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00:01Previously on Doc
00:02Dr. Larson was in a car accident.
00:04She has no recollection of the last eight years.
00:07Babe, what's wrong?
00:08We got divorced.
00:09Where's your brother? Isn't he here?
00:11We lost Danny.
00:12I don't know who I am now or what I did.
00:15You're the reason I became a doctor.
00:17You created a toxic work environment.
00:19You were cold and arrogant.
00:21I wanted to be a doctor my entire life.
00:25She's protected. By law, we have to reintegrate her.
00:28So I'm basically a med student in a department I used to run.
00:31We were together.
00:32She has no memory.
00:33I want to tell her.
00:34She woke up still in love with her husband.
00:36I'd let that play out.
00:37There's something I need to tell you.
00:39Nora and I are having a baby.
00:41Maybe she needs to know there's something good on the horizon.
00:43I love you.
00:44Okay, I've loved you for a long time.
00:46My test results.
00:47I passed the boards.
00:49Well done, Dr. Larson.
00:50Couldn't have done it without you.
00:51He's my husband now.
00:53You don't remember, but you destroyed him.
00:55Keep your hands off of him.
00:56You can't waste your life pining over someone who doesn't really see you.
01:16Trauma teams to OR3.
01:17I need four units of Oneg.
01:19Prep rapid sequence intubation.
01:20We've got a GSW with heavy arterial bleed.
01:23And he's one of ours.
01:25Michael.
01:26What's going on?
01:36You've reached Dr. Jay Keller.
01:38Please leave a message.
01:39Thanks.
01:39Uh, fourth voicemail to go along with nine unreturned texts.
01:47And I just wanted to say, again, that what you saw isn't what you think you saw.
01:55I guess you took the day off yesterday.
01:58So I'm just really hoping that you'll be at the hospital today.
02:09Call Gina.
02:11Hi.
02:12I finally found out what happened with your patient from the train tragedy.
02:15And I know you're pissed at me.
02:18And I just want to say that I'm here and ready to face the music.
02:22Whatever it is.
02:24And I love you.
02:31Call Sonia Mitra.
02:36Want to tell me why Jake stormed out of the bar the other night?
02:39And then didn't show up for work yesterday?
02:41Nope.
02:41But feel free to ask him.
02:43Because I was thinking, maybe you've got a thing for him.
02:46But he's with Amy.
02:48Maybe you said something he didn't like.
02:51Great minds debate ideas.
02:53Average minds discuss events.
02:55Small minds gossip about people.
02:57Eleanor Roosevelt.
02:58Great mind.
03:01Rounds in five minutes.
03:02Dr. Mitra.
03:03Start with Terry Lewis, Vince Revelle, and Larry Bowden.
03:06I have discharge summaries in my inbox by 10.
03:09Morning.
03:11Uh, Dr. Larson, you'll be with TJ.
03:13But first a word.
03:21Okay.
03:22You wanted to talk.
03:23Talk.
03:27I...
03:29What you think you saw in Michael's office, I know how that looked.
03:33But that was just us saying goodbye.
03:36And the reason that goodbye had to happen?
03:39Is because his wife warned you to stay away from him, right?
03:43Uh...
03:43It...
03:43It was after everything happened with TJ's father, and Richard made me think that I'd killed Bill Dixon, and I
03:50just ended up with Michael just by accident.
03:54And...
03:55We kissed.
03:56But it was just, like, a moment of weakness, and...and the old feelings, and it was just a mess.
04:02And we both knew that it was wrong.
04:04You went to him.
04:05Now?
04:06Here you are, spitting, because you don't want to lose your security blanket?
04:09No, that's not...
04:09You went to him, because you're still living in the past, and he's still your home.
04:14He's not.
04:15Jake, I'm not.
04:16I mean, I'm trying.
04:19I'm...I'm...I'm...I'm...I'm trying so hard.
04:21I know. I know you are.
04:22And look, I know everyone's telling you how terrible you were during that time that you don't remember, which I'm
04:27sure makes it all very confusing.
04:30And yeah.
04:33She was a pain in the ass.
04:35And she didn't suffer fools, and she could be hard to reach, but man.
04:40When she reached her, she was worth it.
04:47That's the woman I fell in love with.
04:51I really miss her.
05:03I was waiting for you.
05:06But we can't do this.
05:08I know.
05:10Jake?
05:14Dr. Hamda, your wife is downstairs in OB.
05:21Are you alright?
05:22Well, my water broke.
05:23So, we're going into labor?
05:25Not necessarily.
05:26We could give her tocolytics to help delay this.
05:28Give the baby some time to mature.
05:30But the last ultrasound, you said he was at least five pounds, so why do we need more time?
05:34At seven weeks early, it's about his lung capacity.
05:36You're worried about his breathing?
05:37What about corticosteroids?
05:38For what?
05:39It helps the lungs mature faster.
05:41We can manage this.
05:43Just sit tight.
05:50We got this, okay?
05:56Rosie, you hear that, mamita?
05:59They got a heart, and it's a perfect match.
06:02They're finally coming through for you.
06:04After all this time.
06:10Why is she here?
06:12Dr. Larson will be assisting me today with your case.
06:14Well, I don't want her here.
06:15Dad.
06:17Have I done something to upset you?
06:19You don't even remember.
06:21Don't believe the doctors, Dad.
06:23It's not their fault.
06:24Uh, we will need to take Rosie to radiology now for a CT scan to prep for the transplant.
06:29More tests?
06:31You're doing great.
06:32We're gonna see you in a minute.
06:34Maybe you want to tell him the reason you don't remember.
06:37And dump my trauma onto him?
06:39What good would that do?
06:40Help us deal with her?
06:42I'm sure my bedside manner was awful.
06:45The only thing I can do now is to try to be nice.
06:49She's all set in there.
06:50Okay, let's get it going then.
06:53Scan is starting.
06:59I remember you saying you're a police officer.
07:02You know my folks are both cops.
07:04Mom's in the eighth, Dad was in the third until they burned down.
07:07Dark day.
07:09Where is he now? Retired?
07:10He's getting back to work soon.
07:12Matter of fact, Dr. Larson saved his life last week.
07:26Something wrong?
07:27We won't know until we do further tests, but there is a spot on her left lung.
07:31What does this mean for her transplant?
07:33If it's just an abscess, it's treatable.
07:36So, please, Alex, we know how much you want this to revoke.
07:38This is how it always is.
07:39She's either too sick or not sick enough.
07:41We're going to do everything we can.
07:42It took six years to get to the top of that list.
07:45We're not waiting anymore, you understand?
07:50We have to report this to Yunos.
07:57Hello.
07:58We are looking for Dr. Hamda.
08:00You were told he's down here.
08:01Oh, yes. His wife's in labor.
08:03Room four.
08:06I'll go get him.
08:15Like this?
08:16Yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:25Is everything all right?
08:26Uh, yeah.
08:28Nora's water broke seven weeks early, but I think we've got it under control.
08:33What's happening?
08:34We have a patient who's due for a heart transplant.
08:36The donor has crossed town at Eastside, and as of this morning, she's number one on the list.
08:39The problem is we found a spot on her lung.
08:41That I believe is an abscess.
08:43But could also be a systemic infection, which would disqualify her from the transplant.
08:47If we alert Yunos, she'll drop down the list and lose the heart.
08:50She could drop down.
08:51But they might be willing to wait until we run more tests.
08:53Either way, transparency is called for in case there's another eligible recipient.
08:57Well, how long until you figure out what the results of the CAT scan mean?
09:00Two, three hours to run the cultures and during the collection.
09:03This isn't just about your patient.
09:05If Yunos finds out we withheld this...
09:07For a couple hours?
09:08We could lose our accreditation.
09:10I don't think they'd be that punitive.
09:12But I...
09:13You're in charge.
09:14I am.
09:15So, thank you for bringing this to my attention.
09:18Email me her chart.
09:19I'll do my best to advocate for our patient.
09:29Dr. Singh says there's a heart available right now and she'd be next on the list.
09:33That we could do the transplant tomorrow morning.
09:34I know what he says.
09:35But things are moving fast and I need to warn you that there is a...
09:38Wait.
09:39You don't agree?
09:41She's not even in the ICU right now.
09:43There are treatments that could sustain her life for years
09:46before a transplant would be necessary.
09:49And she'd be in just as good a position then as she is today?
09:51There's no way to know.
09:52But even if it went well, all the immunosuppressants she'll have to take.
09:56All the... complications that she'll be facing.
09:59Don't let Dr. Singh make you think that this is a magic solution.
10:03Then why is he suggesting it?
10:05I'm sure he thinks it's inevitable.
10:09But you should know.
10:10She might not even survive a transplant.
10:13If it were me, I would take the time that I know I have right now.
10:25I appreciate you telling me.
10:51Something's changed.
10:54We're very sorry to tell you.
10:55It's that spot on her lung.
10:57What is it?
10:58We still don't know yet.
10:59Then what's the problem?
11:01We had to report what we saw to you.
11:04You ratted us out?
11:05Well, you're not even sure if it's an issue?
11:06We will do everything we can to get her well enough for the next available heart.
11:10Next available?
11:12She is hanging on by a thread.
11:13There are treatments that we can use.
11:15That's what you told me the last time and now look her.
11:17She's in the ICU.
11:19Sorry, I don't remember.
11:20You never even wanted us to get the transplant in the first place.
11:22And now you're doing it again.
11:24You're upset?
11:24We get that.
11:25Not a word to her.
11:26You got it?
11:29I never should have let you anywhere near us today.
11:35I'll get those tests going.
11:41What was that all about?
11:43A ghost of Christmas past come back to haunt me.
11:46I guess I wasn't so lovable back then after all.
11:59I'm not gonna let it happen again.
12:03Not this time.
12:16Come back.
12:36Hand me a radio, get in the elevator.
12:38What do you think I'm messing around?
12:41Hand me a radio and get out of here.
12:44Ok.
13:03sir excuse me sir hey hey hey what's going on man
13:17i'm not messing around you i need to talk to whoever's in charge right now you stay right
13:23there i need dr humda immediately we shot him get back i think it's several arteries
13:28alice you could die from that we have to get him to the or
13:34you i want you gone get him out of here what are you doing shut up just shut up
13:42contractions are starting to organize is that a problem meds just haven't kicked in yet
13:46could just take some time i'm sorry dr humda we need you out here
13:50be right back one of my guards confirmed he's armed people heard gunshots dr humda
14:00there's a man asking for you he says he's on the sixth floor and he has a gun
14:09this is michael humda chief medical officer who am i speaking with alex cruz i'm a cop
14:14i'm armed and i want my daughter's heart back
14:19your daughter is rosie you get me that heart in the next two hours or people up here start to
14:23die
14:23i'm told there were already gunshots one of your idiot doctors jumped me
14:27dr coleman was shot they're rushing into the or
14:31i promise you we will do everything to get you that heart but i need to get those other patients
14:36off the floor oh you gotta be kidding me how do you think i'm going to stop the police from
14:40coming
14:40in there you shot someone now you need to show some goodwill if you really want to save your
14:45daughter well rosie needs care and i need hostages so i'll keep who i want you can have the rest
14:49in
14:50exchange for the heart i understand you need a couple of doctors maybe a nurse that's it
14:59what's your name julie and you sonia matra i'll keep nurse julie dr matra and dr larson
15:11she's the reason we're here she's not going anywhere what do you mean by that and just remember
15:16if my daughter dies i've got nothing to lose
15:36hey i need some help with this bed
15:41there's another patient at 6 24. it's okay guys we're back wait come on let's go
15:47okay hang on there buddy just hold on keep squeezing my hand tj just keep squeezing
15:51don't come up here not till i'm out of surgery we're the surgeons right here it's me niger
15:55he's a b negative hypotensive attack he lost at least 1100 cts here take over
15:58get the only got a rapid infuser prep a central line they got you man
16:03team four moving in this will be the command post now so i need everybody moved to a different
16:08floor and any new lb patients divert we'll have our teams in position and hostage negotiator
16:13to portney no he already said he won't talk to anyone but me michael what's going on
16:21dr heller are you all right yeah i'm fine this is it's mostly tj's blood what can you tell us
16:27is he
16:27working alone was this planned no it was definitely improvised and yeah he's alone he's he's trying
16:31to cover both ends of the hallway from the icu so plenty of directions to go at him we're not
16:36taking an aggressive approach just yet okay not with a cock who knows how to handle himself this
16:40guy already shot one of our doctors which means he's willing to shoot more no we're not going in
16:44not if we can find another way right now he's got a problem with amy this is personal i know
16:49any idea why whatever it is it all started before i got here give me your phones
17:02okay what do we got to do to get it ready i i i don't know what to do to
17:07help you until i understand
17:09why i'm the reason that this is happening you can't be serious i was in a car accident four
17:15months ago lost a lot of my memory give me a break it's true six years ago you talked us
17:24out of the
17:24transplant and we were never in a better position than we were that day so there must have been a
17:29reason did did i tell you why you convinced us she wouldn't be much better with a new heart
17:33scared us enough that we went against the cardiologist now i'm done with the past
17:41you said she has an abscess that needs to be dealt with what do we got to do i said
17:45i hoped it
17:46was it was an abscess and that we needed a cat scan in order to help locate the spot well
17:50we're not
17:50moving so you got to deal with it here we can drain it with ultrasound guidance do you know how
17:56to do
17:56that no but i saw you do it last year so what does that mean can you talk her through
18:01it i think so
18:03then do it now everheart memorial hey is this cardiology yes it is this is dr gina walker over
18:14at west side of minneapolis i'm looking for dr singh what's this about yeah it's regarding an old
18:18patient of his and it's important he's doing an interoperative echo it'll be a few hours
18:24okay so it looks like rosie was eligible for a transplant six years ago and amy discouraged
18:29it but i don't see why right after danny died anytime her patient was a child she pushed the
18:36parents towards caution sometimes she was right sometimes maybe not
18:44we had an argument this morning i was ignoring her calls
18:50unus agreed to send the heart surgeons at east side are preparing the removal as we speak
18:54did i know what's happening here i told them we confirmed rosie's viable we were lucky they
18:58didn't find another recipient yet i also said you're on your way to east side to receive the
19:02heart there's an ambulance waiting
19:07does the board know what you just did i'm not involving them right now
19:22hey sweetheart dad what's going on over there with nora she's okay no no there's a guy with a gun
19:27it's all over the internet is it a prank um no we do have an incident but the police are
19:32here
19:32everything's under control what about mom because she's not answering her phone and we had to evacuate
19:37a bunch of people from her floor so she's gonna be swamped for the next few hours but she's fine
19:41she's nowhere near the problem just go back to your classes let me deal with what's going on here
19:49okay okay and tell mom to call me as soon as she can of course love you bye
20:01how am i going to avoid the pulmonary artery you used the sternal notch as a landmark last time
20:10okay
20:14syringe
20:22favor the midline
20:27how risky is that very
20:32swat teams alpha beta prepare to go on my order copy standing by
20:37how's my angle too steep you're close to the branch artery oh i see it
20:46too shallow and you'll miss the abscess
20:50got it
20:55gauze
20:57julie
21:03julie
21:04julie
21:05hey you try to keep it together
21:06i'm sorry i i keep thinking about my
21:10they're they're 12 and 14 and my exes
21:12okay okay just just just try to breathe
21:17pass sonny the gauze
21:23i'm at the wall
21:32urine
21:34what's going on
21:36i'm about to drain the fluid out of the lungs if it comes out as gray puss as i suspect
21:41then
21:41that means it's a localized infection and it can be drained
21:44and she can receive the heart
21:46correct
21:46and if you're wrong
21:48yeah it'll come back blood
21:50and you will have done all this for nothing
21:54better hope you're right
22:07okay
22:12what's next
22:14you let me call down to the or
22:17what for
22:18to find out what happened to tj
22:22dr coleman
22:24our friend
22:25the one whose parents are cops
22:28you remember him
22:37use that one
22:55operating room this is liz kwan
22:57liz it's dr larson
22:59what can you tell us
23:06okay
23:07can you can you call the icu when you know more
23:17he's losing circulation
23:21yeah they don't know if he's gonna make it
23:37what did you tell rosie's father
23:39did you not see the anomalous pulmonary vein
23:42of course i did
23:43it's benign
23:44unless you put a new heart in her
23:46then you could have massive pulmonary hypertension
23:48never seen that complication
23:50maybe you should read last month's case reports in the lancet
23:53if you're so sure why don't you tell them that
23:54because i'm not going to take away all their hope
23:57we extend our life as long as possible
23:59and when the time comes
24:01we have the conversation
24:02well i'll let you be the one to take that on
24:05you break it
24:06you own it
24:33he isn't gonna die
24:40this plasma phrase is working
24:41yeah just an hour until the blood's clean
24:44then the transplant and then we're out of here
24:45if they can get us the heart
24:48i mean how long do you think it's going to be
24:49before east side or eunos
24:51figure out that michael lied
24:53i thought you were the badass trying to calm me down
24:56no
24:57just tired and scared
24:59hoping to see my daughter again
25:02well
25:04that badass is still in there somewhere
25:08truth
25:12i kind of miss her
25:27i'm dr heller here for the heart
25:30it's a pretty gnarly situation over there
25:32uh oh yeah
25:34um but transplants in a completely different way
25:38i think i better give them a call
25:41sure uh best asked for michael hamda
25:44that's our cmo
25:45she's 50 percent of face five centimeters diving
25:48i thought the medication was supposed to slow this down
25:50what about the lungs
25:51whatever happens we'll deal with it
25:53but now we're in labor
25:54i have a neonatologist standing by
25:56dr hamda
25:56you're needed on the phone again
25:58it's a nurse from east side now
25:59i'm so sorry
26:01two minutes
26:01i promise
26:04uh-huh
26:06right
26:07and you'll send me an email to that effect
26:13you guys are on the same page
26:15we're just waiting for the family to sign off
26:22a little hiccup at east side
26:25any word on tj
26:27he's touching go
26:34it's katie
26:40hey sweetheart
26:41dad i've been texting you
26:43i'm sorry
26:44nora's in labor now
26:45she's in labor
26:46it's okay
26:47the baby's fine
26:48well i haven't heard from mom
26:49i want to come over there
26:51no
26:51absolutely not
26:54sorry
26:55um
26:56there's just no way
26:57the police won't let anyone in
26:58so it's not over yet
27:00it's not resolved
27:01but it's contained
27:02and no one's gonna get hurt
27:03okay
27:03just trust me
27:05please
27:05okay
27:06have mom call me
27:07and keep me updated on aura
27:09love you dad
27:10i love you
27:12bye
27:34i heard rosie was back
27:36back and forth
27:38that's all we do
27:39i was very sorry to hear about your wife
27:42covid
27:45they wouldn't even let me in the room to say goodbye
27:48it was an awful time
27:52somebody told me you became head of the department
27:54yes
27:55i did
28:00you told us to wait
28:03with rosie
28:03you said it'd be better
28:06and she's had some good periods
28:07she's deteriorating
28:09and now we can't even get her in good enough health to qualify for it
28:11if that's the direction you want to take
28:14it is
28:15it was
28:16until you talked us out of it
28:17i gave you the advice
28:19that i would have wanted
28:21as a mother
28:23yes
28:24well the cardiologist gave us his advice as a doctor
28:28maybe you should have stuck to that
28:29maybe you should have stuck to that
28:38i think that's mine
28:41probably one of my kids
28:50Amy
28:50Amy
28:51Amy don't do anything to rile him up
28:53I know you can hear those phones.
28:58Those must be our loved ones trying to get a hold of us.
29:06You can talk to yours when I can talk to mine.
29:11Look, the thing is, Rosie's stable now.
29:14The heart should be here any minute, and I get that you're never going to let me go, but you
29:19don't need all of us here.
29:21You think I'm a monster?
29:24I didn't mean to shoot your friend.
29:27That'll matter when all this is over.
29:41You.
29:44Time to get out of here.
29:46You heard me. Go!
29:48Julie, go. Go, go, go, go, go, go.
29:53I will see you on the other side.
29:55You better go before I change my mind.
29:58Please, please don't hurt them.
30:00You don't want them to get hurt?
30:02Tell them to send Rosie's heart up here!
30:07We went in to say our last goodbyes, and I know you all were counting on having that heart, but
30:13we're having second thoughts.
30:17We're sorry.
30:18Truly, we're just, we're having a real tough time with it.
30:27I see you're all wearing crosses.
30:29So, I don't know, maybe you noticed this.
30:35It's called a chai.
30:37It means life.
30:40When I was a kid, preparing for my bar mitzvah, the rabbi told me a saying from the Talmud that,
30:46that I never forgot.
30:49Whoever saves one life, it's as if they saved the entire world.
30:54Every organ that your son donates will go to a different patient, each one another life.
31:01And with that, all the generations have followed until the end of time.
31:12Please.
31:18Hey, mommy, how are you doing?
31:21Can you hear me?
31:25What the hell is happening?
31:27She's tacky hypotensive.
31:29What does that mean?
31:29Her heart's not pumping strong enough right now.
31:31If you back up, we can work on it.
31:33Pulmonary wedge pressure's up to 20.
31:34O2 sets are falling.
31:35Nick veins dilated.
31:36Fluid overload.
31:38Left side failure.
31:38You said she was stable!
31:41Something's wrong.
31:42It looks like she's losing oxygen.
31:45Well, teens, we'll have to go.
31:48Baby's having D-cells.
31:49What does that mean?
31:50The umbilical cord's getting squeezed by the contractions.
31:53He's gotta come out now.
31:54I don't think we're losing it now.
31:58He's going in!
32:01I need that heart up here!
32:03What the hell is taking so long?
32:04It just arrived.
32:05We'll let you know when it's in the building.
32:07It's here.
32:08Now, what are we doing?
32:09Do you have us under control?
32:10We're doing everything we can.
32:11I never should have let that nurse go.
32:13That has nothing to do with this, Alan.
32:14You fix her!
32:17All teams go on my order.
32:19Where's Dr. Heller?
32:20Go, go, go, go, go, go.
32:21Dr. Seng?
32:22Thank you so much for getting back to me.
32:24Help!
32:26Baby's crowning.
32:26Heart rate's 97.
32:27Dr. Honda, who does the man have to talk to?
32:29Who the hell is Cruz?
32:30I can't.
32:31Just tell Jenkins to talk to him.
32:33Help!
32:38Things are going to hell up there, but we've got the transplant team standing by.
32:41We've got Cruz again.
32:43Yeah, we've got the heart.
32:45Send it up with the transplant team, and we send down the women.
32:47You think I'm falling for that?
32:48We both know you're sending some UCs in scrubs.
32:52Give me someone I've seen before!
32:54I want you to see the heart first.
32:55He wants it with someone who recognizes him.
32:57Let's meet.
32:57Tell him I'm going.
32:58Great.
32:59I just got off the phone with Rosie's old cardiologist.
33:02You need to know what he said.
33:26There's no way, Amy.
33:28There's no way.
33:34Stay right there.
33:42Open the cooler.
33:43I want to see it.
33:44I can't open it without corrupting the heart.
33:47Don't give me that!
33:48Alex.
33:50It isn't going to work.
33:54Nothing we do now will save her.
33:56What are you talking about?
33:57No!
33:58She has abnormal blood vessels in her lung, which aren't working at all.
34:02That's happening because we delayed!
34:04That's what it is!
34:05No, no, this is exactly what Dr. Larson thought would happen six years ago.
34:08She saw thickening of the intimal lining of Rosie's pulmonary arteries.
34:12But the cardiologist didn't get how dangerous it would be.
34:14No, she never said that!
34:15It's Alex!
34:15She never said that!
34:16Alex, it's not going to work!
34:19It was never going to work.
34:20Not now, not then.
34:22But she...
34:22She lied.
34:23For your benefit.
34:25For your benefit.
34:25Because she wanted you to have some hope.
34:27It's because I'm not going to take away all their hope.
34:31Okay?
34:32She gave you those years with your daughter that you never would have had.
34:34No!
34:35I don't care what you say.
34:36Get the transplant team up here.
34:37We're doing it right now!
34:39You break it.
34:40You own it.
34:41We're going to do it right now!
34:42Enough!
34:43Enough!
34:44He has a daughter.
34:46I have a daughter.
34:48She has parents and people who love her.
34:50How do you think they feel right now?
34:52How do you think TJ's parents feel?
34:57Is he even alive?
34:59We don't know.
35:04Rosie's dying.
35:06These are the last moments that you are ever going to spend with her.
35:11How do you want to do that?
35:14Blaming everyone around you or holding her hand and telling her that you love her?
35:18You said you could save her!
35:19We tried, Alex!
35:21We tried!
35:22But you didn't say that then!
35:24You didn't tell me that then!
35:25Because she lost her kid.
35:31A few months before you walked in here with Rosie,
35:35she was suffering and she was doing anything she could to keep anyone else from suffering the same way.
35:41She knew you'd be furious with her later but she didn't care.
35:44She was just trying to give you that time and she didn't want death hanging over you.
35:50You were there?
35:51No.
35:52But I know her.
35:58And I know her heart.
36:05Pain changes people, Alex. I know that.
36:10I know that this isn't who you are.
36:14So please, we can give Rosie something to revive her for a few minutes.
36:24To say goodbye.
36:44Can you still get that to someone else who needs it?
36:48We can try.
36:51Then go.
36:54I swear I won't hurt them.
36:56But you can turn down.
36:59He's Gerry.
37:00He's He now.
37:01I whatever he needs.
37:04Way is that she is.
37:07And, please, I feel the pressure.
37:08But you are...
37:09Whoa.
37:16How did he do it?
37:27Oh, that's familiar
37:31Is I'm always in between
37:34The pressure and the peace
37:43When I was younger
37:46I lived on solid ground
37:49So far from where I am right now
37:55No, I'm not
37:59Walking on old stones anymore
38:07Anymore
38:10I found my way with my eyes closed
38:15I'll be safe
38:17Even when the sun is low
38:20Trying to stay alone
38:26I found my way with my eyes closed
38:30I'll be safe
38:32Even when the sun is low
38:35Trying to stay alone
38:41I'll keep my head above the line
38:45Believe the best
38:48Even in the highest time
38:51Trying to stay alone
38:54And I know what is
39:06I'm taking it all
39:09Cause this is a road I
39:12But I'll be alright
39:15No matter where it goes
39:18Even though I'm
39:21Walking on old stones
39:26Anymore
39:30Anymore
39:34I found my way with my eyes closed
39:38I'll be safe
39:40Even when the sun is low
39:43Trying to stay alone
39:46Trying to stay alone
39:50I'll keep my head above the line
39:53Believe the best
39:55Even in the highest time
39:58Trying to stay alone
40:02And I know what is
40:10And I know what is
40:13I know what
40:16I know what
40:16And I know whatüzik
40:18I
40:18know what I
40:19know what I
40:20know what I
40:20know what I
40:20found my way with my eyes closed I'll
40:24be safe Even when
40:27the sun is low Trying to
40:31stay your flight
40:32Oh, I keep my head up by the love
40:39Believed the best, even in the highest time
40:44Trying to see a glow in underwater
40:55In underwater
40:59Michael
41:03I know what is
41:19I got your messages this morning
41:21You'll see some texts from me
41:23I love you no matter what
41:24Please don't die
41:25That kind of thing
41:28I had a memory
41:30What?
41:33Well, two small hits from the same memory
41:36Me and Rosie's cardiologist having an argument
41:41Wow
41:43This can happen from acute trauma, right?
41:47Absolutely
41:47Which means my brain is back online?
41:50In some ways, yes
41:51More memories can happen now
41:54I don't want to wait
41:55I want you to put me in the tank
41:58Really?
42:00If I'd had my memories, none of this would have happened today
42:03You don't know that
42:04I do
42:06The doctor that I was
42:08Knew that Rosie wouldn't survive a heart transplant
42:11But I did not see that today
42:14Not until it was too late
42:17I'm sure you think
42:18That I should go home and rest
42:19But home
42:22Home
42:22Home
42:24Is the house
42:25Where Michael lives
42:26With his new wife
42:27And baby
42:29And half of me
42:30Is
42:32Still trapped in that time
42:35And the other half wants a man that I don't even remember
42:40I get you want Jake
42:42And to be the doctor you were
42:44But you can't just decide
42:45I am not
42:47Deciding
42:49Now I know that it's possible
42:51I need
42:52All of it
42:53Back
42:56Put me in the tank
42:57Please
42:59Gina
43:00Tonight
43:33You
43:56to the
43:57Happy
43:57Howiße
43:57You
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