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00:01When I was 10 years old, my family had gone days without food.
00:03It seemed we were all about to starve.
00:04Father went to town to find a job.
00:05I took four tails of silver from the child broker and sold myself.
00:08On the day I left home, the snow was thick and heavy.
00:10Mother wept as she gave me her only dowry, a velvet flower.
00:12In front of my family, I took two tails of silver and quietly slipped the other two to mother.
00:15I begged her to keep my brother and sister alive.
00:17Father had gone to town to work.
00:18He hadn't returned yet.
00:19Mother stood in the snow with my siblings, bidding me farewell.
00:21It was so cold.
00:21Mother didn't even have a proper coat to wear.
00:22The mule cart carried me farther and farther away.
00:24The storm soon blinded my eyes.
00:25There were 12 girls alongside me, all from our village and neighboring ones.
00:28They were about my age, though we had been bought by the child broker.
00:30At least we had food each day.
00:31Any chores.
00:32I would do chores like sweeping the courtyard.
00:34The Wynn family wasn't a big family.
00:35Besides Mrs. Wynn, there was only one concubine.
00:37She was Mrs. Wynn's maid, who was part of her dowry.
00:38Mrs. Wynn gave birth to three sons.
00:39It's said they were sent to Westmount's famous academy to study.
00:41They rarely saw them.
00:42All three sons were handsome, but the eldest son was the most handsome.
00:45He was like an angel.
00:46The eldest daughter was also born to Mrs. Wynn.
00:48She was 13 that year.
00:48She appeared gentle, but had quite a temper.
00:50The second daughter was born to the concubine.
00:51She was only seven that year.
00:52She was plump and fair, like a little doll.
00:53She also loved to laugh, was the youngest in the family, and has a cognitive disorder.
00:56So everyone doted on her.
00:57The Wynn family did not mistreat their retainers.
00:58After being there for a year, I had put on quite some weight.
00:59Mrs. Wynn gave us 200 coins every month as our pay, and we would get extra during festivals.
01:03I saved all this money, hoping I could send it home someday.
01:06I enjoyed such a life.
01:08The work was nothing compared to back home.
01:09In my spare time, I learned to knot cords, sewing, and chatted with other maids.
01:13The eldest daughter, Julia Wynn, loved poetry.
01:14Her head maid, Shannon, was kind, never stingy, and taught us to read whenever she had time.
01:18One day, I heard that one of the girls sold to Rivermore with me was beaten to death.
01:21Only then did I realize I was really lucky to work for such a kind family.
01:24Life here was like in a haven, but misfortune came swiftly.
01:26When I was 14, the patriarch was accused of some unknown crime.
01:29The Wynn family was ruined.
01:29All males and females over 15 were thrown into the death row.
01:31Those married were spared.
01:32The night before the conversation, Mrs. Wynn returned all the indenture contracts and gave
01:34each servant 10 tails of silver, setting us free with a chance at life.
01:36Most of the Wynn family's servants had been newly bought, so most of them left in one night.
01:40I held my savings from these years and was about to head home.
01:42But when I looked at Miss Gemma, who was only nine and was innocent, my heart softened.
01:46The Wynn Manor had been seized.
01:47The Gemma and I had nowhere to live.
01:48She now needed a new name.
01:50So I gave her a new one, Grace.
01:52She was my sister.
01:53My name was Macy, Macy Chase.
01:54The Wynn family was held in prison.
01:55Even if I spent all my money, I still wouldn't be able to see that.
01:58I had to survive with Grace.
01:59To live, we needed food and shelter.
02:01I was strong and didn't fear hardship.
02:02I had learned to read in the past couple of years and could keep accounts.
02:04I rented a small boat and started selling wine on the riverside.
02:06To sell wine, one had to offer food.
02:08In summer and autumn, I sold shrimp and crab.
02:10In winter, I made warm snacks.
02:11The first year, after paying the rent, I earned 37 tails of silver.
02:13The Wynn family's case had been a great scandal.
02:15It seemed that they were about to be executed.
02:16But after a year, nothing happened.
02:17I sewed cotton coats and pants and took wine and food with Grace to visit them.
02:20My parents, my brother, and the concubine.
02:21Grace was delighted to wear the new clothes I made for her.
02:23She held my hand and shook it happily.
02:25The prison was not as strict as last year.
02:27I paid two tails of silver and the warden let Grace and me inside.
02:29The cell was dark and smelled foul.
02:30Grace was timid and clung to my hand, her eyes darting about like a lost little rabbit.
02:34I patted her hand and told her not to worry and that I was there for her.
02:36She smiled.
02:36She had dimples on both cheeks.
02:38The whole family was locked together.
02:39I could hardly recognize them anymore.
02:41They were thin and dirty beyond recognition.
02:42Of the three sons, only two remained.
02:44The eldest, Jonathan Wynn, was missing.
02:45I had only seen them three or four times.
02:47Now, I could no longer tell who was who.
02:49No one knew where Jonathan was.
02:51The warden opened the door and gave us an hour.
02:53Straw was spread in the corner, which seemed like where they had slept.
02:56Grace looked at her parents, who she longed for, but couldn't recognize them.
02:58But her family knew her, seeing her peeking out from behind me, afraid.
03:00Mr. Wynn called Gemma's name after a long pause.
03:02She remembered her old name and stared at her father for a long time.
03:04She seemed to have recognized him.
03:05She then called out, Father.
03:06Her pale cheeks streaked with tears.
03:07She hesitated, then rushed into her father's arms.
03:09The whole family looked at her and couldn't stop crying.
03:10Mr. Wynn did not know me.
03:11There had been over ten maids in the manor.
03:13He would be out most of the day.
03:14He had no time to remember us.
03:15Mrs. Wynn was only 40, but her hair had already turned gray.
03:17She looked like someone in her 60s, but she still recognized me.
03:19You're Macy, the maid.
03:20Her eyes were gray and found it difficult to speak.
03:22Mother, she's my sister, Grace said, clutching my hand.
03:24Mr. and Mrs. Wynn, please forgive me.
03:26I didn't dare let Miss Grace use her old name, though I gave her a new name.
03:28She's now called Grace Chase.
03:29Why are you apologizing?
03:30The Wynn family is now ruined.
03:31She's the only one left.
03:32Everything happened too suddenly.
03:33I had no time to find a place for her.
03:34I am very grateful.
03:36None of them expected that the only person who came to visit them was not their daughter, but a mere
03:39maid.
03:40Mrs. Wynn returned your indenture long ago.
03:44Sister, if the Wynn Manor ever sees the light again, Macy shall be a member of the family.
03:47If the Wynn Manor ever sees the light again, Macy shall be one of the heiresses of the family.
03:50When I saw Mr. Wynn, he still had his integrity.
03:51Things could still be turned around.
03:52I felt happy for Grace.
03:54I had no wish to become a young lady of the manor.
03:55I only wanted to return to my family.
03:56Running my own business on the river was also good.
03:58Mr. and Mrs. Wynn, please don't blame Miss Julia.
04:00I did go to the Bennett Manor with Grace before, but I didn't see her.
04:02I heard she had just given birth and was still in confinement.
04:03A few days later, the Bennett family moved to Eastboro.
04:05Even if Miss Julia wished to see you, she's too far away.
04:06And she has a child to care for.
04:08How could she possibly return?
04:08There were some things I didn't say.
04:09When Miss Julia heard what happened, she fainted twice.
04:11Her husband took advantage of that and carried her onto the boat.
04:13We were all ordinary folks.
04:14At a time like this, what was wrong with choosing to protect oneself?
04:16Soon, the time was up.
04:17I had to leave with Grace.
04:18She cried and wanted to bring her family along.
04:19It took quite a lot of effort to convince her to leave.
04:21Yet she sobbed and asked where her brother was.
04:22Throughout the manor, tales of Jonathan abound.
04:24He was not only exceptionally handsome, but had also earned top imperial exam honors by 20.
04:27He was seen to be the future grand chancellor.
04:28I didn't know about his talent, but I had to admit that he was really handsome.
04:30After all, his mother was an extraordinary beauty.
04:31Such a man was now nowhere to be found.
04:33Mr. Wynn remained silent.
04:34I knew I shouldn't ask any more questions.
04:36I took Grace home.
04:37We rented a courtyard on East Street with others.
04:39Grace and I had arrived first, so we took the two East Rooms.
04:40One as a bedroom, and the other as the kitchen.
04:42On the west side, three rooms housed a family of four.
04:43The man was a peddler, traveling the streets.
04:45His wife stayed home with the children.
04:46The peddler's surname was Hilton.
04:47He was six feet tall.
04:48Janet Monroe, his wife, wasn't a talker, but she was kind.
04:49In her spare time, she would embroider handkerchiefs and sachets,
04:51which the peddler would carry out to sell.
04:52I could manage sewing clothes and making shoes, but embroidery was beyond me.
04:54So I told Grace to learn embroidery from Janet.
05:01Except Riverside had frozen over.
05:02Had to stop my business.
05:03So I changed to doing deliveries instead.
05:04After returning home and eating dinner, Grace was already drowsy.
05:06Once she fell asleep, I lit a lamp and started making time.
05:08Especially for a girl like me with a sister.
05:09But the river had its own code.
05:11Paying for protection means someone was always watching out for you.
05:13I didn't fear hardship, but I did fear trouble.
05:14When the knock sounded at the door, I was startled.
05:16After all, in Rivermore, Grace and I depended on each other.
05:18Who would come find us at night?
05:19Who is it?
05:19I called out loudly.
05:20I'm a Wynn.
05:21The voice outside was low.
05:22It was a deep, pleasant male voice.
05:23You're a Wynn?
05:24The man outside slipped through the door.
05:25I quickly shut it behind him.
05:26He stood with his back to me at the bedside, looking at Grace.
05:28The house was small.
05:29Only a curtain separated the bed from the rest.
05:30Inside was the bedroom.
05:31Outside served as the living room.
05:32Now that he had drawn the curtain aside, everything could be seen clearly.
05:34He was very tall and wore a dark cloak.
05:35His hair was bound tightly with a band.
05:37I had a faint suspicion of who he might be, but I didn't dare ask.
05:39I simply waited for him to finish.
05:40Now that he had drawn the curtain aside, everything could be seen clearly.
05:42He was very tall and wore a dark cloak.
05:44His hair was bound tightly with a band.
05:45I had a faint suspicion of who he might be, but I didn't dare ask.
05:47I simply waited for him to finish.
05:48I added wood to the brazier, set a kettle to boil, and poured him a cup of tea.
05:51The tea was what we would serve to travelers on the riverboat
05:52It wasn't the best tea, but it wasn't bad either
05:54When he drew the curtain and stepped out, the oil lamp cast a dim golden glow
05:56Yet I saw him clearly
05:57People in the manor said that he was noble and had an outstanding figure
05:59All my life, I had wondered what that meant
06:00Too shallow to describe such a man
06:01Most importantly, his skin was very fair
06:02He didn't even take off his cloak when he sat down and picked up the cup of tea
06:05Even his hands were fashioned with such grace
06:06There was not a single flaw to be found in his looks
06:08His eyes were dark, and when he looked at someone, they gave nothing away
06:10It could make others panic
06:11I looked at how he was dressed
06:12He didn't seem down and out
06:13That was because the clothes under his cloak were made from cloud pattern brocade
06:16They were very expensive
06:16Since he wasn't down and out, then why did he not help his family?
06:19The court affairs were complicated
06:20I didn't dare ask
06:20It's of great importance
06:21You must act with utmost care
06:22I didn't want to take it
06:23But hearing the urgency and helplessness in his words, I gritted my teeth and took the bag
06:26I'll leave this with you
06:27Give this to Abbott Leonard Sinclair at Morning Bell Abbey
06:28This matter is of great importance
06:29You must act with utmost care
06:30I didn't want to take it
06:31But hearing his helpless urgency as he said, I have no choice
06:33I gritted my teeth and took the bag
06:34The object was wrapped in cloth
06:35It appeared to be a book
06:36It wasn't very thick
06:37When he handed it to me, it still bore the warmth of his touch
06:38Young master, the Wynn family is still waiting for you in prison
06:41In the end, I chose to say this for the Wynn family's and Grace's sake
06:43He nodded
06:44Suddenly he smiled
06:45His smile was as dazzling as the blazing sun
06:46Each month
06:46Just getting inside was an extremely difficult task
06:48At dawn the next day, I entrusted Grace to Janet and ascended Roost Hill
06:50Though called a hill, Roost Hill was not steep or dangerous
06:53I am used to hard labor
06:53The walk wasn't long, so it didn't take a lot of effort for me
06:55When I reached the Abbey gates, the doors were tightly shut
06:57From within came the sound of chanting and the striking of wooden fish
06:59I knocked several times before a young novice emerged
07:00He was about five or six
07:01He was quite adorable
07:02He looked well cared for and fair-skinned
07:03Upon seeing me, he greeted me formally
07:10He said
07:14I found him so adorable, I could not help but wish to pat his head
07:19Yet I feared it might be forbidden
07:20So I took two pieces of candy from my pouch for him
07:21The same kind I would usually use to coax Grace
07:23He pressed his lips together and was hesitant
07:24I took his hand and placed the candy in his palm
07:26I said
07:26I am not here to offer incense nor to fulfill a vow
07:28Go and tell your Abbey that his daughter from his secular life is here to see him
07:30I knew I shouldn't have lied
07:31But what else could I do?
07:32Had I not overheard some idle talk aboard the boat?
07:33I would never have thought of such a plan
07:35Abbey Sinclair used to be the previous emperor's son
07:36Even the present emperor must address him as royal uncle
07:38During a rebellion
07:39Abbey Sinclair was sent to quell the rebellion
07:40The rebel prince Wyatt kidnapped his family
07:42And threatened him to withdraw his troops
07:43The princess consort feared he would be held back
07:45So she and her children set fire to the manor
07:47I heard one of the wet nurse escaped with a princess
07:48But no one knew where they had gone
07:50Disheartened, Abbey Sinclair chose to become a monk
07:52If that princess was still alive
07:53She would be about 15 or 16 years old
07:55I heard one of the wet nurse escaped with a princess
07:56But no one knew where they had gone
07:57Disheartened, Abbey Sinclair chose to become a monk
08:00If that princess was still alive
08:01She would be about my age
08:02The young novice was just a child
08:03And naturally knew nothing of the abbot's past
08:04Yet he went inside to seek someone
08:05Having mustered the courage to come
08:06I wasn't so afraid now
08:07As for pretending to be a commandery princess
08:09I heard that in those days
08:10Many families brought their children to the prince's estate
08:11To claim kinship
08:11Though none were truly related
08:12I never heard of any losing their heads for it
08:13The prince has become the abbot now
08:14And hardly take a life over this
08:16Before long, a rotund monk emerged
08:17His belly was round and full
08:18With a large nose
08:19The tip of which was red
08:19And two plump cheeks
08:20On another, such flesh might seem brutish
08:22But on him
08:22It only made him appear kindly and endearing
08:23He looked me up and down
08:24And with a beaming smile he asked
08:26Madam, what makes you so certain you are the abbot's daughter?
08:28As I was not, I dared not claim so
08:29I guess
08:30If the rumors among the folks proved true
08:31I would match every detail
08:32But whether it is true or not
08:33Only meeting the abbot can we be sure
08:34After all, whether I am truly his daughter
08:35Only he himself can know for certain
08:37I would match every detail
08:37But whether it is true or not
08:39Only meeting the abbot can we be sure
08:40After all, whether I am truly his daughter
08:41Only he himself can know for certain
08:42Either way, meeting him was all that mattered
08:44When false seems true, true becomes false
08:45Brother Fred tilted his head
08:46Watching the little novice puff out his cheeks
08:47He told him to hold out his hand
08:48The little novice was clearly too naive
08:49And obediently opened his palm
08:50Brother Fred's plump fingers pinched up the last piece of candy
08:52And popped it into his own mouth
08:53He turned back, belly leading the way
08:54The little novice was stunned
08:55I looked at him
08:56And patted his tiny shoulder helpless
08:58What is your name?
08:59Owen, yeah
08:59His face fell
09:00He was on the verge of tears
09:01Owen, listen to me
09:02Every time your master falls asleep
09:04Go and scratch at his door
09:05If he steals your food
09:06Then disturb his dreams
09:06And if that fails
09:07Before you eat
09:08Spit twice on your food
09:09Let's see if he still wants it then
09:10Let him have his way this time
09:11But when I return
09:12I'll be sure to bring you more candy
09:13I crouched before him
09:15Coaxing him gently
09:15Owen had likely never heard such wicked advice
09:17For a moment he was dazed
09:18He stared at me with those wide round eyes
09:20Owen had likely never heard such wicked advice
09:21For a moment he was dazed
09:22He stared at me with those wide round eyes
09:24His master arrived soon after
09:25He led me inside
09:26Owen followed by my side
09:27Looking as though he wished to speak
09:28But dared not
09:28I grinned at him with pride
09:29Perhaps he thought I was rather formidable
09:30Abbott Sinclair had just finished his sermon
09:31He awaited me beneath the Bodhi tree in the rear courtyard
09:33Though it was winter and bitter cold
09:34That tree alone remained lush and green as ever
09:35Were it not for his shaven head and monk's robe
09:36Who would imagine him to be a monk?
09:37He was, after all, far too handsome and refined
09:39He had once been in battle
09:40Yet there was not a trace of a soldier's harshness upon him
09:41He appeared dignified and wise
09:42His age was difficult to discern
09:43All others had withdrawn
09:44He stood beneath the tree
09:45Turning prayer beads in his hand
09:46Seen from afar
09:46He resembled a painting
09:47This humble girl has offended
09:48I beg for your forgiveness, Abbott
09:49The falsehood spoken today was out of necessity
09:50I bowed low, offering my apology
09:51Perhaps he was used to disappointment
09:52For his expression did not change in the least
09:54I removed the bundle from my shoulder
09:55And handed it to him
09:55He opened it
09:56Glanced inside
09:56Then closed it again
09:57What crime have you committed?
09:58A young woman with such courage and wit
09:59Is a rare sight indeed
10:00Did Ross entrust you with any message?
10:01His voice was clear and pleasant
10:02Measured and calm
10:03A sound that brought joy to the heart
10:04No
10:05Did Jonathan entrust you with any message?
10:06His voice was clear and pleasant
10:07Measured and calm
10:08A sound that brought joy to the heart
10:09No
10:10Ross must be Young Master Wind's courtesy name
10:11Since you have come seeking me
10:12You must truly be in some trouble
10:13If he ever finds himself in difficulty
10:15You may come to me at any time
10:16May I ask
10:16What is your name?
10:17And what do you do for a living?
10:18Macy Chase
10:18I work as a wine boat maiden on the riverside
10:20A fine young lady
10:21Go on now
10:21It had already been several months
10:22Since the last time I met Abbott Sinclair
10:23The riverside was no longer frozen
10:24Yet my business had only gotten better
10:26On 3rd of March
10:26I heard the eldest princess was touring the river
10:27Grace insisted on going to watch
10:28So naturally the business had to rest for a day
10:29I took Grace early to see the spectacle
10:30The princess was the elder sister of his majesty
10:32Her father the late emperor loved her dearly
10:33He married her to the prosperous city of Mukai
10:34He even bestowed Rivermore upon her as her own domain
10:36There were many tales about the princess
10:37It was said her consort kept a mistress
10:38So she sent men to have him made a eunuch
10:39Afterwards she herself kept many handsome favorites
10:41She lived each day in pleasure and freedom
10:42Anyone who caught her eye would not be able to escape
10:44Thus in Rivermore
10:45Rarely did one hear of any family's son being handsome
10:47They would send the boys away
10:48Once they could start going to school
10:49They would rarely come home either
10:51Unless their family sought favor
10:52And wished to present their son themselves
10:53Thus in Rivermore
10:54Rarely did one hear of any family's son being handsome
10:55They would send the boys away
10:56Once they could start going to school
10:57They would rarely come home either
10:59Unless their family sought favor
11:00And wished to present their son themselves
11:01There were countless rumors about the princess
11:02No one knew if they were real or not
11:03But it was said that even his majesty yielded to her
11:05Her power was plain for all to see
11:06We arrived early
11:07So naturally we claimed the best spot on the bridge
11:08Whenever the princess traveled
11:09The spectacle was grand indeed
11:10There were three luxurious boats
11:11Each one built three stories high
11:12The princess was especially fond of white gauze
11:13The boat that was covered in white gauze had to be the princess's
11:15It was the one in the middle
11:16Grace stared intently
11:17Chattering away loud as a flock of birds
11:18On board
11:19Aside from the palace maids in attendance
11:20Most were young men
11:20Handsome and fair
11:21There were all sorts and kinds among them
11:22It seemed the tales of the princess harboring male consorts
11:24Weren't mere idle gossip
11:24Yet the princess herself was nowhere to be seen
11:26As the boat drew nearer
11:27A gust of wind blew in
11:28Lifting up that white gauze
11:28Jonathan!
11:29It's my brother!
11:30Grace pointed straight at that boat
11:31I was so startled
11:32I quickly covered her mouth with my hand
11:33When I turned back
11:33The floating gauze was already settling down
11:35But some faces were simply unforgettable
11:36Even if it was only a glimpse
11:37You could still recognize them
11:38At a glance amongst a crowd
11:39But some faces were simply unforgettable
11:40Even if it was only a glimpse
11:41You could still see them
11:42At a glance amongst a crowd
11:43The princess was clad in a white gauze gown
11:45Her long legs half revealed
11:45Upon her brow a delicate flower was painted
11:47The red at the corners of her eyes
11:48And her slightly parted red lips were as clear as day
11:50And he was lying just beneath the princess
11:51His fair chest exposed to the lamplight
11:52I could even see his knitted brows
11:53And the trembling sweep of his long lashes
11:54The princess reached to touch his lips
11:56He turned his head aside to evade her
11:57In that single instant
11:57He opened his eyes
11:58And we locked gazes
11:59Thimes seemed to stretch on endlessly
12:00Yet slip away in a breath
12:01It was long enough for me to see the shame and fury in his eyes
12:03Yet too brief for me to find the small mole at the corner of his mouth
12:05A true scholar laureate
12:05And yet forced to submit himself to the princess
12:07Such humiliation must have wounded him more deeply than any blade
12:09There was a saying
12:09A scholar's integrity would rather break than bend
12:10The man I beheld today was nothing like the one I saw that night
12:12He endured disgrace and burden
12:13There was something dearer to him than his own life that he must protect
12:15I had faith in him
12:16To me the days repeated themselves
12:17That fleeting glimpse of the princess upon the river on 3rd March
12:19Had taken root in my heart
12:20The shame and forbearance in Jonathan's eyes
12:22Was something I couldn't forget
12:23To me the days repeated themselves
12:24That fleeting glimpse of the princess upon the river on 3rd March
12:26Had taken root in my heart
12:27The shame and forbearance in Jonathan's eyes
12:28Was something I couldn't forget
12:30Grace was growing up
12:30Most of the words she learned in her early years had faded from memory
12:32I once thought to send her to Morning Bell Abbey for her studies
12:34But feared it would expose Jonathan's whereabouts
12:35That was when the princess opened a ladies' academy
12:36So I sent her and Janet's youngest daughter together
12:38Though Grace was simple-minded
12:39Her memory was remarkable
12:40She could recite what she learned word for word
12:42Borrowing her textbooks
12:43I too have slowly learned to read
12:44Only then did I understand
12:45That the treasures within books were no idle fancy
12:46On the 15th during the Dragon Boat Festival
12:48I brought Grace to visit our family in the prison
12:49We prepared rice dumplings, mugwort, and colored cords
12:50And even painted a fan and stitched new garments
12:52The conditions were much better than before
12:53Mrs. Wynn no longer spoke with a feeble breath
12:54Her two sons used the ground for paper and sticks for brushes
12:56To study in the prison
12:57Aunt no longer spent her days in tears
12:58I told Grace again and again
12:59Never to mention having met Jonathan
13:01Otherwise her parents would be consumed by grief and anger
13:02Since the princess could keep Jonathan by her side
13:04She had to know his true heritage
13:05Such humiliation
13:06Was nothing but revenge or a means to keep him in check
13:07I told Grace again and again
13:08Never to mention having met Jonathan
13:09Otherwise her parents would be consumed by grief and anger
13:11Since the princess could keep Jonathan by her side
13:13She had to know his true heritage
13:14Such humiliation
13:14Was nothing but revenge or a means to keep him in check
13:15Grace clung to Mr. Wynn's arm acting coy
13:17Showing off the fan she had written upon
13:18As though presenting a treasure
13:19Mr. Wynn stroked his beard and showered her with praise
13:21Grace replied
13:21It's all thanks to my sister
13:22She pulled out the undergarments sewn from fine cotton
13:24She said, Macy washed it, dried it, and softened the cloth
13:25Now I can help with sewing too
13:26I entrusted Sally Kent, who came to Rivermore with me in those years
13:28To send 30 tails of silver and clothes back to our hometown
13:29Not long after, I received a letter from my father
13:30Back when the family split up, they only gave him 600 coins out of the two tails of silver from
13:33my indenture
13:33My parents brought my younger siblings into the county town
13:35Father and my brother now worked as clerks at the grain shop
13:36Mother and my sister washed and mended clothes
13:37Life had finally found some peace
13:39Now with this sum of silver, they could return to the village, buy land, and build a house
13:41They could finally arrange a marriage for my younger brother
13:42When the Wynn family fell into hardship, kin and friends avoided us at all costs
13:44Only I remained to care for them throughout
13:45Mrs. Wynn stroked my head and said to Mr. Wynn
13:46If we are fortunate enough to survive, let Jonathan marry Macy
13:48Where else can you find such a loyal and true-hearted woman?
13:50Mrs. Wynn stroked my head and said to Mr. Wynn
13:52If we are fortunate enough to survive, let Jonathan marry Macy
13:54Where else can you find such a loyal and true-hearted woman?
13:56I hurriedly declined
13:56Mr. and Mrs. Wynn, you returned my indenture to me
13:58That alone is the kindness of giving me a second life
13:59All that I have done springs from my own heart
14:00The young masters are destined for government service in the future
14:02And ought to marry a lady of equal standing
14:03I ask only to remain in the Wynn family with grace
14:04Mr. Wynn sighed
14:05We can only wait and see what the future holds
14:06For now, I fear we are holding you back
14:07May was a cursed month
14:08At night, one wouldn't go out unless there was urgent business
14:10I shut the door early
14:10Soothed Grace to sleep
14:11And opened my chest, counting again the silver and copper I had saved
14:14If the Wynn family was released
14:15It would be best if Mr. Wynn could regain his post
14:16But if he couldn't
14:17Where would they live once released?
14:18What would they eat?
14:19Could the two masters continue their studies?
14:20What would become of the eldest son?
14:22I found myself unable to dwell on any of these thoughts
14:23Buying a house was out of the question
14:24We could only afford to rent a larger place
14:25Yet the silver I had wasn't enough
14:27I had to find another way to earn a living
14:28The little income from the boat alone
14:29Would never be enough to support the studies of the two masters
14:32The silver I had wasn't enough
14:33I had to find another way to earn a living
14:35The little income from the boat alone
14:36Would never be enough to support the studies of the two masters
14:38I cradled my head
14:39And lying atop the table, I fell asleep
14:40When I woke up, I did not know when he had come
14:41But he sat right across from me
14:42My arm was numb beneath me
14:43And when I moved, it was as though ants burrowed into my very bones
14:45Aching and itching all at once
14:46I grimaced and bared my teeth
14:46Needing a good while to recover
14:47He simply watched me in silence
14:48Not uttering a single word
14:49There was a smell of whiskey on him
14:50He wore only a white robe
14:51With wide sleeves and flowing coat
14:52If the collar slipped an inch further
14:53His entire chest would be laid bare
14:55His hair was loose and wild
14:55His attire in disarray
14:56Most likely from drinking too much
14:57The corners of his eyes were tinged with red
14:58His gaze shimmering with unshed tears
14:59No wonder the princess set her sights on him
15:00He was just like a lustful demon
15:01I was 16
15:02Just the right age for marriage
15:04Yet I had never truly known any man
15:05My first real encounter was with a man of such extraordinary caliber
15:07A flushed face and a pounding heart were normal signs
15:09Truth be told, over the years I had become thick-skinned
15:10While I worked, I met all kinds of people
15:11Some liked dirty jokes
15:12I went from blushing to tuning them out completely
15:14But that all went down the drain
15:15In front of this guy
15:16Truth be told, over the years I had become thick-skinned
15:18While I worked, I met all kinds of people
15:19Some liked dirty jokes
15:20I went from blushing to have gotten used to them
15:22But that all went down the drain in front of this guy
15:24Mr. Jonathan, what brought you over?
15:25I wetted my lips
15:29He massaged his temples
15:30As if he was half drunk
15:31I knew I should reason with a drunken man
15:32So I didn't say something like
15:34Look at the time
15:34Or the dragon boat festival had long passed
15:36I searched the sewing basket and found a length of cord
15:37I watched as he reached out his fair arm
15:39I then tied the colored cord on him
15:40He lifted his arm to inspect it
15:41But his sleeve was so wide that half his arm was revealed
15:42Upon that pale, well-shaped arm
15:44Were wounds
15:45Startling to behold
15:46Some fresh, some old
15:46The new ones were still bleeding
15:47The old ones were faint scars
15:49I was so shocked that I covered my mouth
15:50To prevent myself from calling out
15:51He saw my reaction
15:52Yet only smiled, unconcerned
15:53What?
15:54Scared?
15:54As he spoke
15:55He reached to his collar and tugged
15:56Letting his white shirt gather around his waist and belly
15:58Revealing a body full of scars
15:59What?
16:00Scared?
16:00As he spoke
16:00He reached to his collar and tugged
16:02Letting his white shirt gather around his waist and belly
16:03Revealing a body full of scars
16:04I stared with wide eyes
16:05Gazing at the countless wounds that marred his pale body
16:07A sudden shock and pain struck me
16:08Back then I was young
16:09And did not yet understand what it was that so startled and pained me
16:11Do you know what I do each day?
16:12Do you know what it means to be a kept man?
16:13Each day after drinking the medicine
16:14I lie prostrate beneath that woman
16:15Seeking her favor
16:15No matter what she did
16:16I couldn't even feel the pain
16:17Well
16:17What use is it to be a laureate?
16:18What use is it to be a scholar?
16:19I lost my dignity long ago
16:26If it were anyone else
16:27It would matter little
16:27But grace was his closest kin
16:28To her he was the elder brother
16:29Who was smart and talented
16:30How could he face grace in the future
16:31After she saw him in such an embarrassing state?
16:33I rummaged through trunks and drawers
16:34To find the healing salves
16:34And prepared a basin of warm water
16:35The wounds upon his body
16:36Some from pinching
16:37Some from biting
16:37Some were from whips
16:37And some I couldn't tell the cause of
16:38My heart raced with fright and sorrow
16:39As I looked at them
16:40I rummaged through trunks and drawers
16:41To find the healing salves
16:42And prepared a basin of warm water
16:43The wounds upon his body
16:43Some from pinching
16:44Some from biting
16:44Some were from whips
16:45And some I couldn't tell the cause of
16:46My heart raced with fright and sorrow
16:47As I looked at them
16:47My hands dared not use much force, afraid that I would hurt him
16:49I could only bite my lip and tend to him with utmost care
16:51He was not as frail as he appeared
16:52His muscles were well-defined, taut and handsome
16:54Perhaps it was the pain, his muscles were tensed
16:56Gradually, I found myself growing calm and unhurried
16:57I told him all that had happened in the prison today
16:59You're destined for great deeds
17:00Since you have saved the lives of our family, you can leave the rest to me
17:03I shall see to it that everyone is cared for
17:05Death was the simplest thing in this world
17:06A length of rope, a sharp knife, even biting one's own tongue would do the trick
17:09But to live requires greater courage
17:10Mr. Jonathan, you're upright and unyielding, generous and open-hearted
17:13The harsher the frost and wind, the more your metal shines through
17:14Under heavy burden, in every choice and sacrifice, your spirit endures
17:16Now that you have made your choice, why torment yourself?
17:18Those who know and love you will never forsake you
17:19This was probably the power of knowledge
17:21Now I knew what to say at different times
17:23Now that you have made your choice, why torment yourself?
17:25Those who know and love you will never forsake you
17:27This was probably the power of knowledge
17:28Now I knew what to say at different times
17:30He closed his eyes and leaned back
17:32He seemed to be asleep
17:33The wound on his abdomen was worse than the others
17:34His waist was remarkably slender
17:35For some reason, I suddenly remembered what my mother once told me
17:37A man ought to be sturdy and strong
17:38If his waist was too thin, he wouldn't even be able to lift his wife
17:40How could he then possibly support his family?
17:42Such a thought made me want to laugh
17:43Though his waist was slim
17:44He still seemed to be strong
17:45I've applied some medicine
17:46It's not necessary
17:46Soon it will split open again in a few days
17:47It's a waste
17:48He sat up straight
17:48I helped him dress
17:49You must protect yourself
17:50No matter what, you ought to protect yourself
17:52How am I supposed to protect myself?
17:53This is already the most I can do
17:54If I am to grovel and beg for favor like the rest
17:56I would rather be dead
17:57His voice was bitter
17:58For a moment, I was at a loss for words
17:59It was easier said than done
18:01I wondered how he was able to convince himself
18:03To become the princess's kept man back then
18:04And how he had kept going until now
18:05How did he ever talk himself into
18:07Becoming the princess's kept man?
18:08And how did he endure until this day?
18:10He would rather bear the pain in his flesh
18:11Than surrender the last shred of his pride
18:13I am hungry
18:13Could you make something for me?
18:14Is it alright to return so late?
18:15She gave the go-ahead today
18:16Told me to come home and check
18:17But where's my home now?
18:18There's only this place left for me
18:19I visited the prison today
18:20And I won't go out on the boat tomorrow
18:21There was not much food
18:22There were only two fishes left in the water tank
18:23I caught one of them
18:24Cleaned it up and steamed it fresh
18:25He found the little stool Grace usually sits on
18:26When stoking the fire
18:27And sat at the kitchen watching me cook
18:28I reheated the leftover bowl of plain porridge
18:30Ready to eat
18:30Steamed fish as quick to make
18:31I scooped him half a plate of drunken shrimp
18:32And sliced a few pieces of cured meat to fry
18:33He was not picky with his meals
18:34I didn't make much of anything
18:35He ate every bite
18:36Leaving nothing behind
18:37While I was scrubbing the bowls
18:37He stood by the stove
18:38Watching
18:38He was tall
18:39Under the lamplight
18:40His shadow stretched long across the wall
18:41I wanted to find another way to make a living
18:43When Mr. and Mrs. Wynn were released from prison
18:44If their official rank couldn't be restored
18:45I hoped to rent a larger house
18:46If the young masters could get an education
18:47They certainly should when they returned
18:48I wanted to find another way to make a living
18:50When Mr. and Mrs. Wynn were released from prison
18:51If their official rank couldn't be restored
18:52I hoped to rent a larger house
18:53If the young masters could get an education
18:54They certainly should when they returned
18:55Though business upon the riverboat was great
18:57The earnings were truly meager
18:58At that time
18:58It may be difficult even to make ends meet
18:59Let alone hope for anything more
19:01I shared my thoughts with him
19:02He lowered his gaze
19:03A deep shadow cast beneath his eyes
19:04Have you ever thought of me?
19:05He suddenly asked
19:05Of course I have thought of you
19:06I don't know what you're doing
19:07But I think it must be entwined with the princess
19:10Affairs of the royal kin are ever shrouded in secrecy
19:11Who could know how things will unfold?
19:13I only pray you may escape unscathed
19:14That alone would be a blessing
19:15As for more, I dare not hope
19:16He curled his lips
19:17As though he smiled
19:18Yet he didn't
19:18So, what do you want to do?
19:19Business was good this year
19:20Besides the 30 tails of silver I sent to my parents
19:22And what I spent to ease daily needs in the prison
19:23I still had
19:2460 tails of silver and 57 large coins
19:26Such a sum would not suffice to rent
19:27Even the most remote shop in Rivermore
19:28I had yet to decide what I would do
19:29These few days I would not go out on the boat
19:30I would scout around first for a better line of work
19:32I had yet to decide what I would do
19:34These few days I would not go out on the boat
19:35I would scout around first for a better line of work
19:37Money got things done
19:38It was easy to earn money with money
19:39But to earn money off folk
19:40That's not something to be done by sheer effort
19:41I'll find a way to handle the money
19:42No, don't
19:43If you had money in hand
19:44You'd have brought it back long ago
19:45Why would you have waited till now?
19:46Just mind your own well-being
19:47Allow me some time
19:48There's bound to be a way
19:49He looked at me with a half smile
19:49Half frown
19:50I found his gaze rather baffling
19:51I frowned right back at him
19:52He tapped me on the forehead
19:53With one pale finger
19:54Nearly sending me toppling over backward
19:55I clutched my reddening forehead
19:56And glared at him in irritation
19:57He only laughed
19:58His lips were rosy
19:59His teeth white
19:59So strikingly handsome
20:00I borrowed 100 tails of silver from Sally
20:01And agreed I'd repay her
20:02130 tails of silver in half a year
20:03Then I asked one of the boatmen
20:04To pretend I was a young lady seeking kin
20:05And sailed with him to east shore
20:06To gather pearls
20:07That could bring tenfold returns
20:08Only the waves at sea were ever fickle
20:09It all depended on luck
20:10Two months later I returned
20:11The sea sun had tanned me deeply
20:12But I'd cleared over 600 tails of silver
20:13Then I asked one of the boatmen
20:14To pretend I was a young lady seeking kin
20:16And sailed with him to east shore
20:17To gather pearls
20:17That could bring tenfold returns
20:18Only the waves at sea were ever fickle
20:20It all depended on luck
20:20Two months later I returned
20:21The sea sun had tanned me deeply
20:22But I'd cleared over 600 tails of silver
20:24I rented a storefront on east street
20:25After cleaning it up
20:26I opened a dumpling shop
20:27I replaced the door curtain with a bamboo one
20:28Put out a few pots of chrysanthemums
20:29The four tables were small
20:29But business was booming
20:30After school Grace would come help out
20:32I even hired Janet to work in the kitchen
20:33A few days before opening
20:34Jonathan came by late at night
20:35He wore a black robe
20:35With a jade green belt
20:36Which made his waist look even slimmer
20:37You've got some nerve
20:38Actually daring to go out to sea
20:39He frowned clearly annoyed
20:40You were never much to look at
20:41And now you're dark as coal
20:42Who'd ever marry you now?
20:43No need to worry about me
20:43My father arranged a childhood betrothal for me
20:45Once the Wynn family settles down
20:46I'll head home and get married
20:46I said it just to get under his skin
20:47He raised an eyebrow
20:48But didn't say anything more
20:49He gave a silver note and turned to leave
20:50I grabbed his sleeve
20:51Try my seafood dumplings
20:52So good you might just swallow your tongue
20:53He sat down
20:54I took the chance to ask him to write the shop sign
20:55Already picked the name?
20:56He picked up the brush
20:57Let's call it seafood dumplings
20:58Simple and clear for everyone
20:59He rolled up his sleeves and started writing
21:00His strokes bold and elegant
21:00Let's call it seafood dumplings
21:01Simple and clear for everyone
21:02He rolled up his sleeves and started writing
21:03His strokes bold and elegant
21:04Under the dim lantern light
21:05His quiet profile was lovelier than his writings
21:07I was entranced
21:08He turned smiling and asked
21:09Will this do?
21:09In his eyes shimmered the stars themselves
21:10He ate two bowls of dumplings
21:11I returned the silver note to him and said
21:13Once money gets involved
21:13Feelings lose their purity
21:14He accepted the silver note
21:15With a sigh he said
21:16If you were a man
21:16You'd really be something
21:17Day after day
21:18When I turned 19
21:18The princess returned to the capital
21:20It was said she'd be staying a while
21:20And would not be leaving soon
21:22When the princess departed
21:23She took him with her as well
21:23In fact he seldom came
21:24Perhaps once a month or even less
21:26And when he did
21:26It was in the dead of night
21:27Staying no longer than it took to have a meal
21:28We barely exchanged a few words
21:29Yet I longed for him
21:29Thought of him
21:30They said beauty led nations to ruin
21:31And beauty could ruin me
21:32But he was never aware of his own charm
21:33In the 12th month
21:34His majesty made a vow
21:35Though I knew not what vow he uttered
21:36His majesty was a Taoist believer
21:36Each day refining elixirs
21:37Seeking everlasting life
21:38It was known to all under heaven
21:39Yet this vow was the finest he'd ever made
21:40An imperial amnesty was forthcoming
21:41And the Wynn family was to be released
21:42In December
21:43His majesty made a vow
21:44None knew the words he spoke
21:45Yet was known to all
21:46That he was devoted to
21:47The quest for eternal life
21:48Yet the vow was truly grand
21:49For he granted amnesty to all
21:50Including the Wynn family
21:51Only my aunt caught a winter chill
21:53And did not survive it
21:54I rented another small estate
21:56With six rooms
21:56All tidied and made ready
21:57We held a joyous new year feast
21:59Though he was absent
21:59Gemma had blossomed into a young lady of 14
22:01Graceful as a willow
22:02Standing tall and fair
22:03Her affliction seemed to have faded
22:04She spoke and acted with clarity
22:05Yet rather earnest at times
22:06When I asked her to move back home
22:07She refused firmly
22:08No matter how hard I tried
22:09I was now but an old maid
22:10Yet she had grown up
22:10And could not spend her days in the shop
22:12She was so fair
22:13And ought to stay at home
22:14To cultivate her temperament
22:15Learn the arts of music and chess
22:16From her parents
22:17When her brother returned one day
22:18He would arrange a fine marriage for her
22:20Unpersuaded
22:20I brought her home with me
22:21I gave the rear courtyard to Monroe's
22:23Letting them dwell free
22:24So they could watch over the shop
22:26A plan that served us both
22:27I gave the rear courtyard to Monroe's
22:28Letting them dwell free
22:29So they could watch over the shop
22:30A plan that served us both
22:32I was then a free woman
22:33And had long been unconnected to the winds
22:34Living with Gemma was still pleasant
22:35But at home
22:36I always felt somewhat uneasy
22:37Yet they treated me as if
22:38I were their own daughter
22:39No different from how they treated Gemma
22:40Both gentlemen had shown me
22:41The utmost courtesy
22:42I too had become accustomed
22:43To calling them uncle, aunt, and brother
22:46He had been gone half a year
22:47Without a word
22:48Uncle seemed to have found a new interest
22:49He taught at the school for half the day
22:50And spent the rest
22:51To tutor my brothers at home
22:52He was truly a scholar by imperial exams
22:53Gemma no longer went to school
22:54Practicing letters
22:55And needlework with her mother
22:56She tried to keep the house in order
22:58And she was capable in every regard
22:59If I were to prepare for her
23:00A generous dowry
23:01She would surely find a suitable gentleman
23:02A grand household might be hard
23:04But a respectable family was within reach
23:05I only wished that
23:06She might wet a man who would cherish her
23:07And her life be free of worry
23:08If I were to prepare for her
23:09A generous dowry
23:10She would surely find a suitable gentleman
23:11A grand household might be hard
23:13But a respectable family was within reach
23:14I had only wished that she might wed a man who would cherish her and her life be free of
23:17worry.
23:17One evening I returned home late. The air was tense and somber. No one could tell me what had
23:21happened. They only said uncle had locked himself in his chamber upon returning from the school. He
23:25had eaten nothing all day. In my heart I vaguely understood. He must have learned about Jonathan.
23:29It was only a matter of time. I cooked some dumplings from the shop, let the others eat
23:33first, then carried a bowl to find him. The room to the east had been set aside as a study,
23:36and
23:36there he was within it. I called his name several times before he answered. Entering the room, I
23:39found there was no light. The moonlight streaming through the window cast a faint outline. I set
23:43the food upon the table, then found a tinder stick and lit the lamp. Once it was lit, I saw
23:45uncle
23:45seem to have aged many years all at once. His hair, already streaked with gray, appeared whiter
23:48than ever. He was hunched, unable to straighten his back any longer. Once it was lit, I saw
23:51uncle seem to have aged many years all at once. His hair, already streaked with gray, appeared
23:54whiter than ever. He was hunched, unable to straighten his back any longer. Uncle, have you heard of
23:58Jonathan's affairs? I set the bowl before him and handed him the chopsticks. His hands trembled
24:01so violently he could not hold them. Do you grieve his tarnished name or ache for him? He has suffered
24:04too much. It was I who erred. His tears fell unchecked. He cared more for his son than his reputation.
24:08Uncle, since you ache for him, speak no more of bringing him harm. He bore much sorrow. He hid
24:12the truth, fearing you might blame him or grieve in guilt. He has borne so much hardship. We should
24:17live as we always have, just as before. We should live our life well. We are family. We cannot keep
24:22such accounts. We should treat him as before. So he feels at ease. I sought out a kerchief and wiped
24:26his tears, but with such a reputation. How will he marry and raise a family? Uncle, he is a fine
24:30man.
24:31A worthy wife shall be his in time. You need not worry. All you must do is keep your health
24:34and spirit
24:34well and wait for your grandson. All you must do is keep your health and spirit well and wait for
24:37your grandson. He was such a good man, like the bright moon, with starlight twinkling in his eyes.
24:41Surely there would be a worthy lady for him. He had endured too much hardship. If the heavens would
24:44show him mercy, they will grant him a wife who loves and protects him. In July, I entrusted the shop
24:48to
24:48Janet Monroe and aunt, then rode back to my hometown Sally's Supplies. I left home at 12. Seven years had
24:53passed. My hometown had changed as well. With the silver I sent back, my family bought fields and built a
24:56house. My sister was married. My brother took a wife. My grandparents had passed. Even the three uncles had
25:00married. Yet between us, only unfamiliarity remained. My sister-in-law pried into my monthly allowance, but called me
25:04auntie behind my back. Father had been the family patriarch. He never asked how I had been faring,
25:07only urged me to send more silver for his grandson. My sister asked for more silver too, and complained
25:10about father's partiality. But what broke my heart most was that mother had passed away years ago,
25:14and no one had told me. I found the red shoes she made for me, and remembered she promised a
25:18red
25:18jacket for my wedding. Inside the chest were the red shoes made for me. She promised me a red wedding
25:21coat. I stayed only three days, left behind ten silver tails, wept at mother's grave, and then left without
25:25looking back. I didn't want to stay there anymore. In August, I returned to Rivermore. The chrysanthemums were in full
25:29bloom.
25:30Autumn gave way to winter. Heavy snow fell over the south. The emperor didn't provide relief, but held parties, which
25:32led to disasters.
25:33On New Year's Eve, the princess plotted rebellion. The next day, the emperor died. After the princess
25:36ended the throne, he focused on refugees and relief. The kingdom gradually stabilized. In April, when I was
25:40sorting fish and shrimp, Grace came running in tears to bring news. She said someone from the palace had
25:43come. When I returned home, it was Dean Foster who had helped us escape. He said he had heard about
25:47my
25:47unrivaled dumplings. Actually, he came to tell us about Jonathan. He and the new emperor were like
25:50brothers. The Wyns suffered to support the new emperor. He wanted to marry me, the loyal servant who cared for
25:54his sister and honored his parents. The emperor wanted to know my thoughts. I frankly said I only wanted a
25:57lifelong dedicated relationship. The Wyns family owed me nothing, but mother mentioned the proposal again. She wanted me to go
26:01with her to the
26:01capital. And the very next day, the gate was crowded with relatives seeking favor. I frankly said I only
26:04wanted a lifelong dedicated relationship. The Wyns family owed me nothing, but mother mentioned the
26:07proposal again. She wanted me to go with her to the capital. The very next day, the gate was crowded
26:10with relatives seeking favor. On the fifth day, my brother rushed in with urgent news, saying mother
26:13fainted from arguing with uncle's family and Julia Wyns. Father strained his back while driving them out.
26:16I hurried home. Julia was changing her kids swaddling on my bed. I lost my temper at once, driving out
26:20all those who came to curry favor. Julia wailed nonstop. Mr. Wyns sighed and spoke of the past. She was
26:24proud and
26:24willful, insisting on marrying out. During the hard times, she never showed up. Now she wished to reap the harvest.
26:28I slapped her
26:28across the face, declaring she had no right to enjoy the fruit. At dawn the next day, Julia left
26:32with her child. Half a month later, the whole family was going to the capital. Grace wept, refusing to
26:36board the carriage. I promised to fetch her after my wedding. Watching the carriage depart, a sudden
26:39weakness overcame me. Two days later, I entrusted the shop to Janet and left Rivermore alone. Two
26:43years passed in the blink of an eye. I went to collect pearls in East Shore Village. Life was
26:45simple, but I could never truly forget Jonathan. Watching the carriage depart, a sudden weakness
26:48overcame me. Two days later, I entrusted the shop to Janet and left Rivermore alone. Two years passed in
26:52the blink of an eye. I went to collect pearls in East Shore Village. Life was simple, but I could
26:55never truly
26:55forget Jonathan. Snow fell thick in the depths of winter. With my silver notes, I returned to the
26:58capital. Jonathan was leading the treasury department. His power unrivaled throughout the
27:00land, yet he was never married. Rumors swirled throughout the city. Wind Manor was easy to find.
27:03The gatekeepers saw me, checked the portrait, and announced my arrival. I walked through the
27:06winding corridors and ran straight into Jonathan. He was still as dignified and graceful as ever. The
27:08mole beside his eye was still captivating. He asked about that rascal husband of mine. I made up an
27:11excuse without thinking. When he asked if I was well, I said everywhere was fine, except without you.
27:15In the back courtyard, mother pulled me into her arms. Father's eyes grew red as well. Second brother placed in
27:19the
27:19top three. Third brother worked in the ministry of works. Her wife was a forthright woman. She told me Grace
27:23was an expectant
27:24consort. Her marriage was won by Jonathan's persistence. Not long after, Grace, belly round, threw herself at me, crying as
27:28she
27:28exposed my lie about my husband. After supper, Jonathan called me to the study. Snowflakes settled upon my hair as
27:32if we'd grown old
27:32together. After supper, Jonathan called me to the study. Snowflakes settled upon my hair as if we'd grown old
27:36together. He asked why I didn't want to marry him and if I thought he was unclean. In a rare
27:39moment of courage, I kissed him.
27:40Then, flustered, I fled in haste and hid myself within Dalehurst's state. On the eleventh day, Dean arrived to escort
27:43me to the
27:44palace. Within the royal study, the emperor smiled as he exposed my falsehood. He then gathered all the court
27:47officials and bathed them, accused Jonathan of immoral conduct in the palace. Magistrate George made the first
27:50challenge. I stepped forward and declared, Jonathan bore disgrace for the sake of his family. He concealed
27:54himself to aid your majesty. He endured humiliation and hardship. How could that be disloyal? The treasury
27:57of Grandcrest overflows. It's his achievements. My words left Magistrate George speechless. The emperor
28:01applauded and praised me. He forbade anyone to mention Jonathan's past. On the road leaving the palace, for
28:05the first time, I called his name. I confessed I was not worthy of him, yet he turned and replied,
28:08who is
28:08worthy of him is for him to decide. In the wind manner, I no longer hid from him. A few
28:11days later, Jonathan returned
28:12late. He fainted in the icy bathhouse. The page boy said he would see only me. Gazing upon the old
28:16scars, crisscrossing his
28:16body, I recalled all his past suffering. I couldn't hold back my feelings anymore, so I bent down and
28:19kissed him. Gazing upon the old scars, crisscrossing his body, I recalled all his past suffering. I
28:22couldn't hold back my feelings anymore, so I bent down and kissed him. At dawn the next morning,
28:24mother was standing at my bedside. Jonathan knelt upon the floor, his face beaming with joy. Mother
28:27decided to set a date for our wedding. The emperor bestowed the marriage. It would be on the 8th day
28:31of
28:31December. I awaited my marriage at Dalehurst Estate. Grace kept me company every day. Jonathan came twice,
28:34but each time Grace sent him away. He left me some notes, saying that he'd fallen for me long ago,
28:38but I never knew,
28:39and that he was really happy to marry me soon. On the 8th day of December, an auspicious day, I
28:42departed from Dalehurst
28:43Estate. Jonathan came for me in festive attire. His gaze was so tender, as he said, Macy Nguyen,
28:46I've come to marry you. I set down my round fan. Looking upon his handsome brown eyes, I remember
28:49the farewell in the blizzard. It felt as though a lifetime had passed. After our wedding, he cherished
28:53me a lot. He accompanied me, ate my dumplings, and listened to my tales of East Shore. At last,
28:56I understood the finest love was not found in matching status. After weathering every storm
28:59together, he still held my hand, and said, for the rest of my life, I will be with you. I
29:02was lucky enough
29:03in this tumultuous world to find my true love for life.
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