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00:00Previously on The Single Life.
00:02Ready? One, two, three.
00:06So what are you doing in your free time?
00:08I write music. I produce music.
00:10I really want to find love.
00:11And it's been a long time since I've even met anybody that's like relationship material.
00:17I like you.
00:21You know what you're doing.
00:23Oh.
00:24Oh.
00:24No. No, you don't.
00:27He is definitely the type of person I want in my life.
00:30How about we like hit it hard right now?
00:32But I haven't told him yet about my cancer.
00:35It's all slow down.
00:36I'm afraid that it might make him just want to run.
00:40I mean, I wouldn't even know if I'd want to date someone knowing that they're sick right now.
00:47At the resort, he was talking to like three other girls.
00:51Maybe two.
00:52Three.
00:54You're not talking to anybody else?
00:55No.
00:56That's Courtney.
00:57That's Courtney.
00:58I know right now I'm in kind of a gray area.
01:01I need to tell Courtney that I'm talking to Diana.
01:04And I plan on telling her eventually.
01:10What's been going on with Pedro?
01:12Everything I told you, he knows.
01:16Liz spoke negatively about me to Pedro.
01:19Girlfriends don't tell a guy, like, watch out.
01:23I'm really pissed off at Liz.
01:24Like, what if he just grossed me forever and that's that?
01:28I've been glad you're here.
01:29I have a friend.
01:30At the end of the day, girl.
01:31You should have my back, not his back.
01:33You just made it.
01:34Yeah, this is bull .
01:55Well, hi!
01:57Hey!
01:57How are you?
01:58Hi!
01:59Hi.
02:00How are you?
02:01Good to see you too.
02:02Oh, I miss you so much.
02:03I have.
02:05I miss you so much.
02:06All right.
02:07This is my hug.
02:08This is my hug.
02:09Hi, Jamal.
02:09There you go.
02:10There you go.
02:11You don't want to kiss.
02:23So what are we doing?
02:24So we're dress shopping.
02:25We have some women parts in our videos that are coming up.
02:28You have other women in your videos besides me?
02:31Nobody compares to you.
02:33Josh is one of Jamal's friends and they do these lip sync videos
02:36and put them on social media and they are the cutest.
02:45Last year, they asked me to be in one and it was fun just to be around the boys.
02:49To this day, that is their most viewed video.
02:53So, thanks, Kim.
02:56So, like, who's this woman you guys are buying a dress for?
02:59Well, she's a little bigger.
03:01She's not that big.
03:03She's not big.
03:04She's fit.
03:05The person that we're fitting is actually Jamal.
03:08Oh, my goodness.
03:10What?
03:10Jamal.
03:11In our next video, Rob and Josh are two men fighting over the lucky woman, which will be me.
03:19This one should be really great.
03:21Whoa.
03:21Wow.
03:23Look at that.
03:23Got the back out, too?
03:25Yeah.
03:25I'm a little nasty girl.
03:26And you got the butt from your mama, so the butt will look really good in there.
03:31All right.
03:32So this one?
03:33You're going to have to tuck, though, a little bit.
03:34Tuck what?
03:35You know.
03:36Oh.
03:37What?
03:38Things have been really, really tense with me and Jamal lately.
03:41All right.
03:42Should we go try on some dresses?
03:43Yeah, go try on some dresses.
03:45Come on.
03:45I really hope this invite to hang out with them today is Jamal's little way of forgiving me about the
03:50past and the adoptions, and we can just move forward and start healing.
03:54All right, let's do it.
03:55All right.
03:56I'm looking forward to it.
03:57You're looking forward to it, you weirdo.
04:00You look really good, by the way.
04:03I've lost, like, 50 pounds.
04:04Thank you so much.
04:05Jamal said you've been going on some dates.
04:06I have been.
04:08Hmm.
04:08I met this guy at my friend's party, and we're actually going on a little date.
04:12I think we should get you something cute here.
04:14You look really good, so we should get something that looks really good on you.
04:16Oh, my God.
04:17You make me blessed.
04:18All right, lead me, sir.
04:20This way, this way, this way.
04:20Lead me, sir, and I'll follow.
04:22Um, I want something sexy.
04:29I want to get something a little tighter.
04:32Okay.
04:33You know I like it tight.
04:34Oh, my God.
04:35I got to walk away from you on that one.
04:37Josh is, like, my crush.
04:39He's gorgeous.
04:40His height, you know, I'm a big height girl, right?
04:42And he's just so funny.
04:44He makes me laugh all the time.
04:45And you know the best part is it drives Jamal crazy.
04:49I love it.
04:51I mean, I feel like you should also be in something a little bit more sexy to show off your
04:56bop a little bit.
04:57Okay, Josh.
04:58You're making me blush.
04:58I'm just saying.
04:59Love him.
05:00Look, I get goosebumps talking about him.
05:02It's terrible.
05:03It's so bad.
05:05I'm ready.
05:06Oh, my gosh.
05:07Here he comes.
05:09Woo!
05:10Yeah.
05:11Wow.
05:11Looking like Serena Williams.
05:13Yeah.
05:14Look at you.
05:15Look at you.
05:15Wow.
05:16I'm looking jacked, dude.
05:17You can see your whole boulder.
05:19No, you can.
05:21Hold on.
05:21Let me get it in there.
05:22The butt does look really good.
05:31I think that one's it.
05:32I think that's the one.
05:34You feel confident and sexy?
05:35I feel sexy as .
05:37Do you get wedgies in dresses?
05:39You keep looking at my feet.
05:40You know I like toes.
05:41They look cute.
05:42Hold on.
05:43Okay.
05:44Now we can talk.
05:45Now we can talk.
05:46You can rub my toes anytime.
05:48Shut up.
05:51All right.
05:51All right.
05:52I'm back in regular clothes.
05:53Hi.
05:54So, he picked out some clothes for me.
05:56So, I'm going to go try them on.
05:57Go try them on.
05:57You know I have a date coming up.
05:59So, family.
05:59You have a date?
06:00I do.
06:01Wow.
06:01It can't be Josh.
06:02So, I got a date.
06:03It cannot be Josh ever.
06:04That's right.
06:05Get out of here.
06:06Oh.
06:07Josh, you want to come help me unhook my bra?
06:08No.
06:09I got you.
06:10Ew.
06:10You need to cut that out.
06:11What?
06:12It's funny.
06:14What do I mean?
06:15I like her.
06:15You don't like her.
06:17My mom has a huge crush on Josh.
06:20I have nightmares that I go to my mom's house and Josh is already there and it's gross.
06:26I like this one.
06:27Hey.
06:27You look good, Mom.
06:28I like this one.
06:31Wow.
06:31I like the slit in it.
06:32They look good?
06:32Why do you keep trying to flirt with me with putting those toes out?
06:35Huh?
06:35He has a foot first.
06:36I know.
06:37I love it.
06:37Okay.
06:37So, this is a go, right?
06:39I like it but I want to see more.
06:41Okay.
06:41Cute though.
06:43Why do you think I wear socks all the time?
06:45You have a thing.
06:45I have a problem.
06:46Sorry.
06:48I really like this.
06:50Wow.
06:50I'm feeling so like the winner.
06:53Whoa.
06:53Whoa.
06:54Okay.
06:54Sorry.
06:55I'll cover them a little bit.
06:56But I'm very high waisted so maybe I should wear tighter shirts.
07:00What do you think?
07:00Let's put them away.
07:01Wow.
07:02You are going to have the upper hand going into this date with that outfit.
07:05It looks phenomenal.
07:07You look amazing.
07:07I think it looks good with some like heels or something.
07:10That is, wow.
07:10You're going to turn some heads.
07:12That's too much for a first date.
07:14If I brought home a date and her googly mooglies were all out and my mom saw that,
07:21she'd say, that's not the one for you.
07:23That's not appropriate.
07:24But then here she goes with her junga jungas all out and it's supposed to be fine.
07:28Can you look at her eyes?
07:29I'm trying to.
07:31That's how beautiful you look.
07:32They call them fun pillows.
07:33You don't need to bounce them.
07:34We don't need to have all that out.
07:36Who are you going on a date with that gets to see all this?
07:39So his name is Joe.
07:40Joe.
07:41He's like a music engineer.
07:43There's like a lot we have in common.
07:45You know, like I really felt it.
07:46You know what I mean?
07:47But there's one thing.
07:49Just one thing.
07:49Here it is.
07:51Right here on me.
07:52He's a short king.
07:53He's 5'8 and I'm 5'9.
07:55And you know how I am about the height thing.
07:57That's like my thing.
07:57I like it.
07:58Because if something goes bad, I'm right on him like this.
08:02So when I meet him, I'm like, what's up, little man?
08:04I like this guy.
08:05No, you can't say that.
08:06Well, I think you look great.
08:07And I think Joe's a lucky man.
08:08You look great, mom.
08:09Thanks.
08:09Yeah.
08:11I'm really excited to go on my date with Joe because he seems like such a genuine gentleman,
08:16right?
08:16And I have not had that in so long.
08:20I feel like in past relationships, it's always been about what I can get for them or what
08:24I can do for them.
08:25And then they just throw me crumbs and I'm okay with that.
08:28I'm getting it for you.
08:29Are you?
08:30Yes.
08:31It's just been so one-sided.
08:34And you don't really realize it until you're out of a situation.
08:36That's when you really realize, like, damn, I deserved a lot better than what I got.
08:41And it's really sad to be 55 years old and never had somebody just love me for Kim.
08:49Sorry.
08:52Wow, Jamal, Josh is carrying our dresses in his bag.
08:55He's such a gentleman.
08:56And I think Joe has a really good heart.
08:58He seems like this great guy.
09:00So I have a lot of high hopes for this date.
09:03You're like daddy vibes.
09:04I love it.
09:05Okay, we don't need no daddy vibes.
09:12Sophie, please listen.
09:14You called Pedro.
09:15I'm not ready.
09:17Sophie.
09:18I just felt for your pain and everything.
09:20I'm sorry.
09:21You felt for Pedro's pain.
09:37Listen I'm sorry tell the guy I'm talking to Sophie's great you should talk to her instead
09:42you're like she's not ready you should be careful you shouldn't trust her why would you I would
09:46never in my life I would never go to Ria and say don't trust me I would never as a
09:51woman I would
09:51never I'm really pissed with Liz I mean ultimately she did go up behind my back and warn the guy
09:59I'm
09:59talking to to not take a chance on me and I'm toxic or a red flag whatever that's crazy she
10:05knows this
10:08listen I am owning every thing about it and it is what it is I think I'm even going for
10:17the
10:17circle right now let's breathe you want to go into the doctor yeah
10:27can you come with me over here please of course what happened I'm not coming in here to have drama
10:33to fight for doing anything I can be dead in two years you think I want to come here realistically
10:38and hop this no let me go check her
10:50Sophie's being unbelievable right now I know I'm not the reason why they're not talking if they're
10:55not talking it's because of something that went on in their conversation and I'm not going to be the
10:59person in the middle to be blamed for how they both feel I feel like neither of them are being
11:05honest
11:05with each other
11:08bye Liz go home bye adios
11:12the home Liz
11:17Sophie's telling me that I'm the reason why they're not talking
11:20I mean it seems like Sophie's talking to someone else you're not interested
11:24I never even said that to Pedro
11:27Pedro told me she's distant
11:30Sophie where you go Sophie
11:34why is she crying people like tools are out
11:37don't talk to the guy I'm talking to
11:41and I'm not here
11:45thank you Liz appreciate it thank you
11:48I thought you was my friend thank you
11:50thanks Liz
11:56let's go
11:59that's the most snakiest thing I've ever seen in my life
12:02bye Liz this is why she dates people like Ed because she's a horrible person
12:08this night has just gone to absolute rubbish this whole trip has just been rubbish like I come here
12:13to get to know Pedro better and have a fun time with my friends and all that's happened is Pedro's
12:18goes
12:18to me probably will never talk to me again and my friend is a backstabber
12:23so at this point I'm just done with Liz and I feel like I'm just done with this whole trip
12:31this is hard on me right now
12:36I really came here wanting nothing but the best for all of us
12:42now I'm just a backstabbing person
12:46she just it all up
12:48please Sophie
12:50I'm asking you I begging you to come down
12:53she is the most horrible woman I've ever met my lies
12:57names
13:06lately he was being like different or like hiding something
13:12I went in Colt's room he's sleeping his phone was on the bed next to him
13:19you piece of
13:32lately I could feel he's being a little distant I thought like okay he's just depressed with his
13:37leg and he's just going through a lot but I could feel he was being like different or like hiding
13:45something
13:53I mean I've been saying a dog will always bite it's like I learned my lesson clearly
14:00I went out with my friends they were putting a lot of doubts in my head they're like
14:04Courtney you need to go through his phone I think he's cheating on you like you need to see the
14:09proof for yourself
14:11so by the time I got home I was in full-on detective mode
14:15I went in Colt's room I opened the door he's sleeping his phone was on the bed next to him
14:22so I'm like this is clearly a gift from God
14:26I thought I knew the code because I've been watching him enter the code
14:30but then I'm like crap I got it wrong I got it wrong so many times I got locked out
14:33of his phone
14:35but then I hit it again I'm like it unlocked I was like oh my god oh my god
14:40so I'm like going through and I'm seeing like he's messaging all these other women on social media
14:43and then he's like messaging this other girl like I love you I want you like they're planning
14:49to meet each other like you're homeless you're jobless like you have erectile dysfunction you have
14:54a broken leg like I'm your caregiver I'm your best friend like I'm loving you but you're telling
14:59another girl you love her and like yeah like the audacity you're planning to go be with this other
15:06woman are you kidding me you piece of
15:18last night you know I was asleep and unknown to me Courtney came into my room she grabbed my phone
15:25and left eventually I noticed my phone wasn't there so I got in my trusty walker and hopped to her
15:32bedroom she hands me back my phone tells me to get out Courtney gracefully put all my stuff on the
15:39side
15:39of the road my luggage my wheelchair my walker and an uber came and took me away to the hotel
15:47Colt was cheating on me the entire time Colt was exactly who everybody said he was
15:55you're sexing another woman in my house like how disrespectful like sending videos of him jerking
16:01off from my house like are you kidding me and he sent me the same video
16:10Courtney found out that I was texting another girl and I've been texting another girl
16:13since basically I moved in with her the same girl I've been texting for the whole year
16:20her name is Diana and she's from Brazil so you were lying when you said it was just platonic yeah
16:30I started talking friendly at first and then we started to be intimate we started sexting
16:36and one thing led to another and I was starting to touch my
16:44it makes me question was any of it real for him or was he just using me for a place
16:49to stay
16:50was his plan the entire time to be with this other woman and he's just feeding me this bull
16:55every day like I love you I want to be with you like acting like we're a couple but secretly
17:01you
17:02have a whole nother girlfriend I felt like a piece of lying to Courtney about everything and
17:07they did eat me up inside I've asked Courtney to come and see me because I want to try to
17:13explain
17:14myself and apologize to her I know what I did was awful but I feel like I'm just a burden
17:20to Courtney
17:21I don't feel secure I don't feel like a man I feel just like she feels sorry for me and
17:29with Diana
17:30she allowed me to feel love to make me feel like a man and maybe that's that's not reality but
17:38for
17:38me it's better than reality I don't want to face my reality of being in a relationship with somebody
17:43that doesn't really love me and she just feels sorry for me I want to put on lashes or like
17:49try to
17:49look cute and like look this is what you missed out on but then I feel like I've just been
17:53crying so
17:54it's like I don't even know if they'll stay on oh my god cry again I didn't even get the
17:59glue on the
18:00lash when I think of like when we were best friends in Mexico and like everything that we went to
18:06in
18:06Mexico then like how did we end up here
18:19like why wasn't I enough for him like why wasn't he happy I thought we could have a great life
18:26together like I showed him unconditional love and he showed me I'm naive
18:37when the walls come down
18:44walk in the room all eyes on me all eyes on me ain't staring at you they're staring at me
18:51they're staring at me
19:00why them always do this on tv what they like scream no them like I make a porno voice
19:06it helps the ball go
19:21okay let it bounce one time and then it's like that they go okay let's practice a bit on the
19:34wall
19:42it's okay good try how you feel today I'm kind of upset about last night because Liz like went
19:49behind my back and when I confronted her she acted like I was in the wrong mad I've taken it
19:55out on
19:56the ball I'm like ah yeah I mean that's a good way to take anger
20:04catch my breath last night was awful what I wanted to happen was for me to have a conversation with
20:09Liz and just understand like where her head was at when she spoke to Pedro and warned him about me
20:15but things just escalate so fast and now I'm not speaking to my friend and Pedro is still ignoring
20:21me I don't know I didn't want last night to go how it did I just kind of wanted to
20:26know her reason
20:27yeah why she did this yeah but then she started getting kind of angry so I was like that's it's
20:31only what make me angry too because she gets mad at you she's trying to apologize but she apologize
20:36that's not in a good way it wasn't like I'm sorry it was like I said I'm sorry it feels
20:42like she just
20:42completely invalidated my feelings to be honest and I don't like I'm so used to my feelings not being
20:47heard and people just blaming me because I speak up and it's like I I didn't want to argue with
20:53her I
20:53really didn't I know it's not all Liz's fault like I could have absolutely responded better but I get
21:00triggered when I feel dismissed I spent six years in a relationship not having my feelings validated
21:05so now I want to stand up for myself whether it's a friend or a guy it's like at least
21:10listen to how
21:11I'm feeling don't just dismiss it I have things I need to heal from and it's something I am working
21:17through since I've got here it's just been drama with like Pedro then drama with Liz like I came here
21:23to relax and I just want to sort of have a good time what about uh Pedro it's just been
21:29weird with
21:29both of us honestly I think we've been on different pages and so yeah I feel like I just need
21:33to talk
21:33to him let's do this let me text him yeah I say hi I want you to come to hotel
21:45today we will have
21:46some fun conversation okay put away all the stress and show what you really feel you like him and I
21:52know this and feel like I like him I do like I like him I want to get to know
21:57him we're in DR let's
21:58have a great time exactly no stress no pressure just like let's have fun and hang out that's what I
22:03want oh yeah wait I think he answered he said let me know what time okay cool good great yeah
22:11at least
22:12we know Pedro's alive because he responded to you because I haven't heard from him in like days but you
22:18know I'm not gonna be offended that he texts Julia not me I'm just happy like he agreed to me
22:23I have
22:25something for you what oh wow that's so cute that's for you you want drinking thank you if you can
22:34open
22:34it's gonna be our like straw there oh yeah thank you it's have instruction here no I love this because
22:41I drink so much water if you can read this instruction you what is that what is this wait wait
22:54are you
22:55pregnant are you pregnant are you not gonna cry are you pregnant I'm actually about to cry oh my god
23:01I'm
23:01already crying oh my god wait I thought you had pregnant oh my god I'm gonna cry for you I
23:08thought
23:09you had an issue I am and it's so difficult now oh my god that's amazing I'm so I'm like
23:16in shock for
23:16you if you did four years oh my god doctor hopes so you can have a baby the last thing
23:24I knew you
23:24couldn't have a baby when me and Brandon decided to have a family I have a lot of issues to
23:30get pregnant
23:31I have a polyps I have hormone problem and we already give up I started fertility treatments not
23:41funny process blood testing and all these testings but I feel so lucky and grateful oh my god that's
23:49why you're not drinking you know what I knew there was a reason nobody know nobody in the world know
23:55why
23:56in Russia it's traditional we can't tell them before first trimester thank you for coming to
24:01this trip oh my gosh okay with a baby thanks baby for coming as well oh my gosh like she's
24:10gonna be a
24:10mom like that's crazy she's had such a difficult journey she was worried that she was even able to have
24:17a
24:17baby so it's just such a blessing that she is able and she's pregnant like it's just such a shock
24:24boop
24:26oh oh my god it's a baby and I'm just honestly so happy for her like she really deserves this
24:32now we
24:32need to plan a baby shower now we oh my god I'm gonna buy your baby such cute clothes oh
24:38my god your baby
24:39baby is gonna be really fashionable stylish baby
24:54so this is my first one-on-one date with Joe I'm a little nervous I think the boobs rot
25:01a little too
25:01much for this but you know we'll see how it goes we'll see I met Joe at my friend Jody's
25:18party I don't
25:20usually date guys that are shorter than me but I feel like his charm and like he's got a nice
25:26smile
25:27and just his vibe is just so positive this is gonna be so much fun if Joe and I have
25:34great
25:34chemistry I'm not gonna let the height thing like get in the way you know I mean I feel I
25:38can let that
25:39one go how are you I'm good how are you I love this shirt you look like you're from Nigeria
25:43oh no not
25:44that what are we doing here your chariot of weeks oh god how's this gonna work in a skirt is
25:51this us
25:52doing it this is us doing it oh it's not mechanical no mechanical no batteries you were very big on
25:56the
25:56details sir I'm sorry okay I got it I got it I got it just wanted to surprise you okay
26:01no I love it
26:02the old Kim would have freaked out and been all self-conscious like it's my big ass gonna fit on
26:07this bike but the new Kim is down to pedal this thing in my skirt with my little short king
26:13next to
26:13me let's do it okay ready we're ready okay let's go we're gonna both push I know right okay oh
26:21this
26:21is cool it gets smoother okay oh shoot we can do this oh shoot you did good right there okay
26:31ready
26:31yep okay you did good right that y'all was very good thank you thank you saved my life
26:38look how pretty this is I live up northern San Diego and I forget how beautiful it is down here
26:45I love San Diego there's no place like it you know you're so lucky to be here all right we're
26:51gonna actually jump out and I got something special for you what is it are you gonna propose right here
26:56it'd be perfect you know what that would be a perfect scenario wouldn't it no I don't know
27:00I don't know you yet sir so pretty
27:06you ready what did you bring me I'm scared it's a camera yes okay we're taking pictures of us
27:16together we're taking pictures of individually so we can take it like this like a selfie yeah we can
27:21I like doing these little fun gestures during dates I think that it kind of separates you from
27:26the rest okay ready ready and Kim seems to me like she enjoys something different cute and I got
27:34a feeling that that'll help us get to that second date okay cool okay so now you have to take
27:39the one
27:39to me all right okay I need you to do something goofy or sexy I'm not doing anything sexy I
27:44don't
27:44know you ready one two three okay got it all right Joe seems really really really great like a great
27:54guy probably one of the sweetest men I've ever went on a date with you know one two make the
28:01motion
28:02got it but they all started out sweet Usman started out sweet you know so tell me what you're looking
28:12for like are you looking for a relationship are you looking for marriage or I'm looking for that
28:17perfect person that compliments you that you compliment as well and if that person comes along
28:23pray that that is it yeah and then you're done you have to do it anymore yeah and that's how
28:27I feel
28:28too because like I'm not about I'm not gonna waste somebody's time you know what I mean like we're too
28:31old time is time is very very precious yeah well that's an extreme mature statement coming from
28:38somebody that looks so young thanks you're a charmer okay charmer no I do feel a spark with Kim we
28:46seem to
28:47just be clicking and I'm really excited about that and I'm hoping that it continues okay ready you got
28:53the pictures I got the pictures okay let's go you want to sit over here she seems like a really
28:57sweet
28:58very nice beautiful person and we're gonna get to know each other really really well hopefully are you
29:04ready yes shot number one I like that one which that's really cute I agree shot number two it's
29:13another selfie that one's cute because you're smiling this one you look like a little creeper
29:16right here you look much better when you smile that's my sexy look what are you talking about
29:21all these years you're the first person tell me hey didn't I just tell you I'm brutally honest I
29:26just told you I appreciate that oh this is cute oh the fire one this is really cute I like
29:32this one
29:32okay this is a winner that's a really good picture of me actually I win can I have that okay
29:37I really
29:38appreciate the fact that Joe put so much thought into this date and brought the little cameras but
29:43right now I'm just getting like friend vibes there's no like sexual tension and I want to feel that
29:48attraction like oh I can't wait to see what they got going on but I'm just not feeling that right
29:54now
29:54it was a good idea good I'm glad you enjoyed it I did enjoy it but I also think I
30:00have so much going
30:00on with my family that I just can't waste time on something that I know is not going to work
30:05thank
30:06you for this this is amazing thank you thank you for joining all right I'll see you later so this
30:12is
30:12probably going to be our first and last date hey you look amazing via is becoming someone that I feel
30:21like I can trust I want to share something with him that I've been holding on to I don't share
30:28with a lot of people like how I'm like sick right now yeah that's a lot my biggest fear is
30:37being
30:37someone's gonna look at me like I'm just gross
30:49I got this feeling in my body I need to dance the stress away
30:54hey hey you look amazing
30:59I got you something I got you a little necklace oh my god yeah here I'll go this way
31:08how's it look that looks awesome
31:10I should do love your dress do you really yeah the color everything looks great on you
31:25thank you I am literally still in shock at how things went last night I may have talked to Pedro
31:33but I'm not the person to blame for whatever is going on between them
31:40I felt like I had a lot of trust between Sophie and I and it's just completely out the door
31:48yeah last night was definitely rough and not what I expected I kind of just think I was an easy
31:56excuse
31:56out for her to deal with what she's dealing with well I'm sorry everything's kind of going the way it's
32:02going right now hope I brought a little bit of light you did it definitely was very calming for me
32:07I'm very forever grateful via coming to the bar last night really just made me feel safe and he is
32:18becoming someone that I feel like I can trust it makes me feel like I want to share something with
32:24him that I've been holding on to I'm definitely here to like work on
32:29my mental health and I don't share with a lot of people like how I'm like sick right now
32:43it's about a year ago I found out that I had ovarian cancer when I
32:55miscarried a baby
32:57which also makes
32:59my past really hard because
33:02that's who I thought I was going to like
33:04build a relationship with
33:06so I kind of just ripped the band-aid off of my relationship and
33:10I just really felt like I just went on the whole
33:12journey by myself of being sick
33:14and um
33:17yeah that's a lot
33:18for you to take on
33:19but
33:20I'm glad you brought it up
33:22now
33:23you know
33:25I'm definitely scared that like
33:27my sickness can push someone away
33:30like do I date
33:32do I put myself out there
33:34is someone gonna like
33:36leave me because of it
33:37is someone not gonna be ready to take on
33:40yeah
33:41everything that I come with
33:43well I'm glad you were able to share that with me
33:46you know
33:47it means a lot to me
33:48honestly
33:49you just met me
33:50you gave me a safe spot that I feel comfortable with that
33:53good
33:54I definitely feel like I'm being listened to and heard around you
33:57yeah
33:59Liz is concerned because
34:01she felt
34:03sharing that information with me would
34:05push me away
34:06but
34:07I'm very open-minded
34:09Liz being vulnerable has made me
34:11feel like
34:12there's a very strong connection
34:13where we can both get past that
34:17I actually look cute crying though
34:19it's not a good thing but you know
34:21I can ugly cry too
34:24we don't want to see ugly cry
34:28yeah I'm a sucker for that
34:29yeah
34:32my biggest fear is being was gonna look at me and kind of just be like
34:36I don't know just
34:38looking at me like I'm just
34:41gross
34:42but he's still like holding my hand
34:44he's still being so sweet
34:47and now I can't stop smiling
34:48no
34:56I feel like I'm winning
34:58and I am happy
35:00thank you Sophie and Pedro
35:03something good came out of it
35:06sorry I f*** y'all relationship up
35:08but thank you for mine
35:12I like the way I feel when I'm with you
35:14yeah
35:15you too
35:21you have erectile dysfunction
35:23you can't walk
35:24you're homeless
35:24you're jobless
35:25and you're still cheating on me
35:26in my f***ing house
35:27look I'm not trying to justify it
35:29what I did was wrong
35:30you only care about yourself
35:39I don't keep score
35:42but if I did
35:43I know every time
35:45that I would win
35:47hey Courtney
35:48hey
35:48hello
35:49do you want some marshmallows
35:50sure
35:51load me up
35:52oops
36:03thank you
36:06quite the waitress
36:10I told my parents
36:11everything that happened
36:13I was like
36:13he's messaging other girls
36:15he's cheating
36:15I don't know if I told him
36:17he was sending videos
36:18but
36:20what's going on
36:23well I'm going to meet with Colt later
36:25to give him back his stuff
36:27how do you think that's going to go
36:31I don't know
36:33like it's sad
36:34like
36:34I felt attached to him
36:36like we've been together non-stop
36:37for like
36:37three or four months now
36:40when you called us from Mexico
36:42you were so happy
36:44yeah
36:44you know
36:46I really thought maybe you met your person down there
36:54okay
36:55it's raining
36:55I'm going to move my chair
36:56okay
36:57okay
36:59no
36:59he was welcome to come
37:00because he needed somewhere to go
37:02but
37:03he overstayed his welcome
37:08for him to be doing this stuff
37:10behind your back
37:11yeah
37:11what a low life
37:12I mean
37:13manipulation
37:13I mean
37:15he played you
37:16and he played us
37:17I guess when you meet him
37:18to give him back his stuff
37:19I don't even think I would let him explain anything
37:22just here's your stuff
37:23goodbye
37:23turn around and walk away
37:25yeah
37:26there's nothing you can really say at this point
37:29it's over
37:30yeah
37:33time to go in
37:34I guess it's
37:35kind of wet out here
37:37bye
37:39we'll get it figured out
37:41okay
37:42we know you make the right decision
37:44yeah
37:46always
37:47you were holding my heart
37:50I gave it up from the start
37:52I want it all back
37:54I want it all back
37:55yeah
37:57hold's been texting me
37:59and begging me to see him
38:01I'm willing to meet with him
38:04because I want an explanation
38:06it's like why
38:09I read their conversation
38:10and I'm like
38:12this conversation is like dry as hell
38:14this is so boring
38:18so I'm like
38:19what
38:19what
38:21like what is she doing for you
38:23that I'm not
38:30hello
38:31hey
38:31I'm at the pool with your saw
38:33okay
38:35come out
38:36okay
38:45it's difficult to face Courtney right now
38:47I feel a lot of shame
38:48for lying to her
38:49and the way that she found out about this
38:54I would give anything for a second chance
38:57but I know I don't deserve it
39:00hi
39:01hey
39:17you look great
39:18you look really pretty
39:21that's new
39:23are you kidding me
39:25I'm sorry
39:27but
39:28a lot happened
39:29at once
39:30my whole life changed
39:31I met you
39:32broke my leg
39:33moved in
39:34with you
39:35and suddenly it's like
39:36not only are we dating
39:37but it's like we're married
39:38or something
39:38all of a sudden
39:41it was just a lot
39:44why wouldn't you just
39:45communicate that with me
39:46like why
39:47are you lying
39:48and hiding that from me
39:50look I'm not trying to justify it
39:51what I did was wrong
39:52I'm terrible
39:54how would you feel
39:55if I'm sending
39:56masturbation videos
39:57to guys
39:58and saying I love you
39:59I want you
39:59how would you feel
40:02I'd be heartbroken
40:04then why would you do that to me
40:09because you don't love
40:10or care about me
40:11you only care about yourself
40:12and your
40:13like you have a rectile dysfunction
40:18you can't walk
40:19you're homeless
40:19you're jobless
40:20and you're still cheating on me
40:21in my house
40:22like the level of disrespect
40:24is insane
40:29like I loved you
40:31I thought you were my best friend
40:33but I feel all of it's just a lie
40:39where do we go
40:55next time on the single life
40:59welcome to therapy
41:00this is Julia
41:01I like you
41:02I want to get to know you
41:03there's just a lot of pressure
41:04and you're starting to be more serious
41:07excited for that
41:08thank you
41:10my goal in life
41:10is to be in a relationship
41:11with someone
41:12and it could be Pedro
41:14you want to see my butt
41:15do it
41:15I want to see it
41:16you want to see my butt
41:19I can't tell you more
41:22I'm going to bring up something
41:26that's really bothering me
41:27I find out that there was
41:29a girl living with you
41:31in your house
41:33six months ago
41:34he drops the bomb on me
41:35that he's had a girlfriend
41:36this whole time
41:37are you telling me
41:39that this wasn't something serious
41:41it was serious
41:42so why did you take me
41:43to Key West
41:44if you were serious with her
41:45I can't wonder
41:47about this woman anymore
41:49Tony needs to explain himself
41:53Courtney you need to let me go
41:56I hate myself
41:57for what I did to Courtney
42:01I feel torn
42:02like if I don't get out
42:04of this hotel room right now
42:06I might never leave
42:11will you be
42:13communicating with other women
42:18I already know
42:19he's talking to other women
42:20I find it
42:21extremely disrespectful
42:22that he cannot be a man enough
42:24and tell me to my face
42:26yes
42:27I'm going to go home
42:30wait what happened
42:30I just want to go home
42:32but why
42:32I just want to go home
42:33well
42:33I think we can go home
42:34I don't mind
42:34he did
42:35he did
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