?
05:01It's a big, heavy hand.
05:02It's a long nose, sir.
05:04I have a meeting this afternoon about the reactors.
05:07And you know, Mr. President, it wouldn't kill you to learn what keeps this place running.
05:11Right, the aquifer.
05:12And the 3D printers and the modular nuclear reactors.
05:15Yeah.
05:21Sorry.
05:22Look, Sam.
05:25I realize why this might be difficult for you.
05:27I said I have work to do, sir.
05:32Okay.
05:34I just thought it was a good opportunity to bring the community together and celebrate something positive.
05:41They're going to wipe the baby off a little right before I kiss it.
05:43I'm sure I will, sir.
05:44It's a pre-wiped baby, sir.
05:51The thing is, I have to get to it.
05:53Atlanta.
05:54Yes, I know.
05:54I've heard about 10,000 times.
05:57Various states of consciousness.
05:59Your wife is there.
05:59She sent a radio transmission, 33.7, blah, blah, latitude, blah, blah, longitude.
06:06I know.
06:08Thing is, you're not going anywhere.
06:10Anytime soon.
06:11I had to put six stitches in your spleen.
06:13You're a doctor or something?
06:15Closest thing you got.
06:17Why were you coming from Colorado if your wife is in Atlanta?
06:22That's where she was when everything happened.
06:25Atlanta.
06:27I was already on my way to Colorado.
06:29To the bunker?
06:31Oh, come on.
06:32The rumors were everywhere.
06:33And you had to get that plane somehow.
06:36Wow, so it's real.
06:38He was right.
06:40Who was right?
06:41No one.
06:42Yeah.
06:43It's real.
06:46What's it like?
06:48It's like before.
06:50Only creepier.
06:58You're going to need at least two weeks for those to heal.
07:05Even a stitch abscess could get infected and then you're looking at sepsis.
07:10Listen, I know that you have been inside snug as a bug, but out here, the little things will kill
07:16you.
07:18A good rule of thumb is if it hurts when you touch it, it means it's not healed.
07:24Once you do heal, you're taking me to Colorado.
07:29I'm going to Atlanta.
07:34The toilet is there.
07:36I will bring you water.
07:38I hope you enjoy rats for breakfast.
07:41You got two weeks to get stronger.
07:44I'm Annie, by the way.
07:47Xavier.
07:50Xavier.
07:59You ain't nothing but a hound dog.
08:04Crying all the time.
08:08You ain't nothing but a hound dog.
08:13Crying all the time.
08:40Be gentle.
08:43You ain't nothing but a hound dog.
08:45Oh, it's a hound dog.
08:46Yeah, it's not bad, is it?
08:48Crying all the time.
08:51I ain't nothing but a hound dog.
08:53You ain't never caught a rabbit.
08:55You ain't no friend of mine.
09:01You ain't never caught a rabbit.
09:04You ain't no friend of mine.
09:18Shouldn't be on your feet all the time like that.
09:20When my wife was pregnant, she had this terrible nausea.
09:23Yeah, I get it.
09:23You knew a pregnant woman once.
09:26Hey, now that you're getting stronger, I could really use some help around here.
09:29Yeah, sure.
09:30What do you need?
09:30Tea.
09:32Coming right up.
09:43It's warm.
09:59I haven't seen the real sunset in years.
10:04What did you use for lights down there?
10:07Uh, fake sky, fake mechanical sun.
10:12It looked so real at first.
10:15But the longer we were down there, the more the...
10:19I don't know, the more the scenes began to show.
10:29Strong enough to travel now.
10:32I know.
10:36I appreciate you saving my life.
10:39And I do owe you for the care that you've given me.
10:44But I cannot take you to Colorado until I find my wife.
10:48To Mount Stardom.
11:01The, the, he that I, that I had told you about in Colorado is the baby's daddy.
11:10He was heading there, and he asked me to go with him, and I said no.
11:16I decided to lock myself in a theme park because I was scared.
11:21Which I guess isn't exactly new for me.
11:27It's normal to be scared.
11:30Hell, I was scared shitless when I had a baby, and that was when the world was still intact.
11:35I was scared of every damn thing.
11:39Fevers, strangers, rental cars, car seats.
11:45And the older those babies get, the fears never really go away.
11:48They just change.
11:51But it's the highs that make it worth it.
11:54You'll be more tired than you've ever been.
11:56You'll still be scared shitless.
12:00But you will not believe the joy.
12:05You'll be playing with your kid, watching them splash around in the bath,
12:09or play soccer for the first time.
12:13And sometimes, Annie, I swear it feels like your heart might fucking explode.
12:22There's no soccer anymore.
12:25There will be.
12:27Yeah, sure, I'll be using animal heads as soccer balls.
12:34You'll still feel the joy when they score.
12:50I've been alone for a very, very long time.
12:56I get that.
12:58I didn't trust people before the world ended.
13:05We go find your wife in Atlanta,
13:08and then you'll take me to him in Colorado.
13:15Yeah.
13:18Yeah.
13:31I'm sorry.
14:05You good?
14:26Hi.
14:30Doctors.
14:31Hello.
14:31How are you?
14:32Hi, everyone.
14:34Lovely smiles today.
14:36Hi.
14:38CBC looks good.
14:39She'll be outside.
14:40Knock, knock.
14:42Hey, the woman of the hour.
14:43How are you, doctor?
14:45Mr. President.
14:46Oh, cow, please.
14:47How are we feeling?
14:48Feeling good?
14:49Excited?
14:50Any nerves?
14:51Any regrets about the cost of college education in 2043?
14:56Sorry.
14:56Sometimes I just can't turn it off.
14:58No, I think this baby's ready.
15:00Listen, I know this has been an incredibly difficult time for you.
15:04It's okay, Mr. President.
15:05We don't need to do all that right now.
15:07I want you to know I'm here for you.
15:08Anything you need, okay?
15:12Boy, son, your boy is going to be the first child born down here.
15:17Do you believe that shit?
15:19Think about it.
15:20The rest of us, all of us, all our memories, all our stories are from out there.
15:24He will be the first person whose entire story will take place here.
15:29He's the first, the first of this world.
15:32How fucking wild is that?
15:35I'm not naming him Hope.
15:38Ah, they told you.
15:40All right.
15:41I'll be outside if you need anything.
15:43Yeah.
15:44Or if you change your mind.
15:46Thank you, sir.
15:51You know what I'm craving right now?
15:53Mmm.
15:54Waffles.
15:56What I would give.
16:11Is that him?
16:14Yep.
16:15That's him.
16:20What?
16:21Nothing.
16:24Who was he?
16:26I don't know.
16:29There's just someone passing you through.
16:37I've been having these dreams.
16:41Maybe not dreams.
16:43Almost like memories of things.
16:47But they're things that haven't happened.
16:51You almost certainly had a concussion.
16:54I imagine you're going to have sleeping troubles for a while.
16:56I don't know.
17:01Here.
17:02You should take this.
17:03You're still recovering.
17:04I'm good, girl.
17:10No arguments.
17:34All right, if Xavier's off the table, what about Daniel, poor boy?
17:38Daniel?
17:40Daniel?
17:40Where did that come from?
17:41This kid I met after the crash.
17:44Xavier.
17:47Should we go back?
17:48Take another road?
17:49Lose the time?
17:51No, ma'am.
17:52Come on.
17:53Let's keep moving.
17:56There's nothing wrong with having a little trust, especially in times like these.
18:03Don't make eye contact.
18:05Don't say anything.
18:06Just keep going.
18:15Xavier, they're not your friends.
18:17Just don't say anything.
18:18Howdy.
18:19How y'all doing?
18:42How y'all doing?
18:45Xavier, when your kids were born, what did you do to celebrate?
18:47You don't strike me as a cigar guy.
18:49I fed, I burped, I swaddled, I got right to work.
18:52Oh, not even a quick trip to the strip club, huh?
18:54That's the problem at the hospital, sir.
18:56There's no place to get scenes.
18:58This is fun.
18:59Babies are fun.
19:00All right, let's prep O.R. too.
19:04What's going on?
19:05The baby's heart rate dropped.
19:06It's been a prolonged D cell.
19:08Preped Mrs. Browner for the O.R.
19:09We need to do an emergency C-section.
19:18Stay with me.
19:19My dear.
19:21Where's your father?
19:22He was a staffer on the plane carrying Congress.
19:25I'm going to go in there with her.
19:29Doctors have got this.
19:30Let them do their jobs.
19:31Sir, I can't allow you to go in there on the score today.
19:33Okay, well then scrub the fuck up, Xavier.
19:35Stay here.
19:49Why don't we take a break?
19:51No, no, it's okay.
19:52We can keep going.
19:53No, no, no.
19:55That's enough for today.
19:56Come on.
19:59Hey.
20:01Says you want to waffle.
20:03Come on.
20:05Jones.
20:05Come on.
20:11Come on.
20:21Come on.
20:22Come on.
20:23Come on.
20:26Come on.
20:42still mad i said hey to those folks i was never mad i told you i'm just not good at
20:48trusting
20:49people yeah i heard but i think you're great with people annie you almost told that joke
20:55that one time don't be lame well now you sound like my daughter and you roll your eyes like her
21:02too
21:04hey has anybody ever talked to you about swaddling the baby swaddling hell yeah swaddling
21:10first time you swaddled a baby you think you're gonna break them but you gotta pack that sucker
21:16in tight like a burrito the trick is you always make it tighter than you think you should
21:35it's gonna turn up
21:41fold and tuck
21:44i'm gonna break his little flower body just remember the rules always tighter than you think
21:50yeah bottom up there you go
21:58you said you were scared when your daughter was born
22:02if anybody tells you they're not scared then they're straight up lying
22:06when you leave the hospital everybody thinks the same thing i can't believe they let me walk out of
22:11here with a brand new baby no tests or nothing i feel like you just robbed a bank full of
22:18babies
22:21okay we're getting
22:22my dad used to say
22:29if you're lucky you got a few moments where you got to experience life at full volume
22:35that's how he put it life at full volume those moments when you're completely present
22:44and everything slows down and all the textures and colors and sounds they all go
22:53like high def
22:57when they lay your baby on your chest for the first time
23:01and you know that they're safe that they've made it to the world
23:05that'll always be one of those moments
23:14you know like six months ago
23:18i woke up in the middle of the night because there was a sound
23:21so i went up to the roof to see what it was
23:23and then the lightning hit
23:28it's a tornado the size of a city
23:30i mean i'd seen crazy weather but this
23:33was so big that the lightning was inside of it
23:37i saw that
23:39uncontrolled power
23:41the destruction
23:46that's the world my baby is coming into
23:51no life at full volume just
23:54pain and loss and death and all of the storms to come
23:59but the joy will come too
24:02it will come i promise you
24:04yeah
24:05it just may be surrounded by the storms
24:08that's what i mean by believing in people annie
24:11and it's not naive
24:14you can guard against the worst of people while still believing in their best
24:19just remembering that we're all capable of great change
24:23great love of great
24:24great promise
24:27that's a holy charge
24:32a holy charge
24:35kind of like that
24:36it's good right
24:38it's okay
24:50we should get going
25:04good morning
25:15no
25:18no
25:36come on
25:40you okay let's just get you back inside
25:42no it's not okay it's not okay
25:45my blood pressure is too high
25:47i have swollen ankles
25:50and it's a blurred vision
25:53and it's called preeclampsia
25:54it's very threatening to me and the baby
25:58it's gonna be okay
25:59come on
26:01i'm sorry i thought if i told you you wouldn't take me
26:04it's just the little things you know
26:06it's the little things i'll care that will kill you
26:08all right look at me
26:09let's just go back inside and we'll figure it out okay
26:13come on
26:13come on one step at a time
26:15here we go
26:15come on
26:16come on
26:17there you go
26:30what are we gonna need doc
26:31to deliver this baby here now what do we need
26:33um clean towels
26:37okay
26:38and um
26:39we need to suction the baby's mouth
26:41so maybe like a liquid dropper or something
26:43liquid dropper
26:44we need something to tie off the umbilical cord
26:47oh shit
26:47oh my goodness
26:48oh my goodness
26:53oh my goodness
26:56hey
26:57hey
26:57thank you
26:59how we doing
27:01i'm here
27:19Hey, Annie. Yeah? I gotta go get help. If not help, then at least a few supplies to help you
27:24deliver. No. No. You're not gonna have this baby anytime soon, right? Your contractions are still very far apart. They
27:30only come rocketing out in the movies. I can't. I can't.
27:33Look at me. I will not allow you to have this baby alone. Just... I'll be so quick, Doc. No,
27:39Xavier. The people that we saw are just over the hill, all right? They'll have what we need, but they'll
27:43know where to get it. No, we do not know those people. We don't know what they're capable of. They're
27:47just people, Annie. And we're not gonna be scared of them, right? So you just keep walking. Keep breathing through
27:53your contractions. I'll be back in 15 minutes. Okay, here. Take this. No. Please. Please, don't. Xavier. I'll be right
28:01back.
28:01Okay. David. David! David! Please, don't go!
28:04David!
28:06David!
28:32What do you do?
28:33What do you do?
28:40What do you do?
29:07What do you do?
29:10Hello?
29:12Hello, anyone?
29:14I'm approaching on the arms.
29:17I got a situation.
29:20My friend, she needs help.
29:22Hey, I got a pregnant young woman that's having a baby and I need help.
29:25Hello?
29:26Anyone?
29:27Hello?
29:28Hey!
29:33Hello?
29:37Hello?
29:48Hello?
29:49Oh, yeah.
29:50Oh, yeah.
29:51What the?
29:53All right.
29:55Oh, yeah.
30:00Oh, yeah.
30:07Don't you fucking move.
30:18I'm sorry, okay?
30:19I'm sorry, my friend, she's in labor, she's pregnant.
30:22I just need supplies.
30:23Hey!
30:24Please.
30:26Get the fuck away from my boy.
30:28Sweet, sweet.
30:31Who are all these people?
30:32They're all specialists, okay?
30:35It's a good thing.
30:36Couldn't be more covered.
30:41You know, right after my son Jeremy was born,
30:44the day my wife and I were driving home from the hospital,
30:47we got rear-ended badly.
30:49And Jeremy was in that car seat just shrieking.
30:53So we turned the car around and headed right back to the hospital.
30:55Of course, the doctor didn't blink an eye.
31:00He took one look at Jeremy and he said,
31:02I want you to remember one thing.
31:03Babies are built to survive.
31:07They are resilient.
31:09They've been found in the rubble of earthquakes,
31:12three days after the fact, alive and low.
31:15I promise you,
31:17first time that little boy smiles,
31:20it's not just gonna change you,
31:21it's gonna change our entire world.
31:23I'm good.
31:27I'm good.
31:41I don't have anything.
31:43I don't have anything.
31:55You okay?
31:56You're all right.
32:14Your body's just getting ready.
32:17That's good.
32:18That's good.
32:18Okay.
32:19I'm impressed.
32:22Okay?
32:24Hang on.
32:25Hang on.
32:26I'm just getting close.
32:27You'll be just fine, okay?
32:29Yeah?
32:30Mm-hmm.
32:31Yeah, yeah, yeah.
32:32Move the catheter over to her right side, please.
32:34Upper dosage factor.
32:38Let's get her measurement.
32:40You're okay.
32:41It's going to be fine.
32:45Scalpel.
32:51Can I help?
32:52Yes, prop this table up over there.
32:54Sure.
32:55Watch your fingers.
32:59I saw a rollout over there.
33:05Ordered some?
33:06Yeah.
33:13I'm making my first incision just above the pubic symphysis.
33:21I'm pushing through the subcontinuous tissue to the fascia.
33:24I'm not in the fascia.
33:25Retractor.
33:33That's right.
33:34There you go.
33:35That's good.
33:37You're doing great.
33:38I'm doing fine.
33:39I've located the bladder.
33:41Gently shifting now.
33:44Almost there.
33:46Okay.
33:51There's the uterus.
33:53The top hand is the fetal cortex.
33:56Scalpel.
33:57Deep breath, Amy.
33:58Deep breath.
34:02I can see the head.
34:03Okay.
34:04Come on, Amy.
34:05You got this.
34:06Yeah.
34:06Come on.
34:07No.
34:08I can't.
34:09Amyotic sac is already ruptured.
34:12Retract.
34:13Suction.
34:15A lot of pressure.
34:17God.
34:18One last push.
34:18Oh, no.
34:19No.
34:22One last push.
34:23Okay.
34:24Here we go.
34:27Suction.
34:30Come on.
34:31Come on.
34:36Get up.
34:37Get up.
34:38Get up.
34:41All right.
34:45There we go.
34:47I'm trying to break this.
34:50You did it.
34:52All right.
34:59Is he okay?
35:01He's okay.
35:03It's a girl, Doc.
35:24She's beautiful.
35:26She's perfect.
35:33She's beautiful.
35:41She's beautiful.
35:46She's beautiful.
35:48She's beautiful.
35:50She's beautiful.
35:52She's beautiful.
35:52She's beautiful.
35:55She's beautiful.
35:56She's beautiful.
35:56She's beautiful.
35:57She's beautiful.
35:58Hey, you see this?
36:00They're leaving because there's nothing else to do in here.
36:03Baby's okay.
36:05Everything's okay.
36:09Don't just survive.
36:18I'll be here.
36:27Are you okay?
36:29Are you okay?
36:34What is it? What's happening?
36:39The placenta won't come out and the bleeding won't stop.
36:42So what do we do?
36:45What do we do? What can we do?
36:50Nothing. There's nothing. Nothing we can do.
36:53There's nothing we can do.
36:55No, no, no.
36:56Okay.
36:57Stop, please.
37:00Stop, please, stop, please, stop, please, stop, please, stop.
37:03What are you doing?
37:04I just stop.
37:06Please, please, stop.
37:18It's okay.
37:22Hey, Doc.
37:22Oh, no, I knew.
37:25I knew, I knew.
37:27I knew.
37:31It's okay.
37:33You all right?
37:40It's for her.
37:48You all right?
37:49Yeah.
37:57Give it to her.
37:58What?
37:59She's old enough.
38:00I mean, what are you doing?
38:02Hey, can you come back over here, please?
38:03Can you keep going?
38:04Leave her.
38:04Yes.
38:06Find the...
38:08Find the...
38:09You.
38:15It...
38:16It has to be you.
38:20And her father, he was leading a group to...
38:24To the bunker.
38:26To start the world.
38:28That you will not let her be afraid of people.
38:33Okay?
38:35Promise me, Xavier.
38:44This is...
38:45You're holy charge.
38:53Okay?
38:55Okay?
39:06I'm not scared anymore.
39:11I'm not scared anymore.
39:25It's okay, darling.
39:29It's okay.
39:29Take my hand and take my whole life through all.
39:43It's okay.
39:44I am just falling in love, in love with you.
40:23I'm okay, Doc.
40:41Do you know anything else about her?
40:43Last name, the year she was born.
40:45We didn't know each other that long.
41:01I tried to give everyone we found out there some dignity, some grace.
41:20I'm okay.
41:29I'm okay.
41:33I'm okay.
41:35I'm okay.
41:41I'm okay.
41:42I'm okay.
41:54I'm okay.
41:59I'm okay.
42:04I'm okay.
42:06I'm okay.
42:18Goddamn it, I said, let's go.
42:31What did you do before all this?
42:36Chemistry teacher, high school, but then the world went ass over tea kettle, and I realized
42:45that there was a real deficit of people willing to get their hands dirty.
42:52We could take the baby.
42:54We don't have much, but we could find a way.
43:03It's a promise I can't break.
43:06Babies are built to survive.
43:08They're resilient.
43:10They've been found in the rubble of earthquakes three days after the fact, alive and well.
43:19The night before Annie died, she was telling me about this storm she saw.
43:27In the last few nights, I can't stop thinking about it.
43:34She said she was afraid of what storms will come.
43:39That's how she put it, what storms will come.
43:47I've been doing a lot of reading these past few years.
43:52I read this one book where 72,000 years ago, there was this volcano that went off in Sumatra.
44:00It drove the human population of the entire planet down to just a thousand people.
44:07So you, me, everyone we have ever met, we are all descended from that same thousand people
44:14who just happened to survive.
44:17I think my wife and I had about a quarter of that number at our wedding alone.
44:24Well, I had to think about how.
44:28At least that time it wasn't our own fucking fault.
44:35Yeah, I look at Tony sometimes and I think,
44:40I cannot goddamn believe I'm his grandma.
44:43It seems like just yesterday I was sneaking off under the bleachers at the football games
44:49trying to get laid with my first boyfriend.
44:56Now, here I am, an old woman,
45:00looking after a snotty little boy
45:04with my same eyes
45:08wondering what he'll have to live through.
45:11And it all happened, just like
45:16we all forget
45:17how close we are in time.
45:20How quickly our sins become
45:21our children's burdens.
45:26You should
45:27give that thing a test drive.
45:39That's okay.
45:40No one more.
45:47How hard of hell am I gonna do this?
45:49Come on.
45:51Shh.
45:52Shh.
45:53Shh.
45:55Shh.
45:56Shh.
45:56Shh.
45:57Shh.
45:57Shh.
45:58Shh.
46:01Shh.
46:02Yeah,
46:02Shh.
46:04Oh,huh.
46:13Shh.
46:15Shh.
46:16Shh.
46:17Shh.
46:18Shh.
46:19Shh.
46:19Shh.
46:20Shh.
46:20Shh.
46:23Shh.
46:35hi hi my name I'm Samantha Redmond of course I mean I know who you are how can I help
46:45you
46:45oh eyebrows oh thank you I know it's just a choking hazard now but trust me when
46:53he gets a little older he's gonna love them thank you everybody's been so kind of course
46:59I just wanted to come by and say congratulations and if you ever need anything at all please don't
47:09hesitate to reach out what did you end up naming him oh this is Calvin
47:22hi Calvin is he sleeping well my son Dylan was a terrible sleeper oh he sleeps like
47:29a dream I however have not slept since you was born yeah you wouldn't by any chance mind
47:37does he need to be fed yeah and burped and and changed yes I would yes why don't you lie
47:46down
47:46I'd be happy to take him for an hour or two yeah yes hi here we go hi Calvin hi
47:55baby
48:08boy you really are gorgeous
48:18can I tell you a secret gorgeous boy
48:20boy something no one else knows down here
48:27someday you're gonna see the real sky
48:32you'll feel how warm the sun can be on your skin
48:40you'll know what the moon looks like in all its faces
48:45you'll see how the constellations travel across the sky at night
48:54I swear Calvin
48:56I have a plan
49:00for you
49:02for all of us
49:10someday you'll see real stars
49:27hello darling if you're reading this I'm sorry that we never got the chance to meet
49:38I don't know how old you'll be or who you'll be with
49:42all I know is that you were born into a hard world
49:48and I hope you can feel the love that I have for you
49:52especially in your darkest moments and the longest nights
49:58there are good people in this world
50:03there always have been and there always will be
50:11I trust that you've become one of them
50:14I trust that love travels across death
50:17across time
50:21that it bridges impossible distances
50:25and binds people who've never known each other
50:27and thank you so much for the type of work
50:57to have you
50:57and that's what I think
51:00i will always imagine you grown and brave and beautiful i love you so much my beautiful baby
51:08love your mama you must be xavier hey who are you i'm a friend of your wife's i'm a friend
51:19of terry's where is she easy is she here she sent a radio broadcast from here so where the hell
51:26is
51:26she how the fuck do you know my wife how do i know your wife
51:34for the last three years terry has been my best friend my partner the closest thing i have to a
51:41sister she's my favorite person left in this god forsaken world and she's been taken from me
51:55so that's how i know your wife
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