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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:15but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:31caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying to save you
00:00:36you're the reason he died he bled out on the street because of you the worst part is you didn't
00:00:41even
00:00:41show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you alex was your best
00:00:48friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this to him don't you
00:00:52even feel a
00:00:53shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me big nothing i say is gonna change your mind anyway
00:01:04you selfish skank i'm gonna put you in your place for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack so i had surgery and
00:01:34they kept me in the hospital for two weeks too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:01:52due to the absence of witness testimony the court has concluded
00:01:55that the cause of mr stephen brooks's death cannot be determined the case is hereby dismissed
00:02:02and both defendants are acquitted how could you not be here isabel alex's dad died because of me
00:02:20alex want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:47i get why you hate me i just never thought i'd hurt this much god what a dumbass i mean
00:02:53the guy's a
00:02:54fireman right not a cop plus he went there with no weapon he's basically asking to get stabbed to death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price he
00:03:10got what he
00:03:33alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to been just take it out on
00:03:38me
00:03:38take it out on you fine go die isabel
00:03:47don't worry alex you'll get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:53can't handle the stress of any more procedures you have about one month left to live at most
00:04:11looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that you can get away
00:04:15with the murder by pretending to be little miss er
00:04:25i said you needed them right then lick them off
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed you
00:04:38to
00:04:38stay silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy much why are we so nervous is it because
00:04:45you have
00:04:45incriminating evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let him see those
00:04:50hi alex i just wanted to say that i love you
00:04:56i might not ever get a chance to tell you in person so
00:05:01hold her hold her hold her oh let's use face id to unlock it i want to see what kind
00:05:08of dirty
00:05:08little secrets this is hiding smile sweetheart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to say that
00:05:25what are you doing alex help
00:05:34alex help we were uh we were just trying to get back at her for you bro right starts in
00:05:39five
00:05:39minutes get your asses to the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was here to save me
00:05:48you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go
00:05:56alex can i join you for your swim practice i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:05coming to the swim meet tomorrow we've already got an army of fangirls going
00:06:10it doesn't matter if i go you really don't know
00:06:14you're what i don't care about those other girls i only want you cheering me on
00:06:26yeah sure
00:06:37alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again your court's decision isn't going to
00:06:47change i'm not going to give up not until the murderers who killed alex's father are brought to
00:06:53justice that's the judge jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex so today i went to go see judge roberts i tried to get him to reopen the case
00:07:27that he said no
00:07:30i'm not going to give up though i promised you
00:07:35and i'm going to keep my word
00:07:39hey lovebug how was school oh my what happened is someone bullying you at school
00:07:48well i just fell how everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally called me
00:07:55back and he said we might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally going to take those killers
00:08:01to
00:08:01justice that's creepy i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind
00:08:10you should tell alex the good news no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't
00:08:17work
00:08:17out i know this is important to you but don't forget to take care of your own don't worry about
00:08:22me
00:08:22all right i want to get justice for alex's dad when did my little girl grow up so fast all
00:08:30right
00:08:30go get him tiger but no i love you to the moon and back i love you too mom you
00:08:39know some people
00:08:39they say they have the best mom but i really do have the best mom
00:08:50mrs spencer your daughter only has a month left
00:08:55i'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days
00:09:08i wish alex was here
00:09:29whoa why did he get so ripped don't pretend i saw you checking me out
00:09:36you no no i was just spacing out oh really you're telling me that this doesn't make you drool
00:09:42you could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me yeah then let's put that to the test
00:09:48do it
00:09:50i dare you okay
00:10:17oh god oh god i didn't see anything mom i swear
00:10:37hey alex i've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta study up if we're
00:10:45going to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:10:59why would i want to go to the same college as you
00:11:05so i made up my mind i'm gonna go to princeton for undergrad
00:11:11and then columbia for med school and once i graduate i'm gonna join doctors without borders
00:11:19what about you i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study
00:11:28your mom wants you to go to a good school my mom is in a mental hospital because she had
00:11:33a complete
00:11:34breakdown after my dad was murdered and the people who did it got to walk away as if nothing ever
00:11:42happened and who do you think is responsible for that sorry sorry you're sorry you think that's
00:11:51enough i'm sorry he's gonna bring my dad back i'm sorry he's gonna help my mom
00:11:57i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies no remember this i will never forgive you
00:12:04not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of
00:12:38me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:12:59you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spot's reserved
00:13:20reserved since when always has been always will be i always want you by my side
00:13:27beautiful great congratulations great
00:13:34jeez awesome can i see oh sure would i be able to get it like like this big that's like
00:13:43wedding
00:13:44picture big for a funeral actually my funeral all right a funeral why the hell would you be having a
00:13:55funeral because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since kindergarten come up with a new
00:14:03line already let's race whoever gets to the top first win this yummy candy i can't my mommy
00:14:12touch my heart to win if i run i'll die
00:14:18i'll never ever race you again isabel please don't die
00:14:24when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven so be a good girl and
00:14:37go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation is just around the
00:14:49corner you are in the home stretch but this is not the time for senioritis let's make these last few
00:14:56weeks counts and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in
00:15:09um yo wow only the bets are my alex what are you gonna major in pre-med oh you want
00:15:17to be a doctor
00:15:18how come uh i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:15:31it's a promise
00:15:37tell my mom at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at
00:15:44the same
00:15:44hospital together ooh who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance you guys would be perfect for each
00:16:04other forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:23hey love book it's me mom i'm right here oh thank god you're awake
00:16:33and mom i think it's okay if i take a break from school yes of course i think your teachers
00:16:43will
00:16:43understand this is great now i get to spend more time with my precious girl if i don't go to
00:16:50school
00:16:51maybe alex can graduate in peace wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:07mr mills i want to let you know that isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:27isabel isabel are you dropping out of school
00:17:32why do you care i thought you don't want to see me just answer me are you dropping out or
00:17:36not
00:17:37do you want to stay out of your sight there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:17:42you owe me that means i decide how you repay me isabel if you drop out you are throwing your
00:17:48college
00:17:48dreams out the window you think trashing your future is gonna make up for my dad's death
00:17:53it's not that damn simple isabel it's time to take your medication wait isabel you at the hospital
00:18:05hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine people don't
00:18:21normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's murderers to justice
00:18:28isabel
00:18:34are you here to see me
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:55i was just trying a new look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:05picking up some minutes for my mom your mom
00:19:08well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting
00:19:12isabel are you really dropping out of school i'd lay around the hospital and everyone knows you're
00:19:18not actually dying playing the victim i guess just as always how'd you lose so much weight in a week
00:19:26is she actually sick are you worried about me dying maybe she's tricking me again worried about you dying
00:19:34as if pain in asses like you don't die that easily my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there and testify no more vanishing acts don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:57your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks isabel spencer was
00:20:04not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here
00:20:10mr logan where is your witness she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer
00:20:16classic isabel i know i shouldn't have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented
00:20:24then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:36i isabel spencer promise that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:20:43on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them i never forget their faces they tried to assault me help
00:20:54But, Mr. Brooks, he saved me.
00:21:00Help!
00:21:07But he lost his life.
00:21:09Help! Please! Please, somebody help!
00:21:13He died trying to save me.
00:21:18Based on the new witnesses' testimony, the court finds defendants Brad Baker and Robert Ross.
00:21:30The court finds defendants Brad Baker and Robert Ross guilty of murder in the second degree and sentences them to
00:21:3920 years in state prison.
00:21:42See, Alex? I meant what I said.
00:21:45I promised I'd bring your dad's killers to justice.
00:22:00Hey. Thanks.
00:22:02No. Sorry, I should have been here the first time.
00:22:06My mom was unusually lucid today.
00:22:09She said that I shouldn't resent you anymore.
00:22:12Do you still resent me?
00:22:13I don't know.
00:22:16But every time that I look at you, it reminds me of how my dad died.
00:22:21And how my mom fell apart.
00:22:24I don't think we should see each other again.
00:22:27Okay.
00:22:52I don't think we should see each other again.
00:22:59This is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me.
00:23:03Okay.
00:23:22This is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me.
00:23:29Hey, hon.
00:23:31Hey, hon. How you feeling?
00:23:34Feel good.
00:23:39What day is it?
00:23:41June 9th.
00:23:42Why?
00:23:44you have a date to the dance no what hey what if we just went together
00:23:52is that like a formal invite i mean if it was what would your answer be
00:24:02yes cool i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:24:15today's a crowd dance i have to go oh isabelle your heart mom please this might be the only
00:24:23dance i ever get to go to i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:24:33fine i'm not gonna stop you from seeing alex but take it easy all right we've had enough
00:24:38close calls at the er thank you mom i love you i love you
00:24:53are you seriously still struggling with this it's so easy
00:24:58maybe i just wanted to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life
00:25:03dummy
00:25:13what happened to isabelle i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:35alex
00:25:49have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:26:13come on dance it this way
00:26:18izzy izzy oh my god
00:26:21hey mom i'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:26:39izzy izzy
00:26:58what the hell alex why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with
00:27:03don't call her that
00:27:13what what's wrong
00:27:14i don't think that's
00:27:21miss spencer
00:27:22alex please come
00:27:25isabelle she's about to die
00:27:30alex
00:27:31alex alex where are you
00:27:36no no no this can't be real
00:27:46isabelle you can't die
00:28:00young man you can't be in here you need to leave
00:28:03no no i'm not leaving that's why izzy
00:28:05that's why izzy i need to see her
00:28:19no this can't be real
00:28:23isabelle you can't be in here you can't be in here you need to see her
00:28:52Please, Spencer. Please just pick up.
00:28:58Excuse me. Do you know what room Ismael Spencer's in?
00:29:04She's 18, hair down to here. She's really thin, big, beautiful eyes.
00:29:08The kind you never forget.
00:29:11Alex?
00:29:14Looking for me?
00:29:19Wait, what?
00:29:21Isabel.
00:29:24What's going on? Your mom called and said you were about to die.
00:29:28Are you okay?
00:29:31My mom, she's so overdramatic. I just had a minor surgery.
00:29:34Completely fine.
00:29:38Do you think this is funny or something?
00:29:40What?
00:29:41Jesus Christ, Isabel. What? You had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death?
00:29:47What's next, huh?
00:29:49You're going to invite me to your fake fucking funeral?
00:29:52This is not what happened.
00:29:53No, no, don't call me again.
00:29:54Not even on your deathbed.
00:29:56Because I don't care anymore.
00:29:58Not in one fucking bit.
00:30:17Isabel, what are you doing out here? You just got out of surgery.
00:30:23What's that, Alex?
00:30:26Baby, I'm sorry. I called him.
00:30:28I just thought it was important for you guys to have closure.
00:30:32It's okay, Mom.
00:30:33It doesn't matter.
00:30:36Can we go home?
00:30:37I really don't want to die.
00:30:43I really don't want to die.
00:30:50Hey, Alex.
00:30:52Five days till graduation.
00:30:56You said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday, but I know you didn't mean them.
00:31:04Sometimes I just get sad, thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were.
00:31:10But I want you to be happy.
00:31:14And so, I hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit.
00:31:23Do you remember this?
00:31:26You left it here.
00:31:29It means a lot to me.
00:31:50Wait.
00:31:52Isabel, you...
00:31:53You sure you want this?
00:31:56100%.
00:31:57I don't want to die a virgin.
00:32:00Yeah, but...
00:32:02Why me?
00:32:04Because you're my best friend.
00:32:07The only one who'd agree to do this.
00:32:10The only person who wouldn't think I'm crazy for making such a request.
00:32:14Yeah.
00:32:15Great.
00:32:16Okay.
00:32:17Then, um...
00:32:19How do you want to get started?
00:32:22You tell me.
00:32:23I'm the virgin here.
00:32:25Well, uh...
00:32:26Actually, you're not the only...
00:32:29Virgin here.
00:32:30Now, what about the cheerleader last summer?
00:32:33That was just a rumor, Izzy.
00:32:35I'm not the hookup kind of guy.
00:32:39Actually, I've been waiting.
00:32:43Waiting for what?
00:32:47I've been waiting for you, Izzy.
00:32:50I wanted you to be my first.
00:32:54Nothing.
00:32:55I'm ready if you are.
00:33:13I'm ready, too.
00:33:19I'll be gentle.
00:33:21I promise.
00:33:32That was my first kiss.
00:33:34Mine, too.
00:33:52Oh, my God.
00:33:54Am I really losing my virginity to my best friend?
00:34:01What the hell are you kids doing?
00:34:02What the hell are you kids doing?
00:34:05Homework?
00:34:08It's the last thing you gave me.
00:34:14So, now it is time to give it back.
00:34:18I'm ready.
00:34:20I'm ready.
00:34:23I'm ready.
00:34:26I'm ready.
00:34:27I'm ready.
00:34:29I'm ready.
00:34:31I'm ready.
00:34:32Alex?
00:34:34Anyone home?
00:34:52So he got into Princeton, too.
00:34:58Since we were five, Alex and I have spent countless hours together in this room.
00:35:04Playing games, building blanket forts, all kinds of stupid stuff.
00:35:11But I never come in here anymore.
00:35:14Not since Alex's dad died.
00:35:25My eyes are up here.
00:35:28Yeah, sorry.
00:35:30Just, uh, people at school said you have three nipples.
00:35:35And I was just curious.
00:35:37You're not seriously listening to those rumors.
00:35:40You could have just asked me.
00:35:42Yeah.
00:35:43Sorry.
00:35:44You're right.
00:35:45Definitely shouldn't listen to those idiots.
00:35:50You know what?
00:35:52Just to prove the gossip wrong.
00:35:54I'll show you.
00:35:56What?
00:36:02So?
00:36:05How many do I have?
00:36:07Two.
00:36:08Two.
00:36:10Perfect.
00:36:11One.
00:36:17Five.
00:36:18One.
00:36:19This will probably be the last time I'm ever in this room.
00:36:26Bye, Alex.
00:36:34Goodbye, Alex.
00:36:34Oh my god, Alex.
00:36:36You're finally showing me your room.
00:36:38Um, will I be the first girl who's in it?
00:36:48Wow, I never thought I'd set foot inside the room of the Alex Brooks.
00:36:56It's always late. I think you should leave.
00:36:59Don't be such a killjoy, Alex. I have a surprise for you.
00:37:10Uh, yes, so I should definitely leave.
00:37:17You sure you want me to leave? You said your parents are out.
00:37:20Which means we have the whole place to ourselves.
00:37:27I can do anything that you want, Alex. I'm yours.
00:37:35See? I'm already wet for you.
00:37:46Yes. Oh, that's it.
00:37:50Oh, that's it, baby.
00:37:53Alex, do you want me?
00:37:54Yes, Izzy wants you.
00:37:57Did Alex just say my name?
00:38:01What did you say?
00:38:03Did you just call me Izzy?
00:38:08I, uh...
00:38:21Izzy girl...
00:38:23What are you doing in my closet?
00:38:26Oh.
00:38:30Alex, I'm...
00:38:32I'm so sorry. I didn't know you'd be back.
00:38:34What the fuck?
00:38:35Isabel, what are you doing here?
00:38:37What else?
00:38:37She's being a creepy stalker as usual.
00:38:41Seriously, Isabel?
00:38:42Hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:38:45Alex, no, that's not what I was doing.
00:38:46I just...
00:38:47I just...
00:38:48I'm just going to return something to you.
00:38:50It's yours.
00:38:53What the hell is that?
00:38:55Just...
00:38:57A raggedy old t-shirt?
00:39:00Alex, this is yours.
00:39:10You sure you want this?
00:39:13100%.
00:39:16What?
00:39:17You think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:39:21No, that's not what...
00:39:22Alex, do you even want this?
00:39:35Why would I want some dirty, raggedy t-shirt?
00:39:38It means nothing to me.
00:39:42Hear that?
00:39:43Get the fuck out!
00:39:45Alex doesn't want you here!
00:39:50She's right.
00:39:52You should leave.
00:39:59Don't let that loser ruin the mood.
00:40:01I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much.
00:40:06I can help you forget all about her.
00:40:09Zoe, stop.
00:40:10I'm not in the mood.
00:40:11Oh, wait.
00:40:12We can try something else, then.
00:40:14You'll love it.
00:40:17Zoe, I'm serious.
00:40:19Stop.
00:40:19Stop resisting.
00:40:20It's going to feel amazing.
00:40:22I promise.
00:40:26I said no.
00:40:27Leave me the fuck alone.
00:40:28What the fuck is wrong with you, Alex?
00:40:31You're sick in the head just like that psycho freak, Isabelle.
00:40:34I fucking hate you, asshole.
00:40:41Damn it, Isabelle.
00:40:43Why do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:41:01Where is it?
00:41:01It should be right here.
00:41:03Looking for this?
00:41:09Looking for this?
00:41:14I mean, don't think it means something.
00:41:17Whatever.
00:41:18I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it.
00:41:36Good morning, sunshine.
00:41:38I made pancakes.
00:41:42Hey, Mom.
00:41:44I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom.
00:41:47Don't worry.
00:41:48I'll be back soon.
00:41:50Miss Brooks?
00:41:52Sorry it took me so long to visit.
00:41:54I know that it's because of me that you're like this.
00:41:58If it wasn't for me, then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together.
00:42:02Happily in love like before.
00:42:09I have missed you, my love.
00:42:12I have been thinking about you all day.
00:42:14Even when training your new recruits?
00:42:16Even while putting out fires and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree.
00:42:23Gross.
00:42:25Son, one of these days, you're going to fall in love.
00:42:27And then you'll know exactly how we feel.
00:42:31If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me that many.
00:42:35Don't cry, my dear.
00:42:37You ruined your pretty face.
00:42:39Okay, I'll stop.
00:42:41Good news.
00:42:42Alex got into Princeton.
00:42:44And what about you, my dear?
00:42:47I'm not going anywhere.
00:42:49Ever.
00:42:50I'll probably die here.
00:42:52Be buried here.
00:42:54For all eternity.
00:42:57What are you talking about?
00:43:00Alex, I was just visiting your mom.
00:43:03I didn't know you'd be here, too.
00:43:04What are you saying?
00:43:06You know she's on one.
00:43:07You know she can't handle any more stress right now.
00:43:09Alex, I...
00:43:10It's torturing me not enough.
00:43:12You really need to drag my mom into this, too.
00:43:16Hey, don't speak to a lady like that.
00:43:20Are those for me?
00:43:22Yes, Mom.
00:43:23They're, uh, yellow roses.
00:43:26Your favorite.
00:43:27Remember how Dad used to always bring you those?
00:43:34Steven.
00:43:35Steven, you're back.
00:43:38Oh, I missed you so much.
00:43:40You were gone fighting fires for so long this time.
00:43:46Isabel.
00:43:52I've been thinking about it.
00:43:54About my parents.
00:43:56And about us.
00:43:58And I think I figured it out.
00:44:00I don't hate you anymore.
00:44:03Really?
00:44:04But what happened...
00:44:06It can't be undone.
00:44:08I can't go back to how things were.
00:44:21So after graduation,
00:44:23I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:44:25And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:44:29Including you.
00:44:32Lacey.
00:44:37This is a goodbye, Alex.
00:44:40Forever.
00:44:42Goodbye, my Izzy.
00:44:54Steven, let's go!
00:45:11I heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital.
00:45:18He's not just brilliant, he's ridiculously hot.
00:45:25Hello, everybody.
00:45:27Welcome to the Presbyterian Hospital.
00:45:29For the next three months, I will be your attending physician.
00:45:34Alright, so that's all from me.
00:45:36There are no further questions.
00:45:37You're free to go.
00:45:42Actually, I did have a question.
00:45:45Are you from after work?
00:45:48Shelley, right?
00:45:49Yeah.
00:45:50I'm sorry.
00:45:51I'm busy.
00:45:53And this is a hospital.
00:45:55Please adhere to the dress codes.
00:46:01Dude, that was harsh.
00:46:02Would it really kill you to cut them some slack?
00:46:04I've known you since college.
00:46:06I've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl.
00:46:09Yeah.
00:46:10Hey, but chicks aren't your thing, man.
00:46:12I'm not the one to judge.
00:46:13Fuck off, man.
00:46:15Mind your own business for once.
00:46:19Yo, Alex.
00:46:21How you been, man?
00:46:22Our ten-year high school reunion's coming up soon.
00:46:25You going?
00:46:27I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:46:29And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:46:32Including you.
00:46:33You see?
00:46:35Isabel, are you going to be there?
00:46:48Yo, Alex, you made it, man.
00:46:50Hey, man.
00:46:53Look who's here, everyone.
00:46:55The legend of Evergreen High.
00:46:57The captain of the swim team, Alex Brooks!
00:47:02I envy you.
00:47:03You've disappeared for ten years, and everybody still loves you.
00:47:06Was everyone invited?
00:47:08Yeah, I'm pretty sure everyone's coming.
00:47:10Oh, except for Zoe.
00:47:12She's getting divorced from her third husband.
00:47:14Uh, I guess you probably don't care about that.
00:47:17Why?
00:47:18Who are you expecting to see?
00:47:21No one.
00:47:22Isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways.
00:47:25After all the terrible things I said, I can't blame her.
00:47:29Oh!
00:47:32I don't know who you're waiting for.
00:47:34Your little, uh, childhood sweetheart.
00:47:36Isabel.
00:47:37What do they call her?
00:47:38Little Miss, uh, Little Miss Emergency Room.
00:47:40Hey, don't call her that.
00:47:43Dude.
00:47:45Come on, man.
00:47:45Don't be so bad hurt.
00:47:48Your little Izzy's dead.
00:47:50Nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a grenade yard.
00:47:53The fuck did you just...
00:47:54Whoa, whoa.
00:47:55Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:47:56Hey, man.
00:47:57You were drunk.
00:47:58Back off.
00:47:58I ain't drunk.
00:48:00Shit, I've never been much sober in my life.
00:48:02Remember that one time by the swimming pool when we roasted her super hard?
00:48:06Hey, man, get your shit together.
00:48:08No, no, no.
00:48:08Let them finish.
00:48:11Attention, everyone.
00:48:13It's show and tell time.
00:48:14And boy, oh boy, do I have something juicy to share with you all.
00:48:18See this?
00:48:19It's someone's precious little bucket list.
00:48:22Things I want to do before I die.
00:48:24Number one, travel to Paris.
00:48:25Number two, set off fireworks on the beach.
00:48:27No, no, no, no, no.
00:48:28That's my bucket list.
00:48:29Number three, go to prom with Alex.
00:48:31Number four, lose my virginity to Alex.
00:48:37Everybody shut up.
00:48:40Alex, I...
00:48:41Bro, she wants you to pop her cherry.
00:48:43Go home and take her to Pound Town.
00:48:49How embarrassing.
00:48:51It only makes me hate you even more.
00:48:59See that?
00:49:00Alex hates you.
00:49:02And now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be.
00:49:06You're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain.
00:49:10And, well, then I guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head.
00:49:16I thought we were in the pool.
00:49:18No, I can't swim!
00:49:27Alex, help me.
00:49:29God, what did I do?
00:49:31I could have saved her.
00:49:34Man, that was fun.
00:49:36I think she got sick for, like, a month after that.
00:49:39And her health just got worse.
00:49:41And worse.
00:49:42And before long, she was dead.
00:49:45Dunzo.
00:49:49You asshole!
00:49:50How could you do that?
00:49:51She has a heart condition!
00:49:54You piece of fucking shit!
00:49:58What the fuck?
00:50:00Man, you don't act like you want a part of this.
00:50:02Can you just stood there and let it all happen?
00:50:05Why would I want some dirty, raggedy t-shirt?
00:50:07It means nothing to me.
00:50:22Too bad you didn't just die.
00:50:26You just stood there and let it all happen!
00:50:32You know, looking back on it now, I think we really did go too far with Isabelle.
00:50:37I just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry.
00:50:40You said you invited everybody.
00:50:43Where is Izzy?
00:50:45Dude, do you really not know?
00:50:47Not know what?
00:50:50Alex, Isabelle died ten years ago, right after graduation.
00:51:00No, you're messing with me, man.
00:51:02I mean, there's no way she could be dead.
00:51:04I'm not messing with you.
00:51:06All right, my uncle works for the county clerk's office.
00:51:09He helped Mrs. Spencer register her death.
00:51:12I don't believe it.
00:51:14No, it has to be a different Isabelle Spencer.
00:51:16My Izzy is not dead.
00:51:21I'm not dead.
00:51:37She must have moved.
00:51:45The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:51:50The number you have dialed, the number you have dialed, the number you have dialed, the number you have dialed,
00:51:56is not in service.
00:52:02No.
00:52:03No.
00:52:03No.
00:52:03No, no, she can't be dead.
00:52:05I'm gonna find her.
00:52:07Yeah, I'm gonna find her.
00:52:21Who sent this to my house?
00:52:32Isabel, is this some kind of joke?
00:52:36Why didn't you show up at the reunion?
00:52:38Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:52:41They're just fake rumors, right?
00:52:44Message me back when you see this.
00:52:50Yes.
00:52:54Izzy?
00:52:57Alex, are you at the house?
00:53:00Oh, hi Mom.
00:53:01Remember to clean everything up.
00:53:02Uh... yeah, well...
00:53:23for a funeral actually my funeral a funeral why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:53:322016 isabel sent me this 10 years ago
00:54:00hi alex i am recording a special video series for you
00:54:06i look so pale anyway tomorrow we are one year away from graduation and i'm gonna make you a video
00:54:14every single day and then on graduation i will give them all to you and tell you i have a
00:54:20crush on you
00:54:22don't you remember isabel i told you how i feel about you
00:54:32i told you i wouldn't let you drown
00:54:39isabel i like you
00:54:44i know we've been saying that since you were like five no i mean
00:54:52who's there
00:54:59oh my god is he hard right now
00:55:16got you now you brats
00:55:23i'm sorry isabel
00:55:27i didn't let you drown
00:55:28i let you down
00:55:31if i'd been a little bit braver
00:55:33it's just a little bit more persistent
00:55:36i could have told you how i felt
00:55:40hi alex 275 days till graduation i know you want to go to princeton with me
00:55:48so what's this come on and you are still smiling like it's nothing
00:55:56hi alex it is now 211 days until graduation today i snuck into your swim meet and i saw zoe
00:56:05she just fell into your arms like a damsel in distress
00:56:09and to make matters worse
00:56:11you hugged her back
00:56:12i'll be honest i was so jealous
00:56:15but then i mean you gave me your trophy so i guess i'll forgive you
00:56:20admit it you like me too
00:56:26hey alex
00:56:27hey alex
00:56:31that was the day of dad's funeral
00:56:35hey alex
00:56:36i'm so sorry that i went to the funeral
00:56:39i know you don't want to see me
00:56:40i mean it's my fault he died
00:56:43and i know how much he meant to you
00:56:45i wish it was me who died instead
00:56:53alex
00:57:00you were invited
00:57:06i thought you guys would all be gone
00:57:08i just wanted to say goodbye to your dad
00:57:09you're not welcome here
00:57:11my dad saved your life
00:57:14and you didn't even show up to testify
00:57:16if he had to sacrifice himself
00:57:18it should have been someone who was actually worth it
00:57:21sorry
00:57:24just fucking leave
00:57:26go
00:57:28sorry
00:57:35i'm sorry
00:57:36fuck
00:57:37fuck i was so stupid as about
00:57:39fuck
00:57:40fuck
00:57:40fuck
00:57:44when you were rushing to hospital for a heart attack
00:57:46when you were dying on the operating table
00:57:49i didn't believe you
00:57:53i told you to go die
00:57:55okay
00:57:58i'm so sorry
00:58:07hi alex
00:58:09one date to graduation
00:58:11i'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous
00:58:14i tried to do my makeup
00:58:15but i couldn't even look the brush
00:58:20but i mean
00:58:21i guess you've already seen me on the ugliest
00:58:23so it's
00:58:24just
00:58:25whatever
00:58:27alex i'm scared
00:58:29i don't wanna die
00:58:31i wanna go to college with you
00:58:33it's not really up to me
00:58:35maybe god just hates me
00:58:38like you do
00:58:40alex
00:58:41i don't know if there's an afterlife
00:58:43but if there is i really hope to see you there
00:58:46that is if
00:58:47you and god can forgive me for my sins
00:59:02hi alex
00:59:04happy graduation
00:59:05this is my last video
00:59:08you left town today I saw you packing up but I know you didn't want to see me so I
00:59:17hid behind
00:59:18the curtains and then you looked up at me you almost thought you're gonna come and say goodbye
00:59:26but then you drove away at least I know you still haven't forgiven me it's okay
00:59:40Isabel no you can't be dead you can't be dead you must be doing this because you hate me
00:59:48Isabel
00:59:55Zoe
00:59:58oh my god Alex it's been forever I rushed over as soon as I heard you were back in town
01:00:11okay looks like a haunted house in here don't worry I can help you spruce it up what are you
01:00:18doing
01:00:18why so cold Alex weren't we a thing back in the day we just hooked up okay we were never
01:00:25official it's
01:00:27still a heartbreaker I see well knows super into you back then okay I'm not really in the mood for
01:00:34visitors tonight hmm what's that
01:00:45no nothing oh so even Alex Brooks watches porn every now and then huh I get it and you've been
01:00:55single for all these years you need to meet your needs somehow
01:01:00no I haven't forgotten about you Alex you don't need to do everything by yourself
01:01:05let me fill those needs get out seriously Alex been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole
01:01:23so you came back for Isabel I seriously don't understand why are you not over a bitch has been dead
01:01:30for 10
01:01:30years she's not dead stop spreading lies about you're crazy me get your head
01:01:37fucking check
01:01:42I say everyone say that you're dead they're lying right and where are you is he
01:01:54so that's where you are I'm coming is he
01:02:06hello mrs. Spencer
01:02:08Alex
01:02:13thanks
01:02:14it's been ages what have you been up to all these years
01:02:18I became a heart surgeon a heart surgeon that's fantastic you found a great career
01:02:23it was Isabel's dream to be working with doctors without borders
01:02:28she was still around I bet she'd be in some foreign place saving lives
01:02:33if she was still around
01:02:37holy shit is mrs. Spencer in on this too she helped me is he hide from me
01:02:42mrs. Spencer do you know where is the bills living now I have something to talk to her about
01:02:52isabel are you in there
01:03:12sorry mrs. Spencer I gotta get going see you again soon
01:03:20no no it's a lie she can't be dead
01:03:23I promise I'll become a doctor and fix her heart I'm gonna find her doctor from before
01:03:28he knows her conditions better than anyone
01:03:30yes Isabel Spencer how could I forget her it's been almost a decade since anybody
01:03:36mentioned her
01:03:37has she not gotten treatment for a decade she was a stubborn girl she once insisted on
01:03:41being discharged right after surgery said something about needing to testify in
01:03:47court for a friend I don't think we should see each other again you were in so much pain
01:03:55but I didn't see it come to think of it I remember you now you used to come visit her
01:04:02when she
01:04:03was sick but why'd you stop visiting towards the end toward the end you're for us too
01:04:13it's not true it's not true it's not true right is he you can't be dead Alex
01:04:27I Pschede
01:04:30I Pschede
01:04:34I Pschede
01:04:36I Pschede
01:05:02how is it disgusting liar no but if you really want to taste i have the perfect solution what's
01:05:09that well how was it disgustingly sweet right i think he just wanted to kiss me
01:05:22isabel how could you just die how could you disappear just like that
01:05:27maybe it's really true maybe she really is gone
01:05:35isabel isabel
01:05:43isabel i knew it was you i knew you weren't dead
01:05:50alex one time to see
01:05:56why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school
01:06:01i had to leave the city leave all the pain behind
01:06:09hey ended up back here in the end alex have you forgiven me i told you i don't hate you
01:06:16anymore
01:06:17listen i was so young and dumb back then okay the last 10 years i have thought about you every
01:06:23day
01:06:23hell every minute every second me too it's not too late isabel we can start over
01:06:30i'm never gonna let you leave my side again
01:06:34sorry about the mess no one's been in this house for years but you can stay here with me now
01:06:44how are you how's your heart i've been good yeah my health has improved a lot still not perfect
01:06:52my mom moved in with my grandma and then i left for college came back after graduation
01:06:58so why didn't you just move back into your old house or because it
01:07:02is it because you didn't want to see me i just needed somewhere close to work
01:07:07why wouldn't i want to see you
01:07:17so you know everything i am so sorry isabel i should have protected you
01:07:23been there for you but i treated you terribly do you hate me i could never hate you
01:07:38sorry just really excited to see you it's fine it's okay don't worry about it
01:07:45i just got back to it's pretty empty in here how about we go get something to eat yeah okay
01:07:59what can i get you sir pancakes definitely pancakes you're probably craving them as usual it's been
01:08:07ten years surprised you remember how could i forget i'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady
01:08:22hey there handsome i'm alone too you mind if i slide in uh yeah we do mind we
01:08:32me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me she's the only girl i like
01:08:38that's how it's been for a long long time weirdo could have just said no
01:08:48it's crazy i also like the guy sitting across from me and i have for a long long time
01:09:00your total for today comes out to 55 43. you want to get that to go it'll make a good
01:09:06midnight time
01:09:07okay sir i don't mean a private who exactly are you speaking to uh my girlfriend but sir there's no
01:09:20one
01:09:20there what do you mean oh there she is
01:09:39oh be right back
01:09:45what you're feeling for dinner izzy and don't say pancakes again isabel
01:10:04sorry i didn't mean to wake you i wanted to see what you want for dinner
01:10:07oh
01:10:10promise you'll never leave my side again i promise
01:10:13yes you saw my videos you know that you're my one and only
01:10:22you already missed out on a decade and i don't want to waste any more time are you saying that
01:10:27you want to be official if i am then what's your answer yes a thousand percent yes
01:10:35yes
01:10:37let's be together always forever till we get old and gray
01:11:09what are you watching
01:11:09it's shiny it's shiny actually really scary you're so long
01:11:17jesus
01:11:20how do people watch this
01:11:22ain't it scared oh yes scared to death
01:11:26oh i'm sorry
01:11:30uh hold it any tighter and i think you're gonna snap it in half
01:11:36oh it's okay i just said you were holding it tight
01:11:39not that i want you to stop i like the way you touch me
01:11:51i want you to be here
01:11:54i want you to be here
01:11:55i want you to be here
01:12:17i want you to be here
01:12:40isabel
01:12:46scared me for a second
01:12:48almost let you laugh
01:12:55I'm not going anywhere
01:12:57told you I'd stay with you
01:12:58remember?
01:13:00Isabel
01:13:02let's get married
01:13:05like nothing more
01:13:26hey Alex
01:13:27I know you probably don't want to hear this
01:13:29but I still thought I should tell you
01:13:32Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten year memorial for Isabel
01:13:36can you come?
01:13:38it's this Sunday at the church
01:13:43what's wrong?
01:13:44who's on the phone?
01:13:45Alex you look like you've just seen a ghost
01:13:47who is it?
01:13:48uh nothing
01:13:49just a scam
01:13:52as long as you're by my side that's all that matters
01:13:59Alex
01:14:00hello
01:14:01sorry it's nothing
01:14:06June 23rd
01:14:08the anniversary of
01:14:10my dad's death
01:14:12can I go with you this time?
01:14:14yeah
01:14:16I'd love that
01:14:24hey dad
01:14:26me
01:14:38I've been good
01:14:40mom's doing a lot better too now
01:14:42you don't need to worry
01:14:44you'd want me to move on
01:14:45let go of my resentment
01:14:47I finally have
01:14:50Isabelle
01:14:51Isabelle said she's gonna marry me
01:14:55we're gonna start our own family together
01:15:20I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you
01:15:24I didn't think I'd react like that
01:15:26it's okay
01:15:27you don't have to look
01:15:28okay
01:15:29let's go
01:15:34sorry
01:15:35I didn't mean to scare you
01:15:37I just
01:15:38didn't think I was gonna react like that
01:15:40it's okay
01:15:43how about a massage
01:15:56you selfish bitch
01:15:59go to hell
01:16:11can I help you help me
01:16:17now I'm already dead
01:16:19I hate you
01:16:20and I never want to see you again
01:16:25Isabelle
01:16:27Isabelle
01:16:43Isabelle
01:16:46Isabelle
01:16:55didn't you hear me yelling
01:16:56why didn't you answer me
01:16:57listen up
01:16:58I can't breathe
01:16:59Isabelle
01:17:00sorry
01:17:02I'm sorry I didn't hear you
01:17:04what's wrong
01:17:05nothing
01:17:07just a nightmare
01:17:09Isabelle
01:17:09will you marry me
01:17:11I can't handle this constant
01:17:14fear of losing you
01:17:15I want to marry you
01:17:17Isabelle
01:17:18to be with you always
01:17:19day and night
01:17:20year after year
01:17:22okay
01:17:23yeah let's do it
01:17:27great
01:17:27alright you go
01:17:28pick out a dress
01:17:30and I'll call the church
01:17:31and buy you a ring
01:17:32oh and I'll call our moms
01:17:35hey mom
01:17:36I'm getting married
01:17:37to Izzy
01:17:39the wedding
01:17:40the wedding's tomorrow
01:17:41same place you and dad got married
01:17:43hope you can make it
01:17:56why isn't the pastor here yet
01:17:59we're just early
01:18:00we're just early
01:18:01we'll be here soon
01:18:05mom
01:18:08mom why is Dr. Hart here
01:18:11no offense doc
01:18:12but this is a family only wedding
01:18:15mom what's wrong
01:18:17Alex
01:18:17can you still see Isabelle
01:18:19right now
01:18:20yeah of course
01:18:20she's right in front of me
01:18:24have you been keeping up
01:18:25with your meds
01:18:25do you remember why
01:18:26I prescribed them
01:18:27in the first place
01:18:31they're for treating
01:18:32hallucinations
01:18:36hallucinations
01:18:37what are you
01:18:37what are you talking about
01:18:38like
01:18:39Isabelle she's alive
01:18:40she's right
01:18:40she's right here in front of me
01:18:41I'm not hallucinating her
01:18:42deep down
01:18:43you already know the truth
01:18:45don't you
01:18:46you're just too afraid
01:18:47to admit it
01:18:49to admit the truth
01:18:50that Isabelle died
01:18:5210 years ago
01:18:54no mom
01:18:55why would you say that
01:18:56she's alive and well
01:18:56why would you say that
01:18:57she's
01:19:05Isabelle
01:19:06Isabelle
01:19:08no
01:19:09no no no
01:19:10she has to be here
01:19:11you scared her off
01:19:13she scared her off
01:19:14that's
01:19:15wake up Alex
01:19:16Isabelle is dead
01:19:19how long are you gonna
01:19:20keep lying to yourself
01:19:21no no mom
01:19:22she's not
01:19:23she's alive
01:19:24she is
01:19:25she really is
01:19:26you think she's alive
01:19:27I'll take you to see her
01:19:28right now
01:19:36take a good look
01:19:38what does it say
01:19:45no
01:19:47oh no
01:19:49Isabelle
01:19:51no anything
01:19:52anyone but her
01:19:54anyone but Isabelle
01:19:55no
01:19:55anyone but you
01:19:57no please
01:19:58no
01:20:00no
01:20:00no
01:20:04no
01:20:04no
01:20:05no
01:20:17Alex
01:20:17I'm here to take you
01:20:20we can finally be together
01:20:36Alex
01:20:38Alex
01:20:40Alex
01:20:43Miss Spencer
01:20:46your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately
01:20:49I'm uh
01:20:51I'm fine
01:20:51I'm just trying to find Isabelle
01:20:56Alex
01:20:57I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth
01:20:59but Isabelle
01:21:03Isabelle's dead
01:21:04she died ten years ago
01:21:06and we have no choice but to accept it
01:21:08I can't accept that
01:21:10you'll never accept that
01:21:11how can I accept it
01:21:13the last time I saw her I said the most
01:21:17those horrible things to her
01:21:18and those words echo in my mind all the time
01:21:22I mean that's the last memory she has of me
01:21:26how can I forgive myself
01:21:28I love her
01:21:30and I never got to tell her
01:21:33Alex
01:21:34don't beat yourself up
01:21:35Isabelle wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her
01:21:39how can you be so sure
01:21:40but I can't tell her that I love her
01:21:43what is the point
01:21:44of going on living
01:21:49when I was organizing Isabelle's things
01:21:51I found this
01:21:54and this is her last words to you
01:21:55I hope this helps you understand how she felt
01:22:04hey Alex
01:22:08my time on earth was short
01:22:10but I'm leaving with no regrets
01:22:12because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world
01:22:16you
01:22:17Alex Brooks
01:22:19I hope that in a world without me
01:22:21you'll be able to find your own path forward
01:22:23and live an amazing spectacular life
01:22:26love
01:22:28Isabelle
01:22:41need something for you
01:22:46what are you proposing to me?
01:22:48it's a friendship ring
01:22:50dummy
01:22:55how did I miss this
01:22:56all these years
01:23:01hey Isabelle
01:23:02came to say goodbye
01:23:04it was your dream
01:23:05that joined doctors without borders
01:23:06to treat those who are
01:23:08as fortunate
01:23:09well I went and I applied to
01:23:11I'll leave for Sudan soon
01:23:12I'm gonna take
01:23:14the love you gave me
01:23:15and live the life
01:23:16that you were brave enough
01:23:17to dream of
01:23:18Isabelle you'll always be my girl
01:23:22I love you
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01:23:31love
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