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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Can we just be done with the country of Morocco?
00:00:07Don't be mad, but I may have been texting...
00:00:13Mohamed.
00:00:15Mohamed told me to text him a place that we could meet,
00:00:18and I think if I don't see him, I'm always gonna regret it.
00:00:25I talked to that girl, and she said that
00:00:27you guys actually had hooked up a month ago,
00:00:31and that you're going to San Pedro at the end of the month with her.
00:00:35Call me every day. You want my location?
00:00:37I don't have nothing to hide.
00:00:38I'm gonna take your word for it.
00:00:41I really hope he's telling me the truth,
00:00:43because I can't be with somebody
00:00:46who's been cheating on me this whole time.
00:00:48He hasn't even said I love you yet.
00:00:51It's making me feel pretty insecure.
00:01:01They want babies.
00:01:03I'm just not ready to make the decision yet.
00:01:07I'm not ready to make the decision yet.
00:01:08I'm not ready to make the decision yet.
00:01:13Is it safe to come in?
00:01:15Yes!
00:01:16Oh, my God!
00:01:17Oh, my God!
00:01:19Laura told me Michael didn't want me
00:01:22between their relationship.
00:01:23I took it as a move.
00:01:26And now, I think Michael is coming to break us up.
00:01:31I enjoy pretty much violence.
00:01:34Do you like?
00:01:36Really?
00:01:37Violence.
00:01:40I want to get questions answered.
00:01:42I don't even think he can drive a boat anymore
00:01:44because of the work incident.
00:01:46Josh took a boat his company was selling
00:01:50and ended up crashing the boat into rocks.
00:01:52And he has a final warning at work.
00:01:55And on top of that,
00:01:56he lied to me about living with Nat.
00:01:59So are you jealous of me on our relationship?
00:02:01I think that she has a financial hold on you
00:02:03that's making you feel some sort of way.
00:02:05No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:07That offends me.
00:02:11Are you promising me
00:02:12that you will not go back to practicing same sex?
00:02:15Daniel, I plan on marrying you
00:02:17for the rest of my life.
00:02:18I don't think I will continue
00:02:19with this relationship until my uncle comes.
00:02:21I'm terrified that his uncle will never forgive me
00:02:26and this relationship will be over.
00:02:36I am sinking deeper
00:02:39Inches from hitting rock bottom
00:02:43I don't need no answers
00:02:48Baby, I've already got her
00:02:55Oh my God
00:02:57This place is a disaster
00:02:59Like I'm not used to living
00:03:01with two men in like a frat house
00:03:04Like gross
00:03:05I need you to hold me
00:03:11Like I woke up this morning
00:03:13Like Joshua's like he was gone
00:03:15And I asked him where he was
00:03:16And Joshua said, I'll be back soon
00:03:18Like XX
00:03:19And I was like, oh, enjoy Nat's
00:03:21And he like hearted the message
00:03:23So I'm like, what the **** does that mean?
00:03:25Just hold me
00:03:28Last night I went out with Josh and his friends
00:03:30And it went okay
00:03:32I might have said some things that hurt Joshua
00:03:35But there's something definitely off
00:03:37with his friendship with Nat
00:03:40I mean, he has been living with Nat
00:03:43Rent free
00:03:44That's her financially supporting him
00:03:47And that's super **** weird to me
00:03:51So after finding out
00:03:52what I found out about Nat
00:03:54My mind is just in so many directions
00:03:57And I'm freaking out
00:03:59Like where is he?
00:04:01What is he doing?
00:04:02And I have no idea what to think
00:04:04It's like such high highs
00:04:06And like such low lows
00:04:07I'm like, this **** place is a **** disaster
00:04:12I feel like I'm living in a **** frat house
00:04:14Like I'm going crazy
00:04:16Like I'm going
00:04:17I don't know what the **** is going on with him
00:04:20Just like
00:04:21I just feel overwhelmed
00:04:23And like I want to go home
00:04:29I just feel alone
00:04:34I don't know
00:04:35I woke up and he was gone
00:04:37And like it made me feel like
00:04:39Was he at Nat's place?
00:04:41Like where is he?
00:04:42And like
00:04:42And I just
00:04:53What just happened?
00:04:55He left
00:04:56He saw me crying
00:04:57He left
00:05:08Why did you just leave?
00:05:10You're upset
00:05:11So you don't care that I'm upset?
00:05:15You're upset
00:05:16So you just walk away from me?
00:05:19Sorry, everybody needed to open
00:05:22What are you upset about?
00:05:29I don't know what the **** is going on right now
00:05:34I ran off to do a few things
00:05:36While you're asleep
00:05:40I've got work to run around for
00:05:42Like I've got to do jobs
00:05:44While I look after you
00:05:45If you're asleep
00:05:45And you're in bed
00:05:46Perfect
00:05:47Sleep in
00:05:48This is the best time to get work done
00:05:53This wasn't about a job
00:05:55What was it about then?
00:06:22I walk in the door
00:06:23And I see Elise crying
00:06:24And I sort of panicked
00:06:25And just thought
00:06:26You know
00:06:26I need to give her a bit more space
00:06:31I know how fiery she gets
00:06:33And maybe I didn't want a water bottle
00:06:35Thrown at my head
00:06:37I think I should have just told Elise
00:06:38That you know
00:06:39I had to work
00:06:40But she texted me that comment about Nat
00:06:42And it pissed me off
00:06:43So I guess I was just being a smartass back
00:06:49Were you at Nat's today?
00:06:53I wasn't at Nat's today, no
00:06:55I had work to do
00:06:56They want me to drive a boat
00:06:59That I sold
00:07:01From our marina
00:07:02To get lifted up
00:07:03Put on a truck
00:07:04And sent to Perth
00:07:05Which is the other side
00:07:06Of the country
00:07:08They want me to do it
00:07:10In a few days
00:07:11I've told them I can't
00:07:13But I had to at least
00:07:14Drop the keys off
00:07:18Okay
00:07:29I am falling for Josh
00:07:30And I want this to work
00:07:33Look
00:07:34Let's go to the beach
00:07:36It's a beautiful day
00:07:37We can forget about this
00:07:40Okay
00:07:45Fair enough
00:07:47But he's given me reasons
00:07:49Not to trust him
00:07:50Because he's lied to me
00:07:51About living with Nat
00:07:53And I'm so worried
00:07:54About what else
00:07:55I'm going to find out
00:08:15How are you?
00:08:15What?
00:08:16Jesus
00:08:26Will you speak first?
00:08:28Yes
00:08:29I have to speak first
00:08:30I have to talk to him
00:08:31He's my uncle
00:08:31So I will explain
00:08:33Everything to him
00:08:35Daniel
00:08:36What's going to happen
00:08:36If he doesn't forgive us?
00:08:39I don't know
00:08:39I can't tell
00:08:41Let's go there first
00:08:44I'm still upset
00:08:45About Lisa
00:08:46Telling lies
00:08:47And sleeping with her
00:08:48Fellow woman
00:08:49But everyone is a sinner
00:08:51And everyone can
00:08:53Ask for forgiveness
00:08:55I'm really, really, really
00:08:57Really nervous
00:08:58You're not even nervous
00:09:00Mother Maya
00:09:02You're not
00:09:02I love Lisa
00:09:05And she promised
00:09:06Not to do it anymore
00:09:08So
00:09:09Despite all her mistakes
00:09:10I still want to marry
00:09:17Her
00:09:18What the
00:09:19Well, right now
00:09:22I feel like running away
00:09:23From where I'm sitting
00:09:26My uncle asked her
00:09:27About this
00:09:28And she told my uncle
00:09:30That it was a mistake
00:09:32She lied to him
00:09:34I don't know how
00:09:34To look on his face
00:09:35And talk to him
00:09:37Because I've disgraced
00:09:38Myself
00:09:45I remember
00:09:46How are you?
00:09:51Daniel
00:09:59Remember you told me
00:10:01That when things are going wrong
00:10:03That we should
00:10:04Inform you
00:10:11Before you approved
00:10:12Our marriage
00:10:13There are some things
00:10:14She told me
00:10:15Which I told you
00:10:17That she have divorced
00:10:19Two times
00:10:20But after all the blessings
00:10:23She told me
00:10:24She told me that
00:10:24She have gotten married
00:10:26Five times
00:10:29And
00:10:30She has not been divorced
00:10:32Legally
00:10:35This is too much
00:10:37So when I heard this
00:10:38I was
00:10:39I was shocked
00:10:42Uncle
00:10:43Hold on
00:10:44No
00:10:44Let me explain
00:10:45Hold on
00:10:46Let him explain
00:10:47It's not yet time
00:10:48For you to talk
00:10:50So this is what
00:10:51She told me
00:10:52And she also told me
00:10:54That
00:10:54From 21 years now
00:10:56That she has been
00:10:57In a relationship
00:10:59With several women
00:11:04May I please
00:11:05Explain uncle
00:11:06Oh wait
00:11:08You told me
00:11:09That
00:11:11You have stopped
00:11:12About everything
00:11:12I have
00:11:13About lesbianism
00:11:15I have
00:11:16I have
00:11:16But why am I hearing
00:11:18This one now
00:11:20Where is the honesty
00:11:23Up to 20 something years
00:11:25With your fellow woman
00:11:28This is an abomination
00:11:31No
00:11:31No
00:11:34When I came to you
00:11:35And I told you
00:11:36I have stopped
00:11:37I have stopped
00:11:38I just didn't tell you
00:11:40How many times
00:11:41Or what it was
00:11:42In my past
00:11:43It's my past
00:11:44Sir
00:11:44My culture
00:11:45Is very different
00:11:46In America
00:11:47I can't help
00:11:48What my past is
00:11:49Like
00:11:49I can't change
00:11:50My past
00:11:51Sir
00:11:52I am willing
00:11:53To do whatever
00:11:54It takes
00:11:55To be with Daniel
00:11:56I can't believe you
00:11:57It's the truth
00:11:58You are just
00:11:59Telling me lies
00:12:03Our abomination
00:12:09I did it
00:12:11What will the ghost
00:12:12Of our land say
00:12:16Because of this
00:12:17Because of this
00:12:18Your problem
00:12:18The marriage
00:12:19Will be over
00:12:22Thank you
00:12:35I feel angry
00:12:36About Lisa
00:12:37I gave her my approval
00:12:40Give them my blessings
00:12:43But now
00:12:44She deceives me
00:12:49Why she cries
00:12:51In spite of the
00:12:53Offence she has
00:12:53Committed
00:12:54She still crying
00:12:58When she cries
00:12:59That makes me
00:13:00More angry
00:13:02I feel
00:13:03She is a
00:13:04Pretendant
00:13:04Just to
00:13:06Get sympathy
00:13:07From me
00:13:08That's
00:13:09Another
00:13:10Offence
00:13:11I forgave her
00:13:13The first time
00:13:14But now
00:13:15I withdraw
00:13:16My approval
00:13:17And my blessing
00:13:22I have a gift
00:13:23For you
00:13:24You have a gift
00:13:24For me?
00:13:25Your book?
00:13:26Oh
00:13:28That's so sweet
00:13:29Of you
00:13:29I'm here too
00:13:31You know
00:13:31Your boyfriend
00:13:33I'm gonna get to know him
00:13:34And when I realize
00:13:36His motive
00:13:36I'll be the
00:13:37Mother
00:13:38That stops it
00:13:43I don't know
00:13:44How this meeting
00:13:45Is gonna go
00:13:46I mean
00:13:47I have my
00:13:47Engagement ring
00:13:48That Mohammed
00:13:49Gave to me
00:13:50Last year
00:13:51When he proposed
00:13:53Putting this ring
00:13:54Back on
00:13:54Is actually
00:13:55Bringing up
00:13:55Old feelings
00:13:56It actually feels
00:13:57Nice to have it on
00:13:59I just feel like
00:13:59There's a lot of
00:14:00Things that were left
00:14:01Unsaid
00:14:24Do you like
00:14:27I like
00:14:29This movie
00:14:30Or
00:14:30Why
00:14:35Silence
00:14:46So
00:14:46You came all the way
00:14:52Yeah
00:14:53I
00:14:53I'd check in on Laura
00:14:55See how she's doing
00:14:55Yeah
00:14:56She's good
00:14:57She's happy
00:14:59She's happy
00:14:59Okay good
00:15:00I'm glad to hear that
00:15:01Yeah
00:15:14I have a gift for you
00:15:15You have a gift for me?
00:15:17I actually have two gifts for you
00:15:18Oh
00:15:18That's so sweet
00:15:19Would you like me to get them?
00:15:20I would love that
00:15:21Thank you
00:15:21Okay
00:15:22That's a surprise
00:15:26I'm not surprised
00:15:27You wanted me to pick up
00:15:28Something for you
00:15:29I did in fact
00:15:30Want you to pick up
00:15:31Something for me
00:15:31So
00:15:34One
00:15:34Your book
00:15:35Oh
00:15:37The second
00:15:38And you fell in love
00:15:38With these the first time
00:15:39So here's another set
00:15:40And the packing cubes
00:15:41That I love
00:15:42That you got me
00:15:42Mm-hmm
00:15:43Thank you
00:15:46That's so sweet of you
00:15:48You're so thoughtful
00:15:50Yes
00:15:51Yes I am
00:15:52Thank you
00:15:53You're teaching me
00:15:54The gift giving language
00:15:56I love that
00:15:57Thank you
00:16:00I'm here too
00:16:01You know your boyfriend
00:16:04He just brought me a gift
00:16:05Yeah
00:16:06I love that gift
00:16:07Me too
00:16:14Michael just arrived in Turkey
00:16:16And it just feels
00:16:19Really freaking awkward
00:16:21I feel like
00:16:22BeerCon's being
00:16:24Ridiculously cold to Michael
00:16:26And really it's
00:16:27So intentional
00:16:29And completely unnecessary
00:16:32Grow up
00:16:34Okay
00:16:35So Laura
00:16:36How was your day today?
00:16:37How was the
00:16:38Life?
00:16:39Yeah it's been pretty good
00:16:40I feel like I'm like
00:16:42In vacation mode
00:16:43You are in vacation mode
00:16:44Yeah
00:16:44It's a lot later nights
00:16:47Than I'm used to
00:16:48That's a huge contrast
00:16:50To what I
00:16:51My normal day-to-day life is
00:16:52And I try to decide
00:16:54If it's
00:16:55A compatibility thing
00:16:56Well I mean
00:16:57If BeerCon were to come
00:16:58To the States
00:16:58You're probably more
00:16:59On your schedule
00:17:00Then he'd follow more
00:17:01In line with you
00:17:02Because
00:17:02He'd be
00:17:03His only point of contact
00:17:04So
00:17:05Maybe
00:17:05I mean he doesn't
00:17:08Girlfriend has a point
00:17:12Thank you
00:17:15Did you enjoy Turkey
00:17:16So far?
00:17:18Well in the
00:17:19Short amount of time
00:17:20I've been here
00:17:20I have experienced
00:17:21A cab driver
00:17:24Weaved through humans
00:17:25Hey yeah
00:17:26Welcome to Turkey
00:17:27Exactly
00:17:35So
00:17:37If you want
00:17:38I can show you around
00:17:40This is my country
00:17:42This is my city
00:17:43And you're the friend
00:17:45My love
00:17:47So
00:17:48I can make that
00:17:51Well I appreciate that
00:17:53This is at least
00:17:54I can do
00:17:56Yeah
00:17:59I had to be a jerk
00:18:01At the beginning
00:18:02You know
00:18:02Because
00:18:03He has to know
00:18:04The boundaries
00:18:06I play this game
00:18:07A lot
00:18:08And
00:18:08This is my strategy
00:18:10I have to get
00:18:11Information first
00:18:13I'm gonna get to know him
00:18:15And when I realize
00:18:16His motive
00:18:17I'll be the
00:18:18Mother
00:18:18That stops it
00:18:23After you people
00:18:26Thank you
00:18:48How much longer
00:18:49Is the drive there?
00:18:51Just ten minutes
00:18:51Oh only ten minutes?
00:18:53Yeah
00:18:53Okay
00:18:58Getting nervous
00:19:10It's kind of crazy
00:19:11That I'm back
00:19:12Because
00:19:12I wasn't expecting
00:19:13To see
00:19:14Mohammed
00:19:16Ever again
00:19:17After he broke up
00:19:18With me
00:19:21This is a really weird
00:19:22Turn of events
00:19:23I came here
00:19:25To make a relationship
00:19:26Work with Zied
00:19:27And build a future
00:19:28With him
00:19:29So
00:19:29To be going to
00:19:30Casablanca right now
00:19:31To see Mohammed
00:19:32It's
00:19:33Kind of surreal
00:19:36Like I remember
00:19:37Driving on
00:19:38This way
00:19:39To go to the
00:19:40Mosque
00:19:42So this is starting
00:19:43To feel
00:19:44Familiar
00:19:46I don't know
00:19:47It's like a weird feeling
00:19:49And like I know
00:19:50And like I know
00:19:50Is close by
00:19:51So I'm getting
00:19:51Like nervous
00:19:52Like butterflies
00:19:56Especially because
00:19:57I have my
00:19:59Engagement ring
00:19:59That Mohammed
00:20:00Gave to me
00:20:01Last year
00:20:02When he proposed
00:20:03I'm not sure
00:20:05What I'm going to
00:20:06Do with it
00:20:07Or what the plan
00:20:08Is with that ring
00:20:09But I do
00:20:10Have it with me
00:20:14I know it's a little
00:20:15Crazy
00:20:16That I brought
00:20:17The ring with me
00:20:18To Morocco
00:20:21There was a part
00:20:22Of me deep down
00:20:23That thought
00:20:23Maybe somewhere
00:20:24Along this trip
00:20:25Maybe I would
00:20:26See Mohammed
00:20:26And maybe I would
00:20:27Have the opportunity
00:20:28To give it back
00:20:30To him
00:20:30Or get some closure
00:20:33But putting this
00:20:34Ring back on
00:20:34Is actually
00:20:36I don't know
00:20:36It's actually
00:20:37Bringing up
00:20:37Some old feelings
00:20:39And it actually
00:20:40Feels nice to have it on
00:20:45I don't know
00:20:46How this meeting
00:20:47Is going to go
00:20:49I don't know
00:20:49If it's going to go good
00:20:50Or if it's going to go bad
00:20:51If he's going to be
00:20:53Nice to me
00:20:56But I think him
00:20:57Just being willing
00:20:58To come and see me
00:20:59For lunch
00:21:00Or coffee
00:21:01Or whatever
00:21:02Is a sign
00:21:02That he would
00:21:03Be open to
00:21:06Potentially
00:21:07Starting a relationship
00:21:09Again
00:21:15Oh we're here
00:21:16Oh my goodness
00:21:17Okay
00:21:18Thank you so much
00:21:22Oh my gosh
00:21:30Hello
00:21:31Hi
00:21:32I'm looking for a table
00:21:34For two
00:21:34Yes
00:21:35Here we come
00:21:37This one
00:21:38Yes
00:21:39Perfect
00:21:40Thank you so much
00:21:44My heart's racing
00:21:45My heart's racing
00:21:47I'm like feeling shaky
00:21:51Like shaky
00:21:52Good way
00:21:52Or bad way
00:21:54Shaky
00:21:54I'm just like
00:21:55Feeling overwhelmed
00:21:56Because
00:21:57All of the memories
00:21:58From my last trip
00:21:59Are now replaying
00:22:00In my head
00:22:02So I just feel like
00:22:03There's a lot of things
00:22:03That were left
00:22:05Unsaid
00:22:07And
00:22:07I really don't know
00:22:08What to expect
00:22:25Hello
00:22:27I think I'm going to wait to order
00:22:29Until he shows up
00:22:30Yeah
00:22:30I'll just wait
00:22:31Thank you
00:22:33Yeah
00:22:36I'm kind of getting nervous now
00:22:52Oh
00:22:54Oh wait
00:22:55That guy looks just like
00:22:57That looks just like him
00:23:03No
00:23:04Excuse me
00:23:12Hi
00:23:13Um
00:23:14Could I actually order
00:23:15A cappuccino please
00:23:16Yes
00:23:17Thank you
00:23:24Oh it says that
00:23:25Mohammed's online
00:23:27He's read all my messages
00:23:29And he's online
00:23:34Oh thank you so much
00:23:35That looks delicious
00:23:37Thank you
00:23:38You're welcome
00:23:40I'm going to call him
00:23:41I think
00:24:07Well
00:24:08He's not answering
00:24:10Okay it said no answer
00:24:13Okay
00:24:29I'm starting to get annoyed now
00:24:42Are you kidding me?
00:24:47A fiance
00:24:50He said he has a fiance
00:24:57Go under me
00:25:00Stig and I had a rough few days
00:25:02Dealing with all these rumors about him
00:25:05Life is going to be tough
00:25:07Being the wife or girlfriend of you
00:25:11I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past
00:25:15It's got me scared
00:25:19Babe
00:25:20I want you to know
00:25:37Smile for the camera
00:25:42Go under me
00:25:43Go under me
00:25:43Go under me
00:25:55What do you see?
00:25:56A lot of grass
00:25:58Really?
00:26:00That's it.
00:26:00No fish?
00:26:01No fish yet.
00:26:08Aw, my little mermaid.
00:26:21So pretty.
00:26:23It was pretty.
00:26:25I'm glad that we finally are able to spend alone time
00:26:28because it feels like a breath of fresh air
00:26:31after all the tough stuff we went through
00:26:33and everybody getting, like, literally.
00:26:35Literally, like, the moment you said that,
00:26:38the wind just came rushing in.
00:26:40It's a sign.
00:26:42Stig and I had a rough few days
00:26:44dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:26:47It was really hard and embarrassing
00:26:48for me to have to hear about all that stuff.
00:26:51But when it comes down to it,
00:26:53I do believe that Stig has been faithful.
00:26:56And we can finally relax now
00:26:58because Aunt Spring left this morning.
00:27:02Know that we all have your back
00:27:03and we want the best for you.
00:27:05We love you.
00:27:05I know.
00:27:05And I love you, too.
00:27:07And I appreciate you being here,
00:27:09trying to help me out.
00:27:10All right.
00:27:13Have a safe flight.
00:27:14Be careful.
00:27:15All right.
00:27:15Don't be stupid out here.
00:27:17Okay, okay.
00:27:18All right.
00:27:19All right.
00:27:23I'm glad you were able to stick it out
00:27:26through Aunt Spring.
00:27:28I know she's a lot.
00:27:29It's okay.
00:27:30I'm just happy that things are on the up.
00:27:33Me, too.
00:27:34Mm-hmm.
00:27:35Life is going to be tough,
00:27:37being the wife or girlfriend of you
00:27:41because you, you know, you have some fame.
00:27:46But I'm willing to do that for you.
00:27:48So I enjoy our time together.
00:27:51I enjoy you, your soul, and everything.
00:27:55So...
00:27:57I feel like when I first met you at the airport
00:27:59all over again.
00:27:59Right, when we were both nervous
00:28:01and all giggly and...
00:28:03Yeah.
00:28:04That's the moment I realized,
00:28:06yeah, this is real.
00:28:08Mm-hmm.
00:28:10Babe.
00:28:12Cool.
00:28:12I want you to know
00:28:14that I'm grateful
00:28:16to have you here in Belize.
00:28:18That you took time out,
00:28:19come all the way to my country
00:28:21to meet me.
00:28:22Mm-hmm.
00:28:23I'm grateful that
00:28:23you're staying by my side through everything.
00:28:26And every day was something new,
00:28:27good and bad.
00:28:29Literally.
00:28:29And all through those moments,
00:28:31like, I just keep...
00:28:32I kept on falling for you
00:28:34and falling for you.
00:28:36Right?
00:28:40So, Eva, I want you to know
00:28:41that I love you.
00:28:49I feel like I fell in love on the shirt.
00:28:51Like, for real, for real, babe.
00:28:53I love you too.
00:28:56Hello?
00:28:56Mm-hmm.
00:29:07I said it.
00:29:08It was a big day.
00:29:09I said, I love you the first time.
00:29:11Doviva.
00:29:14Ooh.
00:29:18And she said it back.
00:29:19Which is good.
00:29:21That's a good thing.
00:29:23Over the past couple of days,
00:29:25with everything that we went through,
00:29:27got me scared.
00:29:29I may not have handled myself
00:29:30perfectly in the past,
00:29:32but I know for sure
00:29:33I don't want to lose the Viva.
00:29:34That would break my heart.
00:29:38I was waiting for the right moment.
00:29:39I didn't want you to feel like I don't.
00:29:41I know you were probably questioning it
00:29:42in your mind.
00:29:43I was.
00:29:44Mm-hmm.
00:29:45But I do.
00:29:46Mm-hmm.
00:29:47I've definitely been waiting for you to say it.
00:29:51Saying I love you means a lot.
00:29:53It's a big, crucial moment in a relationship,
00:29:56and it's special to me.
00:29:59But at the same time,
00:30:01I have only a few more days left in Belize.
00:30:04So I am hoping that him saying I love you
00:30:07means we are closer to a proposal
00:30:10because I want to be engaged before the end of the trip.
00:30:13And I hope that's what he wants, too.
00:30:15Yeah, your body makes me feel so sexy.
00:30:21I love you.
00:30:23I love you, too.
00:30:25Mm-hmm.
00:30:27Mm.
00:30:47Mm-hmm.
00:30:49Mm-hmm.
00:30:53Mm-hmm.
00:30:54Mm-hmm.
00:30:56Mm-hmm.
00:30:57Mm-hmm.
00:30:58Oh, it's close.
00:31:01I'm not going to have to wave.
00:31:03I know.
00:31:04I know.
00:31:11Is there sharks in the water?
00:31:13Could be.
00:31:14Could be.
00:31:15But we're going to be stuck.
00:31:16Way, way, way out.
00:31:17Okay.
00:31:18They don't like Americans.
00:31:20Perfect.
00:31:21I decided to book a surfing lesson for Elise and I today
00:31:24because it's Bondi.
00:31:26It's Australia.
00:31:26It's surfing.
00:31:27That's what we're known for.
00:31:29I feel like this is so ugly.
00:31:32Yeah.
00:31:33It's not the best.
00:31:36I think it'll be a good reset for us, too.
00:31:38You know, get in the water,
00:31:40do something active, you know,
00:31:41taking our mind off, you know,
00:31:42the last night and Nat and me living with her
00:31:45and Elise freaking out this morning.
00:31:48Let's just all wash it away in the waves, you know?
00:31:51I don't think I'm going to do well, but...
00:31:54It doesn't matter.
00:31:54As long as you're having fun.
00:32:02Oh, my God.
00:32:06Let's go, baby.
00:32:08Josh looks exactly surfing.
00:32:10Catching all the waves.
00:32:12And here I look like a hot mess.
00:32:20I can't.
00:32:21Oh, my God.
00:32:26I can't.
00:32:28I hate .
00:32:30Have you ever taken a girl surfing?
00:32:33No, I've never taken a girl surfing,
00:32:34so that's a first.
00:32:35It's a girl surfing.
00:32:39Oh, my God.
00:32:41Oh, my God.
00:32:43Serve cherry popped?
00:32:44Mm-hmm.
00:32:45Red for cherry popping.
00:32:51Woo!
00:33:02You won't try any fish no okay well I told you I don't like fish and you
00:33:07brought me in a fish place what's chicken snitch show chicken steady oh
00:33:12why you get that chicken sizzle chicken burger as well we have one of each we'll
00:33:16try okay can we get tomato and I only please like ketchup yeah yeah yeah wait
00:33:28so you call tomato is ketchup yes tomatoes ketchup white so besides what
00:33:36happened this morning today has been a really good day thank you and I'm happy
00:33:43he's taking me out something chill something fun this is like what I want
00:33:45my Saturday nights to be like Wow how do you even fight into this you have a big
00:33:52mouth I have a small mouth oh I know I swear you do yes
00:34:10I think it was great the biggest sandwich I've ever had
00:34:33what's on your mind I wish you could stay longer longer hmm I still got another what eight days
00:34:43I already don't want you to leave I don't want to leave either I'm good I'm glad what's on your
00:34:49mind
00:34:51well I mean I I believe that you have an amazing heart it just worries me that I feel like
00:35:02your life's unstable like there's so many question marks like where are you gonna live the job situation like everything
00:35:10it just scares me
00:35:18yeah
00:35:18you know my son leaving you know moving up far away from me that did rattle me and I sort
00:35:27of had him to
00:35:27look after like a lot more than I know than I do now yeah you almost felt like a part
00:35:33of you probably
00:35:34was missing and like I took went around went about it probably in a rebellious way I love being a
00:35:45dad but
00:35:46recently my son and his mother and their family moved about an hour and a half away by plane it
00:35:54was for a better family life for them but I took it pretty hard I started to spiral a bit
00:36:00and going out a
00:36:01lot to take my mind off things but I know I need to make a change and calm down and
00:36:06I've been working
00:36:07on myself so at least there's nothing to worry about I've been in your position I went on a wild
00:36:16streak
00:36:16too and I I think I needed that to realize what I want and what I'm looking for and like
00:36:23I needed to
00:36:24settle down but what I'm really trying to get at I've been taken advantage of in my past good luck
00:36:36this
00:36:37is so bad can we finish this conversation in the car yeah it's like yeah happily
00:36:48turn on the car I'm so cold I feel like we're finally like having a good conversation I want to
00:36:55finish it before we do anything else yeah yeah I have my family has went through the ringers with
00:37:05my ex and like how my ex financially abused me and my family yeah and it's like these question
00:37:13marks make me feel like it's super unstable and it's like like what's gonna happen like I don't know
00:37:20you got that final warning at work and it's like you like lied to me that you about living at
00:37:26Nats and
00:37:28you've said what but like what am I like you think I'm leeching Nats helping you out and I've been
00:37:34used in the past with money like I don't know if you're gonna be using me for money well why
00:37:39would
00:37:39I when I'm using that it seems like you're getting so defensive with just like I'm just sick of the
00:37:48peppering and peppering peppering like you're flogging the same horse like because when I get a
00:37:52warning like that when you said it happened but now it's I still have a job okay but it makes
00:37:58me
00:37:58worried that you could be using me well how would I use you I don't know if you don't have
00:38:04a job what
00:38:04have I made you pay for when you've been here it doesn't matter I'm just okay well that's stupid
00:38:13and if you think that then I would not expect anything less than you wanting to go so please please
00:38:21let me know cuz I'm not playing that yeah now see therapy I won't add a dear for I yeah
00:38:32for our
00:38:33for our on the yeah mamma neither night design and with you gave it we never found a pack even
00:38:40I can kill you.
00:38:41I will kill you.
00:38:42I can kill you.
00:39:18What's wrong?
00:39:20Some wood dust just fell into my eye after knocking.
00:39:33Did you sleep well?
00:39:35I'm fine. It was a little hot.
00:39:38I know. I know that. I'm sorry.
00:39:42I know.
00:39:44Waking up with Rick in the bunk bed seems like we are siblings.
00:39:50I don't know.
00:39:51We should take a shower and go join them.
00:39:55But I'm glad Rick agreed to stay in a different bed.
00:40:01He's showing that he does respect my father, and I like that.
00:40:09Oh, baby.
00:40:11I can't believe you.
00:40:11So you're going to walk out like this?
00:40:13Make sure it's not going to fall.
00:40:15I don't see nothing. Look. I'm all covered up.
00:40:19What the?
00:40:25Jesus.
00:40:27Baby, this water is cold.
00:40:29You can survive.
00:40:35Oh, baby.
00:40:40Village life is definitely not the life for me, and I think Trish's family is picking up on that.
00:40:49But I'd like to think that they can also see that I'm trying.
00:41:06It's fine.
00:41:08It's cold, baby.
00:41:10I realize that they weren't too happy with my indecisiveness about whether I want kids or not.
00:41:18But I'm glad that they're still willing to keep on getting to know me.
00:41:23And I hope they can see I am a good partner for Trish.
00:41:39They're preparing something, like for the lunch.
00:41:44Take the leaves, and that's...
00:41:46What kind of leaves are those things?
00:41:48It's cassava leaves.
00:41:50You remember when we ate somewhere on the street?
00:41:53You tried, then you said...
00:41:55Oh, no. The bitter ones?
00:41:58I don't know, baby.
00:42:03Oh, no.
00:42:04Oh, no.
00:42:07I'm going to talk with you.
00:42:08I'm going to talk with you.
00:42:10Do you know how to...
00:42:14Yeah, you should have them.
00:42:17Oh, no.
00:42:17I'm going to talk with you.
00:42:18Oh, no.
00:42:30I finally got one.
00:42:33I got one.
00:42:38Because we were having to walk in there.
00:42:40People often say,
00:42:42I was never a sinner.
00:42:44Then I said,
00:42:45I'm a happy person.
00:42:48I'm a happy person.
00:42:52And I'm a happy person.
00:42:53I'm a happy person.
00:42:54And I'm happy.
00:43:02They took care of and came in with it.
00:43:06They took care of them.
00:43:09They took care of it before they got off.
00:43:15So they took care of them.
00:43:17It took care of the country.
00:43:19They took care of them.
00:43:25I was not doing so many things.
00:43:27I'm going to die.
00:43:30I'm going to die.
00:43:31I'm going to die.
00:43:57I'm going to die.
00:44:00I'm going to die.
00:44:03I'm going to die.
00:44:04I fell in love for you.
00:44:09I look at my friends Joy now which means.
00:44:36It scares me a lot because I don't know how to convince Rick to have a baby.
00:44:44Even though he hurt me so much, it's hard for me to lose Rick.
00:44:49He's a good man, and I love him so much.
00:44:53But I love my family also.
00:44:57So if he doesn't want a child, we have to break up, and that will break my heart.
00:45:05I don't want that.
00:45:12And Laura I know plays pickleball in the evening.
00:45:15She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:45:18You're considering yourself as best friends?
00:45:21Yeah.
00:45:21So why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:45:25I don't have an answer for that.
00:45:28Yeah.
00:45:38Are you watching soccer?
00:45:40No.
00:45:41I used to watch tennis when I was younger, and then baseball, but I don't watch any sport
00:45:46anymore.
00:45:46I don't understand baseball.
00:45:49It's more fun to me than soccer.
00:46:01Okay, it looks like we're here.
00:46:02This is my hotel.
00:46:04Tell me right back, okay?
00:46:05Okay.
00:46:06All right.
00:46:10Michael arrived earlier today, and now he's got to go check into his hotel before we go
00:46:17and see more of the city.
00:46:19I'm glad that Birkon was willing to spend time with him.
00:46:24Okay.
00:46:25I love keeping my enemies close.
00:46:30I don't believe in the .
00:46:34But at the same time, I feel like Birkon's trying to act like he's some kind of tough guy.
00:46:39And I don't like that because not only do I want Birkon to end up liking Michael, but I need
00:46:45Michael to approve of my relationship with Birkon, and Birkon's making that really difficult right now.
00:46:53I don't think he's giving you .
00:46:55I think he's trying really hard to be nice to you so that, you know, we can all kind of
00:47:01get along.
00:47:01I think he's worried, understandably so, that you're going to make me choose between you or him.
00:47:09Look, I'm going to give that guy a chance.
00:47:12Nothing more.
00:47:14I appreciate that, honestly.
00:47:17Okay.
00:47:28This is cute and cozy.
00:47:30Really nice.
00:47:31Yep, it is.
00:47:39Bye.
00:47:48If you like two or four are ever you.
00:47:55I hope you are.
00:47:56You can't follow much higher.
00:47:57Not even.
00:47:58This is me.
00:47:59I'm gonna call comments.
00:48:01Yes.
00:48:01I'm your king.
00:48:03Oh.
00:48:03And while you're not under Rachel, her, if you're here, visit us with you.
00:48:08relationship and to get to know each other so I can tell everything about me because I am proud
00:48:16of the life I live. How much have you told him what we've talked about? I mean like the things
00:48:24that you and I talked about like the debt he and I have talked about it extensively. Well
00:48:31Mirkan tell me more about your debt. I had three places like this. Coffee. Okay. And Corona hit. I lost
00:48:43my places last four years. Everything just up. I couldn't handle because I had no connections. You couldn't find the
00:48:52right job. Even after I sell everything I had I had 50k debt.
00:49:00All right. So this isn't gambling debt then? Yeah exactly. Gambling is only a way for me to make money.
00:49:10I get that people think about gambling is it is like blindly giving money. But I'm not an idiot and
00:49:22I know the system. When to play, when to withdraw. And you say your system earns you money.
00:49:30Yeah.
00:49:33I don't see gambling being a way of surviving a source of income. It doesn't work. And gambling is infinitely
00:49:42more accessible in the States than it is in Turkey. We have a casino 10 minutes up the road and
00:49:47all he needs is a car and he's off to win I guess.
00:49:52And I'm sure Laura would like help paying the rent rather than supporting him. I don't want to speak ill
00:49:58of a man that she likes. But I can't see it. I just I don't see it working.
00:50:06So I'd like to ask another question. I'm just kind of curious. Laura you get up at 4 a.m.
00:50:12and you're calling you going to bed at 4 a.m.
00:50:16Yeah exactly. How is this going to work?
00:50:18Yeah.
00:50:18Laura I know loves to work out at 4 a.m. and has done wonders for her. She plays pickleball
00:50:23in the evening. She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:50:27Well you guys have your system there. I will try to involve every part of her life.
00:50:36The recommendation is that you marry your best friend. Usually your best friend is someone that you spend time with
00:50:42all the time. You have the same interests. You want to be with each other.
00:50:47Right. Okay. I'm going to ask just one question. You're considering yourself as best friends.
00:50:57Yeah.
00:50:59So why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:51:07Why don't you fall in love with each other?
00:51:12I don't have an answer for that.
00:51:16Yeah.
00:51:23I don't even know how to respond because there's more to my romantic history with Michael than what I've told
00:51:32BeerCon.
00:51:33So two people, no answers.
00:51:39But you should know that I will fight.
00:51:45And nothing can f*** over this relationship. You should know that.
00:51:54I'm so hungry.
00:51:57You have pregnancy cravings?
00:51:59Maybe.
00:52:01I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:52:04How would you feel if I was?
00:52:08Uncle, please.
00:52:09Please, sir.
00:52:11I love her with all my hats.
00:52:15What's in the program?
00:52:17What's in the weekend?
00:52:18I'm lying.
00:52:19And you know the consequences.
00:52:40You got a long ride.
00:52:43It's OK, it's in with you.
00:52:45All right.
00:53:01Right here, guys.
00:53:05We only have a few days left, sadly,
00:53:08but we deserve an actual nice getaway.
00:53:11Welcome to Cassia Hill.
00:53:12My name is Marisol.
00:53:14I asked to meet you Marisol.
00:53:15I'm hoping that the rest of the trip
00:53:18is not like the first half or more than half.
00:53:21So I've arranged a beautiful romantic getaway in San Ignacio.
00:53:27So pretty.
00:53:29Love all the trees.
00:53:32San Ignacio, the west side is amazing.
00:53:34The scenery is beautiful. It's like a jungle.
00:53:38Don't get me wrong, I love the beach,
00:53:39but this is really pretty too.
00:53:42I'm in love with her and I'm excited about the future.
00:53:47Wow.
00:53:49Here you go.
00:53:52Yes.
00:53:53Oh.
00:53:55So romantic.
00:53:59I assume you suck.
00:54:00Anything for you.
00:54:02Anything for you.
00:54:03Okay, babe.
00:54:04Actually, we want to beat now.
00:54:05Ready?
00:54:06Yes.
00:54:07Welcome to the racha-cha-cha.
00:54:15Belize is very diverse.
00:54:17It's a melting pot.
00:54:18So since we're in San Ignacio, I want to take Aviva to one of these small little villages to see
00:54:24the Mayan culture.
00:54:26I'm not Mayan, right?
00:54:27But as a Belizean, we are very, very proud of the rich Mayan history in this town.
00:54:32So, I signed me and Aviva up for a cooking class, making some Mayan food.
00:54:38Hi, good afternoon.
00:54:39Welcome to our kitchen.
00:54:41I'm Stig.
00:54:42Nice to meet you.
00:54:43Nice to meet you.
00:54:44So we are here in the Mayan kitchen.
00:54:46And over here, we have the corn.
00:54:49The corn is the main staple for the Mayas.
00:54:53There was no wheat.
00:54:54There was only corn.
00:54:55And this stone here, it's been used for over 500 years for grinding the corn.
00:55:01Okay?
00:55:02We press it, and then it breaks.
00:55:06So that is how we start making masa.
00:55:10You can come over.
00:55:15Let me see you, babe.
00:55:21Okay.
00:55:25Yes.
00:55:26Exactly.
00:55:27I'll let you to grind the corn here, and I'll go get the other things that we need for the
00:55:33meal.
00:55:33Okay?
00:55:34Enjoy.
00:55:37You want to try?
00:55:38Let me try with you.
00:55:39Okay.
00:55:41Teamwork makes the dream work, babe.
00:55:42Ah!
00:55:43You're going to...
00:55:43Oh, you're sorry.
00:55:45Come on, mom.
00:55:46Come on, mom.
00:55:47Come on.
00:55:47My little chef.
00:55:49Oh.
00:55:49No.
00:55:55This is kind of turning me on.
00:55:58Oh.
00:55:59Babe.
00:56:00Oh.
00:56:03Babe, I think it's done, you know?
00:56:04I think it's done.
00:56:05Yeah.
00:56:06Oh.
00:56:17Yeah.
00:56:19Yeah.
00:56:19Yeah.
00:56:19My girl in front of me, rolling the little corn, making tortillas, and I'm moving right
00:56:24on.
00:56:24Right when it's done.
00:56:25It all.
00:56:27Right.
00:56:29Okay.
00:56:29So we have the dough here.
00:56:31As I press, I turn it.
00:56:33And this is where we will be making our tortillas.
00:56:36This is a clay come out.
00:56:38Perfect.
00:56:40All right.
00:56:40Let me know how it tastes.
00:56:45Mmm.
00:56:46Really good.
00:56:47Good?
00:56:48Okay, over here, we have the roasted chicken.
00:56:52Wow.
00:56:52Oh, my gosh.
00:56:52That looks so good.
00:56:57Babe, this is great.
00:56:59Mm-hmm.
00:57:00I never tried this.
00:57:02You never tried it?
00:57:03Nope.
00:57:04But the meat, you tried the meat?
00:57:06Mm-hmm.
00:57:06You could taste the smoke from the fire.
00:57:07From the fire, yeah.
00:57:08Yeah.
00:57:09It was super fun.
00:57:11I am.
00:57:11Mm-hmm.
00:57:12You think you could do this by yourself?
00:57:13Without help?
00:57:14Yeah.
00:57:16You remember all the steps?
00:57:17Mm-hmm.
00:57:19I'm so hungry.
00:57:21Mm-hmm.
00:57:22You have pregnancy clearance?
00:57:27Maybe.
00:57:29Mm-hmm.
00:57:29It's possible.
00:57:35Babe, when is your period due?
00:57:42I'm not really sure, because it's super irregular.
00:57:45But it's usually around this time.
00:57:50Even though we started using protection since we left San Pedro, we had plenty of sex without a condom the
00:57:57first few days I got here.
00:57:58And I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:58:02It is scary thinking I could be pregnant, but it is what I was hoping for, and it's what we
00:58:07discussed before I got here.
00:58:09So maybe it's a good thing.
00:58:11Do you want to take a test?
00:58:15I think we should.
00:58:16Hmm.
00:58:17Because I don't want you to just go back and be like, hey, I'm pregnant.
00:58:21Like, I would at least want to know.
00:58:24How would you feel if I was?
00:58:28Honestly?
00:58:30Excited.
00:58:32For real.
00:58:33If you were pregnant.
00:58:34Would you be excited?
00:58:34Yes, I would.
00:58:35Really?
00:58:36What happened?
00:58:37You wanted to use condoms, and now you'd be excited.
00:58:40You changed your mind?
00:58:41Again?
00:58:43Honestly, thinking about everything.
00:58:45I want a future with you.
00:58:47We're thinking about the future.
00:58:48Hmm.
00:58:50I'd be happy, and I know we could figure it out.
00:58:54So, should we pick up a test on the way back to the room?
00:58:58Maybe we should, yes.
00:58:59Ah!
00:59:00I know, right?
00:59:01I'm nervous.
00:59:06I mean, it could change our entire lives.
00:59:12There's a chance that I could actually be pregnant.
00:59:15So, we definitely have a lot to figure out.
00:59:18It is a big risk that we took, but I do take it very, very serious.
00:59:24Yeah.
00:59:38He said, leave me alone. I don't want to see you anymore. I have a fiancé.
00:59:42What the ?
01:00:00Well?
01:00:05What the ?
01:00:06If he had a fiancé, then why did he tell me to come here yesterday?
01:00:11He literally called me and said he wanted to see me, asked if I was there.
01:00:18He said, I don't want to hear from you anymore.
01:00:23I'm so done.
01:00:24I'm done.
01:00:28I'm so done.
01:00:31Everything about this trip has been .
01:00:36Like, it's just a waste of my time.
01:00:38He made me come all the way down here.
01:00:39He invited me to Casablanca.
01:00:42Just to tell me he has a fiancé?
01:00:44Like, what the ?
01:00:46Then why did you make me come here?
01:00:55I'm just so done with these pieces of , man.
01:00:58And I just, I deserve better than that.
01:01:00Like, how dare is he dump me and leave me alone in the desert?
01:01:04Muhammad standing me up.
01:01:06Like, I'm just so over it.
01:01:08Such a waste of my money.
01:01:09Such a waste of everything.
01:01:11Muhammad can go himself.
01:01:13And like, how does, how does Muhammad get engaged?
01:01:17I'm still single, but Muhammad is engaged.
01:01:20In what world?
01:01:22Literally in what world?
01:01:25I wish his fiancé luck.
01:01:27Because I know she's probably going bankrupt with all the money she's sending him.
01:01:31Everything she's doing to support him.
01:01:33All the gifts for him and his family.
01:01:35Because that's exactly what happened to me.
01:01:37So I honestly wish her luck.
01:01:38And him.
01:01:40Him.
01:01:40The Ed.
01:01:41Muhammad.
01:01:42Both of them.
01:01:44I was not meant to find love here.
01:02:03I know someone's going to meet me and someone's going to love me.
01:02:07And someone's going to appreciate everything that I do and the person that I am.
01:02:13I just want to go home now.
01:02:19this ring.
01:02:20And everything that it represented.
01:02:26Because I don't need it anymore.
01:02:29And I will find love somewhere else.
01:02:32I'm done.
01:02:53So give us the tea.
01:02:55What's going on?
01:02:57I've caught him in a few lies.
01:02:59He's actually living with this girl.
01:03:03Rent free.
01:03:04I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:03:06I think you should slow your roll and judge less.
01:03:10She said that she'd be scared that I might take advantage of her.
01:03:13Like she's been taking advantage of the past.
01:03:15It's just emasculating.
01:03:16Like it just pisses me off.
01:03:18You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker or?
01:03:25We used to talk late every night.
01:03:30Till it felt like something wasn't right.
01:03:34When you got caught waiting on the other line.
01:03:40Oh.
01:03:42Joshy.
01:03:43Hi brother.
01:03:44How are ya?
01:03:45Good.
01:03:45What's going on?
01:03:46What's happening?
01:03:47Bit of just in time for a terrible worker.
01:03:49Yeah.
01:03:56Where's Elise?
01:03:57She's back in the apartment.
01:03:59Why?
01:04:00Cranky?
01:04:01Been a bit of a quiet day.
01:04:03You know?
01:04:07It is such a mess in here.
01:04:12Where's Josh?
01:04:13I don't know.
01:04:15I think he might be working out with Chris.
01:04:18It was last night a little rough.
01:04:19Yeah.
01:04:21We slept in different rooms.
01:04:22Didn't have sex.
01:04:24Didn't speak.
01:04:27I'm just going to take a little breather here and try and clear my head.
01:04:34Last night I wanted to explain to Joshua about me getting used in my past and like just wanting to
01:04:40open up and gauge where he is financially.
01:04:42But he just got like really defensive and we didn't really get anywhere productive in the conversation.
01:04:48I could tell that he was pretty offended, but I don't know him 100%.
01:04:54So it gives me a right to ask questions and make sure that he doesn't use people for money.
01:05:01Hi.
01:05:01Hi.
01:05:02How are you?
01:05:03Can I please order the mile high?
01:05:04Yeah, of course.
01:05:06I'm looking for stability and right now his life is completely unstable.
01:05:11And that scares me to death because I've been here before.
01:05:17When I was 19 I met the love of my life.
01:05:20He was like really funny and smart and athletic and charming.
01:05:27He genuinely treated me like a queen.
01:05:31I loved him so much.
01:05:33Sometimes I was a bitch, but like I've always loved him.
01:05:38I moved to Florida with him.
01:05:40We got engaged and I was like so excited about my future and like getting married and having kids.
01:05:47And one morning I woke up and my life was completely shattered, like completely shattered and he was gone.
01:05:57He passed away from struggles that I had no idea about.
01:06:08It broke me and it was so scary and hard at such a young age.
01:06:12And I had just got to Florida and I just got engaged and I thought like my forever was gone,
01:06:19you know.
01:06:22And it made me not be able to trust anyone ever again.
01:06:27And now with Josh, between the lies and the instability, it's just super scary.
01:06:40Hi, Pumpkin.
01:06:41Hi, Dad.
01:06:43Hi, Mom.
01:06:44I miss you guys.
01:06:46You're my little kangaroo.
01:06:48Yeah.
01:06:48I haven't seen a kangaroo yet, but I'm still hoping I get to see one.
01:06:53Give us the tea. What's going on?
01:06:55I mean, overall it's been really good.
01:06:59And I really like him.
01:07:00Like we have this insane connection, but I'm very worried about his finances.
01:07:06And I've caught him in a few lies about his living situation.
01:07:14What do you think he's lying about?
01:07:17He told me he was living with his parents, but right now he's actually living with this girl named Nat.
01:07:27Oh.
01:07:35Look, we got heated in the car.
01:07:37Just about the whole, you know, her calling me a liar and saying Nat's got a financial hold on me.
01:07:42You know.
01:07:44When she really does it, like she offered me a place to stay, right?
01:07:48I think there's something there that's sort of, you know, I don't think she'll be able to get past, you
01:07:53know.
01:07:54Maybe the closeness.
01:07:55Maybe the closeness.
01:07:55Is it Nat?
01:07:55Is that the thing she might be able to do?
01:07:56There's something there.
01:07:57Maybe the closeness of it, you know.
01:08:00But yeah, she's jealous.
01:08:04I feel like she's being a bit insecure and she has no reason to be.
01:08:07I hate jealousy in a relationship.
01:08:09It aided me last relationship, so it really wore me down.
01:08:13It really made me miserable.
01:08:14I don't want to go through that again.
01:08:16And I don't think I'm unreasonable in asking for that.
01:08:20I'm not jealous of her.
01:08:22I don't think there's sexual chemistry.
01:08:24What I am pissed about is that there's an emotional connection.
01:08:27There's something going on.
01:08:28He told me he's living there rent-free.
01:08:31I think she has a financial choke hold on him like no other.
01:08:35I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:08:39Then what about if he uses me for money?
01:08:42You know, I hear what you're saying, but it's a little early to say that.
01:08:46You just met him.
01:08:47You don't even know the facts.
01:08:49We know you look for more negative.
01:08:53Yes.
01:08:53I'd like to hear, like, the other stuff about him.
01:08:57He's such a nice person.
01:08:58Like, he really has a huge heart.
01:09:01And you can see that, like, he genuinely likes me.
01:09:04Like, he made me his background on his phone.
01:09:07He did.
01:09:07Okay, well, that's right.
01:09:08Did you push him to do that?
01:09:10No, I did not.
01:09:12Are you sure?
01:09:12I'm trying to get cool, calm, and collected here.
01:09:13I swear.
01:09:14All right, well, you don't really sound that cool, calm, and collected
01:09:16when you use words like, I caught him in a lie.
01:09:19You know, this, that, the other thing.
01:09:22I think you should slow your roll and discover more and judge less.
01:09:26You know what you're going to do is push him back.
01:09:28He's not going to even want to open up or tell you his thoughts
01:09:32or how he's feeling to you because he's afraid that you're going to, you know,
01:09:36hurt him or trigger him.
01:09:39And interrogate him.
01:09:40Interrogate or accuse him.
01:09:44I'm actually shocked that my parents are being so positive about Josh,
01:09:48considering everything that's happened.
01:09:51I mean, maybe I pushed him a little bit too much last night.
01:09:55I do have a habit of comparing him to my exes or my past relationships,
01:09:59and maybe that is something I need to work on.
01:10:01But I still feel like, in my gut, something's not right.
01:10:09Some of the, some of the ways she's, some of the things she says is just like,
01:10:13they cut me deep.
01:10:14But, um, when she said that she'd be scared that I might, you know,
01:10:17sort of take advantage of it, like she's been taking advantage of it in the past,
01:10:20and, you know, it's just emasculating.
01:10:23Like, just the way she says it, you know, it just pisses me off.
01:10:26It's getting to the point where, just constantly like I'm a punching bag.
01:10:32You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker or?
01:10:36Possibly.
01:10:39You can't just deal with that for the next God knows how long.
01:10:46I feel like, you know, she's, she's projecting her past relationships onto me,
01:10:50and, um, it makes me angry and upset that she thinks I would use her for money.
01:10:54She's attacking my integrity.
01:10:57Elisa's poking and prodding and refusing to believe me.
01:11:00No matter what I say, it's never enough.
01:11:03I don't want to be in a relationship like that.
01:11:11I am begging for your forgiveness, because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:11:15Forgiveness, forgiveness. How many times I will forgive you?
01:11:18I will do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:11:38It's okay, it's okay.
01:11:52Elisa, crying cannot solve the problem.
01:11:56No, sir.
01:11:58Elisa, you always share crocodile tears.
01:12:00You say one thing and do another thing.
01:12:04Uncle, you know you are my heirda.
01:12:08She's a woman I love, and I want to marry her.
01:12:18What do I tell my people at home?
01:12:21What do I tell them at home?
01:12:23I cannot change the past.
01:12:25I have made lots of mistakes in the past.
01:12:28But that is not who I am anymore.
01:12:30I won't face any consequence that must be faced.
01:12:37Daniel is the man I'm supposed to be with.
01:12:39I won't leave it without Daniel.
01:12:49Tomorrow, you may go back to your vomit.
01:12:54That's my work.
01:12:56Tomorrow, I may hear another story.
01:12:58No. No. I can promise you.
01:13:02I'm done lying.
01:13:03I am done hiding.
01:13:04I am done hiding truth.
01:13:07This is it.
01:13:08That's why you are here.
01:13:09So I can tell you everything and beg forgiveness.
01:13:13Uncle.
01:13:14Uncle, I'm not God.
01:13:16No, you're not.
01:13:17I'm not God.
01:13:17Sit down there.
01:13:17And I am begging for your forgiveness.
01:13:20Because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:13:21Every time, forgiveness.
01:13:22How many times I will forgive you?
01:13:26I won't do it again.
01:13:28I will do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:13:38Uncle, please.
01:13:40Please, sir.
01:13:41I love her with all my heart.
01:13:43I've never bring a woman to my family, to you or my dad.
01:13:48I want to spend the rest of my life with her.
01:13:50I can go on my knees.
01:13:52Please.
01:13:53Please.
01:13:55Um, is there a way we can solve this?
01:13:59Please.
01:14:02If there is a way, please help.
01:14:08You insist in marrying her, huh?
01:14:11That's what I want.
01:14:12Please, sir.
01:14:13Please.
01:14:16I'm not a thief, please.
01:14:17I think you know that.
01:14:18I know, sir.
01:14:19It's not within my powers to forgive a sort of abominable act.
01:14:26Because of this has mistakes.
01:14:28We have to consult the spiritual leaders and the elders.
01:14:33And they will be the ones to tell if the marriage will hold or not.
01:14:39But my uncle has to be willing to go talk to them.
01:14:44I feel nervous.
01:14:45Because as he stands now, I don't know what my uncle is going to do.
01:14:55And you know the consequences.
01:14:57That's OK now.
01:15:26Thank you, sir.
01:15:45After everything that happened, I'm so relieved that uncle is willing to take it to the next step.
01:15:52But meeting with the priest and elders, what if they don't accept me and Daniel being together?
01:15:57What if nothing I do makes my lives better?
01:16:02I only have one more day in Nigeria, and I want to leave here knowing that Daniel and I can
01:16:07get married.
01:16:08I'm so scared because I feel like I have no control over what's going to happen.
01:16:18You know, when Laura told me more about you, I was concerned.
01:16:22He's Hamels, he's got Zed.
01:16:23This guy's a Zedby.
01:16:26Just be honest.
01:16:27Tell me you love her.
01:16:49Good morning.
01:16:51Good morning.
01:16:52Do you have laundry you want me to do?
01:16:53No, I'm good.
01:16:55Are you sure?
01:16:56I washed, yeah.
01:16:57You did your own?
01:16:58Yeah.
01:16:59Oh.
01:17:00Okay.
01:17:02Things were a bit awkward after our conversation at the Shisha Bar.
01:17:06Michael was pretty jet-lagged, so we dropped him back off at his hotel.
01:17:11And before we parted ways, Birkon suggested that he and Michael hang out today on their own without me, and
01:17:19Michael agreed.
01:17:21So what are you going to do today?
01:17:23Like, what are you planning on talking to him about?
01:17:25Time will tell, and I can tell you before I got there, and we're going to play some pool.
01:17:34I wish I could go.
01:17:36Yep.
01:17:37But sorry.
01:17:38Not going to happen.
01:17:39You get the chance to one-on-one talk with him.
01:17:43Now it is my chance.
01:17:46I'm getting to know him.
01:17:49At least I can do for you.
01:17:52On the one hand, I'm kind of glad that Birkon's reaching out to Michael and actually trying to have some
01:17:59conversation with him.
01:18:01He's one of the most important people in my life, so I'm hoping that they can find some common ground
01:18:08for my sake.
01:18:10And then Birkon will realize that he doesn't really have anything to worry about.
01:18:15Okay.
01:18:16Your body is waiting.
01:18:19But I'm concerned that there's actually an underlying motive, and that maybe he's trying to figure out more about my
01:18:27relationship with Michael.
01:18:29Have fun.
01:18:30Be careful.
01:18:30Okay.
01:18:41I haven't played pool in years.
01:18:43Yeah.
01:18:44I care about this as a practice.
01:18:50What are your thoughts about turkey?
01:18:52Are you enjoying?
01:18:53I am, actually.
01:18:54Very nice morning.
01:18:55Very sunny.
01:18:55But I'm glad we're meeting one-on-one.
01:18:58Yeah.
01:19:01Yesterday, I asked Laura and Michael why aren't they in a relationship, and they both couldn't answer.
01:19:19I don't think Laura will ever tell me the whole truth.
01:19:24That's why I need to talk to Michael alone.
01:19:29I want to know everything.
01:19:33Show off.
01:19:36Yeah.
01:19:37Happens.
01:19:39So I had some time to think yesterday, after I got back to my hotel.
01:19:44What are your thoughts?
01:19:47You know, when Laura told me more about you, I was concerned.
01:19:50I was concerned that, I don't know, I was concerned that maybe you had ill intentions.
01:19:55I didn't know you.
01:19:57I'm like, he gambles, he's got that.
01:20:00This guy's a deadbeat.
01:20:03I'm like, I don't know, I get the point.
01:20:08You care about her.
01:20:10That's why you flew all the way down here.
01:20:12Am I right?
01:20:15I'm right.
01:20:17If you want something, just go for it.
01:20:21You don't have to play games.
01:20:27Tell me you love her.
01:20:30Just be honest.
01:20:33Our guy time, come on, be honest.
01:20:41I mean, I've known her a year and a half, man.
01:20:43Yeah.
01:20:44If I was in love with her, I would have made a move.
01:20:51Yeah, you did.
01:20:53No.
01:20:54She wouldn't be here with you if I had made a move.
01:20:58Dude, you made a move.
01:20:59You blow it.
01:20:59No, no, no, no, no, no.
01:21:01Laura made a move on me.
01:21:05A very strong move on me.
01:21:07One that you do not misunderstand.
01:21:11And I told her, I'm sorry.
01:21:12I cannot reciprocate.
01:21:13I cannot give that back to you.
01:21:19She made a move?
01:21:20She made a move on me.
01:21:22It was long before she met you, buddy.
01:21:24She made a move on me.
01:21:25Yeah.
01:21:26So I have said no, and I will continue to say no.
01:21:30Because that opportunity was there, and I chose not to take it.
01:21:41She never mentioned this before.
01:21:45And that is the real problem.
01:21:48And the problem is not because of you.
01:21:52The problem is because of her.
01:22:01I wasn't expecting that.
01:22:05I am thinking about sharing my life, and you are keeping secret from me?
01:22:12This is betrayal.
01:22:14And that leads me to this question.
01:22:17Am I an alternative?
01:22:20Because she couldn't get what she wanted.
01:22:26Erika, I hope you understand it wasn't my intent to throw a wrench, as we say, into your relationship.
01:22:32Because I want you to understand that I'm not here to threaten you.
01:22:36I'm not here to pursue Laura and take her away from you.
01:22:40The point is, Michael, I believe you.
01:22:43That is the hard part.
01:22:46I believe you, and I don't believe Laura anymore.
01:22:49My trust is broken right now.
01:22:55If there is one secret, there will be probably more.
01:23:00And this, this is more than a lie.
01:23:03This is an intentional deception.
01:23:05She kept something from me.
01:23:08And I don't know what is it going to be in the future, or is there going to be a
01:23:15future?
01:23:22Next time on, Before the 90 Days.
01:23:24Last night was more sloppy than I thought it would be.
01:23:30I am not a virgin anymore.
01:23:32It's way better than what I thought, okay?
01:23:34Me and my hand, I'm sorry.
01:23:35We're going to have to break up.
01:23:37How would you rate me one to ten?
01:23:43I'm about to take this pregnancy test.
01:23:45Should we get it over with?
01:23:47Aviva is really hoping that she's pregnant.
01:23:50But if she's not, I'd be a little relief.
01:23:55Babe.
01:24:00So much has happened in the last couple of days.
01:24:02I think this has shown me I just want something different.
01:24:07Before I leave Morocco, there's just one last thing that I need to take care of.
01:24:15You know I'm going to have kids.
01:24:17My mom, she left.
01:24:19I was just one years old.
01:24:21I know how important it is to Trish and her family.
01:24:25But I think the best solution is to ask her dad for more time.
01:24:30I love Trisha very, very much.
01:24:32I need more time.
01:24:43The chief priest says we have to do a cleansing to his shrine.
01:24:47Are you sure this is the right way?
01:24:49He can say that I can't be cleansed.
01:24:52And I will lose Daniel forever.
01:25:06Josh hasn't been transparent.
01:25:08The Nat situation is not cleared up.
01:25:10And that's lingering over us.
01:25:11Aviva.
01:25:12I need to figure out once and for all what is going on.
01:25:16You guys are emotionally tied.
01:25:19Yeah, absolutely.
01:25:19So why the am I here?
01:25:21Is this just sexual?
01:25:23Why can I not have a friend and a baby?
01:25:25I think it's weird.
01:25:26Hey, guys.
01:25:28Let me ask you guys all the question.
01:25:31Am I crazy?
01:25:31Or is my guy living with a girl and getting financially supported crazy?
01:25:37She's toxic.
01:25:38I'm sorry.
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