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00:29Satsang with Mooji
00:58Satsang with Mooji
01:00That night, all those years ago, leaning against the kitchen cabinets wasted on cheap beer
01:06I made him laugh
01:08And it was so spontaneous and natural
01:15I knew he felt it too
01:17But then she walked over and I introduced them
01:21Robert, this is Nancy
01:39What is that?
01:46Oh my God
01:47What is that?
02:16What is that?
02:42It doesn't even look like her
02:45It's Nancy, obviously, but it doesn't look like her
02:50I defended David
02:53I really thought this didn't make any sense
02:57It doesn't
02:59Everyone gets to see this now and think whatever they want
03:02Before I've even had a chance to
03:03I know, but
03:07I hope you know that
03:10Whatever it is that you are feeling, you can tell me
03:15I mean, it's
03:19Bad enough to imagine her with someone else
03:22Seeing that
03:26I thought that when they had the guy in custody
03:29There would be some sense of relief
03:39There's none
03:41Do you feel any?
03:46No
03:47Not really
03:50Despite all that
03:53Still love her
03:57If anything, get her back
04:00It's crazy, isn't it?
04:03No
04:07No, it's not crazy
04:15This is me
04:22Hey
04:26Thank you for coming with me today
04:30It was nice being
04:32Somewhere important to her
04:34Even if it was just for a little bit
04:47Thank you
04:55Oh, shit
04:58Hey
05:01Well, I came to confront you about leaving me all red, but
05:06Wow
05:08I'm sorry
05:09You know, if you had other plans, you could have just told me
05:11I had previous plans to go to the valet with a friend
05:14And I'm
05:14My phone was on silent
05:16You know, it feels like you don't take me seriously
05:19I thought we both understood that I am not interested in serious, Jay
05:23That's not what I meant
05:24What I meant
05:25Was
05:26You don't respect me
05:27Like, as a person
05:28I do
05:30Jay, this is not an easy time for me right now
05:33It's not really even about tonight, though, right?
05:35I mean, after the St. Patrick's Day party
05:37You come over two hours after you said you would?
05:40The night your friend died?
05:41I mean, you text me at 9pm
05:42You show up at 1?
05:43What is that about?
05:44No, it was just after 10
05:46No, it was definitely later than that
05:47No, it wasn't
05:48Ella, I stayed up
05:52We should not be talking about this in the street
05:55I think we should go upstairs
05:57I think we should open a bottle of wine
05:59And maybe try to talk about this like adults
06:03Yeah?
06:05You said wine
06:06Oh, it's the wine that got here
06:08Not the adult part
06:20Oh, it's the wine that got here
06:34Oh, it's the wine that got here
06:35Oh, it's the wine that got here
06:35Oh, it's the wine that got here
06:35Oh, it's the wine that got here
06:36Oh, it's the wine that got here
06:37Oh, it's the wine that got here
06:38Oh, it's the wine that got here
06:39Oh, it's the wine that got here
06:40Oh, it's the wine that got here
06:48Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
07:18Now Daisy's turnin' on daydreams.
07:20Crazy, gotta pull crazy.
07:21Honey, hazy, hazy.
07:22No baby, hazy.
07:23Like Daisy.
07:24Crazy, gotta pull crazy.
07:25Honey, hazy, hazy.
07:26No baby, no crazy.
07:29Ha!
07:30Ha!
07:34Hey.
07:35No milk, no sugar, just coffee, grounds, and hot water.
07:39Your favorite.
07:41Yeah.
07:43You're gonna be late for work.
07:45You know, I think my boss will understand.
07:47Oh.
07:49Wow.
07:49You know, I didn't know you were into fishing.
07:52Are you?
07:53I'm not.
07:55Okay.
07:56Well, if you wanna learn.
07:58I know there's a great spot at Lake Gregory.
07:59Shay, you should really get to the office.
08:02Yeah.
08:02No, I...
08:04I should.
08:05Let me do that.
08:06I'll see you there.
08:08Yeah.
08:21I can't.
08:22I can't.
08:23I can't.
08:23I want the chocolate orange.
08:25Too bad, I'm too bad.
08:26I'm sorry, sweetheart.
08:27I have to honor the dibs.
08:29Backpacks on in 20 minutes.
08:30Girls.
08:31What do you say to Aunt Ellie?
08:33Thank you, Aunt Ellie.
08:34Welcome.
08:35Is it too much sugar?
08:36There was no such thing.
08:39So what were you going to tell me about the ballet?
08:42Okay, so what? I'm just not allowed to use the car anymore?
08:44This is what happens, Marcus, when you sit in my car and vape in secret.
08:47It's going to keep doing this.
08:48Hey, guys.
08:49Hey, Eleanor.
08:50Hey, hey, Mom, could you tell me to cut me some slack?
08:52I'm just trying to ask for a jump.
08:53Sweetie, why don't you go outside for a job?
08:53Let's find the jumper cables.
08:54Come on.
08:55I am so sorry about all of this.
08:57No, it's okay.
08:57I promise you will have my full attention.
09:00Let me just make some room.
09:02Oh, God. I'm so sorry.
09:04Oh, no, no, it's okay. I'll get it. I'll get it.
09:05Ellie, let me get that.
09:10What is this?
09:12It's nothing.
09:13Nothing? It's a police report.
09:17They're public records.
09:20Yes, but why do you have them?
09:21Because something doesn't feel right.
09:24I know David was arrested, but he was arrested for robbery, not murder,
09:28and because of some random informant's testimony.
09:31I mean, come on. It's sketchy.
09:33The news is trying to connect it to Nancy, and it's not.
09:38So you're investing a lot of time on this.
09:41Don't do that. Don't make me sound like I'm fragile.
09:46I get enough of that around here.
09:48Okay.
10:00Oh, thank you. I just couldn't get myself to do it.
10:05I get it. I keep staring at old text messages from her that I can't delete.
10:10Yeah.
10:12Was this your breakfast?
10:14I haven't had much of an appetite.
10:16Something else going on?
10:19It's just I don't want to bother you with it on top of everything else.
10:22What is it?
10:26Kit asked me today what I'm doing for Cora's birthday this week.
10:31Okay, totally forgot about.
10:33So now I'm trying to figure out this DJ for some silent disco that I have no idea if she's
10:37even into,
10:37and I'm Googling 17-year-old girl birthday party.
10:41Careful. You don't want to end up on a list.
10:44Thanks. Now I feel like an idiot and a pervert.
10:50What kind of father forgets his own daughter's birthday? I can't believe it.
10:55One married to Nancy?
10:57Yeah.
10:57You've never had to think about any of this.
10:59Yeah, but I want to at least try. You know, it's first birthday after...
11:08Nancy always made it magical.
11:10I'm not going to give a speech, I swear.
11:1316 years ago, the greatest gift came into my life.
11:17And today, we get to celebrate her.
11:20So without further ado, the birthday girl, my baby girl, Cora.
11:25Is it your birthday girl?
11:27Cause you looking like a present.
11:29Is it your birthday girl?
11:32Woo!
11:33Woo!
11:34It's on me, ladies.
11:35Gonna get it if you want it.
11:36It's free, ladies.
11:37Feel good when you're rolling with me, don't it?
11:39We here, we just had to believe on it.
11:41So glad we never worried about the shit they say.
11:45My biggest class is that my turn is same.
11:48I'm starting from the bottom.
11:50Hit my horse.
11:51Love y'all so much.
11:53Don't be fucking me.
11:55Just don't even fuck it up.
11:59I could help.
12:01I mean, I've been to my fair share of Nancy festivities.
12:05I think I could try to figure it out.
12:08And it's not too much?
12:09It's Cora.
12:10What's too much?
12:11There is no too much.
12:13Oh, thank you.
12:15Yeah.
12:16Yeah, okay.
12:17Just send me what you have so far, okay?
12:19Yeah, okay.
12:26Detective Gans.
12:27Are you looking to buy in this neighborhood?
12:30Not with what they pay me, sadly.
12:33She's beautiful.
12:36Incredible lines.
12:37Not many people would custom paint a vintage 450 SL, though.
12:42Then again, if money is no object, what does it matter if you devalue a classic in mint condition?
12:49To each his own.
12:51Yeah.
12:53Have a good day.
12:54Actually, if you don't mind, uh...
12:58I'm sure you've seen this picture.
13:00Yeah, it's all over the news.
13:01Yeah.
13:02I have studied this picture a lot.
13:04And what I can't get over...
13:07Is the... the look on Mrs. Hennessy's face.
13:11Right?
13:12She looks... relaxed.
13:13Not a bit out of place.
13:15But it doesn't track.
13:17What does a Pasadena socialite have in common with this crowd?
13:22She wasn't always a socialite.
13:24She had a life before Robert.
13:27What kind of life?
13:28A tough one.
13:30Alcoholic mother.
13:31Abusive stepfather.
13:33Trailer park.
13:34It was not... easy.
13:36Yeah, yeah.
13:38Now we looked into her history.
13:40It kind of makes this even more peculiar.
13:42Why will a woman like that?
13:45What does she have in common with Robert and his family?
13:50Or with you?
13:52Is my friendship under investigation?
13:56No.
13:57It is not.
13:58Is the robbery charge just bullshit?
14:01I feel like you wouldn't be asking me all this if you had a real case against David.
14:06Are you looking into someone else?
14:10Thank you for your time.
14:39No.
14:40No.
14:42No.
14:44No.
14:45No.
14:48No!
14:48No!
14:50No!
14:52No!
14:52No!
14:54I'm not.
15:01I'm not a cop.
15:03I look for Donovan.
15:12Have you ever been to a war zone?
15:15A loss of life changes you.
15:18So, I had them apply for asylum.
15:20Pulling some of those governmental strings we talked about.
15:24Long story short,
15:26they now have a thriving dental practice.
15:29Their daughter just graduated from Vassar last year.
15:33That's incredible.
15:35But when your heart is speaking to you,
15:38you ought to listen.
15:40Ladies, if you'll excuse me,
15:41I have just a little business to tend to,
15:43but I'll see you at the pool a little later.
15:49That's cute.
15:50You use my stories to pick up women.
15:53It's a good story.
15:54And Mom and I do fund your little charity thing,
15:57so it's also my story.
15:59Little charity thing?
16:00Thanks, Donnie.
16:02The daughter went to Ohio State, by the way.
16:05Vassar sounded better.
16:06Wow.
16:07So, my guy Winston said you can sprint.
16:10Yeah, when I'm compelled to.
16:12In some families, when somebody's friend dies,
16:15they buy them flowers, or a basket,
16:17or even offer a hug.
16:19Can't relate.
16:21They say it's the curse of the well-bred,
16:23and the wealthy.
16:24Okay.
16:25Not enough hugs,
16:26too much emotional sublimation, you know.
16:27Right.
16:28Since your man, Winston,
16:30is done stalking me,
16:31and you can see that I'm very safe, very sound,
16:34maybe you guys go home.
16:38I would love to.
16:39Mm-hmm.
16:40There are better things to do than babysit you.
16:42But?
16:42But, when tragedy strikes,
16:44you do have a tendency to get unpredictable.
16:47That's not fair.
16:48No?
16:49No.
16:50When Dad died?
16:51Don't, no.
16:52Don't do that.
16:52Do not bring him into this.
16:54I was in a very different place back then.
17:00Seriously?
17:01If I had confronted you without evidence,
17:03you would have denied it.
17:03This is two old friends grieving.
17:05These look like pretty big smiles for grieving.
17:08Honoring the passion of somebody we loved.
17:13You and I both know you love to fix a broken toy.
17:16Especially a certain nice Caucasian one.
17:18What?
17:18Maybe you'd join the BSU or some black sorority.
17:22Oh, here we go.
17:22Here we go.
17:22You'd be with a Jamal or a Terrell.
17:24I cannot.
17:25Instead of stuck on you know who.
17:26You're an ass.
17:27Why don't you just admit
17:29that you have a blind spot when it comes to Robert.
17:32And you always have.
17:34Are you done?
17:36Stop fucking following me.
18:17If you know how you have a blind spot
18:23you must be 20,000 meters or like
18:24you have to go out of your car.
18:25Let's go.
18:26Yeah.
18:26Oh, I have to go.
18:26Do you have to go?
18:27You'll be there.
18:28I have to go.
18:28I have to go.
18:29How did I go?
18:29I have to go.
18:47I got a warrant.
18:50A warrant for what?
18:52Some of the messy things are financial records.
18:56They wanted to see if I stood to gain anything from having my wife killed.
19:00Oh, my God.
19:01They took my laptop.
19:03I was gonna call Kit, but she would have called my father, and he would have turned this into a
19:06whole shitstorm.
19:10I think they're just doing their due diligence, Robert. They're not gonna find anything.
19:13Of course not.
19:14I wasn't implying that I was saying that.
19:17I'm sorry. It's just...
19:19This whole thing is just...
19:22Maybe this isn't the best time to throw a birthday party.
19:28I disagree.
19:31I think we have to keep on living.
19:34Do you know?
19:36Cora deserves some normalcy.
19:38As do you.
19:41And I think it's what Nancy would have wanted.
19:53So, if we are gonna add someone to the team in Liberia, my vote would be Chelsea.
19:59Has she volunteered?
20:01Uh, no.
20:02No, but she's shown some initiative.
20:04She just has great local connections I think might help us.
20:09Elle?
20:11Elle?
20:13Uh, yes. I'm sorry.
20:15Yeah.
20:16It's all good.
20:17Um, I can reach out to her, though, if you'd like me to.
20:19Sure.
20:20Um, hey, Jay.
20:23This isn't gonna happen, but the police investigation is getting kind of complicated.
20:29So, if someone were to ask you about me...
20:36I know.
20:37I got it.
20:38I won't say anything.
20:40Okay?
20:40No, you can.
20:42You can tell them that I was at your place.
20:48I thought we were discreet.
20:50We are.
20:51But, you know, if somebody asks, then we want to be helpful.
20:55Elle?
20:56Yes.
20:56Do you have a second?
20:58Yes, of course.
20:59Can you give me a second?
21:01Sure.
21:01Sorry.
21:01Oh, yeah.
21:05What's up?
21:06You okay?
21:07It's my mom.
21:09Someone has to pick her up from the police station.
21:11What?
21:11What do you mean?
21:27I've contacted an attorney.
21:29He's on his way.
21:29She is not going to answer any questions until he gets here.
21:32We're not arresting her.
21:33I just need someone to take her off our hands.
21:36I don't understand.
21:37I found out that your friend has been harassing my officers.
21:41What?
21:41Last week alone, she submitted 20 public records requests.
21:46And today, she crossed a line.
21:48Next time, handcuffs.
21:57What the hell did you do?
21:58It doesn't matter.
21:59No, actually, it matters.
22:01A lot.
22:02I may have used the C word.
22:04What?
22:05While throwing a stapler.
22:06Oh, my God.
22:07At a wall.
22:08Okay.
22:09Not a person.
22:10Are you okay?
22:11Look, they wasted all of this time on this Daveed thing.
22:14And meanwhile, they won't look at any of my leads.
22:17I circled every single David in our college yearbooks.
22:21I found every David that she follows on social media.
22:23I even found a William David who owns a flower shop in Texas.
22:27And she liked his post on Pinterest.
22:29And I just...
22:30I know it sounds crazy, but I don't know how to...
22:31Do not be mad at me for asking this.
22:33What?
22:34Are you taking the...
22:36No, Elle.
22:37Come on.
22:37I haven't taken more than an aspirin in six months.
22:39Okay?
22:40Okay.
22:43I'm sorry I can't let this go.
22:47But she told you, Elle.
22:50She shut me out.
22:51And you got to hear things.
22:54And now I never will.
22:56She shut me out too.
22:58There's so much shit I don't know.
23:01I wish I could just distract myself like you can.
23:06With work and Robert.
23:10I think tonight we should just have a very relaxed evening.
23:14Okay?
23:15I'm gonna get some takeout.
23:16I'm gonna bring it over for you and the kids and Howard.
23:18We're just gonna...
23:19Chillax.
23:21Okay?
23:22Okay.
23:22I didn't realize anyone said that anymore.
23:25Yeah.
23:25I do.
23:26Well, chillax.
23:47Hey.
23:49I just came to...
23:50Robert?
23:52Hey.
23:54Robert!
23:58Hey.
24:00Hey.
24:01That look cathartic.
24:04Yeah.
24:06Whenever I want a drink, I'm down here and hit some balls instead.
24:10How long have you been out here?
24:12Uh...
24:13Whoa.
24:14I guess I really wanted a drink.
24:18Everything okay?
24:19Have you heard from the police?
24:21They dropped off a few of Nasty's boxes, but aside from that, nothing.
24:25I did hear from your brother though.
24:28Are you joking?
24:30I was pretty shocked he called me.
24:32It's been so many years.
24:33Well, I don't...
24:35What did he want?
24:37Offer his condolences.
24:39Right.
24:39The guy never liked me.
24:41Oh, come on.
24:42Did I ever tell you what he said to me?
24:44No.
24:45No.
24:45It was on that fishing trip with your dad, freshman year at spring break.
24:49Yeah?
24:50About an hour after we arrived, Donovan cornered me and told me that you were strictly off limits,
24:56romance.
24:56Manically speaking.
24:58Why would he do that?
25:00I'm sure he was just doing the big brother thing.
25:03I wouldn't hold it against him.
25:04I'm gonna come up in the shower.
25:06Are you sticking around?
25:08I'm not sure.
25:09Okay.
25:24What decade do you think we're living in?
25:28I've been out in the sun a while.
25:29You're gonna have to give me a second.
25:30Do you think this is the dark ages where you get to decide who I date and who I don't
25:35date?
25:35Because despite what you and our mother believe, I am an adult.
25:40I'm an adult.
25:41I'm somebody who people look up to and rely on.
25:44I make responsible decisions about what I want and what I do.
25:48Okay.
25:50Why don't you have a seat?
25:52Tell me what we're so worked up about today.
25:55You called Robert?
25:58That was fast.
26:00You two talk a lot, huh?
26:02He told me what you said.
26:04Back then when you first met him, that you forbade him from dating me.
26:09That's a deep cut.
26:11Do you want to tell me why?
26:13Come on, E, we both know why.
26:14No.
26:14I really don't.
26:15I think I might need to hear you say it.
26:18All right.
26:21I see it.
26:23You're both smart, sensitive, like-minded people in a vacuum.
26:31If the rest of the world doesn't exist, you're the perfect interracial cannonbar.
26:38But because the world-
26:40Not the world.
26:41His family.
26:43No, you don't know anything about his family.
26:45The Hennesseys are old money, bone deep entitlement.
26:49They think, uh, accountability's a myth.
26:52Ethics are a joke.
26:53Who do you think pulled the strings to get David arrested?
26:56That is a classic Hennessey move right there.
26:59Closing ranks to protect their own.
27:01No.
27:02You sound ridiculous right now.
27:04Robert did not kill Nancy.
27:06She had a lover.
27:08His name was David.
27:09And David killed her.
27:10So maybe Robert found out about David.
27:13He didn't know about David.
27:14He didn't even know about the affair until I told him.
27:16And by the time I told him, Nancy was already dead.
27:19Wait a second.
27:20You-
27:22You told Robert that his wife was stepping out on him?
27:27Yes.
27:28Because he was worried.
27:29He was gonna call the police and I wanted to help.
27:32It seems like all you do lately is help Robert.
27:38He wanted to be his backup plan.
27:40You have no idea what you are talking about.
27:44Oh, no?
27:45No.
27:58I can't believe mommy went to jail.
28:00I didn't.
28:01I was practicing civil disobedience, which we all have a right to do.
28:09But I'm sorry that I scared you guys.
28:11I wasn't scared.
28:12Oh.
28:12Okay.
28:13Dad was.
28:19Hey.
28:19I'm still working on that.
28:21I think we're done here.
28:22That is unless anyone wants to help me clean up.
28:24Not it.
28:25Not it.
28:25Hey, hey.
28:26No, no, no.
28:26Get Junie.
28:27Get back here.
28:28I'll help.
28:29I'll help.
28:30I'll help.
28:32They were scared.
28:34They don't want to say it, but they were.
28:35You just left with no explanation.
28:37And then we got a call from the cops?
28:42I know she meant a lot to you.
28:45But so does your family.
28:49They're still here.
28:50They need you.
28:51We need you.
28:52I don't know how to, I don't know how to let it go.
28:55Okay?
28:58Thank you, Eleanor, for the help and the noodles.
29:03No problem.
29:17He has a right to be concerned.
29:19I know.
29:19I know.
29:21Okay, so I need you to keep an open mind.
29:26About what?
29:27I found an address for David.
29:32No.
29:33Aren't you sick of them thinking that we don't deserve answers because we're just her friends?
29:39Of course I am.
29:39He painted her.
29:40He partied with her.
29:42He may know something about what happened.
29:45We can't just interfere with the investigation.
29:50She doesn't talk back.
29:53Who?
29:55There's this grief counselor on YouTube.
30:01And she suggests that you talk to your deceased loved ones.
30:07So I've been trying that.
30:09You know, when people aren't in the house or asleep so they don't think I'm crazy.
30:15And I just talk to her.
30:17I tell her, you know, how Artie just lost another tooth and how Howard may have a lead on a
30:23new job.
30:26And she doesn't answer.
30:33She doesn't talk back.
30:39And I have so many questions.
30:42Please help.
30:54Hello?
30:55Leave me the hell alone!
30:57Sir, we're not reporters.
30:59We're not police officers.
31:01We're friends of Nancy.
31:03We just want to talk.
31:04Go away!
31:07No!
31:08We will not go away!
31:11Let us in!
31:12Please!
31:13Mary!
31:14Are you out of your fucking mind?
31:16Please.
31:17She was our friend.
31:21Please.
31:54She saw my work at the collectors and reached out.
31:58I thought she was one of those white women who, no offense, wanted me to paint what they think is
32:04their true authentic self.
32:06But after a few sketches, it was clear that she was someone different.
32:10She wanted me to paint the scars.
32:12She said they were from an accident that she caused.
32:15She said the scars were her fault?
32:18They most definitely were not her fault.
32:19David, from the photo, it seemed like you two knew each other so well.
32:25I don't even remember that picture.
32:28She was barely at the party.
32:30I think the guy she brought wasn't having a good time.
32:32What?
32:33What do you mean the guy that she brought?
32:34David, do you remember what he looked like?
32:37He was white.
32:39Do you think she could have been with Robert?
32:41No.
32:42No, he had never seen that photo.
32:45Can you look at this?
32:47He would have told me.
32:48Come on, can you look at this photo for me?
32:50Do you recognize this man?
32:52If I remembered anything more than his race, I would have said so.
32:55I told the police it's on them.
32:57You barely looked at the photo.
32:58No, you've asked your last question.
32:59This is bangla so far as is.
33:01I was put in jail.
33:03And for what?
33:04I did nothing.
33:06Nothing.
33:06Okay.
33:07We've taken enough of your time.
33:15Where were you?
33:17Excuse me?
33:19Your best friend was in a death spiral.
33:22She was drowning in her own misery.
33:24That's what I saw.
33:26That's what I painted.
33:27So where were you when she needed you the most?
33:30She wasn't hiding it.
33:31If you didn't see it, it's because you didn't want to.
33:36Come on.
33:37Come on.
33:38Let's go.
33:42I'd like the centerpieces to be a bit more consistent.
33:45Of course.
33:45And I'd like three people at every corner.
33:47I don't want a bomb on that.
33:48Not the entire time.
33:49Okay?
33:50Your fault.
33:50Your fault.
33:52You did not.
33:53I told you.
33:54Open.
34:04Hey.
34:05Everything okay?
34:06Despite my strong objection, my family went ahead and hired that crisis PR firm to pressure
34:11the police.
34:12They're the ones who leaked that photo.
34:14Can you fucking believe it?
34:16They're the reason David Boyette was arrested.
34:18My family.
34:20That's disgusting.
34:21I thought it would help keep the press off of us.
34:24Apparently, who gives a fuck if an innocent man has to sit behind bars for weeks?
34:31And you've never met him, right?
34:35I've never met who?
34:36David.
34:37I mean, the first time you saw him was on the news.
34:41No, you were here.
34:42We saw him together.
34:43What are you getting at?
34:44I'm not getting at anything.
34:46I just know what it means to be from a powerful family.
34:52Sometimes you can't see how they're pulling the strings.
34:56Oh.
34:57Did you manage to make your own way in the world?
35:01You think?
35:02Yeah.
35:03I constantly feel them looking over my shoulder.
35:10Yeah, but you do the things that matter to you.
35:15I admire that.
35:17Always have.
35:20Dad?
35:22Dad!
35:26Hey.
35:27Cora, Mom's thing's boxed up.
35:29I was just organizing.
35:31You can't get rid of them.
35:33Cora, that's not what this is.
35:35You have to understand, it's very difficult for me to have her things all around.
35:38So what?
35:39You're just gonna erase her?
35:42No.
35:43No, he can't do that.
35:44That's impossible, Cora.
35:46This is all I have.
35:47What's in these boxes is all I have left of my mom.
35:50I understand, sweetie.
35:52Cora.
35:53Come here.
36:02You know, my car belonged to my dad before he passed.
36:09And he gave me this necklace.
36:13And I even have a fishing rod of his hanging on the wall in my apartment.
36:17Because I want to feel his presence.
36:20So I keep all of those things really close to me.
36:24So you can do that.
36:26You can look at all of this stuff and just whatever reminds you of her,
36:31you take that, you keep it close to you.
36:34And the rest of it, we will make sure to put somewhere very special.
36:40Like, maybe the Ojai house.
36:43That way you can go there whenever you want to feel her presence.
36:48Okay.
36:51You don't have to let go of your mom.
36:53Your dad would never ask you to do that.
37:11Hey, thanks.
37:19I'll blame her for calling it off.
37:22She'll probably have more fun back at school anyway.
37:27I really fucked up this birthday.
37:29I'm the one who insisted that you throw her a party.
37:32You've done nothing but help.
37:34I think Cory just needs some time.
37:37It's so unnatural.
37:39You know, nobody prepares a kid to lose a parent.
37:41No one prepared us.
37:45You know, part of me was relieved when the police came and took her things.
37:50I don't want to erase her, but everywhere I look,
37:54because something of her is just shouting at me about this secret life that she had.
37:59The fucking affair that she kept from me.
38:03It's deafening.
38:04It's all around.
38:09Well, I think that the Ojai house is gonna be the perfect place for all this stuff.
38:14Yeah.
38:16It's gonna be hard to go out there alone.
38:17I think that it's not a matter of time.
38:35I'm gonna rain and see her.
38:36I know, and I'm gonna be fine, please.
38:39I know, but you just want one more time for me to destroy it.
38:43I know.
38:44I know.
38:44I will be good for you.
38:47really calm what am i supposed to do when i am just a child acting tough i'm a wish with
38:57no luck
38:58i've been trying to find a way but i get stuck you're irreplaceable
39:07there's only one of you i don't understand
39:12how the world can move when it's missing you something must be wrong when life goes on
39:22with or without you with or without you
39:27with or without you with or without you
39:33with or without you
40:05she used that on every person in my family everyone hated it nothing made her laugh harder
40:11every time she used it she would laugh for hours
40:33i didn't know how much pain she was in
40:37how could i have not seen what she was going through
40:42none of us did
40:44i missed it i just i just missed it
40:50hey it's okay so did i
40:53oh god
41:03oh
41:06oh
41:07oh
41:36It's...
41:42I don't know.
42:11I don't know.
42:58I don't know.
43:08I don't know.
43:35I don't know.
44:06She asked me once if I liked Robert.
44:13I remember how quickly I said no.
44:22She must have known I was lying.
44:25How could she not?
44:31I was never as good as she was at pretending, at creating my own reality.
44:42So maybe this is my chance.
44:47And maybe she would understand.
44:49Because she was lying to Robert, lying to all of us.
45:07Nancy, I need to start with an apology.
45:11My reaction was extreme.
45:15I was horrible to you, and I'm sorry I scared you so badly.
45:20But you can hardly blame me for being angry when you're sleeping with someone else.
45:27Hey.
45:29You okay?
45:35All this madness, sins of silence.
45:46saints and liars, thieves and tyrants, what is the truth?
46:00And why does it matter?
46:04Why does it matter if the light covers up?
46:06Well, whatever comes after.
46:09What is real?
46:12What is true?
46:15Who am I?
46:17Who are you?
46:21Secret.
46:24Secret.
46:26Secret.
46:26Secret.
46:28Secret.
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