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00:33Come on in.
00:36I'm not doing any more chemo.
00:45Good plan.
00:47He'll be dead in five months.
00:52We went for a cure.
00:53It didn't work.
00:55I've thought about this a lot.
00:57Five more months on this earth is reasonable.
01:00A year in the hospital in excruciating pain is...
01:07not.
01:08Two weeks on, two weeks off of chemo,
01:11you have way more than a year.
01:13Maybe two or three.
01:15House.
01:19I'm sorry.
01:26I'm not going to let you just die.
01:49I'm not going to let you just die.
02:11I'm not going to let you just die.
02:19Hey, you know, management research shows that the best ideas come from casual contact.
02:27So, one set of season tickets.
02:29Got the seat next to you.
02:33First game is October 8th.
02:35It's about one month after Wilson's expiration date.
02:38This isn't an unstructured collaboration.
02:41You're trying to be the new Wilson.
02:42I'm trying to show you there are other people who care about you.
02:45Relax.
02:47I'm probably not going to fall apart.
03:05Put down the pom-poms and step away from the computer.
03:09A 46-year-old oncologist refuses treatment.
03:13Foreman already gave us a case.
03:14He wants us to keep things as normal as possible for as long as possible.
03:20Wilson is dying. Chase is gone. How close to normal do you think we can come?
03:24Nineteen-year-old cheerleader admitted with massive nosebleed and dizziness.
03:29Wow. Cool.
03:30I just completely forgot that my best friend is dying.
03:34Wait. That just reminded me.
03:36That CT is clean.
03:37How can we turn Wilson from a terminal idiot into an interminable pain in the ass?
03:43Mini stroke could explain our patient's neurosymptoms on his butterfingers.
03:47But not his bloody nose.
03:48My best friend is trying to kill himself.
03:51He just wants to die with a little dignity.
03:54There's no such thing.
03:57It's not your choice, House.
03:59Your only choice here is between acceptance and misery.
04:06It's a midline granuloma.
04:08Get your patient and PET scan.
04:18No lesions along the optic tract? You already covered that.
04:23Maybe we should get someone else to take this case.
04:25Why? Because someone somewhere is dying?
04:31Crap. Turn off the mic.
04:32It is off.
04:35Not according to his brain.
04:36His temporal lobe is completely lit up.
04:39Auditory portion.
04:42He's hearing something.
04:58Foreman's trying to date me.
05:00I assume that's because you called him.
05:03No, I...
05:04Did you put something in my pocket?
05:08You know how you can be there for me five months from now?
05:12Don't be dead five months from now.
05:29Hey, Wils.
05:33Seriously?
05:34Just a little picker downer.
05:36I assume this unwanted interruption means you're looking for me to discuss the latest development in a case I don't
05:42want to discuss.
05:43Our patient is hearing voices.
05:44He denies it, but the PET scan says otherwise.
05:47He's at the right age for the onset of schizophrenia.
05:49Yeah.
05:50Yeah, you really need me.
05:52Ultrasound is abdomen to check for schizophrenia.
05:55We already ordered a psych evaluation, but drugs could also cause...
05:58The tox screen was clean.
06:00Ultrasound is dorm.
06:04Whoa, just...
06:06You guys can't just come busting in here without a warrant.
06:10We're not cops.
06:11We're your roommate's doctors.
06:16Any idea what flavor of drugs would be making your roommate sick?
06:21Objection.
06:22Entrapment.
06:25I'm pre-law.
06:28Derek doesn't party.
06:32Look at this.
06:33Why would he have a picture of a little boy?
06:36Maybe it's his nephew or something?
06:38Hidden in his sock drawer?
06:40Whoa.
06:41Creepy.
06:50We need to talk to Derek about some medical matters.
06:53Well, she's my girlfriend.
06:54She could be here for that.
06:59We found this...
07:02in your dorm room.
07:03Who is that?
07:06Nobody.
07:06Nobody.
07:08Then why was it hidden in a drawer?
07:13Derek, what you talking about?
07:18It's my brother, Christopher.
07:22You never told me you had a brother.
07:24Well, he's been dead almost ten years, so...
07:29Is that the voice you hear in your head?
07:38Mmm.
07:41Mmm.
07:43Mmm.
07:47And lo, he is risen.
07:50So, now my hair's going to fall out next week?
07:53No.
07:54All I did was temporarily kill you.
07:56How was it?
07:57What?
07:58I don't...
07:58I wasn't dead.
08:00I was unconscious.
08:00No dreams, thoughts. You experience nothing.
08:05Now imagine that without the waking up on the couch part.
08:09Just nothing times infinity.
08:12You didn't just prove death is nothing.
08:15You proved propofol is.
08:19You're saying the end is not the end?
08:24I was expecting nothing is better than something lousy,
08:28but not the angels are waiting for me.
08:30I'm not having this conversation.
08:32Why? Because it doesn't make sense?
08:34Because I'm not going to change your mind, and I don't care.
08:37More importantly, you're not going to change mine.
08:39There is no heaven. There is no hell.
08:42Your soul is not going to float out of your body
08:44and join some great unifying energy force.
08:47The fact that you're dying is not going to change that.
08:49Please, just go.
08:58House.
09:00I have spent the last 20 years holding the hands of people as they die.
09:06When I watch that transformation...
09:11I'm sorry.
09:12I don't believe that we're just a bag of chemicals.
09:30So, are we going to talk about the patient or wait for house?
09:34Viral encephalitis.
09:36It's been going on for 10 years.
09:38I'm going to go in there and invite him to participate.
09:41I think he'd walk on with a distraction.
09:46Come with me.
09:52Why?
09:54When was the last time house listened to anything we said about anything personal?
09:59Maybe you'll feel better, but sometimes the truth is...
10:03There's nothing anyone can do.
10:11Temporal lobe epilepsy.
10:12Causes voices, dizziness, trauma from a seizure.
10:15What explained in his plate?
10:18You know about all of my siblings and cousins and aunts and uncles...
10:22You're overreacting.
10:23Because you don't trust me enough to tell me...
10:26Sorry.
10:27It's time to go down for your test.
10:30If you want to wait here, it'll only take about an hour.
10:33No, she's leaving.
10:36Derek, come on.
10:37I mean, we should at least talk.
10:39No.
10:40I'd rather you just leave.
10:42You don't need to come back.
10:56Time?
10:57Any odd tastes or smells?
11:00Nope.
11:00Feel fine.
11:02Things look fine on my end, too.
11:09So, you won't admit to your doctors that you're hearing your brother's voice,
11:13which is dangerous.
11:15And now, you lost your girlfriend over it.
11:18Which is stupid.
11:20Do you assume there's more to the story?
11:22It's how I was raised.
11:25Short story.
11:26Yeah.
11:28My boss is losing his best friend to cancer.
11:30And instead of talking about the pain,
11:33he's pretending there is no pain because everything can be fixed.
11:43My father tried to deal with it.
11:46Ironic that he drank himself into oblivion after my brother was killed by a drunk driver.
11:56Do you need a tissue?
12:01After Dad left, my mom moved us away.
12:05She got rid of all the pictures of Christopher and never mentioned him again.
12:10It was like it never existed.
12:12And that worked for us.
12:14And yet you kept one.
12:18My right eye, I was seeing spots, but now I can't see it all.
12:22Is that from the test?
12:24No, this is something else.
12:26Ah, that hurts.
12:28Sorry.
12:31How many fingers?
12:32Two.
12:33Fuzzy ones, but two.
12:34It's a clot in the artery behind your eye.
12:36I just broke it up.
12:38Is that bad?
12:39I don't know.
12:40Because I don't know why it happened.
12:49Hey.
12:51Saved us the table.
12:52There are no tables.
12:54I recently hacked into your old files.
12:56Found a six-year-old boy with bilateral retinoblastoma.
13:00Doctors wanted to take his eyes out before the cancer spread to his brain, and you fought them.
13:05Advocated for new photon beam radiation.
13:09Saved the kid's vision.
13:10Probably saved his life.
13:12It was my first case at PPTH.
13:14Mikey Kimball.
13:15It's Michael now.
13:19Oh, yeah.
13:20This is our table.
13:22Wow.
13:25I...
13:28How are you?
13:30I'm doing great.
13:32Graduating next month.
13:33Already?
13:35Little Mikey?
13:37And I got accepted to Princeton, and I'm planning on going to med school.
13:42Oh.
13:43He's going to be a doctor instead of being dead.
13:49Dr. House told me all about your situation.
13:54That's why I came.
13:55There's just so much good that you can do, even in a small amount of time.
14:04I don't wonder.
14:07Hey!
14:08Is there anybody else here who's alive today because of Dr. James Wilson?
14:33Gastric adenocarcinoma, 15 years in remission, six grandchildren that I never would have met.
14:42Thank you, Dr. Wilson.
14:45Scoia macelle lung cancer, 12 years in remission.
14:49I was able to walk my daughter down the aisle last May.
14:52Thank you, Dr. Wilson.
15:05I did the math.
15:07Seventy-four children are alive today, this year.
15:11Fourteen grandchildren.
15:16Mikey Kimball started kindergarten before the age cutoff.
15:22He would have graduated high school last year.
15:28I flunked a year.
15:31Was anybody in this room really a patient of mine?
15:41They're somewhere.
15:43I'm giving you a standing O somewhere.
15:46They exist.
15:47You saved their lives.
15:50That's the more impressive that they're too busy to be here.
15:59What's this?
15:59A glowing letter of recommendation you just wrote for me on my laptop.
16:03I noticed it's lacking your signature at the bottom.
16:06Don't you think you're being a bit premature predicting House's demise?
16:09Not demise, just implosion.
16:12He's going through a rough time.
16:14But so far he's been handling it.
16:27House?
16:31Your shoes are wet.
16:32Glad to see your emotional turmoil hasn't dulled your powers of observation.
16:37I know you're responsible.
16:39No, you don't.
16:40Because I didn't do it.
16:42Whatever it is.
16:44But if I had shoved those season tickets down some toilets,
16:48I would have done it because you asked me to.
16:50You wanted to replace Wilson?
16:52I prank Wilson all the time.
16:54Enjoy.
16:55Enjoy.
17:18I got you three, but I drank them.
17:24You didn't have to call me, but I appreciate I made the list.
17:28Wasn't entirely unselfish.
17:37I didn't feel right approaching any of my terminal patients, but...
17:48What is it like?
17:52Does it ever stop being surreal?
17:57It'll stop in about five or six months, give or take, in your case.
18:06You know what happened to me today?
18:08One of my patients suddenly started crying.
18:13It can't be your first.
18:14First one who was crying for me.
18:20It's the human response.
18:22It's either overly saccharine, because giving sympathy makes them feel better,
18:27or they ignore you, because hiding from mortality makes them feel better.
18:32Well, why can't they just say something that makes me feel better?
18:35Like what, exactly?
18:48You'd be doing what, two weeks on, two weeks off?
18:52So maybe do your first round, see how it goes.
18:55Maybe not as horrible as you fear.
18:57Then do the second round, enjoy your two weeks off, and revisit the decision.
19:02Rinse, repeat.
19:07I just can't envision spending my remaining time in a chemo suite in Princeton.
19:17I want to enjoy myself with family and friends.
19:25Friends or friend.
19:30Hi, this is Greg House, again, third message, hopefully indicating how much I want you to call me back.
19:36I'd say that your son is dying to increase the urgency, as you probably already know that.
19:42The fake people who care that Wilson stays alive didn't work, so I need the real people who care about
19:47him to tell him what an idiot he's being.
19:49Where are we going?
19:51Well, I just got paid to go to the bathroom, and I don't know where the rest of you are
19:54going.
19:55Some of our patients' symptoms might be physiological, and some might be psychological.
19:59You think being forced to bury painful memories is making symptoms worse?
20:02Grief avoidance can lead to all sorts of anxiety disorders, which can manifest into physical illness.
20:10I'd assume that all his symptoms are real symptoms.
20:14So we're going to avoid grief avoidance?
20:17Studies after September 11th showed that repression was actually better for coping than dwelling in misery.
20:23What about polycythemia vera?
20:24RBCs are slightly elevated, but not that much.
20:26Hodgkin's lymphoma?
20:27Would have showed up in the PET scan.
20:29What if our guy got hurt at practice, and like everything else, just didn't tell anyone?
20:35Could have set off the AIC, would explain everything.
20:38I thought you had to go to the bathroom.
20:40I didn't say I had to go in.
20:42I need some more mops in here.
20:49What exactly are you looking for?
20:52Blood.
20:52If your spinal fluid is yellow instead of clear, it means you've had a subarachnoid hemorrhage.
21:00What does your brother say to you?
21:03Does he tell you you're going to be okay?
21:07Doesn't really work like that.
21:10I think you hear your brother's voice for a reason.
21:13I thought you guys said that I hear things because I'm sick.
21:16Yes, but that doesn't explain why you don't hear a different voice.
21:19I think your mom didn't let you deal with the grief of losing your brother properly.
21:25There are people here who could help you with that.
21:33Okay.
21:40The opening pressure is way too high.
22:02The prodigal daughter returns.
22:06You taking me up on my offer to off you?
22:09I think I've still got some leftover propofol.
22:11I spoke to Wilson.
22:14He's angry because I wanted to live longer.
22:18Who wouldn't be?
22:19Friends respect each other's decisions even if they don't agree with them.
22:23It's called loyalty.
22:23Loyalty is a tool to get people to do things they don't want to do.
22:29But you do want to.
22:32You may have rationalized it a hundred different ways, but the fact is you fired me so that I'd be
22:38forced to spend the rest of my life doing exactly what I wanted to do.
22:43It was probably the most selfless thing anyone has ever done for me.
22:51And you don't even like me that much.
23:06I surrender.
23:16I have been a disloyal, disrespectful jerk.
23:24I should have listened to what you wanted.
23:27I'm still not letting my parents return your call.
23:30I made a reservation for two of Carmines tonight, 8 o'clock.
23:35No more tricks.
23:37No more manipulations.
23:39Said Machiavelli.
23:41Just two friends enjoying the time they have left.
23:46Please, don't.
23:47I'm not.
23:48I promise.
23:53Just dinner.
23:54It depends on how much you have to drink.
23:59That sounds nice.
24:11Mom.
24:12I came as soon as I got your message.
24:13Is he going to be okay?
24:14We're hoping it's just excess fluid on his brain from an extreme migraine, which isn't good, but it's treatable.
24:21He's scheduled to get an MRI as soon as these meds start taking effect.
24:31We found that picture in his dorm room.
24:34I'm not sure what Derek's told you, but he's been hearing Christopher's voice for the last 10 years, and it's
24:44possible that repressing all that grief he's felt is actually causing some of Derek's symptoms.
24:53I don't even know if this voice in my head is something I invented or if it's what Christopher was
24:58really like.
24:59With no photos, no video, my memories, I really don't have any anymore.
25:11Maybe you could just tell me a little bit about him.
25:22I'm sorry.
25:23It was a long drive in.
25:26I'm going to go get a coffee.
25:30Okay.
25:3879 years old, and you told her she was pregnant.
25:43Well, I cured her hiccups.
25:47See, I didn't expect her to cry for quite so long.
25:51Now, I know that the tiramisu is great here, but I actually ordered off-menu.
26:06Great.
26:07I told you, you didn't hang the bear bag high enough.
26:11I'm a smart bear.
26:12I'm almost certain he untied my knots.
26:14Well, he wasn't that smart.
26:15He left the Oreos behind.
26:17You hiked for 32 miles, eating nothing but creamy filling.
26:23Black stuff is overrated.
26:26Climbing the hill.
26:35Okay.
26:37If I did decide to stick around a little longer...
26:42Don't do that to me, Wilson.
26:43No, I'm not.
26:44I'm just...
26:46I do feel pretty good, and I...
26:50Maybe I should try it.
26:52For a little while.
26:57I think that's reasonable.
27:11Are you conning me?
27:16You're conning me.
27:18What?
27:19Just because you folded, that means there must be some evil plan?
27:24Well, that's usually how it works with you.
27:27You drown me in nostalgia, so I'll think about our friendship and feel some kind of loyalty and agree to
27:33more chemo.
27:33That was real nostalgia, it was real emotions, a real decision.
27:37A decision that I just made for you.
27:46I need you, okay?
27:50I want you to be around as long as possible.
27:54Because I don't know what I'm going to do without you.
27:57No.
27:58Don't do that.
27:59I don't owe you anything.
28:02Our entire relationship has been about you.
28:06My dying is about me.
28:19My...
28:58look at you you don't want to die of course I don't want to die well then fight I did
29:04I tried
29:05one time house get out of my car you don't have to just accept it yes I do have to
29:11accept this
29:11I have five months to live and you're making me go through this alone
29:22I'm pissed because I'm dying it's not fair and I need
29:29I need a friend I need to know that you're there I need
29:37I need you to tell me that my life was worthwhile and I
29:45don't need you to tell me that you love me
30:00no I'm not going to tell you that unless you fight
30:17blood vessels are non-reactive it's not a migraine I'm not feeling so great how much longer finishing up
30:32thank you dr. Adams
30:38it looks like this is something like
30:53you
31:21What are you doing back here?
31:22We got a case. I assume the status is. The patient's getting worse. You guys are confused.
31:28You think actually showing up for work is enough to make up for ruining an MRI, endangering the patient, injuring
31:35us?
31:35I got an airtight elbow that I'm working on.
31:38This isn't about the damage. You're back because something's going on with Wilson.
31:41I'm done with Wilson.
31:42What does that mean, you're done with Wilson? If he's not dead, you're not done with Wilson.
31:46You suddenly think you're going to make a difference.
31:48You can't just abandon him.
31:50It's in his hands now. Did you get any good pictures before the MRI drowned?
31:54Enough to know it wasn't a migraine, and the patient mistook me for Adams.
32:08Come with me.
32:13Hey.
32:16So what do you think is going to happen when I stick a needle into his eardrum?
32:19You quizzing us?
32:20This is a good quiz.
32:22He'll scream in pain.
32:24He'll listen to her. Very small needle, very steady hands.
32:28Now, when I pull back on the plunger, what do you think is going to come out?
32:31Air.
32:38Boy, that air sure is red.
32:41Persistent stapedial artery.
32:43It should disappear in the embryonic stage, just like his dead brother.
32:47He really can't let go.
32:49The artery's been pressing against the temporal lobe of his brain, right above the ear canal.
32:52Explains the voices, the dizziness, everything.
32:56You guys can explain how we're going to make it better.
33:04Will my brother's voice go away?
33:13You're being an ass.
33:15I just cured a patient. How about you?
33:18You can't just give up on Wilson.
33:19You know he needs you.
33:21You know he's making an impossible choice.
33:23He just doesn't want to live in pain.
33:25Life is pain!
33:26I wake up every morning I'm in pain.
33:28I go to work in pain.
33:29You know how many times I wanted to just give up?
33:32How many times I've thought about ending it?
34:00You're here to yell at me or give me hockey tickets?
34:03I had a delay of the surgery because our patient drank ammonia from the janitor's cart.
34:08I guess he didn't want to live without his brother's voice.
34:17Where are you going?
34:35You're resisting me because it's our human responsibility to stay alive!
34:40You're in your playing house!
34:41Stop!
34:55You spent your whole life looking for the truth.
34:58But sometimes the truth just sucks.
35:08I'm going to be leaving quite a bit earlier than we had talked about the next day or two.
35:21What happened?
35:23Something between you and House?
35:29He's not my child.
35:31I cannot be responsible for the happiness of Gregory House.
35:39I'll, uh, I'll get this to Franklin.
35:42Okay, thank you.
35:45And you are responsible.
35:51The past 20 years, you've had three wives, hundreds of colleagues, thousands of patients.
36:02But you've kept that one best friend.
36:06He wants me to suffer a misery that I don't want to go through.
36:16Chemo won't make your life any better.
36:19Caring will.
36:21Enduring pain to do some good for someone you care about.
36:25Isn't that what life is?
36:26?
36:28?
36:29?
36:29?
36:30?
36:30?
36:41?
37:45Yeah?
37:47That picture of Christopher that I had on the stand, did you take it?
37:56Yes.
37:58Did you throw it out?
38:04If I agree to get the surgery, can you bring that picture back?
38:07Yeah?
38:42Not home.
38:43House.
38:50I'm ready to start the next round of chemo.
38:55Why?
38:57Because you need me.
38:59And I don't think that's a bad thing anymore.
39:07No.
39:11You're the only one I listen to.
39:14The last couple of days I didn't.
39:15I almost killed my patient.
39:17So I think it's time for me to accept that
39:22you're just smarter than I am.
39:28Are you really okay that there's only five months left?
39:33No.
39:36But it's better than nothing.
39:44Um, how do we start?
39:49I'm not going to say I love you.
39:51Thank God.
39:52You got any Oreos?
39:56No.
40:10How are you feeling?
40:18The surgery worked.
40:20How can you tell?
40:21I guess Christopher's gone.
40:26Perhaps.
40:27In death euphoria, you'll be forever mine.
40:34Kathy!
40:51I won't feel good, too.
41:01I won't feel good, too.
41:13I won't feel huge.
41:30And this is the peak, almost 8,000 feet.
41:34You do realize that my leg situation has deteriorated a little since the last time you went hiking.
41:40Just add another day.
41:45This is Matt Johnson, the hospital lawyer.
41:52Yes.
41:53I have decided not to proceed with the sexual harassment case.
41:57These yours?
41:59The plumber retrieved them from the hospital outflow pipe.
42:03They cause a sewage backup that ruined the MRI, and they have your name on them.
42:09Gregory Dangerhouse.
42:11It's a very common name.
42:13These apparently have your fingerprints on them also.
42:19Why don't you tell me how many hours of picking up trash you want me to do?
42:23House, I tried to keep this internal.
42:26The fire department handed the tickets to the police, who contacted your parole officer.
42:32It's felony vandalism.
42:35He's going to revoke your parole.
42:37There's nothing we can do.
42:39You have to report to Marissa County Jail on Monday to serve out the rest of your sentence.
42:49And that's, that's how long?
42:54I'm sorry.
42:55How long?
43:04Six months.
43:21Six months.
43:22Six months.
43:23Six months.
43:26Six months.
43:28Six months.
43:30Six months.
43:31Six months.
43:32Six months.
43:33Six months.
43:33Six months.
43:34Six months.
43:34Six months.
43:34Six months.
43:34Six months.
43:35Six months.
43:35Six months.
43:36Six months.
43:37Six months.
43:39Six months.
43:59That's some bad hat, Harry.
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