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00:17I...
00:23I...
00:24I...
00:26I...
00:26I want to be alone.
00:28That's my wife.
00:32Uh...
00:37Uh...
00:43I'm a selfish SOB.
00:47I...
00:49I never got you to real.
00:51No.
00:51There was always, uh...
00:54One more problem at the stores.
00:57You deserve better than that.
01:01I love you.
01:04I always have.
01:12I'm ready.
01:13It's okay.
01:19I...
01:20I...
01:21I know.
01:21I know.
01:29Ooh...
01:29Yeah.
01:30Mm-mm!
01:33Ooh...
01:35Mm-mm!
01:42Ooh!
01:48Ooh...
01:49Ooh!
01:49It's alright.
01:52Help her!
01:56Help her!
02:31Help her!
02:3154-year-old woman with acute respiratory failure, no anaphylaxis, lung issues, or tracheal lesions.
02:37Tox cream is clean for coke and amphetamines.
02:39I will give you 30 reasons.
02:41One for each pound caused the apnea which inflamed the epiglottis.
02:46Why is our rainbow coalition missing brown and bi?
02:49Thirteen's with the patient and Cutner's dog's sick. He should be in by lunch.
02:53No apnea because of no sleeping problems when she's sleeping.
02:56She's spent the last six months caring for her husband who's dying of heart failure.
03:00Reason 31, whatever whacked the husband's heart is also whacking her airway.
03:04And, oh good, I thought maybe Cutner was home nursing the rib you broke when you elbowed your way in
03:08for credit on the last patient.
03:11I contributed.
03:12And the patient's illness wasn't caused by her husband unless lung cancer's contagious.
03:16Interesting.
03:17Not about the patient, that was kinda dull.
03:19I thought maybe you were lying to cover for Cutner, which sounds noble.
03:23Except you're doing it out of guilt instead of love.
03:26She visited her sister in Hawaii about six months ago, just before her husband got sick.
03:30Could've picked up meliodosis from one of the islands.
03:33Would've jumped to the husband, finished off him and his lame immune system.
03:37No tumors, no drugs, no bacteria.
03:39We use viral varicella zoster.
03:42His daughter on IV fluids and a cyclovir.
03:44Can't.
03:44She's demanding to be released so she can get home to her husband.
03:47How sweet.
03:48They can die together.
03:49Set them separately, 40 years apart.
03:51She claims he got stronger as soon as she stopped breathing.
03:55The mind can heal the body.
03:56Seeing his wife in distress might have actually slowed down his death.
04:00Or he just had an adrenaline surge when he saw his chance to hit the singles market.
04:04Send her home.
04:05We don't need to.
04:06I had an idea.
04:08All by myself.
04:17Eddie?
04:18Found him loitering in the lobby.
04:20You're still with me.
04:21Where the hell else am I gonna go?
04:23And now, with your permission, we'd like to try to make you better.
04:35The pageant starts in an hour.
04:37You have to do something.
04:38There's something wrong inside her head.
04:40It's like she has no idea what's going on around her.
04:43I thought she was just flirting with me.
04:46If I could fix it, it was gonna cost you $3.75.
04:51I'm not just gonna give you my coffee.
04:54Think of it as Costa Rican sober juice.
05:00She's drunk?
05:01That little minty scent hiding beneath the rose petal perfume
05:05and the cherry blossom moisturizer and the morning dew hairspray.
05:10You sneak into Mommy's bathroom and gulp some of her mouthwash.
05:14Gotta be perfect.
05:16You just spit it out?
05:17Mommy doesn't.
05:22The treatment worked.
05:23Charlotte's breathing's back to normal.
05:25She's being discharged.
05:26She can resume her vigil over her husband.
05:27He's starting fading again.
05:29Win some, lose some.
05:30And strictly speaking, he says he's not my patient.
05:32Win some?
05:34Well, look at the time.
05:35It's half-past.
05:36Taub was lying about Cutner.
05:38He probably went to a comic book fest,
05:41spent the night at some Wonder Woman's lair.
05:43I'm sure he'll-
05:43Find out what or who he's doing.
05:45Either way, Cutty's gonna want me to write it under reason for termination.
05:49Is that Cutner?
05:51Charlotte.
05:52Oh, too sad and ST are normal.
05:54It's not her airway.
05:57You're okay?
05:58Yeah, don't worry about me.
05:59She's in pain.
06:01Pulse is rapid and regular.
06:03No fluid in the lungs.
06:04What's happening?
06:06I don't know.
06:10Cutner!
06:11It's 4 minute 13.
06:15Where are you going?
06:16House didn't ask us to find out where he wasn't.
06:18If you want to climb a fifth floor fire escape...
06:21This might be faster.
06:27Cutner!
06:30Man boy heaven.
06:32Surprised he ever leaves.
06:40There's nothing on his calendar.
06:43His pager's still here.
06:49Oh, God.
06:59I need an ambulance at 410 Willis.
07:01Apartment 5C.
07:0228-year-old male.
07:03Single gunshot wound to the right temple.
07:05No, Pulse.
07:06Alert person in Plainsboro.
07:07Have a trial.
07:08Get it ready.
07:09His pupil's dilated.
07:10His head's whole.
07:11Still no, Pulse.
07:12Come on, Cutner!
07:13No, no.
07:13Let me try.
07:22He's cold.
07:28Rick!
07:50I'm cold.
08:06I'm cold.
08:06I'm cold.
08:06I'm cold.
08:06You didn't say anything.
08:08To any of you.
08:11Family problems, bad relationship, financial pressures.
08:15His parents were shot right in front of him.
08:19Parents are ancient history.
08:20Not to someone who actually cares.
08:23He even slit his wrists and...
08:27Peacefully drift away.
08:28He shot himself.
08:30He didn't leave a note.
08:32It means panic.
08:34Which could've been preempted if the idiots worked alongside him for 80 hours a week had seen this coming.
08:39You're blaming us?
08:41He's trying to figure it out.
08:43We would've helped him if he had reached out to us.
08:45He didn't.
08:47We should've picked up on something.
08:48This isn't our fault.
08:50Something like 25% of suicidal people show no outward signs of depression.
08:55No.
08:5625% of suicidal people have friends who didn't notice anything and don't want to feel guilty.
09:00Killing yourself also kills all other options.
09:04Makes Cutner an idiot.
09:06So pity, yes, but guilt, no.
09:10That's what you want to tell yourself.
09:11We still have a patient.
09:14Actually, two.
09:15One worsening, one who should be worsening.
09:18You can't be in denial about Cutner and the husband.
09:21It's possible Eddie's body is willing itself to live.
09:24Well, call the tabloids.
09:26Tell them you just witnessed the miracle of slightly increased kidney function.
09:31Maybe we should pass this file off to another doctor.
09:34And the next one too.
09:36And one after that.
09:39How many files until it's okay that Cutner's dead?
09:46Cardiac enzymes means you didn't have a heart attack.
09:49No vision problems means no mitochondrial disease.
09:52Could be a metabolic disorder.
09:55Acidosis.
09:55Blood pH was normal.
09:57Polycerositis would inflame the membranes near her upper glottis and the hard spirit cardium.
10:01Causing the chest pain.
10:04I'm sorry.
10:06I've hired a grief counselor.
10:08Who I'm sure none of you will see.
10:10And I'm offering time off, which I'm sure none of you will take.
10:13But just know it's available.
10:20Polycerositis fits.
10:21Start her on endomethacin.
10:27You'd rather not deal with this case?
10:29I'm fine.
10:31Despite what Wilson was saying.
10:33He hasn't come to you?
10:34Pretty sure he has mahjong Tuesday mornings.
10:37I assume he thinks I will work through this better.
10:40If I don't have to keep flicking his wings off my shoulder.
10:46He didn't even have an inkling.
10:48I know his fantasy football team cratered.
10:50Figured he'd gotten over it.
10:54Wow.
11:00Sorry for your loss.
11:03Thanks.
11:04It's not my loss.
11:06Then I'm sorry.
11:07You don't think it is.
11:17The patient's membranes aren't gonna heal themselves.
11:20Talb went to run the treatment.
11:23We'd like to go see Cuttin' his parents.
11:28I'll join you.
11:38Polycerositis damages the protective covering around tissue and organs.
11:42Indomethacin is simply anti-inflammatory but it should fix it.
11:45Just make the pain stop.
11:49Charlotte.
11:52Close your eyes.
11:58Now, pretend you finally made it down to Rio.
12:03You're on the balcony of, uh, some fancy hotel.
12:12You never talk like this.
12:15Yeah, just shut up and let me do this.
12:18And you're on that balcony.
12:20And you're watching the Mardi Gras.
12:21It's called Carnival.
12:26And I don't want to go without you.
12:30I want you to.
12:33And I want it to be everything you've ever dreamed of.
12:38Sorry to interrupt, but I'd like to run one more test.
12:43On you.
12:48This is the first day we got him.
12:50He was six.
12:53Sweetest little boy you ever met.
12:56Must have been scary.
12:59Going through a trauma and they're being handed off to a new family.
13:02We kept telling him to call us Richard and Julia.
13:06But it was always Mr. and Mrs. Cutter.
13:09And on his ninth birthday, we gave him a chemistry set.
13:14Lawrence always loved blowing things up.
13:18And he said, thanks, Mom.
13:21Thanks, Dad.
13:23That's who we were from then on.
13:28He was pretty special.
13:30We were lucky to have him.
13:33You spent the most time with him.
13:37He spoke so highly of all of you.
13:41Do you have any idea?
13:43I wish we did.
13:46We all...
13:47It was his name.
13:50He was conflicted.
13:52Being nowhere he fit in.
13:54Being ripped out of his world and stuck into yours.
13:57We encouraged him to hold onto his heritage.
14:00It's hard to still be Lawrence Chowdray when everyone sees you as Lawrence Cutter.
14:05It was his idea to take our name.
14:08You should have said no.
14:09House.
14:10All his Anglo name gave him was the illusion that he was someone he wasn't.
14:13You were being emotional, not rational.
14:16You didn't understand him.
14:17He loved that boy, you son of a bitch.
14:19You wanted to make him happy by shutting out his pain.
14:22When he looked happy, he assumed the pain had gone.
14:25It just got buried deeper.
14:28Leaving him tormented about who he was until finally he put a bullet...
14:32House.
14:34Go back to the hospital.
14:57I'm sorry about your son.
15:12Endomethacin had no effect.
15:13She's still in pain.
15:14Rules out polycerysitis.
15:16Ran a hormone pedal on Eddie.
15:18His prolactin's above normal.
15:19Means he's actually improving.
15:23Body chemistry changes for all sorts of reasons.
15:25Stress, fear, why not love?
15:27Maybe he's going into some sort of remission.
15:30You haven't asked if I learned anything relevant from the Cutners?
15:33If you had, I'm sure you'd have mentioned it.
15:35Or you're just afraid there is something relevant.
15:38Which would mean you could have saved him.
15:40I don't buy that suicide is always a cry for help.
15:43Sometimes you just don't want help.
15:46Good thing you got some.
15:49Or you'd have tried again and gotten it right.
15:54She doesn't have Wegner's.
15:57Kidney functions normal.
15:59It's not dystinosis.
16:01It's not mitral valve stenosis.
16:02Nothing fits.
16:04It doesn't fit any diagnosis.
16:07It just leaves one diagnosis.
16:15I'm Dr. House.
16:17You have hypertrophic cardiomyopathy.
16:19His heart is too weak.
16:20Yours is too strong.
16:21Good news is it's fixable.
16:23We can do some massive heart attack and kill off the extra muscle.
16:26You want to give me a heart attack?
16:27It's only dangerous if your heart is normal sized.
16:30Since all these...
16:31Are you serious?
16:33No.
16:35This is actually very annoying and I'm getting really bored of lying to patients
16:38to scare them into telling you the truth.
16:40She's faking.
16:42And yes, if she keeps faking, I'm going to eventually do something that will kill her.
16:46How could she be?
16:47The windpipe thing.
16:49That was real.
16:50Treatment made her better.
16:52The good for her was bad for you, which was bad for her, so she made herself bad.
16:55It's all so simple.
16:56You figured that the sicker she was, the longer you'd hang on.
17:01Charlotte?
17:08We haven't been this close for years.
17:10I wanted to hang on to that.
17:14Ow!
17:14No.
17:15No, please.
17:17People hate reruns.
17:18It's my leg.
17:19I swear this is real.
17:20Are you pinky swear or are you just plain swear?
17:23Because...
17:24How can she fake that?
17:29She can't.
17:33So, what can shred an epiglottis and make muscle disappear?
17:39Mr. and Mrs. Cutner.
17:42They caused Cutner's death. Why not Charlotte's?
17:45Mourning period's over.
17:46Foreman's sense of irony is back.
17:48I was wrong about the ethnic reason.
17:51Step one, change your name back.
17:54Step two, if step one fails, move to Bangalore.
17:57Step 14, if step 13 doesn't work, kill yourself.
18:01So what now?
18:02You gonna insult your way through his Rolodex till you find someone with an answer?
18:05I've been polite to the friends I've called, all of whom were useless.
18:08They weren't useless, they just didn't know anything more than we did.
18:11Tomato, tomato.
18:13MS, weakens myelin sheath, compromises nerve conduction.
18:16Talking about Charlotte, the one who's still alive?
18:19You two, stick her in it.
18:21All right, confirm MS.
18:22You run the echo on Eddie that you're planning to do behind my back to see if his heart's improving.
18:31Did you let me hire a pervert?
18:33Well, it'd be hypocritical if me not to.
18:36Cutner's police background checked from when he started.
18:39He was charged with indecent exposure.
18:41Cutner streaked at the Penn-Dartmouth football game.
18:43Precisely the kind of thing you'd expect him to do.
18:47It's okay.
18:49You should be upset.
18:50He thought like you, pushed boundaries like you, he...
18:55You've known that living in misery sucks marginally less than dying in it.
19:03Just a few more minutes and then we'll get you back to Eddie.
19:07What's it like, 30 years with the same man?
19:11Great for me.
19:13Good for him, I hope.
19:16You don't think he loves you?
19:18I think he always loved me in his way.
19:21Just not in a spend time with me or show emotion or any affection for me sort of way.
19:29Why did you stay?
19:31I didn't need him to feel about me the way I did about him.
19:39Love... doesn't...
19:40Charlotte.
19:46I've heard stories of cancer patients going into a spontaneous remission.
19:53You think this might be that sort of thing?
19:55It's unlikely, but you never know.
19:57If I just had a little more time, be with Charlotte, try and do better by her.
20:03Yeah, maybe.
20:06You don't think I mean it?
20:08I think you mean it now.
20:10I think it's much easier to mean it than to do anything but it.
20:13Ha.
20:22Chamber walls are barely moving.
20:24I'm sorry.
20:41He needs a friend.
20:43I can't deal with this and house.
20:47You need a friend too.
20:49You couldn't give a crap what I need.
20:51You just want someone to take care of him.
20:59He told Cutner's parents it was their fault.
21:08Ruptured spleen means it's not MS.
21:12What are you doing here?
21:14Waiting for you to fix her spleen so we can biopsy for rheumatoid arthritis.
21:17I'll do it. Go home.
21:19She's not your patient.
21:21Cutner?
21:22He wasn't my friend.
21:24Cutner wanted to die. Charlotte doesn't.
21:27So in a contest for my concern and interest, she wins.
21:31Okay, either you're a cold-hearted bastard or you're too miserable to face it.
21:35Go home and cry.
21:37It's not rheumatoid arthritis.
21:39The liver's scarred.
21:41Whenever she's got it, it's spreading.
22:01For the record, I'm uncomfortable violating a dead colleague's dignity.
22:10It's only violating if we find something.
22:16Good to see you.
22:19What are we looking for?
22:22He was hiding.
22:25Why?
22:27Shame?
22:28Fear?
22:29Are you okay?
22:31It's okay not to be okay.
22:35Colonial warrior blaster number one-on-one.
22:40He spent months tracking this down.
22:43He had passions.
22:45He was obviously in pain.
22:49Does it really matter why?
22:53He hung the bad with the good.
22:56He was lost beside a reminder of what he'd gained.
23:00He was open about the pain.
23:04Should mean that if it got worse, he had no reason to hide it.
23:11He had no reason to hide it.
23:12Here's how we're going to handle this house.
23:14We're going to leave here and go to the closest bar and drink and tell stories about the time Kuttner
23:21almost blew up in O.R.
23:22and pass out in our own sick.
23:26Sound like a plan?
23:27Sound like a plan.
23:48What are we missing?
23:56you've got that look you figured this out
24:03you're not here because you care about cutner you're here
24:06because it's a mystery you're here for the puzzle
24:11what if i didn't miss anything because there's nothing to miss
24:18he didn't kill himself
24:21he was murdered
24:42epiglottis muscle spleen and now her liver which is operating at twenty percent and deteriorating
24:48fast autoimmune hepatitis did you page foreman took up cutty's offer of time off normal thyroid
24:54means no hepatitis could be emulidosis emuloid buildup hits the organs tissue her muscles
24:59wouldn't have atrophied you run the echo on the husband heart's still failing the improvement
25:04was only temporary i prefer the less subtle answer you were right house so less time proving
25:12why hubby isn't dead more time proving why cutner is
25:18motives for murder
25:20house it was a suicide the police have already investigated they investigated what they saw
25:26not what they didn't saw talk to friends classmates pizza delivery guy draft foreman you can make
25:33calls through his tears no is that no i'm not calling my boyfriend who apparently called my
25:37boss instead of me to say he wasn't coming in because it's really not fair to have that much
25:41subtext in one syllable we all want to know why cutner did it but we're not going to waste time
25:45chasing ghosts
25:51you're not remotely curious only why a man who embraces the rational is suddenly pursuing the irrational
26:00she could have alpha-1 anti-trypsin deficiency run her aat proteins
26:12i'd like to be with eddie it's too soon after your surgery
26:16you can ask if someone get your organs if you die right even if the donor bank turned them down
26:22individual donors can bypass the registry but there are a lot of other factors
26:28blood type i've given him blood it's not just
26:31please
26:33i go before him i want you to give him my heart
26:41this isn't over yet
26:43for me
26:45but it is for him isn't it
26:49yes
26:54remy hadley i also answered at 13 i sometimes sleep with you
27:00i know i should have called just need some time alone
27:08i've worked a lot of bad stuff in my life always done it so long
27:20so i should go
27:23i'm sorry
27:41it's been trying to close out cutner's email account apparently someone still logged on to it
27:46it wasn't hard to figure out that his password was cutner he did what they tell you not to he
27:53wasn't murdered his parents were and the guy who killed them is coming up for parole
27:57he's coming up for parole he's not out on parole cutner testified every one of his hearings
28:03guy wouldn't be the first to see the clock ticking
28:06he was killed by his own gun
28:07but she bought years ago obviously for self-defense in the temple cops found residue
28:12right a murderer would never try to make it look like suicide that would be unethical
28:22you haven't asked about my patient
28:24you're waiting on aat protein results
28:26means you checked out to see that i'm still on it
28:28you want to transfer the case
28:30but you won't because you think it's the only thing that's holding me together
28:35relax
28:36either i'm right or i'm wrong
28:37we'll know soon enough
28:39find what's killing your patient
28:42and then i'll find you another patient
28:50what happened
28:51nurses found her like this she broke into the cart and injected whatever she grabbed
28:54dumb way to look worse for eddie
28:56she wasn't trying to look worse
28:59she was trying to kill herself
29:03she's stable but whatever was left of her liver is definitely shot now
29:07and there's no change in eddie
29:09so thanks to her idiotic move
29:13she's dead in 24 hours if she doesn't get a new liver
29:16it was selfless she loves him
29:18how does that disagree with what i just said
29:20test was negative for aat deficiency myelofibrosis fits but testing takes at least 48 hours
29:26we should try a partial donation from a live donor
29:28damage is too severe she needs a whole new liver
29:30no diagnosis no liver no liver no living
29:34what do you know
29:37it is myelofibrosis
29:40says so right here who wants to tell cutty
29:42how many times have you lied to the transplant committee
29:45just twice how many times has it worked
29:47i don't quite see how that's relevant
29:55she's it
29:55it's the coppers
29:56we're not just gonna leave them to die while you fixate on cuttner
29:59technically he's not our patient
30:02so i'm really only leaving her to die
30:04we've already explored the usual options
30:06shouldn't we at least explore unusual ones
30:08absolutely
30:09don't worry
30:10this is why god gave me two ears
30:12cuttner would say we should just come clean with cutty
30:17wow
30:17if only he were here to say that
30:19i'm sure cutty would be bound to fall for the old
30:22hey the dead guy won't mind that we're wasting
30:33need an incurable romantic to talk to an incurable romantic
30:36cuttner wasn't murdered
30:38you deduced that by removing your sunglasses to the strains of a who song
30:42suicide means you could have helped him
30:44murder lets you off the hook
30:49needs a liver has a liver
30:52you make a partial donation
30:54the faster he agrees
30:56the faster she gets to not die
30:58partial won't be enough she needs a whole liver
31:00and he'd never survive the procedure
31:05nice symmetry huh
31:08he dies on the table
31:10you give her his whole liver
31:12he's gonna do this
31:13he's gonna do this for love
31:14i thought he should talk to someone who spoke the language
31:20you want me to die on the table
31:22we don't want you to
31:24your wife needs you to
31:27my heart
31:28is still dying
31:29you have a couple days at most
31:32but this could buy us enough time to save her
31:35why can i say goodbye
31:37you can't
31:39if she knew what we were planning would she be okay
31:44chara sent me
31:47she'll be alive
31:48nothing else matters
32:10you can't do the transplant
32:12only if he said no
32:14but your urgent hovering means he said yes
32:17his fingers have nodules
32:18i think his doctors misdiagnosed him
32:20or you sprinkle too much wishful thinking in your tea
32:23obese man with lung cancer
32:24two easy explanations for his heart failure
32:26nodules could mean something else
32:28something curable
32:29go back to the er
32:30my thanks to you and your cold feet
32:32what's going on
32:33i'm giving you a shot at a cool result
32:35better yet a chance to prove other doctors idiotic
32:37except you're wrong
32:40you figured that out by taking off your sunglasses to the strains of a who song
32:44the guy who killed cutner's parents
32:47died of an aneurysm two months ago
32:49cutner hid from everyone
32:51you didn't get a chance to save him
32:53no one did
32:54run the tests
32:55find out if you have a chance to save eddie
33:07bad news
33:09love can't save you
33:12on the other hand
33:17mold can
33:18your heart failure was caused by a fungal infection
33:21called cardiac blastomycosis
33:24started as nodules in your lungs
33:26which every doc
33:27except one
33:28missed up for cancer
33:29it's very rare
33:31very curable
33:32i'm starting you on nitriconazole
33:33but how come i was getting better without the medicine
33:36your emotional state
33:37bumps your catecholamines
33:39which helped raise your prolactin
33:40my emotional state
33:41three months of treatment
33:42you'll be back to your buff chiseled self
33:47i don't want the treatment
33:50do the transplant
33:53you'd be trading
33:54the certainty that you'll live
33:57for the uncertainty that she'll live
33:59i was ready to die anyway
34:03now you get to be nicer to your next wife
34:09if you won't do it
34:11release me
34:13and when i get hit by a car
34:15and show up in your morgue
34:20you can give her my liver then
34:26you're basically asking us to commit murder
34:29i was yesterday too
34:31there's a difference when he has 20 years to live instead of two days
34:34not really
34:35not legally
34:37that's your way of convincing us to do this by saying it's no more immoral
34:40the idiot is going to do this with or without us
34:43this way we can protect the organ
34:44we should be protecting him
34:46so we strap him to the bed
34:47wait till his wife dies
34:48i'm not doing this
34:55i will
34:59we've already had one pointless death
35:06eddie
35:07what's going on
35:09i don't know
35:10he just came and got me
35:14your husband has a curable disease but he wants to die so he can give you his liver
35:18are you okay with that or would you rather he take the treatment
35:20you son of a bitch
35:22daddy don't
35:23you have to let me do this
35:25charlotte
35:25can you hear me
35:29she spiked a fever
35:30lp shows her white cells through the roof
35:32she's infected everywhere
35:33i should fire you
35:34just did what you failed to do
35:37convince eddie to live and let his wife die
35:39infection means we have a new clue
35:41i've got a full two or three hours to figure it out
35:43sarcoidosis hits the spleen and the liver
35:45she'd have lung issues
35:46scleroderma inflames of tissue
35:48no skin or gi problems
35:51what is she hiding
35:53you don't know
35:54either we have all the clues and we're idiots or we don't have all the clues
35:57possible exposure people places
36:02both
36:08bad lie
36:09did you really think the beaches in hawaii were just like the beaches in rio
36:14disease-bearing sand flies are completely different
36:16she's never been to rio
36:18who'd you go with
36:20why are you doing this
36:23i don't actually need to know who it was
36:25i just need to know that you went
36:27so we can know that you have visceral leishmaniasis
36:32but since lancelot there was ready to die for you
36:34he might want to answer to both
36:46last year
36:48last year
36:50there's nobody you knew
36:54rio was supposed to be ours
36:58i got tired of waiting
37:01i'm so sorry
37:13i'm so sorry
37:16start her on antimony
37:18have cutie bind her liver
37:24and we're ready to die
37:27for guilt
37:28not love
37:29you can't feel that much guilt without love
37:39new york mercy's medevac-ing the liver
37:41it should be here
37:43tell them to turn around
37:44charlotte's treatment isn't taking
37:47we had diagnosed it too late
37:55everyone's heading over to cutner's funeral
37:57you're welcome to ride with me
37:59i'm gonna stay with charlotte
38:03she bought you some time to save eddie
38:06it'll give her death some meaning
38:09no
38:09it won't
38:19i was wrong about you
38:20no you weren't
38:22you're in pain
38:24you're romanticizing again
38:26you worked with him every day for two years
38:29and you never saw this coming
38:30no one saw it coming
38:31but you see everything coming
38:34this has never been about what you missed
38:36this is about why you missed it
38:37you're terrified that you're losing your gift
38:40losing
38:42who you are
38:44and i'm terrified of what you'd do then
38:49unless you feel there's more to do here to cure me
38:51don't you have a funeral to go to
39:27i'm taking a ride
39:38where when i can't stand up in this cage i'm not regretting
39:49i don't need a better thing
39:56i've settled for less
40:01it's another thing for me
40:07i just have to wander through this world alone
40:39stop before you fall into the hole that i'm in
41:01i don't need a better faith just to sound confused
41:14i don't need a better faith just to sound confused
41:17i don't need a better faith just to sound confused
41:17without everyone i am not you but you
41:30cause i'm gonna lose you
41:35yes i'm gonna lose you
41:41If I'm gonna lose ya
41:52Cause I'm gonna lose ya
41:58Yes I'm gonna lose ya
42:04If I'm gonna lose ya
42:11I'll lose ya now for good
42:15I'm gonna lose ya
42:27I'm gonna lose ya
42:29I'm gonna lose ya
42:42I'm gonna lose ya
42:46I'm gonna lose ya
42:50I'm gonna lose ya
43:02I'm gonna lose ya
43:04I'm gonna lose ya
43:08I'm gonna lose ya
43:08I'm gonna lose ya
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