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The Summer My Heart Stopped Full Movie
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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:15but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:31caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying to save you
00:00:36you're the reason he died he bled out on the street because of you the worst part is you didn't
00:00:41even
00:00:41show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you alex was your best
00:00:48friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this to him don't you
00:00:52even feel a
00:00:53shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me big nothing i say is gonna change your mind anyway
00:01:04you selfish skank i'm gonna put you in your place for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack
00:01:33so i had surgery and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks
00:01:38too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:02:10alex's dad died because of me
00:02:21alex you want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:47i get why you hate me i just never thought i'd hurt this much god what a dumbass i mean
00:02:53the guy's a
00:02:53fireman right not a cop plus he went there with no weapon he's basically asking to get stabbed to death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price he
00:03:10got what he deserved
00:03:33alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to bin just take it out on
00:03:38me take it out on you
00:03:40fine fine go fucking die isabel
00:03:46don't worry alex get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:53can't handle the stress of any more procedures
00:03:56you have about one month left to live looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that
00:04:15you can get away with the murder by pretending to be little miss er
00:04:21no
00:04:25said you needed them right then lick them up
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed you
00:04:37to stay
00:04:38silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy match why are we so nervous is it because you
00:04:45have
00:04:45incriminating evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let them see those
00:04:50hi alex i just wanted to say that i love you i might not ever get a chance to tell
00:04:58you in person so
00:05:00give it to hold her hold her hold her oh let's use space id to unlock it i want to
00:05:07see what kind of
00:05:08dirty little secrets this is hiding smile sweet heart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to say that
00:05:25what are you doing alex help
00:05:34alex help we were uh we were just trying to get back at her for you bro right starts in
00:05:39five
00:05:39minutes get your asses to the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was here to save me
00:05:47you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go
00:05:56alex can i join you for your swim practice i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:05coming to the swim meet tomorrow we've already got an army of fangirls going
00:06:10it doesn't matter if i go you really don't know
00:06:14you know what i don't care about those other girls i only want you cheering me on
00:06:26yeah sure
00:06:36alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again your court's decision
00:06:47isn't going to change i'm not going to give up
00:06:49not until the murderers who killed alex's father are brought to justice
00:06:56that's the judge
00:06:59jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it
00:07:08it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex so today i went to go see judge roberts
00:07:25i tried to get him to reopen the case that you said no
00:07:30i'm not going to give up though i promised you
00:07:35and i'm going to keep my word
00:07:39hey love bug how was school oh my what happened is someone bullying you at school
00:07:48well i just fell how everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally called me
00:07:55back and he said we might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally going to take those killers
00:08:01to
00:08:01justice
00:08:03that's creepy i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind you should tell alex the good news
00:08:14no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out
00:08:17i know this is important to you but don't forget to take care of your own
00:08:21well don't worry about me all right i want to get justice for alex's dad
00:08:26when did my little girl grow up so fast all right go get him tiger but no i love you
00:08:33to the moon and back
00:08:36i love you too mom you know some people they say they have the best mom but i really do
00:08:42have the best mom
00:08:50mrs spencer your daughter only has a month left i'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for
00:08:58her final days
00:09:07i wish alex was here
00:09:24i wish alex was here
00:09:28whoa did he get so ripped
00:09:31don't pretend i saw you checking me out
00:09:35you know no no i was just spacing out oh really you're telling me that this doesn't make you drool
00:09:42you could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me yeah then let's put that to the test
00:09:48do it
00:09:50i dare you okay
00:10:17oh god oh god i didn't see anything
00:10:19mom i swear
00:10:37hey alex i've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta study up if we're
00:10:45going to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:10:59why would i want to go to the same college as you
00:11:06so i made up my mind i'm going to go to princeton for undergrad
00:11:11and then columbia for med school and once i graduate i'm going to join doctors without borders
00:11:19what about you i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study your mom wants you to go to a good school my mom is
00:11:31in a mental hospital
00:11:32because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered and the people who did it got to walk
00:11:40away as if nothing ever happened and who do you think is responsible for that i'm sorry sorry you're
00:11:49sorry you think that's enough i'm sorry he's gonna bring my dad back i'm sorry he's gonna help my mom
00:11:57now i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies now remember this i will never forgive you
00:12:04not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of
00:12:37me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:12:57you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spot's reserved
00:13:20reserved since when always has been always will be
00:13:25i always want you by my side
00:13:27beautiful great congratulations great
00:13:34jeez awesome can i see oh sure would i be able to get it like like this big that's like
00:13:43wedding
00:13:44picture big for a funeral actually my funeral all right a funeral why the hell would you be having a
00:13:55funerals
00:13:58because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since kindergarten come up with a new line already
00:14:05let's race whoever gets to the top first
00:14:08one of these yummy candy i can't my mommy does my heart to leave if i run i'll die
00:14:18i will never ever race you again isabel please don't die
00:14:24when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven
00:14:35so be a good girl and go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation's just
00:14:48around the corner you are in the home stretch but this is not the time for senioritis let's make
00:14:55these last few weeks count and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in um yo wow only the bets are my alex what are you gonna major in
00:15:15pre-med oh you want to be a doctor how come
00:15:22i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:15:30it's a promise
00:15:37tell my mom
00:15:40at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at the same hospital
00:15:45together ooh who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance huh you guys would be perfect for each other
00:16:05forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:23it's okay
00:16:23hey love book it's me mom i'm right here oh thank god you're awake
00:16:33i don't know i think it's okay if i i take a break from school yes of course
00:16:42i think your teachers will understand this is great now i get to spend more time with my precious girl
00:16:49if i don't go to school maybe alex can graduate in peace
00:17:02wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:07mr mills i want to let you know that isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:27isabel isabel are you dropping out of school
00:17:31why do you care i thought you didn't want to see me
00:17:33just answer me are you dropping out or not would you like to stay out of your sight
00:17:38there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:17:41you owe me that means i decide how you repay me
00:17:45isabel if you drop out you are throwing your college dreams out the window
00:17:50you think trashing your future is gonna make up for my dad's death it's not that damn simple
00:17:55isabel it's time to take your medication wait isabel are you at the hospital
00:18:05hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine
00:18:20people don't normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's
00:18:27murderers to justice isabel
00:18:35you here to see me
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:55i was just trying a new look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:04picking up some meds for my mom your mom
00:19:08well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting
00:19:13isabel are you really dropping out of school why don't you lay around the hospital when
00:19:17everyone knows you're not actually dying playing the victim i guess just as always
00:19:24how'd you lose so much weight in a week is she actually sick are you worried about me dying maybe
00:19:31she's tricking me again worried about you dying as if pain in asses like you don't die that easily
00:19:38my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there and testify no more vanishing acts
00:19:46don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:57your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks
00:20:02isabel spencer was not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here
00:20:10mr logan where is your witness she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer
00:20:16classic isabel i knew i shouldn't have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented
00:20:24then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:36i isabel spencer promise that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:20:43on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them i never forget their faces they tried to assault me
00:20:53help but mr brooks he saved me
00:21:05he lost his life
00:21:09help please please somebody help he died trying to save me
00:21:18based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:21:34guilty of murder in the second degree and sentences them to 20 years in state prison
00:21:42see alex i meant what i said i promised i'd bring your dad's killers to justice
00:22:00hey thanks no sorry i i should have been here the first time my mom was unusually lucid today
00:22:09she said that i shouldn't resent you anymore do you still resent me i don't know
00:22:16but every time that i look at you it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom
00:22:22fell apart
00:22:24i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:30i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to
00:22:36me
00:22:52i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:59this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:29hey hon how you feeling
00:23:35feel good
00:23:39um what day is it june 9th why
00:23:44you have a date to the dance no
00:23:48what hey what if we just went together is that like a formal invite i mean if it was
00:23:58what was your answer is what was your answer be
00:24:02yes cool i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:24:15today's a crowd dance i have to go oh isabelle your heart oh please
00:24:21this might be the only dance i ever get to go to
00:24:27i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:24:33fine i'm not gonna stop you from seeing alex but take it easy all right we've had enough close calls
00:24:39at the er thank you mom i love you i love you
00:24:54you seriously still struggling with this it's so easy maybe i just wanted to tie my bow ties for the
00:25:00rest of my life
00:25:03i don't know what happened to me
00:25:14what happened to isabelle i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:30i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:36i have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:25:55i have a nice life alex
00:26:25easy easy
00:26:27Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:26:55Is he?
00:26:58What the hell, Alex?
00:27:01Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with me?
00:27:03Don't call her that.
00:27:06Ready for her, ready for her.
00:27:08Next, you're in agreement.
00:27:13What's wrong?
00:27:14I don't think that's...
00:27:21Ms. Spencer?
00:27:23Alex, please come.
00:27:26Isabel, she's about to die.
00:27:30Alex! Alex, where are you?
00:27:36No, no, no, this can't be real.
00:27:44Isabel.
00:27:46Isabel, you can't die.
00:27:58Isabel!
00:28:00Young man, you can't be in here.
00:28:02You need to leave.
00:28:03No.
00:28:04No, I'm not leaving.
00:28:04That's why Isabel, that's why Isabel.
00:28:06I need to see her.
00:28:19No, this can't be real.
00:28:32No, this can't be real.
00:28:40Isabel.
00:28:42No, it's...
00:28:44Isabel.
00:28:45No, it's...
00:28:45No, it's not her.
00:28:46No, it's...
00:28:53No, it's not her.
00:29:04She's 18, hair down to here.
00:29:06She's really thin, big, beautiful eyes.
00:29:08The kind you never forget.
00:29:11Alex?
00:29:14Looking for me?
00:29:16No.
00:29:19Wait, what?
00:29:21Isabel.
00:29:24What's going on?
00:29:25Your mom called and said you're about to die.
00:29:28Are...
00:29:28Are you okay?
00:29:31My mom, she's so overdramatic, I just had a minor surgery.
00:29:34Completely fine.
00:29:37What, you think this is funny or something?
00:29:40What?
00:29:41Jesus Christ.
00:29:42Isabel, what, you...
00:29:43You had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death?
00:29:47What's next, huh?
00:29:49You gonna invite me to your fake fucking funeral?
00:29:52This is not what happened.
00:29:53No, no, don't call me again.
00:29:54Not even on your deathbed.
00:29:56Cause I don't care anymore.
00:29:58Not one fucking bit.
00:30:17Isabel, what are you doing out here?
00:30:19You just got out of surgery.
00:30:23Is that Alex?
00:30:26Baby, I'm sorry.
00:30:27I called him.
00:30:28I just thought it was important for you guys to have closure.
00:30:32It's okay, mom.
00:30:33It doesn't matter.
00:30:36Can we go home?
00:30:37I really don't wanna die.
00:30:41Thanks.
00:30:51Hey, Alex.
00:30:52Five days till graduation.
00:30:56You said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday, but...
00:30:59I know you didn't mean them.
00:31:04Sometimes I just get sad,
00:31:06thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were.
00:31:10But I want you to be happy.
00:31:14And so, I hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit.
00:31:23Do you remember this?
00:31:26You left it here.
00:31:29It means a lot to me.
00:31:50Wait.
00:31:52Isabel, you...
00:31:54You sure you want this?
00:31:56100%.
00:31:57I don't wanna die a virgin.
00:32:00Yeah, but...
00:32:02Why me?
00:32:04Because you're my best friend.
00:32:07The only one who'd agree to do this.
00:32:10The only person who wouldn't think I'm crazy for making such a request.
00:32:14Yeah.
00:32:15Great.
00:32:16Okay.
00:32:16Then, um...
00:32:19How do you wanna get started?
00:32:22You tell me.
00:32:23I'm the virgin here.
00:32:25Well, uh...
00:32:26Actually, you're not the only...
00:32:29Virgin here.
00:32:30What about the cheerleader last summer?
00:32:33That was just a rumor, Izzy.
00:32:35I'm not the hookup kind of guy.
00:32:38Actually, I've been...
00:32:40Waiting.
00:32:43Waiting for what?
00:32:47I've been waiting for you, Izzy.
00:32:50I wanted you to be my first.
00:32:53Uh...
00:32:54Nothing.
00:32:55I'm ready if you are.
00:33:13I'm ready too.
00:33:19I'll be gentle.
00:33:21I promise.
00:33:28I'll be gentle.
00:33:30I'll be gentle.
00:33:31That was my first kiss.
00:33:34Me too.
00:33:52Oh my god, am I really losing my virginity to my best friend?
00:34:01What the hell are you kids doing?
00:34:05Homework!
00:34:08Is the last thing you gave me?
00:34:14So now it is time to give it back.
00:34:31Alex?
00:34:34Anyone home?
00:34:39No.
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00:37:57Did Alex just say my name?
00:38:01What did you say?
00:38:03Did you just call me Izzy?
00:38:22Isabel, what are you doing in my closet?
00:38:30Alex, I'm so sorry. I didn't know you'd be back.
00:38:34What the fuck? Isabel, what are you doing here?
00:38:36What else? She's being a creepy stalker as usual.
00:38:41Seriously, Isabel? Hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:38:44Alex, no, that's not what I was doing. I just...
00:38:48I'm just gonna return something to you. It's yours.
00:38:53What the hell is that?
00:38:54Just...
00:38:56A raggedy old t-shirt?
00:39:00Alex, is this yours?
00:39:10You sure you want this?
00:39:13100%.
00:39:17What? You think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:39:20No, that's not what...
00:39:22Alex, do you even want this?
00:39:35Why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:39:38Means nothing to me.
00:39:42Hear that?
00:39:43Get the fuck out!
00:39:45Alex doesn't want you here!
00:39:50She's right.
00:39:52You should leave.
00:39:59Don't let that loser ruin the mood.
00:40:01I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much.
00:40:06I can help you forget all about her.
00:40:09Zoe, stop. I'm not in the mood.
00:40:10Oh, wait, we can try something else then.
00:40:14You'll love it.
00:40:17Zoe, I'm serious. Stop.
00:40:19Stop resisting. It's gonna feel amazing.
00:40:22I promise.
00:40:26I said no. Leave me the fuck alone.
00:40:28What the fuck is wrong with you, Alex?
00:40:31You're sick in the head just like that psycho freak Isabel.
00:40:34I fucking hate you, asshole.
00:40:41Damn it, Isabel.
00:40:43Why do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:41:00Where is it? It should be right here.
00:41:03Looking for this?
00:41:09Looking for this?
00:41:13I mean, don't think it means something. Whatever.
00:41:18I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it.
00:41:36Good morning, sunshine. I made pancakes.
00:41:42Hey, mom.
00:41:44I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom.
00:41:47Don't worry. I'll be back soon.
00:41:50Miss Brooks?
00:41:52Sorry it took me so long to visit.
00:41:54I know that it's because of me that you're like this.
00:41:58If it wasn't for me, then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together.
00:42:02Happily in love like before.
00:42:09I have missed you, my love.
00:42:12I have been thinking about you all day.
00:42:14Even when training your new recruits?
00:42:16Mm-hmm.
00:42:16Even while putting out fires and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree.
00:42:23Gross.
00:42:24Son, one of these days, you're going to fall in love.
00:42:27And then you'll know exactly how we feel.
00:42:31If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me that many.
00:42:35Don't, don't cry, my dear.
00:42:37You ruin your pretty face.
00:42:39Okay, I'll stop.
00:42:41Good news.
00:42:42Alex got into Princeton.
00:42:44And what about you, my dear?
00:42:47I'm not going anywhere.
00:42:49Ever.
00:42:50I'll probably die here.
00:42:52Be buried here.
00:42:54For all eternity.
00:42:57What are you talking about?
00:43:00Alex, I was just visiting your mom and I didn't know you'd be here too.
00:43:04What are you saying?
00:43:06You know she's on one, you know she can't handle any more stress right now.
00:43:09Alex, I-
00:43:10It's torturing me not enough.
00:43:12You really need to drag my mom into this too.
00:43:16Hey, don't speak to a lady like that.
00:43:20Are those for me?
00:43:21Yes, mom.
00:43:23They're, uh, yellow roses.
00:43:26Your favorite.
00:43:27Remember how dad used to always bring you those?
00:43:33Steven.
00:43:35Steven, you're back.
00:43:38Oh, I missed you so much.
00:43:40You were gone fighting fires for so long this time.
00:43:46Isabel.
00:43:52I've been thinking about it.
00:43:54About my parents.
00:43:56And about us.
00:43:58And I think I figured it out.
00:44:00I don't hate you anymore.
00:44:02Really?
00:44:04But what happened?
00:44:06It can't be undone.
00:44:08I can't go back to how things were.
00:44:21So after graduation, I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:44:25And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:44:29Including you.
00:44:32Izzy.
00:44:36This is goodbye, Alex.
00:44:39Forever.
00:44:42Goodbye, my Izzy.
00:44:54Steven, let's go.
00:45:11I heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital.
00:45:18He's not just brilliant, he's ridiculously hot.
00:45:26Hello everybody. Welcome to the Presbyterian Hospital. For the next three months, I will be your attending physician.
00:45:34Alright, so that's all from me. If there are no further questions, you're free to go.
00:45:42Actually, I did have a question. Are you after work?
00:45:48Shelly, right? Yeah, I'm sorry. I'm busy. And this is a hospital. Please adhere to the dress codes. Thank you.
00:46:00Dude, that was harsh. Would it really kill you to cut them some slack? I've known you since college. I've
00:46:06never even seen you go on a date with a single girl.
00:46:10Yeah. Hey, but chicks aren't your thing, man. I'm not the one to judge.
00:46:13Fuck off, man. Mind your own business for once.
00:46:19Yo, Alex! How you been, man? Our ten year high school reunion's coming up soon. You going?
00:46:27I'm taking my mom when we're leaving this town. And we are going to forget everything in it. Including you.
00:46:33You see?
00:46:35Isabel, are you gonna be there?
00:46:48I'm a teenager.
00:46:49Hey, man.
00:46:52Thanks, man.
00:46:53Look who's here, everyone. The legend of Evergreen Hodge. The captain of the swim team, Alex Brooks!
00:47:02I envy you. You disappeared for 10 years, and everybody still loves you.
00:47:06Was everyone invited?
00:47:08Yeah, I'm pretty sure everyone's coming.
00:47:10Oh, except for Zoe. She's getting divorced from her third husband.
00:47:14Uh, I guess you probably don't care about that.
00:47:17Why? Who are you expecting to see?
00:47:21No one.
00:47:22Isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways.
00:47:25After all the terrible things I said, I can't blame her.
00:47:29Oh!
00:47:32I don't know who you're waiting for.
00:47:34Your little, uh, childhood sweetheart, Isabel.
00:47:37What do they call her? Little Miss, uh, Little Miss Emergency Room.
00:47:40Hey, don't call her that.
00:47:43Dude.
00:47:44Come on, man. Don't be so butt hurt.
00:47:48Your little Izzy's dead.
00:47:50Nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a graveyard.
00:47:53The fuck did you just...
00:47:54Whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:47:55Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa, hey, man. You were drunk. Back off.
00:47:58I ain't drunk.
00:47:59Shit, I've never been much sober in my life.
00:48:02Remember that one time by the swimming pool when we roasted her super hard?
00:48:06Hey, man, get your shit together.
00:48:08No, no, no, let them finish.
00:48:11Attention, everyone. It's show and tell time. And boy, oh boy, do I have something juicy
00:48:17to share with you all. See this? It's someone's precious little bucket list. Things I want to
00:48:23do before I die. Number one, travel to Paris. Number two, set off fireworks on the beach.
00:48:27No, no, no, no, no, no. That's my bucket list. Number three, go to prom with Alex. Number four, lose
00:48:32my virginity to Alex.
00:48:37Everybody shut up.
00:48:40Alex, I...
00:48:41Bro, she wants you to pop her cherry. Go home and take her to pound town.
00:48:49How embarrassing. It only makes me hate you even more.
00:48:59See that? Alex hates you. And now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be.
00:49:06You're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain.
00:49:11Well, then I guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head.
00:49:16I thought we were in the pool.
00:49:18No, I can't swim!
00:49:27Alex, help me.
00:49:29God, what did I do? I could have saved her.
00:49:33Man, that was fun.
00:49:36I mean, she got sick for like a month after that, and her health just got worse and worse.
00:49:42And before long, she was dead.
00:49:45Done-zo.
00:49:49You asshole! How could you do that? She has a heart condition!
00:49:54You piece of fucking shit!
00:49:58What the fuck?
00:49:59Man, you don't act like you weren't a part of this.
00:50:02Can you just stood there and let it all happen?
00:50:05Why would I want some dirty, raggedy t-shirt?
00:50:07It means nothing to me.
00:50:10Oh, my God.
00:50:11You're not.
00:50:22Too bad you didn't just die.
00:50:26You just stood there and let it all happen!
00:50:32You know, looking back on it now, I think we really did go too far with Isabelle.
00:50:37I just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry.
00:50:40You said you invited everybody.
00:50:43Where is Izzy?
00:50:45Dude, do you really not know?
00:50:47Not know what?
00:50:50Alex, Isabelle died 10 years ago, right after graduation.
00:51:00No, you're messing with me, man.
00:51:02I mean, there's no way she could be dead.
00:51:04I'm not messing with you.
00:51:06All right, my uncle works for the county clerk's office.
00:51:09He helped Mrs. Spencer register her death.
00:51:12I don't believe it.
00:51:14No, it has to be a different Isabelle Spencer.
00:51:16My Izzy is not dead.
00:51:36She must have moved.
00:51:45The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:51:50The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:51:53The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:52:02No.
00:52:03No, no, she can't be dead.
00:52:05I'm gonna find her.
00:52:07Yeah, I'm gonna find her.
00:52:21Who sent this to my house?
00:52:32Isabelle, is this some kind of joke?
00:52:35Why didn't you show up at the reunion?
00:52:38Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:52:40They're just fake rumors, right?
00:52:43Message me back when you see this.
00:52:50Hi.
00:52:54Izzy?
00:52:57Alex, are you at the house?
00:53:00Oh, hi, Mom.
00:53:01Remember to clean everything up.
00:53:02Yeah, yeah, I will.
00:53:23It's for a funeral, actually.
00:53:25My funeral.
00:53:26A funeral?
00:53:27Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:53:312016?
00:53:32Isabelle sent me this 10 years ago.
00:54:00Hi, Alex.
00:54:03Hi, Alex.
00:54:04recording a special video series for you tomorrow we are one year away from
00:54:12graduation and I'm gonna make you a video every single day and then on
00:54:15graduation I will give them all to you and tell you a crush on you don't you
00:54:23remember Isabel I told you how I feel about you
00:54:32I told you I wouldn't let you drown Isabel I like you I know we've been saying
00:54:45that since you were like five no I mean
00:54:59oh my god is he hard right now
00:55:16got you now you brats
00:55:23I'm sorry Isabel
00:55:26I didn't let you drown I let you down
00:55:31if I'd have been a little bit braver it's a little bit more persistent
00:55:36I could have told you how I felt
00:55:41hi Alex 275 days till graduation I know you want to go to Princeton with me
00:55:49so what's this come on and you are still smiling like it's nothing
00:55:55hi Alex it is now 211 days until graduation today I snuck in tears for me and I saw Zoe
00:56:05she just fell into your arms like a damsel in distress and to make matters worse
00:56:11you hugged her back I'll be honest I was so jealous but then you gave me your trophy so I
00:56:19guess I'll forgive you
00:56:20admit it you like me too
00:56:30that was the day of dad's funeral
00:56:35hey Alex
00:56:36I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral
00:56:39I know you don't want to see me
00:56:40I mean it's my fault you die
00:56:43and I know all that you meant to you
00:56:45I wish it was me who died instead
00:56:53Alex
00:57:00you were invited
00:57:05I thought you guys would all be gone
00:57:07I just wanted to say goodbye to your dad
00:57:09you're not welcome here
00:57:11my dad saved your life
00:57:13and you didn't even show up to testify
00:57:16if he had to sacrifice himself
00:57:17it should have been someone who was actually worth it
00:57:20I'm sorry
00:57:24just fucking leave
00:57:26go
00:57:27I'm sorry
00:57:35fuck
00:57:36fuck I was so stupid Isabel
00:57:39fuck
00:57:39fuck
00:57:44when you were rushing to the hospital for a heart attack
00:57:46when you were dying on the operating table
00:57:48I didn't believe you
00:57:53I told you to go die
00:57:58I'm so sorry
00:58:07hi Alex
00:58:09one date to graduation
00:58:11I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous
00:58:13I tried to do my makeup
00:58:15but I couldn't even look at the brush
00:58:20but I mean
00:58:21I guess you've already seen me on the ugliest
00:58:23so it's
00:58:25whatever
00:58:27Alex I'm scared
00:58:29I don't want to die
00:58:31I want to go to college with you
00:58:33it's not really up to me
00:58:35maybe God just hates me
00:58:38like you do
00:58:39Alex
00:58:40I don't know if there's an afterlife
00:58:43but if there is
00:58:44I really hope to see you there
00:58:45that is if
00:58:47you and God
00:58:48can forgive me for my sins
00:59:02hi Alex
00:59:03happy graduation
00:59:06this is my last video
00:59:08you left town today
00:59:10I saw you packing up
00:59:12um
00:59:14but I know you didn't want to see me
00:59:16so I hid behind the curtains
00:59:18and then you looked up at me
00:59:21and you almost thought
00:59:22that you were going to come and say goodbye
00:59:26but then you drove away
00:59:29at least I know you still haven't forgiven me
00:59:32it's okay
00:59:37Isabel
00:59:39Isabel
00:59:39Isabel
00:59:41No
00:59:42Isabel
00:59:43you can't be dead
00:59:44you can't be dead
00:59:45you must be doing this
00:59:46because you hate me
00:59:48Isabel
00:59:55Zoe
00:59:58oh my god
01:00:00Alex
01:00:00it's been forever
01:00:01I rushed over as soon as I heard you were back in town
01:00:04yeah
01:00:06huh
01:00:11yikes
01:00:12looks like a haunted house in here
01:00:15don't worry
01:00:15I can help you spruce it up
01:00:17what are you doing
01:00:18why so cold Alex
01:00:21weren't we a thing back in the day
01:00:22we just hooked up
01:00:24okay we were never official
01:00:26it's still a heartbreaker I see
01:00:28well
01:00:29you know I was
01:00:30super into you back then
01:00:32okay
01:00:33I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight
01:00:37hmm
01:00:39what's that
01:00:43no
01:00:45nothing
01:00:47oh
01:00:48so
01:00:49even Alex Brooks
01:00:50watches porn every now and then
01:00:52huh
01:00:52I get it
01:00:54you've been single for all these years
01:00:56you
01:00:56need to meet your needs somehow
01:01:00no I haven't forgotten about you Alex
01:01:03you don't need to do everything by yourself
01:01:05let me fill those needs
01:01:09get out
01:01:11seriously Alex
01:01:13been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole
01:01:22so you came back for Isabel
01:01:25I
01:01:27seriously don't understand
01:01:28why are you not over a bitch
01:01:29who's been dead for 10 years
01:01:30she's not dead
01:01:32stop spreading lies about her
01:01:34you're crazy
01:01:36you need to get your head fucking checked
01:01:42why
01:01:43does everyone say that you're dead
01:01:45they're lying
01:01:46right
01:01:47and where are you Izzy
01:01:53so that's where you are
01:01:56I'm coming Izzy
01:02:06hello Mrs. Spencer
01:02:08Alex
01:02:13thanks
01:02:14it's been ages
01:02:15what have you been up to all these years
01:02:17I became a heart surgeon
01:02:19a heart surgeon
01:02:20that's fantastic
01:02:22you found a great career
01:02:23it was Isabel's dream to be
01:02:25working with doctors without borders
01:02:28she was still around
01:02:29I bet she'd be in some
01:02:30foreign place saving lives
01:02:33if she was still around
01:02:36holy shit
01:02:37is Mrs. Spencer in on this too?
01:02:39is she helping Izzy hide from me?
01:02:42Mrs. Spencer
01:02:44do you know where
01:02:44Isabel's living now?
01:02:47I
01:02:48have something I need to talk to her about
01:02:51Isabel
01:02:52are you in there?
01:03:12sorry Mrs. Spencer
01:03:14I gotta get going
01:03:15I'll see you again soon
01:03:20no
01:03:20no it's a lie
01:03:21she can't be dead
01:03:23I promise I'll become a doctor
01:03:24and I fix her heart
01:03:25I'm gonna find her doctor from before
01:03:27he knows her conditions better than anyone
01:03:30yes
01:03:31Isabel Spencer
01:03:32how could I forget her?
01:03:34it's been almost a decade
01:03:35since anybody mentioned her
01:03:36has she not gotten treatment for a decade?
01:03:39she was a stubborn girl
01:03:40she once insisted on being discharged
01:03:42right after surgery
01:03:44said something about
01:03:44needing to
01:03:45testify in court for a friend
01:03:49I don't think we should
01:03:50see each other again
01:03:54you were in so much pain
01:03:55but I didn't see it
01:03:56come to think of it
01:03:58I remember you now
01:04:01you used to come visit her
01:04:02when she was sick
01:04:03but why'd you stop visiting
01:04:05towards the end?
01:04:06toward the end?
01:04:08you're full of us too
01:04:13it's not true
01:04:14it's not true right Izzy
01:04:17you can't be dead
01:04:18Alex
01:04:28you're
01:04:42you're
01:04:46you're
01:04:47you're
01:04:49you're
01:05:02how is it disgusting liar no but if you really want to taste i have the perfect solution what's
01:05:09that well how was it disgustingly sweet right i think he just wanted to kiss me
01:05:22isabel how could you just die how could you disappear just like that
01:05:26maybe it's really true maybe she really is gone
01:05:35isabel isabel
01:05:43isabel i knew it was you i knew you weren't dead
01:05:50alex one time to see
01:05:56why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school
01:06:01i had to leave the city leave all the pain behind
01:06:09hey ended up back here in the end alex have you forgiven me i told you i don't hate you
01:06:16anymore listen i was so young and dumb back then okay the last 10 years i have thought about you
01:06:22every day hell every minute every second me too
01:06:27it's not too late isabel we can start over i'm never gonna let you leave my side again
01:06:34sorry about the mess no one's been in this house for years but you can stay here with me now
01:06:44how are you how's your heart i've been good yeah my health has improved a lot still not perfect
01:06:51my mom moved in with my grandma and then i left for college came back after graduation
01:06:57so why didn't you just move back into your old house or because it
01:07:02is it because you didn't want to see me
01:07:04i just needed somewhere close to work
01:07:07why wouldn't i want to see you
01:07:17so you know everything
01:07:18i am so sorry isabel i should have protected you been there for you but i treated you terribly
01:07:26do you hate me i could never hate you
01:07:38sorry just really excited to see you
01:07:41it's it's fine it's okay don't worry about it
01:07:45i just got back too it's pretty empty in here how about we go get something to eat
01:07:51yeah okay
01:07:58what can i get you sir
01:08:03pancakes definitely pancakes you're probably craving them as usual
01:08:06it's been 10 years surprised you remember
01:08:08how could i forget i'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady
01:08:22hey there handsome i'm alone too you mind if i slide in
01:08:28uh yeah we do mind
01:08:31we
01:08:32me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me
01:08:36she's the only girl i like
01:08:38and that's how it's been for a long long time
01:08:43weirdo could have just said no
01:08:48it's crazy
01:08:50i also like the guy sitting across from me
01:08:53and i have for a long long time
01:08:59your total for today comes out to 55 43
01:09:03you want to get that to go
01:09:05it'll make a good midnight star
01:09:09sir i don't mean a private
01:09:10who exactly are you speaking to
01:09:13uh
01:09:15my girlfriend
01:09:18but sir there's
01:09:19no one there
01:09:22what do you mean
01:09:31oh
01:09:32oh
01:09:33there she is
01:09:39be right back
01:09:45what you feeling for dinner izzy
01:09:47And don't say pancakes again.
01:09:50Isabel?
01:09:56We have a visual on target.
01:09:59There is no more shit about you.
01:10:03Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you.
01:10:05I wanted to see what you want for dinner.
01:10:07I hope.
01:10:10Promise you'll never leave my side again.
01:10:12I promise.
01:10:14You saw my videos.
01:10:16You know that you're my one and only.
01:10:22You already missed out on a decade.
01:10:24And I don't want to waste any more time.
01:10:26Are you saying that you want to be official?
01:10:28If I am.
01:10:30Then what's your answer?
01:10:32Yes.
01:10:33A thousand percent yes.
01:10:35Mm-hmm.
01:10:37Let's be together a waste.
01:10:39Forever.
01:10:40Till we get old and gray.
01:11:09What are you watching?
01:11:09It's shiny.
01:11:11Actually really scary.
01:11:13You're so warm.
01:11:17Jesus!
01:11:19How do people watch this?
01:11:22You're not scared?
01:11:23Oh, yes.
01:11:24Scared to death.
01:11:26Oh, I'm sorry.
01:11:30Uh, hold it any tighter and I think you're going to snap it in half.
01:11:34I'm sorry.
01:11:35No.
01:11:36It's okay.
01:11:36I just said that you were holding it tight.
01:11:39Not that I want you to stop.
01:11:40I like the way you touch me.
01:11:41I like the way you touch me, man.
01:11:42I like the way you touch me, man.
01:11:45I like the way you touch me, man.
01:11:47I like the way you touch me, man.
01:11:51I like the way you touch me, man.
01:11:52I like the way you touch me, man.
01:11:52I like the way you touch me, man.
01:11:55I like the way you touch me, man.
01:11:57I like the way you touch me, man.
01:11:58I like the way you touch me, man.
01:12:00I like the way you touch me, man.
01:12:02I like the way you touch me, man.
01:12:02I like the way you touch me, man.
01:12:03I like the way you touch me, man.
01:12:05I like the way you touch me, man.
01:12:07I like the way you touch me, man.
01:12:18Isabel?
01:12:35Want a drink?
01:12:46You scared me for a sec.
01:12:48I almost let you laugh.
01:12:55I'm not going anywhere.
01:12:57I told you I'd stay with you. Remember?
01:13:00Isabel.
01:13:02Let's get married.
01:13:03Like nothing more.
01:13:06I'm sorry.
01:13:07I'm sorry.
01:13:25Hey, Alex. I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I still thought I should tell you.
01:13:32Mrs. Spencer is holding a 10-year memorial for Isabel.
01:13:37Can you come?
01:13:38It's this Sunday at the church.
01:13:43What's wrong? Who's on the phone?
01:13:45Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:13:47Who was it?
01:13:48Uh, nothing.
01:13:49Just a scam.
01:13:52As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:14:00Alex, hello.
01:14:00I'm sorry. It's nothing.
01:14:05June 23rd.
01:14:07The anniversary of my dad's death.
01:14:12Can I go with you this time?
01:14:14Yeah.
01:14:15I'd love that.
01:14:23Hey, Dad.
01:14:26It's me.
01:14:38I've been good.
01:14:40Mom's doing a lot better, too, now.
01:14:42You don't need to worry.
01:14:44You'd want me to move on, let go of my resentment.
01:14:47I finally have.
01:14:50Isabel said she's gonna marry me.
01:14:55We're gonna start our own family together.
01:15:12Hey, what's wrong?
01:15:20I...
01:15:21Sorry, I...
01:15:22I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:24I didn't think I'd react like that.
01:15:26It's okay.
01:15:27You don't have to look.
01:15:29Okay? Let's go.
01:15:34Sorry.
01:15:35I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:37I just...
01:15:38didn't think I was gonna react like that.
01:15:40It's okay.
01:15:42How about a massage?
01:15:57You selfish bitch!
01:15:59Go to hell.
01:16:16Will you help me?
01:16:18I'm already dead.
01:16:19I hate you!
01:16:21And I never wanna see you again!
01:16:26Isabel?
01:16:43Isabel!
01:16:51Isabel!
01:16:52Isabel?
01:16:55Did you hear me yelling?
01:16:56Why didn't you answer me?
01:16:57I can't breathe.
01:16:59Isabel, I'm sorry.
01:17:02I'm sorry I didn't hear you.
01:17:04What's wrong?
01:17:05Nothing.
01:17:07Just a nightmare.
01:17:09Isabel, will you marry me?
01:17:11I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:17:15I want to marry you, Isabel.
01:17:18To be with you always.
01:17:20Day and night, year after year.
01:17:22Okay.
01:17:23Yeah, let's do it.
01:17:27Great.
01:17:28Alright, you go pick out a dress.
01:17:30And I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:17:32Oh, and I'll call our moms.
01:17:35Hey mom.
01:17:36I'm getting married.
01:17:38To Izzy.
01:17:39The wedding's tomorrow.
01:17:41Same place you and dad got married.
01:17:43Hoping to make it.
01:17:56Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:58We're just early.
01:18:00We'll be here soon.
01:18:05Mom.
01:18:08Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:18:10No offense, Doc, but this is a family only wedding.
01:18:15Mom, what's wrong?
01:18:17Alex, can you still see Isabel right now?
01:18:20Yeah, of course.
01:18:20She's right in front of me.
01:18:23Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:25Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:31They're for treating hallucinations.
01:18:33Huh.
01:18:36Hallucinations?
01:18:37What are you talking about?
01:18:39Isabel, she's alive.
01:18:40She's right here in front of me.
01:18:41I'm not hallucinating her.
01:18:42Deep down, you already know the truth.
01:18:44Don't you?
01:18:46You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:18:48To admit the truth that Isabel died.
01:18:51Ten years ago.
01:18:54No, Mom.
01:18:55Why would you say that?
01:18:56She's alive and well.
01:18:56Why would you say that she's...
01:19:04Isabel!
01:19:06Isabel!
01:19:08No.
01:19:08No.
01:19:09No, no, no.
01:19:10She has to be here.
01:19:12She scared her off.
01:19:13She scared her off.
01:19:14That's a...
01:19:15Wake up, Alex.
01:19:17Isabel is dead.
01:19:19How long are you going to keep lying to yourself?
01:19:21No, no, Mom.
01:19:22She's not.
01:19:23She's alive.
01:19:24She is.
01:19:25She really is.
01:19:26You think she's alive?
01:19:27I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:35Isabel.
01:19:36Take a good look.
01:19:38What does it say?
01:19:45No.
01:19:48Oh, no.
01:19:49Isabel.
01:19:51No, anything.
01:19:53Anyone but her.
01:19:54Anyone but Isabel, no.
01:19:56Anyone but you.
01:19:57No, no.
01:19:58Please, no.
01:20:00No.
01:20:16Alex.
01:20:18I'm here to take you.
01:20:20We can finally be together.
01:20:37Alex?
01:20:39Alex?
01:20:44Miss Spencer.
01:20:46Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:20:48I'm, uh...
01:20:51I'm fine.
01:20:52I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:20:56Alex.
01:20:57I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth.
01:20:59But Isabel...
01:21:03Isabel's dead.
01:21:04She died ten years ago.
01:21:06And we have no choice but to accept it.
01:21:08I can't accept that.
01:21:10You'll never accept that.
01:21:11How can I accept it?
01:21:13The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:21:17Those horrible things to her.
01:21:19And those words that echo in my mind all the time.
01:21:22I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:21:26How can I forgive myself?
01:21:28I love her.
01:21:30And I never got to tell her.
01:21:33Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:21:36Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:21:39How can you be so sharp?
01:21:41But I can't tell her that I love her.
01:21:43What is the point of going on living?
01:21:49When I was organizing Isabel's thanks, I found this.
01:21:53And this is her last words to you.
01:21:56I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:22:04Hey, Alex.
01:22:08My time on Earth was short.
01:22:10But I'm leaving with no regrets.
01:22:12Because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world.
01:22:17You, Alex Brooks.
01:22:19I hope that in a world without me, you'll be able to find your own path forward.
01:22:23And live an amazing, spectacular life.
01:22:27Love, Isabel.
01:22:41I need something for you.
01:22:46What are you proposing to me?
01:22:48It's a friendship ring.
01:22:50Dummy.
01:22:55How did I miss this all these years?
01:23:01Hey, Isabel.
01:23:02I came to say goodbye.
01:23:04It was your dream to join Doctors Without Borders.
01:23:06To treat those who are as fortunate.
01:23:09Well, I went and I applied to.
01:23:11I'll leave for Sudan soon.
01:23:13I'm gonna take the love you gave me.
01:23:15And live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:23:18Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:23:22I love you.
01:23:27I love you.
01:23:29I love you.
01:23:29I love you.
01:23:30I love you.
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